I'm in need of some m3@nsp0! I've been attempting to restrict however have had some food and I feel like I'm about to binge.
The photo of me in the red top is at my lighted which is 75kg. Unfortunately, after highschool I started gaining weight (turquoise sports bra, 2018) and then I went through ED recovery in 2020/2021 and it only got worse. I've had a relapse with my ED so I'm hoping 1 day I'll look like the 1st photo again 🤞
Today's food so far apple pure (approx. 50 cal) and a muesli bar (180 cal) and some chocolate milk (160 cal).
It’s been a couple of days since I’ve blogged, I just started school and it’s been like hell to keep up my diet. My mom always sends me a lunchbox and I always eat everything, I feel so bad with myself all of the time. Any tips?
Can someone just tell me how many calories to eat for each meal and when to space the meals out? I'd really appreciate it. I'd also really appreciate it if I could just wake up pretty but I know that's not gonna happen.
I got too comfortable living like this. I made more progress when I was being bullied and still believed someone would love me. TUHHHHH tired but like it is my fault lol
I’m living the life that my 15-19 year old self wished they had. I haven’t eaten barely anything this week let alone this month. Nothing interests me, I forget to eat and I have to force myself to. I just feel sick to my stomach. I just want him back…but he’s seeing someone else and I have to respect that. We have a whole baby together man.
here I am at 68kgs; this is November 2023 and in the past 10 months nothing has changed; this was the dress I was supposed to fit into by this time and believe it or not, it's supposed to go past my knees - hard not to feel like a failure at this stage