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straykeedz · 6 months

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day 24: i.n + daddy kink

©straykeedz

tw: dom!jeongin; oral (f receiving); sort of edging?; unprotected piv sex (don't!!! 🤨); begging, kinda???; creampie; implied round two; ♡

wc: 2,4k;

super late update and i have no other explanation apart from: life happened 🙃

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smut below the cut, minors dni.

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It started with a question.

“Do you…” Jeongin started, staring at the ceiling of your bedroom, arms crossed under his head as you lay peacefully on his chest, lulled by his heartbeat, and an arm around his waist. “Uh, do you think you could do it, too?”

“Baby, I’m gonna need you to elaborate on that.” You chuckled against his chest.

Despite you and Jeongin understanding each other quickly, often without words, there was no way you could actually know what he was talking about right now. He could be talking about a million different things, because he was Yang Jeongin and even though he was a rather quiet and reserved person, his brain processes a lot of thoughts.

“Uh, what…”, he cleared his throat, a thing he always did when he was nervous about something, or something was on his mind. “What Chan’s girlfriend said tonight. About…” he trailed.

“About?”, you encouraged him, even though you were pretty sure you knew what he was talking about.

Nights out with the guys, Jeongin’s friends, were always wild. Tonight had been a rather chill night, but one of the guys - it was probably Jisung -, thought it would be nice to play a game, the classic truth or dare. Some of the guys rolled their eyes, others protested, but in the end they all played and had fun. And then, after a few shots… the game turned somehow dirty. It was right then that Chan’s girlfriend confessed that she likes to call him daddy in bed - well, truth be told, he likes it too -.

“About calling him…” he swallowed the lump in his throat, and you could feel his heartbeat pick up its pace in his chest. “Uh… daddy.”, he whispered the word as if it were a blasphemy.

You couldn’t see him, but you just knew he was probably red in the face. “Oh.”

“Do you think you’d be… into it?”, he asked you.

You’d be lying if you said that Chan’s girlfriend’s confession hadn’t piqued your interest, but you didn’t think Jeongin’d be into it. Even though you’d been going out for months already, you hadn’t tried out that many things in the bedroom apart from the basics. This was definitely new and a step forward in your sex life, but you were honestly down to try it with him.

“Do you think you’d be into it?”, you lifted your head to look at him. Even though it was dark, you could still make out his features in the pale moonlight. Then, you felt something pressing on your thigh - his bulge, growing hard under his sweats. “Oh, you are into it.”, you chuckled.

He uncrossed his arms from under his head and covered his face with his hands, clearly embarrassed by your teasing. “Yah, jagi…”, he whined.

“Ah, don’t be embarrassed, baby!”, you were quick to reassure him, straddling his lap and wrapping your fingers around his wrists to take off his hands from his eyes. You could see him smile shyly at the pet name. “There’s nothing wrong with having a daddy kink!”

Another desperate whine escaped his lips, and he was trying his best to avoid your eyes, but the bulge pressing against your ass was definitely hard to ignore. So, you rolled your hips and ground against it to show him that you weren’t turned off by the idea - the opposite, actually. This time, he didn’t let out a whine, more like a moan at the feeling of you rubbing yourself on his clothed dick.

“Jagi…” this time, he found the courage to look you in the eye, and rolled his hips against you one more time. “Need you.”

You smirked, biting your lower lip. “Then take me, daddy.”

His breath hitched in his throat as he stared at you with big, brown eyes - halfway between shocked and incredibly aroused. He was quick to change positions, and now you were laying on the bed, back pressed against the mattress, his body hovering over yours as he licked his lips.

“Mhhh, I’ve been wanting to be inside of you since we woke up this morning, jagi…” he mumbled right before he attacked your neck with his lips, teeth scraping the flesh and tongue licking all the right spots.

Right, because that morning, a little fucker named Kim Seungmin thought it’d be fun to drop by at Jeongin’s place unannounced, interrupting one of your intimate moments with him before it could escalate into something more… serious. So you were both left high and dry, and the sexual tension between you was pretty evident and persistent the whole day.

“I’ve thinking about you the whole day too…”, you spoke softly while tugging at his dark hair when he started sucking a mark on your collarbone. “Need you so bad.”

Jeongin sucked in a breath and slipped one hand under your t-shirt, brushing your soft, delicate skin with his slender, calloused digits, making you shiver. It started like that that morning, too, but Seungmin rang the doorbell just as Jeongin was about to bury his face between your legs. But right now you’re at your place, which means you won’t get disturbed, because nobody’s going to interrupt you.

Jeongin lifted your t-shirt until both of your breasts were exposed, and wasted no time in cupping one in his large hand, brushing your nipple with his fingers over and over again, feeling it harden under his touch.

“Ah- baby, don’t tease.”, you whimpered, but he was quick to shush you.

“What did you just call me?”, he pulled away from your neck to look at you, confusion written all over your face.

“Baby?”, you repeated, not really understanding what was going on. You always called him baby, so what was he- oh. “Oh.”, your eyes widened and he smirked cockily. “I’m sorry- I meant daddy.”, you tried to make amends.

“Ah, jagi, jagi… what am I gonna do with you, huh?”, he shook his head and sighed, clearly enjoying to be in charge - only officially this time.

“I’m sorry, it’s not gonna happen again.”, you pouted.

He kneeled between your legs. “You’re damn right it’s not.”, he crossed his arms over his torso and took his t-shirt off, tossing it somewhere around your bedroom. “I want you naked. Now.”, he demanded.

You’d be lying if you said the sudden switch in his behavior didn’t turn you on, even more than you already were. So you nodded eagerly and sat up on the bed, taking off your t-shirt as well, then lying back on the mattress to slide your shorts and underwear down your legs until you were left completely naked on your bed. He was still wearing his sweats, the outline of his dick clearly visible, and you wanted nothing more than to touch it, wrap your hand around it and maybe your lips too, but as you reached to cup his bulge, he halted your movements by wrapping his fingers around your wrist.

“Ah-ah.”, he admonished you. “Bad girls don’t get to touch daddy’s cock.”, he smirked cockily.

“But-“

“No buts, sweetheart. I don’t make the rules.”, then, he lay flat on the bed on his tummy, between your legs. “Now turn on your night lamp, I want to see your face while I eat you out.”

Even though he was clearly in a dom mood, he still knew that there was no way you could take all of him without enough prep, so oral was a must in all of your lovemaking sessions - not that you were complaining about it -. He was also really good at it and could get you off in less than two minutes, you actually timed it.

He hooked his arms under your thighs and spared you one last glance before attaching his mouth to your pussy, making you gasp and arch your back. He pulled away briefly just to let a gob of spit land on your clit and labia, then went back to eating you out, although much differently than how he usually did it. Normally, he would be desperate and eager to have you falling apart under his tongue - right now, however, his movements were much slower, he was clearly teasing you.

“Please - like that.”, by the way your chest was quickly rising and falling, he could tell you were getting close.

If he wanted to, he could make you cum in seconds. If. He smirked against your pussy while dragging his tongue up and down your clit and folds, but pulled away right when your legs started shaking and he sensed you were about to let go.

“No, wha- why?”, you sighed, covering your face with your hands as you felt the feeling of your orgasm disappearing.

Jeongin emerged from between your legs with a cocky grin on his face, cleaning his mouth with the back of his hand. When you glared at him, he simply shrugged. “That’ll teach you a lesson. Next time, you won’t forget what to call me.”, he winked at you.

“You’re mean.”, you pouted.

“Daddy’s not mean.” Jeongin licked his lips as he knelt between your legs, palming himself over the fabric of his sweats. “He just wants you to behave. Now turn around and lie on your tummy for daddy, mh?”

You gasped when you saw him slowly drag his sweats and boxers down his thighs, freeing his hard cock - it looked like it could split you in half, and it was the hardest you’d ever seen it. You nodded, then turned to lie on your tummy, you knew this was Jeongin’s favorite position when he was particularly horny, so that meant you were up for an amazing time.

The tip of Jeongin’s dick kissed your wet entrance, distracting you from your train of thought, but before he could slip in he grabbed your hip and motioned for you to stick your ass up a bit. “Mhh, so good for me.”, he praised you, making you bite your lip in anticipation. “Tell me how much you want it inside, sweetheart.”, he grunted, ready to push inside of you.

“So bad. I want it so bad, daddy.”, you fisted the sheets beneath you, turning your head to the side to look at him over your shoulder.

He looked absolutely breathtaking. His dark hair fallen over his face, biting his lower lip as his veiny hand was gripping your hip, the other wrapped around the base of his cock. You could cum from this sight only, to be honest. But you wanted him to have a good time, you wanted him to enjoy it as much as you and you wanted him to explore his kink with you just like he’d done with you multiple times before.

“Please, put it inside, daddy.”, you wiggled your ass to encourage him.

He wasn’t expecting that, and his head snapped up to look at you. He sucked in a breath, then slowly started to push inside of you without adding any more futile comments. You watched closely how his lips parted as his length sinked in your heat, stretching you out real good, and a moan escaped from your lips.

“Oh, my God.”, you heard him hiss as he finally bottomed out. Fully sheathed inside of you, it took him a couple of seconds to collect himself. He squeezed the flesh of your asscheek and bit his lip as he thrusted inside of you for the first time - a tentative, slow thrust, and he didn’t even pull halfway out.

“Does it feel good, daddy?”, you purred, and he looked at you once again, mouth falling open as he thrusted a second time. Then, he pulled out almost all the way just to thrust back inside once more.

“So- so good, sweetheart. You feel like heaven.”, he moaned, squeezing his eyes shut as he kept thrusting at a slow pace. You supposed it was because he didn’t want to cum too soon, and to be honest, you felt proud of yourself for having that effect on him. It was nice to know that your man was this close to falling apart because of you, to know that he was as whipped as you were.

He started to move a bit faster now, hips slamming against yours with each thrust of his cock in your heat, soft whimpers falling from your lips, hoarse grunts falling from his. When he felt you clench around him, he smirked.

“Already close, sweetheart?”, he teased you, chuckling.

You nodded against the soft pillowcase. “Y-Yes, daddy, ‘m so close.”, you whined.

“Then be a good girl and cum for daddy.”, his face scrunched up in pleasure after a particular hard thrust that has you squeezing your walls tightly around him.

You released around his cock mere seconds later, fisting the sheets so hard your knuckles turned white as he kept fucking you through your orgasm, grunting at the sight of your tight pussy creaming his cock with each thrust and suddenly, he was on the verge of his orgasm, too.

“Da-daddy.”, you whimpered when his thrusts turned unsteady and frantic.

“F-fuck, I’m so close.”, he panted, pounding into you relentlessly, cock twitching inside of you. “You’re gonna let me fill you up, mh? You’re gonna let daddy fill up this pretty cunt, aren’t you?”

You nodded eagerly, then you let go of the sheets to reach his hand resting on your hip and intertwined your fingers with his. “Yes daddy, want you to fill me up, please.”, you whined, and it was the final straw for Jeongin.

His hips stilled as he shot his release inside of you, squeezing your hand tight as he clenched his jaw. Hot spurts of his seed filled you up, and there was so much of it you could actually feel some already leaking from your hole. Jeongin’s body collapsed on yours, sweaty, naked torso pressed against your back as you both tried to catch your breaths. Then, he brought your intertwined hands to his lips and placed soft kisses on the back of your hand - you smiled at the delicacy of his touch, in contrast with the roughness of what you’d just done.

“I love you so much, jagi…”, he whispered in your ear, then kissed your cheek.

“I love you too, baby.”, you giggled, happily.

One thing about Jeongin was that his refractory period was incredibly short. Incredibly. He’d barely gone limp for ten minutes, as you were both enjoying the closeness of the intimate position you were him, when you felt him growing hard again inside of you.

“Ah, sorry, jagi…”, he hid the face in the nape of your neck and placed a soft kiss there. “I guess you just turn me on so much.”, he chuckled before he started to pull out, but you stopped him by grabbing him by the wrist.

“Wait.”, you murmured and he lifted his eyes to meet yours. “Round two?”

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sugarlywhispers · 5 months

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ex!b.katsuki x reader ; m.izuku x reader — bakugou cheats on his gf, with midoriya's girlfriend.

☆– warnings; ANGST. mention and description of panic attacks, swear words, cheating (bakugou to reader; uraraka to midoriya).

☆–a.n; so here it is! a continuation to THIS DRABBLE. i honestly didn't plan it, but @imaginationmess started brainstorming with me about this a few weeks ago and i couldn't get it out my head! thank you, sweets💕 i hope you like this, even tho i still owe you that villain!bakugou drabble~🙃 i'll work on it soon, i promise~

☆–a.n; also, i decided to split it in several parts. i don't know tho how many parts there will be. i have at least two more parts already written. we will see...😉 don't worry, each link to the parts will be organized in my masterlist♡

The noise around makes you a bit jumpy. It's been weeks since you've been out of your apartment since that day you finally broke down in front of your best friend Mineta Minoru, after Kats-Bakugou finally picked his stuff out of your home.

You're sitting in a little coffee shop close to where you live, waiting. The chattering, the laughs, the kids playing and screaming, the cars and buses that drive outside, everything feels heavy on your chest as it pulls up and down fastly thanks to your breathing. You know what this is, it's not the first time it happened.

Panic attacks.

You've been having them again since he left.

And you hate them. You hate him for being the reason they appeared again. The first time it happened Mineta had finally convinced you to go out and have some ramen with him late at night after his shift. You accepted, even though you felt your body weak and heavy, only wanting to stay in bed and keep sleeping. Least to say, it ended with Mineta carrying you in his arms, your body trembling non-stop and feeling like you were choking, dying.

But right now, Mineta is not here. And you can feel your throat being closed, like someone was grabbing you by your neck with each breath you take and slowly but firmly putting pressure, until you could breathe no more.

And just when it's about to happen, when you know you're about to make a scene in front of all these people, when the darkness is making its presence in your sight, that he enters the coffee shop.

You don't know why but seeing Midoriya Izuku after so many weeks since you told him the truth, seeing him stand there at the door, a black hoodie that says "HOODIE" in the front and jeans and his typical red trainers as he scans the whole place until his green eyes find yours and smiles openly at you, seeing him walk towards you and getting bigger with each step he takes in your direction –was he ever that big and tall?–, seeing him say "hi" politely to some people who recognized the Number One Pro Hero under the hoodie as he walks inside the place.

Just seeing him… it takes the pressure off your neck. You can breathe again.

"Hi, Y/N, sorry I'm a bit late," he greets with a shiny smile as he sits in front of you. "I had to finish some paperwork from the night patrol."

You open your eyes wide, "Y-you-" your voice sounds throaty and rough, so you clear your throat. He frowns, watching your neck, but he respectfully waits for you to continue, eyes back on yours, watching you with kindness. "You had night patrol? If I knew, I wouldn't have bothered‐…"

"Oh, no! You didn't bother me at all! You're never a bother, Y/N." His smile is radiant, it's been so long since you had seen someone smile that way in your direction. You feel bad for Mineta. When was the last time he had smiled in your presence? A real, genuine smile. You forgot. "I was hoping you got my message and that you would answer, on your time. But you did answer." You look down, you think his smiles will make you go blind because of its shine.

It was two weeks ago–or three?, you feel like you lost track of time, being on your bed and only getting up when Mineta forced his way into your apartment to make you eat or shower. It's been a while since Midoriya left that message to go grab coffee together. And he had been waiting, and you just now answered.

"I'm sorry… I needed…"

"Time, I know. Me too. It took me a while to process everything. I didn't want to get up off my bed, I barely ate… We both needed time."

You look up at him again and you see him swallow thick, like it's difficult for him to talk about it. And you get it. Fuck, thinking about it only makes you want to cry again. You get it. So you pull one of your hands that were grabbing the cloth of your pants tightly in order to help ground yourself a few moments ago when the panic attack was almost on the surface, and grab his that is laying on the table in front that separates you both.

He looks at it for a moment, your thumb caressing the scars on his hand like it's nothing, and when he looks back up, you try to smile reassuringly.

Everything is going to be okay. You are going to be okay, that's what Mineta tells you every day he goes to check on you. You started to believe he says that aloud to reassure himself more than you, seeing how you didn't have the force to even feed yourself some days and he had to do it. It took you a few days ago, when you tried to reach your phone, you had to get up from the bed and when you did, your legs gave up, making you fall straight to the floor, hitting your chin so hard you think you bit your own tongue as you tasted blood in your mouth. How was this you? Did he really have so much power over you that turned you into this corpse that couldn't even get up to reach the damn phone? Fuck no. You decided it was enough. You decided you were going to be okay.

You know your smile it's not the prettiest or most comforting at the moment, but you try. You try for Midoriya, before saying, "We are going to be okay."

His eyes fill with tears, so visible it makes you want to hold him, protect him–and he's freaking Hero Deku, the most powerful hero on Earth and the Symbol of Hope for humankind. Yet, you can't avoid feeling. Feeling that he doesn't deserve anything that happened. Feeling that he deserves so much happiness and kindness, and he hasn't had that in a long while apparently. It's frustrating watching him break, even this little as he doesn't let the tears escape his eyes and smiles back at you.

Two hours pass and Midoriya and you are still in that coffee shop, chatting animatedly, laughing even. Remembering old times, talking about the present and the future, and about the friends that connected you both.

It feels like… a rush of fresh, cold wind after a hot and humid summer day. You have been so used to the hot, the fire, you forgot that cool, fresh relief existed.

Your phone starts ringing in your little bag and you search it as Midoriya laughs at something you said about Mineta.

"And it doesn't end there…"

"Oh my God, it doesn't? What else could Mineta have done to Bakugou? I understand now why Shoto had to be called in to assist him. Mineta was faking stuff so he wouldn't help him… Genius." You see the tears at the corner of his eyes, but this time they are from laughing. And you find yourself thinking you like that better than the previous tears.

You shake your head, smiling, "He started leaving his purple sticky balls under Bakugou's car wheels." That's it. Midoriya laughs so hard it makes everyone look in your direction. But you don't mind, for the first time in a long while, you don't mind people's attention on you. Midoriya's there. And he's laughing. He is laughing.

Life seems a bit brighter.

You pick up the call without really looking who it is. "Hello?" You talk in between laughs.

"Y/N? Oh, where… Where are you? I came to the apartment and freaked out when I couldn't find you!" Mineta says, a bit agitated. But you can't avoid laughing again given that the person you were just talking about with Midoriya called you, it is such a funny timing. You signal with a finger to your phone looking at Midoriya and word 'Mineta', which makes him laugh even harder. Midoriya understood the funny timing too. "Are those laughs? Are you laughing?!"

"Sorry… Yes. I'm with Midoriya. We came to grab a coffee."

You can hear Mineta's surprise, you can even picture his eyebrows pulling up high. "Midoriya? As in… Midoriya Izuku?"

"Yes, love, Midoriya Izuku." That makes the green-headed man in front of you shut a bit and look down at his hands. Weird.

"Ow, you haven't called me love in a while… I'm gonna cry," you roll your eyes at your best friend's dramatics.

"Shut up. Do you need something? I'll be back in a bit."

"Oh, no, bun. I just came to bring you lunch and then I have to sign in. I'll probably be on shift until late at night so I made sure I cooked enough so you have leftovers for dinner too."

You smile. Your heart feels warm, and you can't help but think you have one hell of a best friend.

"I love you."

"Oh, I'm definitely crying now."

You chuckle, "Take care today, okay?"

"Always am, bun. Have fun with Midoriya, but I can already tell you are..." You can hear the suggestive tone, and you want to punch him.

"Shut up."

"I love you."

"I love you too. Bye."

You end the call and look at Midoriya. He's not smiling anymore, just looking at his hands. His fingers fidgeting with each other, his mind clearly in thought.

"Sorry, I didn't tell Mineta where I was going today. He was worried…"

"Oh, yeah, no problem."

It sounds like there is, so you try to dissipate the tension you don't know what produced it.

"You want to know what else Mineta did?"

Midoriya looks up, eyes open wide, smile returning to his face, "There's more?!"

You nod, also smiling. "He once even left them inside the car, messing up with the engine."

"Oh my God! That's why Bakugou asked for another hero to assist him from now on!" Midoriya laughs again. You shake your head and he stops mid-laugh. "That's… It's not? Then what-...?"

"Do you really want to know?" You raise an eyebrow, sounding cheeky and challenging.

His stance changes, you see a spark in his eyes you have never seen before. He smirks and rests his elbows over the table and gets closer to you, his eyes connected to yours, as he murmurs almost in a low tone whisper, "Tell me."

You can feel your cheeks warmer under his gaze, but find the courage to copy his action and get closer to him, even closer to his ear to whisper in a secret.

"Mineta left cockroaches on the copilot seat, for when Uraraka entered the car."

You back away a bit to look at his face. He looks completely surprised, before throwing his head back and laughing so so hard, completely forgetting they are in a public space.

You laugh too, but because he is laughing so lively. You decide then that you'll try that more. Make him laugh.

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sol-draws-sometimes · 9 months

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Disc World bookclub thoughts- Monstrous Regiment

Pages 20-28

Hey @anna-neko ! Did I miss last week… yes. BUT JUST BECAUSE I MISS ONE WEEK DOESN’T MEAN I JUST ABANDON THIS. Look, finals are the week, so these past few weeks have been alot… also I’ve been hyperfocusing on dnd(stares in adhd). I’ve barely read but that’s alright. Once finals are over, I’m going on a roadtrip, so I should have time to read when we’re driving(unless I catch up on critical role…we’ll see).

It’s so late and I’m literally way too tired for nuance. With expectations set, Lets go

“Ankh-Morpork is a godawful city,” he said. “Poisonous, just like its river. Barely fit for humans now, they let everything in—zombies, werewolves, dwarfs, vampires, trolls—“

Something something we live in a society. Cue family talking about how NYC is corrupting the youth or something 🙃. Tbh, insert any big progressive city, and it should work for most of them.

A lot of good stuff in this page(and the next few ones)

1. Something Something colonialism bad. They[Borogravia] are the bad guys here🏃🏃🏃

2. Cool POV stuff coming back. Especially with the song and what not

3. Damn Strappi’s certainly something

4. I hate nationalism. The line b/w patriotism and nationalism is real hard sometimes. I mean, something something, true patriotism is knowing how your country’s fucked, and wanting to it be better. You fight for change cause you love it, and that is way more patriotic than just blinding fighting for country and defending it, even when it is in the wrong.

5. Uggh, the national anthem. Yes the flag thing is an actual thing we do in US. And certain teachers DO loss their shit if you don’t stand up/sing. Look, it’s not like I’m trying to disregard veterans, it’s just… weird and indoctrinationy. Plus, they added, “Under God,” during the cold war so, that feels even more insidious.

6. Poor Wazzer man. I’m glad he rebels in his own small way. Small acts of rebellion are still rebellious.

7. Learning new phrases! I figured due to context clues, but it’s always good to check.

Literally this conversation is literally my fucking thoughts

Uuuuh. War bad! Look. See!

“Well, I’m not buying into it. It’s all trickery. They keep you down and when they piss off some other country, you have to fight for them! It’s only your country when they want you to get killed!” said Tonker.”

Tonker. King Behavior!

And just as they’re going to sleep, so am I.

Fuck this book is good!

Here’s another quote good night!

It’s all lies, she thought muzzily. Some of them are just prettier than others, that’s all. People see what they think is there. Even I’m a lie. But I’m getting away with it.

Ps: I realized last time I stopped at pg 20 but wrote 60… my bad.(should be fixed now tho)

I will add ID text some other date cause I don't have the mental energy rn. I just did, scan text, and copy pasted it into alt w/out checking. If someone besides Anna finds this post and wants them, just @ me in the comment and I'll @ you when I finish this.

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#monstrous regiment #discworld #disc world #terry pratchett #book club #sol talks #my post

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druidberries · 11 months

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sims get to know me tag !!

thank you sm @duusheen for tagging me 🥹💛

1. What’s your favourite sims death? cowplant lmao

2. Alpha CC or Maxis Match? I like maxis mix!

3. Do you cheat when your sims gain weight? no

4. Do you use move objects? I can't build without it 😅

5. Favorite mod? this is super tough but I couldn't play without mccc and ui cheats!

6. First expansion/game/stuff pack you got? outdoor retreat!

7. Do you pronounce “live mode” like aLIVE or LIVing? I feel like it's changed so many times throughout the years but lately it's been exclusively LIVing

8. Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made? a sim called Nex that I've never shared and Elowen! ofc lucine and flourish too but they're dnd characters before they are sims 😅

9. Have you made a simself? I did yearsss ago but she looks absolutely nothing like me lmao. I do kinda wanna try again tho?

10. What sim traits do you give yourself? I'm picking 5 bc that's how it should be in sims 4 *cough cough* family oriented, hopeless romantic, animal lover, geek, and socially awkward! I know some of those are sims 3 traits but its ok 😭

11. Which is your favorite EA hair color? red and green! I have to resist the urge to give all my sims bright red hair 🫶 I love super dark black hair but it's such a hit or miss whether the swatch is gonna be gray, blue, or pitch black

12. Favorite EA hair? off the top of my head, I love the one we got with that sdx drop with the ombre roots and like 3 different high school years ones lol

13. Favorite life stage? I love infants bc 🥹🥹 but also teens and YA! even tho teens and young adults are pretty much the same 😐 it's one of the best parts of legacies when a child ages up into a teen!

14. Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? gameplay and cas! I'm not great at building and only do it when I need to but creating characters and playing with families are my fav <3

15. Are you a CC creator? no lmao. I would like to make some more recolors but I only ever make them for personal use! maybe one day I'll release some 🤔

16. Do you have any simblr friends/a sim squad? I've met some really good people on here that I just adore talking to <33 and I always think of my mutuals as my lil sims buddies 🥺

17. What’s your favorite game? 2 and 4! sims 3 is so good but 2 has my heart.

18. Do you have any sims merch? I used to have those headphones with the plumbobs that changed based on your sims emotions and they were so nice but they broke yearssss ago :( other than that no unless we're counting the freezer bunny I'm crocheting lol

19. Do you have a YouTube for sims? no :(( I've wanted to start a youtube channel since I was just lil child but I'm so scared 🙃

20. How has your “sim style” changed throughout your years of playing? I honestly don't think I have a sim style? but I do think I've gotten better at making sims in general? I'm much better at using different faces and making sims look different now!

21. What’s your Origin ID? druidberries but i don't upload anything to the gallery

22. Who’s your favorite CC creator? trillyke, simstrouble, ah00b, ratboy, simandy, squea, ladymoriel, praline and literally so many more I could go on forever

23. How long have you had a simblr? I've had tumblr for ages like lurking but I think I started my first simblr around 2016-2017? I used that one on and off for so long and I always lost motivation but finally what like 2 months? ago I made this one and got a nice clean fresh start 😌

24. How do you edit your pictures? I use photoshop and I pretty much always do topaz, noise, and sharpen, and then from there I decide if I wanna do some brightening or whatever. I do use actions sometimes too! I really have no clue what I'm doing when it comes to editing 😭

25. What expansion/game/stuff pack is your favorite so far? all of the occult packs ofc + growing together and cottage living <33 I also really love nifty knitting bc most of my sims knit lmao

26. What expansion/game/stuff pack do you want next? I really want them to make a fairies pack 🧚‍♀️🫶

feel free to ignore this but I'm tagging: @buttertrait. @potionio, @aurorangen, @estah, @sinfulwunders, @salemssimblr, @duskiivy and @simlishpiadina

#this was fun!#tag games #my old blog just never got any activity and i think i just got so bored every time #ofc you shouldnt care about that and i really didnt want to but i coudlnt help getting demotivated when i was just posting for me to see #but now if a post doesnt get activity im like ok whatever lmao #im also better at like? posting and stuff now i think #between writing and editing and developing characters #i just needed to like STICK THROUGH learning it but i didnt 🙃#druidberryspeaks #also I think like 2 years ago was when i was like ok no more simblr i get demotivated everytime and stopped with that blog once and for all #but now here i am hehehe #and maybe TOO motivated 😅

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demadogs · 2 years

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i feel like i’m the only one who thinks even if byler goes canon they won’t have them kiss at all… like i’d love to see it but i feel like they won’t be that bold and just keep it kind of vague with an emotional moment between then or MAYBE a hand hold but i’m scared they’ll keep it too vague and people will deny forever 🙃

lets not think about the writers room or whether the duffers are bold enough to do it or anything outside of the fictional universe for a sec. for mike and wills story, i think its very necessary for them to kiss.

theyve been best friends since kindergarten and will is well aware that hes in love with mike. i think mike is aware that he loves him too but hes way more repressed than will. something like what we saw with vickie and robin was easily left ambiguous but still hopeful, but i think that was only doable because vickies a new character. mike and will have over ten years of friendship and theyve been dancing around their feelings like crazy lately. they wont just hold hands all of a sudden and the story ends there. they really need to blatantly talk about their feelings to each other and i cant see that happening without a kiss either before or after.

also keep in mind its still the 80s. they have to talk about their feelings for that reason alone. this is still a time with lots of homophobia and they both think the other is straight so they need to both get confirmation that theyre not before doing something like holding hands. i mean mike was afraid to even hug him, he definitely wouldnt just hold wills hand without knowing for sure that will feels the same way. and this coming out conversation is necessary not only for each other, but also the audience. theyve dropped lots of hints for mike being queer but after keeping him in a straight relationship pretty much the entire show, they really have to explicitly reveal that hes queer to the audience. i think that reveal tho may be a separate moment than mike and wills moment. mike might come out to el when they break up.

going back to the duffers, they recently said theyre in endgame territory and theyre starting to settle who ends up with who. they wont leave any of these ambiguous it would just feel so off. like imagine if s5 nancy, steve, and jonathan ended the way s4 did? where we’re not sure of nancys true feelings? itd just be so incomplete and a genuine plot hole. they wont do that with byler.

so i think theres no way theyll leave it ambiguous but that doesnt guarantee a kiss, however i think it would guarantee mike and el breaking up for good, mike and will coming out, admitting their feelings for each other, and then… they just hold hands?? or smile at each other a bit more? NAH THEY GOTTA KISS!!!! they’ve been building byler for so many seasons. i doubt what theyre building to is just an emotional conversation and a hand hold. i think they’ll kiss and be an established couple by the end of the series.

#also the actors have added unscripted kisses before and noahs crazy about byler so i think he’d riot if its canon but theres no kiss lmao #stranger things #byler #eden answers

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eldritch-araneae · 1 year

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I sincerely hope everyone defending image generation bs will have their houses robbed along with all their money and they'll get a taste of what it's like to live in poverty 👍 What do you mean it's terrifying and won't get out of this? Just pick up a better job, easy peasy!🙃

I have no compassion for those people. Why I should have any since they want us to starve to death, yet still "produce content" for THEIR convenience and entertainment. That's what happens when you sideline humanities from basic education - everyone wants to be the next rich guy.

Tbh lets make an algorithm making techbros obsolete! A program that writes code for you, see how they gonna like this bwahahaha!

UPD: Actually, now to think about, what is up with obsession to automate anything yet refusing to use technology aid the humanity? We don't live in the perfect world where ppl don't have to pay money to exist so imagine if all jobs go out like this, only control by few rich guys?

As if tech/bros really just want to get rid of poor and other undesirable ppl like this,making us stave to death or worse.Otherwise why they pour all resources into this shit instead of useful stuff like making prosthetic limbs fully available or solve energy and climate crisis?

That sounds very believable, considering how they treat artists rn... or even generally how creatives are treated lately and they will go after other people in different industries. They just boomers in millenial trenchcoat, traitors of humanity.

That why they even try to use "woke" language to trick ppl into thinking they are on the right side. Calling artists gatekeepers, classists and even ableists just to get the public to side with them. Even tho its known fact, you only need a pencil and paper to start drawing.

And a lot of ppl will fall for it bc of buzzwords and bc past few decades the entire population was forced fed with cyberpunk media, creating an illusion that everything is lost and this is the only outcome for us, where humanity lost all its soul and was reduced to simple computers.

Which is why its super important for us to make more of hopeful art, the art that will start mending the rift between humanity and the nature that the rich has created. That’s why Solarpunk is soooo PUNK right now, it’s a rebellion against those dystopic beliefs.

Its all starts with art, and I’m more than willing to do it! And already doing this in fact, ppl who saw my art and stories know~

I just hope others will join me as well, but I won’t alone.

#vent #i have no compassion for those fucks #and serisly what up with obsession to automate anything #we're living in the perfect world where we don't need money to exist #unless its a plot of rich guys to get rid of poor and other 'undesirable ppl'#which tbh sounds very belivable

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So I have this story I want to share cause sometimes and opinion from a "stranger" can be more helpful. 😅

Basically, yesterday I received a message from an ex-colleague of mine (havent seen/talked to him in over 2 years). I had shared a funny real about "manifesting a sugar daddy" this year and he reacted to it and then asked if I find one to ask him where he can find a sugar mama, and I totally jumped on his joke and replied, however, I didnt expect for any further communication but man did he keep going. He kinda started flirting to which I started hyperventilating cause I havent spoken to him in years and it was all happening so damn fast..😵‍💫 He started complimenting me and saying I have what it takes to catch a guy's attention, that I cook well and its a full package deal (I have brought pancakes and brownie at work before and he has eaten it). And it was both flatering but also confusing. As you can tell he was making a move on me and was very clear with his intention for a hook up, cause he kept saying how he wouldnt turn me down if I asked and what not.

The crazy part comes here - he asked me how long has it been for me since the last time I had sex since I told him I dont do hook ups and I kinda lied and said that its been 5 years since I have been single for this long, but the thing is I actually still have my V card at age 25 ... 🫣 I have some experience, like I have went 2nd base with my ex (no blowjob tho) but still back then I didnt feel comfortable with him to go all the way so nothing ever really happened.

Dont get me wrong, Im not ashamed of being a virgin, but I am tired of the fear of admitting it to dudes, cause society has made it to be a bad thing when its not. Anyway, you can imagine how shocked he was at that and he even asked if at least I "help myself with the stress" and obviously I do, so there is that, but despite me saying I cant do one night stands because of this moral boundary he kinda kept going on how I should try it at least so that I dont regret it later in life and mentioned he wanted to "make me an offer". To that I said he is kinda late, cause well we dont even live in the same city anymore (I moved) and I also said that we can meet up for coffee but I cant give him what he wants from me. He was respectful of it, thank god, but my brain is my own villain. I now overthink shit and feel like I made a good and bad decision at once, cause horny me really wants to have sex and mind you I have always been sexually attracted to him. I had a crush on him for a month back in 2020 which was awoken because of a sex dream I had. I think he also had a crush on me later that year cause he kinda sorta asked me out to dinner during work but I thought it was a joke and reacted to it like a fucking loser (in my defense I was also on a call with a client /call center job). So we do have history, I also think we've always had this sexual energy and frustration but neither acted on it until well yesterday.

Moral me is saying I did the right choice, cause I want my first time to be with someone special and to mean sth, not be a hook up. Horny me is mad cause I was basically offered dick on a silver plate and said no ... 😩🙃

Sorry to drop this on you Cas, but I feel so comfortable sharing this with you 😅 I guess this blog is my safety place in so many aspects. ❤️

Also, how you doing, lovely? ❤️

for starters, his approach was kinda odd straight off the bat. don’t get me wrong, i’ve had conversations with people i haven’t talked to in awhile abt random shit and joked around with memes and whatnot, but the fact that you haven’t spoken in two years and he went into this conversation asking such personal questions rubs me the wrong way completely.

compliments are great, sometimes you cant go wrong with them and they do make you feel great, but the fact he was complimenting you just for a potential hookup is where it gets gross. there was…. no need, whatsoever. it shocks me how he was moving the conversation so fast lmao.

him asking abt the last time you’ve had sex is so…. eh. ew. sorry. it is. like, he doesn’t need to know this!!! at all!!! and it’s completely ok to be a virgin at whatever age. society shouldn’t shame people who are, it’s so silly. it has nothing to do with them. you shouldn’t be afraid of admitting it either, but of course that’s easier said than done. but trust me when i say that people (men, in your case) actually don’t give a shit abt whether you’re a virgin or not. you may think they do due to how society treats it, but they do not care. before i lost my virginity and was talking to this guy i liked, i had to admit that i was a virgin because i was scared of our relationship going further and that he might expect something from me. and he just looked at me like 🤨 and went “that’s ok? idc, it doesn’t bother me”. they don’t care! i promise! and if they do, they can go fuck themselves

“help yourself with the stress” what are these questions he’s asking😐 im so baffled rn. truly. this is unbelievable. and hold on….. tf does he mean abt “you might regret it later in life”??? what??? not experiencing a one-night stand??? tf??? why would he think you might regret something like that when you’ve made it perfectly clear you’re not into stuff like that🤨 crazy fucking behaviour.

personally, i think you made a good decision. because even though that turned on, horny side of you is wanting to have sex, that’s not exactly the real you, yk? you, normally, just wants to wait for that special someone that you connect with and that’s completely ok. you can wait for as long as you please. you control it. nobody else, please remember that.

and don’t feel sorry abt dropping this on me. i’m happy i can be some sort of safe space. you, and anyone else who is comfortable, can always come to me and vent/rant. i truly don’t mind. i’m all ears🖤

and i’m ok!!! i’ve been in my head recently and overthinking my own stuff and putting myself in bad moods but that’s my fault completely😭 i’m hoping that this new therapist i’m getting will be of help because when i get comfortable, they’re gonna hear some shit😭😭

#‣ [asks]#jaehyuns-adorable-dimples ⛧

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dorayakimanjiro · 2 years

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Spoopy Eyes TOH Hunter x Reader

Golden Guard/Hunter x Reader

Got inspired by @neonmaniacswag headcanon post of Hunter's magenta/red eyes glowing in the dark making him look scary and spooky ^^

Warnings: Strong language

A/N: Its 1am, I should be in bed (technically I am tho), instead im here writing about my hyperfixation :) LETS GOO!

╔═══*.·:·.☽✧ ✦ ✧☾.·:·.*═══╗

I woke up in the middle of the night and really couldn’t go back to sleep, rolling from side to side and even flipped my pillow to its cold side, I gave up.

Sighing, I got out of bed and made my way to my dorm's window, opening it, I sat at the window sill. Glancing outside, the moon shined brightly, soft light iluminating my features and so half my room. The nights at the castle were peaceful, taking in the soft chilly breeze, I exhaled in relief.

'Daaang, this really giving aesthetic vibes yes sir!' I thought.

A knock interrupted my inner discussion whether if I should take a picture because, umm duh the aesthetic gurl or just keep enjoying the moment, like how dare they?!?!

'Okay soooo, its like 1am, who the hell is up at this hour, just weirdos would... wait a minute...- Yeah I should probably go answer the door. BUT WHAT IF IT'S A GHOST?! Child... aren't we old enough for this??? I meeaaannn everything is possible gurl, besides the other day I heard a few scouts talking about these rumors going around that some have seen ghosts wandering the castle's halls really late at night, they said-' Another knock chimed from the door.

'OKAY LETS SHUT UP AND GO!'

Opening the door, I was met by darkness, but it wasn't because the hallway was dark Oh no no no, there was.. there was sOmeTHing! OR MORE LIKE SOMEONE FUCKING STANDING OUTSIDE MY ROOM, DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING BUT STARE AT ME.

'OKAY, oKaY, LeTs kEeP it cool'

Slowly looking up at it, I was greeted by a tall shadowy figure, bright red blood glowing eyes looking straight at my soul.

'Shit! The rumors were real?! IS THIS REAL?! BITCH, JUST LOOK AT IT, ITS A MOTHAFUCKING GHOST, RUN AAAHHH'

“AAH FUCK!” falling backwards, I landed on my butt, the back of my right palm covering slightly my mouth as the left one was supporting my body against the cold floor.

The ghost seemed... disturbated and worried?? by my reaction, and did the ghost just gasped????

Red eyes looking worried at me.

“(Y/n)! I didn't mean to scare you” it said.

'Why does he sound so oddly familiar but more importantly...HOW DOES IT KNOW MY NAME?!?!'

The ghost walked inside my room making the moon's glow land on its shadowy figure, it soon revealed the frame of a boy you knew too well. It was none other than the bad but sad golden boy. Man he really spook the hell out of you.

“Hunter! Oh thank titan it was just you, damn boy! you really did a number on me haha!" reaching his hand out, he helped me get on my feet.

"Man you really got some spoopy eyes” I grinned at him.

“Forgive me (y/n) for scaring you like that, but don’t you mean “spooky"?" he raised an eyebrow.

“Nop, spoopy 🙃”

“You’re so childish sometimes”

"I know! But seriously tho, I almost peed myself bro hsjshsjhshj"

"So what got you here Goldie? Couldn't sleep either?"

"Yeah actually.."

And so I chatted the night away with the boy with spoopy eyes.

╚═══*.·:·.☽✧ ✦ ✧☾.·:·.*═══╝

#the owl house #toh #toh hunter #hunter toh #toh golden guard #toh hunter x reader #toh golden guard x reader #toh fanfic #toh x reader #the owl house x reader

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I'd actually completely forgotten you telling me about Z.N...! I think it was probably nothing though, how old was he 18?? If she was around for Christmas family dinner then its probably because she was a just a family friend or had nowhere else to go.

Those Steward dynamics are interesting though and I love trying to suss them out - they made a big fuss over A.S for Harry, he even did that public 'welcome to the family symo' post 👀 I often wonder how much control H has over Fred as an older brother too, because Alice, her stepmother and her dad all got a ticket from Fred's 10 for the ALL BLACKS GAME. Like that is crazy to me, you brothers gf and her family using up 3 of your 10 family tickets?! I remember him jokingly saying in an interview once that there are sometimes family 'arguments' over who should get tickets and I'm like oh honey they should be YOURS to give out and choose!

But yeh Alice and R.V met their grandad too and look how that turned out...👀🙈 The boys all seem very driven I'd say/incapable of long term stuff, so their family holidays of 5 will probably continue into their late twenties which is nice for their parents!

Also Jack likes thin blonde girls but will probably never end up with one - bet he can't speak to them! Whereas he'll be more comfortable and friendly with 'chubby' brunettes and therefore have more of a connection with them

Also I've never heard anything more ludicrous than flying from AUSTRALIA to SPAIN because you've got fomo - I despair for gen z.

P.S love your experience of meeting Freddie! He seems like a gent 🙊💕

I really think you underestimate Z.N I think she was like first love former loves thing and she helped him during covid and stuffs with his anxiety so no? I think it was really solid.

He looks so much NOT like his older bro idk... Harry looks so childish to me ? I didn't knew they had 10 tickets oh my god poor J he never seems to use that much tickets 🤔 still don't what is going on between Alice and Harry but looks weird. Perhaps it is Guy the more balanced he just seems like chill... Totally agree that they should choose for the tickets and not family but in reality their parents have sacrified a lot so I wouldn't be surprised they let their mom choose for them. This is crazy because I never saw R.v with Fred 🤣. Not a story not a pic so.. Idk for Fred really 🤔 for me he is the next one who might settle and pause the flirts but it is just an idea.

Oh well I don't know I would be delighted to see him ending up with a ... what is the male version of a Brunette 😂 a Brunet ? But unlikely for him to stop flirting with anything moving.. I have heard via tiktok that Claudia is same as her brother tho... 👀👀 poor Sarah .... 🙃 She musn't be very pleased by it.

Just saw one of the last tiktok of one of J's bitches which made me laugh because the song goes "what you're liking" ,

I think I am too old for all those things and it is more than a gen z thing fillers and fake superficial everything I Just don't understand their way of living through mirrors of social media oversharing overshowing always too much and hiding their true self true feels intentions...

I have never entered the second agric club but I have a vague idea of how trash J can be 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 that is also gen z bullshit the amount of stuffs they take jesus...

Oh... well ok kill me now because I have had 4 occasions to properly meet Fred and only went for 1 ( shame ) and they asked me if I wanted to tho ... and I really had time the first time but NOTHING mattered after seeing Jack for the first time and the other time I was either afraid to miss Jack or too focus on something else and finally one time he was injured and I had not the heart to annoy him for a silly selfie.

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msookyspooky · 2 years

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Stu - You can't win in a fist fight against Billy! *holding me back.*

Me, a 5'0 gal who hasn't done a pushup since HS - It'd be worth it! I'D BUST THEM KNEECAPS ON SIGHT. That twigs got nothing on me!😤

Billy had me livid in 14 lol idc that he's still gone in 15. He really tried to say that him and Stu were the only ones who cared enough to kill for us and that Dewey didnt care till tat died and that Randy was too enraptured with Sid to care until it was too late....get out of my face before you get BOPPED. He's still trying to defend his actions. He still believes James deserved to get his face ripped off lol he was no saint, but like Y/n said in 14....You AINT NO BETTER SWEETIE. You did way worse then James, but don't wanna admit it.

Lets not forget what James said in 13 during the nightmare - Billy and Stu were apparantly telling James we were having sex with them and they might've killed his dog for crying out loud 🙃 it makes sense why James got so angry at y/n if they were telling him lies. I think the worst part is that Stu NEVER admitted that to Y/n. He never told her in the diner when her car was getting fixed several chapters ago that they killed his dog or were telling lies to James....which makes me think 1, its not true and 'James' was lying in the dream, or 2, Stu purposfully left that info out. All Stu said was that they threatened James. I'm not mad, just disappointed 🙂

James; I left up to the readers whether that was his ghost visiting her (I personally firmly believe spirits can visit us in dreams) or her subconscious based on things James told her here and there finally putting two and two together. But yeah, Stu and Billy were not innocent and didn't really 'save her'. They were just two sick fucks marking their territory against another sick fuck.

And I think after his moms passing and the homeless on the run life he has to live; Billy's bitter because deep down inside he knows it wasn't worth it but he's too proud to admit it. He'd honestly rather be the dominant ego maniac than have ppl in his life and admit he was wrong even tho he's lonely and knows he needs those ppl aka Stu and YN. 🙃🙃🙃

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sappymix1 · 1 year

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Unfortunately almost everyone on here is American and only a few are European so us Asians are always asleep whenever most of dtblr is online and active when most of dtblr is asleep 🙃

its not even late tho it’s like 9pm on the west coast 😭 anyway thank u to the asian dtblr girlies for carrying rn OH TINA LIVE EVERYONE TAP IN!!!

#asks #anon

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sehunniepotwrites · 1 year

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That's rough. I hope you get your much needed rest after that. Everyone procrastinate once a while but as long as you get everything back on track it's fine 😊 welp, now that I'm hearing how stressful it is I'm getting nervous for college. I'm planning to get into med school and I heard there's too much pressure and I don't know if I can handle it tho.

BTW, what do you major in? And what's your first job gonna be? (if you don't mind I'm asking)

And I kinda have this guy that I like and I'm thinking of confessing but I don't know if I want to 🙃 I mean I kinda have a feeling that he likes me too but I don't want to experience the rejection if he don't....Like does a guy usually do this?

So our group had to open a stall. Me, him and a few others were in charged of grilling some food while the others dealed with the customers. I was getting tired running around and grilling on my feet and he was next to me the whole time sitting on a chair that he brought earlier. So seeing that, I just unconsciously said under my breath that I want to sit and he surprisingly heard that.... And he just snatched his friend's chair and gave it to me while telling him to get another one😭 ... Its kinda funny but also giving me mixed signals😭😭

(this is so childish tho ToT I'm sorry you had to read this crap)

-💐

i’m not usually one to procrastinate much so even my mentor and my program director noticed lol i’m slowly getting back on track though. we had a check in meeting and they were like “you look burnt out…” it’s alright to be nervous for college—it’s a huge change and step in life! take the time to really find out what you want to do. you may enter college wanting to pursue one thing and chance your mind four years into the game. i did that lol. and again, everyone’s college experience is different! my grad program is a unique experience bc it’s a one year accelerated one when the program it’s usually two years!

i’m pursuing a masters of arts in education and teaching credential, meaning that i’m a full time student and full time teacher at the same time. so that big girl job i scored is a teaching position! 💓

the chair snatching HAHAHAHA sounds like mixed signals. similar to what i’m going through lol. if confessing will give you a piece of mind, do it. then if you get rejected (not saying that you will), the faster you can get over it and stop wasting your time on a person who can’t decide. you want someone who is willing to go the distance for you instead of one day, i like you and the next, maybe not so much. the situation may be a little childish because no communication but it’s common bc i’m literally in my late 20s and still going through this 💀

#watch me not follow my own advice #been going through this shit for YEARS hahahahaha #makes for a good story tho 👀 if you know what i mean #I’m always here to talk if you need to!#I’m very glad you trust me enough for advice #💐anon

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whatnowhaya · 1 year

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A letter to self🖋💚

Okay, so on the 16th you have a wedding to attend, and if it wasn't "obvious" you're not into social events; I can say why but that would take this post and change its purpose, so I'll leave it for another day, you're welcome😬

Anyways, this time it's different, (not that you attended many before) this time You're "okay", this time You're " normal", this time You're "stable" and this time You're going willingly.

At your cousin's wedding, you were 20 and you were at uni, which means the "darkest" times of our life back then, and you were "guilt trip" to go, and you went there dressed up in black with no facial expressions, sitting at the table with your phone, and music, reading a novel by Dostoevsky: الأبله " The Idiot"; we read quite a lot, and loved it🤷🏻‍♀️

The other wedding we went to, you were just a school student, don't remember how old exactly, but not older than 14; it was the wedding of your dad's friend's daughter.

Then, you didn't even know we were going to a wedding, lovely, right?🙂🤣 all you knew is that we dressed up "fancy".

So, this is a note to you...

Dearest current Haya,

You have found a dress that belonged to your mum, and its everything you would imagine a dress to be, it's purple with lace, which you adore💜 It's long sleeved but not quite floor length, but it's okay cause you decided to wear a black heeled boot🤭

You also decided not to go to the hairdresser and just let your hair be in its natural state. You also decided not to be shy with your eye make up, and simply do whatever you want.

You will try and be sociable there, even tho you don't know anyone from the bride's side but you will try. Also, try not to have a resting b* face🙃.

You're so in love with the dress that we're actually excited🙈 you always loved your mum's dresses even tho you're not the kinda girl who is all girly girl. But you love the sentimental meanings of things.

I wish you enjoy this night ( even tho it's a Wednesday and it's a bit late for you, grandma🤭🐔) but I feel you will change after this.

#personal #letter to self #me to myself #to live #random me stuff

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phantomdrummcr · 2 years

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@youthstclen whispered: 🎶 — favorite song at the moment? 📕 — favorite book/series? 🧶 — any non-writing hobbies/interests? 📺 — favorite movie(s) and/or tv show(s)? ✏️ — how long have you been roleplaying on tumblr? ✍️ — what other platforms have you roleplayed on? 🗒 — what is/are your favorite genre(s)/theme(s) to write? 🤔 — what genre(s)/theme(s) do you struggle to write the most? 😁 — what’s your favorite part about being part of the rpc?

🎶 → that’s still quite a difficult one, i gotta say chung ha’s stay tonight tho. it’s such a fuckin bop. i can never get enough of that song like ever.

📕 → sadly it has to be the w.arriors series, it sucks that the lore is so fascinating cuz as of late it’s been under fire for some uh. problematic™ shit that i don’t really wanna get into now but like. it was basically what got me into writing and my earliest plots were based on its universe. and i hate myself for that 🙃

📺 → i mean obviously the walking dead, you already know this lmao, but also i just. can’t get enough of cartoons i watched as a teen?? like adventure time n voltron n all that shit. yeah u know xD

✏️ → i wanna say somewhere between 4-5 years, i opened my lance blog sometime in 2018 as a sideblog to my main before really doubling down and opening up that multi of mine in early 2020.

✍️ → deviantart, discord, & skype! but mostly it’s here n discord c:

🗒 → probably softer & sillier things like fluff n slice of life n all that, i also enjoy writing angst & smut but the latter you won’t see here and angst tends to elevate my blood pressure more than it doesn’t cuz right now it’s hard for me to juggle regular angst and my already incredible barrage of mental health issues, i just wanna focus on positivity rn cuz the world is just so fucking negative rn esp with all the civil rights violations happening not just in the us but all over the fucking world. anyways imma stop there before i dive into this stupid tangent i’m teetering right on the edge of--

🤔 → struggle doesn’t really describe my situation with angst, i think i’m okay with writing it other than the mood it puts me in, but for some reason i kind of have difficulty doing things like songfics??? like i can write something inspired off of a song but the whole line by line thing that seems very in right now i just. it seems way over-detailed for me to be able to handle and organize???

😁 → probably just. the diversity of the community. there are people from all over the world with different talents, who speak different languages, who dabble in other artistic endeavors, who are encouraging and open to talk (at least in my experience) about whatever is on your mind about a particular thread/writing scenario. idk i’ve met a lot of amazing people here in the rpc and even tho it can at times feel like a toxic and demanding community, the small circles i’m in are more than understanding and happy to let me take my time which i’m grateful af for and love you all for 🥺 <333

#noah rambles. >>> 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 #youthstclen #munday.

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