#even the gross boys

[no-zzzom]

lay my soul back into the stardust and soil of the universe again for recycling

Snake dance

Snake dance into the void of the oblivion

I don’t human well.

#humaning is hard #spirit medium #peace love unity respect #love all you humans #even the gross boys #ew #cooties

[aeide-thea]

on principle opposed to describing art i dislike as 'masturbatory' because even though it's an alluringly contemptuous word to sneer it's impossible to reconcile with my pro-masturbation stance

#it's such an ugly word but like. self-pleasure is good‚ actually #it's good to know yourself and what you like and lovingly treat yourself to it! #like similarly 'meretricious' is extremely tempting if you ignore the underlying metaphor #but. hard to. #language #and quite frankly i think people who whip out 'masturbatory' in this sneering sort of way #are leveraging‚ if we're honest with ourselves‚ a particular framing of it as a gross thing that boys do #because like. when have you ever heard a *woman's* self-indulgent art described as masturbatory #like don't get me wrong we absolutely still dismiss it! but we dismiss it in other ways #that are usually about how embarrassing her *yearning* is #and so even our sneering is reinforcing an idea that men Act whereas women Feel #anyway this was prompted by some things but i shoved it in the queue so now i forget what lol #so here you are getting some contextless thoughts on the use of 'masturbatory' as sneering dismissive assessment! #just what you were hoping for i'm sure :)

[turtleblogatlast]

Every day I’m haunted by the fact the boys happily swim in sewer water

Even if it’s filtered somehow there’s no way it’s not still nasty 😭 Bet they can defeat any of their villains just by accidentally giving them diseases I swear

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #bless their hearts but they’re nasty #it’s funny because like #each and every one of them has moments #where they’re a typical disgusting teenage boy #and then the next they have STANDARDS #can’t blame Leo for being so determined to go to a spa #even if he nearly licked his own foot that’s prob cleaner than anything else the boys have been up to in years 💀 #thank you shelldon for all your hard work cleaning after then 🙏 #they’re all gross teenage boys!!! #even Donnie he is NO exception here #bro was DRINKING A BEVERAGE while wading through sewer water he is just as gross as his bros #bro also talks with his mouth full he is no more refined than his equally gross bros fr and I love it #but yeah no way that water isn’t disgusting even filtering it would still leave grime on the walls of the sewer for yearsss #pros of them moving into an abandoned subway system is fixing their sense of smell enough to not be as gross #100% that’s part of why they didn’t mind being so filthy pre shelldon #because I mean they were literally raised in the sewers and they’re teenage boys like that’s a double whammy #THEY ALSO DONT WEAR SHOES #the few times any of them do the shoes are discarded before heading home 💀 #I love them tho they are endearing anyhow #April’s immune system must be godlike just being around them fr #honestly no joke Mikey’s probably the cleanest of them all #just by virtue of being a chef #Leo I see as a mixture since he no doubt loves to pamper himself so he’s clean like #a percentage of time before he goes out and ruins his own hard work #Donnie is similar in that he’s just VERY SELECTIVE about what he thinks is too gross #Raph may be more on the stinky end but it’s not his fault he has his stinks and eats things of dubious origin(esp since his bros ate poison) #Donnie and Leo really have the gall to be sick about Raph eating the origami salami but they have no room to talk #all their villains are prob like please stay away from us we have salmonella now

[horreurscopes]

i like my body when it is with your body.

#death note #meronia #near #mello #mihael keehl #nate river #mello dn #near dn #artists on tumblr #horreurart #been working on this one here and there for a long while. i love drawing mello's scar >:) it's like a brain coral or a very shitty maze. #also i cannot remember the last time i posted something even slightly racy so this feels rather scandalous #2024 is the year of posting sexy blorbo art i've decided... #anyway this literally happened in canon it just wasn't relevant to death note's journey. source: trust me #something kind of melancholic about this piece i think. it's like spying on them. it pulled that one ee cummings poem from the #deepest receses of my mind -- i hadn't thought about it in years. it's sooo romantique. to me #girl help the anime boys are in doomed love... #in my mind this forbidden rendezvous is happening in one of those abandoned love motels with heart shaped tubs and round mattresses and #mirrors on the ceiling and wall carpeting. it's kind of gross. #sometime between spk control room meeting and mello dying. rip king at least you got the love of your life laid once (1) one time

[toxooz]

when u live out in the middle of nowhere completely cut off from civilization ready to kill a man with ur bare hands at any moment why not do farm work butt ass nekkid  🤠👨‍🌾

#issa free cuntry #ramsuse #anyway water is still shit and im losing my last shred of sanity so it i get more deranged u know why 💗 #bc something tells me these fuckers are going to leave us all fucked until like monday so ill have to go into work gross af #and im going to have to sleep on my couch again and be even more sleep deprived 💖💗💓💙💘💖 #my art #monster boy #monster #monster oc #terato #exophilia #oc #original character #nudity #ig lmfao #probs gunna post this on my nfsw twitter bc Normal ppl follow me on my main rip #muscular #pecs #muscle #bear #demon #tiefling #monster boyfriend #monster fucker

[honesttoglob]

Cesare being "handsome" and "cute" and all is nice, but what about like,,,, Cesare who's as gross as inhumanely possible? I want a Cesare who smells like he's rotting all the time, but especially when its hot out, so he hangs those little scent trees from the roof of the Zomburger truck hoping no one will notice. Give me a Cesare who has to stuff his guts back in and manually sew/staple the wound on his abdomen closed whenever he fights too hard or turns the wrong way in his sleep or stretches his arms too quickly over his head. Give me Cesare who's rail thin but who's stomach has a swell because of how full of maggots it is. Give me a Cesare who's teeth and fingernails and clumps of hair fall out all over the place and who has to cover for himself in a panic and try to get them back if anyone finds them. Give me a Cesare who blacks out when he's low on energy, only to wake up somewhere in the woods covered in grave dirt and cold viscera, hastily jumping in a creek somewhere in order to clean up jn order to be presentable for work on time. Cesare being pretty and fishy is cute or whatever but…. Gross Cesare is MY thing! That's what *I* want!

#bigtop burger #btb cesare #Can you be a Babygirl and a Nasty Boy at the same time? #I say YES! #A resounding yes! #Let Cesare Be Gross 2024 #I have made it my new years resolution (even though February is half over) to make gross Cesare happen #ITS GOING TO HAPPEN

[aivoton-idiootti]

SOMETIMES! the way people talk about Harry or his body/appearance is very telling of how people see addicts and disabled people. The insistence on how "gross" and "offputting" he is gets a little tiring. Just saying.

#hot take but he just looks like A Guy #he is not some uniquely gross monster of a person #i promise you he can take a shower. the game takes place right after a suicidal bender of course during the game he looks rough #do i need to add a disclaimer that obviously he sucks bc hes a cop. or can yall understand that this is not about that #you can actually still be weirdly ableist even if ur target is a shitty person #disco elysium #harry du bois #sure ill put this in the tags

[pharawee]

#laws of attraction #laws of attraction the series #see parattakorn #pearl satjakorn #methee x thaenthai #lawsofattractionedit #thai bl #thai drama #bl drama #bl series #my edits. #negl this show is so difficult to colour #at least dinosaur love is steadfast in its love for pastel pinks #but loa just filmed everything in daylight and then adjusted in post-prod and i'm over here crying in photoshop #but anyway #thee if you won't get this poor boy out of there i'll find a way into my screen and do it myself #he's been begging you for weeks #and all you do is pine at him #that's gross neglect of your bodyguardly duty #this is one step below even big on the pining bodyguard scale #i love these two so much i'm going feral

[sparklingchim]

sos how do i get over a boy

#like why do i always feel so much he wasn't even my bf !!! #m so mad at myself for even getting upset about this bc i shouldve known n now m experiencing my first heartbreak n i don't like it at all!! #as a new year's resolution i will never speak to boys look at boys or acknowledge their existence again :') #so gross how he got me so miserable last night m way too sensitive n emotional 🫠 i hate boys

[theloveinc]

you wake up to kiri’s face in ur legs and he’s literally whimpering & on the verge of tears cause he needs to eat u out :(

It’s kind of stupid to be surprised tho, because almost every morning you catch him huffing the crotch of your nighttime shorts like an absolute pervert…

So ofc he finally reaches his limit one day, and the only thing concerning is really just how he was able to get down there between the sheets without waking you up sooner.

But who doesn’t want a little morning treat from such a giving man? Esp when he doesn’t even need you to shower before he’s opening your legs up and putting his tongue between your folds. I can bet that your coworkers definitely notice a change in your mood when you come in later that morning😉😉

#kirishima #WHY WOULD ANYONE SAY NO #Kiri is #whimpering and stuff like u don’t want ur pwussy ate #just get to it boy!!!!! #lolol all this could make me think of was p*nty sniffer Kiri #I know your undies make his NUTSSSSSSS #it’s not even gross it’s just like weird how much he likes it #caveman sh1t #anyway #love u cog #cog!! #cognacrevived #caitie things #caitie answers #gen

[astrobei]

oh boy do i have some news for you

#quotes that make me want to slowly peel the skin off my body like a pomegranate #everyone talks abt mike’s need to be needed n wanted n loved #which is so true so valid so real #but like #can we circle back to will for a second . #bc it’s not just that he wants mike and can’t have him it’s like #for him this kind of love isn’t even in the picture #when he says ‘i’m not gonna fall in love’ knowing he already is #what he means is that love won’t ever be reciprocated #he can’t have what nancy and jonathan have #the kind of love he says is so gross !! #he thinks no one wants to hold his wrists and kiss his palms and smile at him !! #oh #head in hands my sweet baby boy #pls don’t tag this or make additions w ‘this but mike actually’ YES I KNOW MIKE ACTUALLT #ILL MAKE A BILLION MORE POSTS ABT MIKE #I PROMISE #BUT RN WE R TALKING ABT WILL ok that’s all #like #for him it’s mike or no one #and knowing he’ll never be able to have an easy teen romance like mike n el #or lucas and max #or jonathan and nancy or even dustin and suzie #:( #‘im not gonna fall in love’ meaning #‘i am in love but no one will fall in love with me’ #will byers #mike wheeler #byler #/astro posts

[inklore]

just got done watching saltburn….um i’m obsessed lmao!!!!!!!!! hello????

#barry? i have words and they’re not even pg13 enough for me to feel sane about saying them within these tags #eat the rich? fuck the rich? no destroy the rich #another psycho for me to love <3 #i love fucked up movies #i love fucked up boys #gross freaks are my fav <3 #here laur goes again..

[jizzlords]

man. asmodeus is such a cool character, i'm surprised he's underrated in comparison to the other characters. when he first appeared, he absolutely kickstarted the series for me.

i thought that was it, though. that he'd just be a favorite character i went a little 👀 for before moving on. but then i looked again. and again. looked at fizz/ozz one more time. and i'm here. 🤡 dunno how i got here. stolen by my own muse??

he's a tidal wave of charisma. his voice and vibrato to match. the performances. his passion. his sarcasm then to be able to reel back with a tap of heart-to-heart. i mean, there's a lot more to him but i'm falling into him more and more. i love this big guy. i hope to fuck there's more of him.

#helvetica getting that peak appreciation for the muse. its not even that late in the day #── ♡ ❝ i can bring the sex appeal. ( ooc ) #⸻ ₊˚ʚ delete this. ₊˚✧ #pouring my heart for my own favorite boy. gross. disgusting. #he makes me wanna take the traits we share and add onto it. build growth that way. yk?

[fanatics4l]

that entire scene of billy being taken can literally be interpreted as a metaphorical rape scene. he's dragged downstairs by his ankles to an abandoned basement in the middle of nowhere while he's thrashing and screaming for help. the mindflayer holds him down and enters his mouth while he continues to struggle. when he's free, he runs away to his car and drives off to the nearest phone booth because he's terrified that it's following him.

he doesn't know what to tell the 911 operator, would they believe him? it all seemed very unrealistic. he has flashbacks and starts dissociating, replaying the scene in his mind, specifically the scene when it enters his mouth. and then he's faced with himself. the other billy represents the side of him that feeds his degrading emotions.

this is literally a metaphorical rape scene i don't know what to tell y'all. the way will's kidnapping can also be interpreted as a child predator holding a child hostage and violating him. joyce's initial thoughts must've been that her son was kidnapped by a sick person. and the fact that they found will unconscious with something forced in his mouth?? metaphorical assault scene.

and billy's shower scene? the black veins represent the phantom touches and pain left behind by his rapist. he's showering because he wants it off him but it's not going away. he's starting to dissociate and the memories are hitting him full force again.

do the duffers realize this connection? the show would be outstanding if they acknowledged the general theme of vecna/the MF representing an abuser/rapist who specifically targets troubled children because they're easier to manipulate.

#this scene actually makes me sick #why does the MF or vecna have to specifically target these children's mouths #its so gross #and then the whole snapping of their bodies and ruthlessly killing them? #that's a whole other thing #if the duffers noticed half the stuff the fans did maybe they could tackle more serious issues #also? the way brenner touches and stares and talks to el is so fucking creepy #i don't know if they intentionally made it creepy but it makes me gag #all of vecnas victims represent abuse or rape victims #but suffers are too scared to acknowledge that surely #billy made me so sad in that scene like oh my god give that boy a hug and a blanket and some space #he must've felt so violated #he probably didn't even initially know what was attacking him and genuinely thought a person was gonna rape him #billy hargrove #dacre montgomery #will byers

[consceleratuswrites]

Updates.

CW for medical and hospital mention - nothing too gory I promise, just letting yall know where I’m at.

So the majority of last week I was feeling a little run down and thought it was due to this giant project I had to work on for the day job.

So, long story short - turns out it wasn’t that and, no, I wasn’t being lazy - turns out I had a developing infection.

With how fast paced things have been I’ve been a touch neglectful of my health and have managed to develop a full blown kidney infection. I had to go into hospital today as the pain was quite intense (I was crying at my desk like a knobhead).

Thankfully I’ve been sorted out I’m now on a course of antibiotics to get me feeling well again.

Bad news is that it might mean the new chapters will have to wait a lil while I’m on the mend. I can still write in bed tho 👍. But I will take my time.

The moral of the story is rest and also drink water.

Also cranberry sachets do bugger all…

#conc talks #updated #conc is a stupid person #conc also hates hospitals so THAT WAS FUN #the doctor took one look at my yield and said yeah no that’s a full blown kidney infection you got there I don’t even have to test it #sorry gross but also funny #updates #so anyways I’m on big boy antibiotics and strong painkiller as it feels like my kidneys are trying to start a riot in my back #tbf I would also riot if i had been fed nothing but Diet Coke #and all the other alcoholic beverages #funny thing is that I thought I was just depressed/and/or/horny #turns out my body is yeeting itself with an influx of hormones due to being SEVERELY UNWELL

[missingexaltation]

The codependency issue:

(probs not a popular opinion but...meh)

Steddie break up after a couple of months because of how codependent Steve and Robin are. Eddie's fed up because he never gets time with Steve without her, unless they're literally going to be intimate. Even then, Robin makes a face and a jokes about it, while Steve laughs and walks her to the door.

Eddie can handle that, kind of, but he can't handle it a few days later when Robin stays in the bed with them after a night of watching movies. It's the first proper fight that he had with Steve, and they don't even see each other for a couple of weeks, let alone talk.

When the kids ask, Steve and Robin have wound themselves up to the point where they think that Eddie was being really controlling, and as a consequence the kids are all pissed at Eddie, who disappears off the radar.

Nothing much changes until Robin gets a girlfriend, and is instantly spending less time with Steve. Instead of being together 24/7, she's suddenly busy all the time and Steve feels lost without her. They have a fight about this too.

'You were with me and Eddie all the time' versus 'I'm allowed to want privacy Steve'.

He bumps into Eddie, who's very upset when Steve tells him how they're fighting too. 'I get called an asshole for wanting to hang out with my boyfriend alone, but it's fine for Robin to want the same with her girlfriend? Screw you both, man.' He says, and walks off, blaming them for turning the kids against him.

Steve's reeling by all this. He feels like he's being abandoned by everyone he loves, and ends up working through a six pack with Hopper, who gives him fatherly advice.

Steve wants everyone to be happy all of the time, Hopper says, and sometimes it's not possible. Nobody is entirely in the wrong, but Steve is gonna have to talk to them both to explain how he feels, and see how they feel. Hopper also makes a gentle point of saying that Steve might feel like he has to give people whatever they want so that they stay with him, which is probably a consequence of his parents abandoning him.

Steve goes to Eddie first, and it takes less than a minute for him to start bawling his eyes out. Eddie crumbles too, he was genuinely upset about losing Steve, and after a long talk they decide to try again, but with boundaries in place.

It takes a few days for Steve to work up the nerve to talk to Robin, and she immediately apologises too. Her girlfriend had pointed the same things out to her about their codependency, and she was similarly embarrassed by how she'd treated Steve and Eddie and indirectly contributed to their break up.

Things are a little awkward for a while, but they're fully patched up by the time Robin and her girlfriend head off to college together.

Steve and Eddie stay in Hawkins for a while, saving up to go on a long road trip around the country in style. They end up in Robin's college state and hang out for a while before going their separate ways again until the following summer.

#i love stobin friendship but i hate the trend of making them codependent to the point that they can't function without each other. #it's so fucking unhealthy i hate it...and i think any boyfriend/girlfriend of theirs would too #and i also kind of think that they'd become an echo chamber...so Eddie would be turned into a control freak in their narrative #When all he wanted was a evening alone with his boyfriend without being called gross #and Steve's not exactly the poster boy for healthy relationships...romantic or friendly...he just wants to be loved #It's a classic part of growing up...balancing between the boy/girlfriend and the best friend #steve harrington #robin buckley #eddie munson #steddie