#do it all anew

[crit20art]

On the eve of The Unknowing, Jon and Martin find comfort in each other's arms.

Rating: E

Fandom: The Magnus Archives

Pairing: Jonathan Sims/Martin Blackwood

Words: 18k (complete)

Tags: first kiss, first time, porn with feelings, angst and porn, trans Martin, ace Jon

Excerpt:

“Martin,” Jon says, frail. Martin blinks, a flick of lashes, glazing his eyes gold in the low light. Jon squeezes his hands. “This- this might be the last—” “Oh, come on,” Martin huffs, dropping his eyes. “Jon- don’t— Don’t.” “Don’t what?” “Don’t-” Martin bites his lip, but not before Jon’s seen it quiver. The patchy hair dusting his neck—would it be prickly against Jon’s skin?—undulates, throat in turmoil beneath. “Come on,” Martin says again, a plea. Jon closes his eyes, and the energy in his body buzzes all the brighter. He furrows his brow. Exhales. “So, I waited too long.” Sudden and sharp, Martin’s hands clench. It startles Jon’s eyes open. “Of course not,” Martin says, a rush. “God, I just—” he laughs, utterly vacant of joy, “it’s just- it’s shit timing, isn’t it?”

Read here on Ao3! (18+ only!!!)

#ive been working on this fic for over 2 years yall ;______; #i hope you enjoy it #jonmartin fic #jmart fic #do it all anew #<- this is a prequel to diaa but it can also be read as a canon compliant missing scene and needs no additional context #jmart #jonmartin #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #martin k blackwood #the archivist #tma s3 #tma season 3

[s0fter-sin]

09 soapghost au, ghost was a member of soap’s unit before roba and they were together until he was taken. when he comes back and takes up the ghost mantle, simon riley is declared KIA and the hope that soap had let kindle in his heart that he’d come back to him dies. he throws himself into training, into becoming captain so he won’t let down another soldier the way he let simon down

then he recruits ghost to the 141 and ghost sees how much he’s changed, how much harder he is; slow to smile, never relaxing and he realises how much he fucked up by never reaching out. he’d thought he’d be better off without him, without the shell of the man he used to love but he’d done nothing but hurt him

after the close call with shepherd, soap wants to get right back into it, wants to hunt makarov down for almost getting his sergeant and lieutenant killed and ghost is yelling at him to just take it easy and heal first when soap snaps back, “i can’t lose anyone else! not again!” and ghost just rips his balaclava off, showing his face for the first time in years…

and soap says nothing. he just looks at him, completely unreadable. ghost clenches the balaclava in his hand, waiting for anything; even injured, soap can still pack a mean punch and he’s waiting for it, almost hoping for it… but he still does nothing. just stares

“well? c’mon!” he growls, stalking in closer. “let me have it! tell me how pissed you are! that i left you alone! that i ruined you the moment i touched you! that you regret ever fucking looking at me! scream, shout, say something!” until he’s leaning over soap’s chair, chest heaving

soap’s hand lifts and ghost can’t help his flinch before planting himself, ready to be struck, longing for it, to be punished the way he punishes himself-

soap’s hand gently cups his cheek and he freezes, breath catching as his thumb caresses the snake bite scars on his lip; feather-light and reverent. just like he used to

“you’re as beautiful as the day i lost you”

#i am not immune to the romantic scene of all time ft mr stoic how to train your dragon 2 #og soap is Young for a captain #like even if we arent given a canon age hes still like 30s maybe 40s if were pushing it #i dont know a lot about military shit but that seems young to me #so just soap who let himself become cold and focused everything on forcing himself to be better faster strong to protect everyone #until he finds himself as a captain of his own elite unit #handpicking men #and if he loses a single one it will be unequivocally his fault bc he chose them to be here #even ghost #this man that has no history beyond a few years of military service #no name no family even getting his blood type out of him was like pulling teeth #but sometimes #sometimes his complaints ring just a little too familiar #the way he holds himself tugging at his memory #even the way he idly flips a knife when waiting to be called in to interrogate someone #he doesnt dare to hope not when hope has never gotten him anywhere before #but then ghost takes the balaclava off and his walled off heart beats anew #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #we’re a team. ghost team #talk to me ghost #soapghost #ghostsoap #john soap mactavish #simon ghost riley #ghost cod #soap cod #ghoap #09 soapghost #09 ghostsoap #save post

[front-facing-pokemon]

#tropius #HE SO APPY!!! FUCK!!! HOLY SHIT I LOVE THIS ONE #i've never looked at tropius up close before i didn't even know they had a little helmet and shit. this is WONDERFUL. they're SO appy #i hope you all appreciate this as much as i do because this is very good. i don't even know anything about tropius. jack SHIT. except that #they're so appy. and i will accept this. i gotta work but i've been too busy thinking abt how appy they are #i also started the process of remaking my main blog. bc it just had a lot of posts on it all the way back to way back in my past #and i felt like it was weighing the whole blog down and making me not want to use it. and that blog needed some housekeeping for me to want #to associate myself with it. so i'm currently in the process of coming up with a new URL before i start really renovating #so the hunt for miss ffp starts anew or something. unless i've lazily replied to you in a comment once and you remember my url #i've done that to a few of you. demifiendcruithne is one. shoutouts to you demifiendcruithne you're the best #then there was that one who assumed i use windows. despite recognizing that i'm “rather techy.” yuck! #had to respond to that one to clear up any suspicion that i might be a windows user. this is all totally unrelated and also will be #totally irrelevant by the time this post gets up anyway. hopefully. y'know if i haven't come up with a new url by then then #i mean. that's my fault. but this isn't gonna post until july 23rd. 10 days from today. so. hopefully! #see you all then

[fisheito]

Bottom yakumo fics i rotate thru bc the tag is playing games with me

EIDEN:

(locked) https://archiveofourown.org/works/48090496

(Sequel) https://archiveofourown.org/works/49270402

(locked) https://archiveofourown.org/works/37453975

KUYA (some dubcon+yaku whump):

ASTER:

QUINCY:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/54831790

NOT EXPLICITLY BOTTOM, BUT FITS THE SUBBY ~FEELING~

https://archiveofourown.org/works/37413112

(locked) https://archiveofourown.org/works/49106176

https://archiveofourown.org/works/50601046/chapters/128881948#workskin

#is it ok to link locked fic like this? do they not wanna be perceived? if it's not ok i'll just uhh... disappear them from the list #eehehehehe sometimes i just get into moods where bottom yakumo is where it's at #like. specifically bottom yakumo. EXCEPTIONALLY subby yakumo. #no twisting the game to overpowering his partner at the end. that's the bott-to-top yakumo pipeline that fits a DIFFERENT specific mood! :} #eventually i'll exit the bottom mood and dive into topyaku fic and we continue the cycle anew #because... ultimately..... switch yaku is my everything (my agenda and preferences are visible from outer space) #anyway yeah this stuff is all on the hornier side. there are bottom yaku fics that i like that are more plot and char-heavy #but this is the list for when i wanna see him whimpering and begging and crying etc etc you know the post i'm talking about #i started compiling this list because i tried filtering for bottom yakumo and got like. 8 fics #i whispered... i've been living off 8 fics ? Only? i mean that's a lot given how small the fandom is but i feel like i'm missing some #anyway there ended up being more than 8 (that i would reread) so i was quite content with my findings #maybe i'll update it if i see more. hmm. i hope i'll see more #bottom yakumo reading list #i am reading words and acting in ways

[treasure-goblin]

.

#i could just delete everything #make it all go away #tell like two people my alt we can keep in touch but thats about it #although theres 4 people I'd miss #i wanna be done #i want to take control of this situation and the only way to do that is extremes #“you cant be in control all the time” i fucking know that no one knows that better than me my entire life has been someone elses #ever since this shitshow began #and now i have a way to take control right in front of me #but it means cutting off everyone and starting anew #and as tempting as that is #my actions hold consequences #not just for me #so im stuck #like i always am #actually... #only 10 people would really notice...

[thegreatyin]

the best thing about Shadowbringers world is that slow dawning realization as you explore it

that ultimately, the entirety of Norvrandt, As You See It Now, is the end result of a long series of dominoes falling

that started with the right person getting on the right Chocobo cart at the right time.

my favorite thing about shadowbringers is and will forever always be that it's pretty much just the aftermath of a jrpg plot in of itself. like every single member of ardbert's crew had their own personal journeys and backstory and calls to adventure and he slowly collected them along the way like a classical rpg story and everything. there was something there, once. you could have (and were) that exact same person in that exact same situation, once. ardbert did literally everything right and still it came to this etc etc

#chat ur all gonna make me cry about shadowbringers at 1 in the morning #ask #ffxiv #in another world in what's honestly a really interesting opportunity for an au #ardbert comes to the source to save it from its own flood of light and the cycle repeats anew #etc etc #doomed by the narrative but in the sort of way where you never did anything to the narrative in the first place. #there was just nothing you could do. the love didnt save anything but it was still there

[non-un-topo]

Kind of obsessed with this nickname actually

#context: chapter 2 of my wip summerwind. 8 or 9 year old nicolo unwillingly receives a prophecy from a leper and it's rather terrifying #the man tells him he will 'fly on red wings for Christ's love' #also this: #'The streets will run rivers of blood and in it you will be baptized anew. Will you feel Christ’s love then boy? I should think not...' #i COULD just share the whole snippet but i'm insecure lol. and it's 700 words. i'll share the whole scene if ppl want but i'm shy #how does the old leper know all of this? idk it's fiction man. he can See it in his Eyes #also the thing about prophecies is that sometimes words like these stick with you for life - #- and your actions after hearing them begin to manifest that kind of future. or something. #yusuf does not get a creepy fortune teller. but he DOES develop a thirst for justice in this chapter #and begins to realize things about the world around him. about injustice and prejudice and expectation. #anyway i feel like i plagiarized 'hell bird'??? but i like it so it's mine now #also i love just sharing awful screenshots of my documents lol i don't know why i do this

[soleadita]

in hindsight the first three episodes of teen wolf are so funny because scott is running around absolutely dead-set convinced that derek's the one who turned him into a werewolf, and all of his derek-centered animosity hinges on that one incorrect belief, and then at the end of 1x03, he finally yells at derek, "you're the one who bit me!" and derek's just like, "no. i'm not." and. well. this all could've been cleared up so much sooner is all i'm saying.

#if u haven't seen teen wolf and ur reading this thinking 'three episodes? that's not that long actually?' #it's important to note teen wolf crams a ridiculous amount of plot into the first few episodes. no. into every episode actually. #anyway all of teen wolf is funny but every time i rewatch s1 i'm struck anew by the hilarity of. so many things. #teen wolf #leo.txt #anti scott mccall #it’s NOT but just. trying to do some damage control here.

[aghastro]

Trying to obtain willpower by any means and mostly those means are animals and the joy of depicting them freely

#2024 #Traditional #Original #Phantom dogs #Foxes #Do I have a tag for my fox pictures...? Born anew today now I suppose all beginnings are where they start #Misc #Main art #AHA it was not Foxes it was simply #Fox

[meredithbeckham]

don't you dare cry.

a softer world, the 100.

#echo kom spacekru #echo kom azgeda #echoedit #the100edit #t100edit #* #a softer world #echo and trauma :( #echo and repression echo and compartmentalization #if you cry they'll hear you so i didn't #i don't think it's a coincidence that echo really begins to ~shut down (as bellamy experiences it) #after the red sun. where they tranquilized themselves out of fear they would harm emori as they had once harmed costia once harmed bellamy #by way of mount weather under nia's orders #all of that trauma echo had been able to start to process on the ring now that they for the first time in their entire lives had access to #support and safety brought to the surface in a brutal and overwhelming and terrifying way #as echo was introduced to the primes - so familiar to someone who knows what it is to be broken down and made anew #all experiences that they likely couldn't have spoken about and regardless didn't have time to do so #i just get so sad about them #echo who has been fighting to survive their entire life #ash who became echo to do so - who was forced to bury their identity and all that came before to do so #echo who has associated 'weakness' such as crying expressing emotion etc with death their entire lives #'like a good little azgeda spy' their face when bellamy says this #echo's trauma weaponized against them :(( (i understand him and i love him i just cry)

[forcedhesitation]

*wheeze* slowly, but surely, working on art of them all

#bg3 #myart #wip #I want to make every tav/companion pairing I have a dedicated. fancy piece. #these started with a concept for a wyll drawing that was very...storybook! inspired. #I would have been done all the linework for these two pieces by now had my weekend gone better :/ #I was violently unwell for...about a week and a half? chronic illness bullshit. had started to feel better friday of last week... #...unfortunately fate had it that the weekend ended up being particularly stressful. so the pain returned anew. #it was. somewhat better today. but still not enough for me to really be productive in my free time :( #I will try to complete the linework tomorrow if all goes well. I really would like to start colouring them! #I have delightful colour schemes chosen... #gale/illamin piece has already been sketched in a notebook. once I finish these two- I will begin lining theirs! #illamin's connects to cadence's because they're intertwined like that. but I have yet to finish planning out cadence's piece. #I've gone back and forth on who I should romance with him...the thing with any of the companions is that they are all written to be- #-immensely compatible with each other. so writing a tav FOR a specific companion is a bit hard. often the tav could fit with any of them. #hell. I'm STILL working out details of jantar and corydalis' story & characters. because I can't be normal about this. #that aside- I DO have other. finished pieces...finally. #well. I had some long before... but I didn't want to post them because I wasn't happy with them. #so I went and finished new stuff that I DO like. #4. technically 5 drawings. all horror/horror adjacent in theme. #my extremely detailed hux painting is also NEARLY done. after months upon months of work. #and I continue to slowly chip away at the big scifi themed dbd piece I've had in progress. #I really never run out of things to draw and it's a bit torturous because I never have the time or energy to draw everything...

[crit20art]

[ID: a digital drawing of Jonathan Sims and Martin Blackwood from The Magnus Archives, lying curled around each other on a nondescript, gently glowing background. Martin lies on his side in the fetal position with his head in Jon’s lap, his face pinched with sadness and pressed against Jon’s stomach. Jon rests one hand in Martin’s short hair and cups his cheek with the other hand, his own head rested on Martin’s shoulder as he gazes down at him with concern. Jon’s curly salt-and-pepper hair spills spills around his head, and his small, angular body curls into a similarly fetal position. He is depicted as a British-Pakistani man with dark brown skin, covered in prominent scars. Martin is depicted as a much larger Vietnamese-Polish man, with medium brown skin and freckles. He is about eight months pregnant; a subtle circle of light both highlights his belly and makes a halo behind Jon’s head. End ID]

yeah I’ve drawn another scene from my own fic no i will not stop. Martin catharsis hours from ch 3 of Do It All Anew!! companion to this piece

#(yes the drawing i linked happens seconds before this. yes jon is wearing different pants. don’t worry about it) #tma #the magnus archives #jonmartin #jmart #do it all anew #martin blackwood #jonathan sims #martin k blackwood #jon sims #the archivist #tma fanart #jmart fanart #jonmartin art #the mag pod #magnuspod #the Magnus archives fanart #cw pregnancy

[meadowsofmay]

there's really something indescribably compelling about 'good omens' — being a show that deals with serious situations in a comedic way — to have a dark undertone. the undertone that brings up the possibility of torture, both physical and emotional and from the hands of both heaven and hell. just thinking about all the possible scenarios gives the story a completely different feel, creating the world where between absolutely unhinged, genuinely funny episodes there were moments of excruciating pain. and i find that beautiful.

#at least that what it was before the innefable divorce #also #i think crowley in s2 brings this feel even more #his kinda lost state serves as a reality check where it not always a good adventure time with his angel #but a holy shit he has a ptsd because of what has happened in s1 #and s2 just destroyed him all anew and did it crueler than ever before #and yes i do enjoy thinking about him being tortured in hell after edinburg #thank you very much #and just think about how much pain he went through to change into a demon he is from an angel he were #that's terrifying but also deliciously painful #that's long my brain is all over the place #im done #good omens #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #innefable husbands #innefable bureaucracy

[disdaidal]

The way I'm caring less and less about ST as a show every day is almost scary, considering not so long ago my blog was all about that.

But pretty much every character I even cared about has already died or has been butchered by bad/mediocre writing, and those that have already died, I don't think they plan on bringing them back, so my interest in s5 is now closer to zero than one.

And I think I'm actually quite okay with that.

#personal #i love all my st mutuals and followers and peeps that i still follow & interact with #i just hate this shit show and the shitty fanbase associated with it #i kind of really want a divorce and start anew with a new blog #with my new interests and obsessions that have got nothing to do with said shitshow and its shitty fans #but at the same time. too many memories associated with this one #so it's complicated #*sighs*

[fisheito]

What is this weirdly feelyweely status exclusive to yakumo

#unless i missed something #it felt like everyone else had pretty rational text effects...like standard conditions in their status boxes.... #was this the only status that explicitly mentions being all squishy to GENTLY convince someone #because right now it feels like #eiden in a sequential interview situation. he is alone in a board room with someone he needs to win over. he's prepared his thesis(?) #with edmond first #eiden brings out his master plan and says OK HERE'S MY PITCH. PLEASE GIVE ME JUST A LITTLE BIT OF TRUST ONCE YOU HEAR IT #we're going to do THIS at THAT PLACE at THIS TIME with the goal of THESE RESULTS. My capabilities include: THIS. ThaT. AND PERHAPS THOSE. #PREVIOUS EXPERIENCES indicate that method A and B will do well but in case that fails i have prepared options C D and F #eiden pointing out his massive presentation board with the spreadsheets and red strings #edmond deliberates very seriously before cautiously approving of eiden's plan #when edmond exits and oli takes his place. eiden starts the presentation anew #oli nods thoughtfully and encouragingly throughout... like yes! this sounds like a good plan! i trust you with this :) let's do it :) #then oli leaves and yakumo comes in to take his place #eiden doesn't even need the presentation materials. #he just sits across from him. gently places yakumo's hand on his chest over his heart. then stares soulfully at mr protoserpent #and says (please trust me? 🥺) #yakumo crumbles IMMEDIATELY #and when they emerge from the room into the hall where edmond and oli are waiting #eiden's like GREAT! EVERYONE'S ON BOARD! let's get this started n_n #and edmond's just like.... yakumo why did you come out so fast. eiden's presentation lasted at least 7 minutes #oli just smiles knowingly and thinks lmao eiden heckin got im #journey to a nu world #yakumo

[bananatheartist]

Posting all my fnaftobers from my alt (chipsndip103)

Fnaftober by @miiilowo

#tried to start anew on a new acc #realized all I actually needed to do was change my pfp #life is good #fnaf fanart #fnaf #fnaf michael afton #fnaf movie #william afton #michael afton #fnaf william afton #purple guy #mike schmidt #steve raglan #holy cannoli that’s a lot of tags #art #fanart #artists on tumblr #small artist #fnaftober #miiilowo fnaftober #freddy fazbear #spring bonnie #fnaftober 2023