#also lowkey idk if it’s ooc bc i feel like i don’t really know how to write his character SKDNKSF

[rintoki]

luocha's voice is so calming...

imagine fucking him sensually, slowly, lovingly. and his moans are even prettier🥰🥰🫶🏻🫶🏻 filling my heart w serenity and love

MEEEEMDMRNFNDD UR SOO RIGHTTTT HES SO SMFNRKGNDKNFK

he’d look so pretty in white lingerie <3333 and his long hair ngngmgnfngnfjrbf gGGrRRRAAA i wanna comb his hair and kiss his shoulders, watch how easily his skin flushes because of how fair he is. his shaky breaths as you explore his body, slowly undoing the ties and ribbons of the white lace piece, unravelling before your eyes.

but you don’t take off everything, because the white lingerie just looks so gorgeous on him. no, instead it hangs rather messily on him; one strap falling off his shoulder, the panties pushed lazily to one side, the ribbon that was tied over his chest undone as it is now exposed to your hungry touches.

he shouldn’t be here actually, he’s a travelling merchant. but something about you draws him in, somehow he always finds himself coming back to you. maybe it’s the way you kiss his body, or the way you hold him so firmly and yet still gentle, how you always seem to know where to touch him that has him trembling.

“did you find this piece while on your travels?” you toyed with the silky garment, brushing your fingers over the translucent fabric on his hips. “it looks gorgeous on you.”

luocha sucks in a shaky breath, adam’s apple bobbing as he swallows. “i… thought you’d appreciate it,” his voice was soft, eyes following your hands. you were going excruciatingly slow today, perhaps you were appreciating the lingerie a little too much.

the little white panties barely covered anything, already soaked with precum as evidence of how long you’ve been at it. it didn’t take much to push the string that made up the back half of the panties to the side, your fingers massaging the puckered skin of his hole. luocha bit down on his bottom lip, anticipating the feeling of your fingers pushing in and filling him up; oh how he’s missed the feeling.

you watched as the rise and fall of his chest quickens with the anticipation, his hips twitching and pushing against your hand.

“plea—please…” he whispers, and you oblige him. pushing a lubed finger in first, before pulling out and pushing in two. you listen to his quiet whine, his abdomen quivering as he tries to relax and accommodate the stretch. curling your fingers, you search for a spot along his spongy walls, stroking the way you know he likes it.

luocha grips at the sheets, the muscles in his belly flexing when your fingers brush over a particularly sensitive spot and he finds he cannot control the way his legs twitch, nor the high pitched whimpers that escape his mouth.

it didn’t help that your other hand has found it’s way to his cock, gently palming it through the fabric of the panties and his hips bucks pathetically, unsure if it wants to thrust into your palm or push down on your fingers. you smile at his predicament, kissing down his inner thighs and biting a dark mark into his milky skin. it pleased you greatly to see the blonde man in such a state, normally so put together and elegant now with his hair a mess and sticking to his sweaty skin that was flushed a crimson red.

it didn’t take long for luocha to release into the panties, soiling it further as he gasps for breath, body tensing and trembling helplessly beneath your touch. he stares at the ceiling, your warm touch already leaving his body and leaving him cold in the bed. as a travelling merchant he should be glad that you kept your business short, but he can’t help how he wishes you would stay just a while longer.

#I DONT KNOW WHY I WROTE IT LIKE THAT #why did i make it angsty for what #ah yes #the angsty business relationship to lovers trope we love to see it 🫶🏼 #also did you know he shares the same cn and jp voice actors as ayato 🥰🫶🏼 #also lowkey idk if it’s ooc bc i feel like i don’t really know how to write his character SKDNKSF #it’s actually so frustrating lol #i think i’m only good with writing gepard #moots ; nine ! #six.writes #honkai star rail #luocha #honkai star rail luocha #sub luocha #luocha x reader #sub honkai star rail #69.txt

[byanyan]

oh, someone liking byan's drawings or doodles enough to even consider getting them as a tattoo... one of my favourite things

#things that lowkey make them want to cry a lil (in a good way) #they have such a low opinion of their own artistic talent bc of all the awful things they were told growing up #both about their art and basically anything else they tried to do #which is a huge part of why they don't... really share their work much #I mean. that and also the fact that if you flip through their sketchbooks you get some very intense glimpses into their life #so they already have this tendency to brush off any compliments someone gives them on something they've drawn #but godddd someone not just liking it but liking it enough to even play with the idea of having it tattooed #or to come to them another time asking for their help in designing a tattoo?? #they don't know how to handle all the positive emotions that sort of thing causes them #it's something they (fortunately) get past at some point between sharing their fashion designs in college and becoming a tattoo apprentice #but like. idk man it'll always mean a lot to them that anyone likes their stuff that much. even when it DOES literally become their job. #IDK it's happened or been discussed with people a couple times now and man it always gives me feelings ok #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

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[sokkalore]

You're probably tired of people whining about this to you but I HAVE to get it off my chest, I've finally found my people. My God, I was starting to feel like I was insane for not liking the manhua (like at all). I genuinely feel bad when I'm in the minority, I feel like there's something wrong with me. I've felt like this for months and I really tried to force myself to change the way I felt towards the art because it's everywhere and I can't even interact with the fandom without it hitting me in the face constantly. There's this other BL manhua "Here U Are" and I remember literally being addicted to the way it was drawn for some reason but the TGCF manhua makes me feel weirdly overwhelmed (by all the colors and the detailed backgrounds, it's perfect for separate art pieces but when it's supposed to be a comic it's like... where do I even look) and extremely uncomfortable (with the faces especially and the ooc stuff) and I know how dramatic this sounds but it's the truth and I feel like it has even affected my perception of the story and Hualian and kinda ruined them in my eyes. It's more about the way the fandom treats their manhua version I guess, it's canon after all but like... How do you not notice the inconsistencies and the ooc stuff? And why do they have to treat the donghua like that "donghua hc is crying rn/could never" "manhua x would wipe the floor with donghua x" and so on. (this bothers me because it's a large majority of people saying this). It's especially frustrating to me because I love the donghua and the way it potrays xl and hc and just the whole story. And I'm sorry but hc's manhua potrayal lowkey disgusts me. Also no I don't hate starember but they're literally the official manhua artist... And look, I don't care if a gay ship consists of a super feminine shy petite guy who only bottoms and tall sexy dominant guy who only tops, as long as these are their canon characters then fine. It's not a bad thing, people like this exist irl. But my god when you change the way characters are/behave canonically to fit this criteria it's just like... Uhh. And I still can't get that post from STARember with the glasses and "the top should be a top and the bottom should be a bottom" (or instead of "should be" it was "look like a" something along these lines, they used the chinese slang for it the numbers 1 and 0). Dude... Is this all these characters are good for? For real? Anyway this is long as fuck, I can say even more things but whatever, I'm just tired

sorry this is from the other day and i just got to it but like yeah seeing how people are reacting to my tweets about the new art, there are a lot of people it seems who don’t like starember and are uncomfortable with their art but don’t say anything because it feels like the majority of fandom will dogpile them which sucks a lot..

however in that vein, me talking about it on twitter led to a lot of people also talking about how they were uncomfortable but didn’t know how to/were scared to say it and even people who praised it earlier and are now like …….. oh wait what the fuck (not excusing the latter i think it’s kind of pathetic to have to be Told something blatantly racist is… in fact racist but the point being here that i guess people are capable of listening if people point it out). idk i’m not gonna shut up about it if it has Any effect at all in making the fandom aware of starembers blatant colorism/racism bc rn… it’s not. not openly at least

[maxcomplainsaboutthings]

okay so

i was reading a certain vigilante fic right. and let me be clear i do like this fic, i dont think its bad or badly written or anything like that- however i do ofc have things i dont like. and this isnt really much criticism and more just me needing to rant about this fic and fics in general because 💀 i know my friends dont want me to list all the things i think are annoying with ff 

and dont get me wrong, i know that ff for many people (me included) is a hobby and something to do in your past time. obviously maybe not everything can be edited or beta read or all too thought out. i get that. but well, i’m just here to complain. 

1. ‘izuku’

idk if its just me but i hate hate HATE when aizawa calls midoriya by his first name. i get under certain circumstances (like if aizawa adopts him or smth idk, personally i dont even like those fics), but if its just.. he is his teacher then its jsut.. uncomfortable. i don’t know how to explain how it makes me feel but. With Desperately Departing (and i’m just using this fic bc its pretty popular and well known, not to mention i’m reading it currently lol) aizawa and present mic just casually call midoriya by his first name. and usually that wouldnt bother me too much but it just feels so awkward and lowkey ooc for aizawa to call him that? like normally? and omg i’m gonna sound like such a sensitive loser but it just makes me want to close the fic. theres not much to this one but well, i thought i might as well mention it.

2. ‘bakugo redemption’

THIS ONE. THIS ONE OMG. as much as me, and i know a lot of you, like bakugo redemption arcs. i cannot stand it when someone does it poorly. again using Desperately Departing as an example: when i was reading this fic the author made bakugo suddenly become nice after midoriya… you know. and while i get it, and you know i dont mind it all too much but it just feels ooc. like, personally, i dont think bakugo would suddenly become the most gentle human being in the world becasue he thinks its ‘his fault’ and feels guilty. yes, i do think he would feel guilty about his death but then again i dont think he would truly do a complete 180. maybe he would become gentler sure, and maybe he would stop being a complete asshole. 

but i just cant help but despise ‘nice bakugo’, because thats not really who he is. it feels sort of like when people water him down to this mean bully, it takes away from who he really is. sometimes i think people forget that at the begging of the anime/manga whatever he is 14. hes my age- and i know ive done things that i’m not necessarily proud of. no person (especially kids) are evil like some people label him as. so when someone makes him ‘nice’, it feels like he is just some bully. 

god i cant really explain all too well- i’m actually in english class lol and i have so many thoughts and no words to put them on paper

nice bakugo doesnt feel true, because hes not mean in the first place. hes outgoing and brash sure, and in the begging of the series/manga ofc hes mean, but truly he is not a mean person (like, he was ‘nice’ before he was mean). he became mean because of the people around him feeding his ego since he was 4, and, personally, i think that if midoriya did die (in a certain water acrobatic way) bakugo wouldnt become some nice angel. i think he would feel guilty, sure, but i also dont think he would change. maybe he would realize how twisted the world and society is. maybe he realized how wrong he was. but i dont think he would become ‘nice’. at least not that kind of nice. 

does this make sense? i feel like ive been rambling for a while :p personally i dont really like DD all that much, and sometimes ill be reading it and feel like its very overhyped by the bnha fandom. but maybe i’m too harsh lol- its a perfectly good fic and has some pretty funny and sad moments. i do enjoy me sum angst lol

ALSO IM SORRY FOR USING DESPERATELY DEPARTING AS AN EXAMPLE SO MUCH ITS JUST THE ONLY FIC I COULD THINK OF CURRENTLY WITH THE THINGS I WANTED TO TALK ABOUTTTTTTT

update: i dropped desperatly departing, the meme references and ooc characters were too much for me 💀— and like i know its hard to write a character, that you didn’t make, act and behave in a way thats believable of them to but honestly. it was actually difficult to read.

#Desperately Departing by Saavaage on Ao3 #bnha #bnha fic #fanfiction #ff #my hero acadamy #boku no academia #boku no hero fanfic #fanfic icks #deez nuts #i am so sorry #i hope this doesnt come off as mean

[ghoulciifer]

hewoo🥺can you write hcs on tendou and iwaizumi comforting their s/o who is sad because of their bad relationship with their father,like not in any abusive way but their dad is distant and emotionally unavailable:/

HC: Tendou and Iwaizumi helping an S/O with an emotionally unavailable father.

TW: Parental Neglect/Distancing, idk how to properly identify this trigger but I will be writing about some potentially heavy stuff in regards to parental instability so be wary of that if you wish to proceed.

TAGS: Emotional unavailability, hurt/comfort, angst

NOTES: Hi anon, thank you for requesting this, bby! This ask hit super close to home so I felt very confident that it was something I could write. While I might not have had these sweet boys to help me through my time, I hope these headcanons bring some sort of comfort to anyone dealing with this situation. And anon, if you yourself are dealing with this, know that I understand and I love you dearly ❤️ It’s not easy but it can be bearable. My inbox is always open, honeybun. (also we’re not gonna talk about how i switched tenses w each hc shhhh)

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if you couldn’t tell by my url, i love tendou dearly, bby boy is my level of crackhead energy

literally the biggest asshole when it comes to teasing but i mean, you know he loves you

which is probably how he found out about your situation in the first place

y’all were probably joking around, making aggressive jabs at each other, name calling, the whole nine yards

“tendou you look like a fuckin’ troll doll, do not tell me I need a haircut”

“well y/n, anyone would be a damn troll for dating you”

you get the picture

it wasn’t until he made an off-handed comment about your dad not loving you that your mood INSTANTLY dropped

your chest got tight, your skin went numb, all breath from your lungs just WHOOSH

when he saw the tears slip from the brims of your eyes he finally stopped talking and lept to your side

he grabbed your face with both hands and started spewing apologies after asking what was wrong, he knew you liked to joke around with him like that but you never cried from something he said before

that’s when you sat him down (after some cuddles n kisses uwu) and explained everything to him

about your dad’s emotional unavailability, how you constantly pushed yourself in everything you did to get any sort of feedback from him, how you wanted to have that relationship everyone else seemed to have with their fathers

“it feels stupid to say but... i’ll never know what it feels like to be a daddy’s girl/boy.”

the whole time he’d listen intently, just soak up every word that came out of your mouth and nod occasionally to show that he was actively retaining the info

he’d have an arm slung around you and the other hand gently rubbed your thigh with his thumb, it only left the spot once or twice to wipe a stray tear from your face

and when you finished he went silent for a moment to really think it over. usually he’d be quicker with responses, but he didn’t want to potentially make you feel worse

he’d connect the dots during this process: he actually understood why you worked so hard all the time, why you got so happy when he praised you for the smallest things, why you always seemed to derail any conversations about your parents

he’d tell you that he might not understand what being isolated by a parent may feel like, but he definitely understands being cast out. he’d want you to understand that he truly felt for you, and you don’t have to be alone despite how your father makes you feel.

lowkey he’d probably offer to talk to your dad but that was just his protective crackhead slippin’ out, give him a head pat and firmly tell him no and that it’s okay

he said it gently but you definitely saw one of his eyebrows twitch and the look in his eye

he doesn’t want anyone makin’ his baby feel this way 🥺

once he managed to make you laugh with either that attempt of yelling at your dad or just crack a stupid joke that NEVER failed to make you giggle

he’d pull you into another hug and apologize on your neglectful dad’s behalf

“I know this won’t change anything, but I’m so sorry y/n... you deserve the world and more.”

then he’d tickle you again just to hear your sweet voice wail his name in a fit of laughter, it’s music to his ears

from then on he made the effort to check up on you, tell you how proud he was, how great you were doing at XYZ

bc although he couldn’t replace your dad, he would do his damndest to be your “emotional support daddy” i’m taking this term w me to the grave

i’m so so sorry but i never write for iwa so this might be a lil’ short or ooc pls don’t come for my neck i’m trying

but ooooooh iwa-chan

he probably won’t really connect the dots as quick as tendou would but it’s fine, it’ll work out

so you were tossing a volleyball back and forth at a park or smth

and this motherfucker was being so critical over everything you did

“y/n drop your shoulders”

“your feet aren’t wide enough apart”

“no, thumb over the palm, like this”

“HAJIME IF YOU’RE JUST GONNA CRITIQUE ME GO PLAY WITH FLATTY-KAWA, THEN”

this is why he was the volleyball player of the relationship, smh

but he just chuckled and half-apologized, making a joke about how he felt bad for your dad playing catch w you as a kid under his breath

boy did your shoulders drop then

your whole body slumped and the ball fell flat in front of you

Iwa gave you a confused look before seeing how wide your eyes went, the wetness steadily forming in the corners and the way your bottom lip trembled

“hey, hey, what’s wrong? did I really coach you too hard?”

he quickly walked over to you and pulled you into his chest, pressing a sweet lil kiss to the side of your head, a hand rubbing up and down your back

you shook your head and clung onto his shirt, the tears you were choking on making your mouth unable to move in response while your whole body trembled with the sudden overflow of emotion

meanwhile iwa’s just like ??? what did i do ???

clueless

but he held your through your crying fit and waited until you stopped sniffling and hiccuping to finally ask what was wrong, pulling you into his lap as he sat down on the grass

dude still thinks he just nagged you too much lol

you explained that you really didn’t have the best relationship with your dad, that your childhood was mostly spent playing by yourself and learning how to do certain things alone or through others

growing up happened way too fast for you and it was hard for you to actually enjoy it without a father figure who made an effort to connect with you, even now.

he’s got his hand rubbing up and down your back while you talk, cheek smushed on your head as he hums in acknowledgment ever so often

now he gets it.

he’s silent for a moment, then moves to press a gentle kiss to your temple before speaking

“I’ll help you out, with everything.”

He wants to be there for you for whatever milestones you have yet to complete, considering your father was never there for the ones you did.

he ALSO wants to shit on your dad for treating you poorly but he just keeps that to himself prolly plotting to do it on his own one day oml

he reassures you that he’s proud of how far you’ve gotten on your own without that fatherly guidance, and that he’ll never let you feel so alone and helpless again.

he’ll teach you everything you need to learn

“...and I promise to be a better volleyball coach, too.”

#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu headcanons #iwaizumi x reader #tendou x reader #iwaizumi hajime x reader #tendou satori x reader #iwaizumi headcanons #tendou headcanon #anon i love you i hope youre okay 💕

[panlyv]

Hey Dawn! Idk where else to ask this but do you have any Classic Chanonpom Fics to rec me? Idk where to start 😔

hi anon!!! i hope you are well! and sorry for taking a while to answer, i wanted to reply to u right away but uni and work have been enslaving me 😖

ANYWAYS!!!!! ah yes *disney villain laugh* yes i do have them hehehehe

a warning: this ask will probably be a little long bc i have no restraint when it comes to talking about my favourite fanfics, especially when they are the gifted related, so im very sorry beforehand lmao but let’s get into it!!!!!!

ok let’s start with probably one of my ultimate favourite chanonpom fics written by the one and only love of my life alexa @scrubbfantine 💞🥺 the fanfic was based on these very extensive tags i wrote on one of alexa’s web weaving posts and when they really wrote it i deadass started crying lmaooooo but the fic in question is ‘is this too much to expect’ and.... i re-read it basically every month, it makes me so stupidly happy and warm 🥺🥺🥺 im so So lucky to have an amazing friend like alexa who writes SO WELL and made this little something for me 🥺 please read this fic anon, it has the gifted kids being just kids, it has domestic chanonpom, chanon being a flirt and pom being so happy he doesn’t know what to do with himself. it’s just. perfection

moving on to ‘small things are spectacular sights’ written by the supreme chanonpom clown king himself rahul @petekaos !!!! this is one of the most wholesome things ive ever read and it fills me with joy just thinking about it 🥰🥺 the dynamics between the kids and pom are EVERYTHING and rahul is able to do this thing where you can Feel how much chanon and pom love each other by the way he writes them. it’s magic!!!!!!!! this fic helped me get through the end of tgg and tbh rahul would make every gmmtv scriptwriter unemployed if he wanted to, those people really need to read rahul’s work and start taking some notes smh chanonpom had so much potential to be So Good but ... u know how it went down. there’ll be more of rahul’s work in this ask but let it be known that he basically invented fix-it fanfics with what he writes for chanonpom

ok nowwwww it’s ‘a privilege to know and forget’ also written by alexa, and GOD. alexa can write the BEST background fics(???) like take a scene from the actual show and they make it BETTER. and that’s what a privilege to know and forget is, a look into what could’ve happened the day pang and wave face pom in the warehouse and force him to remember all the things that tormented him still but that he couldn’t name. it’s angsty and i LOVE me some angst. this fic is chef’s kiss

anon are you ready to cry but also die of happiness??? then ‘my weary heart has come to rest in yours’ is for you!!!!!!!!!!!! another one of rahul’s great masterpieces, this is set when chanon and pom were at ritdha and it’s lowkey an enemies to lovers au (tho as rahul stated in the tags of the fic, pom doesn’t really hate chanon, he just wants to believe he does). it’s a very enjoyable read and it will make you smile like a dumbass sometimes, but hey. it’s chanonpom. no one can help it

next we have ‘out of the blue’, which is one of the many interpretations of how chanon and pom reconnected after pom regained his memories (because we pretend s2 canon doesn’t exist ❤️). written by a legend (alexa) as the secret santa gift for another legend (rahul). the dialogue here is just ........ idk man. makes me feel a Lot. and it’s the Only way for them to reunite that would actually make sense, because chanon would NEVER do what he did. NEVER. wtf was that ooc clownery ❤️ but we don’t need to worry about that bc alexa’s got our back

.........ok *deep breath* im sobbing just thinking about this one. since we started this off with one of my absolute faves, let’s end it with The Number One chanonpom fic in my heart: ‘even if the world changes (can you promise we won't change?)’ aka the aftermath fic

this fic is Very Long. but it's totally completely 100% worth it. rahul..... idk he channelled all the hurt, the longing, the pain, the fear, the hesitation that both chanon and pom feel after the way they crossed paths again in tgg

it's absolute brilliance anon. i SWEAR. ive never read anything that made me feel as much as this fic did. again, as i said before, rahul just. writes chanonpom in the rawest way, he makes you understand and feel all the unspoken feelings between them, their love that is so repressed because they are scared but also so unbearably loud it almost drives you insane.

the aftermath fic is the BEST fix-it you could ever ask for ever in your life. it gives chanonpom the ending they deserved, which wasn't easy, but that they fought for. it begins with the balcony scene from ep12 of tgg and the way that exchange should've been, and what should've come after it.

i need to stop myself before writing a whole love letter about this fanfic, but it's just so incredibly good, anon, that i could talk about it all day. in fact i did, and still do lmaoooo all of these pics are memes i made after i read it because rahul deserves the hype and i need every single soul on earth to read it idc if you haven't seen the gifted just. READ IT.

seriously anon please Please do yourself a favour and read the aftermath fic. it has hurt/comfort, an amazing character development, food as a metaphor for love, chanon and pom slowly learning how to let the other in and how to forgive each other and themselves for all that happened, and of course, it has the gifted kids being basically chanonpom's actual children. which reminds me.... as if all this wasn't enough, it also has the most wholesome epilogue of all times

OK. OK ok im done. i just can't help it when it comes to the aftermath fic. but

i wish i could add all the memes i made for the aftermath fic but tumblr is homophobic and limits me at 10 images smh......

anyways!!! i hope you can enjoy these fics anon and please let me know your thoughts if you do end up reading them!!!!!

#was this a chance to hype both alexa and rahul up and give them the hype and love they deserve? yes it was. and i TOOK IT #everyone go read their works NOW. #and anon ik u only asked for chanonpom but do yourself another favour and read all of alexa's pangwave fics. literally my fave things ever #anyways ill shut up sorry gsnchwkfbebf #rahul and alexa i love u both a whole lot!!!!!!!! #dawn.odt #long post #anon

[mltea]

i’m awake. don’t have long, gotta go do grownup stuff today if some of my wording is weird just know its bc i don’t have time to beta read again FDIJOASLKGSDA  i promise. i promise im not upset or angry or anything honestly. if my wording comes off as angry im sorry i just woke up like 10 minutes ago so uh filters not a thing rn....hahaha..yea  @starlit-chaos​

- yes i treat marinette differently. this is because canon and the creators treat her differently. you can’t tell me otherwise, because they do. they treat her as if shes perfect, constantly perfect - and she can’t do no wrong. so i’m a bit more harsh on her - this also might be because she’s my favorite character , and so when i talk about her vs adrien or chloe or lila or whoever im gonna be more harsh bc i’ve put more thought into her. i’ve been rewriting her character for years now so, idk i have a lot of thoughts on her.

- ‘ openly horrified ‘ never seen that in canon , but okay? she seems more annoyed than anything which i mean yeah? though we’ve also seen her get visibly upset when he ignores her. or when he doesn’t flirt with her. 

- also just a lil tidbit here: go after the creators for this shit. i would but he has me BLOCKED ON TWITTER so.

- syren im not ...bruh i didn’t say it was her fault. i said it was master fu’s fault. i just said adrien is valid in how he felt - not that it was her fault. she couldn’t tell him , he’s valid in being upset over this - MASTER FU IS AN ADULT. IT’S HIS FAULT.   also how would i feel if mari’ did what he did? okay so , chat noir keeps secret from marinette, chat noir leaves marinette middle of battle to deal with secret? marinette proceeds to try to get secret from tikki, then almost gives up her miraculous bc she’s upset? COMPLETELY VALID OF HER. 100% VALID OF HER. still master fu’s fault tho.

- if we’re gonna call adrien out for ditching his friends for the date. we also much call marinette out for ditching her friends, to sneak into adriens house, and spy on him and the boys. we cannot have it both ways. was it shitty of him to ditch his friends? sure yeah, i mean y’kno rude tell them why idk ,  and again...he didn’t get upset because she didn’t show up or because she rejected him. he got upset because she said they had to act like a couple...when he has a crush on her. she doesn’t take his crush seriously. she treats it like a joke. which is a running theme in this show that i hate.

- and yes yes. adrien lets his feelings get in the way same as marinette does. they’re both CHILDREN though which means they don’t have the same amount of control as we do. this is for both of them THEY BOTH NEED TO GROW UP...LIKE THEY ARE CHILDREN. THEY’RE GONNA MAKE THESE MISTAKES. HOWEVER the difference is marinette actively gave adrien the miraculous - knowing it wasn’t a good idea. but she was blinded by her crush on him , and it’s hard to break through that sometimes for a kid. neither of them are valid in this but there’s reason behind it. they are both neither at fault, but at fault for their actions when it comes to this.

and finally two things about the uh...kwami swap episode i cant remember the name im sorry

- it was alya’s fault. the akuma i mean not the whole episode just...it was alya’s fault for the akuma. she should have had to apologize at the end. it was not marinette’s fault in that episode. alya was trying to like push marinette towards adrien && lowkey mari seemed hella uncomfy in that episode but yeah like no i don’t blame marinette for that episode personally

- and two the banter was different. chat noirs banter tends to be very silly and flirty and he doesn’t really insult ladybug? vs mari’s banter which was lowkey kinda rude towards chat making it seem like he didn’t have to try as hard as her? as the black cat. uhm. it’s a clear difference in that and i don’t blame either characters here for this its just bad writing personally. i think that episode should have been handled a lot better than it was...i don’t like that episode. i feel like both characters were very ooc of themself if they can even bc ooc with how often their personalities change within the canon but y’kno thats my opinion there i..this got long FOIDJSKLA 

#( mod dream ) #( answered )

[bucharestbarnes]

alright i’m never on here anymore but i’m trying to work out how i feel abt the loki show and i feel like i’m losing it a little bit so here are just like. thoughts in a list that i need to get out of my head so i can sleep

1. I liked it overall, but I do think the first 3 episodes were better than the last 3.

2. I also wish that it had stayed more as a focus on loki rather than turning into setting up the future of the mcu since it made the finale feel less like a finale. It was more focused on looking forward than wrapping up or establishing what had been started in the previous 5 episodes. The other disney+ shows kinda got to stand on their own and we didn’t really get that here.

3. People freaking out about the sylvie/loki kiss need to chillax frankly? “selfcest” is literally not a real problem, people on this site and all over the internet have shipped far worse pairings, and the ethical dilemma of “would you hook up with your au self” holds no irl weight, it’s not a real dilemma! relax!

4. I’ve seen a lot of people saying that the character development was bad and that loki changed too fast but like.......... he came straight off of losing the battle of new york and was shown that all his ambitions and scheming are for nothing and that the guy he thought he was aligned with will kill him and there’s nothing he can do about it. And I think it’s safe to say that learning all that will sort out someone’s priorities? I thought it was believable & made sense & obviously tom acted it well! Do I not understand what character development is? Perhaps! But I didn’t think loki had, like, an ooc journey. We know he’s capable of change, we saw the ragnarok version of him, and seeing his life play out just kinda fast-tracked him.

5. I can’t get the Good Place parallels out of my head. pillboi appearance aside, loki rlly functions as an eleanor shellstrop here. bisexual disaster trying to become a better person and protect their world and the people they love!

6. giving up on the possibility of good queer rep in any marvel properties has brought me so much peace and i lowkey recommend it. as much as i want loki to kiss owen wilson, i know it’s never gonna happen! and i’ve accepted it! not saying it’s not valid to critique it and that we should be happy with crumbs bc it fuckin sucks but i simply don’t have the energy anymore

7. my brain has a hard time with the mcu’s way of “explaining” timey-wimey stuff (pardon the doctor who reference but it’s apt). i dont understand what happens to the surrounding area when someone gets pruned, and i still don’t understand whatever the fuck was happening in endgame. i get what a multiverse is and understand au’s but it’s the pruning and the What Is The Aftermath How Do Things Go Back To Normal that i really would’ve loved to have explained in show! but i also accept that their time logic is just kinda fucky and i should just go with it.

8. idk how true it is but i saw a tiktok talking about how the writer wrote sylkie as romantic but the director directed it as platonic and that’s why it’s an awkward pairing and i just think that’s so puzzling? like how did that happen in the first place?

9. all the music was perfect natalie holt emmy when

Anyway! These are my thoughts at the moment bc all the critique/dislike for the show has been sticking with me in a weird way today and I need to get it out of my brain!

#the loki show #this is really just me trying to collect my thoughts

[ziracona]

hi can we pls have some uhhhh 🅱️uentin Smith headcanons, and some killers hcs if you want! I also lowkey hc Jake and Claudette to both be some degree of autistic, I imprint like a baby bird on my fav characters so I hc both Jake AND Quentin to be trans, and Quentin and Meg are ADHD infodump pals. Literally sitting around the cabin taking turns talking about something they love while the other is sitting there... no thoughts... head empty... they r supporting each other

Nice! And Claudette is canonically autistic according to her archives description as far as I can tell, and I’m so glad! You should check out @askthedreamwalker if you’re interested in Quentin art bc their Quentin is trans and they have really nice art! Also u right as hell about Quentin and Meg. He gets v excited and Meg and he can special-interest back and forth for hours One person is pitcher, pouring information into empty pitcher2, then the other takes a turn and pours back into first pitcher. Info dump support friends. Heaven.

And hells yeah, I love son boy! Idk if you mean ILM headcanons or general, so I’m just gonna go with gen. 

Quentin’s got a big sense of justice. Not okay with people getting away with terrible shit, which makes the realms extra unbearable (somewhere in the distance Yui and Tapp are like ‘cheers mate’). Holds people very accountable. Boy is very fair and got upstanding character. Expects people to operate with like bare minimum decency and ain’t about to let that shit go if someone wants to be a bastard. Last person ever to let a killer get a pass for going around murdering people in-realm and would hold them extremely accountable and be v willing to kill one in a fight and view them with disgust and righteous anger, but also be one of the first people willing to forgive a killer if they genuinely reformed, or got thrown to the survivor side by the Entity and actually chose to shape up and proved they meant it. He has a huge sense of justice and righteous anger, but also believes in forgiveness and second chances. (Within reason. If any of the particularly bastard killers like GF or Nightmare or Clown showed up with a completely ooc change of heart they will never have anyway, Quentin would be like “…listen. …There are some things only God can forgive…U gotta take this one to him…and away from me. Forever…”. Boy got those high-quality standards 👌

Used to be kinda high-strung, but then his life was a living hell for so long that he ran out of energy entirely and now he has no choice but to be mostly chill. If he gets a burst of energy, the old excitement power switch flips back on and he is both way more talkative and active, and happier. Unfortunately he is usually so worn out he’s about to drop.

Got a bit of a martyr complex. The fact that literally locking himself in hell with his worst nightmare worked does not help. Feels massive guilt over the fact that the Nightmare is in the realm bc of him, but is still kind of glad bc it means he’s not out there murdering his family. Hates that he feels that way because he thinks it’s kind of wrong. Views being stuck in the realm as sort of penance for having brought Krueger unintentionally. Afraid to tell other people it’s his fault because he’s scared they would never talk to him again, and the idea of losing his friends and complete isolation here is unbearable. Feels guilt over that choice, because he feels like he’s in a way lying to them, and that if they would hate him if they knew the truth, they have a right to. Boy loves his friends hard, but does not trust them to forgive him, or to trust in him, so he’s not always completely honest about not just that but anything he’s struggling with. Very sad dumbass. Suffers alone because he’s afraid to ask for help, and/or does not think he deserves it.

Really loves the other survivors and would do anything he could to protect them. Dies in the majority of his trials because he battles endlessly trying to keep the others from being the ones who die. In a way, he’s trying to make things up to them, but he would absolutely do the same just because he loves them, and did for a long time before he ever figured out Krueger and him being taken was his fault (not that I personally think that’s a fair way for the boy to view it). Optimistic externally, struggling internally. Absolutely refuses, ever, to give up, but is always right on the threshold of having a breakdown. Pushes the others to find a way to escape and tries to give them hope. Takes a lot of shit. Will not fight back much if teased just be like -__- and moves on. Doesn’t let people boss him around though, and will always do what he thinks personally is the right thing. Extremely forgiving. (Except to himself.)  Snark boy if opportunity presents itself. Can I offer you a shot of adrenaline in this trying time boy? the rest of the time.

Gives people the benefit of the doubt. Not a hoe. Would commit to a s/o very dedicatedly. Also not the kind of asshole who would cut down on time w friends when in a relationship. Boy’s love is not a zero sum game. Would die or kill for Laurie. Loves Claudette and learning botany tips from her. Thinks she is pretty and admires her kindness and skill and refusal to let the world change who she is, and wishes he was more like her. Has not told her that. Is a lot more like her in that regard than he thinks he is. Pretty damn good in a fight bc he always gets back up. Determinator. Still in love with Nancy and loyal af. Misses her a lot. Does not open up about himself as much as people think he does. Misses his dad and Nancy and his dead friends a lot, especially Jesse. Doesn’t actually talk about his problems much. Just suffers in silence because he doesn’t think he can ask for help.

Takes his faith seriously. Prays a lot, and struggles with feeling completely abandoned by God, but won’t give up on that either. Tries hard to believe he cares and things will change. Dedicated to trying to make sure that regardless of what his friends believe in, they are okay. Very sad and alone but tries to not think about that. Tries to help friends stay hopeful. Is both baby and badass sass boy in one package. Fight hard, love hard, someday will get to sleep for a whole year. 

If you are nice to him once, will assume that means you are friends now. Genuinely cares deeply for every single survivor at the campfire. Wants to protect people. Constantly suffering bc that’s impossible here. Really just wants everyone to be okay someday, including himself, and simultaneously kind of feels like he no longer deserves to be okay in the end at all. Tries not to think about that. Massive guilt issues. Bottles it up. Loyal as hell. Would die for his friends so much it actively worries them and they’re like “Quentin…please. Quentin-stop—stop. You’ll die again. I swear to god Quentin! I can die this time! Quentin!!! Come back here right now!” But he never comes back. Big sibling energy. Regularly people be like “Damn u could make a pretty fine lil brother out of this” and then they do. He loves so hard. Please be nice to him. He’s always trying so hard and never thinks it’s enough. He works so hard.

Triggers include being grabbed by his hair and jerked around, losing his necklace, the cave, and the Nightmare within 15 feet of someone he loves, so homeboy has just, a lot of bad days. Is playing a fun game called ‘I will absorb trauma forever and not get help for it and then one day it will kill me’. Needs to learn to depend on his friends.

Good sense of humor, enjoys reading and music. Will talk way too much about things he likes and not notice he’s done it and then feel bad. Dumbass sweetheart, will think he’s doing a great job flirting and be proud of himself when he did not, in fact, do a suave job, but it’s cute. Tries hard. All the time. At everything. God he tries.

I would do killer hcs too but this already so long and I cut like half of what I initially wrote rip. I have too many thoughts. Head full. : ( Here’s just a few little ones:

Myers does not like working for the Entity. It tried to pull a fast one and be like, “Yes tis I, another voice in your head,” and Michael was like “Bitch it’s my head. I don’t know you!” and that did not work. While Michael very much would love to kill Laurie and get inner peace, working for the entity provides 0% daily Michael needs, and he hates it. Sometimes he just does what the fuck he wants and gets in trouble (homeslice is the only killer who can kill survivors with no mori and no perk for it. Michael cannot be controlled). Does not like being here at all. He doesn’t cause the Entity a lot of trouble like Krueger does, so it doesn’t consider him a problem killer, but they do not have a ‘Ah yes my favorite killer’ kind of thing going. Michael hates the spider-monster. He is so tired of everything at this point. Boy is suffering. Would fight the Entity if he knew how. Has been hurt by it before, and does not like that, because it takes longer to heal than he is used to.

Myers has a few times had his home area be close enough to the campfire that he could see it in the distance, and he watches them when that happens. For hours. He is lonely, but does not realize that, and probably never will. He does stand there and watch them, being sad and not realizing he’s sad at all. It’s the closest he ever gets to human interaction aside from killing people in trials.

The Entity hurts Max sometimes, not because he has done anything wrong, but because injuring him without providing even a way to prevent it keeps him peak feral and afraid, just like it wants. No time to recover or learn or grow. Just anger and pain and fear.

The Entity promises Rin a lot of things. Not because it has to, but because it enjoys the taste of her suffering. One of her addons is paper cranes, one of 1000 to make a wish, as the description says. I’ve always interpreted that to mean it likes to screw with her and offer her things like that she can do between trials, in the moments of lucidity she occasionally has when completely alone. ‘Make 1000, get your wish,’ but every time she hits 999, it blows the ones she’s made away, and she has to start over. Unclimbable hill. Just to watch her struggle. That kind of thing. Intentionally tends to send survivors her way it knows she would dislike killing the most, just to watch her have to do it against her will and bask in the horror of what she cannot make herself not do.

#dead by daylight #ask #speckeltail #dbd #quentin smith #michael myers #rin yamaoka

[siodium]

REVIEW: BURIED STARS ☆

came across this korean mystery vn and i knew i had to get it bc someone commented that it had a similar feel to danganronpa/zero escape O: seems like i have a type

i usually don’t prefer to get digital copies of games but there was really no choice... i heard the physical copy is sold out in korea and resales are going for 200 USD ain’t nobody got money for that

i don’t think anyone i know is gonna purchase this game and play for themselves and i can’t share the game either bc it’s a digital copy sooo i’m gonna write a review~ please enjoy!!

basically the plot goes as such: the survival reality tv show Buried Stars was about to commence the finals of its current season with the remaining five contestants when the building suddenly collapses. most of the audience and staff members were safely evacuated except for seven ppl (the five contestants and two staff members) who are trapped in the wreckage with just their smartwatches that connects them to the outside world via calls (problematic bc they can only call a restricted number of ppl and the signal inside is shit) and phater (bootleg twitter). after trying to make some calls, everyone was then told that the rescue team would take around six hours to break into the collapsed building to get them out.

ok so they just have to wait it out... in an unstable building that can come down at any moment. cool.

then!!! they find the producer’s dead body, seemingly a victim to the falling debris!! they’re down to six survivors now.

despite the circumstances, voting is still ongoing and some rando on phater claims that the contestant in the last place will die as if the atmosphere wasn’t bad enough.

this is your smartwatch interface!! most of the functions are pretty useless with regards to the actual gameplay but it’s just fun to play around with them i guess

for e.g. you can change the background and ringtone but they don’t affect anything

there’s this feature that keeps track of changes that occur when you pick certain conversation topics during communication rounds and it’s really useful for replays!! too bad it doesn’t keep track of sanity changes in mc

this is the mc!! even though he looks like he would be a tsundere punk he’s actually very soft?? kinda like saihara but with a bit more spine

AND THIS IS MY BEST BOI GYU-HYUK

i lowkey ship them bc of their interactions alsjdkasjs jUST LOOK AT THIS

i was expecting there to be a lot of mysteries but given the circumstances i guess it makes sense to not have that many... there’s no murder mystery if it happened in an accident site and looked like an accident you see

a lot of conversation topics focus on the character’s backstory and stuff so you get to learn more about the characters while waiting for rescue (one of the goals of this game is actually to collect characters’ profiles!)

bonding through a shared traumatic experience sounds reasonable

did i mention that the cutscenes are fully voiced (either in korean or japanese depending on your preference)?? i played it in korean for my first gameplay for ~Optimal Experience~ but i switched to japanese in subsequent plays bc i wanted to be able to understand what the characters were saying without reading the text

the only thing that throws me off is that characters are given japanese names in the japanese dub but the in-game text still uses their korean names??? why

my boi gyu-hyuk is voiced by takuya eguchi and hyesung is voiced by shimono hiro (i actually doubted my ears at first bc hyesung sounds angry 24/7 and i only know shimono’s derpy zenitsu and troll ouma voices sweats;;) wOW 👍👍👍

the first ending is the same for everyone even if you picked the best options

they call it a “normal end” but tbh it’s a bad end bc everyone dies and nothing is resolved

after you clear the game for the first time you will get to replay from the start but your options will change so you can proceed towards other routes!! yay

oh yeah in case anyone is wondering this game is rated T and bodies are shown in the form of a silhouette with non-explicit close-ups during investigation so if you can’t handle graphic stuff it’s not too bad

warning: from here on there will be spoilers for the true ending and other endings!! stop scrolling if you have even the slightest intention to play the game

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collected all the endings after 30ish hours of gameplay!! i wanted to strive for 100% completion in achievements but i’m not sure how to get some stuff... might go back and try other options in the future

in the true route you receive help from this random phater user plughole aND I JUST LOVE THE INTERACTIONS BETWEEN HIM AND DO-YOON LMAO

idk if anyone tried to guess who the real culprit is but it turned out to be

my boi gyu-hyuk......

he had his reasons (not trying to say he did no wrong) and it’s just unfortunate that things turned out this way

while playing, i thought to myself... if there was one person i would glue do-yoon to throughout the entire game it would be gyu-hyuk... bc i was certain he wouldn’t hurt do-yoon

i was right tho... even in some routes where do-yoon catches him in the act, gyu-hyuk didn’t try to silence him

CRYING

i don’t know much about korean law but he has THREE murder charges on him whicH SOUNDS LIKE DEATH SENTENCE

i’m sad bc there’s no way to save my boi even in his best ending

plughole visits you in the hospital in the true ending!! he is also a troll irl it seems

he was kinda sus in the beginning but i really hoped that he was a Good Guy to keep do-yoon sane in the wreckage

and i’m glad he was

do-yoon looks super baby in his hospital clothes

he was not kidding when he said that his actions were bc of his sister (who is a hardcore fan of do-yoon) lmao

aaa the girls are doing great after their treatment!! they visit do-yoon too!!

yeah i also want to know why do-yoon is the only one still hospitalised with all those bandages when everyone else is fine but i guess maybe he got injured when he protected gyu-hyuk from falling debris at the start of the game

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if you don’t find out the true culprit of the murders gyu-hyuk goes free and he visits you every day in the hospital aND SAYS STUFF LIKE THIS

ugh it hurts me

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there’s also a joke ending (when you pick the “i’m the attacker” option lmao) which i appreciate a lot!! something to lighten the tense mood is what i crave for in games like this

somehow i feel like it’s even scarier than the usual atmosphere bc of how ooc everyone acts

BUT YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT’S REALLY SCARY?

there’s a horror route that you can enter by using the “laboratory” conversation topic on everyone and expressing how much it creeps you out

and the entire game shifts in genre to actual horror (like with paranormal activities)

IT WAS REALLY SCARY AND THERE WERE HANDS EVERYWHERE AND EVERYONE WAS ACTING WEIRD ASLJELKASJ i had my eyes closed half the time and i regret playing on my monitor

i didn’t take many screenshots bc as i mentioned my eyes were not looking at the screen for most part but i hope that you can kinda understand where i’m coming from with these two screenshots

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the game is actually split into two major routes (A and B) which differ in who gets saved and who dies

you can only start on the B route after you get the true ending which is in the A route

unfortunately there is no route where everyone (even if you exclude the producer bc she dies before do-yoon regains consciousness at the start of the game) survives TT

if hyesung and seil survive then gyu-hyuk kills himself and leaves a note but do-yoon tears it up so we don’t know what he wrote

overall a solid mystery vn with beautiful graphics and enough routes to keep you occupied for many hours!! i highly recommend following a walkthrough bc it’s not an easy game if you want to collect all the possible endings and achievements

cuz there are minor changes to the epilogue depending on how close you are with the characters

i actually don’t play a lot of VNs but i feel like all VNs need the route map thingy in AI: the somnium files

my only gripe about this game is prob the derpy translations which usually isn’t a big issue (imo at least) but for a game priced this high?? i expected better

anyway that’s all from me!! thanks for reading til the end hahah i wanted to write a srs review but i just ended up simping for gyu-hyuk

#log #this is peak c*vid content

[tinkiisms]

HOW I RUN MY BLOG.

SPEED: I’m not a speedy RPer tbh. If I’m really pumped about a current thread and my partner and I are both online replying, I might shoot back and forth, but generally it takes days to weeks to put out my replies to any given thread. I have a job irl--and I 100% treat this as a hobby and don’t want to let it stress me out by writing with people who expect me to reply instantly--otherwise I would just stop.

REPLIES: I prefer mid-length to long threads (not novella level tho), especially with partners who I’m rather comfortable/familiar writing with. I tend to enjoy exploring what my character is thinking and feeling, so one-line dialogues can be fun to quickly develop a rapport between two characters for an initial meeting or a little side-thread to enjoy a ship dynamic...but for threads that I’m really going to be interested in and want to reply to most, they are the plotted ones that are multiple paragraphs. Single or two paragraphs are my regular mid-length threads.

STARTERS:  I will write a starter for anyone who I’ve plotted one out with, or by request/call without much plotting if I’m familiar enough with their muse that I know how I would want to set up a plausible meeting with them and Tinker Bell. If I’m not quite familiar with a character I might be less inclined to write a starter and rather my partner writes one for us to begin with. And I treat starters written for me with priority!!!

If somebody makes me a starter and I don’t reply to it within a few days--unless I’m not replying to anything in which case I’m low activity at the time like right now lowkey--LET ME KNOW. Writing a starter someone asked for and it being never answered is very frustrating and a way to make me quickly lose interest in RPing with someone, so I never want to do that to anyone else. (Weirdly, I care way more about ignored starters than dropped threads. Like if you drop a thread I’ll probably forget about it, but I never forget who liked my starter calls and didn’t answer the starter I gave them....)

INBOX: Always open for IC & OOC memes from my memes tag. Always open for IC & OOC questions for/about my muse! I don’t reply to everything immediately honestly. I’ll reblog some memes and not answer all of them, but then go back later when I’m feeling the inspiration again to get to them. It’s not my primary/preferred method of starting RPs, so not my first concern to answer--but if my partners want to continue them into threads, that’s also kind of what they’re for!! I answer them more as jumping off points to reply to rather than little drabbles of my characters reaction. So I’m always willing to turn them into threads, never hesitate. Assume it’s a go.

SELECTIVITY: Not super selective. I consider myself semi-selective because I’m technically open to RPing with non-mutuals--but at this point I basically follow back every blog that looks decent (not full of OOC and un-cut posts, has about/rules page that’s not just a link to a wiki page) whether I know the muse or not, so that tends to be all the ppl I’m willing to thread with anyway.

(I’m still not mutuals-exclusive because I can imagine a situation where maybe I enjoy an RPer’s style and am interested in their character and writing with them, but they regularly reblog stuff that I don’t like. I’m not bothered to thread with them even tho we’re not mutuals, bc I’m just here for the writing rather than following their inspo posts lmao)

WISHLIST: My wishlist tag is here, but instead of scrolling through it...My wishlist is honestly just finding RPers whose writing really clicks with mine so I find it easy and relaxing to reply to threads with them, instead of trying to force myself and get stressed for not being able to make it flow when this should just be for fun? There are ppl who I really want to write with, whose blogs/muses I like, and who I enjoy talking to OOC, but then when I actually get to our threads I’m like....eh, idk what to say here. And others who I want to have a hundred threads with because every time I go to reply, it just comes easily and I’m inspired.

+ Our characters have interesting dynamics and plots, potentially we ship our muses so I can squeal over them! It’s not something I can exactly just point at and say “who wants to do this specific plot with me?” It’s like, once you find a good partner, keep expanding your verse, your muses’ relationship, your plot ideas, and your friendship OOC to make this hobby really worth the time.

HONEST NOTE: I’m not the best writer. I’m not the best role-play partner. I take a long time to reply to things, and I drop threads if I’m not feeling it, but it never means I don’t WANT to write with you or that I have no interest in our threads. I just don’t want to let this become a stressful activity for me, because I can only write when I’m feeling the inspiration. I can’t just grind out replies like that, because my imagination is very picky, I guess?

And I’m very much a perfectionist in the self-sabotaging way so if I’m trying to write something and don’t feel like it’s good enough to share, I’d rather just not do it at all...(like taking a 0 instead of a higher but still failing grade bc if u didn’t try then u didn’t really fail, which is ridiculous but i’ve always been like that even in school--anyway my point is DON’T STRESS ME OUT I HAVE ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION)

My honest note is just, I’m always ready to plot and discuss and try to thread, but please don’t expect too much from me and end up disappointed bc I don’t live up to expectations as an RP partner. I’m just doing my thing here and putting in the effort I realistically can with my mental state. I want to have fun writing with all of you, just give me patience and time and enjoy what we do get to see from our characters, and I also won’t judge you for being slow with replies or dropping things.

tagged by: stolen from dash​

tagging: anybody who wants to do it why do we have to be tagged or tag ppl like just do the mun and muse memes you wanna do??

#⊹*⋅✧ | ᵒᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵏᵉᵗᵗᶫᵉˢ (ooc) #⊹*⋅✧ | ʸᵒᵘ ʷᵒᶰ’ᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ᵐᵉ﹖(rp reminders)

[smores100]

once again we’re in full agreement lol. What’s your take on s3 remakes you’ve watched? Wondering how you feel about Skam FR as it’s kind of a similar situation to me where the chemistry & beauty is there but the writing and style is iffy (overwrought &overdramatic). My favorite s3 is druck. As a wlw I had high hopes for españa but it was p slow/v desexualized—a whole discussion, but my other gay friend & I were disappointed given how remakes with guys don’t hold back in that respect.. Thoughts?

Honestly re: wtfock tho I really do wonder if they had like one good writer in the room surrounded by fools. Bc it really does feel like some group projects I’ve been in where I feel like I’m the only one who’s not a fucking fool and carry the whole thing while having to fend off bad ideas (but when the majority rules, those bad ideas/execution get put in). I wonder if that’s what happened w wtfock.

re: wtfock, lol group projects are the worst….idk what wtfock’s writing process was like, but i’d love to know it. according to their wiki there were 3 writers this season? all seem to be male, naturally. did the two other writers have good ideas but there was a main writer who overruled them and did his own thing? or maybe they’re the rl one brain cell squad, that would explain a lot :p in any case, i’m unimpressed (friday’s clips did not help with that).

as for the other part of your ask….oh damn i have so many Thoughts on that, lol. this is probably gonna get long and messy, but you asked for it!

* druck - my absolute favorite. it’s the only one i’ve watched since s1, so that definitely played a part in my emotional investment and attachment. still, there was more to it than that. it was the closest to og imo in vibe and style (it felt small, real, lowkey, quiet, natural like og, as opposed to - as you said - overwrought and overdramatic + overproduced like the others); they cast an actual trans guy to play a trans character, if you wanna talk about a skam remake doing something REVOLUTIONARY? druck is the one; i loved matteo’s and david’s characterizations, how they both had a bit of isak and even in them, and the role reversal in some scenes, made things feel fresh *and* fit their characters/story; i LOVE that teens matteo and david were played by actual teens michi and lukas!! they’ve completely ruined me for all other remakes, bc thissssss is how it’s supposed to be! thisssss is how it should look like! THEY ARE KIDDOS. and they (druck and michi/lukas) truly captured what it’s like to be young and fall in love for the first time, the awkwardness and the nervousness and stuttering and fumbling around, the softness and pureness and innocence of it all!!! also they have THE BEST dynamic - other people might prefer all the hot kissing and steamy making out and the smouldering looks, but me? i just couldn’t get enough of their dumb chaotic energy, best friends who love each other deeply and are also constantly little shits to one another. gimme them pranking each other and playfighting every day! and then being soft and THE HANDS and matteo being a clingy koala basking in david’s affection :3 i also loved how for the most part they didn’t just copy/paste og’s storyline, they made some changes and knew how to make *other* changes accordingly for it to make sense and fit the story *they* were telling - for example, replacing the ‘call your gf’ scene with matteo’s panic attack/breakdown (one of my fave scenes), or their reunion at the end of ep 7 (replacing the desperate kissing + sex with a comforting and relieved yet also bittersweet and melancholic hug), or even matteo getting advice from his drug dealer instead of the school’s doctor, lol. also THE BEST BOY SQUAD, hands down. and matteo is my favorite isak bc to me he felt like his own character instead of just another isak, he was different and reletable and a constant Mood. that being said - it wasn’t perfect and it had its issues. there were a few times when i did feel they stuck too close to og scenes and it didn’t *entirely* work for me, just felt a bit off; i will forever be disappointed that they didn’t directly address and acknowledge matteo’s mental state/depression, bc there were enough signs imo to indicate that he did suffer from something. they mentioned ‘therapy’ in mia’s, alex’s and kiki’s cases, i truly thought they would with matteo as well, but alas, they dropped the ball on that one; i was extremely upset with david’s outing, but i’ve since calmed down and have managed to see it in a more positive light, tho i still have mixed feelings about it and am not fully on board with that decision, still wish it had been done differently (but at least! it wasn’t brushed off and was addressed immediately and eventually led to david having agency and yelling out his pain!!! which was good and important and cathartic); also eps 8 and 9 were pretty messy writing-wise, things either didn’t make sense or would’ve made more sense had the clips were organized differently (that random ping pong clip….?). overall tho, the good outweighed the bad, and it remains my fave

* skam france - now that’s a tricky one. the way i felt about it in the first half of the season, is different from the way i felt about it in the second half of the season, is different from the way i feel about ever since watching druck’s s3. it’s funny you should say how similar it is to wtfock for you, bc i’ve been thinking the same thing for quite some time. those neighboring countries sure have a shared flair for the dramatic! fr’s s3 was pretty much the first s3 i watched (i gif-watched half of skamit, couldn’t get into it). i wasn’t planning to (i was extremely unimpressed by the couple of s1 eps i tried watching, and same by axel’s acting in those first two seasons), but even is the loml and they got me gooood with their eliott pov trailer, which might have affected my excitement over it during the first half. back then i really enjoyed it for the most part, despite some clips being rushed or missing the point thus not fully having the required effect (their locker room scene, for example, or the ‘generalizations are bad’ convo), or how much i hated basile (a character so obviously written by a man it’s amazing), or the cheesy piano music. there were enough good things for me to focus on instead (more in a bit) that i could ignore the things i didn’t like or weren’t as good imo. however, all the positivity got sucked out of me when yann noped tf out after lucas came out to him bc WAY TO MISS THE POINT OF SKAM!!! and things went downhill after the director’s IT’S NOT DISNEYLAND IT’S FRANCE 2019 comment. i’m getting all upset just thinking about it, but to say *that*, to explain that horrendous decision bc lowkey homophobic reactions are realistic!!! only to THEN be all ‘haha jk yann isn’t homophobic! we just wanted you to *think* he was! he’s actually an awesome friend who took several days to reflect on all his past wrongdoings while his bff was at home having a nervous breakdown bc he believed his bff hated him!’ ughhhhhhhhh, miss me with that shit. great that they had yann apologizing for his past comments, but the way in which it was done was for pure shock value and angst, completely ooc for his character (all season he was all ‘tell me tell me tell me let me help let me help let me help’ only to do *that*?? nahh), and interesting how out of everyone the only black character was the only one with a negative reaction (remind you of anyone), highlighted even more during ep 7 aka the ott lucas coming out tour. then ep 8, that should have been 100% all lucas and eliott and building up to eliott’s manic episode suddenly had that weird random pov changing clip in the middle of it which truly wtf, basile was still basile, lucas thanked chloe for outing him, more scenes felt rushed, they had sex in school where people could come and go in front of huge windows in broad daylight and luckily didn’t get poisoned from licking all that paint! and i did not like the flatshare, i absolutely hated mika and lisa kicking lucas out of his room - which he pays rent for! - and manon not even trying to put up a fight, and them being like ‘roommate isn’t just a place, it’s a way of living. that’s a family, and you’re more like a cousin.’ ‘a second cousin.’ ughhhhhh and then when eliott was recovering from his depressive episode, they *still* didn’t give lucas his room back or at least let eliott stay there, he was sleeping on the couch, i’m aldjlajdafj. can’t believe i’m gonna say it, but TAKE NOTES FROM WTFOCK. tl;dr there were some good moments in the second half, but i was feeling bitter more often than not about certain things, so my enjoyment wasn’t as high as when it first started. and after watching druck, druck’s brand is definitely much more my style. plus, i was already struggling with making myself believe axel and maxence were in their teens, but after druck it’s completely impossible, so i just pretend they’re in college or something lol. all my issues with it aside, i’d still rate it higher than wtfock, bc overall the writing was better, more coherent, and made much more sense. i also liked lucas’ friendship with the girls; i loved that instead of copying the underwater kiss + 21:21 like some others have, they came up with their own thing i.e. polaris, which i thought was lovely; the lucas/manon crying in the middle of the night together in front of the tv was one of my fave scenes of the season; also love how we were introduced to eliott on the first week! and they spent time together! and specifically the piano playing scene, ohhhh; and in general elu are sweet and i reeeeally like axel and maxence and their friendship. so yeah, it had some major issues, but i’d rather have a coherent story with something done for shock value and drama ONCE than an incoherent story with several shock value moments.

* skam espana - sorry to hear you girls were disappointed! i only watched half of it, so i can only comment on what i saw. i decided to binge watch s1 and give s2 a shot when i heard they were giving cris isak’s story - it felt a bit weird to me, but it was also something different and new, and i did have an appreciation for their decision to have a wlw season (also much more revolutionary to me than showing a gay bashing), so i was intrigued and willing to try it. sadly i didn’t really vibe with s1? it’s totally a personal preference i think, maybe even a cultural thing idk, but it felt very fast and loud and hectic to me, idrk how to explain it. i was just more into the chill more lowkey vibe of druck and skamnl. but i still gave s2 a shot, and idk, it still wasn’t my cup of tea. i thought it was ok for the most part, but there were some things that bothered me - joana/cris felt underdeveloped to me? and things b/w them felt like they were moving so fast from the second they met, like jona was so intense and forward ALL THE TIME, they had like 6 almost kisses in a really short time, like shhh slow down. i remember disliking their ‘call your gf’ scene, it felt really petty and kinda mean to me? bc i felt like joana came on to cris *really* strongly and *very* frequently, so cris was more than entitled to feel hurt and betrayed when she found out joana had a bf, but then cris was kissing a dude and joana positioned herself and her bf in front of cris so she’d see them kissing too, and i just didn’t like bc seriously?? cris is valid, just apologize to her and explain?? idr much else tbh, they had some really cute and sweet scenes afterwards, i’m still against doing the underwater kiss + 21:21 so i was kinda meh about that (tho aesthetically speaking it was BEAUTIFUL, and i’m like, fiiiiine girls deserve an underwater kiss too, i’ll allow it just this once!), and that cuddling clip in ep 6 i think was sweet and the last one i watched. like i said, i was less vibing with this remake, and iirc it was going on during druck’s s3 and skamnl’s s2 - which were my faves, plus skamfr was on too i think and i was lowkey following it too, so….there was just too much all at once and something had to go, and it was skamesp. it was also around the time when panaphobia-gate happened, so *shrugs* i’m not wlw myself so your opinion on it being desexualized is probably more valid than mine? i just know when i did watch, there was a lot of kissing and making out and being cute and touchy with each other, so i thought it was ok? as i’ve mentioned before, i don’t need to see a naked butt or anything like that to *get* it lol, i thought they were lovely! but that’s just me. i will say that my faaaave part was most definitely the cris/amira friendship. they were so wonderful! one of the best skam friendships imo. i might one day go back and finish the season just for the heck of it, but they didn’t do anything major or highly offensive that made me have negative feelings towards it, it was just a personal preference + circumstances (too many remakes!) that made me be less into it and drop it before the end.

#phallusophical #replies #sorry for the gigantic wall of text! #but like i said - you asked! haha #i'd put this under a read more but my blog theme makes it harder to read there so....sorry! #all those who aren't interested in my opinions just quickly scroll past this just this one time ty #aaaaanyway hope this answered your question??? 😊 #skam remakes #long post #druck #skam france #wtfock #skam spain

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things i love about the comics: 

1. wyatt not being portrayed as a walking stereotype and having this state of mind where he knows a lot more than what everyone is telling him. He knows when things are bad, when his family is in trouble. and he’s the first to know that something is definitely not right with his ‘aunt’ prue. and him, then going into ‘vanquish’ mode despite this being his AUNT is even more fitting to who he is. 

2. despite all that, wyatt still gets the chance to act like a dumb kid and its always to make his family laugh. like, he doesn’t care about himself. but when his cousins and siblings are around he’s always going to try his best to make them laugh and happy and feel safe. 

3. the glorious moment of wyatt saying ‘i think grams is here’ and then both chris and wy saying in unison ‘the yelling’ in response to being asked how they know that. (also mel tickling him in that same panel oooF SO CUTE. u know he’s insanely ticklish)

4. the underworld. like. boy i have my disagreements with the author and some of the characterisation (and them massively whitewashing darryl) but the underworld and the way it was designed was so fucking cool.

5. the always ‘deep looks’ wyatt has when he’s in the background of a panel. 

like, mel is showing them a flower and its adorable but here wyatt is just looking very DEPRESSED. I MEAN obvs when he’s on his own he’s a very diff person to this ‘happy go lucky dork’ but damn. also im dying at how wyatt has his hand hooked in his pocket. like, just makes my hc canon XD.  

tbh theres so much more but i haven’t got all my comics on this laptop. but one other thing is, in the issue where Prue tries to infect all her nieces and nephews with evil Wyatt could tell, like he could tell she was bs-ing but when Phoebe came down to face her he was the one moving them all away and upstairs to safety. Like, he’s shielding himself between them and prue, protecting them. But he doesn’t want to leave his aunt phoebe alone with her but he TRUSTS phoebe and wants to make sure his family are safe first. which is just! so so so ic for him.

I really need to find that issue but i also would have loved to see wyatt defending them from prue you know? before phoebe came in. Like, just him with his force field protecting them because you know he would. would probs jump in front of the freaking seeds if prue had actually gone to infect them. (tbh i lowkey hc that maybe she actually did infect wyatt but lol idk man i just think the history of wy along with his title/importance, which we don’t talk about bc uh the comics fucked us over on that, was massively ignored considering how dangerous he is w/ or w/out his title and how he was the only evil that ‘won’. that he’s just ‘normal’ is a bit ooc.) 

tbh, i just wish we got more charmed content, even if it was like these comics. so long as the next gen weren’t as ignored as they are. Like, having a solely based next gen comic would be amazing - especially if the first one was them as teenagers (or at least with wyatt as 17). But even a next season to the comics would be amazing bc wyatt, still, would be 17 and having little scenes of teen him would make my everything. I just am dying for charmed content you know? which is why i was so annoyed that there’s literally NOTHING in the reboot. because its not like they’d have to do a lot. even little name drops would make me scream. but charmed has always been the black sheep and one day im going to buy the rights back just to protect it from grubby white man hands. 

#tbh JUST GIVE ME MORE COMICS AND ILL BE HAPPY #BC LIKE SURE THEY MIGHT DO SOME OOC THIGNS FOR WY #AND RUIN THE TWICE BLESSED TITLE LIKE ITS JUST A FUCKING TISSUE #but its SOMETHIGN and there would be little moments i'd like i know it #but yeah while the comics annoy me for doin the dirty #they had some great moments #and i love how they do more justice to wys personality than the show does lollll #at least in terms of adult wy #‘ the fuck you think’s goin on - it’s a panic at the disco ’ ❪ ooc ❫

[fubukiswifenoimnotjoking]

OPM GenoSai Drag Queen AU update

so I got a lotta notes on my last post about the AU, so thank you to everyone! I’m glad ppl are interested in the idea :) SO here’s a random list of shit I want in my AU, tho I won’t list off everything bc I don’t wanna spoil too much (if I ever do get around to writing it lmaooo)

so there’s Bad X Garou in this, RIP Mumarou shippers but I like this ship a lot better 

There’s also Mumen X Sonic, and I KNOW they’ve never met b4 obviously but hey let me dream, I adore this ship

obviously there’s SaiGenos, and I personally headcanon Saitama as demi and Genos as gay if anyone is curious

There’s Mizuki x Fubuki bc I adore the idea and I wish they were a more widespread ship RIP

so Fubuki owns the drag bar, Mizuki works there part time with heavy lifting and stuff andbcIt’sanexcusetogetclosetoFubuki

Sonic is a drag queen bc he’s fab and his drag name is “Sonya O’ Sound,” bc of course he’d still keep the O’  Sound. He’s not an assassin in this, but he still does some questionable stuff on the side, and I want this AU to be just a little less monstrous as canon, so Sonic still has his GOTTA GO FAST POWERS 

Saitama, Mumen and King all work at a lowkey run down candy shop, Mumen still likes to help around the neighborhood bc he'll always be like that, but in this he has more of a passion for providing for ppl with candy and stuff :) King works there bc it’s just easy on him, and he spends most of his money on dating sims, so his apartment is smaller than Saitama’s, but he basically lives with Saitama half the time anyway. As for Sai, he wanted to become the BESt taffy puller ever, so he trained like fucking crazy, and, I bet you can guess this, but he lost his hair when he gained his one punch/taffy puller strength, which is SOOO original but let me live. He still suffers from depression and stuff, but working with friends all the time surely helps, and so does Genos when he meets him at the drag bar, uwu. 

I don’t wanna spoil toooo much about Genos’ position, but he just recently joined the bar, him and Sonic obviously hate each other, his drag name is Genny *insert last name here, which I will when I figure out something clever and cute*, and to Sonic’s dismay Genos is hella popular as a performer. & of course Genos was pretty bad at performing, and still can’t do big grand stuff yet, but he makes up for it with his own atmosphere and determination (also his makeup is always on point smh we stan). and yes, he is still a cyborg, and he has his incinerators and a few other weapons like in canon bc Kuseno wants to keep him safe, tho he’s less bulky than in canon. He’s also not too confident on stage like Lady Gaga in that scene I was inspired from (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u93gJXcSyEs), but like I said hella talented (still has trouble not looking constantly angry sometimes, lol). I won’t say too much about him other than that.

Won’t say too much about Fubuki, other than she’s close with Saitama and the rest of the candy crew (heh), the blizzard group helps out behind the stage with her, she runs the drag bar and hopes that through her efforts she can someday measure up to Tatsumaki’s famous night club a town away, and she works almost as hard to express her emotions to people, especially Mizuki. 

Idk about Garou and Badd’s involvement yet, I can’t see either of them being queens, but I’ll figure it out. Oh and Genos, Garou and Badd are all friends bc I love rayadraws’ Shitty Teen Squad.

So yeah, that’s the gyst of my AU, tho I’m a really bad writer, and my last AU still haunts me with how OOC it could be. I still feel very attached to this AU tho, and I’m hoping I’ll be able to write this one out. I also need an AO3 account, cuz Wattpad is ass lmao. So yeah. OH AND GO CHECK OUT A STAR IS BORN, IT”S SO GOOD but might make you cry so be warned. 

#one punch man #OPM #opmfanfic #opm au #Saitama #Genos #saigenos #genosai #genotama #Mizuki #Fubuki #speedosoundsonic #speedal #speed of sound sonic #Mumen #mumenrider #Garou #Metal Bat #Badd #batarou #drag queen au #gayyyyyy #my post #king one punch man #Tatsumaki #shitty teen squad

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Fish Out of Water [michael m. x reader]

(part one my dudes)

( Oooo!!!! Michael x Reader where Reader is The New Kid (tm) and Reader bumps into Michael and fraks out bc they thinkk Michael is going to yell at them??? )

y’all did u know i love michael mell because i do

hey did you also know i got really carried away with this and wh o op s

(((aaalso sorry if michael seems ooc!!! i kinda felt that he’d understand the whole panic reader goes through due to the whole ‘michael in the bathroom’ incident that happened so he knows how shitty panic attacks can be and he’s just kinda worried because, y’know, new kid immediately starts panicking and seems to be kind of a loner.)))

(also wow there’s gonna be another part and i already have plans for it)

warnings: UH ANGST. LONG POST. implied that reader was bullied but its really lowkey implied i guess???

also i feel the need to say that this is gender-neutral and any instance of ‘dude’ or ‘bro’ toward reader is meant to be just as a gender-neutral term!! if it bothers anyone, just lemme know and i can rewrite it!

      This was fine. This was totally fine. Sure, you just moved one day ago and you still had plenty of boxes to unbox one day and you already had a load of work you needed to do to catch up to the classes you’d been thrown headfirst into, but this was fine. You could handle it. You could definitely handle dinner with your parents and siblings and unboxing what you had of your belongings and doing homework and doing everything and maybe making friends but honestly, who had time for friends when you just had so much stuff you needed to do and you already have your mother on your back saying “why don’t you join a club” and lookie there - there’s auditions for a musical and maybe you might have signed up so and sure the auditions are next week but you should probably talk to the drama teacher which is another face you need to learn-

      Needless to say, you weren’t fine. You weren’t fine when you had dinner with your family sitting on the floor of what would soon be a living room once the moving truck finally found its way to your house because did you mention something happened and now you’re stuck with your box of things you deemed too valuable to put in a truck because what happened if something broke? You weren’t fine when you ended up locking yourself in the upstairs bathroom and showered for well over an hour, the sound of your older brother’s heavy pounding at the door dragging you out of your thoughts, and you weren’t fine. But you finally fell sleep and escaped the day, at least for a few hours.

      “C’mon. Get up.”

      You turned over to see your brother standing at your feet, and you grabbed your phone immediately: 6:21 a.m.. School didn’t start until eight. And apparently, Wes could tell what you were thinking.

      “Just get dressed. I’m taking you to get breakfast.”

      The day was going to start out on a good note, and Wes was sure he’d do that for you. When you asked him about it on the drive back home, he only shrugged.

      “You seemed out of it.”

      “Wes,” you said, “you don’t have to-”

      “Shut up,” he mumbled, “don’t tell Isaac about this.”

      You only nodded.

      Day two was going better. You didn’t worry too much over finding your classes - but you did worry about the stares you’d been getting. Kids you recognized from your classes kept stopping and glancing back at you, or some would just stand there and gape at you - new kid new kid new kid I wonder what the new kid is doing why is there a new kid what shit did they do - but you tightened your grip on your bag and kept your head down.

      That is, until you ran straight into someone who had been mid-conversation with someone someone who was probably staring at you now god damn it why does this always happen.

      “Shit,” you said, stepping back and looking up only to meet the stare of someone you recognized from your math class - Matthew? Miles? Mark? - before immediately taking another step back because he looked too damn familiar not again not like before. “Shit, dude, I’m sorry, I should have been watching where I was going-” You felt your chest tighten, “I, uh, won’t let it happen again, I swear-”

      “Woah, dude, chill out-” He said, and for a second you saw the guy beside him wince. “Sorry, Jer.”

      “No, nononono, no,” you felt your throat tighten slightly, and eyes pinned to your back and to you you you “no it’s fine I’m sorry I should have been watching where I was going.” Why was this happening you were fine- “I’m sorry,” you said again. You flinched when the boy went to touch you, “please don’t.” You felt a tear run down your cheek and immediately your thoughts attack. You were doing so well why did this have to happen to you you god damn-

      “Shit, are you alright?” He said.

      “Hey, Michael,” his friend said, “isn’t this the new kid?”

       Fuck fuck fuck

      “Uh - yeah, I think,” he looked from Jeremy to you, “[y/n], right?”

      You mustered up a nod. Go ahead and tell me how my name is terrible, you thought. But Michael only smiled a little, and for a moment you could feel your fear, your anxiety, everything just falter. Only for a moment.

    He had opened his mouth to speak again, but stopped the moment the bell rung, before quickly apologizing and running off to whatever class he had, leaving you and his friend behind. You had to admit, the situation was weird.

    But what was weirder was the way the guy, Michael, acted around you from that point on. He and his buddy - Jeremy, you later discovered - would greet you in the hallway or at lunch or try to get you to sit with them for once. You hadn’t known them - hell, you didn’t realize that Michael was also in your history class. At least, not until the teacher began assigning projects.

    “Michael Mell, you will be paired with [y/n] [y/l/n],” she said, and anything else she said was lost on you.

      You were out of the room the moment class was over and practically speed-walking to lunch, only to tense when you heard Michael call your name and slightly pick up your pace.

     “[y/n]!” He said, quickly catching up eventually - the boy must have been dashing, jesus can’t he take a hint?

      But you smiled and turned to face him, clutching the straps of your backpack in your hands, “yes?”

      “I was thinking,” he began, “maybe you should have lunch with me and Jeremy, and we could talk about our project!”

      You hesitated but nodded - at least his friend would be there.

      Two days later you’re sitting on Michael’s living room floor with an open laptop, a textbook, and various books he found who even knows where all about the 1920s. How did you even end up here, one moment you were listening to Michael and Jeremy talk about some video game and the next Michael’s inviting you over, jeez this guy is friendly. You’d been sitting there for what felt like an eternity, working endlessly on trying to find everything the teacher had asked for - at least, your half of the list, since you and Michael decided to split it up for the most part.

      ... Why were you even here, then?

     “So I was thinking,” Michael said as he walked back in the room, throwing himself down onto his couch, “why’d you freak out last week?”

     “It’s, uh, nothing,” you said, “don’t worry about it.”

      He frowned, “it was enough to make you panic, dude. You can talk to me about it.”

      You avoided looking at him, looking back to the book in front of you, “it’s nothing. I don’t want to talk about it, Michael.”

     “[y/n]-”

     “Fuck, Michael, why do you care?”

      He shrugged. “Just do.”

     “Maybe you shouldn’t,” you snapped, “I’m no one you should worry about.”

      It grew quiet and he just stared at you. He didn’t seem to hold pity for you, at least none that you could tell, but just... a sense of familiarity shone through, as if this was too close, too real, too him and you closed your textbook quickly to drawn your attention away from him. You stood, popping joints back into place before grabbing your book and your keys and looking back to him.

     “I’m sorry-″

     “Don’t be,” he said quickly, “just...” he sighed, “text me whenever.”

     “Yeah. Sure, whatever,” you stepped away, “maybe we can work again sometime later.”

     “Yeah.”

      It grew awkward.

     “Later, Michael.”

      And you were gone.

      [y/n]: hey dude

      [y/n]: i thought i should say something idk why but i just have a feeling

      [y/n]: sorry i snapped at you earlier

      [y/n]: i don’t hate you or anything in case you thought that???? i’ve just been through shit

      Michael: you can talk to me

      [y/n]: nope

      [y/n]: can’t

      [y/n]: you have to unlock my tragic backstory first ;’)

      [y/n]: see you tomorrow

      [y/n]: night.

#bean writes things #be more chill #bmc #michael mell #be more chill x reader #bmc x reader #michael mell x reader #wes is now officially my oc i literally made him up just for this but #guess he's my son now.

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okay so i don’t have any icons on my new laptop,  but i’m in a Mood (tm) so get ready to read some gross shit. bc i love you all sm. 

@wrathbinded // you’re okay i guess, babe. lmao. but honestly, you’ve been with me for 7 long, stressful, hard years. you’ve helped me get through a lot of shit, && i hope i’ve done the same for you. i love you more than anything, && i can’t wait to get married && move to cali <3 i know shit is stressful rn for you baby, but i’m right here && i got you <3 

@shokans  // you are honestly the sweetest, most amazingly talented person ever like ? i feel so blesst and honoured to have met you on this hell site. ilysm, && i really appreciate you as a person like.. idk. you're just really easy to talk to. also don’t get me started on your writing 90% of what takes me so damn long is just trying to....match ur shit LMAO. you deserve happiness, so treat yourself right okay bby?  xox

@whiiskerisms // DEVIN!! i’ve known you for TOO FUCKING LONG ! omg. idk what it is abt me that gives off this vibe of not being willing to talk to ppl or w/e but like... i hate that abt me lmao. because honestly anytime you tag me in anything or send me a message, my HEART!!! FLUTTERS!! you’re, to date, one of the only like. 3 naruto blogs i’ve rped with, && always my main on any blog like. sorry i didn’t ask lmfao. that’s just how it is. i love you with all my heart, like ??? you’re so precious to me, i just wanted you to know that. 

@edosannin  // kRIN!!! my irl bff && roomie!  i can’t get over how adorable you are like. you’ve honestly got some nerve. there are like. 5 ppl on this planet that i trust w/ my dogs ok && ur one of them. i know they’r the worst, but you’ve always had my back && are always willing to help out like. that’s so beautiful? you’re so beautiful? i want to smooch ur face come home from work RIGHT NOW so i can give you a smooch. 

@firebred // amy is the yang to my yin. we are absolutely the same human being like. some bitch got lazy && copy / pasted us in two different countries lmao. okay but honestly, you’ve always been there for me. i can’t thank you enough for being such an amazing friend. even if we go MONTHS without talking, i know you’re always right there. i never feel like i’m annoying u bc tbh if i was, u’d tell me lmao. ily so much && i can’t!!! wait to see you tomorrow omg!!!!

@kyougi // my sweet bean.... ducky wtf. you’re amazing ? our discord threads give me LIFE like. when we started rping that Good Shit i was so. flustered like...? how do you write like that, i’m so.... SHOOK lmao. you’re also irl the most talented person ever like. you’re so down to earth && i love that in a person like. how do u...do u like. can i have a lesson, you’re just so..comfortable. you know what i mean? i feel comfortable coming to you to shout about shit && which is really rare for me lmao. i always feel like i’m annoying ppl rip xox thank you sm for being wonderful <3 ily

@fugiri  // WE NEED TO RP!!!! you’re a treat && a real treasure to talk to like. i have been lowkey admiring you from afar until recently && like?  fuck my anxiety, you are ? a total sweetie like. you’re so funny && energetic when we talk like.i love your enthusiasm, i wish i could... do that lmao. why are all my babes so talented && sweet tf did i do to deserve you..... sigh..... also that thread we plotted for ita && sakura? giving me Life rn in this trying time lmao.

@raikodai // holy shit cali. i feel like every time we talk in group chat we just? highkey jive like.  you know what i mean? honestly i love talking to you sm. your blogs are always SO BEAUTIFUL LIKE ???? i really wanna talk with you more, && maybe plot out some stuff because i’m a weak bitch for you ok. my actual love. dog daddy..... we are connected, remember? LMAO. we’ve had like one 1-1 ooc convo && im not over how we were dealing w/ the same shit at the same time lol. 

@redfangcd // niju, like. when i can jive abt dogs w/ someone.... i know it’s Real lmao. sorry, you’re stuck w/ me now. thank u sm for putting up w/ me && like. letting me take 100000 yrs to reply to you w/o making me feel bad about it like? i’ve always been really bad at keeping contact w/ ppl && i really appreciate that like...i don’t feel like you hate me when i take a week to send you two words RIP. you’re an amazing mun && a fantastic writer. thank you so much for everything in general <3 ily !!

      * final note, i love literally everyone on this list so fucking much. you’re all amazing, beautiful people && i cherish all of you so fucking much. thank you for making me feel welcome && at home <3 

#holy shit this is long. #im really sorry if i forgot anyone i just woke up ;o; #┊░ ᵐᵃᵐᵃ ᶰᵉᵉᵈᶳ ᵃ ᵈʳᶤᶰᵏ ┊ ⌈ OUT OF CHARA. #positivity. #long post