Marley is in Oregon and I miss them. So much.
We broke up nine days before their trip. We still live together, so it didn't really hit me until they left.
I miss them terribly. I got so used to having them around all the time, it's like I forgot how to be on my own.
I'm figuring it out, slowly. I'm making strides on my own. I have coping mechanisms. I'm thinking about the future, too, not just the past. My husband has been a great comfort for me as well, in the deepest depths of grief.
We had a short video call yesterday and I spent a good portion of it sobbing. We didn't break up on bad terms. We still love each other. We both still want that best friend feeling. We just have to work on ourselves, separately for now. I have to love them from afar. I think this might be the hardest emotional challenge I've faced.
Anyway - ya girl is heartbroken af
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good morning to me & my nosebleed.
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every morning i wake up and every morning i delete pathetic lil pissbaby youtube comments that say something like this its honestly a highlight of my morning
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shoutouts to melatonin fr for making my night owl stay up to 3 am ass become The Snoozer right around when midnight hits. im actually waking up at reasonable times that make me not feel like shit
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Might’ve been said before. But I’m Constantly and Always thinking about the fact that Stede Bonnet has very likely never been held while he sleeps in his life. We see it in ep4; he and Mary slept so clinically and distant from each other
So when he and Ed are laying down together in the same bed (like they totally will in S2 💖) and Ed just rolls over and wraps his arms around him and snuggles his face right into his chest, and Stede is just so confused because you don’t do that when you sleep, do you?
And then they have an honest conversation about it and Ed realizes he has decades worth of lonely, uncuddled nights to make up for and he immediately gets the jump on it. He’s going to cuddle him to death and I for one cannot wait
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The king piccolo ark should have had more slices of life….
Is it just me or does shaving cream look like it would taste good?
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! ,,,,,. I pledge allegiance to the unit3d stares of SWAGmerica 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 and to the AUTISM for wich it stands 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 one nation under TWO FORRT 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 invisible, with MAN BOOBIES and GAMING for ALLL BABEEEYYEY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Made a thing in toonsquid yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay Im practicing for a secret special project that might come out on Halloween if I manage my time correctly!!!!! (It’ll be so swag and SPOOOOKAAAYYYYYY)
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