#genderjourney

[sissysfw]

Just imagine all the naughty stuff you could do if you looked like this!!

Come visit campsissyboi.com

Sissies being sissies and having fun!!!

#GenderSwapExploration #IfIWereAGirl #GenderExperience #LifeAsAGirl #GenderFlipThoughts #GenderRoleSwap #AlternateGenderPerspective #GenderReversal #GenderBenderArt #SFWGenderExploration #GenderPerception #CrossGenderInsights #FemininePossibilities #LifeInHerShoes #GenderJourney #WhatIfIWereHer #ImaginedFemininity #ExploringFemininity #GenderShift #PerspectiveSwap #IfMenWereWomen #WalkingInHerShoes #GenderExperiment #UnderstandingFemininity #GenderPerceptions #SFWGenderReflections #ExploringOtherSides #GenderAwareness #InsightsOnGender #ThroughHerEyes

[lordkiro]

Gender is like a buffet: Some days you want a little bit of everything, and that's perfectly okay! 🌈💙💖💛💚💜

#genderjourney #beyourself

[beatsboy]

1.17

5 years ago was 2018. Spring 2018 was when I did my erasmus in Prague. I spent 5 months living in the Czech Republic, and honestly, I thought I had a lot figured out by the time I left that place. I had written a huge chunk of a novel that I thought was my purest purpose in life. I was meant to write novels. I was meant to write fiction. I was meant to write static words on a page. I guess I should have noticed that I could never write without the perfect playlist, or sometimes just a single song on repeat. I cared more about the music at times than I did about my own words.

5 years ago I thought I never wanted to live in America again. All I wanted to do was find a way to get out of this country. And yet, I also still thought I wanted to work in publishing. The funny thing is, I had a lot of connections in that world. I still do. My agent still emails me to ask me what I'm doing. I know it's not because I wasn't good enough. I was so young to be putting my debut(ish) novel out on submission. I had just graduated college and I was working overtime while working on my novel for almost equal hours. But back to 2018, the year before.

Everything felt so peaceful out there. My allergies didn't bother me (wonder why), I smoked 5 equally-dispersed cigarettes a day, often while journaling in the park or drinking my morning coffee outside. It felt so healthy, strangely. I had a routine. I liked it. I felt like I could just go outside and live without anyone else. I no longer feel this way. Part of me blames COVID. I don't remember the last time I left the house just to go work at a coffee shop. I have a home office now. I'm one of those guys. That said, writing a novel is a lot easier to do from a coffee shop than making beats. Kind of hard to bring your midi controller keyboard to a coffee shop in the Arts District where an iced coffee is over $10.

5 years ago, I wanted fancy coffee shops, cocktails at themed bars, to explore every book store that still existed on this dying planet, to have a capsule wardrobe like the other girls on Pinterest--I thought I was a girl. But that was also the year I discovered that the American trend of wearing a full face of makeup just to go to class and a coffee shop was not as common. That trip, I often only used 5 products to do my makeup in the morning. The same amount of items that, in 2014, when hospitalized for the 3rd time and being told that patients could now only use 5 makeup items at a time for "safety reasons," said that wasn't nearly enough. I wore less makeup, and I was surprised when I found it more comfortable. I used to stare at myself in the mirror, back in my pubescent days, and wonder why I felt so much prettier after getting out of the shower, wet and clean and bare, than I did when I finished getting ready and put on all my makeup.

5 years ago, I wanted to be different. I wanted to stand out so badly. I felt so different inside than all of these people around me, and yet I felt like I came off the exact same. There was something else, of course, but it didn't make people respect me. I could talk to anyone. I could get anyone want to follow me. I could get anyone to want to fuck me. It didn't matter that I wasn't the most beautiful person in the room. I just had it. And I don't know why, (probably due to dysphoria if we're being honest) but I don't feel that part of me anymore.

#confession #prague #textpost #dysphoria #transmasc #genderjourney #journalposting #raw truth #abroad #erasmus #thoughts #deardiary

[agenderfluidjourney]

GenderJourney Playlist pt1:

Sensitive Badass - The Doubleclicks

Barbie Girl - Aqua

Holding Out for a Hero - Bonnie Tyler

I Kissed a Girl - Katy Perry

Dancing Queen - Abba

Sisters Are Doing it for Themselves - Eurythmics

#img

[oliverashton95]

Happy #tdov22🏳️‍⚧️ I can’t even begin to imagine where I would be if I hadn’t come out on December 10th 2014. I know that my main mission as a “trans adult” in the lgbt community is to be visible for those who can’t be and to be someone that younger me would look up to. When I get discouraged with my journey and how long it’s taking for certain benchmarks to be met I always take a step back and remind myself that I’m four years on testosterone and that’s something that little Oliver would never be able to imagine to be possible #vitamint #transgender #testosterone #lgbtqia #pansexualmenexist #ftm #femaletomale #genderjourney https://www.instagram.com/p/CbyCIPtOR4P/?utm_medium=tumblr

#tdov22🏳️‍⚧️ #vitamint #transgender #testosterone #lgbtqia #pansexualmenexist #ftm #femaletomale #genderjourney

[raewho]

#updatedrae #raewho #trans #ftm #transgender #f2m #testosterone #queer #genderjourney

[chaseme-96]

Haven't showed my face here in a while.

#transgender #ftm #trans #nonbinary #gender #genderqueer #ftm things #lgbtq #genderjourney #queer #lgbt #transmasculine

[superknovamusic]

It’s official! The judge approved my name change this afternoon. “Ellie Kim” is now my legal name. Congratulations also to @Dragonflyhealingservices who got their legal name change this morning and stayed with me through the afternoon. I feel very lucky to have them there with me to celebrate with ❤️❤️❤️ Also, thank you to the amazing TJLP volunteers for all their legal guidance and moral support. I truly could not have done it without them. This is a big step forward in my gender journey and I can’t wait to continue to grow as Ellie 💖💖💖

#transpride #namechange #transisbeautiful #genderjourney #transgender

[logarto]

not to be weird but i really love when you say like genderfreak and silly stuff like that ive been having trouble with my gender identity and shit lately and it’s less daunting and kind of comforting to be jokey and proud about it just to myself rather than think hard about it and stew in that sadness. sorry that was a weird and personal message but long story short you’re cool :}

^_^ of course!! its not weird at all, its very sweet. gender absurdism baybey, bodys a blank slate and do what you want w it! have a bit of fun!

#gl w ur genderjourney

[realravenstag]

I’m a guy in the same way cream cheese is cheese

Me 2021

#lgbtq genderconfusion genderjourney idontknowmyfuckinggender nonbinary transmasc wtf #lgbtq #transmaculine #gender confusion #nonbinary #questioning #i dont know

[rjalker]

I don’t care about podcasts but they also have a podcast

https://www.josiewrites.com/genderjourneys/

[bbquestionmark]

Today a friend of mine validated some worries and fears I’ve had and Oh Jeez was it nice to get some of the (metaphorical) weight off my chest.

I learned that a lot of my worries I had and fears I had are totally fucking normal. And I’m genuinely not alone. Even if I’m not quite sure yet where I’m gonna end up on this GenderJourney one day, I know I’ve got a few people in my corner.

And some of them have already gone on theirs.

And while everyone’s experience is different, it’s nice to know that sometimes things are pretty similar and they Know The Feeling.

Update: Still vibing with the name Alex. Considering Riley? I’ve loved them both as gender neutral names for a long time.

Gender descriptors: currently vibing with (and oh jeez here come the umbrellas to get as specific as I can) genderfluid non-binary trans demigirl.

As far as the genderfluidity is concerned, I’m kinda figuring that the vacant feeling when I’m not feeling girl-esque, may be agender, and/or some masculine something because I feel that too but it might just be masc flavor something else or maybe-

wild concept I’ve basically been taught not to consider and have been challenging it lately-

I vibe being a boy but I’m so far in fucking denial that maybe I’m just afraid of it??

Idk.

Gender is confusing and even more confusing when you’re not sure what you feel half the time or just when you think you understand it- it changes. I’ve got some things to try and see if I like it. Maybe I’ll have more for my next little update.

#bbquestionmark #questioning gender #gender confusion #idk yet #hi my name is Alex and idk what the fuck gender I am #wtf is gender #nonbinary trans #nonbinary #genderfluid #demigirl?? #me

[chaseme-96]

Intake Gender Therapist

Today, 4/9/18, was my intake at the gender therapist. I was very nervous and didn't quite know what to expect. I had to travel 1,5 hours by train so I watched a few videos from Kovu on YouTube. He's a transguy to whom I very much relate. Anyways, my girl was already waiting for me at the station and she went with me to the appointment. It went really well! We started with a lot of basic information, filling in form and such. Then the amnese started, I had to talk about my family, friends, if I have any traumas... that kinda stuff. I'm really glad that Chantal was with me because I forgot about a lot of things. Some things are kinda hard to talk about or admit, but I think that I did well.

Now I'll see my therapist within the next 6 week's and he will diagnose me and set up a plan to reach my final goal: being comfortable with myself.

I feel proud for taking this step!

#gender therapy #therapy #gender therapist #intake #transgender #trans #ftm #nonbinary #genderissues #gender #genderqueer #demiboy #ftm things #lgbtq #ugh #confused #genderconfused #genderjourney #opening up #transmasculine

[oliverashton95]

December 12th, 2014. Four whole years since I came out as who I truly am. For those of you who don’t agree with my life choices, that’s fine because it’s my life and not yours. My life that I chose to live to the fullest. These pictures are pictures I’ve taken on or December 12th, a date that will forever remain in my memory. A day that I decided that it was time to take ownership of MY life and live it for me. The utmost display of self care and love. The first picture was taken after I left @supercuts when I got my hair cut for the first time professionally. For most people after they get a haircut, it’s not much of a big deal. But for people like me and for me personally, it benefited my self image and confidence exponentially. I know that I’ve lost a lot of friends and respect from a lot of people for being who I am, but if that is the way it is, then I don’t want any part of those friendships because asking someone to be who they aren’t for someone’s own personal sake is far too tall of a favor to ask #transman #personaljourney #selfgrowth #developyourselfdaily #genderjourney #threemonthsont #testosteronecypionate #hrt https://www.instagram.com/p/BrTfHqRBY_N/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wukvax5llcgn

#transman #personaljourney #selfgrowth #developyourselfdaily #genderjourney #threemonthsont #testosteronecypionate #hrt