#ana's dumb thoughts

[ananicoleta]

i have two moods. the "i want to decorate my house in the victorian style, with heavy, luxurious furniture that have ornate carvings decorating every inch of it, trinkets resting neatly in see-through cabinets, beautifully-shaped vases filled with flowers, porcelain tea sets, 19th century paintings on my walls, a wooden canopy bed in my chamber and cushoned chairs in front of a marble fireplace" and "i want a futiristic house, decorated with modern art, abstract paintings, oddly-shaped statues laying around, the walls, the cabinets, the cupboarts are painted by me and they have whatever models I want and the ceiling in my room shows a starry sky (also painted by me), that glows in the dark".

#rant #ana's dumb thoughts #rambling #victorian decor #modern decor

[vvvampiredoll]

I was cursed with being wide 🥹

#bd/sm brat #bd/sm community #bl00d kink #bratty #bunny girl #cnc brat #degredation kink #dumb bunny #praise k!nk #st4rv1ng #bd/sm bunny #starv1ng #ana bllog #anatumblr #ana buddie #ana rexx #tw disordered thoughts #disordered eating mention #eating disoder trigger warning #subby bunny #masochist sub #wlw post #needy princess #choke play #puppy sub #dumb puppy #dumb slvt #dumbification #feminization kink #bisexual

[evansbby]

ransom and marta should’ve fucked at least once idec

#‘but it’s a murder mystery1!1!1!’ shut up #‘but the two leads don’t always have to have a romance’ shut up #it would’ve been so hot #enemies to lovers 🥹🥹🥹 #orrrr enemies who ARE lovers #honestly the mystery would’ve been solved so much sooner if Marta fucked ransom and made him fall for her #his dumb ass would’ve then exposed himself #ajsjsjsjajak #my thoughts 💭 #Chris evans #ana de armas #knives out

[paperscarlet]

what if i finally reach my ugw and it turns out that i have an ugly bone structure………..

#all that hard work just to look dumb as hell #i would actually k1ll myself #if my ribs aren‘t beautiful i literally don‘t want them #tw ed vent #an0rex14 #disordered eating #disordered thoughts #ed rant #ed vent #tw ana thoughts #tw ana vent #tw ed rant #eat1ng d1sorder

[ana-bananya]

I NEED IT I NEED IT I NEED IT I NEED IT I NEED IT

#she looks so sassy i love her #this is probably how she stands and looks at caleb when he says some dumb shit #i don't have access to internet again rn so my bestie has been sending me pictures of the charms #but rest assured when i am able to play i am speeding through that rift so i can unlock the premium track with the same 1000 cells I've been #recycling for the last 2-3 years #she will be mine #also her and carmina's outfits are so pretty #I've actually thought about playing Carmina again so unlocking that outfit might be the incentive i need #I'm a spirit main but i did play carmina for awhile after she released and got pretty good at her but then i stopped playing her #her crows were so much fun but I'm not as good with them as i used to be #trying to learn a new killer is always a battle with my inner gifted kid #ana rambles

[lifesver]

it's the way rae and i decided connie hated leland's dumb ass when they first met and their friends had to mediate and then he kept trying to make a good impression and eventually she was like boy you are so cringe. we're cool now.

#they're funny they're messy they're later inseparable #i always thought mb leland was friends w ana or maria first #and julie! and then meeting danny through julie #and someone had to be like. no look. he's just. he's just our dumb ex-frat loverboy. we like him

[coralinebonez]

My toxic trait is eating the most unhealthy food but leaving/ throwing away the last few bites to feel good about myself

#dumb #ed but not sheeran #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #disordered eating thoughts #th1n$po #4norex1a #i want to be bones #i will be thinner #tw ana relapse #tw ana shit #4n4r3x1a #not promoting #edblrr #ed sheeran #ed sheeren

[heuristicallyinclined]

Random Alternian thought, but since animals and lusii there seem to be all/mostly white as the norm, their equivalent of an albino animal would be one we'd consider to have "standard" coloring.

#ana talks #hiveswap #homestuck #inconsequential lore but I think it's neat #looking at the flip or inverse of dumb little things #also weird biological thoughts because if white coloring there reflects sunlight then other animals could be more susceptible to their sun #could be a fake reason they came to be that way

[hypershocked]

if you were wondering who my faves were …

#this is so dumb #but i just had a heart locket laying around and i thought it’d be funny to put endgame and hypershock in #part of me wants to just leave it in public for someone to discover #ana talks bots #anyways i’m Normal #and ignore the anime blush that hypershock has on …

[yikesforever69]

why cant i do the easiest things?... i feel so dumb

#dumb #depressing shit #ana #4n4 thoughts

[vvvampiredoll]

I want to look sickly thin but I can't. Stop. Eating

there has to be something wrong with me, I can't even go a day anymore

Im such a disgusting pig, I need to starve again

#starv1ng #ana bllog #anatumblr #ed behaviour tw #tw restrictive ed #ed relapse #tw disordered thoughts #tw ed but not sheeran #tw 3d vent #tw thinspi #tw ed sheeran #eating disoder trigger warning #tw eating issues #bd/sm community #bd/sm brat #bunny girl #cnc brat #degredation kink #bratty #dumb bunny #praise k!nk #st4rv1ng #bl00d kink #starv3 #degrade and humiliate me #humiliation kink #@na motivation #hard k1nk #i wanna lose weight #i wanna be tiny

[tree-gutz]

I just saw a blog where the last post was a suicide note, they haven't posted since and I don't know who they are, I've never seen any of their posts before but it made me feel so overwhelmingly worried and sad for them. They were struggling with anorexia.

I want people in my blog to know that there's always more options, more chances, more ways to get out then that. Of course suicide is an option and people who say it isn't are idiots but, there are more options, even when it doesn't seem like it. I don't know who you are and if you're here chances are you're in a very dark place so just know you're loved by this random 18 year old guy on the internet, who would be very sad if you died and wants you to know there's more then one choice and you matter or you will matter if you give yourself the time to heal.

Even if this is futile, the chance that it could reach someone who needs it is good enough.

We can ways begin again -jack kornfield

#i know this is sappy and dumb #dont come at me telling me this wont help anyone #i get it i know i cant stop anyone #ive just been there and that post really hit me where it hurt #ive talked too many people off of ledges #ive talked myself off too many ledges #i jsut needed to put something positive out there #even if this is a fucking anorexia blog #tw ana thoughts #ed mention #tw vent #tw suicide #vent #tw ed in the tags #tw #tw mental health #tw suicide mention #tw: ed #tw sh #tw sui ideation

[noonebutalone]

I want to have a anOrexia ed sooooo BAD!!!

Im chubby/fat always have been and always will be and I. Don’t. Want. It!!!!

Like i want a flat stomach, skinny arms and thighs, AND NOT BE OUT OF FREAKING BREATH BY JUST FUCKING STANDING!!!!

Im not even heavy heavy 😭😭😭

I could have gone 24 hrs of fasting have I not eaten.!

#anor3x1a #fat #ana #chubby #not skinny yet #skinny #writing #fasting #dumb #an0rexic #ana rant #tw ana thoughts #tw ed #rant #binge #binge eating #b.e.d #overeating

[beautifulfixations]

I miss my ex so bad. I hate every ounce of my being for sabotaging our relationship. He couldn’t handle my obsessiveness and with me having bipolar I just have no other way of functioning. I would have walked to the ends of earth and died for him and I still would. Not trying to make him sound bad. We tried for so long but I was being toxic with my obsessive behaviour and all I want for him is true happiness. But unfortunately that means it has to be without me. And that breaks my heart. I love and miss him eternally.

#feed me the morphine to kill my pain #I’ve relapsed in my eddd and the pills as well #if I can’t be mentally appealing at least I can make myself physically beautiful and someone will be able to tolerate my dumb ass #why can’t I be normal #I love too hard 😭 #venting #tw ed relapse #tw ana thoughts

[nachtnabelle]

i fucking binged today and im sick so no fasting ! screw this my bp normalised brain so fucking stupid

#disordered eating thoughts #im so used to bp that i forgot i was doing mainly fasting #its NOT okay #those cals wont come off even if i thr0w them up #im so DUmb #tw ana diary

[notasaint]

and i think it's for myself, because it is right? that's what i've always said. nobody else has noticed so it must be? but why do i want them to, why does it hurt that they don't?

#my dumb shit posts #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #tw ana trigger #@na vent #tw ed diet #me #tw ana diary #tw ed sheeran #ed not ed sheeran