Can I please have a American Horror Story or Slasher match up please? 💕
I've got really pale skin (which I love), white blonde shoulder-length hair with the tips dyed dark purple on one side and dark green on the other, a few ear piercings, I'm somewhat curvy (which I'm not insecure about), around 5'5 high and I'm always wearing only black clothing with a gothic/punk/metal/alternative style.
My own love language is words of affirmation and acts of service and from others it's physical touch and quality time. I'm female, interested in men, but I'm also open for women, so it's kind of both.
Meeting new people, being in crowded places and in the center of attention make me really anxious and uncomfortable. Although it's easier if I can relay and concentrate on someone really close to me.
I have deep emotions, but they tend to overwhelm me and I struggle with communicating and procressing them alone, which leads me to relying on others but also understanding others and the world around me on a deeper level. I believe that's also why I'm so accepting, supporting and open-minded.
I love to help others, I tend to always put their well-being before my own and try anything possible to make it easier for them and take some weight off their shoulders, to lighten up someone's mind and make their worries less overwhelming. To put it simply, I hate to see others suffering and will do anything to help them.
I'm the happiest when the people I love are happy, when someone truly listens to me, my thoughts and feelings.
I'm a very loving, warm and passionate person. I care about the people who're close to me and I will go to great length to help them. Furthermore, I'm ultimately loyal and would never betray or let people I love down!
I hate when people believe they can define or generalize what's normal or beautiful, boring or annoying, typical or effective. All these are personal views and usually I find beauty where others don't, enjoy unusualness and uniqueness, macabre themes and despise mainstream and stereotypical things. Being like everyone else or fitting into some kind of box annoys me so much!
The nightsky inspires and fascinates me, just as much as rain calms me down and fills me with serenity, passion and happiness. My biggest passion is music and I could never live a day without it, it's like the air to breathe. I especially love (symphonic-,heavy-) metal!
I'm extremely shy, insecure and self-doubting, always believe that I'm annoying those around me. That's why I tend to distance myself and don't speak/act at all, in fear of embrassing myself even more. It helps if there's someone who helps, grounds and understands me in these times! With the right person, I can be quite sarcastic and a bit goofy.
I firmly believe in the power of honesty and wish to be respected and accepted as much as I do show others. I seek for fairness and tenderness in my (daily/social) life, but don't judge the contrasting thoughts of others and try my best to listen to them
My senses are pretty strong and my surroundings, especially combinated with my high social anxiety, sometimes lead me to anxiety and panic attacks, which I obliviously hate and am ashamed of. I struggle to get out of them on my own, but to someone really close to me it's actually not so hard.
I love watching movies and TV shows. To be honest, I prefer living in fictional worlds an daydreams over the real world. I'm especially enthusiastic about horror and fantasy. I enjoy driving around for hours (as a passenger), otherwise I prefer not leaving the house that much.
I'm living vegan and I'm really passionate about it. I wish to never ever harm an animal and to treat them with all the love my heart is capable of! If I could, I would help and adopt every single animal and care for them lovingly.
I'm quite clingy and like to be surrounded by everything that's even remotely that of someone who's close to me. If I could, I would spend every minute with them and feel as (physicially and emotionally) close to them as possible.
I'm longing for someone to fall in love with me, accepting and supporting me just as I'm. I'm not easy to get along with and I'm used to feel like a outcast and weirdo, I believe that putting up with me is quite a burden, which I also don't wish to put upon someone. I don't need a lot of people around me, just one fully by my side is more than enough!
Thank you so much! 💕🙃
- 🌻
For slashers, I ship you with... Vincent Sinclair!
Your different style was the first thing that Vincent noticed when you were inside the HOW, you weren't like other people that he's seen. Especially when you started sketching one of his wax sculptures, humming a soft song while you didn't notice him behind you.
He knew at that moment that he has to spare you. Vincent knows how sensitive you are to energies and your anxiety so he tends to shield you away from his work area.
Other possibilities: Daniel Robitaille| Candyman
For American horror story, I ship you with..... Michael Langdon!
You first met Michael after moving into the same neighborhood as Mead and him. You were different compared to the other women that he's encountered. You were someone who he values to be a part of the utopia he's planning. You're honest and care for the people you're close to.
Michael has no issues with you being a vegan, he respects your reasoning of not wanting to harm an animal. He might not be keen on becoming a vegan himself, he's willing to make accommodations for you once the both of you end up in the safety area. He might not be into your clinginess in public settings, he is always down for your clinginess in private; often times he vents about his day while you gently hold him close to you, petting his blond locks.
Other possibilities: James March
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Online Matchup 6
Summery: Y/N gets texts from someone the last person they thought of. In doing so, learns a few things about their sister and who gave out their number.
Warning: swearing, fluff
Words: 3.4K
A/n: Feed back is always welcome, hope you enjoy!
Taglist: @xoxoyourdoll
ao3 Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5
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October 23
Y/n (6:30 am)
I thought you said you weren’t going to give Conner my number?
Jason
I did not
Y/N
Then why is he yelling at me for dissing his writing
It has been two weeks
And he’s still upset about it
It’s been three hours since he started texting me
And he’s still not done
Why is the sunshine boy up at three in the morning anyways?
I haven’t answered yet
Jason
What the fuck
No I didn’t give him your number
And he begged me for it
Should have known something was up when he stopped asking
Y/N
Who the fuck gave him my number?
Jason
I don’t know
Y/N
Whoever it is, they are dead.
Jason
I’ll help
But Conner isn’t that bad
Y/N
No
But he hasn’t stopped being mad at me for what I said
He won’t even let me get a word in
Jason
He’ll stop, just wait
—
Y/n (7:30 am)
Are you done?
Conner
Nothing to say I see
Y/N
It’s been a few years
I’m not going to talk about that
It’s stupid
So why are you even talking about it?
Conner
I’m offended
Y/N
Then stop
Conner
Why are you so mean?
Y/N
Because we’re talking about something that happened in the past
A past that I do not care for
Conner
You were never this mean in high school
What happened?
Y/N
I moved away and became a different person
Gotham has harden my soul
Why do you care?
We were never friends
Conner
Yeah, but you’re my girlfriend’s sister
I gotta at least try
Y/N
…
What?
Conner
Ah shit
She didn’t tell you?
Y/N
W h a t
Conner
Pretend I didn’t say that
Y/N
NO I CAN’T PRETEND
WHAT DO YOU MEAN I'M YOUR GIRLFRIENDS SISTER?
Conner
Your sister is going to kill me
Y/N
CONNER KENT
Conner
Has anyone ever told you how scary you can be?
Y/N
Yes now answer the question
Conner
I mean
That’s pretty straight forward
Y/N
HOW LONG HAVE YOU TWO BEEN DATING?
AND AREN’T YOU LIKE ANCIENT
Conner
I’LL HAVE YOU KNOW THAT I’M A FEW MONTHS OLDER THAN HER
AND WE’RE BOTH LIKE TWO YEARS YOUNGER THEN YOU
And like, almost a year
Y/N
WHY DIDN’T SHE TELL ME?
Conner
Something to do with her waiting for the right time
Y/N
I’m offended
Conner
Gonna have to take it up with her
Y/N
I can’t, she’s in school
Shouldn’t you be in class?
Conner
Sick
Y/N
That’s bullshit
You don’t get sick
Conner
I don’t have to explain myself to you
You’re not my keeper
Y/N
Nah, that’s my sister apparently
Conner
Not gonna let that go, are you?
Y/N
Nope
Conner
Shouldn't you be in class?
Y/N
Not until three
Conner
Be annoying somewhere else
Y/N
Funny, I was just about to say the same thing to you
How’d you get my number anyways?
Conner
Oh would you look at that!
I gotta go
Y/N
Bitch
—
Y/N (8:10 am)
HE’S DATING MY SISTER?
Jason
You didn’t know?
Y/N
NO
YOU KNEW?
Jason
I feel like this is a trap
Y/N
It’s not, and I’m not mad if you did
How long did you know?
Jason
Um, couple of months I think
They’ve been dating longer though
Y/N
Almost a year apparently
I’m so mad
And I can’t even call her because she’s in school
Son of a bitch
Jason
Let me know how that conversation goes
—
Y/N (11:02 am)
Cannot believe you’re dating Conner Kent
Ellie
How the fuck do you know that?
Y/N
I’m offended
Ellie
Hey, you didn’t tell me you were talking to Jason
Y/N
That’s different
Whatever I have going on with Jason is new
And I didn’t want to jinx it
You’re dating Conner for close to a year
I think that warrants telling your sister
Ellie
It never came up?
Y/N
Bull.
Shit
Ellie
You never liked Conner, I was afraid you wouldn’t approve
Y/N
I have never said I disliked Conner
I may have said he’s annoying sometimes and he’s too bright
Hence why I call him sunshine boy
Ellie
Do you approve though?
Y/N
Does he make you happy?
Ellie
Yes
Y/N
Then I approve
How’d that happen anyways?
Ellie
Newspaper
Y/N
I still can’t believe you joined the school paper
Ellie
I love writing
You did it
Y/N
That’s because Kate made me
I wasn’t there by choice
Ellie
Right
So, how’d you know?
Y/N
Your boyfriend let it slip
Ellie
What?
Y/N
Which reminds me, did you give him my number
Ellie
You know I’d never do that
Y/N
Someone did, and he’s not telling me
Ellie
Hold on a sec
I’ll find out for you
Y/N
Someone’s going to die I just don’t know who
Ellie (12:15 pm)
Try not to kill Conner, I really like him
Also, some guy named Tim
I think that’s his friend or something
Y/N
That son of a bitch
Ellie
Do you know him?
Y/N
Not personally, but yeah
Ellie
Have mercy on his soul
Y/N
Don’t you know him?
Ellie
Why would I know Tim?
Y/N
Isn’t Conner friends with the Waynes?
Ellie
I think so…?
Y/N
Eleanor
You have been dating Sunshine Boy for almost a year
And you don’t know?
Ellie
Don’t call me that
It makes me feel like I’m in trouble
Y/N
Eleanor
Stop deflecting
Ellie
Okay, yes he’s friends with the Waynes
I just never personally met them yet
They kind of scare me
Y/N
I’m ashamed to call you my sister
Ellie
EXCUSE ME
HAVE YOU SEEN THEM?
Y/N
YES
I’m talking to one of them, remember?
Ellie
JASON’S A WAYNE?
Y/N
Did I not mention that?
Ellie
NO
YOU BURIED THE LEAD ON THAT ONE
Y/N
Oopsie
Ellie
DON’T OOPSIE ME Y/N
Y/N
Welp, gotta go
Ellie
BITCH GET BACK HERE
WE’RE NOT DONE
Y/N
—
Y/N (12:20 pm)
Your brother is dead to me
Jason
I have like four
You need to be more specific
Y/N
Tim
Jason
Ah, yeah okay that tracks
Y/N
Tell him to count his days
I’m coming for him
Jason
All this over a phone number
Y/N
He doesn’t even know me
Why would he do this?
Jason
I don’t know
I personally think he likes the drama
Y/N
I hope he knows the consequences
Jason
He’ll find out once he meets you
Conner finally confessed?
Y/N
Not to me
Jason
Had a conversation with your sister I take it
Y/N
Apparently, I had this ‘I don’t like him’ vibe going on
And that’s why she didn’t want to tell me
Which fair, I didn’t like anyone in high school much
But Conner was okay
Jason
And now they’re dating
Y/N
Which I find bizarre but if she’s happy then it’s whatever
Jason
Did you threaten Conner if he ever broke her heart
Y/N
…
No
Excuse me please
Jason
I am so glad he’s not my friend
–
Y/N
You break Ellie’s heart
I’m coming for you
Conner
I would like to see you try
Y/N
I will try
And I will win
Conner
Don’t know how, you know jack shit about me
Y/N
I’ll ask Ellie once her broken heart is mended
And then I will be coming for you
Conner
Well, that won’t happen
I don’t plan to hurt her
Y/N
I hope so
Cuz you’ll be dealing with me
And I can be your worst nightmare
Conner
Don’t you have a boyfriend to kiss?
Y/N
Don’t you have girlfriend to kiss?
Conner
I do and I’m about to go see her
Y/NNo
Nope
I don’t want to hear about your relationship
Especially not you
ConnerAwe come Y/N
Afraid of a little pda?
Y/NThat’s my sister you’re talking about
Be careful
Oh, before I forget
Pass a message to Tim for me?
Tell him he better watch his back
Conner
SHE RATTED ME OUT
Y/N
Sir, she is my sister
She is my best friend
And we’ll tell each other things you wish you could hear
--
Y/N
I think I scared him
Jason
He probably deserved it
Y/N
Hey, what do you mean Conner’s not really your friend?
Didn’t you hang out last weekend?
Jason
Conners more Tim’s friend then he is mine
And yes but only because I was doing something for Tim
Y/N
He couldn’t have done it?
Jason
Probably
But I was coming out there anyways so I volunteered
Y/N
You know what I think?
Jason
No and I don’t think I want to know
But you’re going to tell me anyway
Y/N
Even though you claim you don’t like your family very much
I think you secretly like your family
You just hide it well
Jason?
Oh no
I said something you didn’t like
I’m sorry
--
Jason (4:20 pm)
It’s okay
So
Wanna do something tonight?
Y/N:
Ah, he speaks
Jason
Okay, yeah that was kind of deserved
I’m sorry for just disappearing on you earlier
Y/N
It’s okay
There will probably be times where I will do the same thing
I just need some patience from you
And I’ll be patient with you
Jason
At least your honest
Y/N
I just really don’t want to fuck this up
Jason
I second that
So, do you want to?
Y/N
Do I want to what?
Jason
Seriously?
I asked like two seconds ago
Y/N
Okay, but in my defense
I am ~distracted~
Jason
With another boy?
How could you
Y/N
Okay, first of all fuck you
And second of all
I’m trying to find the books I need
Jason
Only if you’re going to help
Y/N
I have some regrets right now
Jason
Did you forget your library card again?
Y/N
No, this time I actually remembered
Jason
I’m proud of you for that
Y/N
Mm, can’t tell if your being sarcastic or not
Jason
100% serious
Y/N
Well damn
Now I’m flustered
Jason
Oh?
Information to store away
Y/N
I feel like I made a mistake
Jason
Only time will tell
Y/N
So, what was the question again?
Jason
Scroll up?
Y/N
Respectfully, no
Jason
Lol okay
Would you like to do something tonight?
Y/N
Really trying to get to the fifth date I see
Jason
Nah, I can wait for that
I just wanted to hang out
Y/N
Your brothers don’t need help tonight?
Jason
Surprisingly no, they don’t.
Are you trying to get out of hanging out with me?
Y/N
Uh, no
I’ve got a project I’m working on
I don’t want to bore you
Jason
Nonsense
I can bring something to read
It’d be nice to sit around and relax
Y/N
If you're sure
Jason
I’m sure
I’ll bring food
Y/N
You know where I live
Jason
All I had to do is say food and you're in?
Very easy to please huh?
Y/N
I wouldn’t say that
But yes, I’m very easy to persuade when foods involved
Jason
Any food allergies?
Y/N
Not that I’m aware of
Jason
Alright
I’ll text you when I’m on my way
Y/N
Okay
But don’t get to offended if I don’t respond
There will be a chance I’ll turn off my phone once I get home
I don’t want to get distracted
Especially if Conner wants to yell at me some more
Jason
Thanks for the warning
–
True to your word, you hadn’t answered when Jason messaged you. But he wasn’t too worried, earlier while he was busy at home, you had sent a message saying you got home fine and that you’ll be shutting off your phone soon.
Jason had been too busy to answer, but his heart swelled at the care you seemed to have for him. That you knew he’d worry about you without having to say something. Sure, his family cared about him but there was something different when you cared.
He shot a text back saying he’d be coming soon before going about cleaning his guns.
An hour later, he was finished and left his apartment with food on his mind.
The sound of knocking at your door broke your concentration. You blinked back to awareness just as another round of knocks sounded.
“Come in!” you called, leaning back from the coffee table to stretch. You let out a noise of satisfaction when your bones cracked.
“You should have your doors locked when you're home alone,” Jason called, closing the door behind him. “You never know what creep might come in.”
“Yeah, but I knew you were coming and I tend to hyper focus on my work,” you answered, turning around to watch Jason walk into the living room, carrying a couple of boxes of pizza. “Saves me the trip of opening the door.”
“There was a chance that it wasn’t me behind the door,” he said, setting the boxes down after you made some room for them.
“No, but I don’t have people come over.”
“What about your friends?”
“They have a key, and come unannounced. Aside from my neighbours, you're the only one who knocks.”
“Still, gotta be more cautious,” Jason warned, grunting as he sat on the floor beside you. “Hungry?”
“Starved.”
The two of you settled into a comfortable silence as you ate, only making idle conversation. The conversations ranged from what your favourite things are to embarrassed stories growing up, to darkest secrets.
Jason had kept his lips sealed with his secrets, but you weren’t mad about it. They were his, and his alone. If he didn’t want to share, he didn’t have to. And you made sure he knew you understood.
When there were only a few slices of pizza, and your stomach was full did you turn back to your homework. Reluctantly, you rather talk to Jason then do homework. But it wasn’t going to finish by itself and you needed the grade.
“Do you always work in silence?” Jason asked as he stood to stretch.
“Usually I have music playing, but the neighbours kept complaining about the noise level. And I don’t like blasting music in my ears,” you answered, and gestured towards your collection of CDs. “Help yourself if you find anything you like.”
Jason wandered over and whistled. “That’s quite the collection.”
“What can I say? Started it when I was, I don’t know, ten? And just kept collecting,” you said absentmindedly, “same goes with my books.”
“Let’s see what we have here,” Jason mumbled as he looked through them. “Classical, pop, rock, metal, jazz? Man you have a little bit of everything huh?”
“Yup.”
“Oh ho ho, what’s this?” Jason sang, catching your attention. You looked up just in time to watch Jason pull out a familiar CD. “A mixed CD? I didn’t know you were the type.”
You jumped up and tripped over the couch when you launched yourself over it. Picking yourself up from the floor, you ran and jumped onto Jason’s back, reaching for the CD he held above his head.
“Holy shit,” he grunted at the impact, stumbling forward, trying to regain his balance. “You’re a lot heavier than you look.”
“That is not something you tell a person,” you muttered, making a noise as you tried to reach for the CD. “Give it back.”
“What’s on there? Porn?”
“No,” you said, flustered, “why would I do that?”
“No you're right, you’re not that type of person,” he mused, moving the CD further from you. He glanced up and laughed. “I didn’t know you were such a hopeless romantic.”
“Shut up,” you squealed and shouted in victory when you succeeded in grabbing the CD from him. “Ha!” you said and jumped off him, you left the room to hide the mixed tape elsewhere.
“You know, there isn’t a hiding place here that I couldn’t find,” Jason said dryly when you walked into the living room.
“That I have no doubt,” you replied, sitting back on the floor. “But that cd is not one I would like to listen to right now.”
“Is it embarrassing?”
“Yes. I rather not cringe at all the memories those songs will bring.”
“That’s a juicy story I can tell,”he said, turning back to back your collection.
“Only if you tell me your death story,” you shot back. When Jason said nothing, you nodded. “I thought so.”
“Okay, so we both have stories we don't want to talk about,” he confessed, “doesn’t mean they’re great.”
“Agree to disagree.”
Silence settled between the two of you as you continued with your paper and Jason kept looking through your CDs. A few minutes later, the room was filled with Tchaikovsky.
“Never thought you’d be a Nutcracker fan,” you commented as the first song started.
“Sometimes you just want to listen to the classics,” he said, moving towards your bookshelf. “Do you mind?”
You looked up to see him gesturing towards your books. You shook your head and went back to your paper. “I thought you were gonna bring a book.”
“I forgot it at home.”
“Too excited to come see me?” you teased.
“No, I had food on my mind,” he teased back and laughed at the look you gave him. “And you, I was also thinking about you too.”
You hummed, watching as he finally picked a book and made his way to the couch. He plopped down, he moved around a bit until he was comfortable before opening the book. You tilted your head trying to read the title and smiled.
“You’re full of surprises, Jason,” you said before turning back towards the coffee table again.
“So are you,” he shot back, and that was the end of the conversation. For a while, the only sounds were the music, the occasional page flipping and a pencil scratching against paper.
There was a peace that settled with the two of you as you did your own things. A peace that both of you haven’t felt in awhile, so much that you kind of forgot the presence of the other person.
You stayed on the floor most of the time, only getting up to use the bathroom and to switch out the CDs once they finished. A couple of hours later, your homework was finally done, you sat back and stretched.
“Hey, I just remembered I have som-” you cut yourself short when you looked up to see Jason fast alseep on the couch. You weren’t sure at what point he had fallen asleep, but it looked like he needed it.
So, instead of waking him up, you let him sleep. Standing up, you reached down to grab the Jane Austen book he was in the middle of reading. You made sure to bookmark it in case he wanted to finish it the next time he was over.
Setting it on the coffee table, you made your way over to turn down the music until it was just softly playing before grabbing a blanket to cover Jason with.
“Rest well,” you whispered as you tucked in him slightly. “I think you need it.”
You turned back to your bookshelf and grabbed a book for yourself before going to sit back on the floor where you were doing your homework and started reading.
Jason woke up to his phone vibrating against his leg. He blinked, confused about where he was. The ceiling he was looking at didn’t look like his, and the last thing he remembered was reading on the couch. At your house.
“Oh shit,” he mumbled, as the puzzle pieces fell together. “I fell asleep.”
“Turn it off,” came a mumble from beside him. He turned his head to find you leaning against the couch, head tilting up fast asleep. “Five more minutes, Mom. I’m tired.”
Smiling, he grabbed his phone from his pocket and glared at the name that flashed across his screen. “What do you want, Tim?”
“Where are you?” Tim asked instead of answering. “You were supposed to be here like, two hours ago.”
“I told you I wasn’t going out tonight. Bruce knows this, so does Dick and they said they were okay with it.”
“Yeah, but you promised.”
“You and I both know, I didn’t promise shit,” he whispered, “whatever it is, you’ll have to deal without me.”
“Its not the same,” Tim whined. “And why are we whispering?”
“None of your business.”
“You’re with Y/N aren’t you?” Tim asked, and Jason could tell he was smiling.
“You know, I hope that whatever Y/N does to you, you’ll suffer,” Jason snapped and tried to keep his laugh in at the “hey!” Tim yelled.
“What did I ever do to them? We haven’t even met!”
“Enough that they’re out for blood,” Jason said, not wanting to elaborate. “I have to go.” He hung up before Tim could question him further, and stuffed his phone back in his pocket. Turning his head to look at you again, he thought about what to do next.
Sleeping on the floor like that couldn’t be comfortable and he knew should wake up and leave, but it was late and he wanted to let you sleep. Instead, he slowly got off the couch without waking you. He went to the bathroom before going around the apartment to lock the windows and doors, and turned off the lights that were on.
He made his way back to the living room, and gently picked you up before setting you back down on the couch. He tucked you in with the blanket you had given him.
Satisfied that you were safe in your own apartment, he turned to leave. But before he could, something grabbed his arm, stopping him. He stalled and turned around slowly, and raised an eyebrow when he noticed you staring at him.
“It’s late, Jason,” you mumbled, “I’m not going to let you go home this late.”
“How are you going to stop me?” Jason challenged. Instead of answering, you tugged his arm hard enough to make him stumble towards you. He braced himself against the back of the couch, preventing him from falling completely onto you. “You’re very bold when your half asleep,” he joked. You stuck your tongue out at him and tugged on his arm again.
“Shut up and lay down,” you mumbled, trying to get up from the couch. Jason moved to sit down beside you. “I’m too tired to move to my bed. So, you can take my bed or share the couch.”
He watched as you curled up on the one side of the couch and moved the blanket so he could have some too. “Are you sure?”
“I’m sure,” you mumbled, eyes already closing. “I don’t make the people I care about leave in the middle of the night. You never know what could happen on the way home.”
Touched, and not wanting to make you worry, Jason took the corner of the blanket you weren’t using and settled down on the couch. He didn’t fall asleep right away. Opting instead to read more of his book. Within minutes of reading, however, sleep claimed him.
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