San doing performance practices in uncomfortable blue jeans reminds me of Beyonce practicing her vocals on the treadmill. These people are just cut differently and prepare for The Worst. That's why they are so elite.
half cut and thinking about how anders is such a beautifully written character.... he is so kind and wants to help people but has an inner voice (spirit) feeding him black and white notions of justice. He has experienced so much injustice and has so much hate festering but he still tries to do the right thing and help people. he eventually acts, knowing he is condemning himself and potentially hurting innocent people but sacrifices himself and his morality to incite change..... oh god