#a tiny little vent

[brightgreendandelions]

i just spent like an hour to solve linux problem again.. because my man page colors suddenly stopped working! and you can't have uncolorful man pages. 0_0

thankfully i had a second machine (my server) to compare outputs to..

i eventually tracked down the culprit, and it was groff being updated to version 1.23.0! seems totally unrelated to man, doesn't it¿ :)

now i have to figure out if i can solve this better than just downgrading it to 1.22.4

PS: i spent way too much time barking up the less tree, because the config variables are called LESS_TERMCAP_*

edit: you have to set the GROFF_NO_SGR environment variable to 1

#textpost #linux #codeblr #arch linux #man #less #groff #man pages #colors #a tiny little vent #terminal

[bigfatbreak]

"yea I was up late last night"

#my art #tw blood #feralnette au #little tiny bit of vent art. having health issues again and im tired of it #i gotta go see a surgeon @ the end of the month n shit. very stressssssss

[radioactive-earthshine]

NGL I have STRONG opinions about digital releases omitting the letters to the editor section of older comics. I feel like the letters are a part of comic history and should be aggressively preserved.

#look i was a weirdo and loved the letters so much #so much #so fucking damn much #i still to this day mourn that we don't have them #sometimes the editors would publish blatant aggressive criticism and promise to do better on some things #it was rare but it did happen in a handful of things involving stereotypes #also there is queer history in them such as in superboy and the ravers where people wrote in about hero #asking WHY he was not interested in women and this editor had to so professionally explain that he was GAY and where they stood on it #you also got to read queer readers writing in about these queer characters and the JOY in their words is priceless #also sorry but geoff's letters are fun and stupid at the same time and are a huge insight to what his hcs were #he LOVED tiny krypto so much it likely inspired him making dex starr bc he loved the idea of a small overly powered animal #not saying that was the main reason why ofc but it is interesting that he created dex after praising that mean little mutt #i say with the most love #my venting #my rambles

[puppyeared]

mascot

#this isnt vent dw!!! i dont smoke either i was just kinda going for some sort of vibe #i know its usually played for laughs or like. dark humor whenever ppl draw mascots without their heads and u can see the actor #but i always found it fascinating and a little sobering. ever since i was a kid ive always been hyperaware of ppl in costumes #like. even if i tried to block it out id be thinking the whole time 'its not real. theres a person in that suit who gets paid to do this' #it used to be an uncomfortable nagging feeling but now its like. oh yeah theres someone with a whole life story doing this. idk #i think when i tell ppl im not conscious of my body its like. im not dysphoric or experience dissociation but. at the same time #it feels like my physical body doesnt fully outwardly represent me..?? like some sort of costume #i like to phrase it as being a giant hairless mecha and inside theres a very tiny puppy piloting the damn thing #and the other thing is. when i draw my sona i dont really see it as what i /wish/ i looked like or how i want people to see me #its like being in a costume and just. fucking around with some sort of barrier between myself and others #plus mascots arent allowed to talk and i dont really. engage with other ppl in public spaces that it kinda feels like ad lib #i share a lot abt my life but ironically im also a private person..... i guess it just gives me some sort of control over my identity #my art #myart #my oc #sona #mascot #furry #??? is this furry art???? #twinkle #puppysona #edit: had to outline it bc i just realized it looks really weird on dark mode -_-

[dailypearldoodles]

Day 369

Did I redesign my copper golem pearl design when i just made it a week or so ago? yes and you cant stop me

if you cant tell i took inspo from the totk constructs, because i wanted to focus a bit more on the build of the copper golems. mainly, like iron golems they have very long arms in comparison to their bodies, and i thought this would be fun :D

#daily pearl doodles #pearlescentmoon #new life smp #mod morph #also her “hair” is just smoke coming out of a vent from her head #couldnt think of anything else lmao #she is still very smol #also mod cosmic was supposed to do yesterdays #since he was gonna be busy today and tmrw #but i forgor and did it instead...so #uh #youll see mod cosmic this sunday instead XD #am a little tiny bit dum

[paintpaintpaintman]

CW: Blood/gore and eyestrain

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"...I still have use of you."

Lately I've been struggling a lot. Feeling really yucky I'm my chest because depression is hitting. So, I've been trying and trying and trying to make art, even comics, and just failing and then feeling worse.

So I decided to make COTL art that's also vent art in hopes that it got rid of the yucky. And it didn't, but it does help me sleep at night knowing I made something and posted it..? I feel like I'm going through the wringer. Bad job, family problems, friend problems, clinical depression (and a handful of OTHER clinical things lmao). Sometimes you need to draw something super aggressive to feel a little better.

Anyway, I hope you like this. I don't know if many people will see this one because of the mature content thingy, and that doesn't feel good... but it's okay!

#cult of the lamb #cult of the lamb art #cult of the lamb fanart #cult of the lamb the one who waits #cotl art #cotl #cotl fanart #character art #fan art #fanart #vent post #tw vent #vent #one stinky stupid step at a time #i also feel beat to death by the gods who for some reason foresake me #but hey at least theres #uh #stuff like breaking an orbeez and its really satisfying but also makes you feel powerful because its a tiny little thing #and it EXPLODES #tw blood #cw blood #cw: gore #tw gore #eyestrain #cw eyestrain #sorry i forgot to add those in #thanks to the person who reblogged and added those :)

[cathalbravecog]

veep dad comfort art

#veep dad :] #i have Not been well mentally tbh the second im with friends i DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE anyways ill be VENTING A TINY BIT HERE #i need excitement in my life but im like #has no social life #oopsies...! #so i thought yknow what would make me happy rn. My Veep Dad #yea thats it #also ive been struggling with motivations to play ttcc and draw so.... #apologies for being in the game less. especially as im in the post game with almost everything done #im usually kinda really goal oriented in games and yeah having no tasks or close friends to play with #im just kinda THERE and getting that initial push to do stuff is very hard #my motivation has just been at an all time zero (again) and it upsets me bc i do wanna do stuff...not bc ohh productivity but bc #i just wanna HAVE FUNNNN #anyways erm.... thanks for listening to my little rant here again. i dont know where else to express this sort of stuff. feels wrong to dum #it on strangers who i know are there for my art but. whatever. yknow #just wish i was more motivated in general but my life is Just Kinda Sad and im an Antisocial Anxious Wreck Dear Cog #senior vice president #sr vp #veep dad #personal tag if i dont wanna main tag.... #doodles #traditional art #guz art #toontown

[jiyaneru]

i don't know where to put my hands

#unfinished vent art for u guys first #im so sad lol pls #anyway enjoy pls #i did a thing with blood again #i like drawing blood !! feels coool! #basically oc is sad-> punches the mirror -> stares at hands lol #jiyaneru #janeru draws #artists on tumblr #drawingg #based a little on mitski's francis forever bc im gay #mitski #francis forever #tiny idea on my brain at 5 am #thank u for perceiving this #mwa

[wolftheghost]

i miss the days when 12-15 meant tween and being able to still be a kid just a little older

not just "oh its still 2-4 years till i can get a job" or "basically a mini adult"

fuck it all, im gonna be a weirdo 2007 emo kid just like my predecessors here on tumblr would have wanted.

im gonna listen to cds and watch dvds and wear ridiculous clothes that make me feel good

wear too much eyeliner

listen to too much sad music

watch too many music videos

make cringy sparkledog fursonas

i want the childhood i deserve and godamnit im gonna have it if i have to fight tooth and nail

#main blog #idk man im having a little tiny crisis here #emo #small vent

[thenamessparkplug]

shoutout to my old 4th grade teacher for being more supportive of me one time 6 months ago than my own mother's ever been< 3333

#it was like such a tiny interaction but i also never forgot #it was during some kind of family party thing for kids parents (and siblings) to come and eat pizza and some other stuff i dont remember #and anyways my brother(who currently goes to this school) wanted to go so my whole family went #and while i was there my mom saw my old 4th grade teacher and was like “omg you should go talk to her” #and i was like yeah i should she was a really cool lady actually #so i nervously was like “hi” and didnt think shed recognize me at all #but she IMMEDIETLY was like “ITS YOU! /pos” #she then points to my shirt and asks me “hey are those your pronouns now?” #and this was back when i still wore pronoun/pride pins in general #and i was like “yeah actually!” because no adult had ever asked me about it before and i was so happy to like be recognized as a person #and she gave me a hug and told me she was proud of me and how much id grown and i /maybe/ got a little close to tears but ignore that #and my mom just stood there the whole time #she didnt say anything #she didnt smile #and this was not my first time wearing my pronoun pin my TRANS FLAG pin even #never once did she acknowledge it #also like a month later she made fun of me for it and i havent worn one since #uh yeah anyways #sorry for ranting lmao #or ig venting?? this was not my intention mb mb #trans #transgender #lgbt #lgtbq #lgbtqia #(to be clear my mom has made it very clear she will never support me on numerous occasions it wasnt like a one time thing lmao) #tw vent?? #tw vent

[triona-tribblescore]

A lil unmotivated atm

#feel free to ignore!! go look at funny fluffy turtles!! <3 #just a small vent #like tiny #somedays you just feel sad #and finding a reason is a little hard #and moving is a little hard #but thankfully sleep helps escape the silly mind fog for a little #take care of yourself my loves #<3 #tribbleart

[providnce]

is it cool if I start posting Foals stuff on here?

#instead of just. reblogs #not really a vent but just me rambling #this is gonna sound so dumb but #i feel like i’d be annoying my catb mutuals on here #especially bc i’ve been a catb blog for a little over a year and a half #and people who want foals content wouldn’t wanna see it along with catb content #and i don't wanna make a sideblog #so i’d be in a weird place #and like. the foals mutuals i have i’m too scared to message LMFAOOO #and idk man there’s not many people really posting foals stuff i’ll feel super alone #and it’d be like being a part of TWO tiny fandoms #BUUUT at the same time their tag is so fucking empty #either that or it's just horses #and i need to scream about foals and yannis #bc hyperfixation #personal

[charliecuntcicle]

sometimes i panic and i go "if i start dc-posting more again now that im out of my massive reading slump the new qsmp followers might get mad at me" or "omg my dc followers are probably all so annoyed that i pivoted so hard into qsmp after being a strictly dc blog for years" and then i realize that im just a dude on tumblr with like 700 followers most of which do not actively keep up with my page or give a shit what i post. i literally disappeared of the face of tumblr for like 4 months before and nobody went "oh my god actually you fucking suck and i hate you"

#i overthink every tiny little thing i do sometimes #and as much as i love tumblr it can be very Not Fun because while followers mean pretty much nothing here #and ik that logically #my need for approval and for ppl to like me does not understand that #vent

[tobbogan-13]

its crazy how a 2 inch insect has me crying, unable to sleep, and feeling threatened for my life

#ITS IN MY FUCKING BED #SO I GO TO SLEEP ON THE COUCH AND THERES ONE IN THE KITCHEN SINK #I think theres an infestation in our pipes #but every little scratch tickle #tiny dark thing makes me jump #i legitamtley stood in one place not moving for an hour just paralyzed #then i thought it went away so i turned around and it was ON MY FUCKING BED #being on the floor or on the celings or walls or in the sinks or on the counts is one thing #BUT ITS ON MY FUCKING BED #im scared to to like be in my house because of this stupid ass bug #why did my brain decided to be deathly afraid od cockroaches #roaches #cockroaches #insects #phobia #phobias #fear #vent #venting #rant

[mxwhore]

sorry followers. I'm a cat person 😔🐱

#i only love. my puppy. and my loved ones puppies #i feel bad saying that but dogs hate me and im starting to hate them back #i be walking and the mfs start chasing me for no reason!! what!! #i walked by a tiny little kitty and i went to pet it and this dog came running from god knows where and tried to bite me!! #calm down bitch im not talking to you go away!!! #i still like some stray dogs but most of the time im just wary of them #i still have that scar from when i was walking home from the store minding my own fucking business #when suddenly a dog came running from a house a #and bit my ass #or the junction of ass-leg #i was at least three meters away from your house you bastard son of a bitch #literally for no reason #when you give cats bad vibes the fellas just walk away. i feel that. go for it lil buddy #but dogs destroy your ears and then try to bite you. why #im literally walking by #ok this turned into a vent post but idk why some dogs despise me. i cant be mature about it so ill despise them back #tessas txt

[canongf]

summary of a bad day

this morning i woke up to my dog peeing on the floor. he's old, he's got a bladder thing. it's okay. it's okay. i cleaned it up and took him to work with me. he drank water too fast and puked on the floor. it's okay. i cleaned it up and took him home. was feeling sad and frustrated and stressed for that and for other reasons but it was okay. i got the hardest parts over with. except i didn't because there's a mouse in my room. and while i was freaking out and trying to catch it, my dog peed on the floor again. crying for a lot of reasons but a big one is that eddie isn't real, and i know if he was he'd tell me to come to his place and he'd take care of all the piss and mice in the world while i slept.

#live #eddie.txt #🦇 #I'LL BE FINE I JUST HAD TO VENT <333 #i'm just TIRED #i woke my dad up to help me with the mouse #and he was only a little tiny bit of help #we set up a humane trap but i don't wanna sleep in my room :( #so i'm sleeping on the couch :( #i gotta call the vet again in the morning #and i'm just #having a bad day #eddie if you're out there... i wish you were here