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voltronisanobsession · 9 months

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Reader learning the hard way about Canon Events

Teen!spider reader idea!! A random, passing thought I had a few days ago I wanted to to write about😍

I also wanna say that I’ve been trying to write the pt. 2 for ‘Miguel codes Lyla a friend’ but my brain has just been EMPTY TRYING TO COME UP WITH IDEAS FOR IT💔💔 I have some stuff down but it just doesn’t feel right? I swear it’s a work in progress guys, it’ll come soon🙏💔💔💔

Ok so I was just thinking about if reader was apart of the spider society, making their incredible debut amongst the other spiders. Of course they had yet to go through their canon event of losing the captain they’re close to, and they don’t even know it’s a canon event yet!

Like I think knowing about canon events is the first thing new spider people are told by Miguel when first joint the society, but reader fully believes that they’ve already gone through with it after losing their uncle all that time ago. And Miguel can’t tell them that it’s not it or else you know, reader is gonna try and disrupt their canon event from happening if they know

So imagine reader is just chilling in their universe when boom, villain attack! It’s like super catastrophic, it gets to the point where they’re calling for back up from the spider society and Miguel already knows what going to happen.

He warns every spider that leaves for the mission to not. Disrupt. The canon. It may be hard to watch reader go through this, but he makes it extremely known that it needs to happen. And so that’s exactly what happens.

The other spiders, like Gwen and Peter b. (my favs😍), help reader save civilians from crashing buildings and crumbling roads. Finally at last does readers canon event happens.

With the other spiders occupied with their own stuff, readers forced to chose between saving a large group of civilians or the captain they love with all their heart. Just as they’re about dive into the situation, Miguel would yell to them as he’s kicking debris away from the spiders.

“You have to chose one y/n!”

And you being the young, ambitious teen, the only words the come out of your mouth are, “I can do both!”

To make a long story short, you indeed could not do both😭😭 Who knew webbing up and trying to hold a crumbling building with people inside would be a much tougher task while trying to stop debris from falling on the captain, who lay injured on the ground.

Everyone is too busy with the catastrophe to help you, and it finally comes to the point. Arms in pain from holding up a literal building while at the same time trying to stop debris from falling on your captain began taking its toll. Tears well up in your eyes, muscles straining with every passing second. Looking to the civilians trapped in the destroyed building and looking down to where the cop lay in pain as more rocks came crashing down on them.

“I can do both…” voice cracking, tears fall as you feel your arms slowly losing strength, the building slipping from your grasp. A soft sob comes out as you look down to the cop, a sympathetic look on their face as they watch you struggle between saving them or saving the people right in front of you.

“Let go! Save them! Please!”

You look down again in pain at the captains words, a sharp cry coming out as you see them mouth ‘it’s ok’, finally making the difficult decision to save the people from the building.

It happened so fast, from webbing into the building and gathering everyone, to the crashing of the building to the ground. As you put down the last woman you immediately would run to the rubble and begin digging frantically, cries and sobs escaping your mouth.

“No, no, no, NO! PLEASE NO!”

It’s only when you feel a hand on your shoulder tugging you away from pile of rubble that you snap out of it. Heaving, you throw yourself on the body and just. Cry. You bawl your eyes out on whoever was near you cuz bro. Reader at this time needs someone to comfort them. Big time.

Miguel (y’all already saw this coming) could only stand in surprise as you latch onto his body and let everything out. He would slowly caress readers head in a soothing matter, muttering that there’s was nothing they could’ve done.

Yup, a terrible way to lose a person so dear to you as a teen💔 after that, reader wouldn’t be the same. Having to make such a decision would definitely dampen their fighting spirit.

Which is why I think they would be super sympathetic towards Miles when he finally arrives. And I also think they would see a piece of themselves in him when he says that he can do both, that he can save everyone around him, even those he loves, his father.

UGH I CAN IMAGINE MILES BEING THE REASON WHY READER FINDS A NEW ENERGY AND SPIRIT TO FIGHT!!!! Like he’s so confident in himself and doesn’t just ACCEPT the fate he’s told he’ll have to face and that just ignites something in them.

They couldn’t save the person they loved, so they’ll help miles save his father from his ill fate. With this decision, you would ultimately leave the safety of the Spider society and join the gang when it comes to saving and helping Miles.

#atsv x reader #across the spiderverse x reader #spiderman atsv x reader #spiderman across the verse #platonic atsv #atsv miles #atsv Miguel #spiderverse x reader #itsv #itsv x reader #miles morales x reader #spiderverse concept #spiderverse headcanon #atsv x you #platonic Miguel O’Hara #miguel ohara #into the spiderverse x reader

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hvghes · 11 months

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j.drysdale x aho! reader (tsitp theme minor spoilers??)

y/n.aho

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y/n.aho For me, everything good, everything magical happens between the months of June and August.

ssebastianaho i will never understand why you’re so obsessed with this series

andrei_svechnikov37 let your sister live its a good series

y/n.aho thank you bestie this is why youre my fav!

canes hope you find your conrad enjoy vacay ❤️

ssebastianaho oh come one you guys too?? dont feed into her delusions i cant deal with it any longer

y/n.aho the doors less than 5 ft away 😁

ssebastianaho i pay for this house.

y/n.aho and ill tell mom about last summer.

ssebastianaho ykw! be delulu!! go you!

y/n.aho 😇

y/n.aho

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y/n.aho He didn’t give me flowers or candy. He gave me the moon and the stars. infinity.

ssebastianaho UM?? WHO???

y/n.aho lips are sealed

andrei_svechnikov37 what happened to us telling each other everything 💔

jamie.drysdale betraying both your besties by not telling us 💔

y/n.aho sorry boys 💔

canes i can hear aho yelling from here

ssebastianaho 😐😐

y/n.aho love you!!

ssebastianaho calling a family meeting

y/n.aho remember what i said??

ssebastianaho i give up

jamie.drysdale

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jamie.drysdale I don’t just need somebody. I need you.

y/n.aho you like tsitp?? who would’ve thought

jamie.drysdale ikr??

trevorzegras is this what happens when you leave me for canada

jamie.drysdale sorry z but, yes.

jackhughes trevors crying right now

trevorzegras this is why quinns my favorite

_quinnhughes leave me out of this?? congrats though jamie!

jamie.drysdale thanks quinn!

andrei_svechnikov37 another bestie in a secret relationship without telling?? feeling very betrayed

y/n.aho right?? do i mean nothing to you jimmy🙄

jamie.drysdale smh

tags: @drysdalesv

#jamie drysdale #jamie drysdale x reader #jamie drysdale blurb #sebastian aho

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crazyyfilmyfreak · 7 months

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LOKI S2 EP2 FUCKING SLAPPED SO HARD

and as always here are my fav moments from the episode

IDK how to explain this but LOKI looked so fucking HOT,SEXY & EXTRA CUNTY HERE with that walk and the way he talks in the end ? IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT but you guys get i am saying right👀

and I JUST LOVE HOW GOOD BRAD GOT UNDER THE SKIN AND NERVES OF BOTH LOKI & MOBIUS 😭😭 LIKE LOKI WAS THREATENING HIM WITH PHYSICAL VIOLENCE AND MOBIUS THE MOST COOL COMPOSED AND CALM ASS GUY LITERALLY SLAPPED HIM LMAOOO COZ BRAD HIT THE NERVES AT THE RIGHT PLACE

Like in short this is what happened at the interrogation room💀

AND HE IS RIGHT THIS TIME COZ he's living his hollywood normal life and they've brought him here forcefully into this TVA mess again😤

LIKE WE CAN SEE LOKI SMILE HERE BUT ONLY THE REAL ONES KNOW HE'S CRYING AND CONTROLLING HIS RAGE FROM THE INSIDE😭

AND MOBIUS COULDN'T CONTROL HIMSELF AND SLAPPED THE FUCK OUT OF HIM 💀 what really funny is mobius is such a nice guy that the best curse word that he could come up with was " you're a silly little man " 😭😭😂😂 HE'S SO SWEET MAN

AND THIS MEET UP WAS LITTLE INTENSE TOO NGL 👀

And i love how they're discussing like us like stans on the internet and loved how aware the makers are about loki & Sylvie relationship this scene made me laugh so much 💀

AND FINALLY

"Please don't, it's harder to stay"

Please tell me i am not the only one who teared up a bit here when he said that 🥹💔

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akgaereporter · 4 months

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armies/sleepers: newly debuted 'tae lookalike' posts selcas & some army’s reactions are kinda..??

tldr: newly debuted boygroup member posts pics on twt, bc he looks like tae armies find it & start being weird af in the replies n qrts..🤕

ouu they gone get me..

so this guy is kwonhyeop from the bg waker. he was in pd101 and debuted 2 weeks ago, but was already getting attention predebut for looking like tae:

then he posted these pics:

and armies found it, but the reactions it got are so??🤥 why are we talking abt this man like he isnt a real person who sees these things..??

some people clocked it but the damage has been done, theyre about to ratio the poor guy🤕

☆ my opinion

well lets not lie and say they dont look similar. once you look at him long enough the differences become clearer, but at certain angles and when u see him for the first time, the resemblance is def strong. but that does NAWT excuse all this bullshit.. the military comments are so silly when u think about why and how bts are enlisting like they literally insisted on going when they couldve been exempted at any time of day. “tae really needs an exemption from the military” girl LMFAO the man wants to serve so let him. tae would fight this man to be where hes at rn so can yall please stop w these tired, ran thru, unfunny jokes that not even bts would chuckle at.. nobody but u & ur corny followers are giggling like plz let it rest.

but back to the guy, u can tell that’s just his face, however he or his company may be styling his hair/eye makeup to look more like tae. hes their debut mv thumbnail & seems to be the fotg.. i dont put anything past these small companies & u can lowkey see this strategy is working, bc their followers have gone up since yesterday. some armies desperately missing V oppa😣💔 may actually tune into him bc of this. & good for him, i'm sure he's a great guy, i just hope it’s his choice if he’s being marketed this way..

if it is a marketing tactic then this kind of reaction should've been expected. but im still kinda baffled at why some armies are acting like this is a bad thing bc.. why are yall demonizing & harassing people who are showing your fav’s impact?? if u were an idol who kinda looked like such a successful person in the same field, why wouldnt u capitalize off it..?? especially in such an appearance oriented industry, he’s kinda real for that. these reactions just show they dont view him as an actual person like this is not something to get evil over🤥 theyre acting like he said fuck taehyung and his momma in that tweet i SWEAR its not that srs. tae is fine, this man is fine, everyone's fine lets be calm

anyways their debut album is pretty good ! tune in here :

not done listening but spirit & dash ate

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[c l o s e t a b ?] ◀ ⇨ akgaepop.com

#kpoptwt #taehyung #waker #armies #bts army #army

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unhealthy-leon-brainrot · 11 months

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HELLO OH MY GOD I FEEL LIKE ITS BEEN FOREVER SINCE I LAST OPENED TUMBLR 😭

its been a pretty crazy few weeks for me so i apologize for the inactiveness!!

BUT I HAVE SO MUCH TO TELL YOU GUYS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

*also face reveal i guess??*

went to a 3-day convention and met my fav content creators and had so many pictures with amazing cosplayers!! AND I MET LEON COSPLAYERS WHAHDHSJDHSJFJ

LIKE LOOK AT THESE RE COSPLAYERS I MET!!!

DONT THEY ALL LOOK AMAZING???? HELP I WAS GUSHING ABOUT HOW AMAZING THEY LOOK EVERYTIME I CAME UP TO THEM TO ASK FOR A PICTURE 😭💀

the ada cosplayers absolutely fucking killed it 😭 THEY ALL LOOK SO GORGEOUS!!! HOLY HELLLLLL I WANTED TO JUST SOB AT THEIR BEAUTY!!!!!

in the middle right photo (ada and chris), i jokingly told them ‘leon is better’ and bro was like ‘yeah? and who else can PUNCH BOULDERS? thought so.’ 😭😭😭😭 FAV MOMENT FROM DAY 2 LMAO

i did NOT see a single leon cosplayer for day 1&2 and I WAS SO BUMMED OUT 😭 I THOUGHT I WASNT GONNA GET A PIC WITH AT LEAST O N E LEON COSPLAYER 😭💀

BUT THANK GOD FOR DAY 3 BC I SAW T H R E E LEON COSPLAYERS!!!!!!! I FIRST MET THE ONE IN THE VERY MIDDLE OF THE COLLAGE (W/ ASHLEY) AND WE HAD A PHOTO LIKE THIS:

BUT WE ALSO HAD THIS 🥰

after the picture taking, i asked if they really like leon and only the ashley cosplayer said yes (smh HOW COULD U COSPLAY LEON BUT U DONT EVEN LIKE HIM 😭) so, anyway, i gave the ashley cosplayer a leon photocard!!

UNFORTUNATELY, I DIDNT GET A PICTURE WITH THE SECOND LEON COSPLAYER (RE2 LEON!!!!!!) I SAW BC I WAS IN LINE FOR VENUE ENTRY AND THE LINE JUST WOULDNT STOP MOVING 😭 AND WHEN IT DID STOP MOVING AND I TRIED TO GO LOOK FOR THEM, THEY WERE ALREADY GONE 😭💔💔💔💔 I WAS DISTRAUGHT FR BC THEY HAD SUCH A GOOD COSPLAY ON 😭😭😭

BUT FOR THE THIRD LEON COSPLAYER (AND HE WAS WITH AN ADA COSPLAYER BUT UNFORTUNATELY THE PIC WITH THE THREE OF US WAS REALLY BAD IDK WHY MY BROTHER IS SO BAD AT TAKING PICTURES), I ASKED IF THEY LIKED LEON AND WHEN THEY BOTH SAID YES, I GAVE THEM LEON PCS AS WELL 🥰

I WAS JUST SO HAPPY THERE WERE LEON COSPLAYERS AT THE CON WHAJDJDLSNFKDSNFNDKFJ

this just further solidifies the fact that leon is not a phase anymore 😭 I GO CRAZY AT THE SIGHT OR MENTION OF ANYTHING RELATED TO LEON RAAGAHHDHAHS

anyway, im gonna go rest and what not bc holy hell the 3-day convention was just life draining 😵‍💫 will definitely be posting again soon !! I MISSED YOU ALL 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶

#raeon is canon real #im thinking of going as hunnigan next year so i dont have to take off my glasses LMAOOOOO

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hanniluvi · 1 year

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GET TO KNOW ME — 🤍

— tysm for the tag bff @hannikz <3

tagging . . (no pressure; sorry for the tag/if you were tagged already!) : @wonieleles @urszn @son4taa @wonillaa @wonyoungsvirus @ox1-lovesick @yenqa

BIRTHDAY? — october 27 🫶

FAV COLOR? — green!! i love those lighter greens,, they are so pleasing to look at

ANY PETS? — no </3 had a fish but it eventually got flushed down the toilet 😞💔

HEIGHT? — 160 cm 😵 or like 5’3… the short person agenda lives on 🙏

HOW MANY PAIRS OF SHOES DO YOU OWN? — oddly specific question but okay 😇 i say about 5-8 pairs?? idk i get new ones yearly but i always wear these two certain pairs LMFAO

FAV SONG? — sweet by tbz. its too good. (and yk its good when someone me has over 3k plays on it). tbz always puts out bops—just saying .

FAV MOVIE? — over the moon! i find the movie pretty cute ngl,, comfort movie frfr

IDEAL PARTNER? — jay. park jongseong.

DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? — bff how can i have children when i can’t even take care of myself.. plus younger kids kind of #scare me !

HAVE YOU GOTTEN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW? — im a minor who stays in their room like always. i have not 🙏 and whoever says yes to this part,, im concerned bff

WHAT COLOR SOCKS ARE YOU WEARING? — bold to assume im wearing socks. (JP JP) im wearing black socks rn cause im out 😵 rarely wear them indoors unless im at someone else’s house

FAV MUSIC GENRE? — r&b??? idk i rly like anything… anything catchy or sounds good, im adding it to my playlist ..

HOW MANY PILLOWS DO YOU SLEEP WITH? — one pillow for my head 🙏 i js have a plush next to me too 🫶

WHAT POSITION DO YOU SLEEP IN? — on my sides ALWAYS!! sometimes on my stomach tho cause it’s comfortable!!

SMTH U HATE WHEN SLEEPING? — when it’s too cold 😞 i like being warm but not THAT warm if ykyk.

BREAKFAST? — not a breakfast person.. i always feel not hungry/feel like im abt to 😵 if i eat smth.. i should change that tho </3 but whenever i do eat,, i eat like cereal, bread, or anything my mom cooks for me <3

HAVE U TRIED ARCHERY? — do those cheap plastic ones count 😓 (i suck btw)

FAV FRUIT? — cantaloupe HANDS DOWN. like esp those rly rly sweet ones, those r literally the best. runner ups would be strawberries n mangoes <3

ARE U A GOOD LIAR? — i mean…idk?

CURIOUS ABT MBTI? — tried a test multiple times, always got infp 🙏 i say its true too, all the stuff fits me LMFAO

INNIE OR OUTIE? — def prefer to stay indoors, but it doesn’t hurt to go outside once in a while

LEFTY OR RIGHTY? — righty ‼️

FAV FOOD? — sushi 🙏 it’s too good

FAV FOREIGN FOOD? — tteokbokki (is that how u spell it?)

CLEAN OR MESSY? — i prefer being a clean person; i hate being unorganized and messy… but really, it depends on my mood.

MOST USED PHRASE? — um what?

HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE FOR U TO GET READY? — i don’t think it takes me too long? like give me 10-15 mins and im already out the door ..

DO U TALK TO URSELF? — who doesn’t?

DO U SING TO URSELF? — the effects of music

ARE U A GOOD SINGER? — im the ace of saf ofc !!! 😝 (JP. JP.)

BIGGEST FEAR? — what happens after death ..

ARE U A GOSSIP? — whenever there’s smth new,, the first thing im telling the info to is my friends 🙏 who doesn’t love doing that??

DO U LIKE SHORT OR LONG HAIR? — i have beef with short hair now.. like my haircuts in the past screwed me up fr. THEY DID ME DIRTY. so long hair (but not too long).

FAV SCHOOL SUBJECT? — science 🤞

EXTROVERT OR INTROVERT? — definitely an introvert..

WHAT MAKES U NERVOUS? — fear of ppl constantly looking down/making fun of me 😞

WHO WAS UR FIRST REAL CRUSH? — dude some kid from 1st to like 5th grade… like i think i started “liking” him in 2nd but feelings started fading away once we kept moving onto grades ! this other dude would be like “bro ure blushing” and the guy i liked would go “whats blushing?” BRO WAS STUPID,, but my stupid guy back then ig 😓😓😓 younger me was wild

HOW MANY PIERCINGS? — two (one on both ears)

HOW MANY TATTOOS? — none !

HOW FAST CAN U RUN? — i say im pretty decent with my speed 🙏 watch me cough out a lung if i try too hard tho.

WHAT COLOR IS UR HAIR? — dark brown 🙏 natural hair 😇

WHAT COLOR ARE UR EYES? — brown!

WHAT MAKES U ANGRY? — hate it when people refuse to cooperate… like im being nice here and you’re being a straight up asshole. i hate it when i try to make up for smth ppl are like “hm” “yea” and don’t respond .. like js bc i said no the first time doesn’t mean u can be like that .. in conclusion : i get irritated at everything.. sometimes?

DO U LIKE UR NAME? — my name is cool 👍 don’t have issues with it at all

WOULD U WANT A GIRL OR A BOY IF U HAD A CHILD? — probably a girl, i feel like i wouldn’t be able to handle a boy. i wanna js have mother daughter bonding time 🙏

WHAT ARE UR STRENGTHS? — staying calm in situations / being convincing (idk) BRO IDK IM PROBABLY LYING TO MYSELF 😭

WHAT ARE UR WEAKNESSES? — being too nice to others .. like i would try to stick w my current friends and try not to hurt their feelings (prioritize them over me). since my social battery kinda runs out most of the time,, me feeling down is 🤕

WHAT COLOR IS UR BED SPREAD? — currently its like a white sheet with pink, yellow n green patterning (lines)

WHAT COLOR IS UR BEDROOM? — white ! not a big fan of colored walls…plus white goes with everything 🙏

done ! that took…a while.. but 🫶

#🐼 — games !

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toaswife · 2 years

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𝓑𝓮𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓪 𝓟𝓮𝓻𝓯𝓮𝓬𝓽 𝓕𝓪𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻

- 𝑮𝒖𝒚 𝑨𝒗𝒂𝒓𝒊 𝑿 𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓

Characters -

𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒇𝒆𝒓 - The first Child ( Mum's fav also called as Lil guy because he looks like guy)

𝑮𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆 - The Second child who was born recently

𝑵𝒂𝒓𝒂 - MC

𝑮𝒖𝒚 - ML

𝑵𝒐𝒕𝒆: 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒄𝒆𝒆𝒅𝒔 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒈𝒖𝒚'𝒔 𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒗𝒊𝒆𝒘"

The story starts in a dramatic way"

"Guy wanted a girl as his first child but it's A boy!

Guy : seriously 😒

Mc : It's not my fault

Guy : it's ok we'll try again

Mc : 👁️👄👁️ now!?Guy : nah let's *sigh* ugh wait Mc : Yea like maybe 7 years Guy : 👁️👄👁️💔 I .. I wait no i thought it's until he's walking

Mc : what obvi no I want my child to be grown enough that he can look after himself because I don't want him thinking he didn't get loved by us enough

Guy : f*ck this I want a girl!!!!"

"It's been 9 Years since Lucifer was born I am reading this book I received from qelsum it's a book on how to raise a daughter well I do hate him but I am grateful to him for this book it's really informative"

"Well he does have the knowledge afterall he grew up surrounding girls, he shouldn't have a problem dealing with a girl"

"Nara is in the last stage of pregnancy and and her delivery could be any time I for one have been curiously waiting"

"According to nara she told me it's a girl I am really happy because she was very sure it is"

The door opens I suddenly close my book and put it in the drawer

Nara : "Guy what are u doing?"Guy : " I should be asking that? you shouldn't be here taking rest is important "Nara : "I just came to see u, Well I know but I can't alway stay at the same place right"

Guy: " Still If you need anything Just call Me I would come right?"

Nara : "yeah But I can't alway relay on you I just came to check on little guy"Guy : " You worry way too much about him"

Nara : I can't help it.

Guy : anyways it's lunch time let's go Nara : okay Are u sure I ask her about the gender?

Nara : Yes, it's not like u guys have a Ultrasound test if u want a valid proof that is

Guy : A what?

Nara : A Ultrasound test is a type of test where the machine scans the Belly and shows u the baby in the moniter, it tells the health condition of the baby and the gender.

Guy : the human realm is indeed quite forward when it comes to Machines

I'll tell Nara to rest in the room while I'll bring her lunch

I go to the dining hall only to run into queen toria she is the third Consort queen and the mother of Zev, She is nicest one after mom

"Good Afternoon Your majesty"

"Good afternoon Guy.

you must be eagerly waiting for your daughter""I am indeed"

Guy : I have a favor To Ask You Your Majesty, Can you give me some tips on raising a daughter u have a Lil sis right and u know how to raise one?

Toria : sure, you have changed alot Guy.Guy : Well

Toria : Not that I blame you It's Probably Love's doing

Guy : Well I did because of Nara so I guess your right..Toria : alright back to the topic

Never scold ur daughter even if they do something wrong because they have a fragile heart and take things to their heart and always be kind and teach them the right way to do things even if they do it wrongly and they can be very demanding of course Guy : no issues I shall give them what she wants, Thanks

Roc : now what am I seeing here?

Guy: just some tips for my daughter

Roc : well u have grown up huh?

Guy : I did a long time ago

Toria : anyways that's so sweet of you to want a daughter

"Reminds me of your dad and mom they both wanted a daughter but sadly your mom died before that could happen"

"Oh" I said Because I didn't knew about it dad said he only wanted a boy so I'm suprised

Toria : Suprised at how I know this? It's because your dad and I are childhood friends I never expected to marry him

Guy : You did?

Toria : Yes I was A close Family friend and was close to your mom too I always supported her, but I never expected this, lts because of rahm all she cared was his attention and roc got irritated with her behaviour, Your dad is very partial to your mom which is probably why he doesn't like her, so he requested my family to marry him and he's been nice to me but I'm still sorry for thisGuy : I don't blame you plus it's not your fault, thanks for telling me

Toria : take good care of nara!

That Evening Nara said she was feeling pain and so I took her to the delivery room After An hour all the princes gather and we all wait Together It's midnight and I'm still waiting it's been way too long. When Lucifer was born it took 2 hours but Now I can't even count how many hours have gone by.

The doctor comes out with a grim expression, He tell us a shocking news"Your majesty I'm so sorry to tell but you have to choose between the child or the mother"

"What! I exclaimed is there no other way? What kind of doctor you are if you can't save the queen?"

"I'm So Sorry Your Majesty, Her Highness is barely able to stay awake and she has lost alot of blood the child is taking Alot of time to come out it's either u choose or u lose both of them Please we are trying our best right now"

''I can't believe this It's like a nightmare, You aren't serious are u?" it's like I'm on the verge of crying"

Tears start well to up in my eyes, Toa notices this"I'm going outside I have some work I'll comeback once I'm done" said Toa He signals the other princes too

It's nice that they are being considerate but now's not the time I don't care if they see me the way I am all matters is Nara That's when I See Toria and dad come Toria : Guy I think u need to understand her situation, not to mention she's a human her body runs on the terms of blood and it's necessary to her unlike us magic plays a vital role for us but for her it's her blood and heart not the magic

Guy : ....

Roc : I understand your pain guy I have gone through this but you have to accept this

Guy : ... "I'm at a loss for words the dream child I wanted could be here but her mom won't I can always get a baby girl but her mom won't, she's rare I love her I can't lose her she's way too important for me to lose, I just wanted a daughter because she'd look like her mom and I'd have two wonderful women infront of my eyes and enjoy this feeling but looks like it won't come true""For A moment I Could Understand Dad's Pain Which is probably why he lost his hope on love and told me woman are not important they are just a burden to us, Well I disagree But it feels like I can understand what he went through"

"That's when the princes return and look at me I have made my decision it's Nara I want to protect her, I gave my answer to the doctor"

Much to my surprise just after 5 min I hear a baby crying I'm shocked! What happened to nara... No it's not possible they can't do this!?

I immediately run inside the room and I can hear dad telling me not to but how can I not I love her I can't lose her This can't happen I won't let her!I rush inside to see her lying there with the most innocent face as I go next to her my tears start to fall on her pink cheeks and I say "Nara I love You Please Don't leave me! Forget about asking a daughter I won't ask u for anything please just come back to me don't leave me I can't live without you! You've become a vital part of my life, Please I'm begging you Nara!"

"My tears keep on falling that's when Nara opens her eyes And Suprise colours my face the doctor comes and tells me she fainted due to exhaustion And I feel embarrassed"

"The doctor tells me that The baby had a wonderful timing if she hadn't come out then they had to actually do it I'm soo happy that she's fine and the woman I love is fine"

"To be honest I feel like I have gone through sadness and happiness at the same time"

The princes congratulate me and the doctor comes asking all the princes to give blood for mc and I did of course I'm so happy that they did this for her I'm never gonna put her through this again I've learnt that You should cherish what u have sometimes it's good to take risk but not always"It's been A few months now from that day I am reading my book as usual while Nara is breastfeeding my baby girl"

Nara and I discussed the names for her we came with two names 1. Genevieve 2.GislleAlthough I would go for the first one the second one could be a nickname as well

Mc : I'm still thinking about another child

Guy : don't u dare I've already was on the verge to lose u i can't take anymore risks

Mc : seriously 😒Guy : yes that's it if u want another kid we can adopt there are many poor kids we can help them

Mc : 😒Well Your daughter is just like soo stubborn that she didn't come out until I was ont he verge of dying hmph

Guy : .... Well leave it will you Genevieve starts crying suddenly that's when I take her to the balcony

Nara : guy it's dangerous don't stand on the edge hold her tightly ok?

Guy : You worry alot I know I'm being very careful ( In fact I'm nervous I'm trying my best to hold her gently to make sure she doesn't feel hurt)"Look at the sky, she's stops crying immediately as I speak in a gentle tone it's pretty right? She replies ayayaahh Haha It's cute although she can't talk I feel like I can understand her very well"

~Meanwhile ~

Roc : Lucifer I'm tired Lucifer: grandfather I'm bored can u tell me more STORIES

ROC : ugh what did I get myself into geez if not for that baby

Lucifer: what are u talking tell me A STORY NOW!

Roc : right why don't we go look after ur sis Lucifer: sure ( a nice way to change topic not that I care my sis matters afterall)

Guy : dad what are u doing here?

Roc : came to look after my baby

Guy : when did she became ur baby huh?Roc : well I'll look after her u can look after Lucifer

Nara : right it's time for my boy to sleep mumma will tell ya a story

Lucifer: yess

Guy : how about we both look after her? Nara : well then good luck looking after my girl

Roc : i don't need luck I'll make her happy

Guy : u? Hah let's have compitition who makes my baby smile wins

Roc : sure!

Then here we have guy doing belly dance to make her laugh 😂 but doesn't work Roc trying make weird faces doesn't work either

Meanwhile

After 10 Mins

Lucifer: Maa I can't sleep without Genevieve.Nara: Oh alright let's go get her.

Nara : let me peek inside and see what they are doing!

Nara: 👁️👄👁️huh what are they doing??Laughing internally 😂Omg what did i just see i should never leave this father and son alone

That's when Lucifer enter the room

Guy : huh u haven't slept?

Lucifer: well I wanted to sleep besides my lil sis soo i came to take her, what are u guys doing acting like crazy

Nara : looks like they were trying to make her smile

Guy and Roc : .....

Lucifer: that's it? Imma show u how it's done! Lucifer goes near her and starts shaking her toy and teddy bear she immediately starts smiling

Lucifer: see it's that simple can't believe i actually saw u guys behaving like that are u guys really a royalty?

Nara : bursts into laughter

Guy and Roc : It's NOT SOMETHING TO LAUGH ABOUT! Guy : How long have u been here Nara

Nara : well I've seen everything

Guy and roc 👁️👄👁️

Roc : well.... Im tired I'm leaving bye..Guy : huh dad wait it's u who started this...

Nara: "smirks" nice belly dance 😏

Guy : ......Lucifer: dad should go and perform infront of everyone hahah

Guy : shut up! After both the kids sleep

Nara : ahaha I Still can't believe what u just did!

Guy : would you shut up already I'm not gonna let you sleep today as your punishment!

Nara : Huh? I was just joking it's was funny so... Guy : yeah Funny imma show u what it means to not sleep

Nara : uh shit now what .....

Guy : You aren't going anywhere that's for sure "scary smirk"

Nara : Uh looks like I'm doomed!

Guy : huh you aren't laughing anymore?Nara : well it's you well.... Nevermind I'm sleeping

Guy : as if I'll let you?

Nara : Looks Like I can't escape, Fine

Guy : Well Look at U Nara : WhateverThat's how they spent their night.

~ To be Continued ~

𝑩𝒐𝒏𝒖𝒔 : Nara Gets Pregnant Again after 9 years When Genevieve Turns 9 although Unexpected Guy was surprised and he didn't want anymore kids but Nara said she wouldn't mind although guy was scared he knew she'll be fine which is why he allowed it, In her last stage the belly swells way larger than before which guy gets suspicious of, On the day of delivery Guy is blessed with a pair of Twins which could explain why her belly was bigger than before The pair of Twins are A Boy And A Girl! Guy's happiness knows no bounds and Nara is very happy While the older siblings are happy to look after the kids this story will told at later time.For Now Thanks This is the first Court Of Darkness FF I wrote, Thanks Again for the support!

Love Writer NK 💜

#court of darkness #guy avari #toa qelsum #dia akedia #lance ira #lynt akedia #headmaster lou #grayson hotz #rio voleri #roy invidia

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rant #2: internet watering down alt subcultures

(before or in case some ppl jump me in the replies i just want to clarify that ik this acc revolves around anime content but i’ve been into the goth subculture for a few yrs now and i don’t want ppl to think i’m a poser talking out of my ass just bc i don’t post or repost any goth topics/have a gothic style for my blog )

but um

why do ppl call anything remotely alternative ‘goth’ or ‘emo’…..

im sry but the ‘“i need a goth mommy’ or ‘i love goth girls’ mfs are actually unbearable like no u don’t even know what goth is, you just want a hypersexual e-girl with black hair and bangs with heavy eyeliner (same goes for the ‘i need a metalhead bf’ mfs who just want a tall guy w pretty long hair who plays the electric guitar)

those same ppl have started saying shit like ‘noooo i actually want a trad goth 🥺…um! well..no trad goth wants u..😁😁😁😅

like pls u didn’t know what a trad goth was until goth ppl started joking abt this sort of situation and using them as an examples for ‘goth girls’ that aren’t onlyfans models wearing skimpy black clothes and using goth as a buzzword for engagement, u just want to look good😭

also h8 the people that call themselves goth or emo and get defensive when u tell them they’re not bc they don’t even listen to the music or know about the culture of those scenes

‘omg im so emo😂😂😂’ be srs ur wearing a black t-shirt and u bully actual emos

and i’m not ‘gatekeeping’😭 u called ur self goth, we asked around and heard u said ur fav goth band is deftones LMAOO (b4 u get on my ass im not saying deftones is bad, theyre p cool, just not goth😭)

i genuinely fw people or babybats who take time to learn more about things they’re interested in rather than being an annoying trendhopper who thinks listening to shoegaze, wearing alt clothing and being freaky or smth makes them a ‘dommy goth gf’ or a metalhead😭

one of the biggest perpetrators of this have to be the is abt the tiktok #affliction #y2k #jncos male manipulator ushanka wearing cornballs. some of them r chill but a lot of them STINK!! bc of gekkasanctuary (zero hate i actually love him and follow him on all my ig accs ‼️) getting on some of their fyps they’ve started trendhopping once more and begun to waste their money on jp archive fashion and if six was nine just so they can thirst trap to malice mizer and tag their posts w #vkei. hate them💔

anywho this rant is mostly abt the watering down of the goth subculture and not vkei so don’t let me get carried away, i’ll probably rant abt this sometime next yr since i literally do not post at all😭😭

lastly i do NOT fw the onlyfans ladies who tag their posts w #gothgirl or gross captions with more ‘goth mommy’ stuff and continue to perpetuate stereotypes of all goth women being hyper sexual and dominant ☠️

if ur a goth lady and ur like this there isn’t anything wrong w it or wtv, you do you😭i really jus don’t like the stereotype bc it leads gross men to think all goths want to be sexualized without their consent, barked at in public and asked to peg someone (which has happened to me b4 sadly)

ummmm anwyays conclusion of this rant, i don’t fw trendhoppers , weirdos and ppl who water down alt subcultures and use them as buzzwords to perpetuate stereotypes

this is p much a word salad and nothing i wrote down is going thru my brain anymore so pls take this w a grain of salt, if i made any mean comments i was literally just pissed writing this 😭

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hiya ess!👋

ur completely correct. fics based on taylor songs are superior theres just a certain... je ne sais quoi about them. chefs kiss.

and yes! cameron from 10 things i hate ab you! get urself a man who learns french for you and settle for nothing less.

fic rec! take a shot of holy water by pinkpalaceapartments (wolfstar dorlene & jily fleabag au)

tay time! sparks fly, style, & all you had to do was stay🌟

chatting time<3

i know. people thinking the trojan horse was real still baffles me especially since theyre in an UPPER LEVEL classics course. like how do you go through uni reading and learning about the trojan war and the fact that its a FICTIONAL POEM and not a historical account & still think its real. i mean i get it. i wish it was real too.

little women 2019 my beloved <3 forever obsessed with timmy as laurie and flo as amy.

and GOD i know americans can be just. so irritating. you can always tell when tourists are american because theyre SO LOUD! and the stonehenge comment? HUH? they baffle me sometimes.

and omg another cat named pixie! i guess all cats named pixie are just. heinous bitches. buts its okay because theyre cute<3

and ty for the percy/pansy fic rec ill add to my tbr <3 excited to read about them.

u know maybe killing remus is for the best. especially if youre marrying sirius i think that itself would do him in anyways.

the incest chronicles are def super long & honestly, the first main installment of the series is kinda bland in comparison to the prequels and sequels which makes it feel inaccessible bc you have to struggle through the first 6 big ass books but i promise its worth it. ive begged my friends to read it but they all refuse bc its just SO long and you know what. fair!

and yes i recommend reading the book first. i watch the movie only so i can stare at ben barnes and go "hey it's sirius" every 2 mins.

drunk procrastinators!! my bff: dont you have a paper due tomorrow? me, half a bottle of wine down & definitely has a paper due tomorrow: no

omg the scene for the quaffle & the snitch??? best believe i Will be reading.

apple turnovers for breakfast sounds so good. now im craving one.

and 4 tubs of butter?? hey i mean the drunk heart wants what it wants.

PLUTO<3 when was younger & learned that pluto was classified as a dwarf planet and not a planet i actually cried. she doesnt deserve that💔

im glad you at least got pizza out that situation. pizza can help ease the pain of any mortifying embarrassment.

and dancing in the kitchen with wine & jazz? so real. thats like, peak humanity.

yes poutine is SO good. i wont take any slander from americans who eat jello salad (to be fair i think they sell that in canada too</3... i really dont think its popular here thank god)

barty as a ravenclaw is so important to me especially when pandora is a ravenclaw too. my fav lil chaos gremlins who are also honorary slytherins❤️

omg a pink car slay. my bff had a baby blue beetle for a while and it was PERFECt well until it literally broke cause it was so old BUT being a passenger princess / dj / gps in a cute car is always the dream.

& ill watch the apprentice! hyde guy and kim kardashian lady are enough for me so i will .

platonic soulmates <3 liv (my best friend) once said she'd drop everything to take me to a mental institution if she had to (SHE DIDNT HAVE TO I WAS JUST GOING THROUGH IT!!! she did mildly threaten me though. with love ofc<3) id die for her but id also live for her.

YES GEOGUESSR! its so addicting and just really fun and educational ig. like. now i know what the rest of the world looks like! yay! & if ur shoelaces were knotted id gladly untie them for u❤️

v sorry to hear about victoria, she doesnt deserve u !!

and the guy who came out as gay? still kinda funny like. he liked me on & off for 5 YEARS only to realize he didnt actually like girls. like was i a part of that realization?? i have so many questions.

apollo & artemis!! i love them so very much. my fav siblings❤️

fancasts! andrew & ben are great, also dont like dane as peter. YOUR JAMES? i love him. very good fancast. atj & reiky are great too but i also love thomas weatherall as malakai from heartbreak high (he oozes james energy and has like. idk how to describe it but a very "james potter" smile - example here)

and omg we have the same evan and barty fancasts. hugh as evan will forever be perfect to me. hes just So Evan. maxence as barty is also just perfect i love him. elle fanning as pandora & lewis as peter>>> also annalise basso as lily. she showed up in an episode of new girl i was watching and i was like "LILY??" i also love beabadoobee as marlene. but TIMMY AS REG. hes PERFECT. no one will ever be more regulus than timmy. love that he is the one fancast everyone can agree on. also movie reg?? WHO IS THAT MAN?? I DONT KNOW HIM!!

and omg a gryffindor!! lucky. i always wanted to be a gryffindor when i was a kid but im a slytherin</3 not complaining tho. i love my fellow snakes.

orpheus and eurydice kill me ON GOD. getting the chance to save the one you love but that very love being your downfall💔💔

a soldier! i think soldier is the rarest one so thats very cool. or maybe its poet idk. i wanted to be a poet so bad but i got king. (aka eldest daughter syndrome) heavy is the head that wears the crown ig.

phone, purse, bingo tickets, notebook & headphones = essentials for sure. i wont be caught DEAD without my headphones (and phone cause i need that for music ofc) because i have to have music in my ears 24/7 or ill die.

an athena kid! theyre the coolest and i always wanted to be an athena kid. whenever i take the quiz i get either hades or athena so thats cool ig. raising the dead could be kinda fun! i already kinda dress like nico di angelo so that works for me im just missing my embodiment-of-sunshine child-of-apollo partner </3

your top 5 albums>>. tay NEVER MISSES!!

and yes soulmates! i read too much to not believe in them fr.

answering qs!

top 5 albums: (in no particular order except no.1)

the rise and fall of ziggy stardust and the spiders from mars by bowie FOREVER my number 1. i love that album more than anything in this world.

hs1 by harry styles

am by arctic monkeys

chip chrome and the mono tones by the neighbourhood

electric warrior by t.rex

(honourable mentions because im indecisive and would put these in top 5 if i could: folklore by tay, hozier by hozier, disintegration by the cure, led zeppelin iv by led zeppelin, & the dark side of the moon by pink floyd. (theres my top 10 then ig!!))

2. slytherin! like i said above i wanted to be a gryffindor so bad so i figured out which questions gave u which results and only answered the gryffindor ones (denial is a river in egypt girl....) but i decided i couldnt lie anymore and embraced my slytherin-ness.

3. erudite! ofc i always wanted to be dauntless cause theyre cool and tatted out and wear black but ig i value knowledge and shit more </3

4. this is def morbid but in ancient rome, where slavery was very much present, slaves had to wear collars (like. dog collars. so fucked up) and if a slave ran away, you could hire fugitivarii which were slave hunters. like basically bounty hunters. slaves were a huge part of roman economy and very important so obviously people didnt want them to leave but man its fucked up. anyway!

5. king! like i said before i wanted poet so bad but got king which broke my heart but yeah. i saw someone on tiktok say that kings are poets who are bound to duty . still trying to figure out what my duty is cause its definitely not reading fanfic and sitting on tumblr for several hours.

6. silver! i love gold jewelry sm but im super fucking pale and it looks bad on me so i prefer silver . i do wear gold sometimes but silver goes with any outfit so.

7. this is such a hard question cause i love them both but i think tay. shes just got so much variety for any mood so she wins. lana does too but her vibes are just different so.

8. CRUEL SUMMER VS DONT BLAME ME??? another brutal question ess youre killing me. theyre totally tied in my heart but for the sake of picking i think...im gonna have to go with dont blame me. i think the vibe of love making you crazy just fits me more. cause like yeah ill go crazy. but cruel summer my beloved you will ALWAY BE FAMOUS!!

9. my tears ricochet vs the great war.. AHHHHHH. i think my tears ricochet. i associate the great war with crimson rivers too much that i cant listen to it without losing it.

10. i love candles sm this is so hard. in the winter i love christmas tree/pine scents theyre so nice. but in the summer i have a lilac scented one that i burn and its lovely. but i also have one named after Rome that smells like fresh cut flowers thats so nice too. (rome did Not smell like fresh cut flowers when i visited, quite the opposite actually but i can pretend<3)

11. SLOW WALKERS! im a really fast walker and if people are in my way i get so frustrated. girl move i have places to be!!!!

12. kind of anything makes me laugh. dry humour and sarcasm especially but will laugh at anything especially if its dumb as hell

13. i do! its isabella which is very bland but what can you do.

14. i dont think ive ever heard anyone say hoser over here, maybe its an old person thing. but they do say eh! moreso in eastern canada. i have family over there and a lot of them say it. you dont hear it a lot on the west coast.

qs for u!

fav random marauders headcanons?

fav season?

fav subjects in school?

if u could visit one fictional world which would it be?

do u collect anything?

cardigan vs mirrorball

divergent faction?

if u were a mythological creature what would u be? (like vampire, werewolf, etc)

if u could live in any time period, which one would u pick?

whats your ideal first date?

do u play any sports?

board games vs video games? (or neither lol)

if u like art, whats your fav painting/work of art? or artist?

thats all for now! ill try not to die in the war. might be hard cause my eyesight is horrible and wearing glasses in a war seems impractical & i dont think they had contact lenses back during the wartimes. natural selection i suppose.

-bee

bee bee bee <3333

YES. Chef’s kiss honestly. I’m going to do one of those one day. Just you wait.

Man who learns French for you >>> (imagining james taking his duolingo lessons for Regulus)

A FLEABAG AU ??? WITH WOLFSTAR DORLENE & JILY ???? on god this is perfect already i love u for hitting all the right buttons on this rec.

tay tay -

spark fly - JEGULUS - ‘move like a full on rainstorm’ = regulus . Regulus is a rainstorm , wholly and fully. ‘kiss me on the sidewalk , take away the pain’ = reg’s thoughts , when he’s always in pain and only james can heal him 💔💔💔. ‘something to haunt me when you’re not around’ the sheer memory of regulus would haunt james , just like cathy haunts heathcliff.

style- JILY- this could go for literally so many ships. like wolfstar , jily , anything. I chose jily , simply because i feel that just like the hook , james and lily never go out of style. and also lily would ask him about reg , and he would tell her the whole truth & nothing but the truth. in a muggle au i totally see them as on and off and on and off until they’re finally on again and this time it sticks forever.

all you had to do was stay - JEGULUS - now, it’s probably pretty obvious. but this song to me is reg singing away after james breaks up with him.and him wishing the fact that he loved james would be enough. and feeling like ‘he had me in the palm of his hand’ and being all ‘mf crushed me by making a fist god damn.’

CHATTING <33333

the dumbness of people surprises me sometimes. IT’S A FUCKING POEM DUDE. (i wish it was real too. if it was i think I’d genuinely be like ‘how were they so dumb’ for ages )

TIMMY AND FLO 5EVER

it’s the noise , the accent and the camera for me. it’s genuinely so fucking annoying, why are you destroying such a beautiful place with your fucking flashes and noises ????

pixie is indeed a heinous bitch , and we hate each other but I lover her , really. she a real one for telling it like it is.

(it's actually surprisingly good ! it's one of my new favourite rare pairs along with Blaise/Luna (which I've only read in Isolation & Temptation on the Warfront , but loved anyways !!! ) ( recommend both of those fics btw !!!! I love them vv much !!!)

yes , unfortunately , to marry mr Sirius Black , I shall have to kill remus lupin , because he might die of heartbreak anyways.

u know what , once my mocks are over , I might take a crack at the incest series. they seem interesting , and as long as there's no incest , I'm happy to try it out !

book before the movie 5EVER. (also yes , to me at least , there's something very SIRIUS about ben barnes in dorian grey. that just IS Sirius , yk?)

drunk procrastinators for the win !!!! me , because I handed in my paper 8 minutes before the deadline , but at least I handed it in !!!!

YESSSS I AM VERY EXCITED TO WRITE THAT STORY !!!! I will be on it as soon as doa stops kicking my arse.

apple turnovers are bae - cheap and tasty , all in one <333

No but it was LURPAK. that's the kinda butter the queen (rip bae , I meant the king) would use. and also seven sticks of Toblerone , but that's worth it . Toblerone is also bae . all chocolate is bae.

PLUTO IS FAMILY. NO FAMILY IS LEFT BEHIND . I LOVE PLUTO. I PROTECT HER.

time heals all wounds ?? pswah , nah. PIZZA heals all wounds !!!

it is very much peak humanity. especially because he's taller than me , but I did keep stepping on his toes. don't think he minded too much , but honestly it was such a peaceful evening. like that was THE moment , yk ???

that's it , I shall be finding a food truck and trying poutine. (not jello salad , though. that's a crime against humanity , and whoever made that should be arrested for their crimes)

(Barty and pandora as Ravenclaws slay , but them as Slytherins also SLAY. just slaying all around.)

PINK AND BLUE CARS FOR THE WIN !!!!! lu has a black car , but it has seat warmers , so that kinda makes up for it. and passenger princesses for the win !!!! lu is the driver , and will always be the driver. I shall never learn how to drive , as long as I have him. but sometimes as a joke , I'll leave penny coins as a 'tip'. I think I'm really funny for that.

yes u must. Hyde guy is rlly hiding . like , you'll see what I mean when you see him. when you watch it , do come and tell me how you liked it !!!

platonic soulmates have my HEART. like lu has walked through aa fuckinbg rainfall to bring me a fucking turnover. and he was going to go home too??? like bro , no ???? but he wouldn't come inside , because he was wet and he didn't want to wet the floor too , so I came out and walked back to his house with him. things like that keep my faith in humanity (if he was gone , I think I'd be gone too. he is THE reason.) making me emotional and shit now. (and god damn , 'I'd die for her but also live for her' that's so cute ?? and also I so get that !!!! LIV AND LU FOR THE WIN !!! it's the L names I swear , some spice in them.

I'm actually replying to you after my first game of geoguessr , which I totally flunked , btw. I guessed Wales and the answer was fucking Spain. idk how that happens , but alright. (bro ?? making me blush and shit that's so sweet . I'd buy u an apple turnover :))) )

yes Victoria does not deserve me. I need some nice dude/dudette to do right by me.

nah imagine being someone's reverse realisation ?? like 'I kissed u and then I was gay' like bro u got some sort of power ??/ (and also I agree. very suspicious. I too have questions)

I love Apollo and Artemis too !! (them in rick riordan's books >>>)

Andrew and ben have my heart and soul I just love them a lot. ( dane isn't right , obviously , and lewis is my Peter. he just matches , yk ??) IK I LOVE MY JAMES TOO , HE'S SO PRETTY AND HE'S SO JAMES HONESTLY . (dw I don't comment that , I would never disturb him with that) atj is good for edits , as is reiky sometimes !! (sometimes people use him as desi James though , which - he's not. so I do wish they'd stop , or just say 'Somali James' !) and the smile ??/ on god , that's so jamessss. ( which brings me back to ben barnes. it's something about the way he smiles. very sirius.)

Hugh is honestly winning I love him. maxence too , but Hugh is just EVAN. (to me , at least.) and I so agree , Elle & Lewis >> . love them. TIMMY TIM AS REGGIE REG. LOVE HIM A LOT. MY FAVOURITE. (also movie reg ?? I think not.)

YES GRYFFINDOR. IT'S BECAUSE OF MY BRAVERY AND I LOVE LIONS. jk , but I love the marauders and the trio , so I'm glad to be a Gryffindor. and as u should , your fellow snakes are amazing ( most of them)

ORPHEUS AND EURYDICE !!! ORPHEUS AND EURYDICE !! LOVE BEING YOUR DOWFALL!! YOUR TRAGIC FLAW !! if u must die , let love be the reason why.

at least soldier is rare. I would've rather been the king , because I want to rule shit , not die on the battlefield. (I think every king on my fyp wanted to be a poet. literally every one. so u are one with the masses.)

MUSIC IN MY HEAD 24/7 OR I'LL DIE . so real of u , I'm listening to work song rn, and humming along with it.

Athena kids are awesome , wise n shit. as are hades kids , u guys could raise the dead. I'm going to make lu do the quiz , because he has the blonde hair n the blue eyes , so Apollo kid right there , isn't it?? let's see what he gets !!!

TAY NEVER MISSES !!! TAY IS A GODESSS !!!!!!

reviewing your q's.

ur top five albums are STELLAR. bowie on top as he should be , love him so much . HS1 altered my brain chemicals , but AMMMMMMMMM AMMMMMM . am has changed the course of my life , istg. (knee socks came up on my playlist literally right now. and lu is literally wearing his blue Lacoste top , too . this is freaky.) I've not actually heard the rest , so I gotta give them a listen. (and yes folklore and hozier >>>>> love them so so much they're so dear to me .)

SLYTHERIN SLYTHERIN. SSSSSS AND THAT. (that is also what I did , but I actually got Gryffindor , so to everyone , I am a Gryffindor. and I am one.)

ERUDITE YESSSSS. miss bee smartypants. man that's some barbaric shit , honestly.

kings that sit on Tumblr for several hours and read fic are the only ones that should exist. u are a king.

I LOVER SILVER JEWELLERY TOO. I'm wearing both atm , so it might not make sense , but I have gold and silver (prefer gold because expensive and I like expensive things. jk , if someone I love gave me silver , or even PAPER jewellery , I'd keep it forever. still have Lu's pasta necklace from when we were in year 2.)

tay does win. for me too. she just has that range , you know ??? (Lana is still mothering tho. love her.)

I am killing u . u r dead. CRUEL SUMMER FITS ME MORE !!!! I'LL TAKE CS , U TAKE DBM , AND IT'S ALL FAIR!!!

the Great War with cr ??? now I'm scared to read it ?? (my tears ricochet is my favourite song ever. like ever ever , so I agree with this opinion. I love the Great War too , though.)

lilac candles sound so nice oh my god ??? my favourite scent is the fresh cut roses one , I just rlly love that smell. (it smelt like piss , didn't it ?? just tell me now .)

slow walkers fuckin suck . my pet peeve is year sevens. always blocking the halls , the little bitches. (bless their souls , but goddamn , talk to your friends later , u silly.)

ahh Isabella . classic, I myself , have two middle names , and my mum picked one , and my dad picked the other, it's some flowery shit I swear. especially because they're from different countries , so yk. ah damn I was hoping u would be saying hoser. at least u say eh .

question time !!! -

hmmm. hmmm. I think it's gotta be that remus sat in that carriage on the way to Hogwarts in pot because the marauders always used to sit there , and to sit somewhere else would be blasphemy. also that for a second when he saw that harry had fainted , he thought it was James. heart broke.

winter. I'm a winter baby , and xmas is in winter , so it wins all around.

chemistry ! it slaps my arse , but I prefer it over the other two subjects.

Hogwarts !!! I want a magical wand too !!!

YES. I COLLECT FIFTY PENCE COINS , AND SOMETIMES THEY DON'T HAVE THE USUAL BACK , THEY HAVE SOMETHING DIFFERENT. I HAVE AT LEAST 30£ OF THEM. three of them are from lu , because he knows to give them to me. I will attach a picture of them to my next ask. (I have a Florence nightingale 2£ coin too)

CARDIGAN !!! sorry but stars around my scars > trapeze.

erudite !! just like u. makes sense because I strive for academic validation all the time. going to a grammar school really changed me dude, really really did.

I'm going to go for unicorn. because they're pretty and they can grant wishes n I love them. (sorry remus I love u too.)

if racism n sexism didn't exist , then probably the fifties. I love them , the vibe is really cool. the style , too. my second choice is the roman era , because again , that era seems special ! (and obvious as greek kids , we gotta say greek era. just need to experience it for myself , yk???)

MY IDEAL FIRST DATE !!! pick me up at my door in a nice suit/dress and give me flowers (my fave ones ) , drive me to the restaurant (French or Italian pls) and then the cinema. we watch the movie , then we go to the bookshop , and they say 'buy anything. anything' and then on the way home , they park their car , and we go on a walk and talk about life , for ages and ages , and then we buy stuff from the bakery (they know I like apple turnovers) and then kiss under the stars. if someone does this for me , I'll marry them

no unfortunately. I tried out for netball in year seven , got rejected , took it as a personal attack , and therefore just watch lu play his hockey and football from the stands. that's the extent of my sportsmanship.

BOARD GAMES. Friday is actually board game night for me and lu. busting out the monopoly board means we r no longer best friends for some time. we r enemies.

I do love art !! actually going to the Tate modern on Saturday with lu !! my favourite piece of art is 'cafe terrace at night' . I love it so much it's so special to me I love it. can imagine walking there , hand in hand with my date I love it. (might go there for my grad trip. maybe.

q's for u -

ur ideal first date ?

rep vs lover ?

hozier vs am?

do u play sports ? (pls tell me u play hockey )

favourite board game ?

take me to church vs work song ?

fave season ?

fave food ?

fave marauder hc ?

one ship u hate (hp) ?

your patronus ?

your favourite piece of art ?

ginny or luna ?

favourite restaurant ?

favourite beverage ?

[ beeeeee don't be too long I will miss u too much. I love u. (also glasses?? same ). be safe , king.]

#ess waters a plant #bee <33 #ess's marauders x ts crossover

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yes omg tell me all abt them!!! im here for the tea 💏💏 also we should go drinking together one day <333 dress up real cute and get fucked on cocktails 💔💔 what's your fav cocktail??? mine's honestly purple rain!!! also it looks pretty so that's a plus... did you guys go and see the sunrise? my friends are the exact same wanting to see it ahaha i have no doubt we'll be getting up early when we go on holidayyy!

also i dreamt i was with someone who i can only assume was an irl tooru </33 fuck im a new level of whipped this is so bad AKSJBA... but u n wakatoshi.... his literal rant abt how much he loves u... 🦋🦋🦋 get married already 🙄😒 u guys are too cute <3 oh but as long as u invite me to the wedding ofc 🐕‍🦺

UHHH OK SO i’m going out with this french guy on tuesday……… he’s here with work he’s such a grandpa just how i love my men 😍 he doesn’t have social media but i feel like he’s lying and i don’t trust him </3 he’s nice we’re gonna drink smth BUT he said he doesn’t know what he wants yet so idk i’ll see idc that much anymore i just want free drinks atp! and the other guy omg we met on tinder but,,,,, we don’t talk constantly he keeps replying to my stories every single day and trying to talk to me ik u’re obsessed with me boy stawp it❤️ and this other guy but idc abt him he’s my backup plan ig LMFAOSNND

call me basic or whatever but i love a good hugo.. i like it sweeter tho. i had 5 this weekend.. and and mojito/bellini. ok and aperol spritz if it’s not too bitter i hate bitter drinks ew BUT I’VE NEVER HAD PURPLE RAIN ): looks rlly cool tho omg i’ll try it next time for u pretty <333333 if u can’t have him irl at least u can dream of him 💔💔💔 i WISHHHHH when i dream of wakatoshi he always holds me in his arms i feel so safe ): i literally love anon so so so much if u see this i’m in love with u

#I LOVE U BABY #i’m home i’ll answer ur asks faster ok <333333

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OMGGGG what you wrote about jonathan...absolute genius! i too have also been in a huge jonathan crane mood so i'd LOVEEEEE to hear abt your halloween headcanon!

also movie dates with jonathan is so cute ???? he'll pick the most gorey and scariest thing and not even blink, but he'd love to watch darling squirm and basically cower in fear. and later on he'd reanact the scenes...i cannot elaborate on this but i know he'd do it and darling'll just be like...jonathan 🙁 we talked abt this sweetheart...

ANYWAY tell me everything on ur mind abt jonathan rn even the halloween headcanon hehehe (also sorry but i've never seen trainspotting so idk who sick boy is 💔)

-🦇

rpat ur cool. thank u rpat. love chatting with u rpat.

movie dates 🥺 i think that’s his fav boyfriendy activity/one of the few he bothers with. cant imagine him enjoying more active dates. music festivals would just be him carrying darling on his shoulders like 😑 the entire time. just pictured him miserably hiking. poor guy.

remember the sweet coffee ask? i think he loves popcorn, even if the movie is so gory no one else could stomach anything he’s just. munchin.

whenever he wants to do movie night he off handedly mentions to darling he picked up/wants her to pick up some popcorn from the store and she’s get so excited and it makes him smile :)))

maybe darling likes horror too! but he chooses a horror movie every time. he tries to act enthusiastic when darling plays something non-horror but he wants blood. gore. slasher stuff. psychological horror too because. obvious.

he loves to watch her fidget and have her move closer to him. yes. i will protect you.

re-enacting the scenes!!!

they’re cooking dinner and he’s just mumbling: “i ate her liver... with some fava beans, and a nice-“ “shush jon”

he’d reenact the shower scene after they watch psycho. would include her almost giving him a concussion with a shampoo bottle and him hanging onto the shower curtain laughing the entire time

answering the phone to hear his voice on the other end the night after watching scream “surpriseee sidney!” *slam of the receiver on the other end, beep of the dial tone* “...hello? sidney?”

first draft of this response i went on a tangent about stephen chow’s the shining parody (i’ll reblog a gif so u can take a peek) but the tldr is that jon and darling dressing up as jack and wendy/ veronica and jd from heathers or vince and mia from pulp fiction?? (rob and darling would be holly golightly and paul/the couple from pretty woman)

okay now my halloween idea!!

he comes home and spots droplets of blood on the floor and his heart sinks. he’s on hyper alert and follows the trail to the bathroom

to find darling sitting on the sink, fake blood dripping from her mouth

she pulls a scream/ginger snaps move and swipes some from her lips, holds her fingers out to him like “corn syrup. sweet. wanna taste?”

we’ve established jon’s a horror/gore geek and i think he’d have a thing for blood so- knees weak arms heavy. he loves it.

he still kisses her probably. fake blood all over his face, handprints all over his dress shirt, on the mirror. a cleaning nightmare!!

if u ever do watch trainspotting,,, let's talk 👀

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ASK RPAT I LOVE EM 💕💕💕

#have you watched the party btw? I think I wanna watch it soon #rpat anon #asks #jonathan crane #jonathan crane headcanons #jchcs

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HEYYYYY i finished the board and it says chap.8 i included the prologue as a chapter but if it’s acc chap 7 just tell me and i can change it!! I couldn’t get some pics i wanted like i wanted one of them two painting but i couldn’t find any, both of them in the rain i couldn’t find any but just ppl kissing LMAO and ones of her in the rain but they were all cringe and i found one of her painting but it was outside in really nice weather so it didn’t fit 💀 i also tried to put the pics in order of the chapter accept for the prince phoenix ones i kept them all together in one :)

here’s the link before i bore you with thsu fucking paragraph LMAO: HERE (scroll down to the start of the board so it’s in order of the chapter the first pics being the start of the chap the last (aka the first pics you see like the tea etc) being the last scenes of the chap etc, etc) also incase that link doesn’t work https://pin.it/CzC6H8j

BUTTTT the one i’m REALLY happy i got was them two talking on the log at the fire, it’s a pic of two ppl talking on a log and the girl has a book in her hand, AND AHHHH I GOT A PIC OF TWO PPL TALKING IN BED WITH THE GIRL SMILING FOR THEM WHEN SHE GOES TO HIS ROOM EVERY NIGHT (i wanted loads for that part but i couldn’t find any </3 ) then two pics of the moon for their paintings, and there’s 5 pics all together (hopefully you can tell which ones i’m talking about) which are basically supposed to be what jean sees when y/n and Phoenix are together? AND SOME PICS FOR THE SMUT LMAO then pics of her crying n shit and him at her door and the hardest one to find was the one of kai brining her fo her bed and i really wanted to include that since it was one of my fav scenes AND I FINALLY FOUND ONE and apparently in the pic the ppl are both siblings aswell LMAO. then i literally couldn’t find any pics for them in the rain so o had to settle with two ppl looking at the moon kinda. BUT i’m really happy for the pic i got of jo and laurie for y/n and jean talking in the rain/ green house it was exactly how i envisioned him talking to her in that scene 😭 AND AHHH I GOT A PIC OF THEIR HANDS KINDA TOUCHING. and ofc i included some jean wet cause it looked like him in the rain kinda IDK. I know there’s a lot of little women BUT IT ALL FITTED SO WELL and i included amy burning jo’s pages but i kinda saw it as y/n burning other letters she wanted to send to jean, i know that never happened but i REALLT wanted to include that pic especially because it’s younger amy so it could be seen as younger y/n. and one of the literal hardest to find was a kinda royal aesthetic of jean readying the letters cause each time i’d try type something up i’d either get some kid thing of letters or some guy tryna be aesthetic reading a fucking book but i FINALLY found two. hardest by far was definitely trying to find one of him running i could only find one good one 💔 I DONT KNOW WHY BUT RHESE ARE MT ABSOLUTE FAV LIKE YOH DONT YNDERSTAND I KEEP GOING BACK TO THESE TWO PICS SPECIFICALLY. I found two pics of this girl who’s the same girl who played Cinderella and ones of her kinda looking down and you can see she’s exhausted and another is of her trying to smile and clearly exhausted again while talking to some guy AND LORDDDDD it was literally exactly how i imagined the scene when she saw the letters, like the first pic is exactly how i envisioned her seeing the letters in his hand for the first time the way she’s about to cry and already looks exhausted but she can’t, and then the second pic is her smiling but about to cry telling him to drink the tea LIKE AHHHHHHHH ANYWAYS SORRY I WENT ON ABOUT IT SO MUCH I JUST WANTED TO SHARE i also REALLY wanted to include him painting her nails cause that was my fav scene but couldn’t find any and knew if i did it wouldn’t go with the aesthetic.. ALSO IDK IF YOU NOTICED BUT THUS MADE ME 10 TUMES HAPPIER.. ALL THE PICS I WAS LOOKING FOR AND HAPPY I GOT I SOMEHOW GOT THEM ALL TO BE A ROYALE AESTHETIC OR OLD IF THAT MAKES SENSE AND IT MADE ME SO HAPPY. SORDY FOR GOING ON FOR SO LONG!!!!

OMG SO CUTE ILYSM

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sugasplug · 2 years

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EPISODES 1 & 2

tw: discussion of suicide

in no particular order cos i watched the episodes 2× but smoked during both watches like an idiot:

- loved the fakeout with the bridge scene in ep1. ignoring his moms calls, regretfully talking to what i assume was a friend from school, the leadup of "i really really cant write anymore cover letters"...genuinely thought jun-woong was about to kill himself. but nope! hes butting his nose in some depressed homeless guys business instead

- sidenote im really enjoying the introduction of jun-woongs character as this kind of pathetic everyman. looking forward to some character development but i hope he keeps some of that for ~flavor~

- pink rukia wears that thick ass fur coat because shes a coldblooded boss bitch built not of flesh and bone but ice. love her tho

- lee soo hyuk in that suit. good fucking lord

- on god i replayed the 2 seconds of him saying goo ryeons name like six times

- hes a bitch though. "wahh how is suicide different from murder" stealing someone elses life from them is way the fuck worse than killing yourself. you dumbshit idiot. like yeah suicide = still technically murder not arguing that but its a choice made by someone about their own life, not a violent exertion of someones bloodlust over someone elses will to live

- lim, absolutely fucking blankfaced: i love you [slow fingerheart]

- THE WAY HE FOLLOWED RYEON WITH IT STILL UP STARING INTENSELY WITH HIS DEAD FUCKING LIZARD EYES I ALMOST DIED LAUGHING deadass he might be my fav character just off that. plus i can practically smell the angsty backstory on him and i love rude bastards with tragic pasts ¯\_ (ツ)_/¯ what can i say i have a type

- speaking of tragic pasts ryeon ima need you to stop shaming all these suicidal bitches when the foreshadowing is telling me youre the biggest suicidal bitch of them all. the hypocricy is unbelievable

- ryeon exclusively smokes skimps bc shes frugal and has a low tolerance; lim has never smoked a skimp in his life he rolls fatties ONLY (not canon obv 💔 but canon in my heart 💜💜)

- OKAY GOTTA SAY seeing them play with jun-woongs character is super cool. somewhat simpleminded but genuinely good guy whos unafraid of speaking up or stepping in when somethings not right? classic. but that little bit of deviousness they snuck in with the toilet paper scene and the way he was grinning like a little kid while hustling that guy down the hallway made me really love him

- i hope they explain the whole "if you touch someone in the memories youll be trapped" thing and how it relates to the memories shattering and collapsing around them more. like do you only get stuck if you take too long to go through a new door with the key and get folded into the memory? and if you get out, since its something that happened in the past, do the people you touch remember you being there? like if jun-woong was the type of guy to beat up schoolgirls could he have theoretically kicked miss webtoons ass, scared her off from bulling eunbi, and spared her that whole mess of trauma by just booking it before the memory collapsed ?

final notes:

i was a little anxious going in because im usually fine with suicide itself but people being blamed/shamed for it or having it blown off as unimportant happen to be massively triggering for me, and both of those are pretty much south koreas whole suicide M.O., but the ending of episode 2 makes it very clear that jun-woongs empathy and support are the qualities that will allow the risk management team to save people and then help them save themselves. its so refreshing to see. the comfort this show (if it keeps going in the direction i think it will) could bring to those suffering is genuinely more than i can put into words

#lu watch #lu watch: tomorrow #tomorrow kdrama #me: [uses both bitch (complimentary) and bitch (derogatory) in one post] have fun figuring this 1 out babes 😘#suicide cw #ok its 3:19am im going 2 bed gn

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dinamakan · 3 years

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Q&A

Recently I got these questions from a post on Tumblr and at this time I have a good mood to answer it all. Feel free if you wanna do the same thing.

🐰- do you believe in soul mates?

Yes.

💌- diary or journal?

Journal.

✨- which fictional character (book, show, or movie) do you relate to most?

Umm, prolly Jess from New Girl, one of my fav sitcoms. Maybe that's not the best answer from me but it's all I remember for now.

💕- are you crushing on someone?

💋- kissing in the dark or kissing in the rain?

No kissing. Pandemic LMAO.

🐝- describe your aesthetic in emojis

🐶☕️🏠

Serious note: Being professional in design makes me feel a lil bit annoyed with this kind of question.

🍼- what is your favorite memory?

Every single time I went to Kineruku alone, good old days with friends at some places, and my interior design internship experience. Uh sorry I can't only have one answer for this question.

🌸- what is your favorite flower?

Basically I love every white flower; white chrysanthemum, daisy, or even just white rose. But speaking about the meaning of a flower, I choose iris.

💖- have you ever been in love?

Of course I have.

🍰- strawberry or vanilla?

Vanilla. But can I choose both?

🍯- describe your favorite smell

I like the fresh one and balanced scent; not too sweet / too flowery / too fruity. I won't spill my current perfume but it's so balanced as I expected. Baby cologne is also my fav, my college friends knew that.

🎂- if you had 3 wishes, what would they be?

I've mentioned them in my heart.

🍪- cookie dough or cookies?

Cookies, especially dunked in milk or coffee.

☕- coffee or tea?

Both but currently I drink more coffee than tea.

🍃- would you rather live in a sea with mermaids or a forest with fairies?

Forest with fairies because I can't swim. Sadge.

🍂- what’s your middle name?

Medina.

💫- what is your sun, moon, and rising sign?

Cancer, Capri and Libra.

🌧️- favorite thing to do on rainy days?

Sleep, simply because I'm not a big fan of rain.

🍭- how tall are you?

About 158 cm.

💒- which show would you want to live in?

I was thinking about How I Met Your Mother but imagine living in a studio apartment next to Kotaro-chan LOL.

🎄- what is your favorite holiday?

Eid Al-Fitr. Basic.

🍦- what scented candle is your favorite?

I'm not using scented candle for daily basis but if one day I need to buy it, prolly I'm gonna choose a mix of sandalwood and vanilla.

🎶- favorite song right now?

Ruang Tanpa Jenjang by Hursa.

💘- 3 ways to win your heart?

This question is captivating, TBH.

1. Believing in the same moral compass like me. I could explain this more later.

2. Clever enough without being a snob.

3. Appreciate me without blatantly praise me.

🍩- current mood?

Just calm.

❄️- what is your favorite season?

Dry season would be okay. I don't like being drenched by the rain.

💍- your current relationship status?

Single.

📷- a photo of yourself

Just scroll this blog or my Twitter account in case you're my follower, you'll find it.

💅🏻- do you like being spoiled?

Maybe, but one thing for sure, please don't do that too much.

🕊️- 3 habits you have?

1. Write everything; random note-taking, blogging like this, daily journal, etc.

2. Being a nocturnal (bad, bad habit).

3. Reading.

🦄- how do you perceive yourself?

I'm... just an interior designer who also loves to learn more about the other things.

🦋- how do you think others perceive you?

Some people think I'm an aspiring politician... (spoiler: if you think of it, you're wrong)

🌈- things I find attractive in girls/guys

1. Passionate in their own field.

Umm what else...

🍓- one secret about yourself

If I tell it then it's no longer a secret...

🍒- how do you act when you have a crush?

From now on I'm just gonna keep silent and let God do the rest. God please forgive me.

💔- the reason behind your last breakup?

IDK, TBH. He didn't tell much about that to me.

💬- what your last text message says?

I sent a GIF of Mr. Krabs playing his smol violin.

🎥- what show are you currently binging on?

Nothing but I just finished Law School. It's a K-Drama, I purely love the story but not the soundtrack and scoring because these are too much.

⛅- what is your morning routine?

Make my own breakfast and eat it ofc.

💗- who do you miss?

I miss regular places, had mentioned it a few times.

🥀- last time you cried?

A few days ago after watching a series.

🎁- when is your birthday?

10 July.

🔪- scariest/creepiest experience?

Can't remember it clearly but usually I had a lot of nightmares and I hope from now until forever I'm gonna have nice dreams.

💤- date someone younger, older, or same age as you?

Older, I guess.

🎀- any question you want

Okay this is a question from an app named 'Party Qs':

"What is the best way to express your thoughts and feelings for you? Writing or talking?"

Writing. I knew sometimes calling and meeting friends to talk about it is necessary but I don't think I'm good at talking. When I write, I read my first draft, then I edit it, or even erase it if in the end I don't have to write that thought, then I reread it until it's decent. We can't do that by talking.

Whoa, that's all Folks!

#diksi

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