#and I hope I somehow heal of all of that

[beau-rebloga-coisas]

It isn't fucking fair that I got out of this looking like a old rag and the other person actually became a better person

#bernardo talks a lot #like yeah probably it's my fault #I shouldn't coddle them so much #still #i am mad #the reason they're sad is because I am leaving #the reason i am destroyed is because three years worth of emotional abuse #like yea sorry u gotta bpd and did awful stuff to me because you're mentally ill #but you did change #you did #you changed for the better by the cost of my mental health #i hope the next eprson you meet to be awesome and you two to have a good time because now you know how to be with sometone #i really do #and I hope I somehow heal of all of that

[fuwaprince]

🌟 Calling ALL Compassionate Souls! 🌟

PLEASE READ CAREFULLY

In the heart of my local community lies a sanctuary of hope. A haven where lives are transformed and futures are rebuilt. My dear friend's family home, which has been a beacon of kindness and generosity for many (myself included), is in jeopardy. As in it could be lost FOREVER in 1 week! For good! Countless souls of every background have found solace within its walls and were guided back to stability and success. Now it all faces an uncertain fate... unless, we come together to make a difference!

This is not just about saving a house; it's about preserving a legacy of compassion and support. Every dollar donated, every share, every act of kindness WILL make a monumental difference.

We positivity bloggers/tumblrinas know not to underestimate the power of a supportive community!! 😤 We have made literal fucking miracles happen in the past through our unwavering camaraderie and solidarity. I know we can do it again, collectively. Let's band together, once again, virtual hand in virtual hand, to ensure that this sanctuary of hope continues to shine brightly for those in need. Please! People deserve safe spaces... that aren't just virtual.

Please lend your support and spread the word, and together we can make a difference and ensure that this sacred space remains for generations to come.

Mr. Leonard is a talented man. He is a proud native and the modest master of a few trades. He is a carpenter, a painter, a jeweler, an arborist, a plumber and more... He never charges anybody for his work and, you know, if he did- which he wouldn't, then his contributions to local and overarching communities would have earned him a mansion by now. Seriously, maybe two.

He built this home alongside his grandads. His handprints are on the ceiling still. It's a token of his love and the labor he's willing to put into this home. He is a father, a survivor of many things. When his babygirl passed, he gave all her stuffed animals away to people who needed them. He's the kind of man who feeds his dog and neighbor before his skinny self. This man is such a light and I cry so hard typing this, realizing that nobody rly supports him. He doesn't get the support he deserves. He starves to keep the lights on for everybody here and, only if he's lucky, a friend might bring him fast food so that he has more than cereal to work on. Many people take full advantage of a generous soul like his. He knows this, accepts it and that never stops him from doing what's right and needs to be done. He has saved my life and making this post is the least I could do. He's a grown ass adult but even grown ass adults (like me and all my friends still here) need help along the way.

The oldest resident here is a senior transient with no family and no place to go. Just like Mr. Leonard. And I've met young men as young as 18 with no families come to his home for much needed guidance, for protection from the streets. Mr. Leonard has empowered women to escape abusive marriages through the process of divorce. He helped me escape my tormentors. He has my admiration and respect. He has my support.

Please help my friend. I have known him for a few years now, talking nearly daily, minus the times I go on hiatus. Now he's desperately reaching out for our support. Please don't ignore him. He is the type who never asks for anything. Even when he needs to. I... don't even think he's asking for himself... He's probably asking for all the people that he knows depend on this home to still exist. I rly want him to be able to exist in this home for the rest of his life. To him it's still "grandma's home" but to me it is truly all his. He's the one taking care of it. Please believe me, he is worth the time it took for you to read up to this point.

He is human. Worthy of unconditional compassion, respect and support... worthy of a home- like you and I. And he's happily willing to share his gifts with those who need it, which makes him a hero in this community. 🏡💖

ANYTHING HELPS. REBLOG + DONATE.

SPREAD THIS ACROSS PLATFORMS LIKE WILDFIRE. PLEASE.

IT'S FOR A VERY SPECIAL AND VERY IMPORTANT FRIEND! 🫂💕 PLEASE SHOW YOUR SUPPORT. I AM BEGGING PEOPLE TO CARE. MR. LEONARD NEEDS HUMANITY BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.

THANK YOU. STAY SAFE, AND IF YOU CAN'T, BE CAREFUL 🫂

or as Mr. Leonard would always say: "Whatever you do today, do it well. Don't forget to eat today. You're awesome, stay awesome."

#save the sanctuary #community strong 💪 #please signal boost and help #i rly should have helped Mr. Leonard sooner!! i regret not typing this post for him during summer #it took a long time for us to meet but he is truly one of the nicest and most positive souls #he has a dog named karma who keeps everyone here safe #i came here with a bunch of cleaning supplies to clean this place from top the bottom just for the realtor to ask him to leave #he has somehow been allowed to stay here in the home he grew up just by what seems like sheer fucking luck #when his grandma passed he didn't get left with anything no help no family PLEASE #this man deserves to be in the home he grew up in #he still calls it his grandma's #this is their family home #i type this now while being protected under their roof #this place has offered me peace and the people here have offered me so much love #this place restored my humanity #this is the place grief is finally shared and traumas are healed from #people have come from all walks of life #so many people will be out of a home #of hope and of care and of help #myself and karma and Mr. Leonard included #pls pls pls remember me #i have been gone for so long but if we're friends and you're part of the community then don't let the chance to help slide by please #ANYTHING helps even if its $1 #if all my followers donated $1 he would at least have a solid 40K #idk how many more helpful souls we can reach but please reblog if you cant donate #boost #crowdfunding #gofundme #fundraising #donations

[i-wiggle-i-squirm-bc-i-am-a-worm]

Unnecessary discussion about Chat Noir and the Drums

There’s something I love so much about Chat playing the drums in Horrificator. This is something that’s been on my mind since I was 13, so hold on here.

First, obviously, Adrien also plays the piano - which obviously still has a lot of meaning!! - I’m not here to diss on the piano, there’s a lot of freedom of expression in every instrument type and music expression in general, but there’s a reason why some people are more inclined to different instruments, and I think there’s a lot more to it than just sound, but feeling as well. The role you play. How it feels to play it alone vs. playing it with others, if it’s typically something that you can play alone vs. in a group.

So first, the piano, and how I think it relates to Adrien’s character, plus how it relates to those points.

The piano, let’s be real, is something that a lot of us were forced to take lessons for at some point. It’s something that has ties to high society (there’s a HUGE discussion and so much more to say about that, but let’s not go there) and honestly?? I think it works pretty well with symbolizing the obsession with perfection that Gabriel shoves onto him. I’ve known many piano players, and while some genuinely loved playing it, it was always easier to somehow stumble onto someone with a deep hatred for it after being forced into lessons. Whenever I asked them why they hated it, I got almost the same answer every time: “I need to be perfect.” (Along with people saying that they were forced to lol)

Then there’s the role you play. You can play with people in a band, an orchestra, as an accompanist, a duet, at a bar with a bunch of people singing - whatever - music has many forms, and many different connections. But the piano is something you can play solo, no need for anyone else. It isn’t what you can do with other people that I’m focusing on for this, it’s the fact that you don’t need anyone. You can play alone, and it’ll still be fine. You can be alone, and you’re still fine - perfect even - which is something that Gabriel shoves down his throat, resistant to him playing with his friends by touching on this ideology.

Which is a glimpse into how he sees Adrien, and how Adrien experiences life. He can be alone, in fact he’s more perfect when he’s alone. And when other people are added, the attention to his perfection is taken away bit by bit, until he’s not good enough. He has to play solo in concert halls, on stage for everyone to watch, not in the back of a bar, playing with his friends.

Alright, so now we move to Chat Noir and the drums. The main play of this fake essay. 

It would be so easy to just ignore everything and just go “haha, he’s the energetic one, so ofc Ladybug gave him the drums! And they’re an easy instrument to play, etc.” but that’s far from the truth.

Ok, so I’m not a drum player or percussionist in any way, but I am a bass player, and genuinely love the drums so much because they’re incredibly important, and here’s my cheesy analogy: the drums are the heart of the band, keeping everyone on beat, it’s what you feel at the centre of it all. The band is nothing without the drums, without the percussion (The bass is what connects the band to the beat of the drums, kinda like the blood vessels, but sadly this ain’t about bass).  Like do you know how easy it is for a band to fall apart if they don’t have a drummer??? You need a drummer. You literally can’t survive without a drummer, because even if you manage to work together, use the bass as a backing, whatever you try, there’s still not much of a heart left.

But besides that, do you know how hard it is to play the drums??? You can’t just throw someone crazy, or energetic there just because “crazy drummers lol” you need someone who listens. Who can set the beat. Someone you can rely on, because they are the person in control, even if they aren’t as flashy as the guitar player. Reliable is the word that comes to mind. The drums can make or break a band.

And wanna know who that reminds me of?

Yeah. I highly doubt that the writers put this much thought into a random five second scene in an episode of season one, but it fits with Chat Noir SO well. 

Unlike the piano, the drums are almost solely played in a group setting - you need other people, and other people need you - he needs other people in his life, his friends are needed, but they also need him. Ladybug needs him, along with all the other heroes in Paris, whether he sees it or not. He seems to get in a state of thinking he’s not needed, but i do really think he’s the emotional glue that keeps the team connected, the heart that keeps them beating. If he’s isolated, he can’t quite reach his full potential that he can when he’s allowed to be around others, just like they can’t reach their own without him.

But on top of that, I think the stereotypes of the drums actually works in his favour for the next part. 

Breaking free from his dad, and being his own person, letting that fame go and embracing what he wants... well, to some that would look stupid. 

Relating it to music, the piano is flashy, you can play it solo, it sounds impressive, looks impressive, and people won’t think you’re just hitting pots and pans in the garage when you say you play it. But the drums are underestimated, a lot of people think you don’t need much practice, that they’re just the guys who sit at the back of the stage, not doing much, but that couldn’t be further from the truth.

Just like Adrien finally being who he wants wouldn’t be stupid, it could never be stupid, but there’s a stigma. But letting go of his flashy, solo life, and being the heart of his friend group is something that I think makes him truly happy as Chat Noir, and hopefully he gets to be like that as Adrien too.

Like Plagg said, Chat Noir and Adrien are both the real him, and I think the drums capture that perfectly. The heart and freedom, the meticulousness (rather than perfection) and steadiness, those are good qualities of a drummer.

I dunno, I just think it fits.

(sdfghjklkjhgf again I should state that acoustic versions of songs exist, and you can play songs without a drum and it sounds fantastic, but I’m not going into that today. Just talking generalization, and playing in a group setting). 

#I hope I didn't sound like an absolute idiot #lol I don't wanna sound like Luka #this is just a subject I'm really passionate about and mixed with Miraculous it's just sdfghjjhgfd #miraculeakless #him playing drums is something that's probably never going to come up again ever #but in my mind Adrien healing means him taking up playing the drums and I've never dropped this #no really I wrote a fic when I was 14 about Adrien somehow disguising himself and being friends with people and he also took up the drums #I should find it and rewrite it lol #but here I am at 20 and my mind is still on this #and now I work with music as a job so I actually have the proper words to write it all down #miraculous ladybug #horrificator #can't believe I'm digging up a S1 episode but I needed to get these thoughts out #chat noir #adrien agreste #character study #uhhh sorry if this is unreadable #but I did not re-read this bc I spent too much time writing it and I don't feel like going through this again

[abigail]

I don’t talk about the issue with my hand on here because well.. it’s extremely personal and I rarely even bring it up with my irl friends tbh but !!! I’ve made a huge step in hopefully.. uh. healing it, and I feel somewhat confident what I’m doing will actually help me so much.. I hope so at least.. I’ve had this issue for truly as long as I can remember and I don’t think it will ever fully uh.. go away, I suppose.. but the idea of it being better than the state it currently is in just….idk. I could cry thinking about it, happy tears I mean !!! Im trying not to get my hopes up because I’ve tried so so so many things in the past and all have only helped a little bit for maybe just a few weeks but this., it just feels different, it feels like it might actually work.. I hope it works

#i know I’ve been very vague about this but like. yeah.. #I’m hoping if I actually write it out and mention it to people then somehow it will help.. idk.. that’s silly I know but still #anyway please send love and strength that my hand will begin to heal.. even if it never fully heals #as long as it gets better than what it’s currently like.. idk .. I’m being so vague sorry lol #also I’ve had asks before about why I wear a glove all the time - hopefully if this works I won’t have to wear it !!! #that’s likely far in the future though .. it’s a lot to try and heal but yeah .. ok :-) #a

[wayfinderships]

Good evening gamers!!! Just wanted to wish you all a good night! I had a very nice night <3 Also expect some new f/os to be added tomorrow!

#pan rambles #I was on call with my childhood friend and we watched H.aikyuu together!!! #I felt a part of my soul just heal when I heard her again-ajfnsdjsj #My crops are watered. my skin is clear- #Normally in VCs with online pals- I almost never unmute myself #Bc I tend to stutter and get anxious and worry of disappointing somehow #But with my childhood best friend I could be on a call with her for hours and talk with no worries-akfbsjxjs #It's just such a nice feeling to have someone I can confortably calm :> I still stutter but it's less bc I'm not anxious around her #Also she knows my massive Crush on U.kai #There was this one scene with U.kai and we were both completely silent for bit #and I went “I hope you know the silence is me trying to be calm. Internally I am giggling and kicking my legs-” #Also this other moment where we saw U.kai all blushy and I immediately said “I'm sooooo Normal” #I was not normal-afksnfjsndj #But yeah #I missed hearing her sm <3

[hatake]

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#started going to therapy again in the hopes of coping better with my fam situation #but my therapist is pretty adamant that the situation is too toxic for me to be able to heal in #and i know he's right but also i'm not in a place rn where i can leave said situation or have the emotional capacity to try #and having a third party affirm that the position you're in is actually more fucked up than u thought is both validating and exhausting #bc like before i was just like ''my mom is entitled to still be close to the ppl who sexually abused me'' #and was able to just blame all my rage and frustration and hurt on myself #but now that it is starting to resonate that Wait That's Actually Fucked Up #just existing around my mom has become so much more exhausting #& i've spoken to my therapist abt this but i'm venting here bc i'm really feeling it today #it's sounds dumb but having someone explain to u that ur rightfully at ur limit at all times makes it so real somehow #ofc i'm at my limit at all times in this environment most people would be too!!! #i'm just so tired 😭😭 #tired and overwhelmed and tired and overwhelmed #and #ugh

[weirdalfemme]

tbd// last night i fell asleep with no hands pain only to wake up and feel prickling in my fingers and soreness/pain again :| My brace was loose too but woke up with this, i dont understand...augh!!! SO tired of this, its not properly healing in my sleep so it just keeps happening

#i hope i wont need injections in it AUGH #its healing!! but my sleep somehow messes up my wrists all over again #while wearing braces?? AAAAAAAAAAAAAA #im so bored i wanna make art and sew its been a MONTH im losing my min

[srvphm]

oh no the guy you dated for less than a year before having a kid with most of which was spent doing coke and smoking inside is not a good father, the guy who went to prison for crimes against a child, the one you’re completely financially dependant on and have no way to leave, who has physically abused you before and refuses to communicate until he explodes at you, he’s not a very good man maybe. who would’ve guessed, who could’ve possibly seen this coming.

#I love this person I genuinely love my friend #and I would do anything for him and his child #but JESUS FUCKING CHRIST WHY DID HE HAVE A KID WITH THAT GUY #like were the signs not all there????? #I feel responsible somehow #for not idk for not encouraging him more to leave the man who hit him #to please calm down on the baby fever and idk spend a year without trying to kill himself before he has a fucking kid #at the same time that wasn’t my decision to make. it’s his body his choice to have a child #but MAN #he’s in such a fucking bad situation #like his life was never good. he navigated crisis to crisis to trauma and more trauma #but I always had hope that he could make it out. that he’d find stability. health. peace. heal #now I genuinely don’t see how it’s gonna get better #cause he can’t put himself first anymore. he has a child #which yeah ofc he should. thats his responsibility as a parent and he gets that #he’s a damn good father #but . we’re in our 20s we’re meant to have fun and heal from our teenage years #its like he skipped that part to have a midlife crisis right now #I feel terrible I hate his man and I resent his choice to have a kid #and seeing him (my friend) makes me fucking depressed cause all he talks about is how bad things are #but I can’t abandon him #but I also kinda. don’t like to see him anymore. #it just fills me with regrets and rage and despair #and I can’t even really be happy when he talks about his kid and how much he loves him #cause all I see is how he’s trapped in this life now forever #I miss when he’d ask about my life too tbh #all I do is listen and listen and listen to all his problems #and he keeps repeating them like a broken record like he hasn’t told me the same stories a thousand times #my life is easy next to his so I kinda. feel like it’s not my place to interject when he cuts me off to talk about himself #idk man I’m stuck. stuck in his life along everything else. trapped in the mess.

[gatun-gatunesco]

The Reason For Being Sick

- I feel lost, weak, without any energy to leave the bed. I just woke up from my sleep, sweating, with my head unable to think coherently.

I do not want to eat, nor that i have energy to make some food. Did i even have ingredients? Ah, who knows.

The ambient is warm but is awfuly warm and humid. My eyes hurt and that make me cry. My throat is worse, with every word i swallow it becomes harder to breathe.

The one i love is gone, the pressure was immense. I understand the sacrifice in order to survive. Guilt is a poisonous feeling. But why it had to be me, twice?

And now i am telling you this, searching for comprehensive words that can make this hurt less, that can make me trust and have hope once again. I can not believe the depression is making me sick.

- Actually is because you have an infection with fever.

-...

- You are mixing symptoms.

- Well that make sense.

#i have some shots and some pills #hydratation is the hard part because all is warm and taste awful #i will be fine eventually (or so i hope) #however i do miss them and i am worried about them #if somehow you read this “call me if you have a crisis” is a lesson i wish you really learned #maybe in the future we can finish some of the things we leave behind even if only as exs and only online #but for now i will keep my promise and stay away as I need to heal... twice now

[fondcrimes]

how to promote community-oriented politics/lifestyle while also advocating for the importance of being alone and doing things for yourself… I’m always contradicting myself in this way

#I understand that everyone has different thresholds for being alone before they feel lonely and isolated #and self care and healing usually happens communally. we are social humans usually punishing ourselves for craving connection #but it’s so important to treat yourself with the care and compassion of a friend #especially if you’re a creative like yeah creating art/writing by yourself becomes painful if you don’t enjoy yourself #idk I try to have the mindset of being my own best friend and it’s gotten me this far… I feel like a lot of ppl on lrb need to consider this #I’m not above desiring attention but in my heart I know I want to do things selfishly #if I’m making art solely in hopes of attention that means my enjoyment hinges on somebody else #I can’t guarantee on getting the response of others so I have to make art mine again somehow. I have to reclaim my time and my joy #bc I can guarantee that once I finish a piece I will feel lighter or feel more resolved or feel more in love with drawing and painting #I will always bet on myself over others #I have leo placements #also ​instant gratification is kinda ruining all of us lol #I feel like this makes more sense if u had to ‘fight’ for art #but we’re all coming from different povs of courseeee

[none-tadashi-left-hiro]

is what I'm doing working...... am I making so much progress but in a void... Am I just literally sisyphus.....

#i am thinking abt all these Unresolved Traumas I keep trying soooooo hard to resolve #but did I resolve shit #i feel like I resolved a lot of things within me #but like #hating the part where I rely on others to help resolve and heal other things #like what the fuck is that #I am constantly treading water on the concept of accepting my family life is borked #and constantly eternally hoping it will resolve somehow and I'll be fulfilled in that matter

[hollenka99]

YouTube yesterday: Hey btw The Longest Johns just released a song about Horatio Nelson's death.

Me: Cool, excuse me as I stare off into space and think about L'Manburgian soldiers' reaction to hearing about Kiril's dying to withering whenever I play the song.

#regicide au #like yes I know realistically Kiril would be a bit of a controversial figure in L'Manburg #his father (and ancestry in general tbh) represents centuries of colonialism and oppression #like ffs you can't just walk into a place like Pogtopia going 'hi I promise I'm a good Krafta' #when you've had to spend the past few years drastically unlearning all the colonialist propaganda you were fed as a child #anyway Artur is representative of continuing the oppression of an entire people no matter how hard you have to grind your boot on them #while Kiril represents the effort to at least make a start on fixing the mistakes of the past #with liberation in the hopes that will open the door for reparations etc #not that he ever expects to see that because he'll be dead from fratricide #(not to mention shit like that will take generations for the wounds to begin healing so no veteran of this war will live to see it either) #he still wants to do *something* as a way to work towards that better future though #a war of independence sure as fuck wasn't what he imagined but 'the universal language is violence' yada yada #it certainly seems to be Artur's universal language #and Kiril gains an even better image of himself as a general who is willing to fight and potentially die with his soldiers #those under his command absolutely have deep respect for him thanks to how he conducts himself #...and then the withered arrows start flying #people are going to end up talking about how he never let on he was hit himself #he simply visited the affected soldiers in the infirmary some of whom were doomed to die in one of the worst ways possible #then he was gone. just grabbed by his brother so he could be killed in Rayusel (or away from the public eye in general) #rumours are going to fly about all sorts of things pertaining to Kiril's final hours but one thing is for sure #there is going to be grief amongst the soldiers who loved him #'let him die in peace' ...yeah they really are going to hope that somehow he didn't suffer as much as a typical withering victim #god I am just shaking this song vigourously by its shoulders I swear

[dadbots]

Happy holidays / Yule / upcoming traditions. 🖤

#dadbots.txt #its been a rough month so far. not necessarily due to seasonal but overall changes for the better or worst. #While I /did/ managed to recover from my sinuses after 2-3 weeksish. I’m just not doing well still and it’s been a fuck of a rollercoaster. #I’m so tired. again. Just not a great end to this year. But hey - you win some you lose some. And other days to try again #Many adaptations been made but it’s not really repairing anything. Just kinda a bandaid on it and hope the wound heals if that make sense. #& made such a dumb move. But with so many people telling me to wait it out and said thing would change ended up being the exact same. #And I feel stupid for it. I knew better and yet — same thing. Which fuckin blows but okay. Whatever. At least I can’t lie and said I didn’t #- try at all yknow. I mean I did. It’s something. So guess we’re moving on from that experience. And that’s that #My progress is fluctuating like hell and back this year. I expected much and need to figure out what needs to go & needs to stay in my life #- Almost similar to spring cleaning. Whatever goes goes and whatever stays. Well. Stays if it benefits me or improve somehow #Hopefully it’d solve some of the negativity and awful energy going on. Some areas aren’t as easy or possible for personal reasons. #- but sometimes you gotta put your foot down and just do it. Whether that’s one step at a time or one big 360 and hope all goes well. #I need to be more persistent in my life concerning certain things. And others where I just need to learn to let go. Ignore it. Gone. #There’s just so much I need to do. From getting back on track. Working on things I’ve put off for years now. Adapting and improving. #- balance. Control. List could go on and on. But I did what I could this year. A lot of improvement. And while it kinda went down the draib #- after slipping into old habits again - at least I know I could improve in some way. I did it before. It /did/ work b4 longterm episodes #- and that’s worth a lot. Considering it’s something I talked about but couldn’t do at that time. Or just never did. #An accomplishment I had for this year. Now to see what else I can work on.

[toomanysubcultures]

sososososo many things in the chamber holy shit

#im arting away on some marvel ocs #theyre a bunch of “gifted kids” that are besties and somehow are all and they all have powers #the gifted kid part is super important to the themes trustmetrustmetrustme #n theyre like “ooh cool lets become superheroes yippe” #cue silly times and horrific trauma from trying to growing up in the most mentally damaging situation possible :D #its a very silly story #then timeskip theyre all adults n r trying to heal and be better heroes yippee #lots of themes and ideas in my brain that i need to write down #ahflkdsjflaksjdfh i just hope people r gonna like em #miiiiiiiiiiight add some relation to other canon marvel characters #its gonna be its own universe tho not based on 616 #i think ima call it earth-4144

[valentines-virgil]

I think it's really unfair that I am the one to carry the consequences.

That after all the bad treatment and the abuse from people around me, I am the one who got broken. Got depression and anxiety and went to therapy and a clinic and fought with the consequences of what they did to me for years, while they get to live their life like they didn't do anything.

And I end up being the one that's weird, the one that's complicated for having resulting issues, for not wanting anything to do with the people who treated me like the dirt under their shoes.

Why do I have to be strong for what they did to me

#the more time passes and the more I heal the more my emotions change about this #i started at a point where I believed it all was my fault somehow & i deserved it or should've behaved differently #i don't think that anymore #but I still get upset when I heal and rebuild myself that the things I have to heal from shouldn't have happened in the first place #idk its weird #sad #my post #rant #vent #depression #anxiety #yeah #if you relate to this #i wish you all the best #you're doing so good #and I hope that you'll feel much better very soon

[bananami]

A little couple's trivia with Nanami proves that he knows you all too well.

I did use the term wife and she/her pronouns just as a brief cw. The whole thing is just fluff. Nanami is in love with you. That's the whole things.

(I am delulu and in love with this man. Hope this helps us all heal. He is alive and well and no one can convince me otherwise. Also I love including Gojo's dumbass in everything. Also Yuji is a sweetheart and Nanami's son basically.)

"Please?" You're practically begging your husband, who doesn't seem to be budging.

"No."

"Why not?"

"Yeah Nanamin-"

"Don't call me that." Nanami cuts Gojo off immediately.

"But Yuji calls you that!"

"That's different." He glares at the white haired man like he's trying to eviscerate him with just his eyes. "And I'm not playing some stupid game just to prove how well I know my wife." He tries to pay attention to the paperwork in front of him again, wanting to finish it before 5pm. Because there was no way he was working overtime again today.

"Scared?" Gojo baited him. "Afraid I'm gonna ask you a question that's just too hard?"

"Gojo, there is nothing you could ask me about my wife that I wouldn't be able to answer."

A few of the students sat around watching the two go back and forth, inevitably waiting for Nanami to either get so annoyed that he walked away, or to take the bait. They hoped for the latter.

"Prove it! Or you forfeit your marriage."

"That's not how that works."

"C'mon Nanamin, it's just a game." Yuji gives the blonde sorcerer a sincere smile, hoping to lighten the mood and sway his decision just a bit.

"Don't call him Nanamin, Yuji- OW." Gojo is cut off as Nanami reaches over and smacks him in the head with the papers in his hand.

"Don't tell him what to do." Nanami sighs and rubs at his temple. He looks at the clock, then at you. It's the look in your eyes that gives way to his final decision. "Fine. You have until that clock reads 5, and then I'm taking my wife and we're going home."

Gojo wastes no time. "Who is your wife's favorite person? And think before you say yourself because-"

"Itadori. Next question."

"I'm your favorite person?!" Yuji jumps from his seat, latching his arms around you for a hug. It's obvious from the way that you smile and hug him back that Nanami is probably definitely right. You had a soft spot for the kid since you met him, playfully telling everyone that you and Nanami had basically adopted him since he arrived at Jujutsu High. Nanami would probably never verbalize it, but you could tell he felt the same about the boy.

"Ok, ok. Next question." Gojo thought hard before coming up with it. "How does your wife take her coffee?"

"She doesn't drink coffee."

"Yes she does, I bring her some like every morning."

"And she gives that coffee to me because she doesn't like it."

"You're telling me I've been buying you coffee this entire time?"

"I make her tea every morning when we get to work. You hand her the coffee, we trade cups. I don't understand how you've stared right at us when we do it and you somehow haven't noticed."

"Ok, then what tea does she drink?"

"Earl Grey, three sugars, a little bit of milk at the top. She'll say she's ok with English Breakfast or Lady Earl Grey if they're out of the regular. She's not, she's just being polite. She'll drink half and throw it away when she thinks no one is looking."

Gojo groans, not having as much fun as he thought he was going to at the beginning of all of this. "And I just bet you have a contingency plan for when your wife doesn't get her tea, don't you?"

"Of course I do," he ignores the even louder groan from Gojo, "I walk across the street to the cafe that sells her favorite pastries and I buy her five because I know that she'll want to share with her students and she'll try to split one with me even if I refuse. They have teabags they leave out so long as you're ordering something. Earl Grey, always in stock."

"Adorable." Gojo rolls his eyes.

"You're so smart, Nanamin!" Yuji jumps in. "Let me ask one! What's her favorite color?"

"Yuji, that's too easy."

"Yellow."

"Ohhhh, mine too," Yuji says, "why yellow?"

"Because it's-" Nanami stops mid-sentence and looks at the clock, like it will give him an excuse. Almost. "We don't need to worry about the why, that wasn't the original question."

Gojo perks up, clearly realizing he'd struck a nerve. And he was ready to work it. The red dusting across Nanami's cheeks told him everything he needed to know. "Are you embarrassed, Nanami?"

"Shut up, Gojo."

"Or do you just not know the answer? It's ok if you don't, I guess you just don't know your wife as well as you thought you did."

"If you don't stop talking, I'm going to tell everyone about the one time in high school when you and Geto got caught in the-"

"OK!" Gojo turns back to the students and motions them toward the door. "Time to go! Don't you all have something better to do? Go be little trouble makers somewhere. Go TP Yaga's lawn or something. Get out of here."

He'd ushered everyone out except Yuji, who stayed behind to wait for you and Nanami. The boy shyly looked away as you kissed Nanami's cheek before standing up, stating you just needed to grab your bag before you could leave.

Yuji waited for you to exit the room before he asked. "Is it because of your hair?"

Nanami sighs. "What makes you think that?"

Yuji just shrugs. "She loves you. Answers don't always need a complex reason."

Nanami can't help the smile that graces his face. "You're a smart kid sometimes, you know that?"

"That's why I'm her favorite!" His goofy nature is back in an instant. "Can I come over for dinner again tonight?"

"Of course you can."

"Can I stay over?"

"If you'd like to."

"Can I pick the movie we watch?"

"Don't push your luck."

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