#cal log

[starsoverjupiter]

a little summer th1nsp0 b4 bed :3

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[skinnyy-boy]

🍭2/5/24 cal log

✨breakfast: 0cal

✨lunch: 414cal

✨dinner: 448cal

✨exercise: 🔥 93cal

✨daily total: 769cal net

#ftm ed #thin thoughts #trans ana #ana male #tw ed diet #ana trigger #cal log

[skinnyistheanthemofsucces]

I LOST 1 kg THIS WEEK IM SO PROUD OD MYSELF

#tw ed vent #tw edd #ana rant #ana trigger #analog #anarec1a #ed relapse #tw ana shit #calories #tw ana related #tw ed diet #ana stuff #cal log

[tiny-void]

my mum got maccas for dinner which absolutely disgusted me but i did my best to keep the cals lowish while her not getting suspicious

i got a 10 pack of nuggets (i wanted a 6 pack but mum ordered that) and snuck half of them off the table but i ate all the chips which tasted ABSOLUTELY terrible (like not even omggg i have an ed i wanna brainwash myself to hate greasy shit, like it literally tasted terrible)

other than the greasyass dinner i hade a V and 3 grapes today :)

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[doublesidedgemini]

11/10 - 11/13

my gf and I love taking pics in the dirty barn mirror :) and face reveal I guess LOL hi that’s me (I look skinnier without all the layers and winter gear lol sssh)

My weekend was okay. Spent most of my time in bed so that’s cool. Only dragged myself to the barn once. But I didn’t do one activity that I enjoy, like playing a video game or reading, I just laid in bed and scrolled on my phone and was miserable.

Well, I watched some movies. I finally finished terrifier 2. It was alright, I like the first one better, but it was pretty good. I wanted to at least read before bed but now it’s already like 1:30 am like how the fuck ☠️☠️ guess it’s time to fall asleep to one of eugenia cooney’s recent streams LOL

tw: cal logs, ed mention, mental health vent, suicidal ideation after the cut

11/10

total: 1,246

Not great but according to MFP, 1,200 cals will still have me losing weight so. That’s good enough.

11/11

total: 994

Better!!!! 900-1000 cals a day honestly seems to be pretty realistic and doable for me, as much as I wish I could restrict less :/

11/12

total: 1092 - 398 = 694!!! Not too bad. Went to the barn this day :)

11/13

Lol we’re not gonna talk about it. Didn’t even bother counting after a certain point. Telling myself that tomorrow is a new day and one day of overeating isn’t going to derail myself too bad. At least I didn’t force myself to puke, doing that to myself earlier really fucked my throat up… but it was effective I’m ngl.

Anyway I’m upset heartbroken tortured despondent hopeless ruined. Exhausted. I feel like my heart keeps getting shredded over and over by the whole entire world and soon I won’t be able to survive it. The same shit keeps happening to me like clockwork. Sometimes I hope this shit kills me.

#gem’s personal ana diary #tw ana vent #tw ana thoughts #tw ana diary #disordered eating thoughts #tw 3d #mental health vent #tw death #tw sui ideation #tw ed in the tags #cal log #high cal restriction

[st4rv1ngskelet0n]

cal log (13th june 2022)

breakfast:skipped (0)

lunch:skipped (0)

dinner:boiled white rice (131), sweet and sour sauce (70), 5 prawn crackers (114)

snack:Starbucks coffee frappuccino (158)

burnt:919

total:-446

it's my birthday today so we got Chinese for dinner and my mum said she couldn't get me a cake because she was busy so I was like "it's fine don't worry" but she said she'll get me one tomorrow and I'm scared I'll binge on it. wish me luck ig

#4n0r3x14 #ed diet #anorexik #caloric restriction #calories #anamia #an0r3xic #an0rex1a #analog #4n4 blog #cal log #calorie log #low cal diet #low cal restriction #low calorie #calzones #4n0r3x1a #4n4mia #4n0r3x1c #4na blog #4n0r3×14 #4n0rexic #4norexia #4norexi4 #4norexic #4norex1c #an0rexi4 #an0rexic #an0rexya #anorexjk

[http--blackswan--com]

There's a bag of candy in front of me and I've almost reached my cal max. today...

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[starsoverjupiter]

4/18/24

total: 373

cals burned: 85

today sucked, ish.

i woke up around 11, texted my plug, begged for bud, did NOT acquire. i got dressed, and then undressed to shower lol

after i got out i dried my hair, got dressed again, and did my makeup. i got all dolled up for NOTHING! at 3ish i decided i was gonna go on a run before work, so i got dressed, but then my grandma came by!! she told me i was losing too much weight, and that i looked very pretty :3 i was wearing all tight clothes, black leggings, black lowcut longsleeve, so that made me feel a bit better.

i went on my run and did a mile! but, it was more of a walk than anything. i ran maybe half of it but i got tired so quickly, i need to find low cal protein options lol.. there's a 10k may 11th that i want to do, but i would have to train super hard from now til then, and make sure im not gonna fall over and pass out mid run hahahsh

after i got home i chilled for a little before work, pet my cat and cried because i realized she's getting old, and i gave her a bunch of treats,, i went to work and started crying in the car otw, but i pulled it together. it was kinda slow, i didn't do too much.

when i got home i relaxed, then decided to take my dog on a walk.. while we were walking i dropped my phone face down on the pavement, and cracked it. this led to me hurrying home, and then having a complete breakdown for an hour. i snapped lol

my mom comforted me, and then i sucked it up and went to watch tv with my family. she made flatos for dinner, but since mine were black bean they were only 180ish each, i had two and gave the rest to my dogs. i waited 30ish minutes before trying to make myself throw up, big mistake.. i tried so hard and maybe threw up 1/3, and so much blood///373

i brushed my teeth and washed my face, took a nausea pill and benadryl, and now i'm in bed watching martha stewart lol

um anyways goodnight

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[skinnyistheanthemofsucces]

The way my body is not the same as when I was 12 is hunting and depressing.

#tw ed vent #tw edd #ana rant #ana trigger #analog #anarec1a #ed relapse #tw ana shit #calories #tw ana related #tw ed diet #ana stuff #cal log

[loveframe]

As the sun dips below the horizon and the world falls into the embrace of night. There’s a special realm where our aspirations and desires take the wheel – the world of dream car quotes.

#dream cars #hypercar #exotic car #racecar #luxury car #ferrari #car photography #cal log #quotes #cal lowell

[analanaisdying]

Cals today: 370

Strawberry banana smoothie w mango chunks — approx 360 cals

Monster - 10 cals

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[doublesidedgemini]

11/15

It was a good day :) not too bad, at least. I went to the barn and had a great ride with my horse! It wasn’t perfect, but we’re making improvements and that’s what counts. Someone who’s never seen her before said she’s beautiful and has beautiful musculature and I was like YES!!!!!! punching the air!!!!

Literally I’ve been trying to get her to gain weight + build muscle since I first started working with her three years ago!! It’s always going to be a lifelong process with her, she’s always going to be in a state of “physical rehab” due to various medical issues, but I’m just so happy we’ve made it this far :,) I honestly can’t believe it. She looks and moves like a completely different horse now. I’ve legit been through hell and back with this horse and seeing her improve so much??? Literally over the moon.

Idk where this burst of energy has come from but I’ll take it <3

tw: wiaiad, cal log, ed after the cut

Breakfast

Celsius, dragonfruit like — 10

lightly salted rice cake w/ 1/2 tbsp of vegan butter & seasoned w/ tajin — 85 (Ummmmm let me tell you the gods fucking sang as soon as I tasted that butter, oh my god…. I think my body must really be craving fat 😅)

chocolate vegan protein shake — 110

Lunch

1 serving of nasoya vegan dumplings w/ one packet of soy sauce — 155 (these dumplings are SO good btw)

FOUR fucking double stuf Oreos lol rip — 280

Dinner

1 more serving of those vegan dumplings, but this time I put them in a mug of vegetable broth and made makeshift soup dumplings hehe — 165

lightly salted rice cake w/ 1/2 tbsp plant based butter and seasoned w/ tajin — 85 (see I told you I was having fat cravings lol. I want this again sooo bad. I guess today is the day of repeating food 😂)

2 tbsps white rice — 26

1/3 cup vegan locro — 62

Snacks

caramel rice cake w/ 1 tbsp peanut butter & 1 tbsp jelly — 190

1/2 peppermint stick — 25

ANOTHER Oreo Lmfao — 70

Exercise

100 squats — -32

Walked up and down stairs for 10 min — -86

Horse grooming + riding for today — -496

Total: 667! 😱

Honestly I’m shocked by this! I guess I must have gotten my impulses back under control since vacation last month :) I want to be strict + disciplined so that I can eat around thanksgiving w/o being a complete weirdo. And there are things I want to cook and bake!!! So I want to try to keep things as low as possible, but days I go to the barn I’m letting myself eat more. And if I have a super strong craving and I’m fighting with myself over it for several minutes… fuck it I’m just eating it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#gem’s personal ana diary #tw ana thoughts #tw ana diary #disordered eating thoughts #wiaiad #high cal restriction #cal log #anor3x14 #ana trigger #tw ed diet

[st4rv1ngskelet0n]

cal log (12th june 2022):

breakfast: half a tin of tomatoes (38), 2 medium poached eggs (134), two white toast buttered (292)

lunch:skipped (0)

dinner:skipped (0)

snack:skipped (0)

burnt: 493

total: -29

weight: 58kg/128 lbs/9 stone 2 lb

bmi: 21.9

#4n0r3x14 #ed diet #anorexik #caloric restriction #calories #anamia #an0r3xic #an0rex1a #analog #4n4 blog #cal log #calorie log #calzones #low cal diet #low cal restriction #low calorie #c4lories #ana #ana stuff #anar3xia #tw ana shit #not pr0 just for me #not pr0 4n4 #not pr0 #not pr0 anything #not pr0 4na

[starsoverjupiter]

4/16/24

total: 0 !

cals burned: 25

tiiireeed

i woke up at 11 kinda groggy, smoked, and chillllled

i've been so out of it recently but at least i'm not conscious enough to eat! i just sat in a weird state of being until 3, when i started taking practice exams, and failed all 3 lmfaoo

i got ready for work with 10 minutes til, and made it there before my shift even started B) work was so super slow! i drank two diet cokes and asked my boss if i could start working more hours, he said no.. my coworker gave me a ride home, and i came back to a quiet, empty house.

so i BLASTED MUSIC!!! then i smoked the last of my weed and texted my plug.. (spoiler alert he never came)

when my family got home from their movie they ate pasta, my brother told me my makeup looked nice and i asked my other to drive me to the grocery because i needed to get bread flour, he even payed and let me buy myself a cherry diet coke ! i got home and started on the dough for my cinnamon rolls, and i watched mr and mrs smith while it rose :3 i called my plug again and he said he's gonna get me first thing in the morning, he better!! Or else

now it's 3am and i am in bed, so comfy, i took two Benadryl and scrounged up some lexapro and cat hair weed to smoke, and im coolin

gooodnight!

#girl blogger #thinspø #skiiiny #meanspø #blog #tw ed but not sheeran #thigh g4p #sweetsp0 #⭐️ ing motivation #light as a 🪶 #counting cals #cal log

[destr0y-me-please]

#winter #winter thinspo #ana #mia #anamia #anarexik #food log #weight loss #ana meal #low cal #tw ana diary #tw ed #tw ed not sheeran #tw ana shit #thinspo #th1n$po #skinny #ana diet

[skinnyistheanthemofsucces]

I don’t fucking know what to wear tomorrow bc all I see on Pinterest are skinny girls & I know damn well those outfits look like ass on me.

#tw ed vent #tw edd #ana rant #ana trigger #analog #anarec1a #ed relapse #tw ana shit #calories #tw ana related #tw ed diet #ana stuff #cal log