#and 2. i'm so lazy. and i procrastinate so hard

[sleep-nurse]

MAKE A PROPER HIMA REF MAKE A PROPER HIMA REF MAKE A PROPER HIMA REF MAKE A PROPER HIMA REF MAKE A PROPER HIMA REF MAKE A PROPER HIMA REF

listen i will one day..............one day......(doesn't do it

#asks #tbh i never end up doing it because 1. i'm too busy with school and other shit #and 2. i'm so lazy. and i procrastinate so hard #god yall sent a shitton of asks wtf 😭😭

[noxtivagus]

prac res....

#🌙.rambles #i'm so bored #i shld just finish this assignment but it's hard to get it started #when i'm not interested in it 🥹 #once i get in the mood for it though i do well nmn #just like the past few years in hs #i procrastinate so bad tho 💀 #i have uhh 3 more hours #for my last assignment due today #3 more tmrrw #2 on friday #idk the balance of my strengths is weird #bcs ik i'm better than average than most students #i'm good at research if i wasn't so lazy at times #i'm not the fastest in math as in advanced lvl but math is mostly effortless for me #chem is msotly easy too. most of my mistakes r just overlook on my behalf #writing is more of my strength compared to calculating even tho i'm good at both #i have a good creative sense as well #my memorization too #yeah all round facts say i'm good n smart but goddamn my mental health fucking with my study habits #i'll finish this in 2 hours hopefully #this week n next week will be full of reqs #after that tho i can rest ! n then sembrrak on my bday hehe #one thing that sucks imo is that bcs of the pandemic #it feels like there's so much less i'm able to learn lmfao #i think being alone for too long really fucked up my health so #i'd probably still be as responsible as i was back in middle school if i had support #i'm just disappointed in myself #i still perform academically better than majority of my peers but idk it doesn't really feel like it #these past few years have been hard

[arisuworld]

—ONLY YOU CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE—

DISCLAIMERS:

1. Strong language (i swear a lot), sarcasm ahead, tough love typa shit. This is meant to be helpful and reassuring but I'm not going to treat y'all like you're made of sugar and talk like I'm from 50 years ago. Deal with it or not.

2. English isn't my first language. So, there can be many grammatical mistakes.

Yes, you read it right. Only you can change your life not your favourite goddess blogger then WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU ASKING THEM TO MANIFEST FOR YOU? GURLLL REALLY? DO YOU THINK THEY'RE ABOVE YOU? DO YOU THINK YOU'RE LESS OF A GOD JUST BECAUSE YOU'VE NOT ENTERED VOID YET? GURL, you have your whole life ahead you. If you will let some limiting beliefs hold you back from achieving the things you deserve, then that's it. It's done. You're never going to get your desires or desired life and YOU WILL HAVE NO ONE TO BLAME BUT YOURSELVES!!

Now now, do not come for me. I said what I said and I mean it 100%. (And I'll prove it below)

Tell me honestly, why haven't you manifested your desires by now? Why? What's the reason?

— LACK OF PERSISTENCE? LACK OF DISCIPLINE? LACK OF FAITH? OVERCONSUMPTION? PROCRASTINATION? LAZINESS? LACK OF DETERMINATION? INABILITY TO ACCEPT A FAILURE?

So now, who's fault is that? Start taking accountability for your procrastination and lack of persistence. Because if you won't, then you will not be disciplined enough to achieve your desires.

All i want to say is— TIME WON'T STOP FOR YOU! Rather than wasting your time thinking about how others are lucky to enter void at their first try, start affirming and PERSIST IN THEM, BELIEVE IN THEM!! BECAUSE SWEETHEART LISTEN— L I F E G O E S O N ! ! ! STOP WASTING YOUR LIFE LIKE THIS!! AND START WORKING YOUR ASS OFF. and by working, I do not mean to go and start taking action in real life, NO.

1. Make yourself a routine (which is what I'm doing for you right now but anyways). Listen to subliminals or listen to brown, white noise or litteralyyy any music (yes, you can also listen to your favourite song which calms you down). Just anything to calm you down, to relax you, to put you in a good mood.

2. Start AFFIRMING and do not let negative thoughts take over. (Once you start affirming, leave the old story behind because GURRLLL THAT'S NOT YOU ANYMORE!! ALWAYS PERSIST IN THE NEW STORY) You can either do a challenge (like 10k or 20k affirmations) or just affirm robotically for 10 minutes every hour. Saturate your subconscious mind with good and positive affirmations.

3. You can also do the self hypnosis thingy by konniesreality (it's optional)

4. Also, do any meditation or Yoga Nidra at anytime of the day you feel comfortable (It would be better if you do it right before entering void). In my opinion, yoga nidra feels much better (ALSO, DID YOU KNOW THAT YOU CAN ENTER VOID WITH YOGA NIDRA MEDITATION? HEHE) It will clear your mind in minutes. It also relaxes your body. But everyone has different choices, so do whatever feels good for you because that's the major point.

5. At night, set the fucking intention and just go for it.( You can do any method which seems suitable for you) YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE!! TRY TO PUT SOME EFFORTS ONCE IN YOUR LIFE GOD'S SAKE. IT CAN IMPROVE YOUR LIFE OVERALL SO MUCH.

I'm rooting for you baby, I know you can do it. You just need a little hard push and that's what I'm here to do. So listen to your desires and most importantly, listen to yourself. You can do this!!

Good luck y'all <3

{Ps : Idk why but i really love making these rude toxic motivational posts I'm sorry 😭}

#law of assumption #loa #loa blog #loassumption #manifestation #manifestation blog #manifesting #void state #manifesation #void #get motivated #get it #manifest it #motivateyourself #motivation #motivational #law of assumption blog #void concept #self care #self concept #10k affirmations

[jjwho]

Who is your Next Lover

Pile 1. Pile 2

Pile 3. Pile 4

Pile1

Cards pulled out: Five of pentacles, ten of pentacles reversed, seven of wands reversed, three of swords reversed.

Okay pile oneee

Oof so what im getting is that your person might feel left out in the cold, having it ruff especially if its financially, maybe their parents are divorced because of financial issues.

This person really genuinely has it ruff, like they mightve unexpectedly lost a lot of things, like family and espically money, I'm seeing a scene of being in their parents debt and repaying their debt.

Shame man and I see them always surrender so easily and just saying yk fine I'll pay for their debts even though they should. I feel like this person is trying to stay optimistic

This person is someone who has it really ruff but still smiles yk. Hides the pain through a smile and just tries their best and stays optimistic even though the circumstances are bad. I do feel they are trying to ket go of pain and grief but shame man you should take care of them😭🥲

Physical traits:

-Might look German, Dutch or Afrikaans or raised there

-Dark skinned

-Youthful appearance

-Doe eyes

Awww so innocent. I hope that helps you pile one. Just know this is a general reading si nit everything is gonna resonate

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Pile 2

Cards pulled out: Revered- King of pentacles, death, ten of swords

Upright- The High Priestess

Okay pile 2 so uh

This person might not have the best background or past, cause this person might of been very unstable with money and just an unstable person. May come off as cold and rude and greedy. Now they also have a fear of change, they don't want ti change their old habits for some reason. Or didn't want to.

Now maybe they are trying ti change that now, but it takes a really long time for a man or woman like that to change so yeah. Just live your life and don't stay with this person if they aren't gonna treat you well.

They also might come off as mysterious at first or they have a thing for mysterious people and this person really has a thing for desire like he can't control himself and just takes and tales that's what im getting.

(Sorry very toxic masculine energy that's why I called it a him.)

Physical traits:

-oop they may appear to be more feminine, but personality might be masculine

-They have nice nails

-Curvy

-Asian(Asian also means Indian people)

Okay hope that helps pile 2222

Byeee

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Pile 3

Cards pulled out: five of cups,ace of pentacles,seven of cups, seven of pentacles revered

Okay pile 3 sooo

Your next lover is giving me daddy boss vibes

Like this person gots lots of money and opportunities and shit, but idk this person is always focused on the negative, this person is a workaholic doe

This person just needs to set their mind straight, like this person might have a kit of set backs or procrastinate or put their decisions on hold which they shouldnt cause.

Money.

If yk what I mean.

But that's really all that I'm getting tbh, they might a little lazy too when it comes to live, not too experienced in it and enter really been in love. To focused on work yk.

Physical Traits

-They got abs-

-Freckles

-Strong arms

-summer aesthetic

Damn they work out. Hot for uuu

Okay byeee hope that helps pile 3333

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Pile 4

Cards pulled out: eight of pentacles, the devil, judgement, ten of swords reversed

Okay pile 4 so uhm damn

Uh

So you might know this person from work, might be a new worker, they work really hard and might attract a lot of the higher ups. They're confident in there work too, now they might be a bit of a sexual person who's a bit obsessive and yk very sexual and naughty ooop. Yeah yeah. Like a dark but attractive aura. Pure and cool at work but sexy and whatever around outside yk yk.

Some who likes fairness though. Very strong taste in justice. And someone who stands up for themselves and other yk yk.

Sexy, hardworking, good morals, sexy again.

That's all that I'm getting tbh

Physical Traits:

-Doe eyes

-Light skinned

-Brown eyes

-they might not smell the best tho-

Hope that helps byeee

#free tarot #tarot community #pick a pile #astrology #intuitive readings #pick a pile reading #pick an image #psychic readings #tarot deck #free readings

[somethingusefulfromflorida]

They're here!

The geometry workbook is by a different author, and the pre-calc workbook has a different co-author, but all the rest are matching sets.

My plan is to go back to school next year to get a second bachelor's degree in astrophysics, a dream of mine that I abandoned in my freshman year because I was lazy and depressed and burned out. I eventually graduated with a BA in English, which is by far the greatest regret of my life. After 4½ years of doing nothing but complain about it and wallow in what could have been, I decided last month to get my ass in gear and commit to the field I originally intended back in 2014.

It's been 9 years since I graduated high school, and I've forgotten pretty much everything beyond simple geometry and a vague awareness of trigonometric functions (I've retained no calculus whatsoever). If I'm going to pursue astrophysics, I'm not only going to need to relearn all this math, I'm going to need to master it. I can't just eke by with a passing C, I need to know every subject backwards and forwards while blindfolded. I already have the pre-req credits to get into the advanced math and physics classes for the major, I just need to refresh myself. I was able to pass trig and AP calc and physics back when I was a punkass teenager, I'm sure I can do it again now that I actually give a shit.

I procrastinated all throughout May because I didn't know if I had it in me to master seven courses in one year, but the workbooks all arrived this morning and now I'm feeling a lot better about my chances. Flipping through algebra 1, I've encountered nothing but softball questions like "which is bigger, -5 or -2?" and "find coordinate (1,3) on this graph." I have no doubt in my mind that this is going to be an absolute cakewalk. Like riding a bike, it'll all come back to me as I work my way through it. I can knock out algebra 1 in a few days, two weeks tops, but I'm less confident in my latent geometry skills, so the cakewalk will serve mostly to temper myself for the challenges ahead. If I jumped right into the hard parts, I'd get overwhelmed and give up like I my first time around, so I need to start small.

I'll be deriving and integrating in no time!

#math #my plan #algebra #geometry #trigonometry #calculus #trig #precalc #calc #high school #college #university #wish me luck

[qrevo]

Milgram Prisioner Covers Prediction List

So. I've been listening to some of DECO's older songs these past few days, some of which I hadn't heard before, and I wanted to try and take a shot on future Milgram Covers! (this list will be so wrong i'll be ashamed of this 2 yrs from now) (Also like. Don't think this had a 10 month research period. I'm not a professional lyricist or literary analyst guy or anything. I literally did this during the weekend while procrastinating for uni assignments.) There is a TLDR at the end for the lazy kings (you guys are so real for that tbh)

01 - Undead Alice

I don't really have a reason for it, I really just feel like it makes a good fit. Yeah, the lyrics are about a toxic relationship, but the way the song is written reminds me a lot about Haruka and his negative view about himself (which may become worse after a Guilty vote).

02 - Rabbit Hole

This song is fits so well with Yuno. It really feels like it's mocking love and romance, especially the superficial ones where it's all just "corny" and "cliché", which is really in-line with Yuno's character. Also it would be so good. Just imagine Rabbit Hole with the Vampire cover's yoinky sploinky cartoony sounds.

03 - 118

This one I'm not that certain of, I guess it fits with Futa becoming more aware and remorseful of what he did and ending up spiting who he associated with. Also, I really think it would fit his songs' style of a more rock-punk vibe. Futa's covers are actually kind of hard to predict to be honest, even today I woudn't think about him covering Mozaik Role, but here we are.

04 - Ghost Rule

I'm pretty sure Ghost Rule will be covered by one of the prisioners, since it's kind of a Vocaloid classic (and also really good it will be such a win for Muu-stans if this becomes real). I felt like it goes well with Muu's character, with her acting superior and snobby in school and later becoming a bullying victim, a "ghost", as a consequence. If she covers this, then maybe in T3 she regrets what she did and how she acted?

05 - Cosmic Rendesvouz

Yeah this one came out a few days ago, and is what inspired me to make this list. It's just. Made for Shidou. The mourning? The wanting to reunite with his wife on the after-life? THE HOLOGRAPHIC GHOST-MEMORY-THINGS? So Shidou-core. I know a lot of people pointed this out, but some scenes felt so much like Triage. Anyways, this song screams "I'm Shidou and I'm very sad" in the best way possible. Next.

06 - Zombies

This one is less like a guess and more like a PLEASE I NEED THIS SO BAD. This fits SO WELL with the toxic girlfriend and abusive relationship. Her wanting to be with the lover forever, leading to him passing away, fits so well. Also, Okasaki Miho would simply SLAY SO MUCH.

07 - We The Hostages

Kazui is difficult. A lot of DECO's songs are about bad/distasteful relationships, so I felt like there were a lot of options. I chose this one mostly because the lyrics can be interpreted as a person who doesn't love their partner anymore, and wants to let it all go, as the relationship was bad for both. Also the wife is gone apparently.

08 - Winter Cleaning(????)

Amane is actually the main boss of this prediction list because like. She will cover ANIMAL. I still think it'll be good, actually so happy for the Amane-stans out there, but it was just. One of the most jaw-dropping cover choices from the entire project for me. ANYTHING is possible from now on. I guess Winter Cleaning makes sense if she goes to therapy and recovers from Her Current Behaviour™, as in like, cleaning her mindspace and taking out the bad memories and such, but this is really a shot in the dark.

09 - (Not) A Devil

Another one that's more of a wish than a prediction (and also kind of fanservice-y?). The lyrics are like an angel and a devil on an argument, so it would be cool if we had both Ore-Mikoto and Boku-Mikoto singing as the angel and the devil. Also the song kind of fits his heavy-metal song style.

09 - Theory of Negativity

Aha, two songs for Mikoto! That's because his T2 cover was not revealed yet! Anyway, it's a song about breakups I think (as are a lot of them actually), but the lyrics talk about hating the partner, wanting to change one's self, a lot of self-doubt, and it kind of fits with Mikoto's struggles on having DID.

10 - Reversible Campaing

This is one I'm really hoping for. The style of the song fits her themes and styles so much. I don't think the lyrics fit 100% for her, as they are about (guess it) a toxic relationship (!?!), but so was Anti-Beat and that cover was great so who cares.

10 - Dilemma

Kotoko will also have two predictions! This one is more on the aesthetics of the song and the MV, and also because it can kind of being interpreted as her saying how much justice she did ("Don't play arround, how much I've done for you, you probably don't even want to know").

HONORABLE MENTIONS

-I could very easily switch Reversible Campaign and 118, these songs are good for both Futa and Kotoko -I also thought about Cinderella for Muu, but it came as a song about being insecure, while currently Muu is like. The opposite. -Love Doll would also fit with Mahiru, and her wanting to spend every second with her partner -I was so close to chosing A Bird's Song for Kazui, but We The Hostages made more sense. -Addiction can fit with Mikoto because of the beat, but the lyrics didn't make that much sense in character. -Also I can kind of see Pseudo-Hope Syndrome fitting well for Mikoto

TLDR

I like Milgram a normal amount thank you. Etc etc. Here's the list: 01 - Undead Alice 02 - Rabbit Hole 03 - 118 04 - Ghost Rule 05 - Cosmic Rendezvous 06 - Zombie 07 - We The Hostages 08 - Winter Cleaning 09 - (Not) A Devil / Theory of Negativity 10 - Reversible Campaign / Dilemma

#milgram #haruka sakurai #yuno kashiki #fuuta kajiyama #muu kusunoki #shidou kirisaki #mahiru shiina #kazui mukuhara #amane momose #mikoto kayano #kotoko yuzuhira #milgram cover #milgram prediction #i have never used this many tags i'm sorry if this is rude i've been using this website for like a week? #also this wasn't made to be “the right prediction” i just chose what my brain thought was yummy #qrevo.txt

[artificialgrinder]

I feel like I've lost my passions...

I remember 5 years ago being on a boat, travelling to University. It was night time, no one was around. My Da and sister were up in their cabin trying to sleep. But it was far too early for me to be sleeping. I mean, I was used to staying up late and writing. Because it was exciting. I didn't know when to stop. So there was me, on the boat, in the empty kids play area, hiding in a tunnel to write.

Such a core memory.

Every job I've had - save my current - I'd often write during breaks....and maybe sometimes when I was supposed to be working. I was committed. I needed the world to read the story I've worked so hard on.

Two years ago, Christmas 2022, I woke up at 6AM to write instead of laying on until 8AM and getting up to open presents. And even later after Christmas Dinner, while we were watching movies, I was writing.

I completed NaNoWriMo 2022. It made me excited for NaNoWriMo 2023....

But I didn't partake this time.

I set up my goals, made the projects...but never felt the motivation.

So yeah, I feel like I've lost motivation to write all together. And I don't know if its my executive dysfunction or just general laziness, but whatever it is, I hate it.

I want to see Drag or Die to the very end. Of all the fanfics I've ever written, this one is my baby. I have been working on this story for half a decade now, how can I not adore this stupid story I've created about my favourite Drag Queens?

But I'm just so afraid that I'll leave the procrastination to go on way too long, and by the time Drag or Die 10 is posted completely, I still wont be done Drag or Die 11. And then I'll just let readers down. I know there is not many of you but idc about numbers, it just means a lot already that I even have readers.

You know what though? I was in a job for 2 full years, only to end up getting gaslit daily, so I left. And that was the job I would write a lot in. Then I went to be a housekeeper, so no time at all to write. And by the time I got home, I'd be too exhausted to do any writing.

And now I'm that used to it I just don't feel motivated at all anymore.

So yeah, I blame that bastardin' hotel. lol

On a lighter note, I've started drawing again. So it seems the creative juices are slowly starting to brew again. Fingers crossed.

Also I want to point out this is nothing to do with views or traffic to the fic. When I mean I don't have motivation to write anymore, it's not just Drag or Die. There are 2 other stories too. And like I said, I already love the fact there are people who read it.

Anyway TLDR: I used to love writing but a hotel made me lost motivation.

Advice please?

#vent post #vent #writing vent #drag or die #drag or die au #writing

[selfhelpforstudents]

I find it hard to make out time for studying, and when I do, I tend to space out and get bored. And even when I do study, I'm unsatisfied with the results. Any advice would be much apreciated.

-alivingtragedy

Hi there, thanks for the message!

I totally unterstand you! I used to be the same. I think the only things that helped me were motivation and making habits. That's easier said than done, I know. I struggled a lot with that and it took me years in high school to get myself motivated and disciplined to become a straight A student.

So, first of all, I worked on motivating myself. Why do I want to do this? What will my future look like? What will my future feel like? And most importantly, what will my future look and feel like if I didn't work for a better life? I connected this to self love. Telling myself that I am worthy of a good life, of caring for myself and that I would NEVER EVER let my laziness or low self-esteem get in the way of becoming the best and happiest version of myself.

Driven by this motivation, I literally forced myself with great fierce to NOT be lazy. To always went to classes even though I didn't want to go because I was getting terribly bullied. I allowed myself to bath in this feeling of security and wellbeing that the world of studying provided me with - and worked my hardest. It payed off haha. Discipline also implies that you do not get distracted by thought such as "Oh, I have to go in 30 minutes, so it is too late to start anyway." and then you wait and feel bad because you could have used the time. It is never too late. Even if you only have 2 minutes and you just read a flashcard. Or close your eyes and relax, listen to some music, but NEVER procrastinate. :)

Coming back to your question, I think implementing motivation and discipline in your life might really work! It is definitely always a great character development. And I think that once you improved, you will be no longer unsatisfied with your results. YOU GOT THIS <3

Have an amazing day!!

Love, Sophia

Feel free to follow my Instagram account for some more motivation <3 Instagram

#answered

[toastedbuckwheat]

Hello Buckwheat! I love your use of color and movement in your art. I've seen some pieces float around my blog feed before but today I saw your Ecthelion with the shattered mirror piece and it just really moved me.

I forgot to include in my last ask, but:

1. What medium of art do you enjoy the most?

2. Where do you get your inspiration from? I see a lot of European and Asian influences!

3. Do you have open commissions and if so what are your prices?

4. How long have you been seriously pursuing art and what got you started?

Thanks!

Thank you so much for the kind message!!

To answer your questions:

1. My living space is... Very limited, meaning I need to stick to small formats - at the moment it is all about alcohol markers and watercolour for me, and I've recently started incorporating gouache into my pieces... I used to paint large oil and acrylic pieces and I do miss it sometimes, but to be honest I like the limitations of small formats and the fact that I can quickly bring my ideas into life.

2. East Asian influences are down to my dear @mimimarilynart who also always sends me a lot of references/helps me find things 🥰 for years now most of my drawings have been based on our headcanons and what we are currently into.

Otherwise, I occasionally I throw in elements of Slavic folklore. Since I mostly draw characters, I need to look at historical clothing etc, although admittedly I have been lazy at keeping things consistent, especially as headcanons evolve.

There's obviously a lot of art that I like but in all honesty when I try to replicate a particular style I'm usually unable to😅 due to the limitations of my skill most likely and my brain being all over the place. Same goes for keeping my own style consistent - I allow the theme and the medium to lead my hand. But I guess some influence of Young Poland movement or artists such as Zofia Stryjeńska is engraved in me.

3. So sorry, I have been procrastinating making a new pricelist for two entire years now. Please DM me if you have any commission ideas and I will come up with a quote based on the style and the estimated time needed to complete it 🙂

4. Super cheesy answer but I have been into arts and crafts for as long as I remember. When it comes to doing it seriously - I would say since I was 12-13 and got accepted into art school, something I worked very hard for. Poland has an interesting system of public (free!) art education that allows you to learn multiple art techniques alongside regular school subjects such as maths or biology, and you reveive a professsional diploma upon completion at 18/19. It was tough but taught me a lot. My major was woodcarving and it is my dream to one day resume working in wood.

I hope this long-winded reply makes sense haha, thank you again for reaching out and to anyone who's been sharing my inktober pieces ❤️

[blrbaileys]

Mob Vote and Minecraft Updates in General

*Edit:* Warning - Extensive rambling with no through line or halfway decent structure

Idk, I need a place to put my thoughts.

The original mob vote concept was cool, 4 unique and honestly kinda challenging looking mobs, we can vote on which gets added. I'm actually a fan of Phantoms, despite them being a nusiance to most I think having flying mobs is cool and they should add more mobs that just fly about.

And I actually liked the follow ups where the mobs were tied into biomes because it wasn't *about* the mobs, they were just nice tie ins. But at the point we're at now they have to force us to be excited about the "features" these mobs add and while they are somewhat cool features, they aren't really much in isolation.

The Sniffer could've been much cooler bundled with an extensive update to say, the Jungle or Desert biomes, or an actually interesting archeology update.

Or in the Glow Squid case, its a weird single use feature, they could have easily bundled the glowing sign effect into Glowstone Dust.

None of this is to say adding more mobs is the wrong choice, I think the opposite, we need more mobs which just, don't have features attached.

Ambient mobs, fireflys, birds flying overhead, snakes in the Desert, rats around structures, more variety in the oceans (actual variety, the differnt combos of Tropical Fish are a nice touch, but the mob is the same regardless)

Then as you do updates, you can add features to them where it makes sense, but tying the feature to the mob from the get go and then forcing a vote on it just means less features in the long run. And I'm not unaware as to why they do it this way, the mob vote gets people talking, I mean I'm talking about it right now so I guess I'm not helping but whatever at this point we are half way through the vote anyway.

The chatter, even that against the mob vote conceptually pushes Minecraft into our feeds, even the BBC are reporting on Minecraft LIVE and the mob vote cause its a story now.

I will say on a slightly other note, the whole "modders can make this in one day argument" is kinda flat. Modders usually have to make it for one version in one language on one platform. Mojang have to consider localisation, cross-compatibility, actually conceptualising the mob idea, etc. That's not to say Modders aren't incredibly hard working, they usually are, but if you're looking to call Mojang lazy I wouldn't do it based off just that.

This is already a long af post with little coherency but we're rolling with it.

I think really what I want to see, as a player since like, 2012, is Mojang just to make bolder moves in regards to the updates. I want them to change core gameplay mechanics and just, see what happens. And yeah last time was 1.9 and it divided the community into two distinct parts that exist today but we need something like that alongside 2 new wood types.

In regards to recent/planned changes to villagers and the netherite upgrade template, its clear they are trying to lengthen the "midgame" of Minecraft to capitalize on how most people play (that being they have a 2-3 week fixation on the game each year and then stop) This sucks, don't strech your midgame, extend your endgame.

Add more powerful mobs in a new dimension, make a place where even netherite armour feels like iron. I have no doubt it'd be a nightmare for new players so make it difficult to get to (like the totally-not-a-portal-frame in the ancient citys) make the overall gameplay loop of Minecraft longer.

I'm going to stop here for now, if I'm bored/procrastinating studies enough I should actually format some of these thoughts into something.

Anyway, boycott the mob vote, its unlikely to do anything, they truly don't have to care, but people made posters and played Poor Mans Poison over them, can you really still vote after that?

#minecraft man rambles #minecraft #mob vote #minecraft mob vote #minecraft armadillo #minecraft crab #minecraft penguin #minecraft updates #mojang #minecraft live

[thedeityofstars]

i got off my lazy ass to write this about me

i'm quirky and stuff--have the autisms, anxiety, and probably many other undiagnosed problems, but i assure you i'm a chill person that maybe gets a little too passionate over my interests. i'll also get passionate over your interests secondhandedly if we're friends.

i like writing, i draw once every blue moon, and if you ever want me to not shut up, you ask about my OCs because i have built worlds, and alternate worlds, alternate timelines, several canon/non-canon/poly/yume ships, even alternate versions of characters. these take all of the hard drive space in my brain because i don't write that kinda stuff down 90% of the time and it may be the reason for my memory issues but that's whatever--necessary sacrifice, really

the interests

Arknights

Angels

OCs

Monster Hunter

Splatoon (i am the tri-stringer's strongest fighter)

Etrian Odyssey

Shin Megami Tensei

Xenoblade Chronicles

Gundam (i'm not that deep into it i just like the cool robots and autistic war criminals)

Pokemon Mystery Dungeon

Ace Attorney

Cassette Beasts (i need to stop procrastinating on Pier of the Unknown)

Touhou

Granblue Fantasy

Shipping (yes, as a whole, and i will pair up any characters that i think have even the slightest amount of chemistry)

And probably other niche/maybe not-so-niche indie game/RPG-related stuff that i either don't remember off the top of my head, or there's just too much to write down lest this get Too Fucking Long

the complicated love/hate sorta stuff

Fire Emblem

Disgaea

Whatever the fuck Square Enix is up to

Same as the above but with Atlus

Honestly just any video game company with terrible pricing and nasty business practices

Windows PCs (i am unpaid tech support for myself and my friend group)

the brainrot

Executor (Arknights)

Elysium (Arknights)

Grimnir (Granblue Fantasy)

Percival (Granblue Fantasy)

Temenos, and also Crick because they're dating (Octopath Traveler 2, also I did complete his story--I'm inconsolable)

Owain (Fire Emblem)

Flonne (Disgaea)

Herlock Sholmes (Ace Attorney)

Mikazuki Augus (Gundam)

Melia (Xenoblade Chronicles)

#about #pinned post #i'll probably tidy this up at a later stage

[limi-pie]

About the fic YuTae 'Longing or love'

A/N: Hey guys, I thought I should update on you all on what happened to part 2 of the YuTae fic.

I'm sorry that I'm a gaesaekki (asshole/jerk). I know that I said in the reply/comment that part 2 would come out soon but I'M A LIAR, PROCRASTINATER AND I'M SORRY. My bestie has told me that I should at least update you guys on what is going on - so that I don't keep you guys waiting or expecting something for too long! But something as updating and telling my readers what's going on is such an obstacle for me, because I don't really use social media that much aside from scrolling Tik Tok. 💀 Tik Tok addiction is too big, ngl.

Well the number one reason is I just really haven't been in mood to write tbh, even though I'm horny 24/7 and this fic is spicy.

Like I'm just a lazy piece of shit (me) when it comes to reading and correcting my fucking fics, I just hate it and I don't know how to explain this, I've made it a toxic habit to only write fictions before I head to bed, so when I read or write at evening I get sleeply. and associate writing fics with bed time. 💀

Then when I end up writing it's always somehow between 2-4 AM and I re-read it in the morning it's like gibberish and shit 💀

Like my English isn't English-ing 💀

Why do I always create this fucking evil circle of creating and starting new fics and then never updating them or continuing them? 💀 I'm giving myself the biggest bombastic side-eye and I be eyerolling myself so hard🙄 whenever I come across the thought of never updating or continuing any of my fanfics *coughs* TTORW, *coughs* LAB.

I get easily frustrated, overwhelmed and stressed when certain things don't go my way. I'm sighing so hard as I'm writing this ramble of a note or update. Like once I touch the keyboard I can't fucking shut up.

Second reason for not updating is the fact that I'm fighting for my damn love life and I can't move on! 🙄 My stupid crush from work won't take the fucking hint that I'm fucking into him, that fucking bastard. 🙄 Like I like and love him so much but ain't no way am I going to tell him or convey my feelings to him like that. He really thinks that flirting with me privately at work and calling me by my nickname isn't going to let me know that he's totally into me. (I'm so delulu and I know that. But please shut up.🙄)

He's playing hard to get, then he gets easily jealous when I'm joking around with my male colleagues and he is always on his damn phone that asshole! 🙄 Do I really have to make the first move and tell him that I'm into him? No way! Imagine if I did end up confessing he would reject me because he doesn't feel the same or just sees me as a close coworker.

UGH. FUCK LOVE. HONESTLY I'M TIRED, I SHOULD STAY SINGLE AND NOT BOTHER MYSELF WITH THIS COMPLICATED LOVE LIFE. I NEVER SIGNED UP FOR THIS SHIT. Anyways this song is too real and relatable to how I'm feeling about my stupid crush right now.

내 눈앞의 너를 보면 (When I see you before my eyes) 한없이 작아지는 걸 (I feel so infinitely small) 심장이 멎을 것만 같아 (As if my heart could stop any minute) 난 참을 수 없어 (I can’t stand it anymore)

This is all your fault.

Sorry for my random rant about my love life. If I'm being brutally honest, I think the main reason for my delay and procrastination of writing or continuing fanfictions is the fact that I only write fanfictions when I genuinely want to and have the actual energy to do so.🤷‍♀️

When I do write it is extremely important that I'm having fun or enjoy the time I'm writing. I hate it when my hobbies suddenly or slowly turn into obligations or chores that I 'must' complete.🕴

After all, writing fanfictions is a hidden passion and hobby to me, I don't write to gain popularity or to build a fanbase, I just like the idea of fantasizing, writing feelings, making unsual or exciting plots and and creating fake scenarios within the Kpop fandom. I post what I think would be a fun or entertaining piece of work to read through. I don't write and post fanfics to gain clout or expect 5K notes on each fic. (Not that it is wrong if you write fanfictions for that reason, to each their own💗)

I also like the idea of making Y/N more diverse or unique, as someone who is of South East Asian descent, I like making Y/N Asian or mixed Asian. I love creating chaotic, funny or relatable Y/N moments to my fellow pocs or even non-pocs.

Lastly, I want to say a huge thank you for reading my fanfictions despite the fact that I don't update them. I want to thank you for scrolling/skipping through my fics just to read your favorite parts or certain lines, even if it's for the small parts that you enjoy in my fics.

I highly appreciate the fact that people even come across my fictions. Even if you don't end up reading through the whole thing, I am super thankful for you just taking a look at it or even saving it in your drafts. Thank you for the likes, comments and support for my fanfictions. Thank you for your patience and kindness.💞 

Sorry for rambling, anyways I had to explain myself for delaying my fic and I have probably repeated myself multiple times, sorry. As soon as I've posted this author's note, I will take a look at (Lol aka longing or love) and try to check what I'm missing and try to write on it. Sometimes you just run out of inspiration and that's okay too, but I hate keeping people waiting so I'll look and work on it little by by little.

– Author L. out ✌️

#YuTae Fanfic: Longing or love #Lee Taeyong #Taeyong #Y/N x Taeyong #Lee Taeyong Imagines #Lee Taeyong Fanfic #Taeyong Fanfic #NCT Taeyong #Nakamoto Yuta #Yuta #Y/N x Yuta #Nakamoro Yuta Imagines #Nakamoto Yuta Fanfic #Yuta Fanfic #NCT Yuta #NCT x Reader #NCT 127 #NCT U #NCT127 Fanfic #NCT Scenarios #NCT Writing #NCT Writers #Kpop #Kpop Fanfic #Kpop Fanfiction #Boy Groups

[joonberriess]

Heyy vivi do you mind if i vent a little cause i have kinda no one to tell and your feed seems like a safe place. Okay so currently I'm going through the most depressing phase of my life. Im in grade 12 rn and we gotta give one of the hardest exams in the world next year(we start the prep in grade 11) which is really important for my future. But the school i go to is so freaking toxic. The people, the professor, like everything and everyone is so toxic, they are 2 batches say batch A and batch B so batch A has all the 'intellectual brains' who are expected to crack the exam. I was in batch B first but i studied my ass off then they transferred me to Batch A and idk bro i just feel like an outcast and i got shifted to batch A just after like 15 days after they divided all of us and thats when my life took a turn, i became so under confident and my self esteem just slipped away and it felt like everyone is walking over me, i still studied and studied but i just couldn't score good marks and it just made me lazy and a procrastinator(i still study though not that i gave up entirely) . The students who scored below average are literally insulted and they tell us on our faces that we won't make it and just to make it worse some of my classmates kinda did me dirty many times(not only me but some other people too) and our prof always took their sides even if they are wrong cause their scores are better than mine. Like they are so fucking partial their tone just changes when they talk to us versus when they talk to their favorite students and that honestly breaks my heart. Like we get it you are gonna get your goddamn results from them and i tried too and i remember i used to cry everyday in my room cause it was just unfair and i know life just unfair in so many ways and we gotta face it and overcome our hurdles but its just ...so hard. Like i still remember how happy my parents and i were when they told me i'm going to batch A and now its pretty shit, like this is not who i wanted to become

oh you poor soul, if you want to keep talking about it please privately message me and we can continue if you want. ik it’s hard but if I were you i’d straight up ignore these assholes, your classmates aren’t shit and neither is your professor. hell if anything I bet you you’re one of the smartest in there too!!! we’re all bound to fail and come across stumps here and there but i trust that you r strong and can pick yourself up no matter how hard things seem right now there’s always light at the end of the tunnel you know. your feelings r 100% justified and it’s okay to take a break if you need to, do it for yourself lovely and put your health first before anything :(

[somedaytakethetime]

I'm procrastinating my life and I feel like mush so.. I'm back to my papyrus scrolls of text. Today? The Sewing Beast™

And that is to say: Inspiration Images - The Actual Sewing Time! Let's get cracking and break it down.

I was up until like 2am last night (I have horrible sleeping habits lately) and I came across a seamstress that has the perfect style for what I'm going for currently in my life. And I mean in terms of dresses that is. I've figured out that I no longer care so much if I think I look fat in clothes, because the thing is: I'm actually relatively skinny. I'm not supermodel levels of thin, my thighs definitely rub together and I'm meatier on my bottom half but I'm slender still. I have a perfectly healthy weight now, after a few years of... not so great "eating" habits and being not-so-healthy-weighted let's put it in that softer way. I just feel fat. Due to previously mentioned reasons. So, the way I look in my own head likely doesn't actually match the way I look externally. And that's hard to move past and let go of. I would like to look a certain way, but realistically I'll never manage to sustain that, I tried and it's just not possible for me. And with that that's all I'll touch on that subject, so refocusing on the problem at hand: I sort of strongly dislike the look of me in the mirror BUT you know what I dislike even more? BEING UNCOMFORTABLE! I can't stand feeling like I can't breathe when I'm wearing something, or feeling like I'm pinched and pulled tight everywhere. Which has led me to this current approach for more looser fitted clothing. My plan still includes some more "fitted" dresses but my definition of fitted has changed massively lately. Let's break that down.

I need some of this style of looser fitted smock/babydoll type of dress:

I feel like this sort of style will be so comfortable in the clammy days of summer.

My new definition of tighter fit is this:

I'm not a huge fan of the longer sleeves on the wrap dress and the buttoned dress, but I could easily change that. As for something that I like the look of but is a bit more whimsical (so it still fits my personality):

Longer dresses (and skirts) that are flowy and have slits because I think that would balance out how short and stumpy I am. Rompers and dungarees because... girl.. I love a romper and a dungaree okay?? And granny prints. Still want to cosplay your nan's couch, yes I do. (all the photos above belong to Janelle at Rosery Apparel)

The overall look for daily wear dresses would be: comfortable, simple cuts and easy, quick makes (I'm making everything myself so.. need to take in consideration my own laziness). Smock dresses, wrap dresses, and sort of 90s flower child inspiration going into it.

Now let's get into skirts because those are super simple: mini pencil skirts and mini a-line skirts. That's it. That's my new aesthetic. For a woman that hasn't shown a knee to the general public in nearly 8 years? This is ground breaking. Let's look at images because I'm visual.

(links: image 1 and 3 are ill gotten from Pinterest, image 2 belongs to Maja, image 4 belongs to Stephanie, image 6 ill gotten from Pinterest, and image 5 belongs to Stacie)

Easy peasy, super simple, quick to make. I own a million skirts that need re-fitting. Will have to get to that soon. Send help.

Also to add a touch of fancy, because this is my idea of holiday attire:

(all pilfered from the internet, no sources for these)

Wide legged trousers, a-line flowy skirts, sparkly or silky, sweaters on top. That's the whole idea and the whole look.

As for trousers I'm going simple: high waisted, straight cut or wide legged. I feel better if I have breathing room in my clothes, I feel less like a sausage in a too tight casing. So think:

Also letting the kids influence me and throwing it back to the 2000s when I used to wear:

The Cargo Pant™

I like pockets as a style choice and not so much as a practicality choice, what can I say? yes, I know that cargo pants were "appropriated" from men's workwear, especially factory workers and mechanics that needed all those pockets

I think denim I need very little of. I don't like how denim feels, it always feels so uncomfortably stiff to me. But that could just be because I'm poor so the quality of the denim I've worn over the years might be lacking or something, I have no clue. Linen and cotton wrinkle like hell, oui, but they make such comfortable light clothes.. muy needed in my wardrobe. Other features that my trousers might need: elasticated waists. The front would look totally normally but if maybe I add elastic at the back portion then maybe when I eat they won't be too tight over my stomach. That's one of the bothers that I find with my clothes: I don't like being pinched over my stomach area (which fun fact sits essentially above the natural waist level, and on my body it always feels like it's sitting at actual waist level) when I'm eating or when I've just finished eating.

Looking at all of this that seems about it. I'd add a few fun elements with overalls and rompers because I like one full outfit of pants (a dress is a full outfit, but when it comes to pants you always need a layer on top or you're bazooms out in public.. the fix? Rompers. The downside? Bazooms out when you use the toilet..). I also love the idea of some skorts... now, I know I'm old, but there's nothing that delights my heart more than seeming to be wearing a skirt and BAM! they're secret shorts (or pants, depending on how long you make them) plus as someone that tends to sprawl out when she sits OR sit her ass down anywhere in public if I get too tired or bored (yes, I'm 5 years old why do you ask?) I think a secret short or pant is the perfect solution to not flash my Tweety Bird to the world.. 🥴🥴

#then again if i'm flashing people that's on them because they're the ones looking #i can't see behind myself so if you're looking that's on you #i *try* to make sure no one's seeing anything offensive when i wear clothes but if you do? not on me.. i tried #if my cheeks want to say hi then they're part of the outfit now 😤 #but anyway i think that's about it actually #for clothing at least #granted.... do i *want* to go over coats? oui.. but do i actually *need* more coats? no... 😩😞 #i do need to go over shoes and bags #i wear the things i have and i'd done so for years now (my feet and shoulders are about the only thing that doesn't change) #but... i don't like most of the shoes and bags i own 😶😶 #life would be so easily fixed if i had endless amounts of money... #where's *my* sugar daddy? hum?? 😤😤 #wardrobe planning #Sunny takes a deep dive into the world of adulthood dressing #Re-writing the Old Testament with Sunny (a modern vain tale) #note to self: think accessories too.. and overall styling because i don't know if you're keeping that hair girl...

[fieldnotesandmusings]

ON PROCRASTINATION AND PRODUCTIVITY

It has been a season of procrastination for the past few months. I am feeling very lazy. I can't seem to finish my work targets. It is very hard to find things that spark joy these days. After getting back from abroad, I've gone out for a few times only. I used to recharge by going out before. But I'm too lazy now to make plans. I miss a lot of people but I'm too lazy to even reach out.

I've came across Joyce idea of having an accountability partner because sometimes we can be too kind to our selves and we give too much credit to ourselves to the point that it isn't good for us anymore so we need someone to check us up. That is actually a good idea. But my manager kind of already does that so I guess one is already plenty. Hello to my red flag.

But honestly, I feel like sometimes I just feel overwhelmed. My work requires me to study, analyze and learn new and difficult concepts everyday but I don't have the motivation to do so. I am just too lazy to work on anything. I've got no motivation and I've got no plans. Booyah to myself 2 years ago who's full of spark and joy. Where are you now?

#lifelately #fieldnotesandmusings #werklifeserye #lifeserye

[einsteinsugly]

Eric Forman: A Character Analysis, During and Beyond the Show

Based on @maxgrayarchived's "Are Your Characters Developed Enough?" Originally intended for OCs, but since I further develop the T7S characters beyond the scope of the series in a meaningful way, I'm trying my hand at it.

PS: One question was redundant in Eric's case, so I omitted it. And another was more of a question for couples, so once again? Omitted it.

*****

What does it mean for him to be in love? To find that one person in the world that he can spend the rest of his life with.

What is he attracted to? Redheads, smarts, kindness, and willfulness (but not bossiness). For a long-term relationship, he typically has to establish a friendship beforehand. He longs for stability and security, with an occasional touch of adventure.

How’s his family life? More here (a whole other post!).

How’s his social life? He's really close to Jackie and Hyde, his adopted brother and sister-in-law, and is fairly close to Kelso and Brooke. And Fez, too. He's also friends with Buddy Morgan and Buddy's partner Vic, and Pastor Dan's brother Sam.

What’s his sexual and romantic history? 95% Donna (romantically), 100% Donna (sexually). They dated extensively and had a couple of notorious blips in the 70s (including two breakups and a failed engagement), but they've been back together ever since 1980. They're high school sweethearts, who went to college together, got married, and had two daughters together. Kate and Leah.

What is he skilled in? He's a good shot (partially innate, partially his Taxi Driver phase), he's good at Sudoku (Donna calls it Su-dork-o), and he's an above-average writer (nowhere near the caliber of Donna, though). He's also a natural tutor, and is particularly good at helping others.

How’s his school experience? He wasn't anything special in high school. He did well in history and math, and was an average English and science student. However, he tended to flounder when he was distracted (like in math in senior year) and tended to procrastinate.

But in college, he academically flourished (socially, though? eh), as he fixated on history, one of his strengths. If one can't learn from the past, how can they make a better future?

What are his hobbies? History, photography, videography, and cinematography. Star Wars and Spiderman, and some occasional gaming and comic book reading. And some hoarding collecting.

He's also a proud owner of a sailboat, which he drags his wife, kids, parents, and friends onto sometimes.

Is he an introvert, extrovert, or ambivert? Eric's an introvert, no doubt. Other than Red, he's the most introverted of all the main characters. He's socially awkward, and withdraws into his own cocoon when faced with troubles.

Is he right-brained, left-brained, or balanced? He leans right-brained, but is left-brained if need be.

What are his most prevalent strengths and weaknesses?

Strengths: A strong moral backbone, a big heart, lots of patience, and a good sense of humor.

Weaknesses: Laziness (he's a notorious procrastinator) and stubbornness. He still lets some people boss him around, sometimes, but it's nowhere as bad as it was when he was a teen.

What are his goals and dreams?

As a teen? To find himself, to get out of Point Place. To get beyond just his geeky hobbies, and to find somewhere to accommodate his big heart, his patience, and his strong moral backbone. With Donna and his friends by his side.

As an adult? To find modest success in this crazy, crazy world, to be true to himself, and to wholly defend himself and put all of his cards on the table if need be. With his wife, his kids, and his family and friends by his side.

What are his fears and insecurities?

1. Losing everything. His family, his friends, his line of work (teaching). His backbone.

2. Not being good enough, in his eyes and his dad's, primarily.

What does he believe in? Helping others, diplomacy and democracy over brutality, and finding peace in the world (even if it's hard). And, no matter how corny it may sound, liberty and justice for all.

What would he die for? His family, his friends, and to defend anyone who is in danger. Like a hero. And his belief in a free, open, and peaceful society, if absolutely necessary. He'll stand up, if he must.

#that 70s show #that 90s show #eric forman #eric and donna #donna pinciotti #steven hyde #jackie and hyde #jackie burkhart #michael kelso #kelso and brooke #fez #leah forman #kate forman #my essays