#anyways blessing you tumblr freaks with this now

[sirennamedkore]

Something something the Seine something something laws something something local cop says fuck the police and comits a crime for the first and last time in his life

#les mierables #les mis #javert #shitpost #this came to me like a prophecy from an angry God #anyways me and my gf were talking about Javert like normal people do #(we're not at all normal about him we have brain worms) #and anyways #we got to talking about the Seine #naturally #and I got #this idea #aaaaand after sharing this idea with rea #we died laughing for like a solid 5 minutes #anyways blessing you tumblr freaks with this now #you're welcome #ALSO #long hair Javert ON TOP #He deserves long pretty hair #that gets progressively more fucked up and messy as he slowly goes insane over His Convict #tw suicide implied

[rainysofsunshineao3]

It's officially 2 Weeks until Jurassic World Chaos Theory drops so I'm making an overcomplicated really long analysis of:

*THIS* scene because I love them the normal amount :)

SOOOO... Lets start off with this vvv

First off, GOD THE ANIMATION. Screaming, crying, sobbing right now. That hesitant pause, the eyes movement as right before + as she says "Fallen". Our girl is so scared, I'm sure her heart is beating like, 1000 times ber minute. Her eyebrows scrunching together as she finally gets the words out, then raising like a weight is lifted off her shoulders? Goddamn, these animators got me sobbing at a fictional character.

The worry in her expression as she waits to hear what Sammy has to say and as soon as she figures out that it's a positive response, she just gets this look of absolute ADORATION. Look at that full-on open-mouthed smile she gives. She just looks so happy. You can also notice she's taking full, deep breaths again. It isn't really shown in the previous GIF, but girlie was definitely holding her breath. Convince me otherwise.

And then we have this MASTERPIECE vvv

There's so many things in this. She still has that like, half-dazed happy puppy smile and then Sammy kinda just launches herself towards her and you can visibly see the confused "oh shit, wat" widening of the eyes.

And I mean, to be fair, this girl is not the best at romantic cues. Like look at these...

Like, even in the beginning seasons, the way this woman looks at you and you can't tell? And she puts up with your dramatic ass? This is not normal heterosexual behaviour people. I know maybe 1 pair of friends who are straight as a ruler but are a little too comfortable with each other, but that's a minority.

Going back on track...

Yeah, Yaz isn't the best with romantic cues, and also, Damn, Sammy, I can't really blame her. You freaking yeeted yourself at her mouth, of course she wasn't going to kiss you back immediately. Like, y'all, especially for a first kiss, please ask your partner? This actually was my one problem with this scene, and I don't know why it doesn't get talked about more...

Anyway, Yaz closes her eyes the second Sammy touches her (like, fr, girlie was expecting atomic impact) then slowly opens her eyes.

But you can see the good second and a half that Yaz' brain just can't catch up to what's happening and it's the best fucking thing ever. I'd post like, every single time we have a "Yaz Brain Buffer" but tumblr only allows 10 images per post :(

Then finally - actually this time - we have the continuation of the previous GIF (not including the sapphic yearning slides )

Yaz finally just, understands and kisses Sammy back (thank god) but the real focus of this gif is that when they pull away, YAZ IS STILL LOOKING AT SAMMY'S LIPS LIKE GIRL.

Another blink showing "Oh, ok. That just happened" and then we get the sweetest sapphic-yearning-fulfilled soft smile from both of them.

I'd scream with Brooklyn in the background but I CANT cause she's dead *sobs*

God I love these two so much. I need this representation when I was 10. They make me so happy I actually can't describe it. LORD, what a blessing and journey this was.

Hope these two had the same effect on you as they did me :)

TOODLES!!!

#Raine rambles for a bit #JWCC #JWCT #yasmina fadoula #sammy gutierrez #lgbtq #lgbtqia #sapphics #*SAPPHICS* #these two gay #very gay #lets go lesbians #yasammy #yaz x sammy #i will die on this hill #fight me #Yaz' Brain Buffers #XD

[ipegchangbin]

changbin pegger i invite you to walk with me, come on take my hand, here’s a suspiciously perfect peach for you my love.

i’ve been having dreams and visions and hallucinations, a single face plaguing my every waking thought, a certain curly haired fiend (no no, not our usual small chunky furry friend) today i command a “bang chan” as they (kids these days) call him. in my dreams i am sitting at a bar all dark and cool and tall and beautiful and mysterious, as i am, and this enchanting little minx is just sitting there, all cute and pretty and fuckable, as he is, and i want him and he wants me but he’s shy u know :( the poor guy, he steals his glances and i just full on ogle, send a smirk his way here and there, but oh no he’s turning away now and he’s not smiling back, maybe i read him wrong maybe he- or not because he’s suddenly making his way over, conjuring up some confidence, okay my turn! i entertain him a little, we talk, i buy him a drink (it’s just coke, he says he doesn’t drink, he’s just here with friends, it’s okay i can work with that) maybe, maybe just maybe he’s staring at my lips too much by the time our drinks are gone and we’re all close and personal, and mayyybe we kiss and everything is beautiful, the sun sets as a double rainbow paints the sky and i can hear the laughter of a thousand pink dolphins

and then i take him to my penthouse (the club bathroom) AND I FREAK IT, I FREAK IT SO GOOD SO NICE SO SWEET, as i do, we both came so much all over his stomach and i have to set him on the counter to catch his breath and then i clean him up and leave first, and he never stops thinking about me, i intentionally did not give him my number, whatever i said about being dark and mysterious (and did i mention tall and beautiful?) and no dick will ever compare to mine

and then i wake up changbin pegger unfortunately 😣😣😣😣

side note: i realized writing this it’s probably my first time sending an ask in my years of tumblr history, i’ve never had anything to say but u enchant me changbin pegger they should make u president of the world

beloved fruitcakebin you have truly blessed me with your experience in the dreamworld and i cannot get enough of this (and thank you for the beautiful peach it mustve taken you far too many laps around your grandfathers land to find the perfect one)

🏷️ sub!bang chan, dom!gn!reader, public bathroom tipsy sex

i love the idea of discovering and befriending a meek channie while in a social event…there’s something so charming about a guy who doesn’t even want to drink alcoholics to let loose.

maybe you’re the vice he’s looking for.

so as you make your advances, inch closer and get the boy’s awkwardness riled up to a ten, he looks cuter when he’s flushed and flustered. as pink as the peach you offered to me — peach soda in his hands — and he’s drowning in both the fizzy sip and your sparkling gaze.

you’re eating him up with your eyes alone.

or maybe your lips, because before you both know it, the self-introductions turn into spontaneous kisses.

neither of you know how it happened, maybe it was the intimate distance and semi-privacy in a sea of drunk people, but

you invite him over to the restroom with you because “you need someone to guide you” or something of the sort: it doesn’t matter, he follows you anyway. you expect him to.

he’s a mindless dog at this point, only loyal to a person he just met.

he follows you into the stall without thinking at all and you’re grateful that nobody seems to notice, because his eyes are only set on you even if he’s sober yet drunk on your love.

realizing he’s right there in the stall with you, you say “fuck it” out loud and it gets his cock harder than it already was. you can tell how hot and heavy it is, straining against his pants as you pull the fabric down while crashing your lips against his plump ones again.

chan tastes the alcohol on your mouth but also the sweetness of lust and it spurs him on. he moans without a care in the world and he’s accidentally loud. when you break away from the kiss, he hungers for more, leaning in with a desperation that you have to chuckle at. you’ve never met one like him.

“y/n,” he mutters and you’re surprised he still remembers your name, “may i touch you?”

you smirk. “hmm, i wanted to touch you first.”

you cup his balls through his underwear and he whimpers like a hurt puppy, but there’s a need and satisfaction in his system that he can’t explain. it feels too good to be wrong but he lets your hand play with him, running your fingers up the shaft before squeezing his thick cock even if it’s so big and dumb that it barely fits your hand.

you jerk him while kissing him — more like biting his lips and leaving hickeys on surrounding sensitive skin — and he’s undressing you hurriedly, cupping your chest and reaching for your bottoms only to realize that he’s about to get fucked with the aggression escalating from your end.

you rub your crotch on his exposed cock and ride his lower body against the wall, grabbing him by the neck and calling him pathetic things.

“such a good boy. can’t believe you were so shy. do you want to be a slut or do you want to be my favorite toy?”

chan’s head spins and he can’t keep up, your hand digs into his neck while the other tugs on his hair as you keep going and going. your hips roll so well on his, his pelvis starts to shake from the sheer pleasure, your words and raspy post-tipsy voice takes him to heaven, you ride his shirt up to expose his toned stomach, and—

“y/n! fuck!”

he cums, screaming almost, shooting his own load all over himself while you spray your essence on his cock.

you lick up the hand marks on his neck, down to his heaving chest (and nipples), and lick his own cum off his abs. he’s so particularly savory with a sweet aftertaste that it might just addicting.

chan’s a shaking mess and he backs into the wall of the stall while you clean up his still-leaking cock with your tongue.

but it feels so good.

you don’t give him your number. you don’t do anything. you merely kiss him goodbye and all he has of you is your cum on his body, your alluring face ingrained in his mind, along with a dark and mysterious name that haunts him for what seems to be forever.

a week later, your stroll downtown makes you meet face-to-face with chan again, and he looks like a puppy that found its way back home.

“hi, y/n!” he smiles, as if he hadn’t just had a wet dream about you the night prior to your fated meeting.

thank you beloved fruitcakebin, ill think about this ask forever, you should start writing this (while i write dj!chan)

#skz smut #sub!skz #sub!bang chan #sub!chan #bang chan smut #chan smut #💬 z is writimg #💌 ipeginbox #<3 fruitcakebin

[yeyinde]

Hello! This is the first time I've... ever sent an Ask on Tumblr after years and years of being here, but your last Alpha!Price piece was absolutely immaculate and I really couldn't *not* say something—it truly just set off alarm bells that were dulled by the sheer intricacy of writing and scheming Price (and Co.). Not a moment passes by where the group isn't already playing 10 steps ahead, Price doubling that... It's actually quite terrifying, but I guess that's why we've been chasing tail for ages. ;; I don't know how Asks really go, bless my soul I can be anon, or else I'd freak out, but beyond just this last piece, your writing is amazing as a whole! Thank you for sharing your work! ♡

ahhhhh, thank you!!!! to think this little story of mine had such an impact is wild to me. kinda over the moon about that, tbh! 🖤

and Price scheming is just... yum. his whole interaction with Gaz really just flipped a switch in me, and now i need him morally reprehensible and plotting lmao

i also just really loved the idea of a "i don't want you, but i'll have you anyway" narrative for the reader, all engineered by Price, of course. because he's older, surly, doesn't really care much for courting, and really just enjoyed the long game of bullying you into submission because who needs words and romance when you can just side-eye your subordinate into aiding and abetting in a kidnapping/mating scheme, right?? perfectly reasonable behaviour.

[einsteinsugly]

After everything I’ve seen and read on tumblr, I’m scared to watch s8 of That 70s show. I know the writers completely destroyed all the characters. Fez is already an annoying character in s4, and he’s becoming a sexist jerk.

Do I even bother watching the 8th season?

Iirc, I remember only watching the few eps and then the last couple. It definitely qualifies under the "don't bother suffering through it" category (as is T9S). A glimpse is the most I can bother taking. Don't bother, I'll give you the highlights.

The highlights:

-Hyde marries a stripper, Sam. She is devoid of any personality, and serves as an object to pull Jackie and Hyde apart. He's dug himself a grave, and he chooses to lie in it (ugh).

-It turns out that Sam was already married, so the marriage wasn't valid, anyway.

-They try really freaking hard to integrate Sam and Randy into the fold, but it fails miserably.

-Donna is an OOC shell (as is everyone else), and befriends Sam and pushes Jackie away, and calls her a bitch at one point.

-Kelso randomly proposes to Jackie (which was a jumping-off point T9S could've gone with, but since Jay is sixteen, they went with the stupid, late season 4 AU route). Jackie says no, obviously, and Kelso moves to Chicago to be closer to Brooke and Betsy. He becomes a security guard at the Playboy mansion, which meh.

-Eric breaks up with Donna via a letter, and Donna starts dating Randy. My headcanon is that Eric wants her to stop waiting for him and that he heard how she was treating Jackie (like shit), so he temporarily broke it off. Hoping for her to get her shit together, but that didn't happen (until the very end).

-Randy is an Eric-y character with a bit of Kelso (he loves dogs, and is somewhat superficial). He's nothing special; I don't hate him, other than for what he represents. He's just a meh character, to me.

-Everyone treats Jackie like shit, including Fez, her eventual lover. Fez says she's ugly on the inside and the outside, and Jackie says he's wrong about the outside part (wtf?).

-Jackie works as an assistant for Christine St George, the host of What's Up Wisconsin, who is a heartless piece of shit that Jackie readily calls out. It's the only salvageable storyline, IMO, until they devolve it and make Jackie sweep hair at Fez's salon. To "humble" her, which wtf?

-Fez has turned into a playboy, and is even more cringe-y than before. Jackie and Fez now live together, since Kelso has moved to Chicago.

-Hyde calls Jackie "Point Place's sluttiest slut," and everyone shits on her for dating almost all the guys from the OG gang. Hyde also pushes her into a creek at one point.

-Jackie and Fez are incredibly forced, and Jackie comes to the conclusion that Fez is her soulmate via a superficial, desperate list, which Donna affirms. Hyde vaguely gives them his blessing, but it's clear that it's hollow as hell.

-Jackie and Fez kiss in the finale, on top of the water tower. Jackie struggles to be intimate with him, and Fez paints over Jackie's name in "Jackie and Michael," and it's now "Fez and Michael." Extra note, the Jackie and Michael thing on the water tower seems to be fully intact in T9S (without any edits, to even fix it), so it's further proof that T9S isn't canon.

-Hyde has a nasty pornstache at the end of the season, and Kitty calls him her "second son." Kitty has a new hairstyle, too. The Red and Kitty stuff is better than the stuff in seasons 6 and 7, but like T9S, the decent Red and Kitty stuff can't save season 8.

-Eric and Donna, seemingly, get back together on New Year's Eve. Well, kind of, since they have some shit to work through. Donna's headed off to college in Madison, and Eric came home from Africa early (I explain why in my verse, btw).

The end. It's a vaguely fixable mess, unlike T9S. Which is an unfixable mess, imo.

#that 70s show #that 90s show #eric and donna #jackie and fez #jackie and kelso #jackie and hyde #kelso and brooke #my essays #i answer a thing

[better-off-crazy]

Anyways Spoilers --i never figured out how to do that undrcut thing on mobil if thats not obvious by now but whatever its tumblr your here for the Spoilers! Whether you like it or not really-- and not like many people are posting bout sandrock anyways(lame its great!) and when they do its all Spoilers anyhow and this is long enoguh so should do it automatically. Probably.

This is not in any order whatso ever.

Did they bascilly just spell out what the next game is gonna be? With the northern development? Could be dlc but it feels like a whole game could go there. Altho theres also the stuff happing in Ethea too so that could also be the next one.

This should help! Gives salt.

Tbh i thoguht they were gonna kill off Mort at the end of it.

It awalys ends by building a ship. I like that its like one last hurrah!

Bronco shows up? At the party?? In a room full of basic npcs??? Ok???? And bogan jack is there too??? And it made me fight him??? And then teleported me into the desert?!?!

Getting to see all the representatives is really cool!

Luna looks awsome, her concert was pretty nice. Except for the fact it was a bit outif sync

"Its been my honor to sink... so that others could swim" thats freaking sad! And inspirational!

Gaudi looks like he stole his outfit from Gust

Wei says Excelsior. Cute

THEY HAD THE BABY! YES I GET TO MEET DAN-BI AND RIANS BABY!

The fact that they asked cooper to fill up about 10hrs worth of time is not surprising

Avrio did it! Catori too! proud of Them!

Seeing Gale made me tear up a bit. Its been a long time buddy

AIR.SHIP.RIDE.AIRSHIPRIDE!

Unsuur being Unsuur, wanna give him extra hugs, i know how you feel reaching the end of the journey and its beeeen a long one.

Curie looks really cool! But where is that wind coming from to make her cape so flowy?

I love that there are items from portia now

That new story didnt work out to well for justice and owen did it? Lol

Why did matlida take that shot to the arm? It didnt extaly help her in the end? No one in sandrock suspected her? I did tho! I was right to be suspicious of her! I will awalys be happy about that.

Im glad larry and xena were able to stay and see that sandrocks not so bad and were actully pretty cool people

Justices real name is Maurice! The one question i never had has been answered!

We get to see mom and dad this time! Its not just dad! Its both! Cool!

THATS OUR PARENTS?! Wow they look so normal. And dapper. My Pa's eyes are left pink and right green, Unexpected. Unless thats like a bit of you inherited it from him? But my builds eyes are just pink n blue with heart irises.

Why dose the one rep look like J. Johnas Jameson

How did they convince cooper to give up that much land?

"Blessings to your sacred tree!" It sure is

Kept that promise to bring sandrock back. Feels good.

Nice I get to sit next to the pretty boy.

Love the fact that it was either me orr portia me to be the next top builder. Love that they exist at the same time.

Miguel is just there. Watching learing to be better.

Haha they still haven't found the rouge knight wonder if hell pop up next time?

Oh Qi awalys trying to show off the robot and hes relly improved with controlling it too!

FINAL BOSS!! : Cooper and his moon man conspiracy story witch i actully find kinda entertaining. Winner: Me

I would love to see more of the reps and just more ingeneral sandrock really made me feel things just like portia did! but just a lil bit more then portia did.

#my time at sandrock #mtas #mtas spoilers

[knightlywaltz]

FUWA,,, SORRY ITS ME… TUMBLR USER PITXROXAS

anyways uhh

i had some kogakasa thoughts immediately after seeing your art?!!!1!1! crazy!! i didnt even ship until now!!

After seeing the percing that tsuka has i kinda had Two Thoughts.

1. Tsukasa lowkey wanted to pierce his ears but he is Too Much of A Pussy To Do It Himself (aka walk to local tattoo shop and ask them to me very gentle with him) so Koga comes up and is like: “What if I did it for you instead??” and then he did. Tsukasa freaked out but he got kissed alot afterwards so a winwin

2. Tsukasa is Still Afraid to Pierce his Ears but he wants to Look as Cool as Koga so Koga offers to take him down to the Local Tattoo Shop together and they r holding hands and blushing and going crazee and then Tsukasa gets his ears pierced and he cant stop crying, so Koga reluctantly takes Kasa to get Ice Cream to make him feel better (rizz acomplished)

they kiss forever

i feel like i have lowkey abandoned shukasa at this point but anything 4 u op u captured my heart w/ kogakasa

OH MY GOD.... I AM SO HONOURED TO HAVE CONVERTED YOU TO KOGAKASA WITH MY SILLY FANART WAAAA

Also, oh my god, I can see these so vividly ESPECIALLY KOGA PIERCING TSUKASA'S EARS. Tsukasa would be so anxious at first. Bless his heart, he thinks he'd bleed to death from an ear piercing 😭💗 methinks they'd go earring shopping once its healed enough and even would get matching earrings.. also i 100% think Tsukasa deserves sword themed earrings. Koga would try to hide how much he grins seeing how much Tsukasa is enjoying himself with the piercing /he/ did for Tsukasa

#kogakasa #kogaoogami #oogamikoga #oogami koga #koga oogami #suou tsukasa #tsukasasuou #tsukasa suou #suoutsukasa

[ignitesthestxrs]

DFGHJHGFDFLKJHGHJ OMFG I'M.

i have had Realizations about myself almost two years ago now, and i've just listened to intro persona for the first time in a hot minute and. in retrospect it seems fairly obvious to me that the reason i got so obsessed with it at the time, very much unbeknownst to me, was i had pretty strong trans feelings about it. i feel like the biggest clown to have ever clowned.

(btw you don't know you were but! thank you for having being this long time lurker's sponsor in my big scary gender crisis!! mighty kind of you to have always spent so much time fairygodmothering queer babies that i reflexively just ran to your tumblr/twitter when i got my Oh Wait What Oh No???? moment.

and then i naturally landed on em's twitter. and because you guys were like high scholars of all things parasocial relationships, and also because i never understood twitter etiquette anyway, i didn't think i had any way that wasn't insane and inappropriate to burst down their door like

''HOWDY not only do you not know me but i don't know you either!! i am but a humble once removed follower through hannah and have been for a few years now. anyway i just wanted to extend my thanks for i just spent 6 hours scrolling through your uh everything, and believe i got my gender transed in the process. very exciting, much obliged. congratulations on your truly excellent gender, i hope you get everything you want from life.''

so i'm dumping this on you now instead apparently???? i really don't know how i got here, can't emphasize enough how much that was not my plan. i have been wanting to say you really helped me and i'm very grateful for a long time but, not like that probably?? except due to who i am as a person i'm not sure i'd have done it at all if i had tried to do it any other way. feels appropriate that it happened after i introduced myself as a clown, doesn't it.

anyway, past!you (and em!!) were the best and coolest fairy godparents in my phone a sort-of-kind-of-guy who was still too freaked out and panicky to try to talk about my crisis to any living person could have hoped for, and i was and still am very relieved that i had all your archived wisdom to turn to in my moment of need. thank you <333)

right! so my baby self had zero thoughts about the fact that a song about identity as a construct and a performance Did so many things to me! head fully empty!! isn't is wild the things you can learn later on in life with the power of insight. wow! partly embarrassing, mostly hilarious if you ask me.

sorry this was 3000x longer than it needed to be, thank you for your time, byeeeeee.

ANON my heart this was such a lovely message to receive thank you for reaching out and sharing ❤️ it is genuinely always so touching to encounter those moments when it turns out your shouting into the void was reaching other people bobbing around out there and helped throw them a lifeline

also like, congrats on transing your gender bud, i am proud and impressed and so glad you had that moment and were able to work through all the panicky and freak out to rest in a place that is good and right for you. that is the shit you deserve! you did a great job!

and i maintain that any life event you come out the other side going 'partly embarrassing, mostly hilarious' is a life event worth having. the ability of people to synthesise experiences that are like, reflective of deep stress or anxiety into something that is Very Funny afterwards is one of my favourite things about people, and also just one of my favourite things about living a life. sometimes the joy is in looking at yourself 5, 10 years ago and going 'aw, bless'.

anywayanyway i also maintain that persona is one of the best things that namjoon has done so like, congrats also on your baby queer taste anon, that song kicked ass ❤️❤️❤️ wishing you the absolute best buddy, thank u for writing

#hannah answers asks #cute 🥺

[manonamora-if]

As someone who really tries not to speak online without having anything relevant to a conversation or post, I am definitely guilty of quiet consumership. I really do enjoy the work that you and others put forth. But I do try to avoid interaction because I am scared of becoming the sort of entitled that comes from being strangers behind a screen. Like, so many people will just say whatever and not even try to at least be nice or polite about it. Like that person who asked if you were butthurt and hiding behind anonymity while they did. Literally could’ve just asked why you were passionate about that post. Or at least could’ve asked under their own handle. But too many people are content to be rude and nasty or even just inconsiderate on the internet. I don’t understand why they felt the need to try and belittle your message, it was a good freaking message, no matter what motivated it. They seem to forget that they can just mind their own business instead of coming into your space and being a douche. Anyways, sorry for the essay. I just wanted to say I appreciate you and really enjoy your work. Also that anon can literally go get wrecked.

Hello there,

You get an essay in response :)

First, your feelings are totally understandable. Can't say I haven't been guilty myself either. And I get the feeling of entitlement that can come with interacting with a piece of media you enjoy (I remember the fan wars on Tumblr...).

I still think there is a large space between interacting with a project and entitlement of that project/author's attention. It all depends on how you communicate/act. Asking politely the author a question is miles away from demanding the next update. Sharing your love for their work is widely different from asking them to include your headcanon in their work. Interacting with their work in a way that considers the author's wishes (fan art, reviews, etc...) is much more effective then spamming the author for attention. There are a lot of degrees. As long as the line is not crossed, you're good!

And yeah, being polite and nice goes a long way!

Side note: I was just so happy to get (lovely) asks for TTTT yesterday, I still ended up answering questions I would usally just ignore.

On the topic of anons, I'm not going to touch on that specific one (and not answering them either, they're not adding anything to the conversation anymore). But that won't stop me from leaving the anons enabled (for now). It is both a blessing and a curse.

Sure I get hate sometimes, and it sucks. And they get to me, otherwise i would just ignore them. They're just looking for attention (like me, lol) and getting a reaction from me.

But they are also not the worse I have seen in the IFs circles. They are not blatant attacks to who I am as a person or deny that parts of me are real (i.e. gender/sexuality/illnesses/etc...). And I have lovely people who let me vent when I get a nasty one. Right now, I'm good.

Still, I get enough love and interest for my projects that leaving it on is worth it for me (right now). I still want to give an outlet for people who are not comfortable sending a message with their handles or creating an account. Most questions/interaction I get are from Anonymous. I would love to put an avatar behind the question, but like I respect their need for anonymity. (I use anons sometimes to gush at authors I am too chicken to interact with otherwise)

Finally, thank you. I really appreciated your message ❤.

#ask box #rambling

[purple-compromise]

Ask box doesn't let me write NEARLY enough

OKIE DOKES - Hi PurpleCompromise! (i've probably sent you an ask or two before, but) - today I decided to revisit all of the fanfics I hold near and dear to my heart because i found most of them when I JUST started college and in a few days, I'm actually graduating college and heading to Nursing School.

Therefore, I felt it really necessary to visit one of my favorite fanfic writers of all time because this is kind of a big step for me in my life and fanfics have always been my free therapy and safe space to let loose and forget my stresses - SO.

Dear PurpleCompromise, from one fanfic writer to another (and one homosapien who likes to give their readers lots of factual context to another homosapien who likes to give their readers lots of factual context) I wish you knew how much your writing means to me! I started reading "This Is Where We Are Now" in one of the most d e p r e s s i n g points in my life, but boy oh boy, did your fic literally give me life. I remember waking up very early everyday to read more of your fic and constantly check for updates, etc.

I know this may sound a bit silly, but your fic actually changed the way I see the world, how I view people, and how I write! And on top of that, it actually provided me with a piece of fiction that allowed me to temporarily escape my problems, even if just for a few minutes. Your fic helped me through one of the toughest points in my life, and you yourself constantly inspire me to be a better writer and to stay determined when it comes to creating fiction. 

Anyways, point is, your writing will always hold a very special place in my heart and I want you to know how much it impacted me and how it's stuck with me for literally four years straight. At this point, I don't think I'll ever forget your user name or the name of your fic.

Please keep doing what you're doing! I'm so proud of you and watching your growth as a writer over the years. PLUS, the fact that you've stayed dedicated to your fic for 8 goddamn years straight??? I can't even. I have to wrestle with myself to keep a consistent updating schedule after a week of starting a fic. B L E S S Y O U B R O.

aight, that's enough out of me. keep being real freaking smart and stunning. 

Ps. you're literally the sole reason i got a tumblr account. my medic profile picture of four years speaks for itself.

TAKE CARE! ❤

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Dear mmilkplague,

I'm sorry this took me so long to reply, but I've been essentially holding onto and cherishing it while I didn't have the energy or enough brain to respond.

You've definitely sent me asks before and I remember you! I can't tell you how much it means to me that my fic helped you through a tough time and affected your life in such a positive way... I absolutely teared up reading this and it makes my heart ache in absolutely the best way. It's really incredible and means such a great deal that you took the time to tell me. That my fic was able to be there and be a comfort is all I want from my work!

I wish you all the best with your studies! I'm so excited that you're heading into nursing school--I know you'll do brilliantly! Good luck in all of your endeavors, and bless you! 💜

#thank you so so so much #replies #mmilkplague

[httpiastri]

https://www.tumblr.com/httpiastri/750131786833608704/this-took-way-longer-than-expected-but-im

hi again!! pepe’s stream has actually been deleted bc twitch deletes streams after 7 days unless they’re some special twitch streamer (??) i think? but even then, i think those streams also only stay up for about a month or so unless the streamers themselves save it or something but i’m not too sure tbh 😓😓

i’m just grateful that we have the timestamps listed out and stuff so we don’t forget the very special moments in his stream but it is very unfortunate that we can’t just go back and rewatch the whole thing again (actually really heartbroken and upset about this☹️☹️) i have some screenshots of the moments i mentioned and then like some screen recordings of a few moments like his little dance and him cursing and then one of him making some weird sound in reaction to a moment in quali or during the F1A watch along (i forgot which 😭😭) so i’ll probably just be rewatching those over and over again and holding them close to me while i wait for the day where he decided to bless me and stream again (and i PRAY that that day comes soon because ive just started a new school and i miss the little racing filled bubble ive been living in for so long)

anyway i hope you’ve had a lovely weekend so far jackie!! if you ever stumble across one of my posts on tumblr (unlikely, but always possible, because i do sign off with the same emoji) say hi!! if your weekend hasn’t been that good so far then i do hope it gets better and that the week ahead is far more amazing and beautiful than the ones before!!

- 🪷

i had no idea twitch does that?? that's so rude 😠 that's actually such a bad feature shsjdshdj im heartbroken :(

but yes i feel you, let's be thankful that it happened instead of crying because it's gone 💔I MISSED OUT ON SCREEN RECORDING THE DANCE ??? but i have like 20 clips of cute pepe laughter so 🥰🥰 but yes i hope he understands how much we adored that stream and how much we crave another one… 🥲

(a new school? so exciting!! hope you have a lot of fun and make a lot of new friends 😚 but god yes, like my life is 50% racing (in my head) these days but i cant wait for the summer to arrive just because i miss the crazy racing bubble i was in for like three months…. pepe would definitely help out with fixing that rn 🫶)

also just gonna include your next ask here bcs it's the same theme:

you're making me so curious? omg?? now im gonna be searching through all of tumblr just to find a post with your emoji 🥺 i def will say hi if i find you !!!

also omfg. i just realized something…. i have this board on pinterest with pics of random couples & so on that remind me of my fave drivers, and each driver has their own like board in the board. all of them are named with the driver's initials, his number and two emojis, and !! guess what emoji i have for pepe???? ofc it's the freaking lotus flower 😭 idk i just wanted to share this, thanks 😚

hope you have a lovely day/night/morning/anything whenever you see this !!! and hope you have a lovely week <33

#finally race week !!! yay !!!!!!! #smooches to you #asks! #anon! #lotus anon! #🪷!

[davishater]

I finished the deranged detective manga not long ago and I must rant to you as a fellow winter simp bc I've been totally not normal about them since I first saw them!! I think my brain fr stopped processing the moment winter took off that first disguise 😭 Why does the mangaka draw everyone so attractive!! And now that their gender has been settled IM SO FREAKING HERE FOR IT!!! She's the most attractive girl I've ever seen!!! I'm so curious what voice actor they chose for her bc I have a specific type of voice in mind but I liked all the other VAs so far!!

Oh my gosh, hi!!!!!! I've never answered an ask before, so I hope I'm doing this right??? Lolol, why is this so nerve racking????? But yes, I'm so not normal for Winter, either!!!! Ahhhhh!!!!! I tone it down a ton here on Tumblr..... 😃😅 I was soooooo overwhelmed by Winter, that I had to stop reading for a bit cause of how hot they were! 😂😭 I've been telling everyone that I'm straight, but gay for Winter and proud of it! They're just the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, even my number one anime husbando has taken the back seat! I love Winter so much that I actually cut my hair very similar to her's! I look in the mirror every morning and I'm just like, hehehe 🥺👉👈.

But, I um- uh- I- I- c- created a Winter simp discord i- if y-you're interested???? Ignore the fact I'm the only one in it..... 😃 And ignore the fact my two irl friends are in their to help me not feel alone there, pfft. Links there if you want it.

So for the VA, I actually looked up what she sounds like on YouTube, and if she does a voice slightly lower than the one from Blue Period, I think it'll fit soooooo weeeeeell!!!!!! I believe it was the second voice in the video.

AND APPARENTLY THE VA SINGS?????? 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'M SO BLESSED RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!

Anyways, sorry for the cray-cray, the essay, and if I accidentally scare you away. 😂

#your ask got me so excited my brain stopped working and forgot how to officially post links on posts pffffft #links are fixed now

[soshinee]

ahh hi !! omggg i just wanted to tell u we used to be mutuals on twt b4 i deactivated n we kinda lost contact 🥲 n i just wanted to tell u, i rly had fun chatting with u !! u were so funny + kind n so easy to approach !! ik this is random but ever since i found ur tumblr acc again bc i remembered u that’s technically where i first knew u (except we weren’t mutuals at that time 😅) i just wanted to tell u this. im kinda shy to approach u again n im not even sure if ur active on twt bc that’s mainly where im active on 😭 anyway i just hope ur doing well n idk that ur happy bc u deserve it. it just.. meant a lot like our interactions here n there bc u were one of my first twt mutuals on a site where it wasn’t and still isn’t that friendly to me. u were just one of those ray lights n u continue to be, not just to meeee 🤍 ill end off this, with saying, anyone who’s friends or befriends u is blessed ☺️ bye now (🐯 anon)

this is so sweet omg😭 i completely quit twt a while ago so my acct is still up but i don’t check it ever so i’m sorry if you tried reaching out and never heard back!!

and fr kpop twt is soo scary like it’s so hard to talk to ppl on there it’s weird. like there’s etiquette and stuff that i just never caught on to..everyone acted like i was a freak for actually trying to speak with ppl i kind of gave up a long time ago lol i was just there for updates on my favs

anyway thank u so much for this message it rlly means so much to me! mssg me anytime anon off or on whatever u like🫶

#🐯 anon #asks #save

[sorry-imma-scorpio]

4.16.23

Edit: why are only p0rm bots following me??

“So... my experience with March of 2023 was interesting.” I say, halfway through April.

I got rejected from 8 of 13 colleges I applied to, including my dream school. That hurt quite a bit. I’ve also abandoned most of my socials outside of just talking to people, lost snap streaks with loads of people now it’s mainly my roommate, girlfriend, and a few others that I frequently freak out to.

Everything is so confusing. I’ve committed to a University, applied for housing, paid for everything--only to realize what I want to do is not offered at that school. In all reality I need to get off my ass and email the admissions counselor about how to either build that major or find something close to it.

Hozier’s new music? Love it, honestly. If I were to ever marry a man it would be him 100%. 

Most of my friends have left me at this point. Or ghosted. That’s very reminiscent of the last time I used Tumblr (middle school (ew)). I don’t think Tumblr is the problem, as none of the groups in question know of my use of it, then or now. I think it’s me. I wish I was going to college out of state but it’s just so expensive even with aid. 

I’ve read a lot recently, a lot more than I have in the recent past. I’ve read “One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest”, “Radio Silence”, and now I’m back onto “Blade Breaker” by Victoria Aveyard. I read “Realm Breaker” first semester, but took a turn around to read OFOTCN for my English teacher, and Radio Silence for my girlfriend, it’s her all time favorite book. And I have to agree, Alice Oseman is am amazing artist and author and I look up to her in a lot of ways. 

I pre-ordered the hard copy of “Solitaire” and I will definitely sob while reading it physically for the first time in my life. I’ve listened to the podcast of it on Spotify so many times. (Currently listening to it as I write this, as a matter of fact!!)

I think I owe Alice my life, to be honest. Tori Spring is such a relatable character in so many special ways to me. Heartstopper saved my life when I first started reading it. I now own the four available copies of Heartstopper as well as Loveless. If Alice has 100k fans I’m one of them. Same with 100, and 10, and 1. If she has no fans? I’m dead. 

--- I made a note on my phone about the end of March, time-wise:

here's a life update:

everything has just been super confusing and unknown for me and we all know how well i do when i have no idea what's going on

i've gotten only rejections from colleges this month-- insert schools here

i didn't really want to go to any of them but one, but transferring to a different school is always a possibility. i find out about school tomorrow, see which part of the note i'm adding that to (accepted or rejected list)

idk i'm just really confused 

hoziers new music is really good but his tour sold out so can't go to that, the eras tour has started and the clips i've seen on tiktok are spectacular 

idk

if you're still reading this hi

i'm really tired

It is still accurate. I read it with the intention of posting it on here or instagram but I... didn’t. Should I start an instagram for this account? I mean why not, no one follows me on here anyways. It could be fun. 

But that is all for me for probably the next month, I don’t know. Only time will tell. 

Thank you for reading this, have a blessed day!

You are loved,

Scorpio

#school #life #existing? #idk how to tag this #alice oseman #heartstopper #radio silence #tori spring #solitaire #solitare.co.uk #charlie spring #nick nelson #life in general #confused #18 #taylor swift #maroon #blessed #loveyou #scorio

[123moiaussi]

Your craziest dream and I'm not talking about goals I'm talking about dreams while you were sleeping that didn't make any sense

TW: violence in dream states

Oh hi there Nonnie! I hope all is well. I apologize for the late response. This is the first time in ages that I have opened up Tumblr on a desktop and I completely missed this. So, it's 3 months late...

On the topic of dreams, I've had some very crazy dreams in the past couple of years. I went from probably having hardly any dreams that were memorable as a kid/tween to completely having pretty intense deja vu (years prior to an event/vision happening) and dreams that literally have altered my state of consciousness.

Now, I'm used to having crazy dreams/nightmares but I don't easily wake up from them which can be both a blessing and a curse. My dreams tend to be so realistic that when I wake up I feel the pain of my nightmare. For example, I got kicked in the neck in a dream and woke up from said pain even though I sleep like a log on my back. I had a dream that was so intense that I got choked in my dream so hard that I woke up. I thought there was someone in my room attempting to hurt me. Those aren't fun to deal with and I had to get medically checked for epilepsy. It was a very long process as my GP & neurologist thought I was experiencing very intense seizures in my sleep and absence seizures in my waking hours. In sum, I don't have epilepsy but we have no idea what is actually causing these episodes which aren't fun.

But the most memorable and frankly freaky dream I had was way back in 2020 around July/August. Essentially, I had a dream in which I was in a liminal space (in this case a misty clearing in a forest with a helix staircase that led to a random platform that was randomly in the centre and the surrounding area gave off cemetery vibes). Anyway, as soon as I entered this dream I felt watched by the other people/entities within the liminal space. They seemed very freaked out that I was in this space and that I should leave. However, I saw a figure that stood out from the rest. It was a little girl between the ages of 5-8 with shorter hair. I shit you not, this girl covered head to toe in a thick layer of sticky black tar (think of the texture of an oil painting).

As soon as I noticed the tar girl, all the other people/entities freaked the fuck out and said because I saw her that I needed to follow her. So, I was pushed by this mob of entities toward the child and up the staircase to the platform. This child really unsettled me and on this platform was a portal/black hole that went straight down into the earth. The entities were attempting to push me into this portal/hole and the little girl seemed unfazed as she also was moving towards this hole.

I felt absolute dread about tar girl and the entities. It was truly such an awful feeling. As this child jumped into this hole and screamed I felt bad for not following her. So, I just jumped in after her. The sensation I felt was so weird because it felt like being on a completely vertical dark waterslide and traveling faster than a rollercoaster (and I'm not too fond of those). I could literally feel and hear the screams of the girl under me.

Suddenly, I woke up but I was in a state of paralysis in my room. There were literally ripples and waves radiating outwards from my chest throughout my entire body and I couldn't move. I think I was stuck on my bed for 20 minutes before I could lift a finger.

But the real kicker of this story is that the little tar girl visited my friends' dreams after I briefed them (I didn't tell them all the details) on the weird dream I had. They also experienced a type of paralysis. On top of that, I realized that the little girl that was in my dream looked familiar and I looked at some old photos of myself a month or two later and realized that the tar girl in my dreams could've been myself.

I do think I need to see someone that could help me interpret my dreams because at this point no matter how well/badly I might be doing mentally, all these recurring scary and violent dreams remain constant.

Anyway, hectic info dumping on my extensive terrible dreams aside, let’s lighten the mood with a cute GIF. We definitely need it.

#casio anons #casio speaks #ask game #I'm not sure if you were expecting this nonnie #dreams #besties maybe I need to go and see some sort of witch or medium because not even science can explain shit rn

[tenebrius-excellium]

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED ON NOVEMBER 5TH AND WHY IS TUMBLR FREAKING OUT I AM SO CONFUSED

Oh, bless you for not knowing haha

November 5th 2020 was one of the most absurd days in internet history, and frankly, in overall history.

So the world is trembling over the US election right. The votes are being counted, everyone is on edge and even over here in Europe, people are holding their breath because whoever wins this election could change the earth as we know it. Around that time, the third wave of Covid hits (I think), and sends us all back into lockdown.

Then, on Nov 5 specifically, there's this moment where Nevada's votes could make all the difference (that's why sometimes, Nevada pops up in the shitposts too). And Nevada is slooooow. The results aren't coming in, and everyone is constantly checking for updates. Also apparently, Georgia and Pennsylvania are turning blue (democratic) for the first time in ages (or ever? don't know, I'm not that familiar with US history) but anyway, it's unprecedented.

On the same day, the romantic relationship of Dean Winchester and Castiel (Destiel), two characters of the show Supernatural, becomes canon after 15 seasons...but in a really weird way that is dissatisfying to most of the fandom (I think. Not in that fandom either). Now the fandom in itself is huge though, one of the biggest fandoms on Tumblr ever, and there's this sort of massive Spn renaissance happening that just consists of...complete disbelief lol.

On top of that, rumors of Putin's resignation arise, being widely spread through the Supernatural fandom's Destiel shitposts. This, again, could change world history if true.

And at this point, everyone's just going crazy-town banana pants.

Because of the sheer absurdity.

AND I LOVE IT.

Because one person summed it up in the following sentence that went viral and honestly explains best what the heck happened on that day:

And this sentence MAKES ME COME ALIVE. Because DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY FACTORS HAD TO WEIGH IN FOR SOMEONE TO UNDERSTAND THIS REFERENCE????????????????

It's a meme consisting of at least 5 other events to explain the 5th of November feeling. The peak comedy being that this is the first sentence of "My Immortal", the worst fanfiction ever written, implying that November 5 2020 reads exactly like that.

It's a cultural treasure, that's what this is.

And I'm just like...WHAT A TIME TO BE ALIVE. WHAT A TIME TO BE ON TUMBLR. WHAT AN HONOR TO WITNESS THAT TRAINWRECK OF THE US PULL ITSELF OUT OF THE DIRT AND LIVE ANOTHER DAY. ALL IN THE MIDST OF A GLOBAL PANDEMIC. FAITH IN HUMANITY RESTORED. RELIEVED FOR ALL MY US MUTUALS.

HAPPY DESTIELPUTINELECTION DAY ANON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#THANKS FOR ASKING I WAS SO HAPPY TO EXPLAIN #november 5 2020 #us election 2020 #destielputinelection #destielputinelection day #wherethekitethought #ask #asks #anon #anonymous #my immortal #covid-19 #coronavirus