#cuz i have ADHD

[intrn37]

I was re-watching Venom with my family the other day and I just realised that Venom is literally the epitome of “Me and the bad bitch I pulled by being autistic”

#venom #venom 2018 #venom symbiote #I just thought: OH so that's why it's one of my favourite movies #cuz i have ADHD #I guess I just latch on to characters that have similar traits as me #like a symbiote lol XD #eddie brock #me and the bad bitch i pulled by being autistic #this is literally the best fit for the meme I've seen so far #also I'm supposed to be doing homework but here I am shitposting about an alien that instantly won me over #wow

[pinkisbitter]

In high school b4 marching band competitions and performances I used to bring this homemade concoction I called “Fuckeners” which consisted of around 4-8 shots of espresso, roughly a cup of sugar (or sugar free syrup i’m not picky) and like a drizzle of heavy cream or creamer. I’d just down these including the coffee ground silt in one big gulp before doing my thing out on the field. I had these so frequently it was like a bit I’d do on game nights like, “oh yeah I got my fuckener on me it’s gonna be a good performance!”. Anyways I’ve been wondering if this has had any long term effects on my health.

#its important to note that I am currently on stimulants #cuz I have ADHD #which I think explains the fuckeners #cuz i’d drink those and then just go to bed like nothing happened

[softichill]

Something about adhd

#cricket doodles #my art #adhd #actually adhd #Also drawing bodies in a much more simple style this time #Have I posted my drawings with these proportions yet?? Cuz I draw them a lot #Anywho. There's a lot going on in my head and it's distracting and it makes me happy and it's upsetting and it's ruining my life #And I'm not really sure I like it

[puppyeared]

adhd is when you shoot for the moon but you forgot the rocket fuel and by the time you realize it everyones already on the moon and then you panic and crash into the sun and it explodes

#my meds stopped working and i didnt know thats something that can fucking happen apparently??? #like i knew eventually my body can get used to medicine that the effect kind of dulls but for some reason this time around i thought #that my body just decided to become lazier since the meds were already working anyway. cuz thats the thing as soon as smth is made #easier for me even if its the thing thats supposed to make the disability less disabling i get too relaxed and end up fucking up anyway #so i assumed my fucking cells worked the same way LMAO. they still technically work like i can feel my energy spike when it kicks in #but everything else like focus and memory went down and i thought oh so its just a me problem then. my habits are getting worse #even though ive been doing everything the same like setting reminders checking my schedule. hell ive been setting MORE reminders #to make up for the memory thing and i didnt even realize i just knew i had to compensate since it feels like my memory is getting #worse again. and i only figured this out bc my brother showed me an icecreamsandwich video with him talking about the EXACT FUCKING #THING IM GOING THRU WORD FOR WORD #i have to bring this up with my doctor next week so maybe i have to take different meds. i wonder if this will be a recurring thing #i guess one thing that hasnt changed is that im still slow as hell and stuff only comes to me 5 hours after the fact #its 6 in the morning and i only JUST realized that the word froyo is probably short for frozen yogurt #yapping #adhd

[yardsards]

the true lumity dynamic is just

(luz is the btw and amity is the tbh)

#eliot posts #toh #the owl house #lumity #luz noceda #luz is practically confirmed adhd #and amity is so so autistic to me even if it wasn't done on purpose #the stimming. special interests. missing social cues. taking metaphors literally. using social scripts/repeating others' phrasings #she is autistic your honour #some chud once told me i was ''reinforcing harmful stereotypes'' abt autistic ppl by saying she was autistic #because ''i'm autistic and i don't do those things!'' #like shut up not everyone's autism looks the same and just cuz you don't have certain symptoms doesn't mean they aren't real #i'm still annoyed

[bingusbongusbaba]

They are here

#tbh #btw #idk #autism creature #adhd creature #anxiety creature #trans artist #(also I gave BTW a sweater cuz I wanted to) #(and i headcanon them to have like... creeper body. 4 tiny legs with long torso) #meme

[whmp]

hey, it's me! i'm still alive, somehow, though just barely. this semester has been pretty tough so far and will probably remain that way until spring. despite this, i managed to add some fun new features. : ) ALSO i promise 100000% that if you sent me an ask i WILL answer it. i will. anyway, look at all those cool things! -> a system for cuts, bruises, tattoos, wounds and other decorations your whumpee's skin is an empty canvas. whether you fill it with scars and wounds or cutesy band aids is up to you!

the way this is set up is kind of like a bunch of stickers. so for example, if you decide to hurt the lil' guy with something sharp, he'll get a "stab wound" sticker in the spot you decided to target. over time, that sticker will change over to a "stab scar" one. it's a very flexible way to do things, but it still needs some work and a couple big changes, since it's very unfriendly to low-end computers. in terms of visuals though, it should look exactly the same as the decal-based "decorations" for your whumpee that you see above!

- a better way of getting that dude on camera the camera system is now a lot more immersive and will fit the story. the awkward developer cam that could clip into walls is no more.

you can drag around the view and zoom in and out by scrolling. as you progress, you'll get access to even more ways to invade your whumpee's privacy. : )

-> new ways to get horny in the last devlog post (around 1000 years ago) i said that you won't see any "horny accessories" in the upcoming updates. that was a complete lie, sorry! here's a preview of some cool new horns you can give to your whumpee.

the neat part is that the horns are customizable - other than just choosing the shape, you can modify their size and color gradient. -> other stuff + story i've made plenty of changes and additions to the back end. most of it is not flashy or super significant - most of the time and energy i could dedicate to the project went right into fueling the violent, bloody conflict between me and custom shader code. i've also made some updates to how time is simulated and fixed a bunch of bugs. there is now a sound system too! i'll look for some copyright-free sfx and music before the next update. oh, and there's some lore too!

i've been experimenting with different ways of delivering the main storyline. heavily stylized cutscene-like sequences were very fun to do! not sure if i'll stick with this style though. either way, i have the general outline of something that resembles a plot. >: ) that's it for now! again, sorry for the irregular update schedule. i've been following the "no progress for a long time, then one night you have all the energy and inspiration in the world and you zone the fuck out for an unhealthy amount of time just working on your thing then until realize that you're going to be asleep within the next 40 seconds" development strategy - hopefully, my brain will kindly allow me to switch to a more comfortable workflow. :' ) taglist below: (let me know if you want to be added OR LET ME KNOW IF I FORGOT TO ADD YOU IM SO SORRY) @whumpinthepot @andithewhumper @pigeonwhumps @monarchthefirst @scp-1296 @whumpedydump @screenys-whump-corner @whumpshaped @bloodsweatandpotato @burning-and-remembering @thealmightyconeoftruth @whimpity-whumpity @catnykit @vietbluecoeur @rainythealias @cardboardarsonist @snakebites-and-ink @lthrboy @woo-lu-woo @wingsofadragonsstuff @wecoffphm @bayvel @pics-and-fanfics @dokidokisadness @generic-whumperz @lambetjenasus @aarika-merrill @hayaneakabane @moons-cozy-corner @brittaunfiltered09 @rule-masochism @reverie1234 @oddsconvert @wh-wh-whumpified @currentlyinthesprial @cupcakes-and-pain @heavenlyden @whumpsday @likeadeadbattery @stay-on-topic1 @cyborg0109 @kawhump @astrowhump

#whumpdev #whump community #whump art #whump game #whumblr #whump #this took forever SORRY #there's still so much more to do but i'm really excited to start implementing new stuff #i gotta get myself a trello board with features or something #or anything that resembles a plan tbh #planning is hard but you know what is even harder? sticking to a plan #and that difficulty SKYROCKETS if its a plan you made yourself #man idk i gotta check if i don't have adhd or something i feel like this might not be the way an adult brain should operate #ill do some research later if i don't forget??? i'm always so skeptical of thinking to myself “i might have this disorder” #cuz i feel like i'm super hardcore prone to some weird bias and i wouldn't trust my own brain to diagnose itself #i don't trust that fucker in general

[gayvampyr]

the downside of knowing the difference between 'affect' and 'effect' is having to be painfully aware of it every time it's used incorrectly

#and my brain doesn't just ignore the mistake and move on. no. even though they are very similar my brain stops in its tracks and goes 'hm. #this isn't right. what possibly could they have meant' and then I have to reread the sentence to realize they meant the other word #cuz for some reason (adhd) its more plausible that I skipped over something that would necessitate the usage of the given word than it is #that it was simply misspelled

[ichiro-artosaki]

they have consumed my brain thats the real tadpole…more phone doodles so sorry if the quality is low lol

#is it adhd to doodle your faves on your phone while playing the game cuz like wtffffff #i have a tablet idk why when i pick it up i physically cannot bring myself to draw #ichiro's doodles

[neurospicyyy]

Y’all stop romanticizing and/or dismissing ocd and adhd, it’s not a joke. That’s stuff we have to live with. Thanks. 👍

#Like- im constantly in thought #Cant turn my brain off #And compulsively searching things and doing things. And I pick my skin. I HAVE problems #But it’s a joke to you apparently #like- you call anyone who has it worse than me a slur and call anyone like me or better “QuIrKy” #My mind is in a dark place #and you don’t seem to get that #If I hear one more neurotypical person go: “sorry UwU im so ocd” I will lose my FUCKIN- #and while we're at it #how about you be nice to pw cluster b personality disorders and stuff as well? It would be nice if you didn’t treat narcs as less than huma #Cuz they have feelings too. #actually adhd #actually ocd #ocd #adhd #stigma

[neverevan]

Inspiration Saturday ☔️

Phew, I haven't done one of these in months! But hoping to actually get inspired and also to prove that I am working on that last chapter and because I think I actually finally know how to get through that last bump, here's a little tease from the last chapter of the mudslide fic:

The hours leading up to that felt heavy. Eddie could feel Buck’s worried looks on the back of his neck all throughout, sticking there like he accidentally rolled into flypaper. Eddie couldn’t blame Buck for it much, but by god, did it make him feel like shit; like some fragile porcelain doll that couldn’t handle the pressure without snapping.

And he could handle it, damnit. He’s done this before and he’ll do it again.

After coming back from his first tour in Afghanistan, they sent out dates and locations for all upcoming funerals and Eddie had spent five days driving around in his old truck, wearing his cheap suit, sweating yellow stains into his white shirt and trying to get to all the places that he could afford the gas money to.

That was the one time of Eddie being selfish and leaving Shannon to deal with Christopher alone, that she never rowed up for him and he was still thankful for that to this day.

Those funerals were different, however. Most of those soldiers he’s never met or only so briefly that he probably wouldn’t have recognized them on the street — after that, he made a great effort to commit their faces into his memory, by staring at their framed smiles at ceremonies day in and day out.

This time, he was attending the service for someone who, inadvertently so, but saved his life and Bosko’s. Ramirez made the ultimate sacrifice and the least Eddie could do was to honor his memory.

✨Tagged by and tagging the wonderful @sunshinediaz @spagheddiediaz @jeeyuns @exhuastedpigeon @honestlydarkprincess @excuseme-greentea @disasterbuckdiaz @daffi-990 @diazsdimples @sunflowerdiaiz @watchyourbuck

#I know that I've been making nothing but gifs lately but it's sort of a distraction technique that usually works #focusing on something else helps the process bc I always need at least three things to watch/listen to/read at the same time #if you think I might have adhd you're probably right but we'll never find out #anyway #I hope my writing beans will return to me soon cuz I got a bunch of wips I wanna finish #but most of those are getting dashed if and when the canon shifts ugh #buddie #911 #wip #the mudslide fic

[druidonity2]

Dragon Noodle Soup :3

#world of warcraft #dragonflight #dragons #I both adore the kalimdor racing event and also am highly frustrated cuz advanced gold is always 1-3 seconds off #most fun ive ever had in WoW #also worst time ever #maybe second to the mage tower cuz that shit was NOT MADE for my ADHD ass #im joking the worst times in this game is trying to convince strangers to let you join endgame content #and then get bullied by them #i dont do dungeons anymore #seriously tho the dragon racing is some of the most fun and engaging wow content ever give me moreeeee #I need more single player content that feels like this #that is highly rewarding and i dont need to suck up to assholes to achieve #((desperatly begging for a solo story version of dungeons and raids so i can experience the story without getting abused by other players)) #i DID THE MONK DMG MAGE TOWER IN LEGION. I HAVE TRIED THE NEW VER 100 FUCKING TIMES #AND ITS HARDER THIS TIME SO I FUCKING CAN'T #ASLDKHADOIHADIA #I have to be on top of every fucking thing for like 12 minutes straight due to my dmg output and following guides dont help me #I got him down to 20-30 percent and then ditched the game to play FFXIV for a full ass year #this was jan 2022 #I havn't attempted since i probably should. #sorry forgot what this post was about

[presidentheartbeat6]

cuties (:

#I actually really like how this turned out............. #my art #temeraire #john granby #william laurence #tenzing tharkay #this picture is after a few drinks btw #I think Laurence secretly likes being touched but yk he's very stoic and he REFUSES to ask for it so everyone kind of assumes he doesn't?? #but it. comes out a lil when he's drunk. #Tharkay is very unused to it but he's definitely not. opposed. to being touched. especially if its by Laurence... #Granby meanwhile does this all the time. #hes always falling asleep on people and clapping them on the shoulders and nudging them with his hip to get their attention #but it takes him like a bajillion years to hug Laurence for the first time cuz yk. Laurence is. Laurence. #and Laurence is also hesitant to initiate things like that bc he doesn't want to be weird (ITS NOT WEIRD TO HUG YOUR BEST FRIEND LAURENCE.) #tharkay meanwhile has never had very much desire to get close to someone physically or paid very much attention to it #and then he meets Laurence. who barely ever touches anyone. and suddenly whenever their hands brush tharkay is hyperaware of it #I have no idea what I'm saying #I've got a big fat cold and I deadass almost took my ADHD meds on accident instead of ibuprofen... it's 11pm. #that is to say. I'm a touch delirious #so I apologize sincerely if I completely mischaracterized them

[hypogryffin]

Haru with the blue colour contacts is so threatening ngl. Love that for her, she’s doing it on purpose isn’t she

Also, how does ryuji get away with his terrible eyesight and none of the thieves even notice? I get that the metaverse is nice to people with eye troubles (points at your akechi and joker eyesight headcanons) but like in the real world surely someone knows/figures out he’s being stubborn about glasses to some degree

(original post for context)

#i mean theyve *noticed* & theyre probably aware that his vision isnt exactly 20/20 but they dont know just how ass it actually is #probably the worst they think it is is still like ''reading glasses'' territory lol #some of the 'cover up' is just happenstance; he does have issues w text bc of undiagnosed-but-its-probably-adhd #its just gotten worse as his vision has. obviously. #he also is mega embarrassed and thinks hed look lame as hell w glasses and doesnt want to spend the $$ on all of that shit #so hes very committed to lying abt this #p5 #ryuji sakamoto #asks & requests #comics #i... guess? #and yeah i changed harus blue contacts like 7 times cuz it felt super shocking but decided the super shocking bit was funny as fuck #so she definitely wears those like. once or twice a month and does not acknowledge it just to keep everyone on their toes

[ronithesnail]

Damn school is just an endless cycle of trying to catch up on my late work and then getting more late work in the process huh…

#Its not even hard work i just cant fucking do it #Never have time for anything even tho thats literally just not true #Just cant fucking focus on this #Always got a bunch of anxiety about all the late work i havent done and it just doesnt go away cuz i always just get more #And then i dont have any time to do the things that actually matter to me like fanart and library work… #This system just doesnt work for me and there nothing i can do about it #Adhd #neurodivergency #neurodivergent #school #homework #autistic #autism #adhd meme #actually autistic #autism meme #This isnt a meme but whatever im tagging it anyway

[essektheylyss]

annoyed that I signed up for the 7pm yoga class tonight instead of the 5:45 one cuz I now can't drink and bang out a research paper and be done with it, but it does mean my paper will probably be better than it would've been if I had written the whole thing tonight while tipsy, so

#megs vs mlis #arguably the first post that REALLY applies to that tag #WHO SETS A FINAL PROJECT DUE DATE 11 DAYS BEFORE THE END OF THE QUARTER??? #I'm so mad #not least cuz she was just basically like 'yeah the due date's today but turn it in anytime before Monday' #which drives me NUTS actually like NO the only good part of adhd is that if I have to panic-hit a deadline the thing is then over #anyway. I got a bunch of research so whatever. I'll write it tomorrow or something.