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draft-void · 28 days

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Introducing Piper 💙

So many people is starting to like my integrity design what- I recieved three / four artworks for him and I decided to push away the procrastination block and make a colored reference for them. Here you go!

If you're confused by his palette, the main/base colors are the dots next to Piper! Don't mind me using other colors to darken some parts, I'm not used to digital lineart-

A summary and more information about Piper's backstory down below: ----------------------------------------------

If you were to meet Pre-Fallen (before falling down Mt. Ebott) Piper, you would've seen him as some sort of a golden child. A girl who is honest, graceful, always sticking to the good morals strongly, and the top student of their school and one of the greatest young ballerinas.

That's not the case for Piper. His life went down the moment they shared his dream to become a ballerina after his parents divorced. Their mother agreed, but as time passed, his mom became too obsessed with perfection. This led to Piper being sent on so many ballet competitions and dances, having extra strict ballet lessons on their free time, getting punished if mistakes and failures are present. This caused a growing hate in Piper, hating his mother, school, dreams and passion, even themselves.

It grew to the point Piper failed an important ballet competition for the first time. He snapped at their mother after that and was harshly slapped by his angry mother as response. That was the final straw. Piper ran far away, to the point he reached Mt. Ebott and fallen in.

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(Small spoilers for Undertale Yellow in fourth paragraph)

Piper went through a pacifist run through the Underground when they met Flowey the Flower. He and the flower's goal was to originally go to King Asgore and get back to the surface, but as time passed, Piper became attached with the monsters they met, leading him to a road of self-discovery.

However, it didn't last long as Flowey became frustrated from the human straying away from the original goal that he absorbed Piper's SOUL, forcing them to engage in combat in Flowey's mind. Eventually, the latter becomes bored at the end of the fight and resets the timeline back to the start, thinking that they will forget and will do another better ending.

However, Piper remembered the last run. To say he was traumatized and betrayed was an understatement. This time, they attacked Flowey which meant no SAVE POINT. Piper went through a neutral run in the Ruins, attacking those he encountered, believing they will hurt them. He spared those who he believes won't hurt them.

However, when Piper reached Snowdin, he resorted into a genocide route when they encountered a large group of unsuspecting monsters. Dalv was one of the victims that survived, and Chujin ordered Axis Model 014 to hunt the human down. Piper ended up being tracked down by Axis in Waterfall, getting killed and having his SOUL contained. Their soul was eventually used for Chujin's experimentation until the scientist died and the SOUL was given to King Asgore in the end.

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#draft_art #undertale missing souls #integrity soul #blue soul #piper #undertale yellow #uty #uty dalv #uty chujin #uty axis

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missnobodymadness · 3 days

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Myline and her relationships with the Akatsuki members

I've been procrastinating on this for weeks now but finally had the courage to do it.

I really wanted to talk about the kind of relationships that my Naruto OC, Myline, has with the rest of the Akatsuki members.

I will try my best to describe the dynamics but since english is not my first language I may not express everything properly.

Alright, let's start with Madara.

Uchiha Madara

Elderly Madara rescued Myline when she became an orphan, a victim of the genocide happening in her country (a fanmade independent country to the north-west of Amegakure that now belongs to the same country as Amegakure) at the time.

He knew about Danzo's plans and as a consequence, who Myline's father was (Uchiha Yashiro), he decided to shelter and take care of her as she could be helpful for his plans.

Myline didn't get to spend much time with him as he eventually passes away shortly after.

She managed to create a small bond with him and unlike Obito, she actually liked the old man.

Myline especially enjoyed when he would allow her to sit with him and start sharing some of his stories with her; we can say that Madara was one of the reasons why she got the liking for ninja history.

Madara was actually somewhat tolerant with her but not a father figure at all.

Madara was also the reason why she didn't end up alone and abandoned after his death, as he asked Obito to keep her alive, telling him everything he knew about Danzo's plans and Uchiha Yashiro before passing, making him believe that she would not only be helpful to them but also that he could sense something special in her.

Uchiha Obito

Their relationship is difficult and chaotic, Myline surely pays the price for being the only one who knows about his true identity.

After Madara's death, Obito took her under his wing, at first, maybe because of his young age, he didn't mind much, but as the time passed by, Obito started getting more and more pushy towards her, until it turned into mere abuse, especially psychological abuse.

Things got worse after he went under the Tobi pseudonym and everything that came with it (Akatsuki, etc.).

As his disciple, Myline was molded to be what he needed her to be, so basically his shadow.

Their problematic relationship escalated very quickly when Obito started getting impatient and losing his hope on Madara's words about her sharingan as Myline was already close to turn 14 and there were no signs that she had inherited it, no matter how much trauma she went through.

Obito acted on impulse and decided to go for his last resort: An attempt on her life.

After all, she would probably have no use for him if she hadn't inherited the sharingan, there was no reason to keep her around and risk his true identity being revealed; luckily for her, she finally awakened her sharingan that day.

Despite his attempt, Myline was still very loyal to him as she recognized his struggles and efforts to keep her alive when she was younger, in a way, she feels like she owes him her life.

Nagato and Konan

She met them before Obito introduced her to the rest of the Akatsuki.

It happened when she was rescued by Konan after getting into trouble around Amegakure.

As a gesture of appreciation, Myline grabbed Konan's coat before she could turn to walk away and shyly took a piece of a roosted potato she had saved to eat later from one of her pockets, stretching her little hand in her direction to share it with her, this made Konan remember her own past and for the first time, in the form of a kiss on the forehead and a beautiful angelic smile, Myline experienced an act of love.

Such act was the beginning of a change within her, a little light inside her heart started shining and from it she was able to keep herself warm, no matter how little the light was or how cold it could get, there was something to fight for now.

After being introduced by Obito, Myline started to spend most of her time with them, she loved listening to their stories and their different points of view.

They taught her a lot of things that Obito couldn't be bothered to teach, especially socially and culturally speaking.

She learned valuable information about life and what nuance was with them, Konan became her best friend while Nagato a big inspiration, after all, it was easy to manipulate a kid that was once a victim of genocide.

Despite the obvious manipulation, they were usually very sweet with her and she returned their kindness with her eternal loyalty.

The remaining piece of kindness inside her heart is kept alive because of them.

Fun fact about their relationship is that Myline used to be afraid of Pain when she was a kid, she couldn't understand the concept and Pain (and the other pains) freaked the hell out of her.

Uchiha Itachi

Itachi was Myline's sun and moon, they met when Itachi was introduced to the organization.

Obito's attempt to take Myline's life took place a few days later and Itachi happen to hear her distant cries, assuming she was in danger and running towards her cries.

He arrived just in time to save Myline from falling off a very high cliff. Shocked with his unexpected presence, Obito quickly reverted back to his alter ego, getting around the situation but the tension could be felt for a while before Obito left the place.

Itachi helped her by taking care of her wounds even though Myline kept trying to avoid him and his touch; exhausted she gave up and allowed him to finish the job.

As the time passed by, their relationship blooms into trust and respect for each other.

Upon her request, Itachi accepted to give her some extra training and she enjoyed the time they spent together doing so, as his ways were quite different from Obito's

As the time passed by, they started feeling a very special kind of affection towards each other but as avoidant as both of them were, it took years for them to approach their feelings for each other.

From that unusual kind of love, respect and trust, a baby was born just a few weeks after Itachi's death, yes, we are talking about Mybuza.

More about their dynamics here.

Kisame

She got along with Kisame quite well, while their relationship wasn't too close, they had a mutual respect for each other; it wasn't always like that, though.

Myline took some time to get under his shark skin, mostly because of their age gap, as they had different points of view back then and her attitude didn't help, at all. They eventually start getting along once Myline matures.

What she likes the most about him is that he is actually up for deep and long conversations, she really enjoys a good theoretical and/or philosophical talk.

Deidara

Being around the same age, Myline gets along with him reasonably.

She considers him a friend, even though she knows he would probably not think twice before sacrificing her as a last resort.

She finds his high self-esteem and silliness quite funny and loves to tease him, especially about his hair, which sometimes leads to small fights between them.

Despite he getting really annoyed after finding out she was half-Uchiha, they have had some funny moments, for example, when Deidara exploded several small clay bombs near a river in Kusagakure (Grass country) after she got under his nerves, spreading its water over a long enough radius to reach part of the nearest village, causing confusion amongst the villagers; to this day some of them still believe it was some kind of a miraculous rain.

Sasori

Myline used to be really afraid of Sasori when she was a teen and while that fear started to fade as she grew up, she never once disrespected him or tried to invade his space, even avoiding talking to him sometimes. The boundaries were always very clear to her.

Something about Sasori caused her a certain discomfort and awakened all of her survival instincts; maybe it was because she couldn't read his facial expressions or decode his intentions or mood.

She always made sure to never disappoint or make him wait when they had to interact.

Kakuzu

I'd say that they have a very neutral relationship.

Kakuzu has always been kinda of indifferent to her and both of them are calm, observant and reserved, making most of their interactions strictly professional.

She finds his hearts kinda of creepy and disgusting, but has always been very curious about them and his techniques; she is also finds his intelligence very impressive.

Myline has some trouble understanding and accepting his ideologies but keeps it to herself.

Hidan

By far the member she dislikes the most, Myline finds him unbearable in all aspects.

The combination of his excessive self-esteem, impulsiveness, fanaticism and disrespectful nature makes up to a personality that Myline can't really tolerate.

This makes things very hard for them during the organization meetings as they always end up arguing, destabilizing the environment around them.

Things get even worse when they are forced to meet in person, leading to actual physical confrontations that often need intervention.

Myline was pretty impressed when she heard about his fate at the hands of Shikamaru but felt slightly annoyed as she really wanted to be the one to finish him once Obito's plans were done.

Orochimaru

She was really young when Orochimaru joined the organization and was never allowed to interact with him in order to preserve her sharingan, which he was still unaware of.

She never knew much about him until much later, when he was no longer a member of the Akatsuki.

Myline admits that while she can't help but having some burning curiousity about his tests and the way he thinks, she finds these very inhumane and despises that part of his work.

Zetsu

He wasn't very fond of Madara's decision of rescuing her as he had other plans and looking after a child that would probably be useless for them wasn't one of them.

Myline used to love making fun of him back then, especially about his weird fixation with poop, barely did she know it was all a facade.

She grew up very suspicious and curious of him but could never find the answers to her questions until the reveal of his true identity, that's when she started to really despise Zetsu.

#oc #mylinenarutooc #naruto #naruto oc #akatsuki #fan character

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nekrophoria · 7 months

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Edgy/misc OC ask meme ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

Dolores Webb

№ 2, 7, 9, 13, 14, 17,24.

Thank you for the ask <3

What's something about your OC that people wouldn't expect just from looking at them?

The most notable thing is probably that she's a bit of a metalhead, which is something that (for most people) doesn't really fit to her shy and gentle personality.

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What's one way your OC has changed since you first came up with them?

Ufff hard to say.

Dolores didn't really have as much room to develop as she deserved yet. I've been kinda neglecting procrastinating her development a bit until she makes a proper appearance in Volatile.

When I initially created her however she started out as a replacement for an OC I scrapped a long long time ago. That OC was sort of a very plain love interest for Mel when I first started playing around in sims.

Since then Dolores devolved into more of a side Character, but at the same time she also became way more complex I'd say. She's also no longer a love interest for Mel (although she had a bit of a crush on him as a kid) That plot turned more into an introspection of her need for affection/approval in order to feel whole.

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Do you have a specific lyric or quote which you associate with your OC?

Dolores always makes me think of Creep by Radiohead (this cover version by Daniela Andrade in particular)

I would pick out a specific line but honestly the whole song perfectly describes how Dolores perceives herself in comparison to the people around her in my opinion.

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If you met your OC, would the two of you get along?

Most definitely. Dolores reminds me quite a bit of how I used to be as a teenager, I have a lot of sympathy for her. And she's just a super sweet and kind person and very easy to get along with, if you don't mind her insecurities and her being a bit of a hermit, so I wouldn't see how we could not get along.

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How does your OC want to be seen by other characters?

She just wants to be liked and cared about, plain and simple. To her people showing any sort of aversion towards her is pretty unbearable so she tends to be a bit of a people pleaser, but yeah, she mostly just wants people to perceive her favorably.

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What is the worst thing you have put your OC through story-wise

So many things honestly...but mostly her school time. She was a victim of bullying throughout most of it and never really had any friends, aside from Mel for a short time in elementary school, who dropped the friendship once they went to different schools leaving her completely alone.

Another thing would be her generally being emotionally neglected by most people in her life and never getting the appreciation and affection from people that she deserved as a child.

Also having the two of people she ever really had feelings for fall in love with each other. But that one hasn't happened yet in the story so I'm not sure if it counts ^^"

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What is an alternative life path your OC might have gone down? How different would their life be if they'd made those decisions?

I never really thought about that to be honest.

To be fair, the way her life turned out up to this point wasn't really down to her or her decisions, quite the contrary I think. But...i think if her life circumstances could've been better, if her mother never got ill (which was the main reason she spent a couple of years in a children's home on and off) and she could have grown up in an environment with a better support system, it would have allowed her to become a more self assured and possibly happy version of herself, but she also wouldn't have any connections to my other characters, hence she wouldn't be part of the story.

Apart from that I don't really see many ways in which her life could've been that different.

#doloresocask #bast-sims #how to english #idk #i hope my sleep deprived brain isn't writing nonsense

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install88stories · 8 months

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This life has taken me 35 years to actually want to live it. I make no excuses for this, I truly did not attempt to live it well. I have always lived it for others. My wants and needs were absorbed in my selfless ways. I gave, without concern for myself. All done out of an irrational fear that any sign of self care would be taken as a selfish action, labeling me filthy and " just like all the other men."

I am not an "open book." I am a patchwork manuscript, strewn about on a shelf of dust waiting to be finished, yet always wishing to be read. I am my own forgotten project that became the victim of procrastination, whose artist focused on the wrong story.

Sometimes it's easy to miss your own story arc. Balancing a plethora of other characters, their own stories becoming more engaging than your own. Watching them blossom, soaking in the nutrients of your love and care. It's easy to forget that you're the main character, that this is your story.

I have loved. Possibly more than I should. I have cared more than most would. Now it's time to put that love and care into my story, my character arc, because only then will my story have a happy ending.

-Install88

#words #literature #poets corner #poetsandwriters #poems and quotes #poets on tumblr #poetry #poem #original poem #self care #realization

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bace-jeleren · 6 hours

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Since you mentioned it (last week but procrastination), I am curious about what happened to your fanwalkers in the past couple years of events eventing, but to narrow it down a bit more, let's start with the family of Wren, Kuro and Megumi!

Ah, yes, of course, everyone's favorite little family! It's so difficult to juggle my fanwalker canon, since a lot of plot stuff happens like ten+ years in the future, so every time a major canon event takes place I have to male sweeping addendums to their lore.

For the uninitiated: Wren is a vampire from Innistrad who made a name for herself on Kylem in Valor's Reach. She doesn't have any standout qualities that aren't just "vampire traits, but juiced up", but she is especially charismatic and uses that to her advantage. In order to feed, without stooping to murder, Wren hosts orgies with her army of devoted fans, and drinks only small portions of participant's blood. Wten is genderfluid.

Kuro is a soratami necromancer from Kamigawa who met Wren shortly after the events of WAR, and the two of them immediately became entangled in a whirlwind romance. Kuro raises the dead by way of touching corpses, so she can actually use her necromancy unintentionally if she isn't careful. When she raises the dead, she is treated to the memories of their death, and sometimes even other details.

Megumi is their daughter, a soratami dhampir who winds up getting into trouble of her own much later down the line.

By the time the Phyrexian invasion was taking place, Megumi was an infant, which forced Wren and Kuro to remain on Kylem instead of going to the aid of their friends.

Kuro attempted to make use of Phyrexian corpses at her disposal, but getting treated to the memories of what they experienced during compleation made utilizing them impossible. Trying even once exposed her to the Phyrexian brainwashing that it nearly consumed her.

Due to "I already planned out their story way ahead of canon, so they have to keep their sparks" reasons, neither of them were victims to the Great Pruning, but they became automatic go-tos when it came to working with multiplanar travelers when the Omenpaths started opening up.

#long post #fanwalker #fanwalkers #wren #kuro #megumi

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motelcafe · 3 months

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ummm. did i just add a family of serial killers (texas chainsaw style) to my muse list?? maybe so.. they're weirdos and murderers and live on a lil ranch in the middle of nowhere and i am dddyyiiinnnggg to use them!! i'm going to list their info under the cut — please like this for a starter from them!! i'll come to you for muse preference ♡

edit!! i forgot to mention they're cannibals so please don't interact if that makes you uncomfortable

MOTHER is a fifty year old gas store owner and rancher who looks a lot like maria fernanda cândido. has and will never share anything about her parents or her upbringing. runs the household with an iron fist and has a funny way of showing love and affection. has the exact same routine every single morning and night. not easily trusting of strangers. is the reason her husband is sick- started secretly poisoning him in their 20s after finding out he cheated on her. is still poisoning her husband.

TALULLAH is a twenty-five year old farmhand who looks a lot like mia goth. first to be adopted into the family. became her ill father's primary caretaker at the young age of 13; she still looks after him. likes to act innocent / dumbs herself down but is actually cold and calculated. is actively planning an escape from the family in order to pursue her dream of becoming a broadway star. most likely to be found performing for the cow and sheep in the barn to procrastinate her chores.

FRANK is a twenty-one year old farmhand and cashier who looks a lot like dominic sessa. the baby of the family. spends a lot of his time in the tool shed doing.... god knows what in there- he doesn't let anyone else enter without him. always looks like he's running on two hours of sleep (he is lmao). kinda romantic if you consider creepy / gore-y gifts romantic? is the only one out of the three siblings who works at the gas station and resents them for it.

SISSY is a twenty-three year farmhand who looks a lot like isabel may. was the last to get adopted into the family (was actually kidnapped and taken from her parents as a baby but doesn't remember and has never found out). looks after their farm animals and has a great love for animals and nature. is the only one in the family who doesn't enjoy killing people; has actually helped a few victims escape in the past. loves her family dearly.

#indie rp #indie horror rp #murder mention tw #cannibalism mention tw

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northernmariette · 1 year

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A late happy birthday, Marshal Serurier!

Poor Marshal Serurier, a victim of being obscure, and of my dental appointment on his birthday, and my usual mix of preoccupation, anxiety, and procrastination afterwards. But even Jean Tulard has little to say about him in his Dictionnaire amoureux de Napoléon (Plon, 2012, p. 523).

According to Tulard, the following anecdote can be found in the Mémorial de Sainte-Hélène, as narrated by Napoléon ; this must have happened at the time of the Révolution. This is my very rough translation:

"Serurier and Hédouville the younger were tramping towards Spain in hopes of emigrating. They were intercepted. Hédouville, younger and fleeter of foot, managed to escape over the border. He considered himself very fortunate, but ended up aimless and penniless in Spain. Serurier, despondent and having no choice but to retrace his steps, became a Marshal. So much for men, their plans and their wisdom!"

#jean-mathieu-philibert serurier #marshal serurier #napoleon's marshals #napoleonic history.#marshals' save the date calendar

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abeyyabhishekh · 1 year

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What I feel with my depressed mind.

Headache has become part of my life, I can’t remember the last time my head was not aching. It’s the all-time thing now. It feels as though a heavy weight is pressing down on my head, causing my eyes to feel constantly heavy, yet I am unable to sleep. Whenever I attempt to move or engage in activities, an intense wave of exhaustion washes over me, leaving me feeling drained and lacking the energy to accomplish anything.

Initially, I criticized myself for my procrastination and constant tiredness. Even mornings felt bleak and tiring. I read, write and watch movies a lot, if you know me from my social handles you probably already know this. So I dig into books and movies, thinking I need to motivate myself but that didn’t help. It has become a daunting task. My anxiety worsened, particularly when it came to mental health. It became challenging to seek help when the process itself became a source of anxiety. I yearned for someone to offer me comfort and reassure me that I would be okay, rather than give me life advice, of which I had plenty. Yes, I didn’t need life philosophy, I already have tons of it in me. I needed comfort but sadly none was able to play that role for me.

As time passed, I found myself becoming consumed by self-doubt. I questioned whether my depression was real or if I was creating it ?, what if I’m pretending it, what if my mind is fooling me so it can play the victim, should I ask others if this is real? But I was forgetting how can others tell me about things that are happening inside me.

Whenever I travel in bus or go to college and see people around me, I find my mind asking me this, can they see it? Can they see what I’m feeling, so many people here but can any of these be able to sense my depression? Despite being surrounded by people, I feel incredibly alone.

Writing has become my only friend. It helps me. I will keep writing until the monster inside my head knocks the door for the very final time. Yes, I know, the end will be something similar.

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chr0mematic · 1 year

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Best/Worst Moments of 2022

I’m making this tradition for my blog now, sorry. Or you’re welcome? Dunno how many people actually read these lmao.

Best:

Went to my first real concert this year! I saw Twice with my friend and they played *checks setlist* 33 songs in the span of 2 hours what the fuck.

I FUCKING SAW GIDLE LIVE VIP.

FIRST FAMOUS PERSON I MET WAS SOYEON AND SHE’S ONE OF THE VERY FEW PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY INSPIRE ME BRO

YUQI SAID WORDS TO MY FACE EVEN IF THEY WERE GENERIC

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Music wise I got really into dnb, idm and (older) breakcore. Biggest fixation was Pendulum. My taste is weird I know lmao but this is some really interesting electronic music here.

Started working jobs. In the summer I worked as a cashier for a grocery store, and then I worked at a dining hall at my college (usually cleaning, I tried to avoid getting the serving position). Making money is nice ngl.

Speaking of college, I transferred from the regional city campus to the main campus. Didn’t get housing, but I live in a small apartment complex right next to campus. Pretty neat experience, prepping me for the real world yada yada.

I finally started to learn animation related things. I took a modeling + lighting/texturing class and they were fun. Next semester I’ll be doing some actual animating. yey!

Got to hang out with my friend outside of school and concerts hell yeah

I know this sounds very mundane but as an introvert with little friends, I appreciate these moments a lot..probably more than the average person.

Corporate Clash had a big update right as I started getting into it again godbless.

DHMIS show came out after forever and it was fkn awesome, well worth the wait. Check it out if you’re into dark, British humor (and don’t mind mild gore).

Worst:

My schedule for this semester sucked so much ass. Was super busy all the time, which was not good for me considering the fact I am a Chronic Procrastinator. Sometimes I barely had time to study.

Didn’t make many finished digital drawings this year...again...oops...

Also didn’t really get into new fandoms, primarily stuck with Idle and Red Velvet. I adore them of course, but at the same time I wanna get into a new show/game since it’d probably be more stimulating and I can get attached to an actual fictional character again

I used to be able to balance my musical interests with my geekier interests, but kpop is designed to suck you in at all times and I guess I became victim to that lma

Almost every other social media site is becoming so corporate and I hate it so much oh my god make it stop. Gonna start saying “bring back blogs and forums” again for real, I can’t stand this centralization of things.

AI art. Do I even have to explain why I don’t like this as a digital artist myself?

Don’t even get me started on the HBO Max bullshit. What they did to Infinity Train especially was so fucked up.

#rambling

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sourpotatoes · 15 days

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I procrastinated for two weeks and now I have to submit my finished research paper in two hours

I became an academic victim 🥲

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crystallilytarot · 3 months

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hello lily! if i may ask, what would be my fs like?

im ss, cancer sun, moon and mercury!

thank you very much if you ever decide to do this <3

Perfect match, probably soulmates. Something is a little out of balance. I feel they are a pretty balanced person most of the time. But there's something bad, I feel they had some bad experiences, can be with the family. Somebody betrayed them and they became a little untrustful. There was a really hard time in their life. But I feel they are working on it, they don't want to be a victim. They got this, it's gonna be okay, I think, because they really want to move on and be happy again. I think their job is a little stressful too. It doesn't help them that they need to work hard. Can be a job on the law field, military, police. They are very intelligent, pretty logical person, always know what to say, good communicator. They like to move, like to do things, but they like a lazy day at home too. They like to solve problems, not a procrastinator. I feel they like running or walking in the nature. I think sometimes you need to tell them to rest a little. And they need some alone time from time to time. Not because of you, more like because of work. Not like they want to spend a lot of time seperately, it can be like going to a massage therapist, or something like that. But alone. They need to charge the batteries. I think they need to make decisions in their job and it needs a lot of energy. I feel when they are older, they will be more balanced, they will be calmer, because the job will be easier. They will be in a high position, so you two will have more time to enjoy everything together.

#answered

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cheekhorton79 · 1 year

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Network Marketing And Mlm - The Silent Giants

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iiyc-nodapl · 1 year

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3 Things To Keep In Mind When Making Decisions

We are all faced with the need to make decisions at different occasions throughout our lives. Here are three things I've learned about making the right choices, ranging from simple ones with little consequences to big, life-changing ones.

A decision can't be taken when you do not decide to make it.

Sometimes, we can feel particularly paralyzed about making the right choice, and end up postponing and procrastinating over it until it's "made for us." This is a terrible cop-out that even if you choose to not make a choice that you have made, you're doing decisions nonetheless. You don't have to give it to chance. Refusing to make a decision can make you feel helpless in control, numb and inactive. You might even avoid a decision so you can become a victim later which is never proactive or helpful for your personal growth. To find out more info about FS D12 Dice, you must visit 12 sided dice roller website.

So, when you feel like procrastinating on an important decision, take a moment to consider the reasons you are inclined to make that decision. Be aware that the most regrettable decision you can make is to not take the time to make a choice. No matter what other decision you make, it will be better than not making any decision whatsoever.

The Pro and Con Game

A list of pros and cons is one of the easiest ways to decide. While this method may seem simple and may help you make a decision but you could also utilize this technique to discover more about yourself and your personal motives.

Think about how you feel while you think about the pros and cons. Do you feel that you're leaning towards the other direction or in one? Is one of you trying to persuade another part of you on what to do? Do you feel yourself "stacking the deck" in the opposite direction? Do you suspect that you're trying to deceive yourself? Why do you think you might be doing that? Do you fear that you might avoid taking the action you want to take? It would be more beneficial to face your fears and take the risk, and be courageous?

DIY Choices

Most of the time, we want to support each other to make decisions offer our point of view, seek others opinions and exchange ideas. Sometimes, we feel we need opinions from others, which is fine for smaller choices. When it comes to major life decisions It is essential to make up your own mind without any, selective help from others.

My husband was recently confronted with a major career change, and the decision to take on the opportunity that came up was a difficult one. I was able to listen to his points of view and provided several options, but put my foot down before I became too influent. He made that decision. While my life could change dramatically based on it, I realized that if I tried to persuade him to make that decision, I would be interfering. He could feel guilty about forcing him to complete the job even if it did not turn out to be as satisfying as he hoped. It wasn't easy staying away from it and not being a part of it, and I found myself having to swallow my tongue several times as I tried to know if he'd sent in his application yet. My heart was full of conviction that it was a great career for him, but he had to decide and then take the necessary action independently.

There are very few people who live their the world without a plan. If you ask someone to assist you in making a decision, they might not be able to let their personal agendas behind. They might have the best intentions, however, they might not realize of the fact that they're influencing your decisions inappropriately. It is not possible to delegate responsibility for the decisions you make in your life to someone else. You are free to use any decision-making you prefer however it is essential not to let too many people influence your decision.

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pompadourpink · 2 years

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Hi! I turned 18 a few months ago. Before my 18th birthday I was a “kid”. They treated me like a one. As soon as I turned 18, I became an “adult”. All of a sudden I was treated like a one. Yesterday no one would listen to me, today they want me to give voice to my words. For them, sometimes I'm a kid, sometimes I'm an adult. For them, sometimes I'm wet behind the ears, sometimes I have to deal with things all by myself. I'm so confused. They have never let me be an adult before. They never prepared me for adulthood. What am I supposed to do? Is what I am saying important or it isn't important because I don't know anything about life yet?

Hello,

Good news: you are absolutely not alone.

Many people here fail their first year of university (myself included) because they go from having to ask permission to go to the bathroom to living by themselves, getting to choose when they wake up and go to bed, being expected to pay rent, bills, deal with roommates, in full charge of their chores, food, laundry, having to save, buy couches, get into relationships, find friends, etc. in two months and all that freedom is so overwhelming that they overheat and have a breakdown. Imposter syndrome is a common consequence of this type of education and I remember feeling like a crook when I got my first jobs after somehow nailing interviews, laughing hysterically after buying my first car, or being dumbfounded when my dad asked me if I thought he should retire or continue working, a few years ago.

Because I didn't feel worthy of any of it.

Everything you feel and think is important - whether people take it seriously or not is another problem. Sometimes you will genuinely not be able to provide a mature answer because there are things you haven't experienced yet, some other times it will just be a case of you being considered too young to use your brain by boomers. And if you are a minority, you'll pay the price too.

Here's some advice:

Don't be afraid to communicate when you're upset, but don't burn bridges. Stay calm even when people don't deserve it. Anger, envy, frustration, bitterness, will not serve you, they'll make you constantly miserable, can ruin your reputation (which cannot be undone) and might have long-term consequences. If someone is attacking you, depending on the situation, ask them very softly what the problem is and how you two can fix it together, or ignore them and walk away if it's a possibility. Bullies get bored when victims don't engage.

Learn how to cook. 100% the most useful skill you can learn.

Read the posts I linked below and spend some time on Youtube, Wikihow, Reddit, etc. to learn about 1/ finances, 2/ nutrition/health, 3/ anything domestic you might need (sewing, grooming, cleaning, meal prepping, etc).

Living with roommates for at least a year or two, while annoying, is a very teaching experience that I would recommend. You need to personally witness how other people live, and treat their interior, bodies, finances, etc.

Start working out regularly so you can die old and healthy.

If someone you know personally makes you feel disrespected, set boundaries immediately. They can't get away with it. Discuss it right away, explain why you think it's unfair, and ask for an apology. If you can't get one or are getting ridiculed, it's evidence that this person is around you for the wrong reasons. When people tell or show you who they really are, believe them the first time.

Other posts:

Adulting: stuff you need to buy, I don't know what to do with my life, advice for teenagers, starting over alone, Murphy's law: be proactive or burn, things to start doing when you turn 18, money education 101, invest in yourself, feed yourself well, stop procrastinating, put yourself first, it doesn't only happen to others, grooming 101, pick your battles, the truth about discipline, advice for young women, one day,

Self-dev: becoming an eloquent speaker, making yourself happy, you do you, about priorities, you're better than you think, labels aren't a good idea, overcoming obstacles and fear, confidence over appearance, advice to my 15-year-old self, getting your sense of self back, battling insecurity, dealing with hatred, the importance of gratitude, battling frustration, battling bitterness/entitlement,

Health: battling depression, wanting kids when sick/disabled, why you shouldn't give up, don't be your own bully, coping mechanisms, help I'm overwhelmed, living with mental illness, dealing with anger, dealing with a horrible job, social media isn't real,

Business: moving abroad, career picking, work/life balance, creating a study schedule, you're not their parent, your boss isn't your friend, happiness vs capitalism, careers are messy, language studying, facing injustice, you are not a robot, fear of public speaking, reaching your goals, about teaching, being your own boss,

Relationships: you're not his maid, finding a good partner, making friends, healthy relationships, surviving a breakup, dealing with family, codependency, green and red flags in relationships, healthy boundaries, about age gaps, craving for love, my partner or my dreams?, making friends online, you do look amazing, beauty is meaningless, no need to rush, relationships are everything, surviving being ghosted, dating 101,

More: art isn't meant to be useful, becoming a runner, how to adult 101 (phone calls, job searching, prepping for interviews, to-do lists, etc.), adopting a senior cat.

Love,

Mum

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suganovakawa · 3 years

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જ — rumor has it!

# 17 ༉‧ yes or no

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✧ ｡ synopsis : though hajime has reassured you time and time again that you two attending different schools would be plenty manageable in your guys’ relationship, your imagination is left to wander when he slowly begins to ghost you.

જ — a/n : it’s finally here! sorry to keep you waiting :,)

— if you could, could you check out this google form for just a few moments of your time? it’s a surprise, but please choose five characters from that list. it would really help a lot!

out of all the places hajime could’ve taken you, you were not expecting an empty parking lot. previously, it belonged to a local grocery store a couple of years back, before it went out of business.

was it necessarily a bad place? of course not. nobody seemed to be around, so if you wanted to yell at him? you’d be able to without so much as batting an eyelash.

that seemed to be the least of iwaizumi’s worries as he turned off the car when he parked in a spot in the middle of the lot, his jaw clenched tightly as both of you sat in silence. not even the hum of the engine was there to alleviate the awkward tension.

“are we talking here, or are we talking outside?” you mustered the courage to speak first, watching as he jumped slightly at the sound of your own nervousness.

“it doesn’t matter. it’s up to you.” his voice seemed almost squeaky as he looked straightforward and out the windshield.

it was obvious the two of you were procrastinating on what was to come. you didn’t want to hear the truth, and hajime was afraid of facing the reality of the situation. the cat had to be let out of the bag one way or another. you had come this far already, there was no way in hell you would chicken out—not when the truth was sitting right next to you, right in the driver’s seat.

“hajime, just—just tell me what happened. please. pretending like it’s not going to hurt will just make both of our lives a living hell. i already know nothing will make this situation any better.” you couldn’t even look at him. your hands were rested on your lap, your fingers clenched tightly into fists. your palms were sweaty, and your stomach was running a mile a minute. what you were going through may not have even held a candle to what iwa was going through.

but iwaizumi isn’t the victim here. you are.

“where do you want me to start?” his voice was faint, weak—unlike anything you had ever heard before.

it was obvious he wasn’t going to confess to anything without a push in that direction.

you wanted to yell at him in frustration; it was going to bubble out of your throat any minute. but that wouldn’t help both of your situations.

well, it might help yours.

“did you do it?” if he was going to act stupid, might as well push him into a corner about it. enough was enough, your lack of patience outweighed any nervousness you once had. “just admit it, hajime. who is she?”

“were you the one who had karasuno go to the—”

“answer my question.”

he looked to you then—he turned pale at the angry look in your eyes. “stop acting like you have nothing to share. i know you better than that. we wouldn’t be here in the first place. you’re guilty of something, and i’ve been thrown into the loop of it, whether i wanted to be in it or not.”

it was then he started shaking. he wasn’t crying, no. this was fear, unyielding terror he held within the very marrow of his bones, eating him from the inside out. you were so close. so very close to getting the answer. this was either a yes or no, it had to be.

“i didn’t,” he finally mustered, leaning forward to grip the steering wheel with an iron grip. “y/n, you have to understand. i didn’t, i didn’t, i didn’t...”

“then who is she, hajime?” you couldn’t tell if he was lying or not, and it was eating at you. “who is the girl? why does she have my number? how does she have my number? what did she get out of exploiting whatever the two of you had, huh? i don’t get it.” so many questions, yet so few answers. “i genuinely don’t understand. i need your help in understanding. please.”

his hold around the steering wheel loosened, until he leaned back into his seat. you were getting more annoyed by the second, but you had said everything you needed to say.

“i didn’t do anything with her,” he repeated, swallowing a lump in his throat. in a matter of seconds, everything began to spill from his tongue. “she’s a family friend who moved to seijoh this year. i don’t know why she moved, when she had been attending shiratorizawa before now. my family asked me to show her around and whatnot, and i agreed to it because i know her, and she was new around school.”

he hesitated before continuing. “it was fine at first, then she asked for tutoring lessons, after school meetings, and all that. i kept saying no until she became so pushy that both her parents and mine told me to at least tutor her. so i did.”

that’s it? you were almost speechless at all this, all this frustration and fear in your system as he became silence once more. “tutoring lessons?” you asked, almost unbelieving of the words that had come out of your own mouth. “i don’t care about tutoring lessons, hajime. why couldn’t you have just told me?”

“because i slowly began to like the tutoring sessions, alright?” he shut you up with one sentence as soon as you started raising your voice. iwa's words hit you harder than expected, you backed up into your own seat as soon as he took a deep breath.

“i didn’t think i would start looking forward to them, but after a couple weeks, i began getting too comfortable. she became more down to earth than i thought she would be, and we became closer.” he buried his face in his hands, as if that would help him atone for his mistakes. “it had nothing to do with you. don’t think i got tired of you, because i would never, and i mean that. please—”

“would you have actually done anything with her if i never found out?” hajime’s eyes widened as your voice cracked, your arms wrapping around your own stomach in discomfort.

“y/n—”

“would you?”

“no.” not even a moment of hesitation. “i would never.”

“how can you be so sure?” you were angry, frustrated, confused—so many thoughts, so many questions... you were at a complete loss of words, yet too many were threatening to spill out all at once. “you were already comfortable with being able to see her more than you were able to see me. how can you say so easily that the thought of doing anything else with her never crossed your mind?”

“because i love you, not her.” his hand reached up to touch yours, but you moved away from him, as far away as you could in the passenger seat. he placed his hand back down into his pockets before continuing. “i’m not sure if you remember, but there was one night where you thought i was unwell, because i wasn’t texting like my usual self.”

you nodded silently to acknowledge your memory of that day. “that’s because it wasn’t me. that was her. i must’ve left my phone unlocked while i had left the dining room to turn on my car and she took it. by the time i dropped her off at home, you began messaging me about being bored of our relationship, because of how she had texted you. i was terrified that it had come to this, that i was too ashamed of myself to admit to what had been going on.”

“and the other ten minutes?”

“she forgot her homework at my house.”

you almost hated how his explanation fit perfectly into the entire situation. that would explain how she got your number. “i just... i don’t get why you had to hide all of this from me. don’t you trust me? have our years of being together not account for anything? do you really think i would care about tutoring lessons?”

“they weren’t supposed to be lessons. they turned from fifteen minute meetups to a scheduled hour almost everyday. i didn’t realize just how normal it had become for me until both you and oikawa began ignoring me.” you could tell he was having difficulty confessing to everything, but you weren’t going to stop until he coughed out every remaining detail out of him.

“...and the cafe?”

“i wanted to end everything, i swear. end the lessons, end anything that began to develop a deeper relationship.” iwaizumi shook his head at the thought and leaned his head against the headrest, staring up at the roof of his vehicle. “i wanted to do it without having to drag you into this mess, so that it would never happen again. then i saw karasuno walking out as soon as i was about to say something.”

“what did you do after they left?” that also lined up perfectly with what both sugawara and nishinoya told you that day.

“i still did it. i told her that our meetings were over and that i was no longer going to affiliate with her outside of school, or anywhere in general. i stood up and left before she could say anything.” he glanced in your direction and sat straight once more, his hands fidgety and his foot tapping lightly near the pedals. “that was that. i didn’t even drive her home. i drove back to my house and blocked her number. after thinking about my mistakes, i called you. then everything unfolded to now.” you were still trying to process everything that was just let out, and hajime slumped into his seat. “that’s it. that’s all that happened. you can even check my phone if you want.”

you didn’t want to see his phone. currently, you didn’t know what you wanted. part of you was thinking about getting out of his car and walking home. surely he didn’t think that just telling you the truth would be the answer to all of your problems?

“why are you sorry, hajime?” after more silence had filled the air, you pierced it with a needle. “that you got caught? that i found out? that you made a mistake? why?”

“because i let something so stupid drag out this far.”

“be honest with me.” you interrupted him before he could continue. “did you grow feelings for her at one point?”

“feelings?”

“you’re not naive. you know what i’m asking you.”

he hesitated, which was all the answer you needed. his silence was louder than any other response he could have given you. you were just heartbroken that absolutely none of this was your fault.

iwaizumi noticed your shift in emotion, and his voice cracked under the pressure of the situation, and you could tell he was trying his hardest to keep everything in. “i shouldn’t have let it come to this, and i know apologizing won’t change anything. but you have to believe that i never did a thing with her. and i don’t have feelings for her. none. the closest i ever got to her was accidentally touching the same pencil as her.” his tone became more desperate, he was losing whatever restraint he had left. “i swear, you don’t have to forgive me now, but please let me make it up to you eventually. i promise—”

“hajime, please drive me home.”

“what?”

“i said, please drive me home.” this really wasn’t a yes or no situation. everything about this was anything but yes or no.

he was unfaithful, but he wasn’t. he cheated... but did he really?

depends on your standpoint of cheating, isn’t it?

“thank you for telling me everything. i trust you enough to believe that what you said was the truth, but i just want to go home now. please.”

he didn’t respond to your monotone response, he knew that was the end of this conversation. with a heavy heart he started his engine and drove out of the empty parking lot, the space between you figuratively wider the longer you two remained in the same car together. the road stretched far ahead, you let your thoughts spin into an endless frenzy all the way back home. the noise in your head refused to subside as hajime parked in your driveway, changing the stick shift to park and unlocking the door.

you reached for the door handle to open it, but hesitated. was this really the end of you two? you didn’t know if it was or not—you didn’t know if you wanted it to be over. you still loved him. that feeling wouldn’t go away overnight. and while hajime made an extremely stupid mistake, you knew he loved you as well. but this was something that couldn’t be ignored. you couldn’t just pretend this never happened. you were better than that.

“i don’t know what’s going to happen yet,” you said truthfully, gathering the courage to turn around and look hajime in the eye. “i just want to think about it for now. that’s all.”

“take your time. i’ll always wait for you.” he sounded broken, but you had made up your mind. with only a simple nod to say goodbye, you opened the door without turning back, rushing back into your house before watching hajime drive away with a sharp pain in your chest.

what the hell are you gonna do now?

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