#and i hope you’re doing okay

[bonesblubs]

I’ll never get over that it took just one strangers small moment of kindness to change Xie Lians path. All of the suffering he went through, all of the despair, the disillusionment, all not forgotten or even forgiven, but reconciled. All because one person, not Hua Cheng, not family, not his ex friends, not his people, reached back to him when he’d been starting to lower his own hand in defeat. It’s possibly my favorite and most meaningful part of TGCF for me, because for me it stops being about these two guys who were meant for each other and were impossibly lucky enough to have found each other, and becomes a story about a person who had lost his way in his world so thoroughly that he lost himself, only to be found and put back on his feet by that same world that he mourned so terribly. His world stops being a concept of scale of numbers, black and white, good and bad, and becomes about the individual. What he can do to help individuals, the connections he can make with them. Their histories, their names, their faces. Inside each person is it’s own world. He’d been knocked off his pedestal, and the fall hurt to the point of breaking. But now that he’s risen to his feet, he’s able to look all these people in the eye, and they’re so much taller than he’d seen before.

#not art #bones rants #you can disagree this was just my feeling on itttt #bc I feel like we’ve all maybe been in that moment of despair where you’re at rock bottom #and someone somewhere that has no bearing on you offers a small bit of kindness for nothing more than to do it because it’s right #and that despair doesn’t retreat #but now it must make room for the hope that lives beside it #as you grow around both #okay maybe I’m projecting #to delete later

[catastrxblues]

EVERMORE by taylor swift (feat. bon iver) — “and i was catching my breath, floors of a cabin creaking under my step. and i couldn’t be sure, i had a feeling so peculiar, this pain wouldn’t be forevermore.”

my #swiftiegiftexchange2024 for @lovesickallovermybed!!!! 🫶🏽🫶🏽

#HIII HII HII how are you <3333 SO sorry for being slightly to the party but HII #i saw that you are currently recovering from surgery and i‘m wishing you all the best and =a faster recovery 💗💗 i hope you’re okay and #are feeling and getting much better every day 💗💗💗 #i’m your anon swiftie and it was really nice to get to know you!! 🫶🏽 you’re super super talented and your gifs are so so STUNNING #it was such an honor to be your anon for this event and i had such a fun time making this ! #i was SO excited when i saw that some of your favorite ts songs are evermore and idsb. really really sorry i didn’t have the time to make #something for both because my laptop went dead for sometime and i ended up only having the time to make this 😭 #evermore the song is something i hold and cherish deeply in my heart too and it was something that has seen some of the worst of my days #and so i decided to do this song for your gift instead! #i can’t really gif much and couldn’t even try #because my laptop in which i had installed ps in went rip so i decided to make you this #(slightly messy sorryy) scrapbook of my view of the song! i tried to incorporate some of the descriptive lyrics and the objects mentioned i #the song and i hope you like it 😁! #and because i think evermore is also something that IS meant to be incredibly personal to the people that listen to it #i decided to include some photos (+added highlights on every lyric that has ever touched me which is almost everything as you can see 😭) #of some of my journal pages on which i rewrote the entire lyrics (except bon iver’s addition 😅) in ‘21 when the song meant to me the most! #i hope you're having a great dayy love 🫶🏽🫶🏽 #SwiftieGiftExchange2024 #taylor swift #tswiftedit #evermore #*my edits #nadine.mp3

[mattodore]

he's waiting on a call he's planning to send straight to voicemail

#sorry matthias </3 maybe he'll pick up the next time you try calling............ <- me when i lie #river dipping #ts4 #ts4 edit #gifs #theodore doe #echthroi #hi friends and lovers hope everyone's doing well <3 #i got my old laptop to work so i have a laptop again even if the battery on it is messed up #but still #i haven't been online much bc i've started getting dizzy from staring at computer/phone screens for too long #and in particular the act of scrolling either on mobile or desktop makes my head spin and my eyes hurt :/ #but i powered through it yesterday so i could get in game with theo (and matthias) since i missed him really bad... oc plague be upon ye #i took... well. like five hundred screenshots and forty videos... i was in the soup. the mattodore soup. what can i say? #i don't like posting too much on here bc. i'm crazy (<- has avpd) so i probably won't post much from yesterday's fun here #but i'll post whatever i want on pillowfort <3 pic of jerma holding out his hand captioned let's take mattodore together #what else should i say before leaving... right my inbox... well i'll get to it eventually <- have been saying this since october sorry #but okay i've been staring at my screen too long so i need to go lay down for a bit #enjoy theo in motion!! if you’re a theo-head like myself #theodite à la jermamite? hm. its in the works. i’m workshopping. #mentioning jerma twice in these tags… busting a cyanide pill onto my tongue i’ve said too much #i have to go now mwah mwah mwah bye warmth and love to you mwah

[daffi-990]

Seven(ish) Sentence Sunday ✍️

Tagged by @diazsdimples @giddyupbuck and @wikiangela. Thank you lovelies mwah 😘

Have a little something from LA Lonely -> this is after the fun and orgasms of Buck and Eddie’s hook up. Still don’t know if I’m going to go full spice 🌶️ or just do a quick little run down of things.

Prev snippet & mood board here

Buck expects him to start pulling his clothes on and to give him the whole “this was fun, but I gotta bounce” speel, but Eddie surprises him by climbing back into bed and nudging Buck to roll onto his side so Eddie can scoot up behind him and hold him.

Buck freezes for a moment because no one does this. They have their fun and then they leave. They don’t stay and they definitely don’t cuddle.

Eddie must feel him go tense because his hold loosens and he moves as if he’s about to pull away. “Is this okay?”

Buck grabs at the arms that are wrapped around him, stopping Eddie’s descent. “Y-yeah. It’s-it’s okay.” He pulls at Eddie’s arms and the man settles back behind him, burrowing his face into the juncture where Buck’s neck meets his shoulder as he shuffles closer.

Soft kisses are pressed into his skin and Buck is helpless but to relax back into Eddie, letting the comfort and warmth of whatever is happening wrap around him.

“Stay?” He whispers, not sure if Eddie can hear him but not being brave enough to say it any louder. He feels like he’s asking too much.

A kiss behind his ear. “Okay.”

No pressure tagging: @hippolotamus @puppyboybuckley @exhuastedpigeon @spotsandsocks @devirnis @wikiangela @hoodie-buck @honestlydarkprincess @homerforsure @monsterrae1 @missmagooglie @mellaithwen @nmcggg @lover-of-mine @ladydorian05 @loserdiaz @bekkachaos @wildlife4life @watchyourbuck @weewootruck @elvensorceress @eddiebabygirldiaz @evanbegins @rewritetheending @rainbow-nerdss @captain-hen @jeeyuns @jesuisici33 @glorious-spoon @fortheloveofbuddie @fiona-fififi @disasterbuckdiaz @thewolvesof1998 @try-set-me-on-fire @theotherbuckley @steadfastsaturnsrings @tizniz @athenagranted @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @spagheddiediaz @sunshinediaz and as always, anyone else who wants to share something -> consider this your tag ☺️

#daffi writes #wip: la lonely #buddie wip #buddie #besides posting yesterday I’ve been a bit quiet with wip tag games. #There’s some heavy shit going on in part of my extended family which has emotionally sucker punched me and my husband #Creative energy is running on exhaust fumes which makes me sad cos I felt like I’d just gotten my rhythm back. #so when this idea hit me and some words flowed … I ran with it #I’m still tip tap tying away Rivals 🚒. It’s just going slower than I want #even this new wip is going slower than I want #but hey I can’t rush things and my brain is doing its best right now #*kisses brain gently* #I’m trying to look after me and I hope you’re trying to look after you as best you can which can look different day to day #you’re doing amazing and ily ❤️ #okay I’ve finished my very long speel in the tags xx #ps. please keep tagging me in things .. I love supporting and cheering on my pocket pals 🥰

[napping-sapphic]

Really sorry guys but I’m all out of forehead kisses today😔

All I’ve got instead is mentally cradling your face and resting our foreheads together and reminding you that you are good, that you deserve love and kindness, that you’re welcome here, that i care about you and i hope you’re doing okay

Yeah sorry idk if that makes up for it….sorry for the inconvenience….

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #i love you i love you i love you I LOVE YOU #i want you to know i care about you #i want you to know that i hope you’re doing okay #i want you to have nice moments that make you smile #i want you to feel safe #i want you to be HAPPY #it’s five in the MORNING #and i havent slept #which means i need to be emotional about all the gay people in my phone #i care so much about you i want you to be happy #everyone line up RN #so i can forehead touch and words of affirmation you #im gay and i like sleeping #haha scheduling this for later and loser ass future me will probably forget about it lmao #she agrres though trust me i know her better than she knows me😤

[toxicrevolver]

Tagged by @odeblr to catify myself! Thanks for the tag!!!

I give extreme orange cat vibes. I am very stupid, and I joke that my younger sibling has the braincell all the time. I actually wear glasses! And Halloween is my fav holiday so we had to add Halloween deco.

Tagging (no pressure): @loveable-sea-lemon @haahka @boysbeloving @we-survive-endlessly @rainknow @staticmonster999

#tag game #hi my o.de friend!!! #<- you’re getting a new friend tag I hope that’s okay. I feel like it fits more. #you’re the o.de moot and I love that for you. #about the weirdo who runs this blog #that last blog I tagged is actually said younger sibling that verifies that these are all me coded #they are also a weirdo but they rarely ever use tumblr #I will bully them back onto this hell site if it’s the last thing I do #I will also bully them into liking kpop. I’m an older sibling. bullying them is what I do.

[ask-seb]

Hey you're smart right? Will breakups always hurt this bad? I'm going through my first one and I feel like throwing up and breaking down, I loved him so much and it feels like I wasted three years of my life. He's already been with two other people and I just feel stuck in some other realm and watching the days go by.

i wouldn’t say i’m an expert in this kind of thing, but i understand the feeling of heartbreak. it’s hard to let go of someone who once meant a lot to you. give yourself time to feel what you need to feel. whatever it is you’re feeling, it’s valid. don’t discount that okay?

think about it this way… you’re now equipped with this experience and can carry what you learned from it later on in life. when you look at it like that, you could say that time wasn’t all wasted.

so, i don’t think it’ll always hurt this bad. wounds always hurt the worst when they’re fresh. with some time and growth, it can get easier. be extra nice to yourself and take care, anon. i’m looking out for you.

#ask-seb 🦇 #i hope you’re doing okay anon <3 #sdv sebastian #stardew valley #sebastian sdv

[trainforanother1000years]

Since all the eggs seem to have been left in lab rat kindergarten im willing to bet that they won’t be there on saturday/the first couple days back(sans pomme and richas)

which is a good reason to explain why not all the eggs are present when the islanders ‘wake up’ if the admins aren’t available to log on and/or they need all hands on deck the first couple days to play npcs or do behind the scenes work

however thinking about the in-story implications of this. which are straight up fucked. you break out of jail escaping some manner of horrible torture and think you’re safe and free but in reality your jailer always had the ability to just teleport to your “safe” room and take away your children while you slept.

#like okay! so you’re literally just toys for them to play with it’s all a game for them! okay cool! #pomme/richas hiding/escaping is also pretty much confirmation that the eggs wont be there at the start since if they’d gone with the others #they wouldnt be free/able to leave on the purgatory mission #which i hope for both the fans and creators they do asap #qsmp

[fangirls-just-want-to-have-fun]

anyways who’s ready for that finale this Thursday am I right

#this is so cursed #shoutout to whoever the fuck put this on yikyak I hope you’re doing okay <3 #I can’t believe we’re only getting 8 episodes #I feel like this finale is gonna be painful #izzy hands #con o'neill #ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd season 2

[heartpascal]

hi my beloveds. this is a heartpascal life update! and it’s a nasty one :’)

so i had to say goodbye to my dog today, which, as some of you can probably imagine, fucking sucked. me and my family r honestly devastated but i know he’s not suffering anymore and that helps (somewhat). but yeah. it’s fucking rough as hell and i am very very sad. this dog has been with me for the past 10 years of my life (which is over half of it… so a long time!) and i couldn’t have loved him any more. i’ll love him forever. and i’ll be missing him that long too.

i got no idea where i am rn so either i am going to be comfort writing at some point or am going to be on a bit of a break. i’m not sure which yet, but as soon as i know, you’ll know.

i love you all. and if you have any pets, give them some extra love for me <3

#heartpascal says #life update for you guys #cw pet death #tw pet death #just for any of you that wanna avoid seeing this (which i would totally understand) #so this is what’s going on in my life rn #i’m sending you all love #i hope you’re all doing okay #but yeah #i hope to have an update for you all soon but erm. who knows!

[dearjeonnn]

whenever someone’s tired or wants to quit you so often hear “don’t give up!” or “you can get through this!” or “i know you will overcome this!”

but what if i can’t? what then? what if i give up? what happens then? what if i can’t keep going? what if i can’t keep “hanging in there?” tell me, what on earth do i do then? i don’t think i can continue on like this. everything hurts too much. they always have an answer, but what can they say then? am i still worthy of care? am i still worthy of attention, of love? what if i lose this battle? what if i give up? please tell me what happens then? can i bear it? can the world bear it?

#i want to live #quoteoftheday #quotes #slow living #it’s gonna be okay #it’s ok that you’re not ok #i’m alive #i’m new to tumblr #mental illness #spilled ink #spilled prose #spilled poetry #spilled feelings #giving up #writers and poets #writing #i’m sad #i want to disappear #to live for the hope of it all #i can’t do it #i can’t do this #i’m new pls be nice #i’m new here #i’m new to this #recovery #one day at a time #ending it all #living things #inktober #im sad rn

[westonsims00]

i miss @sims4thehoes s m r n 😔

#if anyone knows about another blog they made before deactivating lmk plz #i hope you’re doing okay aes !!! 🖤🖤🖤

[samdyke]

remember when we were getting new sobsicles like monthly. does anyone hear me. does anyone remember.

#i hope wherever you are you’re doing okay. thank you for your goddamn service o7 #kora.txt

[greg-montgomery]

I’ve had like the worst week in my entire life, and I can just imagine Hotch comforting reader and just making sure she knows she’s loved. Man I wish I had that :( I feel like he would be so SO cuddly and just like constantly checking in reader to make sure she’s actually okay.

posting this as an emergency before the week ends so it’s on time 💗💗 i’m so sorry you haven’t been okay, sweets :(( i hope it gets better for you super super soon and that as soon as monday comes good things are back in your life <33

listen. you are important to aaron. which means that he worries about you constantly. it matters so much to him that you’re okay, that you’re happy. so he always makes sure you are!

when he’s away for work you get a text from him every half an hour, even if it’s just a heart emoji, that you’ve shown him how to use! or maybe a quick “i love you” or “missing you like crazy”. anything to show you that you’re on his mind!

and when he finds time to call you, he is so so soooo sweet. he calls you sooo many pet names and his voice gets all soft and he tells you about how much he misses you and how he’s going to hold you all night long 🥺🥺🥹🥹💗🫠

and when he’s at home he’s aaaaall over you <33 when he knows you’re not doing okay he holds you so you can maybe cry in his arms, or talk…or you can just be quiet and he rubs your back and kisses the top of your head 🥺

he tells you that everything is going to be okay. that you’re never alone because he’s always gonna be right there to protect you and love you 🥹 forever 🥺🥺💖

he makes sure you eat well!! and that you’re hydrated! he will cook for you and bring you water or your vitamins or he’ll make you some nice tea or coffee! anything you want!! :))

and ohhh the cuddles!!! <3333 you’re attached to him the whole time, he literally gives you no other choice. he wants you there. and you just snuggle into his neck and smell him and kiss him and everything is just…better. it’s safe there. you know you’ll be okay because he’s got you!

he makes sure you know that no matter how awful everything feels at the moment, it’s not forever! because good things will come again! and you’re gonna be happy and you’re gonna be smiling again! and he’s gonna be there every time, for every smile or tear, you’re never gonna be alone, he’ll be right there by your side <33

#he loves you!!! he does!! and he knows you deserve to be happy so he KNOWS you WILL be #hotch says everything is gonna be okay so everything is gonna be okay bc the man is never wrong sorry 🤷🏻‍♀️ #my friend i hope everything gets better super soon i’m kissing your forehead rn #this was healing for me too bc sadly something bad happened today in my family…so that was needed #but we’ll all be okay i PROMISE #we got this #and aaron is looking at us like: you’re doing amazing sweetie 🥰 #aaron hotchner #hotch #criminal minds #aaron hotchner x reader #hotch x reader #hotch 🪐 #ask

[leprosycock]

I'm sure you've answered 500 million asks like this but I fucking LOVE nicotine. It's so relatable I feel vindicated. Hope you're able to publish it one day if that's what you want

any ask that i get about it makes me happy beyond belief, so thank you!!!! i’m so glad you liked it as much as you did!! <333 it will be published one day, heavily reworked and in graphic novel form 😚

#i hope you’re doing okay anon 😭 every time someone tells me they relate to it i feel very bad for them. hope things are well #bunnyaskz

[fairy-switchblade]

I’ve really backed off making content for this blog the last few weeks as I’ve had to redirect my energy towards my masters dissertation, and I feel really bad. In the spirit of catching up, hey femmes (and the other people that follow me, butches especially hi sweetie) , tell me about something you’ve started or something that’s coming up soon that you’re proud of/are looking forward to.

I’m starting running on Tuesday! As someone who leads a mostly sedentary lifestyle between my degree and work and placement, I wanted to do something to be more active that was also inexpensive. My goal is 5k in 8 weeks, wish me luck!

#Hi hi sorry for disappearing #I love you very much I am proud of you #I hope you’re okay let me know how you’re doing #Niamh speaks #life updates #femme #femme community #Femme support #femme appreciation #femme4butch