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starpearlz · 2 months

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MORE QUACKITY BF HEADCANONS PLZ (also can i be 🇵🇱anon?)

:]<3 -> Quackity

I am so sorry this request has been sitting here for months 😭 also ofc :]

♫ - I could fall in love - Selena

I feel like he’s a big gift giver without even realizing

He goes all out in Christmas (if you celebrate), Valentine’s Day, your birthday

Like breakfast he’ll surprise you with a bouquet

Lunch a picnic

Dinner a necklace

Your his date to awards (i just saw the streamys lol) wouldn’t be one of those couples that kiss but will hug and you kiss him on the cheek.

Let’s you have the aux <3

Is genuinely the sweetest man ever, such a gentleman

He’ll hold the doors, pay, give you attention even if he’s busy

Like say he’s behind the scenes of qsmp and not streaming you’ll either be in his lap or you’ll have your legs around him

I’m one of those people that love making playlists so if you make him one he’ll be so happy

Say he’s out of town and misses you he’ll put it on and fall asleep to the songs

It’s so funny because he’s such a ‘stigma male’ without even realizing it, his favorite shows are breaking bad and the soprano’s and he loved Oppenheimer

So I imagine him showing you breaking bad and you show him one of your favorite shows and bond on how different or similar they are

He doesn’t celebrate Halloween but it’s my favorite holiday so I imagine making him do couple costumes

Even if he doesn’t know the characters he’ll still do it to make you happy

If your a celebrity or influencer of some sort and people make edits of you he gets so giddy when they pop up on his fyp

I feel when he’s in a relationship with you he’s not as chaotic and more as clam like he won’t have to shave with scissors anymore bc you got him a shaver

Or you doing little things around his house like dishes or putting stuff away he gets in a calm mindset

#quackity x reader #qsmp quackity #qsmp #quackity #alex quackity #alex quackity x reader

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bagdaddyb · 6 months

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A Prehistoric Halloween

Summary: Your first Halloween with Wanda and the twins.

Pairing: fem!Reader x milf!Wanda

Warnings: Fluffy fluff fluff.

AN: I love love love love LOVE milf Wanda. Can't wait to write more of her.

You stood by the front door with a large smile on your face. You were dressed up as a dinosaur standing at your girlfriends front door handing out candy. It was silly, but the twins begged you and you could never say no to them. You loved this holiday, it always excited you to see the new and classic costumes every year. But what made this year so special was it was your first Halloween with Wanda, not only your first Halloween but first big holiday all together. You'd been dating the red head eight months in the twins life for six and you were living on a cloud. Your life felt so perfect you often found yourself toxically waiting on the pen to drop on reality to hit. You're sure you could only blame past relationships for that mindset so you often pushed it to the back of your mind, choosing to enjoy the here and now. You handed out candy to the next set of children as you waited for your own family to get prepared in their costumes. Your mind raced with thoughts of Wanda and the twins. You were serious about this. With all of them. You wanted to wake up next to Wanda every morning, walk the twins to school, help them with their homework when they got home. You wanted to get a family cat or two, have barbecues in the summer and make smores in the winter. You wanted to make memories take family photos you wanted them. The smile couldn't be wiped off your face as the hopeful thoughts of your future raged on. Only snapping out of it once the door behind you opened. Tommy and Billy stepped out dressed as small dinosaurs, your matching costumes largely their idea that you were eager to take part of.

"(Y/N)! (Y/N)!"

They screamed simultaneously overly excited by all the commotion of today.

"Look look! We're a family of dinosaurs."

Your heart melted at the term. Happy tears threatening to fall.

"We look awesome. Let me hear your best roar."

The boys both roar at you loudly causing laughter to trickle out of you.

"That's very convincing I hope we don't scare anyone too badly."

"Well don’t you three look scary."

Wanda says with a light tone as she makes her way out of the door. She is dressed as a dinosaur as well but in a much more comfortable outfit a rather sexy take on a pterodactyl and you can't help the way your eyes wonder.

"Well are you two ready? We can probably hit the next two blocks before it gets too dark out."

You say as you place the bowl of candy on the porch for kids to grab. The two boys cheer in response waddling away with you and Wanda close behind them.

"Thank you for this, the boys haven't been able to stop talking about this all week."

"Of course believe it or not I may have been just as excited. This costume is actually pretty cool."

Wanda smiles softly intertwining her fingers with yours as you walk the crowded sidewalk of her neighborhood going door to door with the twins. As the sun sets and the night begins to chill you make the decision its time to wrap it up.

"Alright boys two more houses then we should head back. It's getting cold, and if we're going to watch the Nightmare before Christmas we need to start it soon."

The two dinosaur heads that nod at you in response before scurrying off causes you to laugh. Wanda's eyes have been sparkling at you all night. This halloween has been perfect. The twins haven't even asked about their father who bailed on them again even once. Upon returning to Wanda's you quickly get a few pictures with the twins and Wanda before stripping out of the costume letting out a sigh of relief.

"It was fun at first but after a while it started to get stuffy."

Wanda smiles at you knowingly helping you stash away your costume as the boys run off to change eager to return for hot chocolate and the movie.

"Tonight was perfect."

Wanda whispers to you and you wrap her in your arms covering her face in kisses. Light giggles leave Wanda as her arms wrap around your neck keeping you close.

"I'm glad I could make it so. I.... I love you and the boys Wanda. Here's to many more perfect halloweens."

You say as you lean in and kiss the red headed woman. Wanda can't wipe the wide smile off her face. It was the first time you'd told her you loved her. While she'd heard it and many other things in your in your thoughts many times she never spoke on it, wanting you to do it in your own time.

"Mom stop kissing (Y/N) I wanna watch our movie."

Tommy says causing a giggle from Wanda against your lips. You smile and let go of her moving to Tommy and scooping him up easily.

"You're just jelous you don't get any kisses."

You say sprinkling kisses all over the boys face causing giggles to screech out of him. Billy soon rounds the corner and gets the same treatment quickly scooped up by you before you carry them both to the kitchen for hot chocolate. As you settle in for the movie Wanda cuddled into your side. Billy in your lap, Tommy at Wanda's side you can't think of anything better than this moment. This was your family, you were home.

#wanda x you #wanda x reader #wanda maximoff x you #wanda maximoff x reader #wanda maximoff #bagdaddyb #milfwanda #softwanda

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thatgirlie-diaries · 6 months

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Week 5 - #100DayReinvention Progress log ୨୧

Original challenge by @dreamdolldiary

Hello girlies! Welcome to the fifth log of this challenge. I am actually so excited for the start of a new month and grateful for all the progress and moments I lived in October. Last month I was focused on achieving, having the base for my habits and goals. Now that I now what I need to do and what I love, in this month alongside progressing with my goals I will focus on being healthier, softer and prettier as so buying new items and going on girly dates.

𝐈. My weekly progress

Health: Did pilates once, slept at 10pm some days and ate healthier in general (my sleeping schedule and diet are things that are costing me to have in a good state, but I'm making progress), my skin is clearer and hair is healthier.

Academic: finished my Italian online and physical exercises, got an 100 on my 3rd Italian test, got all my academic tasks done in time

Adulting: no new progress

Hobby: began reading a book (It didn't start with you), feel more confident with my cheer skills, wrote 3 blogs this week

Social: played with my dog, spent more time with my friends and being social. celebrated halloween at uni and at cheer

Healing: meditated and practiced yoga in the morning and at night, currently using frequencies, indulged in manifestation and soft living

Style: makeup looked more flawless, learned new hairstyles

𝐈𝐈. I need to work on

Sleep earlier to wake up earlier - To achieve this I will reduce my electronic consumption and be commited to sleep and wake up at the time I stablished

Eat healthier - I already eat healthy, but sometimes I'm lazy to cook and fall into the junk food trap. I will meal prep each week and chose interesting meals and new recipes for me to be motivated. Also drink more water, I will add fruits to make it appealing

Sensorial rest - Use screen timers, listen to music on scecific times and not as a distraction, less sound and earphone usage, lean on more to stillness and be alone with myself

Work on my mental diet - Be aware of my thoughts and what I'm focusing on. I will choose positive feelings, positive affirmations and discard any negativity towards myself, situations or other people

Be brave and open minded to fail to achieve the goals that I fear - I heard someone said once "If it scares you, it's because it's meant for you"

𝐈𝐈𝐈. Next week I will focus on

Based on my experiene from October and last week, I will focus all around the month to balance my consistent progress and focusing on leveling up my healthy and feminine lifestyle (diet, pampering, hobbies, productivity, energy, mindset, social skills, buying new itenms, etc) so this week I will mainly focus on this.

See you next week, girlies! Wish me luck and love 𑄽𑄺ྀ

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nodirectionhome-ao3 · 2 months

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WIP Tag

Thanks for the tag @kay-elle-cee, @alittlebitofeverything23, and @isahorcrux !!! This is such a fun one. :)

List the titles your top five priorities for WIP updates (link your fics for new readers!)

An upcoming scene, event, or detail in each fic that you're looking forward to writing

Bonus: make a poll for your followers to vote on which top 5 WIP they are most excited to see an update on!

Then tag 10 writer friends

Titles

Kindly Stopped for Me: Chapter 33. Lily lives AU, where Lily falls into a coma on Halloween 1981 and wakes up at the end of GoF. Lots of angst and family feels.

The Joker and The Queen: Chapter 3. A Jily fake-dating fic. Shenanigans abound. An "Idiots in Love" kind of story.

James Lives AU (Title TBA): Outline & Chapter 1. Basically a James version of Kindly Stopped for Me. James survives Halloween 1981 in a way that I will not spoil for you, and wakes up later on when Harry is a teenager.

Forever is the Sweetest Con: Short multi-chapter. Jily as con artists who fall in love while trying to con each other.

Fragile Little Flame: A post-war Hinny fic! Most likely a one-shot, but we'll see what happens.

(I’m not including the KSFM Missing Moments that I’m working on in this, since I don’t post them on AO3, but just know that I haven’t forgotten them!!!)

Upcoming Scenes, Events, Details

I've been making some minor changes to my outline for KSFM, so the exact numbers may change, but looking at it from a birds-eye view—Chapters 35 and 39 are two of the angstiest chapters in the entire fic😅 So...in preparation for that...I'm giving you all a slight break from the heaviness of this fic with chapters 33 and 34. I'm hoping it won't feel like a crazy tone switch after the previous two chapters, but I'm excited! Chapter 33 is a bit of a transition chapter (setting up some important things!) so maybe won't be the most exciting thing to read. But it will include Lily watching Harry in a Gryffindor Quidditch match for the first time and the gang celebrating Sirius’s 36th birthday!🎂🎂🎂 So hopefully you all will enjoy that!! And then Chapter 34 will be a Harry POV and will feature some good old-fashioned teenage romance drama😅

Chapter 3 of The Joker and The Queen has taken soooo long to write because it's something I sort of have to be in the right mindset for. (I still don't have a full outline for it because I posted the first chapter impulsively before I really thought about the plot very much lol) But I'm hoping it will be worth the wait!! The chapter will feature Lily meeting Fleamont and Euphemia (and possibly some Potter extended family members too) for the first time. I've never written James's parents before, so I'm excited!

Oh man, oh man. What can I say about the James lives au?? I'm currently drafting multiple vague outline ideas as I work through the timeline that I want it to take place in. But, despite what I've said previously, I'm finding myself starting to lean towards setting it in the OotP universe after all. (but no promises yet!) I'm staying kind of vague about the plot of this since it's still very much under consideration, but I'll just say that Peter's betrayal and its ramifications will be a major focus. The betrayal will happen slightly differently than it does in canon (as some of you have already guessed!), and I expect it to be devastating😈

Forever is the Sweetest Con is a fic that has been percolating in my brain for a WHILE now. I haven't officially outlined it yet, but I already made the banner so it's officially happening! It will be canon divergent, and I'm excited to explore the cat-and-mouse dynamic that I envision when I think about this one.

Fragile Little Flame is a fic inspired by Taylor Swift's "I Know Places" and is also one that I already have a banner and title for, but no outline. It'll be a post-war Hinny fic (I've been wanting to return to writing them!) and will take place in the 19 years between the end of DH and the epilogue. I haven't really thought about the plot in detail yet, but it probably won't be epilogue-compliant. Harry will (probably) be a Quidditch player rather than an Auror, and the fic will explore Harry and Ginny recovering from the war and rebuilding their relationship amongst the chaos of both grief and fame.

Apologies if you've already been tagged! But here's a no-pressure tag to: @suzyq31 @nena-96 @uncertainwallflower @turanga4 @takearisk-ao3 @annasghosts @practicecourts

#wip game #cam writes #wip tag #was tagged

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nadia-zahra · 2 years

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Deep Dive on Mike and his Gay Feelings

So a lot of people speculate when exactly Mike realizes he has romantic feelings for Will, and I’m jumping onto the snowball train. Lemme explain:

For the show’s pitch on the characters, Mike was insecure ab not having a girlfriend. From the start, the duffers wanted his character to struggle with not being heteronormative. All of the characters are type casted as being different in their own ways. But this let’s us know that Mike thinks having a gf is what’s going to make him normal. Lucas and Dustin didn’t have anything ab girlfriends in their description, so why Mike? Well, it implies that the duffers have always had the intentions of making him queer (ima gay mike truther personally), but I don’t think this means since s1 he knows he likes Will.

Season 1 shows us Mike and Will have a deeper connection compared to the rest of the party. Mike keeps a binder of his drawings, puts himself and the rest of the party in danger in order to find Will, trusts El solely because she says she can help find him, and was going to kill himself at the quarry because he had lost all hope in finding Will. I don’t think Mike starts developing romantic feelings for him in this season because tbf he’s 12 and it is really traumatic to have your bff of 5 year’s old disappear. But I will say that this behavior does show just how deeply he cares for Will and that his feelings definitely have some romantic undertones (again gonna mention the binder of Will’s pictures and drawings all over basement).

His relationship with El s1 also highlights how mike is queer. El is the only girl he’s ever became friends with that understands what it’s like to be an outsider. He’s in the mindset of normal=girlfriend, and since El is the only girl in his life he thinks they’re supposed to date. Even tho they are depicted as a blossoming romance, both Mike and El’s behavior isn’t romantic in the slightest. It more so reads as mike thinking him and El need to date because he’s a boy and she’s a girl, and El just going along with it because she doesn’t know better. The clearest piece of evidence that mike doesn’t have romantic feelings towards El is when discussing El living in the Wheeler house in 1x8. Mike says El would be like Nancy’s sister, but wouldn’t be Mike’s. This means that his feelings for her are platonic because he views Nancy and El as a sibling dynamic, but thinks the next step in their relationship is dating because of heteronormativity. If he didn’t view her platonically, he would’ve said El could become friends with Nancy or wouldn’t have mentioned Nancy at all.

Season 2 pre-snowball is when things pick up a bit more with byler because now we actually see how Mike and Will interact with each other. Will said Mike was the only one treating him the same. So before the ud, Mike was super affectionate and protective and was basically acting like a boyfriend? Cool, good to know. 2x2 specifically gives us the most insight into how they’re dynamic works. The whole Halloween episode let’s us know Mike thinks of Will and their friendship differently than the rest of the party’s. Him getting pissy with only Will for not talking to him ab max joining (even tho lucas or Dustin didn’t either), him immediately searching for Will after he’d left Will’s side for not even 3 minutes and then dragging Will back to his place to be alone, and, finally, the crazy together scene. Again, I don’t think the crazy together scene is when Mike realizes he has feelings for Will. This is when WE, the viewers, know Mike has feelings for him. That scene was the nail in the coffin in confirming these two clearly have romantic feelings. But for Mike, it was a turning point in their relationship. It confirms that they are their own individual team separate from the party. This scene probably had mike feeling all kinds of butterflies and just didn’t know why they were happening…yet 😏

His relationship with El s2, again, shows us that his feelings for her are platonic and also not has strong compared to Will’s. He doesn’t believe El is dead…but he also doesn’t search after her once, doesn’t bring up how he saw her out his window to the party (only to Will might I add), and, besides calling her everyday, Mike basically acts like she doesn’t exist. This is a complete contrast with Will’s disappearance!! This is the girl Mike supposedly has a crush on, the only girl he’s ever had a deep connection with—this behavior doesn’t add up with his character…unless he doesn’t feel as strongly towards El as he does Will. And the way Mike behaves versus how El behaves in their reunion is telling ab how they see each other too. It’s obvious that El feels romantically towards him now (she’s looking at him with heart eyes and is a little breathless), but he reads as platonic. Like if it had been Dustin or Lucas, he would’ve said and reacted the exact same way. He didn’t overreact (in my books at least) when finding out hop was hiding her either. Just really platonic and would’ve also started punching and screaming at hopper if it was anyone in that room.

THE SNOW BALL *duh duh DUHHHH*

I need to preface this beforehand: Mike didn’t think El was going to show up!! His reactions and responses of what’s to come are without El in mind.

Ok back to Mike realizing he like likes Will

When Dustin arrives late to the dance we see Lucas and Max together (presumably as dates) and Mike and Will…so he thought during the whole dance it was just going to be him, Will, and Dustin together once lumax started doing their own thing.

But then this random girl comes up and asked Will if he wants to dance and Mike pushes Will to say yes. Just noticed only Mike and Will turn to her when she comes up, Dustin doesn’t. this happens for two reasons 1) Dustin is heartbroken ab lumax so ofc he isn’t watching this happen 2) Mike isn’t heartbroken by lumax, and is also thinking “why tf is this girl coming up to Will?”. So when this random ass girl asks Will for a dance and Will looks at him for an answer, the only thing he thinks is to say yes because that’s what a good NORMAL friend would do.

Yet, even though he’s the one that told Will to say yes, he automatically starts sulking. He looks just like Dustin: heartbroken from jealousy.

but this is his face when he realizes what his jealousy is from:

YEAH THIS IS THE MOMENT HE REALIZES HE LIKES WILL

Sitting there, just processing his feelings, Mike realizes that his jealous insecurity of someday being replaced by Will’s future girlfriend is because Mike doesn’t want him have one and, instead, wants Will to be with him.

His face gives it all away!! He looks in shock. Eyes wide, mouth opened, and staring at nothing because he’s so deep in thought. He looks completely dumbfounded, like “I like like Will holy shit” is on repeat while he thinks about every interaction they’ve ever had. And this shocked face was intentional!! They stay on him with this face for almost 10 seconds before El walks in. This wasn’t just a quick cut to him looking bored (which is what it looks like if your just casually watching). They wouldn’t have stayed on him for so long if we weren’t supposed to notice his facial expression!

You might be thinking, why now? How does this girl coming up to Will and making Mike jealous get him to this realization? After all, he was super jealous when he thought Will liked Max, so why not back at the crazy together scene?

Heres the difference between him getting jealous over Max and Will versus the rando and Will: he saw unrequited feelings between Will and Max (she didn’t like him back), but not with Will and the rando (he says yes). Plus the crazy together scene leads Mike to believe their bond is stronger than anything else, but Will leaving him for a girl makes him realize it isn’t.

And this realization doesn’t help him mentally— it just feeds into his “I’m not normal” insecurity. Not to mention he thinks Will doesn’t love him back or even could. So guess who walks in and is able to save him from his gay crisis…

YUPPPP THE ONE AND ONLY EL

Even the mileven kiss proves mike knows he likes Will. Mike wasn’t originally supposed to kiss her— he duffers didn’t even want it, Millie did. She literally asked for it because she thought that shippers would be pissed (she’s the shipper) if it didn’t happen. The duffers don’t give a fuck ab what shippers want! Never have! And even tho it was her begging for it, I don’t think they would allow a 13 year old to make major decisions like this without it working with their vision. However…it does. They realized the kiss actually strengthens Mike pushing away Will, so that’s why they lit the green light on that impromptu kiss. The kiss is just Mike belly flopping head first into his new (fake) personality.

Mike begins his “I don’t like like Will, I’m normal 😃” phase that continues through s3 and s4. Except that phase takes a turn after he realizes he’s in love with Will in the season 3 finale, but that’s for another byler essay.

#byler #byler proof #byler theory #everything points to byler #byler nation #byler brainrot #byler for the win #byler is real #will byers #mike wheeler #mike is gay #mike wheeler i know what you are #mike x will #will x mike #stranger things #st2 rewatch #st1 rewatch

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caus34concern · 11 months

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i don't think i've seen people talk about jeremy's practically unhealthy idolization with christine and so i will talk about it myself because he is just like me .

since more than survive is literally just jeremy's brain, jeremy basically portrays christine to be this perfect girl who is the center of attention. she's always in the spotlight in his eyes, whenever she walks in, the music switches to a theme jeremy has specifically catered towards her. near the end, when jeremy sees her signing up for the play, he sees it as everyone surrounding and supporting christine because in his eyes, everyone loves her. but the truth is, they don't. there's the part in more than survive where jeremy is getting caught up in his head trying to figure out whether he should walk to school or take the bus, and in those moments where he's lost in thought, the others start entering what we can only assume is the bus and christine is shown being pushed around in the background by chloe and then rich respectively. she always has her head shoved in her book and no one really notices her until jeremy notices her because.. she's an outcast! she's probably a "loser" to everyone else too. she isn't popular or anything and it's not like she has any friend/s (or at least she wasn't shown to have any) like jeremy does. the only people who she really had a friendship with throughout the show are jeremy and jake and mind you, those two were literally trying to date her sooo...

jeremy's always had her up on this pedestal, believing she was too far away from him. that was until the halloween party. when jeremy found her all alone on the couch. without jake. and when she starts talking about her problems then he realizes in that moment "oh, she actually isn't all that perfect. she's here alone despite being at a party just like me. she isn't this flawless girl i envisioned." he realizes that he doesn't need to put her on a pedestal because they're not actually all that different. the only reason she was so hard to reach for him was because he kept believing that she was. which was why in that moment, when he felt so close to her (literally and figuratively), he confessed. (and honestly am i the only one who thinks that was kinda insensitive of him considering the fact she just poured her heart out about breaking up with jake)

and then there's that backstage scene with the two of them where jeremy is trying to get christine to take a squip, and he goes back to his "christine is too far to reach mindset" but instead of putting christine on a pedestal, he puts HIMSELF on a pedestal (because of the squip). he realizes christine isn't perfect, and it kinda makes him go "huh. christine is a loser like me. maybe i can 'fix' her."

i'd also like to say i think christine and jeremy are a good example of "two sides of the same coin." they're both going through the same thing. they're losers, outcasts, not popular, go unnoticed. they just deal with it differently and prioritize different things. jeremy prioritizes being cool and fitting in. he takes being an outcast to heart and believes there's something wrong with him while christine prioritizes being herself. like, yeah, she still wants to fit in but she wants to be herself more than anything. she believes that if people don't like her for her then they're not worth it. extra thing to mention is that they both change for the people they like (christine changing for jake, jeremy changing for christine)

i honestly don't know if any of this makes sense but WHATEVER! i love stagedorks both together and as their own seperate characters and they are so so important to me

#be more chill #bmc #jeremy heere #christine canigula #stagedorks #oh my god they make me so sad #jeremy heere you are just like MEEE #cause for rambles

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theidiotwhowritesthings · 8 months

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💀🎃👻

I am aware it is the start of September, but Halloween is a mindset not a calendar date. Anywho, I have an idea. Been rolling it around my head for the last few days and I feel feral about this.

For October, I wanna put out a mini series with spooky, supernatural themes and a focus on Joel Miller x Reader x Din Djarin. Not to give too much away yet (because I'm still in early planning stages) but I wanna do a throwback to the old school werewolves vs vampires 👀👀

[also if you vote 'change the character' and have ideas lemme know]

#the mandalorian fanfiction #the last of us fanfiction #din djarin x reader #joel miller x reader

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ontheshroom · 2 years

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Toxic Jack fic based of The Worst by Jhené

The Worst

Jack Harlow x reader

Angst

A/n: The fic is written as if Jack is singing the worst. So the reader is then, the worst.

Synopsis: The reader leaves Jack, and classifies herself as the worst.

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This feeling has settled within you for a while, and as much as you try to ignore it, it just grows larger. The more you look at him you yearn to have that feeling of puppy love back. To see him and just feel happy. To get the butterflies the second you hear his voice, but it’s all gone. Your heart pangs with the realization, that Jack isn’t the one. You know it’s wrong, but you can’t get out of the mindset that telling him would hurt him more than pretending, so you pretend. You pretend until you get alone, and then you cry. Not for you, but because you lie to Jack every time he tells you he loves you and you tell him you love him too, you cry because Jack tells you every day his dreams of growing old with you, and you cry because you’d rather leave with a note left to him than tell him to his face. So, you write the note, you pack your things, and you leave the note on your side of the bed, alongside the promise ring he gave you. The ring you accepted that said you also agree in the promise that one day when you’re both ready, a wedding ring would replace it.

I loved you, Jack. Never think that I faked it this whole time because I didn’t. You were the best thing to ever happen to me, and who knows, maybe we can be friends. During the three years we spent together, you made me feel like even with millions of people chasing after you, I was the only one you saw. You are the very best person I know. I know I should’ve just told you, but I can’t stand to see you hurt. I know I’m the worst for this. Be well, Jack - Y/n

A few hours after you left you got multiple calls from Jack, friends, and family. You decided to let them know you’re safe but then otherwise ignore them. You needed time. Time to heal, time to breathe, time to cry, time to listen to music, time to stare at candle flames, time to watch old movies you used to love, and time to learn to be alone again.

Months after your break up, you slowly started to come around again. Small brunch dates with Neelam, drives with urban like the old times, and get-togethers with your old friends. Things felt good, you missed Jack and being around him, but you couldn’t handle the pain of seeing him. But that was a while ago, and now you stand in the middle of the biggest party you think you’ve ever been to. A friend of yours threw a Halloween party and it’s packed. Bodies barely have space to move around each other in the mansion. Smoke clouds the air and the bass from the loud music around you tickle your feet.

Everyone is dressed to the nines in their Halloween costumes most barely recognizable with their costumes on. Settling on not drinking at the party, you decide on babysitting a joint until you loosen up. As if your life is a movie, the second someone you can’t quite make out steps into the party the crowd’s eyes shift to them as they make their big entrance. Your eyes just barely focus enough, but when you see him your stomach drops. But possibly that’s because he sees you too. His eyes linger on you and you swear he’s walking straight toward you, so you walk away. You duck and weave through people leaving miscellaneous apologies and ‘excuse me’s.

You walk until you find a back door leading you to a dimly lit pool. You gasp as the cool night breeze meets your skin. You bring your hands up to rub your arms, hoping to rub away the goosebumps.

Realistically, you should’ve known he’d be here. If you got an invitation he definitely did.

“Y/n!” You hear him call out behind you.

A sigh leaves your lips as you turn around. It’s the first time you’ve seen him in months, and he looks good.

“Why do you keep running?” He asks softly.

“I’m sorry, Jack.” You apologize, shifting on your feet.

“You don’t get to do that, Y/n. You don’t get to leave me after our three-year relationship with a note, or ghost me for months and then apologize. I had to sit and listen to Neelam tell me that you’re doing better and that you’re finding yourself for months! I wanted to hear that from you. I understand that you fell out of love with me, but I never did with you. It’s not fair, y/n.” A tear falls from his words.

“I just didn’t want to hurt you.” You cry.

“I know I’m the worst for it, I didn’t want you to be upset. I just couldn’t anymore, Jack.”

“I don’t think it’s that you didn’t want to hurt me, I think it’s that you just wanted to avoid being the one to leave. You think everyone just leaves you all of the time, but you left me. You left me and didn’t even talk to me about why, not in person at least, and not even in the goddamn letter. I hate that I love you, y/n. And I hate that I’d take you back right this second if you told me it was a mistake.” Jack’s lip wobbles with his words.

“I loved you, Jack. I did.” You sigh.

You walk up to him and wipe the tear from his eye before kissing his cheek.

“We’re just not meant to be.” You walk away and leave the party, leaving him yet again, alone and broken.

After you, Jack doesn’t do relationships. You hear through the grapevine that he’s become infamous for his one-night stands. That he’s started to butter girls up just to leave them. And you’ll never know the real reason why, but you also try not to figure it out often.

Jack knows why, though. Because as much as he doesn’t want to, he loves you.

#jack harlow #jack harlow x reader #jack harlow smut #jack harlow angst #jack harlow fic #jack harlow imagine #jack harlow x y/n #jack harlow fluff #jack harlow concepts #dad!jack

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thatgayb1tchwhosimps4her · 10 months

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As an autistic person, I can't stop thinking about autistic!van x autistic!reader and helping each other with struggles and all that.

What do you think?

Hi there, also as an autistic person I absolutely adore the concept of autistic!Van x autistic!reader, so I'm gonna write these out as head-cannons, since I have many thoughts on it.

Also I am gonna elaborate more on some of these in the Van x Reader fic I have lined up, so yeah, look out for that if you're interested.

Quick disclaimer: I've only been diagnosed recently (but have pretty much known I am for the last year, I just needed stuff filled out etc, so I could finally have a proper diagnosis), so I'm pretty new at understanding my autistic traits, and if they are to do with my autism or are just me in general, so this is gonna be based off my own experiences and what I've seen about autistic traits.

Also I may have accidently integrated dating head-cannons or general Van head-cannons, since I couldn't really tell the difference, so enjoy those as well if there are any.

@zhivaxo @kyleeservopoulos

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🧡Autistic!Adult!Van Head-Cannons🧡

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Food:

Safe/Comfort Foods: PB and J's, Donuts, Cinnamon Rolls (any pastries really), Pretzels, Pop Tarts (doesn't really have a favourite flavour but absolutely hates the strawberry ones, although that could just be me deflecting), Chocolate Chip cookies, Twizzlers.

That sort of stuff.

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When you went through a baking/cooking hyper-fixation (or bake/cook in general), you made sure all the recipes catered to both of your food preference's.

This includes the time you made huge batches of different types cookies, (chocolate chip, which Van loved the most, was the main favourite) and you now make them for her when she gets sad to cheer her up.

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She also carries a pouch of sour gummy bears wherever she goes (as a grounding technic I guess), in case she gets anxious or overwhelmed when she's not at home (which I do and it works every time, in case people wanna do that and know how well that works).

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Media:

Watches video tapes of her favourite shows/movies from the 90's to help comfort her when she goes non-verbal and when she occasionally has meltdowns over different things (usually things that upset or stress her out).

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She loved horror movies pre-crash (she still does a bit, but prefers not to since she's already kind of lived through one), and would watch them religiously (Halloween, Nightmare on Elm Street, Friday the 13th, Hellraiser, Evil Dead, The Shining, etc).

She also watched Scream 1 and 2 once everyone got rescued, to catch up in a way, but realised that horror movies didn't feel the same as before.

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Definitely listens to vinyl records and cassette tapes of bands/singers she listened to pre-crash (I imagine her listening to ABBA, The Clash, Queen, Blondie, The Cure, Nirvana maybe, that sort of music), and that helped her cope after everyone was rescued and help her in general when she's under or overwhelmed.

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I also think she'd be a bit of a secret Swiftie (only you and maybe a couple others knowing that she is), more of a Fearless, Speak Now and Folklore Swiftie compared to her other albums, but still doesn't mind them.

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Plays retro games she grew up with/genuinely finds interesting (Pac-Man, Super Mario, Tetris, Sonic the Hedgehog etc) to reset her mindset when she's overwhelmed (also maybe as a little bit of a regression).

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General Autistic Traits/Head-Cannons:

She hates the noises of fireworks and thunder/lightning (since they remind her of the crash and almost being turned into a human marshmallow, twice), so she has to wear noise-cancelling headphones during firework displays and storms, but loves lying in bed watching the actual sparks of them.

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This girl is prone to bumps and scrapes, so an extensive, assorted collection of plasters/band-aids (whatever you call them) is necessary.

Animal ones, flower ones, food ones, cartoon ones, even plain white ones that she loves letting you doodle on.

You name it, she's got them.

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She always used to make sure, before she opens the store and after she closes for the day, that the video tapes she has in her store are stacked right alphabetical and genre.

You even made signs saying "Please put back where you found them" that you put up around the tape displays, to help out with it so Van doesn't stress or overthink about it too much.

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Sunday's in the store are usually very quite, so she dedicates that day for restocking whatever needs restocking (I don't really know how that stuff works, so imagine what you will), which tends to be stressful. So you always make sure you have her favourite snacks, drinks, music and movies (maybe even a cold case of beer if she needs it), are on hand at the end of the day, just in case she needs them at the end of the day to cool off.

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As seen in the show (which I also do), she uses film/tv show quotes during conversations, and mixes them up when she gets upset or overwhelmed.

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Definitely has a pack of sticky notes and several pens in her back pocket at all times as a communication system in case she goes non-verbal.

She even uses them to write small notes with love hearts on around the house, sometimes even in your bag, which she insists is necessary (for reasons she changes or adds on to each time you talk about it).

*****

This took a lot longer then I thought it would, but I hope you enjoyed reading and I'll see you in the next one.

-Harlow

#Harlow (Lottie's Version)#original content #mine not yours #van palmer x reader #vanessa palmer x reader #lauren ambrose #liv hewson #van palmer #vanessa palmer #yellow jackets #yellowjackets

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vee-foxington · 9 months

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Coming Home (Part 2) (Poly!BillyxReaderxStu)

(Holly shit! You people actually like the crap I write! Thanks so much! Anyways, here's what you guys have been waiting for.)

Warning: Transphobia, Drugs, Alcohol, Gore/Blood, Murder, Mentions of Sexual stuff

The sun was shaded by falling leaves as the fall of their senior year began to creep in slowly. Halloween just a few days around the corner. A fountain bubbled behind a group of 5 teenagers, all to busy sharing the latest gossip to care about school work.

"Why would they ask you if you liked to hunt?" Tatum asks with slight confusion as she pulls away from Stu to look at him.

"I don't know. They just did." Randy rolls his eyes at Stu's response and steps in to explain why.

"Because their bodies were gutted." Sidney flinches and Tatum grimaces at Randy's words. Billy gives him a half-hearted glare before pulling Sidney closer to him.

"Jee, thanks for the image Randy." Randy shrugs as Tatum picks up the conversation.

"They didn't ask me if I like to hunt" Stu chuckles forcefully and gives his signature wild smile.

"Because there's no way a girl could have killed them." Sidney scowls and slaps the back of Stu's head before huffing indignantly.

"That is so sexist. The killer could easily be female-BASIC INSTINCT." Randy rolls his eyes as he makes a reference to one of the horror movies with a female killer.

"That was an ice pick-not exactly the same." He says leaning back against the nearby tree as Stu speaks up with an almost crazed voice.

"Yeah, Casey and Steve were completely hollowed out. It takes a real man to do something like that." Tatum huffs with a deep scowl.

"Or a man's mindset." Sidney glances between Stu and Tatum as they speak before quietly whispering.

"How do you gut someone?" Everyone turns to Sidney with pity in their eyes before Stu steps in with a crazed chuckle.

"You take a knife and slit them groin to sternum." Sidney shudders weakly as the rest of the table rolls their eyes. Stu raises his hands and shrugs.

"What? She asked." Billy glares at Stu as he wraps his arms around Sidney protectively.

"It's called having, you fuckrag." Stu looks down and almost pouts.

"Sorry." Billy rolled his eyes. He knew Stu wasn't sorry and, if he was being honest with himself, he didn't feel sorry about it either but someone had to play the good guy. The conversation continued until Tatum turned it back around to the recent murders.

"Hey, Stu? Didn't you used to date Casey?"Stu's taken off guard and chuckles nervously but quickly brushes it off with a scoff.

"For about two seconds." Randy chuckles at Stu's uncomfortableness.

"Yeah, right before she dumped him for Steve." Tatum turns sharply to Stu and frowns.

"I thought you dumped her for me!?" Stu growls at Randy.

"I did. He's just full of shit." Tatum rolls her eyes before turning back to face the group, Stu begins to nibble on her ear.

"Speaking of ex's. Did you guys hear?" Everyone perks up.

"You guys remember the girl/guy who dated both Stu and Billy at the same time?" Billy and Stu froze, their eyes sharpening. Sidney nods.

"Yeah, she/he was a real weirdo. I don't know how she/he was able to pull two guys at once." Billy gritted his teeth while Stu's hands began to clench.

"Yeah, she/he was super ugly to but I mean, Billy and Stu didn't enter their hot boy faze until Junior year."

"They." Billy snaps at Randy. Everyone looks at him with raised eyebrows.

"What?" Tatum asks finally.

"They. Their pronouns are they/them." Tatum, Randy, and Sidney exchange confused looks before Tatum brushes it off and continues.

"Well, she/he is back! Apparently, her/his dad cheated of her/his mom and so her/his mom gained custody over her/him. They're moving back into town." Billy and Stu exchange a look before excusing themselves from the group and walking towards Stu's car.

"Do you think it's true?" Billy doesn't answer Stu. Instead he hops in the back seat of Stu's car with a deep frown on his forehead.

"I mean, we haven't seen them in like 2 years." Billy sighs as Stu gets into the drivers seat.

"If they're really back then their dad sure has some shitty timing." Billy finally says as Stu starts up the car and drives off recklessly towards a house they used to consider home.

(I'll post some more later. See yea! Thanks for the likes!)

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catalystsimp · 1 year

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Catalyst Headcanons

- 100% vegan and 100% does not shut up about cruelty free alternatives if she ever gets started on a tangent.

- Owns a pet black cat named Cleo who she refers to as her witch familiar. Kitty is very spoiled.

- Loves horror but does not claim that negative energy.

- Pansexual and has some experience with relationships and dating, though not nearly as much as other legends around her age.

- Understands that her spiritualism isn't for everyone and would be with someone who isn't interested, however she would still gush to them about her practices.

- Direct blood relatives weren't supportive over transition, instead views her friends as family.

- Loves 80s music, especially the rock bands. Also adores artists like Prince, Madonna and Tears for Fears.

- Hopeless romantic and devotes so much time to her partner. Writes love poetry and spends her time creating gifts like dreamcatchers.

- Can play multiple instruments, but the keyboard is her ace.

- Tries not to overthink when it comes to "what if"s but constantly finds herself with many sleepless nights due to overthinking how everything could have gone so much differently.

- Introverted. Her idea of being social is sitting around a table with some friends and having some tea or doing some readings, tends to avoid big social events like parties or clubs but will go if a friend is dragging her along.

- Great at dancing if she's in the right mindset, with the right people and if the right song is playing. Otherwise, she rarely dances... Unless she's alone. She dances by herself a lot.

- Incense. Lots and lots of incense. Her room smells like one of those aroma stores.

- Quite tall and still wears heels regardless.

- Will fall in love on the spot if her partner spontaneously ran her a bath and surrounded it with candles as well.

- Avid roleplayer. Probably has/had multiple DnD campaigns with her friends.

- Goes all out on Halloween costumes, helps other people do their makeup and makes her outfit look as realistic as possible.

- Paints portraits and draws doodles to express difficult emotions. Has a private notebook full of vent poetry and drawings.

- Texts very formally, uses full punctuation and rarely ever abbreviates phrases.

- Spends years on her morning routine. Not only does her makeup take years to do, she also has 50 different skincare brands to apply. All of which are cruelty free, of course.

#catalyst apex #apex catalyst #apex legends catalyst #apex legends #catalyst headcanons #headcanons #apex legends headcanons #catalyst apex headcanons

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insomniac-astronomer · 2 years

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Harley Quinn x Reader: Girls Wanna Have Fun

Someone explain why Birds of Prey is my comfort movie rn?

Description: Reader is at a Halloween party and is miserable. The city's crazy lady criminal takes an interest in her.

Gender: neutral. Slight lean toward fem but doesn't have to be.

WARNINGS: drunk!Harley, gun, drinking, idk like strongly BOP themed

You sit in a corner of this ridiculously crowded bar your friends dragged you to for a halloween party.

Your costume is a Flash t-shirt that you cut short to make it "sexy," as your friends asked you to do. So now you're uncomfortably holding your arms around your ridiculously overexposed stomach, crammed into the only free corner you found.

Everyone else had abandoned you to go hit on some guys. You decided to play it easy this evening, you're already a nervous wreck and talking to new people would probably make you combust.

"What're you doing in the cerner?" A very drunk voice interrupts your thoughts. "Cernor. Cornor. Corner. Yeah, that's the one."

You look up to see none other than Harley Quinn, a criminal. Oh this is just great. Still, despite the fact that she is a murderer (which is such a bad mindset to have), she doesn't kill innocent people. So you find her pretty.

She trips trying to sit in front of you on the floor. "Corner?"

"Oh, um," you look around to see if there's a way out of this. Physically, there is not. "I'm just chilling."

"Chillin'?" She laughs. "Why aren't you partying?"

You shrug.

"M'kay." She grabs your arm and without a warning, harshly pulls you to your feet. "I'm gonna dance with you."

It is a stumble to the dance floor where her grip on your arm never releases. She accidentally flings you into an embarrassing number of people.

If only you'd picked a different corner.

Suddenly, Harley whips you around, throwing her arms over your shoulders, literally falling into you. She violently starts swaying—more like launching herself—and you awkwardly try to figure out what to do with your hands.

Harley pulls you into a tight hug-ish thing, bringing your arms over her shoulders now. "You're rlly- rrrlley- rreaally pretty."

"Thanks," you can feel a blush heating up your cheeks.

"You like girls or just guys?"

For a moment, you have to process what she just asked. ". . . either, I guess."

"Mm, good. Caussse I like you." She puts her head on your shoulder. "You got a boyfrriend?"

"No," you almost giggle. "Thought you did."

"Nah," she stands herself upright (kinda). "I decided it was time to moooove on. Puddin's real sad though."

"Do you still love him?" You don't know why, but curiosity strikes in your mind. The power couple of the city broke up? If the Joker really is upset, that could mean a bad crime spell for civilians.

"No!" Harley shouts loudly, laughing when people give her mean looks. "I wanna date you. Whas your name again?"

She never asked for your name. "Y/N."

"Yeah, that's a nice name." She giggles. "You having fun?"

"Not really," you admit with a shrug.

"Lez go get pizza."

She doesn't give you a choice, dragging you out of the club and to the pizza place next door. You send your friends a quick text, not that they're concerned where you are anyway.

She is a strong but really clumsy drunk. That's a great combination right there.

"Do you like olives?" Harley asks as she pulls you up to the counter.

"Yeah," you fish around in your purse for your wallet.

"You actually like olives on pizza? No waaaaay!" She tries to jump but kind of just trips. "Can we getta olive pizza, like a small one?"

The cashier looks miserable while he takes down the order. You pull out your wallet.

"I got it." Harley pulls a gun from her waistband.

"Harley, no!" You pull the gun from her hand. "Oh my god. I'm so sorry. Here's my credit card."

The cashier leans over the counter. "Are you safe?"

You laugh ironically. "Should be."

"Pizza's on me." They whisper. "If you're sure you're okay."

"I'm fine." You give them a smile.

They shrug, taking the order slip to the back and you lead Harley to the safety of a booth. She falls onto her seat.

"I like your costmume. No. Costuuuuume." Harley gives you a big smile.

"Oh," you compare your t-shirt to her grand, sparkly outfit. "Thanks. You look nice, too."

"Mm, I know." She closes her eyes as she smiles again.

"Here's your pizza." The cashier calls to you. You go grab the box and give him a huge, grateful smile.

You open the box and Harley squeals. You can't help but smile a little bit. No one else on Earth would be that happy over a pizza.

The pizza is oily and gross but Harley eats it like its a gourmet meal. You both eat in total silence, you're not sure why Harley is suddenly so calm. Well, calm for someone who fell in a vat of chemicals.

"Gimme your number." Harley pulls a marker from her pocket and offers you her arm. You hesitate for just a moment but then realize she's not going to care about marker on her arm.

She then stands up, having eaten her half the pizza.

"Mind if I take the leftovers?" Her voice is very slowly sounding a little less drunk.

"Oh, are you leaving?" You feel just a bit hurt but her sudden abandonment.

"I gotta go feed my hyena."

"Hyena?!" You actually yell, but she never turns around to explain.

Idk what that was. Anyway don't steal. Like & save for later. Happy fluff/spooktober day 2.

Buy me a coffee?

#harley quinn x reader #harley quinn x you #harley quinn x y/n #dc x y/n #dc x oc

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walkingwiththegods1 · 1 year

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Why we must commemorate Samhain, instead of celebrate Halloween?

I'm not saying that you shoudn't go to a Halloween's Party, if you are invited by one of your friends or neighbours; just... That I want you to remember that Samhain, is a commemorative date; and, as Pagans/Wiccans/Witches; we must put a great distance, between the two: I'll explain why, in short!

When I was a kid, I felt something in the air; every October 31. (I don't know how to describe it, but... I just was FEELING IT...) Every Halloween, I watched classic horror movies that same morning with my parents and siblings; while we made homemade popcorn. When I was almost a teenager; I started to hear about customes's parties in that date, in my country: I was a bit curious about that, but my parents wouldn't have let me go to any of that, and... Even if my parents would have let me go, to one of those parties; I would have probably go to only one or two, before my interest die out...

...It seems that something else, was playing with my mindset about Halloween... (Luckily for me... I found the reason behind it, after I became a Pagan!)

In an docummentary about History, (I love History!) that I saw ten years ago and which name I forgot; it talked about The Origins of The Day of Halloween: In the early centuries of the Medieval Age, there was still persons commemorating to Samhain in Europe; to the point that assistance to Church, was really low in this day; and people was more enthusiastic with this; than with Christians Celebrations in general, excepting for Lent and Christmas. For avoid that this continued to happen... They moved All Hallows Day, (The Day of All The Saints) from May 1; to... November 1. AND... Hallows Eve, passed to be from April 30... To October 31.

At the pass of time, the name Hallows Eve; suffered modifications: Hallows Eve, at some point became... Halloween.

For our Ancestors, this day means three important things: A day of remembrance of The Dead, The Celtic New Year; and... Is the time, "When The Veil between this world, and the other world become thinner, and all kind of Spirits, crosses to our world"; since the evening of October 31, till the evening of November 1. As a day of Remembrance of The Dead, they made meals and drank in silence; in the memory of the ones gone, before that date; BUT... As the day, of "The Thinning of The Veil..." Our Ancestors avoided to leave their houses after the sunset, as much as possible; to avoid to find to any bad spirit. If they had to got out of where they lived, then; they wore horrible masks so than evil spirits, run away from them; or... If they doesn't had an scary mask to wear, they wore a protection over their heart; to avoid troubles.

In conclusion: Halloween, was created to erased Samhain; by saying that this date was always Christian, and sadly; (For what my Catholic Father says) and for most of the people in The World know; they only learned the part of being a celebration of The Church, or they doesn't know about Halloween's real origins; or worse... They think than this is only a day to wear a costume, and/or to get out to party!

In this Samhain, Pagan; Wiccan, Witch; Psychic or Empath, remember to protect yourself and your energy; as much as you can. (I'm serious about this: I had terrible moments in this date, even in my house; for not having at least an Amethyst; a Crystal Quartz or an Amulet of Protection, over my chest: You are going to be okay if you do this, if you have to leave your house for any important reason in this date; from the evening of October 31, to the evening of November 1)

(Note: I'm sorry, if someone got the wrong idea about my Post: Many of us, follow more Pagan Traditions than The Northern European; and Halloween's Celebration is more popular than Samhain, so probably my advice will fall in deaf ears; and this post was meant for the ones, that includes Samhain in their holidays. The rest of Pagans, Wiccans and Witches; only follows one tradition, or don't includes Northern Paganism at all, and this day may have a total different meaning for them; religiously, or spiritually talking; and maybe some Christopagans, doesn't have a problem in making their Saimhain ritual; and going out after to a Halloween's Party.

If a Pagan, Wiccan or Witch that follows Samhain; wants to go to a party today, I don't see any issue with that; is only... That before, or after returning from the party; to have a minute to gives a thought, or a toast to Their Ancestors; because this still is a solemn day. I don't mean distancing in the physical sense, but in the spiritual sense; because Samhain, is an spiritual and pagan tradition that predates Halloween; and Halloween... Is just a big Social Event, that was used to ended the original rituals and traditions of this date; and today, is still one of the most important social gatherings of the year, but devoid now of any spiritual or religious meaning: I never meant that any person that read this, mustn't wear a costume and/or go out to Party today, if they feel they want it too.

My apologies, if anyone felt offended in any way or form by my post; and have a nice day.)

Good luck, and that in all your Social Gatherings or Plans in that day; be all safe and sound... So Be It!

#paganism #ecletic paganism #pagan writings #pagan writer #pagan advice #pagan stuff #pagan life #pagans #wiccans #witches #pagan #eclectic pagan #ecletic pagan #hellenic pagan #lokean #pagan from the caribbean #remember that samhain was almost erased by halloween #thank to the gods we can commemorate samhain again #so be it

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j4mboree · 1 year

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raph hcs les get it

full name is Hamato Rafaello but he shortened it down to Raphael

he is 15 years old

bisexual and cisgender

he/him pronouns

nicknames: raph, raphie, el, shorty, short stuff (both nicknames by casey)

5'0

raphael is rude, sarcastic, snippy, and sort of a loner. he can be real friggin mean sometimez but deep down hes a huge soft sack. on good days, he can be a huge sweetie if motivated enough.

he trains a lot just like leo and but not enough to actually improve his skills. most of the time he uses his brute strength instead of tactics and only knows enough about fighting to defend himself and a little more.

hes master splinters "problem child" as he describes himself, and while master splinter sorta agrees with the label he views raph as his most passionate child. splints thinks raphs anger can be beneficial and a good thing but he lowkey wishes raph would learn how to channel it more so it can be brought to its full potential. raph is rebellious tho and usually when splinter says something raph is usually the first to find something he doesnt like about it in it and point it out.

he cares deeply about his brothers and even if hes a lil mean to them sometimes or messes with them theyre his favorite people. just like leo, he also watches over the others but in a less apparent way like leo does cuz leo already does that but sometimes he will monitor the others in a way thats similar to leo if leo isnt present. he does this mostly cuz he kinda has a mindset in which he believes that he should be the leader of the group instead and this is his way of being in charge but usually he just pushes it to the back of his mind and tries to not let it affect how he acts.

silly hcs now

hes dating casey and he was the first to confess to him. his liking for casey developed as he got to know case better and hung out with him more

he likes to write and read a lot, and because of this hes pretty literate compared to his other brothers who have a basic understanding and ability of writing and reading (except donnie whos a pretty good reader). he invests a lot of his time into writing and reading poetry specifically gothic poetry.

he also likes music, but usually all he ever does is bang on the drum set he owns and sometimes records and posts the audio online to see if itll get any views and usually it doesnt and it pisses him off so he barely posts the music he makes online.

adores old halloween media like frankenstein, dracula, and overall halloweeny stuff in gen. he often gushes about this stuff to casey or leo or mikey or donnie.

watches a bunch of horror movies often either when hes alone or with other people. he likes the cheesy 80s horror films even if they piss him off sometimes because the titular blonde or brunette girl keeps on tripping and falling when someone is literally chasing her. he also likes gore but not like real real gore but like horror movie gore if you catch my drift, he cant stomach that real shit.

he bites or like nudges people to show he cares about them, like a playful nudge or bite to the arm

roughhouses a lot with his brothers mainly mikey and donnie, but sometimes he also roughhouses with april and usually loses cuz she ends up doing something absolutely unexpected and it confuses him so much to the point it stuns him.

if he wore clothes he'd wear a lot of goth or mallgoth clothing, or cyber y2k shit.

has anger issues fr fr, usually he manages them with music or literature

him and leo get into arguments a lot and even tho sometimes they dont agree with eachother he cares a lot about leo. he and leo often hang out the most and when they do hang out its gossip, video games, or training. however he still thinks of leo as being too soft and thinks that he doesnt take risks enough as a leader.

raph views mikey as his lil bro obviously but doesnt really treat him like it so he doesnt baby mikester. if mikey does something that gets him upset raph legit wont hesitate to rough mikey up a bit but usually he only ever tells mikey to cut it out instead of actually hitting lil bro and when he does its like a punch to the shoulder or slap.

likes donnie's style, even if he thinks don is kinda strange he loves him a lot and likes to hang out with him sometimes mainly cuz he thinks don can be pretty funny and cool. all the out of pocket stuff don sometimes says catches him off gaurd lowkey but overall him and donnie are cool with eachother. theyre kinda like a terror duo when theyre together cuz they cause mischeif sometimes.

raph gossips a ton, mainly about things he sees online that he doesnt like or that catches his attention. when leo isnt available he talks to casey or mikey.

his favorite type of pizza is pepperoni pizza, but only when the pepperonis on the pizza are slightly spicy cuz he likes spicy stuff.

owns a bunch of comic books that he lends to mikey, often they come back torn or dirty cuz mikey forgets to take care of em lol.

ever since april bought him some black nail polish, hes always been wearing it since. he likes the shine it gives his claws and he thinks it looks totally awesome.

also wears eye shadow and sometimez a lil eye liner, he likes the way it makes him look.

fav colors are black and red.

#tmnt #tmnt 2012 #teenage mutant ninja turtles #teenage mutant ninja turtles 2012 #raphael tmnt #raphael tmnt 2012 #raphael #jamz thoughtz

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