#emo af

[kannibalholocaaust]

#emo #rawring 20s #2000s emo #emocore #2000s scene #mcr #avril lavigne #fob #hello kitty #blingee #myspace #emo af #rawr xd #gerard way #2000s #scenemo #scene queen #ambrehhh is dead

[alltheswift]

Taylor with her backup singers (2019-2023)

#emo af #Taylor swift #eras tour

[xxwhiteveilbridexx]

Vic Fuentes can be my babe fr

#emo #emo kid #ptv vic #ptv #pierce the veil #pierce the vic #vic fuentes #hot emo boy #emo emo emo #emo bands #emo music #emo songs #emo asf #emo queen #emo as hell #emo ass #emo af #emo boi #emo babe #what a babe #emo blog

[youryanderedaddy]

i am going to BRUTALLY FUCK ADAM UP (and not in a fun way) FOR ALL THE SHIT HE PUTS HIS DARLING THROUGH. IT'S EITHER HIM OR US DYING, NO IN-BETWEEN. AND EVEN THEN HE DESERVES TO BE PUT IN THE SAME PIT HE DUG FOR DARLING, NO PROPER BURIAL OR ANYTHING. NO SAD BACKSTORY IS GOING TO CHANGE MY MIND.

(I love your work by the way, gives me the fuel to spitefully plan all those bastards demises. This is a compliment)

TBH Adam is terrible and I am not making any excuses for him. BUT HERE IS HIS SAD BACKSTORY (any excuse to talk about his emo ass). Basically him and reader grew up in a very poor area, both stuck in abusive households, and for a while they were each other's only support. They were best friends, and eventually escaped home at 16. They lived in motels for months, running small errands for a while to save enough money to move in together. Eventually they managed to rent a run - down flat (it's a start), but then little by little Adam started becoming more and more paranoid, from over - protective to possessive to boderline abusive. Reader escaped, found new friends and managed to find a normal job, which Adam learns of, and it just gets worse from there.

His deal is that he feels like he only has Reader - he has no family or friends, he has no social skills, he's very rough and hard to talk to, so if he can't be with Reader, he feels like he'll be alone again. He had some sadistic tendendies even as a child, hurting animals and getting into street fights, but as an adult it just got worse. Especially since Reader used to balance his bad side out - and now it's been left unchecked for a while.

The other thing is that he hates the idea of Reader moving on and starting a clean sheet. He knows he can't do that. He can't work a normal job, he can't act like a real adult, he feels totally disconnected from his surroundings. He has no actual skills, just trauma and skillduggery that he picked up from his father. Anyways, he's subconsciously envious of Reader, since she manages to move on from her past and start anew.

Adam is also prone to depressive episodes and unpredictable mood swings. He thinks that if he feels like shit, everyone should feel like shit lol. The grave story is him trying to say "You're not going anywhere, you're staying with me until you die." and in his head it sounds romantic, but irl Reader thinks she's getting murdered (which fair enough I would too lol).

But yeeeah overall he's like a time bomb and living with him is basically living on eggshels. Just a very dangerous and unstable character, you never know what you'll wake up to lmao. If it makes you feel better, in my headcanon he dies at 27 because he smokes and drinks waaaaay too much and Reader just takes all his money (which is not much lol) and leaves, and hits the lottery or something xDD

#rambling about my fav #I don't like him but I find him interesting #in my head he's like #emo af #with eyeliner and all #also thanks for the kind words anon <33

[r4wr1ng3m0]

1nv4d3r z1m 5w4g!! gu3ss wh0 m4d3 w4ffl3zzzz!!!!!!

gir on da back of da h00die1!!1!

#emo #2000s #2000s emo #2000s scene #myspace #old emo #scemo #scene #scene kid #scenemo #2000s scemo #emo af #emo kid #emo boy #emo hair #emo blog #swag #rawring 20s #rawring twenties #rawr xd #2000s style #2000s kid #invader zim #invader zim gir #gir iz #rave boy #scemo fashion #emo fashion #scene fashion #emo style

[bongmama]

#bongmama #emo girl #new memes #dank memes #emo music #lol memes #memes #millennials #dankest memes #funny memes #fresh memes #elder emo #emo kid #emo af #emo queen #emo revival #mayday parade #mine

[alissssixx]

some of Black Veil Brides cds i own <33

fun fact: We Stitch These Wounds was sent to me by my American friend. she bought it for me just like that but now we don’t talk anymore. :c but i have this one from her so ill always remember her<3

#emo #emo girl #emo kid #metal #metal girl #metalhead #rock girl #2000s emo #emocore #emo aesthetic #emo scene #emo music #emo bands #emo is not dead #emo posting #emo af #emo as hell #emo stuff #emo subculture #emo days #emo forever #emo gurl #emo life #emo community #emo never dies #black veil brides #black veil army #bvb #bvb army #bands

[fellowplasticeater]

Won’t Ever Finish

#bsd #bsd fanart #bsd art #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs fanart #art #bsd edgar allan poe #bsd poe #emo af #this looks so bad #i hate this #old #but won’t finish #so like #here you go

[emofreakks]

#emo #emo scene #2000s emo #emocore #emo kid #emo af #emo guy #emo boys #old emo #emo boy #emo as hell #emo aesthetic

[xxx-ashhazard-xxx]

Johnnie Guilbert fanart??

Johnnie Guilbert fanart! ☺️

Twitter Instagram Newgrounds

#emo #emo boys #emocore #emo as hell #johnnie guilbert #johnnie guilbert fanart #fanart #emo art #emo artist #emo aesthetic #emo alternative #emo af #rawr xd #rawring 20s #emo scene #2000s emo

[isasusfromamongus]

#yandere simulator #yandere #oka ruto #emo af

[kannibalholocaaust]

#emo #emocore #rawring 20s #2000s emo #myspace #2000s scene #scene revival #skull #black and white #emo aesthetic #emo af

[emokarkitty]

not homestuck but i like this drawing i did :p

#art #oc artwork #original character #digital doodle #kool kid #emo af #radalicious #crabbycakefarts

[xxwhiteveilbridexx]

falling in reverse has my heart <333

#emo #scene #scemo #emo bands #emo emo emo #falling in reverse #ronnie radke #emo kid #emo ass #emo as hell #emo asf #emo af

[r4wr1ng3m0]

Rainbow Dash 4nd Derpy r my f4v0r1t3s :3

dcided 2 wear my fav pair of osiris 2day ^o^

#emo #2000s #2000s emo #2000s scene #myspace #old emo #scemo #scene #scene kid #scenemo #2000s scemo #emo af #emo kid #emo boy #emo hair #emo blog #swaggedout #swag #rawring twenties #rawring 20s #rawr xd #rawr :3 #my little pony #mlp g4 #rainbow dash #rave boy #2000s style #2000s kid #scemo fashion #emo fashion

[mistihayesfix]

I don't cry as much as I used to. But there are days I wish I did.

Not for the same reasons, mind you, but because shedding tears is cathartic. The potential for bloodshot eyes, a gooey nose, and a pounding headache is nothing to look forward to.

But that floaty feeling of having dropped unnecessary emotional baggage is almost as exciting as losing or gaining physical weight. The relief that washes over me after a good crying session feels like freedom from whatever thoughts bound me.

Even in grief, my tears pour out the memories of the love I had for someone or something that once was but is no more. Bittersweet. A palatable pain.

I want to cry tonight. But I keep stopping myself. I feel today should be a day of celebration for something good that happened. But the heaviness of life and news that isn't good weighs heavier than joy.

So I'm caught in this conundrum. I believe I should follow after gratitude in the hopes it will lift my spirits. But I don't think that's going to happen. Not today.

I can't ignore this sadness and hope it goes away. I have to honor it and give it the time and space it deserves. Just as I want to celebrate my joy, I must work through the sadness, overwhelm, brokenness, and frustration. Then hopefully, I can immerse myself in happiness, pride, and joy.

I should cry but here I am having a difficult time. I've been conditioned to quickly move through these moments and search for the good. But I've since learned in therapeutic settings not to ignore my "negative" feelings.

I've learned to acknowledge their presence. Maybe I'm ashamed that I'm having these feelings. Part of me believes I should be grateful and that part of me is judging myself.

I deserve better. I don't have to be ashamed of my emotions, of who I am, of what I am going through. I can cry freely, it's OK.

😮‍💨😮‍💨

Celebrate later. Cry now.

#daily update #writing #journal #processing #emo hours #emotional #emo af #going through it #gonna cry #im gonna cry #therapy #talk it out #feelings #it's okay to not be okay #it's ok to cry #tears o'clock #therapeutic #take care of yourself #self care #self love #hope