#anyway it's good to be alive

[vitablue-goldenheart]

I 'M 27 NOW!!!!(TODAY'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!)(it's 16th in my country now). Also I am so proud of myself that it's my 4th anniversary of stopping my cut myself. Can't believe I'm still alive LMAO

#just thoughts #birthday #i don't have any friends so I'm just gonna celebrate maself #anyway it's good to be alive

[ato-dato]

HANDS UP!!! YOURE UNDER ARREST!!!!

#a Little furfur doodle #to prove I’m still alive #im done with commas for now so I’ll have more time to draw go stuff!! #Orange you glad #anyway #furfur #good omens furfur #demon furfur #good omens 2 #good omens fanart #good omens #good omens season 2 #doodle #art #artwork #my art #fanart #digital art #drawing #comic #fan comic

[heynhay]

you're my number one, you're the one i want

#klance #voltron #vld #it is some kind of insane miracle it took me this long to make this about mitski #i always be putting lance in situations... #HE IS FINE. HES FINE. THIS IS A HAPPY 'YOURE ALIVE' REUNION #anyway im signing things now. is it intrusive? #this is weird but the reason i never sign my stuff is cause im like...it ruins the immersion of the piece... #im not even drawing shit thats that good tho so idk what im worried about LOLLL #anyway extremely rare warm palette moment from me #art #my art #mitski

[mipexch]

the intricacies of machinery & vulnerability

#ultrakill #something about v1 and the flesh and machinery inside of it #i like to think it can be delicate. it can heal it can deflect it can overpower certain machines and weapons but open it up and- #suddenly it isnt protected by strong plating and metal anymore #to have v1 open up for you. to have it trust enough. to have it even be Willing to keep you alive. and Let yoy see that. Good lord??? #V1 #anyways. static mold and dust up in this mf #its not vulnerable. it Doesnt open up. thats the point. even if i want it to

[mister-sol]

if I don’t draw these two for too long I literally burst into flames

#good omens fanart #Aziraphale #aj crowley #ineffable husbands #my art #now this is a piece thats never seen the light of day. i remember immediately hating it upon finishing it but 2 yrs later its fine #the art recycling continues #i have nothing new to offer #crowley is not a constrictor snake hopefully #i was trying to think of a funny or sweet or impactful caption for thirty minutes and i literally could not come up with anything #anyways they are probably the reason i am alive tbh

[bergselise]

#homestuck fanart #homestuck #homestuck dirk #hom3stuck #im alive #were back to our regular content #dont trust me when i say that #i will maybe draw anything else for a phat while again or just be gone #but im back now its all good #not #anyways #hes so silly #i love #hims #fanart #homestuck dirk fanart #silly

[aster-draws]

Cover art for Wanted: Dead and Alive chapter one, which I've started posting because I'm like soooooooo normal about Danny Phantom x DC rn anyways cheers

#cw: gore #art #dp x dc #danny phantom #tim drake #wanted: dead and alive #im really just posting this heres so I can get a good link for the image anyways i am sooooooooo normal about them hahaha

[katabay]

original thief series basso & garrett :)

ngl, it's about quality over quantity for me. an npc can have a total of three minutes of screen time, but if they have a cool name, they can live rent free in my head and I'll spend several hours trying to decipher drawable features from a blurry screenshot of pixels

there is a vague hint of a story here, and that's because every time I try to play thi4f, I get incredibly frustrated with how Not Fun the game play is. like, is the story good? well. but it has a PLAGUE. that should've given it instant 'I'll replay this once a year' status in my heart, but the game play sucks so bad that I've never finished it. I can't believe Not Fun gameplay beat out my obsession with narrative plagues.

anyway, the idea is basically if the original era had a game with a plague centric narrative and some other stuff I liked out of thi4f thrown into a narrative blender, with a heavy dash of horror thrown in because some parts of the thief games were scarier to me than entire dedicated horror genre games.

⭐ places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app

#if i had a laptop and the skillset i would attempt a story mod because the thief modders who create whole mission stories #are GENIUS and also somewhat terrifying. love them! xoxox #anyway im actually kind of obsessed with parts of thi4f but its also like. not at that sweet spot of almost good enough to be fun #to talk about. which. for the record. has not stopped me from talking about it at length to people #the city itself actually fucking fascinates me. its almost alive and im SO mad that not a single part of that game is actually terrifying #it should be gnarlier and instead it feels a bit like it doesn't quite want to be trapped in the story it has to tell? #but between the level that has the bodies on the meathooks #and the scene with the bodies hanging from the rafters or whatever that was and garrett living in a clock tower #because the game is very much ALMOST about changing times and authoritarian violence and capitalism #(like. by virtue of how the story sort of spins out i think it misses it's mark on a lot of stuff here #in the sense that i dont feel like it actually wants to tell that story. it wants to. go in a different direction. or at least walk on top #of those themes instead of through it) #ANYWAY between all of those things. it does kind of live in my head rent free. they did create a compelling setting #SHAME THEY DIDNT WANT TO ACTUALLY EAT ANY OF IT #unrelated but i would've given thi4f a 10/10 if they kept garrett's fucking nail polish from the concept art. cowards. unforgivable #thief the dark project #i still have no idea how to tag the game series as a whole RIP #sorry for the dedicated dark project fans. if you know what the general series tag is. please let me know #garrett thief #basso thief

[trobeds]

i know the hunger games isnt about romance i know it isnt a love story but. theres just something so beautiful in the way peeta is the personification of what it means to heal and he /is/ the dandelion and the bread and the hope that things can be better even if they wont be fixed. even if the nightmares dont stop he will still hold her. wake her up and tell her shes alive. shes safe. and when its over and done and theres no more saving or protecting or trying their absolute hardest to die if it means keeping the other alive, the horrors dont stop. but katniss will still find that comfort in peetas arms.

#and peeta Goes Through It too but hes there!!!!!!!! hes always there and hes kind and artistic and peaceful and good and everything that #the games could never destroy (the hijacking couldve but he found his way back. he still wonders whats real sometimes but he knows. he know #who he is. a painter a baker and a boy who loves. she reminds him of that love too) #anyways :( katniss longs for peetas arms and nobodys been this gentle with her since her father died and she stopped letting her mother #hold her. and peeta does #something about the way he holds her so so gently with so much love and care despite all the destruction and how peeta counteracts the fire #in katniss. the one that tells her she needs to protect and defend and prioritize keeping her family alive and keep her guard up. but hes #there to comfort her and hold her and protect her and those r all the things katniss doesnt get the privilege of thinking about because she #always thinking about who she needs to protect #its so personal to me. god i am Not okay rn #i have a rehearsal before school tmr and i am sooooo sleepy but. insane thoughts can never wait #everlark #katniss everdeen #peeta mellark #peeniss #< the real ship name #the hunger games #thg #late night thoughts & all that jazz #🫀

[crunchchute]

Mr. Raglan

#i hate this ive been fighting this for like a month oughhh #i redid his face 80 times and im still unhappy with it i just ended up with whatever the fuck i did before too #and slapped a filter over it cause the coloring wasnt going anywhere without thinking of a bg #red mug ruins everything #yes this is based on the movie novel #crunchchute art #my art #fnaf #william afton #cant tag this steve shouldnt even caption it that cause the matthew ppl will eat me alive for daveifying their babygirl #five nights at freddy's #five nights at freddys #the kind of art that only looks good zoomed in to 200% when you cant see his face #the uncropped vers is also cropped i just hate the lack of a bg #couldnt think of anything more #anyway #<- OPs tags

[hylialeia]

you don't get it. she loved him once. she didn't have a maester, she had a brother. he sold their mother's crown to keep them fed. he said Dany, please. she loved him, once.

#I feel like the tragedy of viserys and dany is they really might have been close and loved each other normally of they'd been allowed to #barristan says viserys always seemed aerys's son but when has westeros had any sort of developed understanding of mental illness #dany knew him best and she said the last kindness left him when he sold their mother's crown #it begs the question how much kindness there would have been if they hadn't been children forced out on the streets #a brother dany says never forgave her for their mother's death giving her birth. #but who told her stories and brought her up while his own mental faculties were wearing thin #it doesn't feel like tywin keeping tyrion based on lannister name and blood alone #she loved him once. #that viserys had some inherent lecherous evil in him doesn't feel in line with that to me #it doesn't feel in line with dany please #if ned is the good guardian to tywin's bad one viserys was just a boy who found himself in that role under the worst possible circumstances #and who under duress of those awful circumstances and his own undiagnosed mental illness #(for which he never got any help or support) #failed his sister very very badly #leaving daenerys to feel the hole of his absence even when he was still alive #because she loved him. once #lol anyway! #asoiaf #daenerys targaryen #viserys targaryen

[canonkiller]

do you consider your self made?

#my art #self portrait of sorts #been musing a lot on disability recently and how being relatively freshly unable to do Most Things has changed my perspective on things #for a long time growing up i was fixated on the idea of being An Impact On The World yknow? mainly the next Big Writer #(and that it would be sooo impressive that everyone would make my books bestsellers when i was only 12 because it was That Good) #and i mean. obviously that didnt work out as originally planned because i was 12 and learning. but I've felt a lot like #I've kind of built my sense of self on those big achievements. even if they were only big to me. and a lot of them #are now out of reach or very difficult to reach. and it's been a lot to. recontextualize #to take what ive been told my whole life and ignore it in favor of just being being enough. #things will happen as they happen. i havent earned anything by suffering but it hasnt ended the world either #im here doing what i Can do for as long as I'm able to do it. and thats all i need to be for now #just making sure that i Do do the things i can do rather than assume i can do them later #anyways. love you #cw: #top nudity #artistic nudity #the dreaded ambiguously presenting nipple #if you put any pro weight loss eating disorder shit on here ill kill you btw #my body is sexy because im in it and im still alive. not because its struggling to stay that way #lindwormposting

[beatcroc]

pest control TWO!!!!! heres the first one

adn heres the obligatory bonus bc i can't help myself :')

#i already threatened that little basard twice in these i may as well make good on it #pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #fake peppino #the noise #fp ''oh god wait that is not a real rat and also tastes awful'' moments. he doesnt actually have any interest in eating that thang ok #even if seeing a small scampering little guy like that WILL activate his prey drive without fail #peppino loves it he thinks it's the funniest shit in the world for fp to go after noise. so he is always encouraging this. #but anyway yeah. fp is *really* not the one noise should be worried about. #arting #pizzaposting #i still have lots of tag room thjis time so im gonna do some tangential nonsense rambling. e #fp gotta be like crazy good at hunting i think. not just for strength and predator instincts but also bc like #he doesn't have much in the way of a scent or body heat or anything that would give him away as an alive thing #not to mention he's uh... not particularly organically-shaped a lot of the time #so esp. to smaller prey that don't like... memorize a landscape; if he holds very still he's like completely undetectable #total ambush king. though i'm sure hes also very good at #persistence and pursuit hunting since he has peppino's speed and no way of getting muscle fatigue. ultimate beast #fortunately he doesnt care that much and doesnt really need to eat so hes not devastating the local ecosystem or anything #except for the rats.

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the most Dog ever. or. dog shaped Thing ever

#four different versions bc i couldnt decide #i have been watching So Many jimmy dean & rowlf clips its not even funny #well. it is funny. its really funny. theyre hilarious #wellll. rowlf is hilarious. jimmy dean is funny as well due to Proximity #rowlf is the best muppet no one can convince me otherwise #hes Everything #scribble garnish #the muppets #rowlf the dog #rowlf #did i make him too curly? maybe. but hey who's gonna hold me accountable No One thats who #you'll never catch me alive! i'll curly-fy... curlify.... curl... ILL MAKE EVERYTHING CURLY MARK MY WORDS #no seriously. mark em. take out your notebook and write this down there'll be a test later #anyway i love how Blanket he is #every time i see a picture of his full puppet its like. thats a blanket right there #puppy throw... #you know that would be a good blanket idea actually? head and arms and the rest is just a pelt #rowlf skin for your floor!

[demigod-of-the-agni]

they all get called pullingo and are kicked out of the city

Pavitr and Bhim Rajeshkumar and Karna Prabhakar.. the spider bros...

#they came to me in a dream. and i drew them #when i was supposed to be preparing for my exam #eugh. anyway. you are obligated to look at the boys. they are my everything #really happy with how bhim's hair came out. like. i didn't know i could do that #obligatory mention that the prabhakar bros all have really good hair. like at this point it's not even a gift. it's something more divine #karna's luscious locks bro.... i made myself jealous #will these two make an official appearance in the mythic mumbattan au? no idea #but i'll tell you this: miles warren is alive and well #also in case you couldn't tell: bheem is wearing the new spidey india suit (i updated it). he would wear it better than pavitr. just saying #like tbh that new suit is waayyy too similar to the ben reilly suit. not the hoodie the other one #so obviously everyone but pavitr will pull off that look #pavitr prabhakar #spider man india #atsv #across the spiderverse #spider man fanart #mythic mumbattan au #bhim rajeshkumar #karna prabhakar #artoftheagni

[codgod]

a post-revival ctommy for old times sake

#.png #dsmp #tommyinnit #ctommy #fanart #eyestrain #the purple scars/tear tracks are from dying around crying obsidian btw #based on some headcanons that i only half remember #ghosts taking on traits of the place they died in and keeping them when they’re alive or w/e #anyways i need to go back to my messy rendering i’ve started getting way too meticulous with it jgvshd #clean is fun sometimes but this is good too