#addicts are humans too

[numbasafossil]

This is an experiment to help busy myself. I honestly haven't a clue for a theme, embrace the chaos.

About me; I am bi, someone who supposedly has multiple mental illnesses but I'll discuss this in time, and an addict, again I'm sure I will get more in detail with this. I'm the single mother of a really cool autistic and adhd teenager. Does any of this define me? No. I don't really care for labels, and putting myself into boxes. At one point I did and it helped "comfort my identity ". Then I saw it was not healthy and I was going backwards. One thing I am good at is adapting, and I am working on growing in a different way. I don't care what anyone else does or believes, if it's different from my beliefs that's fine. I only ask that you do not start shit, because I will never judge people. And you will be introduced to the block button.

This blog supports Palestine 🇵🇸. I support all religions but do not practice. I support all genders and sexualities, this is a LGBTQIA+ safe space. This is a safe space for all nationalities and ethnicities. I also stand in solidarity with all victims of oppression and genocide worldwide. I support prison abolition, and am antipsych. I'm pro choice and believe housing and health care are basic human rights. I still support anyone living with a mental illness or disability (this is neurodivergent safe).

If you believe in narcissistic abuse and that everyone you dislike is a narcissist, kindly go to another blog. Additionally if you demonize cluster b disorders, anyone who is neurodivergent or has a mental illness or addicts, this is not the place for you. Zionists, terfs, radfems, pro lifers , DNI. I'm sure that list will grow.

Happy new year?

#introduction #chaotic #become undefinable #i stand with palestine #lgbtqia #palestine #pro choice #housing is a human right #health care is a human right #addicts are humans too #cluster b positivity #no one is free until we are all free

[itsybitsybatsyspider]

*sees DBH text posts*

“Girl, I’m not gonna do it I’m just thinking about it I’m not gonna do it…. 👀”

…..

“I did it.”

#dbh #rk900 nines #connor dbh #detroit become human #gavin reed #hank anderson #north dbh #markus rk200 #honestly might make more this is addictive #it’s too much fun #my favorite one is nines being the most successful sibling

[ratwithhands]

Decided to polish some jacket designs!

Emmet originally received a strait from the League after they thought he posed a safety risk to others and mandated him to wear it. Big surprise, they literally just went to a Unovan hospital and asked if they had any of the old jackets lying around. It's ill-fitting and unpleasant, not to mention the hasty edits they made to his uniform to act as a secondary restraint looks awful. As much as he is still operating as usual, having to walk around in the strait is humiliating and dehumanizing, especially because of the stares from other people.

Of course this crime against dignity and fashion had to be corrected, so Elesa called her designers and offered to make the League Council a more appropriate uniform for him. The only rule given was that it must still restrain as well as the original straitjacket, so Elesa ended up modelling the jacket after a vest and the secondary restraint after a double-breasted greatcoat. It's meant to look like clothing, more like everyday wear than something out of an asylum. It also uses hand covers (i.e. socks) instead of a grossly oversized sleeve to keep the hands restrained.

It resolves a lot of the issues Emmet had with the original, namely that it blends in with the crowd rather than making him stick out. It also has an air of professionalism and formality that the original didn't have. He's much more willing to wear it and keep it on, as well as being more comfortable in it.

I'm struggling to describe this in sentences so as for the differences:

League Straitjacket:

actual retired straitjacket from hospital storage

made of old canvas and leather

uses oversized belted sleeves to restrain arms

uses belts and buckles to restrain upper arms and tighten back

can't fit anything thicker than a tank top underneath

Elesa's Modified Straitvest:

bespoke articles custom tailored to Emmet's measurements

made from stiff cotton and fabric staps

uses belted cuffs and hand covers to restrain arms

uses straps and locking slide buckles to restrain upper arms and tighten back

able to fit a collared shirt underneath

Elesa's outfit also has the added bonus of being more breathable, soft, and being able to function as regular clothes.

Anyways bonus sketch comic:

Dignity restored.

#tw straitjacket #straitjacket #submas #submas au #au #ingo #subway master ingo #ingo pokemon #nobori #emmet #subway master emmet #emmet pokemon #kudari #When they brought the finished pieces in for Emmet to try on he nearly broke down #like yes it was more comfortable‚ but the sentiment and effort put into it didn't even make it feel like it was constricting him #no matter how tight the straps are pulled‚ the knowledge that it was made out of concern for him‚ for his comfort‚ for his humanity‚ #it was just like any other piece of clothing #I really wanted to draw what his first day being “free” in his new uniform was like #if only to show his relief after so long being bound like a rabid animal #unfortunately I don't have enough motivation or writing ability to pull that comic off convincingly so we just have these #I hope you guys will enjoy them though! I had fun drawing them so I want them to entertain you guys too #you guys let me know if you have questions/want to see stuff about Battle Addict‚ It's fun getting to share AUs like this #see ya later

[smile-files]

a doodle of my new teardrop gjinka!! i think they turned out pretty cute :)

#dandy’s doodles #bfdi #battle for dream island #bfdi teardrop #bfdi td #bfdi gjinka #bfdi humie #bfdi human #bfdi humanized #bfdi humanization #kin #my old design for them was charming and campy but i think it was too edgy for them #like yeah td’s the hoodie type but she would wear brighter colors than that. and she’s too active to wear jeans or whatever i had her in #they’re definitely a bit of a sneakerhead… but in a practical way. they need good kicks #i’m imagining her and her newbie alliance clique in high school… #lollipop is popular and gets gelatin and td acquainted with the popular crowd but the three of them decide they all suck #lolly’s really good at math and is everyone’s crush. gelatin is addicted to his 3ds and is the life of the party. #and td is well-rounded in school subjects but an absolute expert at destroying you in gym class (she’s also on the track team with needle) #teardrop and lolly watch lesbian anime together. sometimes td gets to third-wheel when flower gets invited #all three newbie alliance members hijack the prom and play 100 gecs on the speakers #etc. i could go on

[mumblesplash]

do you ever end up accidentally getting super attached to a trope so specific and rare you don't even know how to look for it? 'space aliens failing to understand that a human showing teeth usually isn't a threat display' isn't even an ao3 tag. finding that shit in published fiction or tv shows is next to impossible

#<- guy who searches ao3 by the 'misunderstandings' tag without even specifying a fandom #mumbling #if you've been following me for a while you may remember my introduction to mcyt was when i started scraping the bottom of the barrel #looking for 'humans are space orcs' stories #but what you may not know is that was already a ways down a rabbit hole that began with *avatar the last airbender* #it basically went #'holy shit salvage is a good story' -> read every existing version of hakoda being a good dad to zuko -> #'shinsou hitoshi getting adopted by aizawa has the same vibes fuck it i'll read that too' -> 'why are they aliens in so many of these' -> #get addicted to the 'humans are space orcs' trope -> find a whole collection of fics about that exact thing -> #for some reason the collection is 80% dsmp fics -> i am not picky -> 'oh no they've got a crow-coded father figure' -> #still not rly interested in the dsmp source material -> minecraft kinda interesting tho -> wait what's hermitcraft -> and now here we are #all bc 3 years ago i wanted zuko to have a decent father figure #firelord ozai made me draw pinup art of goodtimeswithscar: the true and harrowing tale of my descent into madness #flameo hotguy or whatever the kids are saying these days

[coockie8]

It's so weird and funny to me when antis will be like "coping with taboo fiction is fine, but don't you understand you can't post it because people might get off to this!?!?"

Like what a stranger masturbates to is any of my business at all.

#I think the reason anti rhetoric just doesn't work on me at all is because I'm just too addicted to minding my own business at this point #if it's not causing real harm (and discomfort is not harm) then I genuinely could not give less fucks about what a stranger gets off to #to any anti reading this #I promise your life will improve *exponentially* if you just start minding your own business #'cause unironically y'all seem miserable af 90% of the time #and the only times you *don't* seem miserable as hell it's because you're literally celebrating the murder/suicide of a real human being #because of fiction that makes you uncomfortable #think about that for like 20 seconds #just anti things #anti bs #proship #anti anti #profic #pro fiction #proshipper safe

[lottieurl]

this is NOT a post for no-emotional-depth mari enthusiasts please keep scrolling but i'm thinking of mari being so so concerned about the dripping noises and being such a Lottie Believer and how i think she's on some level really fucking scared but she's repressing it to such a degree it barely exists and so she's just having fun being mean both because she just IS a shit talking asshole (affectionate) in general and because she's coping by putting her faith in lottie and lashing out and being a bitch. jackie accusing nat of not doing enough to provide food because she was scared and hurt and lost vs mari accusing nat of the same

#unfortunately she looked too sad in this ep for me not to be like this #also hate to report that if *i* ate a human person after a plane crash stranded in the wilderness i would Also be like #lol does anyone want breakfast in the morning #no but just to be clear. shes addicted to talking shit and running her mouth and she has no filter and shes an ass #i love her for that. she tells akilah the thing abt her not being allowed to sit there or whatever on the plane #she just likes to prank people she likes to talk shit #but! i think shes so scared actually and not showing it. mari actual pov would be shit talking with an undercurrent of repressed anxiety #yellowjackets blogging #yellowjackets spoilers #mari #yellowjackets

[bijoumikhawal]

also it really is shit how several popular bloggers were like. Horribly bigoted towards ace people when it was cool, but once it stopped being trendy they 1) deleted those posts so receipts couldn't be pulled 2) maybe put up claimed "redactions" or said "omg its been years if you really wanna know wether i still hate those people dm me" but never apologized for their behavior lmao. I don't think any of the people who did that actually changed, I just think they know it's not such an acceptable/fun target to bully anymore. It's really sick how that type of bullying was encouraged for years and how few people repented for their behavior.

#cipher talk #H*stlerose and lgbt*nis in particular come to mind #x***guiw*ng too tbh #They did a weird heel turn of being normal about ace people to insinuating most ace people are homophobic and self centered #And that believing a society which strictly controls your sex life doesn't like you not having sex and may punish you is a 'white thing' #As though the pressures around sex are not MORE strongly felt by PoC #I don't wanna say 'imagine if there was a mass movement of people who said they hated gay men and homophobia wasn't real and they never #Apologized or faced consequences' bc I know that exists. It's on Twitter and it's why I'm cagey around how people on tumblr say f*g #(I do mean like other lgbtq people tbc) #But like it's ridiculously fucked up that it happened. That people allowed it. That most people have forgotten about it either bc #They were targeted or bc they did the targeting #Remember when a real human being who had recently come out as ace was murdered for rejecting a man and people turned her into a fucking #Discourse topic? And posted decapitation photos claiming they were of her in tags about ace people/spread rumors about that? #I do. I fucking do. #Remember all the discussions about how 'denying your partner sex' was abuse? How ace people were p*dos for forcing discussions of sexuality #Onto kids? How wanting non alcoholic non sex forward spaces- something ND people and addicts also discussed- became a fucking crime? #Because ace people also thought it was cool? #Like g-d I know this was painful and I'm not saying we should do discourse again but forgetting all that isn't helpful either

[eregar]

Raphael's character class potentially being bard is so fun. casting his tendency to use charm and illusion as not necessarily a devilish trait but instead as a bardic trait being used for devilish ends and suggesting that his cunning is possibly something that was learned rather than something that was innate. and it means he gets to be a bit of a loser <3

#bg3 #raphael bg3 #loser (affectionate) #in case that wasnt clear #but yeah very fun and very cute to pair a class thats sorta viewed as frivilous and unserious #with a villain character #too if that cunning was learned how does that put distance between him and those he wishes to usurp #at least in his own mind #sorry im addicted to slamming the ‘raphael is half-human’ button #you give me a man with such blatant ego-wounds i cant help but dig my fingers in #greg texts

[radi0dontt]

for etho and bdubs situations… what if they were in ikea together fighting over furniture for their interior design??

ive never been in an ikea idk what goes on in there

#etho goes what abt this one and bdubs goes no that colour doesnt go etho goes what abt This one bdubs goes no. the shape is wrong. #bdubs goes we are getting this one etho goes thats ugly #radi0dontt art #ethoslab fanart #bdubs fanart #their third roomie ren not pictured hes too busy riding the shopping trolley down the isle #i rlly have never been in a ikea. my best guess is this is what its like #normal human guy aus r so funny to me. yah theyr shoppin. #etho probably buys sooo much useless tiny stuff to put everywhere. shopping addiction strikes again

[simptasia]

look at me, listen to me, trust me:

as somebody who is currently living through the worst trauma and depression of my life, i gotta tell you:

you cannot live on coffee

coffee cannot be your replacement for sleep or nutrients. it will become less effective over time and mess up your endocrine system (the system responsible for hormone and sleep regulation). your stress and anxiety will increase and you may put your heart and kidneys at risk. you also might shit yourself sometimes

this may all seem very obvious but its possible to be in the mindset where Living On Coffee makes sense to you

what i'm saying is coming from a place of experience. and love. you cannot live on energy replacements. no matter how tasty

eat veggies. drink water. sleep. you can do other things, you can indulge, i promise! just please, do basic self care too

#same applies to colas and energy drinks. except those are worse for you #colas are worse for your teeth and energy drinks are worse for your heart #in fact you might get a heart attack #yeah a few years ago i cut back on coffee because i was getting heart pain #but in the last five months i developed a dependence on pepsi and coke and coffee for energy #and in the last couple weeks the coffee thing got worse #and i reached a point where i wasnt even getting energy or even happiness from it anymore #plus my heart was hurting #so im taking a stand. im taking better care of my health. in general #fruits! veggies! showering more! water! #etc and so forth. and no more coffee until i can be trusted to be responsible with it #if it sounds like im describing drug addiction. then yeah #this behaved like text book drug addiction. even down to being induced by trauma #and me thinking about my next ''fix''' the second i was done with one. no good #except! coffee is waaaay easier to give up. i have painkillers for the headaches. i'll be fine #i've also been eating like shit too. because sad. but i bought healthier and easy to prepare foods #because the human body cannot live on maccas alone. it just can't. i've been having a Bad Time #everything will get a little better over time

[200llbun]

Drawing yassified men gotta be one of my fav hobbies✍️

Told you I would redraw this🍊. The artstyle change is so embarrassing, but my hand got use to old habits. Bills grin in this rlly got me on my knees ong (model au, wink)

BTW I hope ppl can tell that Bill has a lil ponytail and not his hair down, cuz I feel like it's hard to tell🤨

We're ignoring the fact I've been drawing 🌲 w/ a srs expression for most of my drawings - It's become an addiction ik, but everytime I land on his face I can't help trying to make him look like he came from a painting tbh. Imma start changing it up tho😔💔

#billdip #author #digital art #dipper pines #fanfic #gravity falls #wattpad #art #mlm #bill cipher #human bill cipher #dipper fanart #model au #I hurt my arms from the way I sat throughout this process. My shoulders were so hunched up and stretched - it felt like torture afterwards #the consequences of my own actions #anyways Ive become addicted to drawing hairstrands too. Like - its just so fulfilling #this drawing is based off one of my old billdip books - but like. Updated. I plan on drawing a cover for it based off a painting I saw🧎 #also I wanna make another drawing centered around the pines twins in the book. Idk which one to do first🧍 #k bye <3

[tibli]

girl i just got into a mild twitter dispute bc someone was calling rosemary negligent abuse, and when i asked how thats even remotely true they were like 'i dont understand how you cant see it if you read the comic' and proceeded to give me zero examples.

i shouldnt have to even say this, but a teenage girl is not responsible for someone elses alcoholism, and mishandling it is not fucking abuse, holy shit. i think maybe that person just had some negative memories w rosemary and let it ruin the ship for them, but im not about to let someone call a traumatized teenage girl abusive because she doesnt act like a therapist or something

idek if thats why they think its abusive, bc they never gave me an answer, and the last time they responded they immediately privated so i have no clue what they even said.

#homestuck #rose lalonde #kanaya maryam #rosemary #im genuinely curious as to whether this person has ever known an addict ever in their life #because i have. and i dont take that shit lightly at all #it may not have been alcohol but it doesnt fucking matter. #being unable to deal with an addicted person's behavior is not fucking negligent abuse #there is only so much you can do for someone who's addicted anyway. they have to WANT to get clean #sorry im a little bit heated abt this bc its smth very personal for me #and yeah at the end of the day it doesnt really matter what someone thinks of a ship #but that kind of attitude can bleed into everyday life too #if you consider rosemary abusive then do you just consider any human being on earth to be an abuser???? #simply for not reacting perfectly to every situation at all times??? ugh #tibtalks

[thefandomchaos]

Name starts with ‘S’

Has a older brother who’s name starts with ‘D’

Has a Blood Addiction

Yearns for a normal life, but can’t have it

Father cared more about him than his brother

Mother died at a young age then came back

The ‘Brilliant and Calm” Brother (he really isn’t though)

Brother has a nickname for him that only he calls him (thx @anewkindofme for reminding of this-)

Has a half brother he never knew about until later in life

Has died multiple times

#supernatural #spn #sam winchester #the vampire diaries #tvd #stefan salvatore #the similarities are uncanny #if they met they would be best friends #Stefan cares about humans and Sam knows not all monsters are evil #they get together to talk about their addictions and annoying older brothers #Damon and Dean too #They would be best friends once they get over the hunter/vampire thing-

[astriiformes]

Feels like a really unconscionable number of my friends and mutuals are going through the worst time ever lately (yes this unfortunately includes me) and I just want to have some words with the universe about all this

#like to an intense 'i have been genuinely worried about a number of people's safety' kind of degree (this unfortunately also includes me) #crippling depression and total mental breaks and breakups from hell and addiction issues and god knows what else #mostly tumblr friends but there's been one or two school friends too #it's awful but i am still holding hands with you all and stubbornly repeating: #'sometimes falling into holes with other people; with other people saying 'this is not our mass grave; get out of this hole'' #'all getting out of the hole together; hands and legs and arms and human ladders of each other to get out of the hole'

[dykestache]

just met the only gay members of my bfs extended family and was rly hoping they were gonna be the cool kind of rich dykes but unfortunately one of them just made conversation w bfs gramma abt how junkies are proof the world is overpopulated and other incredibly dehumanizing shit. do you know how much willpower it took for me to not make this night incredibly uncomfortable for everyone in attendance.

#sucks so bad i really hate finding out people think that addicts are less than human when they don’t know i’m an addict. #they were laughing too and talking abt how they’d never go back to new orleans bc of ‘everyone on drugs all over the street’ #What if i got into the pool skyler white style at the function after entering an internal junkie rage teehee.