#I'm so stressed out

[cookinguptales]

fuck it, I'm sequestering myself in my bedroom and writing gay vampire angst and refusing to come out for the rest of the day

#I think the mental breakdown is still happening lmao #I'm so stressed out #dealing with doctors and new laws when you have a chronic illness and take prescribed controlled substances is Actual Hell

[black-star1472]

#i'm so stressed out #even their logo is full red now #critical role #apogee solstice #bells hells

[secret-rendezvous1d]

so much to do ... so little time ...

#honestly #so many presents to wrap #so much cleaning to do #so much washing to do #so much work to do at work #i'm so stressed out #stressful shifts coming up... bleugh #personal

[linktoo]

guys I am having a bit of a crisis why is there 0 reddit discussion about the magnus archives and season 5 Q&A. why does it feel like everyone just dropped off the side of the earth. it's stressing me out I need people to help me process my thoughts on this whole show

#the magnus archives #tma #linktoo rambles #I'm so stressed out

[wineonmytshirt]

it's honestly upsetting how much spotify wrapped means to me. tell me what i did. be honest.

#i know at least so good by halsey and atw10 are top 5 #otherwise i DON'T KNOW #I'M SO STRESSED OUT #AND THIS MATTERS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!! #oh my god help #spotify #spotify wrapped #jen talking to herself #music #and ofc taylor is my top artist #but what is my top album.... #harry's house:??? red tv?? omg i must know #taylor swift #harry styles

[thekintsugikidtenyears]

I wish I had someone to talk to

#tired of feeling like the worlds most lonely person #i wish i had a friend #I'm so stressed out #I wish i had someone to reach out to but I just don't have very many people who care about me #personal #:( #maybe like if you read

[celinou]

A Walk in Chiaroscuro unnecessary update: For those of you who are waiting for the next chapter of awic, it’s coming! I’m back to writing and if everything is going smoothly, I’ll post something next week. I’m not sure what day next week since my kid is starting school and it’s gonna be a whole new schedule to adapt to, so, yeah.

#I'm so stressed out #but I'm okay #writing is going good #less paw patrol on tv what a blessing!! #awic unnecessary update

[halinski]

omg guys im barely holding onto sanity, i literally showed up to work today and went "today i am Odin's personal carer!" And everyone let me

(Odin is a black cat that reminded me of my own cat black house cat, Fenris, who came in the other day and almost went into cardiac arrest bc of arrythmia and pleural effusion but like he's still relatively young and and i and my coworkers were like 'we feel like he'll make it' even tho we had to intubate him at moments notice and were ready for resuscitation, owner's are ready to do everything and he's slowly but surely fighting his way back to his feet, he finally purred in my arms for the first time today!!

but yeah we have waaay more patients than just one and i have never gone around declaring or demanding anythign around here, especiqlly ignoring work or other animals in favor of others anfbjdndgdkgnjfld

#that being said i am... #i am so far up denial's ass i am drowning #like when bad things i start laughing as if i joker #i am legit obsessed with joker atm #i am holding onto sanity by the last fucking threads rn #i am so in denial and aware of it and i'm #im im im #im so not okay that im okay again yknow what i mean #was thinking about it on the way to work in the morning and figured i might need to go to the clinic again after my apprenticeship #get myself locked up again for two months #and then i almost burst into tears but i was like no i cant be sobbing when i have to drive and have to work after #and so i ended up starting to dissociate #and i brought myself out of it #but oof #that was a rough start #to the day #me declaring myself odin's personal attendant was just a coping mechanism to get through the workday lets be real #i'm so stressed out #my whole body hurts from the stress and my back injury #the physio therapist was nearly frustrated to tears when she couldnt do shit to ease my torso last week (dramatization) #things are just #meh rn #i guess #very distasteful #literally too #nothing tastes good #i've lost all pleasure in food #i'd rather starve #ignore me #(i'll be ok tho i promise :* i'm v resilient and have been thru worse ^^)

[apatheticcinaroll]

is being an adult supposed to be this hard?!

#why why why #adulting #like #i'm so stressed out

[milfgyuu]

genuinely do not know if i will survive MOA presale. pray for me. 

#lemme take my meds RIGHT NOW #i'm so stressed out #txt #concerts

[shadowfaxgeraet-245]

People liked my last trans @ ballet class post so...

#i'm so stressed out #teacher was like “please dress nice and have your hair pinned properly” #meanwhile i'm a racoon sticking out of the trashcan #anyways #ballet #ballett #trans #transmasc #genderqueer #nonbinary

[i-am-a-fish]

this year I will become a powerful lesbian

#by the way this post is honestly kinda stressing me out because I'm trans and not everyone thinks m->f trans people can be lesbians so I'm #kinda nervous I may attract some hate from this which really sucks

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...

#not a shitpost #serious post #ask to tag #tw trauma #cptsd #c-ptsd #and if so we should TALK about it #because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays #like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc #bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times #and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd) #because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact #2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc #3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation #and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie #4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories #and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong #weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards #i got lucky there #also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons

[the-ghost-of-jason-todd]

JESUS FUCK TIM DON'T GET MIXED UP IN THESE ASSHOLES OH MY GOD

#liveblogging titans #i'm so stressed out

[frogchiro]

Brought to you by the biggest snow storm I've seen in YEARS😭

Imagine that it's snowing so heavily that you barely see anything outside the window, a perfect snow storm but the insulation in the shitty apartment building is doing nothing to keep you warm, not to mention the one heater you had was barely holding on.

It was...awful. Hopeless even. You felt like you'd freeze to death in this shit hole and nobody would notice, maybe except...Your pushy and weird but strangely charming neighbour, Simon. He sure unnerved you with that blank, empty gaze that flashed with something whenever he looked at you or with his weirdly touchy behavior where whenever he had the chance to grab you by the hips to 'move you' but given the chance that his apartment woukd be even slightly warmer, you'd take your chances.

Imagine going slowly to knock on Simon's door, your warmest blanket wrapped around your shivering form and imagine the look in Si's eyes when he heard your shy, quiet request as if you were scared and ashamed asking if you could please stay for the night with him because the heating is broken in your apartment.

'Bloody fuckin' hell, she wants to kill me' he thought and almost too eagerly let you inside his apartment. It was...something, sure, with its almost spartan furnishing and the low light combined with the chipped plaster and slightly torn wallpaper made the place look unsettling, but at least it was warmer than your own and you felt like you wouldn't freeze to death :(

Imagine Simon dismissing your thank yous and almost growling lowly at your quiet assurances that you'll be out of his hair by morning and that you promise you'll keep everything tidy and not leave any mess behind. Imagine his borderline disgusted look when you asked him if you could sleep on his couch; what do you mean his couch? Oh you silly girl, you're not sleeping on that old, tattered thing! You're sleeping with him in his bed!

Your look of confusion and embarrasment send a pleasurable pulse into his tummy and made his cock stir in his sweats as he rumbled out that he'd never let his dear, sweet neighbour sleep there, plus it is cold enough to freeze his balls off and he wouldn't mind that extra heat♡

Imagine whining quietly with delight when you sunk under the covers in Simon's bed, even if it looked cold and hard, his bed felt like the warmest and softest nest in the world, not to mention the huge human furnace pressed close to you. You could feel the large male pressing close to you, his hard chest and tummy pressed against your back, his strong arms around your middle and when you were almost asleep, you didn't even register thet you nuzzled your nose and cheek against his stubble.

But he sure did♡

#kin speaks #i'm so so sorry for the silence lately #i've been feeling weirdly unmotivated and burned out #plus the stress at uni is getting to me :( #sleazy neighbour!ghost #cod x reader #cod mw x reader #simon riley x reader #simon ghost riley x reader #simon riley cod #simon ghost riley #simon riley

[soryualeksi]

Started taking my cortison inhaler again after three years of not needing it at all (uhm mayyybe I haven’t exchanged the cartridge since then either but also it’s been a long weekend and the only problem that is likely to arise is that the effect is diminished and yes I know it’s still unhygienic I’ll buy a new cartridge tomorrow), in an attempt to get my Status After Covid dry cough attacks under control. (Had one. long. coughing fit. for an entire hour the other night and couldn’t sleep and it was awful.) Read that this is how it’s generally attempted to get these aftereffects to go away and since I had mine laying around... You get the gist.

Forgot that I get itchy skin and sliiight blotches on my arms and face from that thing. It’s listed as RARE under side effects. ;_;

Itchy.

#look i need to be functional again on wednesday at the latest #if i start having coughing fits at work it'll be a problem #i'm so stressed out #also it's plain annoying and exhausting and also a bother to be coughing so much and so loudly #i hope the inhaler helps #it helped before with hypersensitive airways which eventually led to actual dyspnoe after staying in a dusty environment for too long #so i hope it'll support my lungs in calming down after covid again #it's stupid i had SUCH a light viral load but such a bad cough and now the coughing won't go #this stupid fucking virus i swear #and i had a 'mild' case too #less than a week of coughing and like three days of the only thing i was capable of tasting being barbecue sauce then that was it #but the cough is staying #meh #also itchyyyyy #scratch scratch scratch