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Mobius on Don’s street. can’t stay at the TVA. Loki was literally his everything.
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ssentimentals · 9 months
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seventeen members as their natal charts: mingyu
sun in aries, moon in pisces
this man appears dominant and powerful, but in reality is very sensitive and anxious; likes to daydream, is competitive and passionate, he's actually very thoughtful towards other people, very creative and enthusiastic, struggles with making decisions, is fun to be around, likes to tease and 'spice up' relationships
you stare down at your boyfriend, unimpressed. 'you do realize it's not fair, right?'
mingyu grins widely in response. 'so you're backing out from a challenge?'
somehow mingyu always finds ways to rile you up; his competitiveness gets better of him most of the times and his imagination knows no limits. therefore, you always get stuck in hilariously dumb bets like this one and despite all your grumbling, you always give in. 'bring it on, mister.'
it's always fun with mingyu: he never fails to turn something mundane into an interesting quest, his enthusiasm is contagious and he shares his passion and energy easily with others. even right now, despite being tired and hungry after classes, you still indulge him in a stupid basketball bet, when you don't even know how to play basketball. mingyu rushes past you with a ball and you groan loudly, hearing his manic laughter. 'this is not fair!'
'don't be a sore loser, babe! or am i dating a quitter?'
'fucker,' you mutter, glaring at him with no heat behind it. mingyu looks so handsome, when he gets like this - all smug and confident that for few seconds you simply stare, enjoying the view. he looks so confident, too confident that you can't wait to wipe this smirk off his face. an idea pops in your mind and you grin, beckoning him to come closer. 'i just need to get the ball from you to win, right?'
sensing that you plotted something, mingyu smirks, nodding. he holds the ball securely in his arms, walking towards you like he owns this place, licking his lower lip as he gives you a once over. 'yes?'
'baby,' you call, dropping your voice lower, smirking at the instant effect it has on him. 'you are too good at basketball.' mingyu takes one more step towards you and you let your hands brush over his chest, enjoying tight muscles undereath his t-shirt. 'how is it any fair?'
mingyu know exactly what you are doing, but he can't stop it, too engrossed in the feeling of your hands on him. this time it's you who takes one more step, standing now so close that he can feel your soft breath on his neck. 'flattery will get you nowhere, princess.'
'but it's true, you are very good at basketball,' you argue, looking up at him. 'just like at everything else.'
fuck. this push and pull is enticing, mingyu is laser focused on your lips, not even noticing how he slightly leans in. not noticing how your eyes gleam with triumph, when you add: 'give me a kiss.'
mingyu can never say 'no' to this demand and his lips are instantly on yours, groaning softly at the way you taste. kissing you is his favorite thing, he gets lost immediately and that's why when you push him back and run away, it takes him a minute to realize what is happening. he watches in slow motion as you throw the ball - the one that was in his hands before he kissed you, the one you so easily snatched from him, goddammit - and his mouth opens in shock as it gets into the net, making you scream loudly in glee. you turn, smirk at him and oh, he's in love. 'i won!' you shout and he only laughs in disbelief. 'i won, i won!'
'did someone say something about fairness?' he questions loudly.
'don't be a sore loser, babe! or am i dating a quitter?' you throw back at him, winking.
mingyu inhales sharply, not being able to fight off wide grin from his face. he loves it when you play along, when you are ready to compete with him his adrenaline spikes up and heart starts beating faster. you are his match, the one he dreamt of meeting all along.
rather impulsive, they need a partner who'll be their oasis of calmness, who'll understand their hidden sensitivity and see through all non-chalant act they put up; tends to put need of others first, dreams of creating a deep and meaningful bond, likes to have 'excitement' in relationships, might argue just for the sake of it
'gyu, you okay?' you ask quietly.
mingyu jerks in surprise and then nods curtly, faking a big smile for your sake. 'of course, darling, why wouldn't i be?'
mingyu always has this 'all is good' front, never wanting to make you worry over him cause you shouldn't; he doesn't want you to think of him as of incapable and weak, because he isn't and it's him who should be worrying over you, not the other way around. anxiety threatens to take him by the storm, but he keeps on smiling at you, even when he knows you can tell that he's lying.
'mingyu,' you call and he barely resists the urge to whine at the gentle way you say his name; you are always so gentle with him and he sometimes fears it's all just a dream, because it's too good to be true. 'baby, you know it's okay to be scared, right? it's okay to be anxious and nervous over such a big thing.'
you come closer and his hands fall naturally around your waist, because that's where they belong and because mingyu needs to hold you in order to stop fidgeting. your eyes are so kind as you gaze up at him and he has to bite his lower lip to not confess all his fears to you. when you lovingly caress his cheek, he leans to your touch, seeking your comfort, always feeling instantly better whenever you're around to calm him down. 'i'm okay,' he stubbornly repeats, only this time his smile is more sincere as he looks at you. he actually is not okay, but he will be, because there's no other choice and because he refuses not be okay when you obviously are so worried for him. 'it's a peace of cake for me.'
he holds his breath, waiting for your reaction. he knows it's obvious how worried he is but instead of making fun of him for this, you smile, nodding and gripping his forearms reassuringly. 'of course, babe, it's a walk in the park for you! you'll ace it, no doubts about it.'
mingyu thinks his heart might burst from the love he feels for you at that moment. he stares at you in awe and your smile only gets wider in response. 'you can do anything, kim mingyu,' you say confidently and then add in the most sweet voice: 'my boyfriend is the best!'
mingyu doesn't know how he doesn't turn into a puddle of goo right in front of you, but somehow he keeps it together. faintly he hears his name being announced and then you usher him to the stage, wishing him good luck. he is still nervous, anxiety still thrums under his veins but it's much subdued now, when your shine brightly at him. 'you can do it!' you mouth at him and mingyu smiles, fully sincere now. with your belief him, with you be his side - his own oasis, his dream - he knows he can do anything.
a/n: me shattering all these 'dominant mingyu' fics with this drabble 🫠 pls forgive me and give love to this baby boy! - nini
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happyfoxx-art · 2 years
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Some fanart for this AWESOME fic by the fantastic @Starrcrossrose that has the same name as my comic! you should read it :DDD i have a LOT OF FEELINGS!!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/41520531/chapters/104132517
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noswordinourlake · 8 months
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This is a very serious novel
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subtextnatural · 1 year
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Listen i know we should have had a kiss before the Empty takes Cas, but consider: Dean going in for the kiss, leaning in close, fingers clutching Cas's coat, breaths mingling, lips oh so close, almost almost almost touching, and that's when the Empty yanks Cas away, and he has to push Dean lest he gets taken too
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bonky-bornes · 24 days
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Chapters: 1/7 Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers, Clint Barton/Natasha Romanov, Riley/Sam Wilson Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Sarah Rogers (Marvel), Original Female Character(s), Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Clint Barton, Rebecca Barnes Proctor, Nick Fury, Tony Stark, Original Male Character(s), Sam Wilson (Marvel), Riley (Captain America movies) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Modern Captain America, Civillian Bucky Barnes, Alternate Universe - No Powers, Divorce, Angst, Childhood Friends, Steve Rogers Has PTSD, Bucky Barnes/Original Male Character - Freeform, Therapy, brief medical scare, steve does art, they both have lots of problems, it's fine, everything's fine here, Implied/Referenced Canon Typical Violence Summary:
Several times, his coworkers had asked what his husband did for work. Bucky hadn’t been able to tell them because he didn’t know himself. Not all of it, anyway. Just his title and its dangers, and he couldn’t even share that.
“I can’t do it anymore, Steve. I can’t watch you leave and then wait hoping that you come home.”
Steve’s face had gone even paler and his grip on Bucky’s hand was vice-like. “What are you saying?”
Bucky’s heart pounded a violent tattoo beneath his chest. He knew what he needed to say, but he didn’t know if he’d be able to. There was a reason he hadn’t before. But he thought of Steve laying in hospital beds, tubes and wires attached to him and machines blinking. He’d seen the rhythm of Steve’s heart so many times he could picture it when he heard it.
“Captain America or me, Steve. You can’t have both. Not anymore.”
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Or, after seven years of marriage, the boys get divorced
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The first few years, Obi-Wan wonders why Anakin never appears to him as a force ghost, to rage, to hate (to be the loving, fierce young man he misses every day).
Obi-Wan knows he shouldn't, but he tries calling to him, just a little, a barely there whisper into the still air of his sorry excuse for a home. But Anakin never comes.
Its five years in, when Obi-Wan watches a merchant try to put a droid back together in truly pathetic fashion, and he turns to hear his padawan's amusing little remark, that Obi-Wan realizes Anakin never needed a force ghost to haunt him.
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dyrewrites · 2 months
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Sleep Token made me cry and I am making it your problem
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blue-eyed-banshee · 9 months
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I have been listening to this again and it gives all Sylvanas/Jaina vibes!
This song is about wanting a past relationship again. The words before the chorus in, it makes me think whenever Sylvanas would see Jaina, especially after she became the banshee queen; it would leave an ache in her unbeating heart. I'd like to think that when she's alone is where she's just doing nothing but thinking of the past, of Jaina and how they spent a night in each other's arms before she died. And Arthas taunting her about how Jaina could never love her a corpse.
No one consoles her about the memories... she's forced to experience every regret; most of all, the regret of not proposing sooner...
That's why Sylvanas couldn't take her eyes off of her during the battle at Icecrown... She desperately wanted to say something, anything. But she was afraid of being vulnerable in front of her people and Varian along with the alliance. But Jaina knows better. She knows Sylvanas is trying her damndest to keep from falling apart..
And against Arthas, they worked together with horde and alliance Champions (who knew of their history together, but not the details.)
Sylvanas would protect Jaina from any attack, as would Jaina to Sylvanas. When they would have a few moments of respite, both would be silent for an awkward pause before speaking.
"I-"
"Syl-"
Sylvanas chuckled, which sounded eerie due to her banshee echo in her voice. She frowned and glanced away towards a corpse that was spread amongst the floor.
"I.... am glad you're here.."
Jaina's heart begun to break at the clear sadness laced within the Banshee Queen's voice, which she knew Sylvanas desperately wanted to hide.
Jaina let out a heavy sigh, not realizing she was holding her breath before she glanced away from the banshee who was looking at her with her ember-glowing eyes. She could feel a fanged-smirk as she began to blush.
"I... have something for you." She said before reaching into her robe pocket before Sylvanas' eyes widened at the sight of a necklace. It wasn't hers... or Little Moon's, it was the one she made for Jaina. The last time they spent together, she has snuck off to have it made while Jaina was still asleep in Sylvanas' room back at the Spire.
Sylvanas tried to mask her shock, but she felt dust well up in her eyes.
"I- I didn't know you kept it all these years, Proudmoore."
"Of course I did, Sylvanas. It was the only peice I had of you when...."
Sylvanas walked closer to the mage, placed a hand on her cheek and Jaina slowly glanced at her with tears in her eyes.
"I know..." She said softly in Thalassian before gently wiping a stray tear that slowly began to fall from Jaina's blue eyes.
"I'm here..." She whispered in Thalassian, which Jaina understood due to being amongst her people for many months.
Jaina placed a hand on Sylvanas' cold ones, which cupped her cheek.
They both slowly leaned in and cold lips met warm and they stood in the middle of a large cooridor within the citadel, but away the darkest parts of the citadel.
They hesitantly parted their lips and stared into each other's eyes before hearing the sounds of undead making their way to their location.
"Champions! To us!" Sylvanas yelled before an orc, and a worgen took arms. One being a shaman the other; a death knight.
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kennatalk · 1 year
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The Ghost of You
This song recently and after my sister and I started to re-watch TWD (because I stopped watching basically after Beth and Glenn got axed) since it ended. I'm watching and It's already gutted me more than It did before. I'm still a huge fan of this concept, and it's kind of interesting to look back and see how much she influenced him, and things kind of parallel. I've seen some spoilers obviously because it's the internet. I was really shocked to see that they had made paintings of maggie's deceased loved ones and then of course Daryl got a dog named dog, and that's literally what led to him and beth getting split up.  I also got spoiled and saw the spoiler of Rick's hallucination a while back, and just the fact that they put Beth's dead body right after Daryl's (no editing needed on my part) made me just super sad. Especially because his arm is reached out in her direction. I think she was a huge reason as to why he was cool with staying in Alexandria, and especially the similarities to how she thought and what Aaron was speaking about. It's the place she would have wanted to be. There are also just so many unused scenes that wouldn't fit into such a short song? He's wearing her shoelaces and him trying to keep the barn doors shut during his depression era since he opened the doors at the funeral home. It was a nice callback. Just the whole thing had me all sad again and I'm just in my feels with this sadness. I thrive on sad ships that had all the potential in the world, but instead just burned down by the writers.
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10holmes · 11 months
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Just thinking about this little snippet of Chapter 29 of "Now That I See You" again...
"... [Xiao Xingchen had] just tak[en] his (Xue Yang's) airy confession of guilt, not caring to dig deeper…
… and then… say, if the Niè had actually gone through with executing him… or the Jīn at the latest… or if Xiǎo Xīngchén had never found him… abandoned, half-dead at that riverbed… and he’d never woken up amnesiac…
… no one would ever have known… no one would ever have realized… that there was more to the crazy bloodthirsty murderer than met the eye… than Xuē Yáng probably decided to let others believe him to be… (because he had been sure they did not care to understand… did not care to truly see him…)
He would have died… would have been killed… forever forgotten… or only remembered as a soulless murderous beast…
… instead of the kind, selfless, helpful, joyous, caring person he truly had been once upon a time… (and had now got the chance to be again…)"
Just read it and let it sink in and wallow with me.
Because basically this is canon. No one ever truly got to know Xue Yang... Not even Xiao Xingchen, though he arguably got the closest...
No one ever truly grasped the depth of his character, the depths of his past, his trauma, the reason why he turned into the delinquent and murderer he became... No one bothered to look deeper and to truly see him...
He was killed and butchered as the irredeemable, one-dimensional, evil villain and would always just remain that in the history of the cultivation world, if he was even remembered for long...
All his pain, all his abuse, all his failed and taken potential and the truth of who he really was ignored and never to be acknowledged...
And realizing that just really fcking hurts, you know...?
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lastontheboat · 2 years
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New podfic alert! Do you like to feel sad, but it's a good sad? Have I got a fic for you! -----------
Title: Stop All The Clocks Author: @firethesound Rating: Explicit Length: 4.5 hours Warnings: Major character death Selected tags: Grief/mourning, auror partners, angst/humour, getting together, tea, socks Summary: Living with Draco was difficult; living without him is unbearable. But if there’s one thing Harry learned from the war, it’s that even when one life ends, the rest of the world goes right on living.
Listen to it on AO3! ps. there's bonus materials in chapter 2 wherin I rave about the structure of the fic and how hard it is to record while sobbing
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galaxibytes · 4 months
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Whoever made this go die or go get yourself some goddam therapy
https://www.tumblr.com/fizzyrockzz/735722610255609856/i-cant-take-this-fandom-seriously-anymore?source=
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spotcanlon · 9 months
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So in Words Fail, Evan sings "Noone can really see-" and so on so forth.
And everyone points out simarlaities between Evan and Connor but what if Connor's one would be "Noone deserves to see-" because everyone already knows that Connor thought everyone was out to get him.
Evan hid so people didn't hate him and Connor hid so he didn't hate himself for being vulnerable
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borrowedtimeandspace · 10 months
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GT July Day 8 Bonus:
Slightly related to today's short story, my very dear and good friend @neonthebright shared a song with me recently that wasn't even on my radar. The second I heard it, my entire heart sank into Zepheera/Orrick feels. If you don't know what I'm talking about, check out their love story in Zepheera's Origins, chapters 4 onwards specifically.
I'm a music lover first and foremost, and I've already associated certain songs with my star-crossed lovers. This one is less diegetic than ones I've put into the stories, but it still gave me big ol feelings. I figured I'd share if anyone else cares and is as masochistic as me.
The song was the re-imagining of "Just A Dream" by Nelly. Specifically, the recent re-recording.
Emotional flailing under the cut. Tl;dr:
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From the get-go, it's an emotional song because this video is spliced with old footage of the original cover made almost 13 years ago. Footage of the late Christina Grimmie. The male singer Sam Tsui and the instrumentalist Kurt Hugo Schneider returned for the re-recording. The original cover is also outstanding, but the vibe from them both in this new version is much more somber and heavy with the loss of Christina. So that's already crying points.
Then there's the added dynamic of the male and female singers that immediately invoked in me the feeling of lovers who adore each other so much but cannot be together, which hits so much different than the single perspective of the original. Made it very easy for me to insert my most tragic M/F couple into their roles.
I want to preface my next statement by saying that I was not aware of Christina Grimmie or her death before this song was shown to me, and it is the farthest thing from my intention to disrespect her memory or her admirers with my words. That being said, the age difference between her 12-year-old footage and the others' re-recordings brings to my mind the entire reason Zepheera left Orrick to begin with. She was stuck in time, fated to be forever youthful, and was terrified by the notion of watching the person she loved age away while she stayed the same and had to deal with being left without him.
And don't even get me started on the lyrics! They're not always exact, but some of them just Hit Me in the Heart, guys. First there's the chorus, which they always sing together.
I was thinking about you Thinking about me Thinking about us What we gonna be Open my eyes It was only just a dream Travel back, down that road Will you come back? No one knows I realize It was only just a dream
Changing the gendered pronouns throughout (most) of the song to "you" adds a more personal touch in my opinion, not just relating this story to someone else but wishing that the subject themselves could hear them. Adds an emotional urgency to it for me.
Lots of Orrick feels in the first verse (skimming through the less relevant lyrics):
I was at the top and now it's like I'm in a basement Number one spot, now you find you a replacement I swear now that I can't take it (...) Now you ain't around, baby, I can't think (...) 'Cause I can still feel it in the air See your pretty face, run my fingers through your hair My lover, my life My baby, my wife You left me, I'm tied 'Cause I know that it just ain't right
I can vividly imagine things like this running through Orrick's mind, reeling after being left high and dry.
The second verse related to Zepheera less than Orrick's, mostly because it was initially written from the perspective of a man who pushed a woman away. Even so, there are a few lines that really stuck out to me and stabbed me right in the heart:
Another riding, I swear see your face at every turn (...) And I just hope you know that you're the only one I yearn for No wonder I'll be missing when I learn (...) Hey, you were so easy to love But wait I guess our love wasn't enough Going through it every time that I'm alone (...) 'Cause I was wrong
She knows that leaving Orrick behind was a horrible thing. She knows that, and she did it anyway because she couldn't face losing him the long way around. Not when she couldn't carry the burden of aging alongside him like normal people and partners do.
And if that wasn't enough, they hit us with this bridge:
If you ever loved somebody, put your hands up If you ever loved somebody, put your hands up And now they're gone and you're wishing you could give them everything
The second time this repeats, and I say this without judgement on Christina's crystal clear talent, the way her diction comes across made me think the lyric was "If you ever lost somebody" and just made Everything Hurt.
I have no good way to end this other than to reiterate:
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irtifuck · 10 months
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Do you think Ice was buried next to Goose?❤‍🩹
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