#he’s not gotten there yet

[tenisperfection]

Eddie’s been thinking about that conversation with Shannon for years now, the one where she turned down his offer to be together again. He never got a chance to say his piece, he never got a chance to tell her everything he’s been feeling about her leaving and coming back until she left permanently, with no way back. He’s been holding on to that anger for years too, and if Shannon’s ghost gives him a second chance to do that like how Shannon’s letter gave Christopher some closure, it’ll be a chance for Eddie to finally move forward. He’s never going to stop loving or missing or mourning Shannon, but maybe now he can see past that grief into those parts of himself he’s been repressing.

#grief is a powerful powerful thing #it could destroy your ability to see the simplest of things and we’ve not even gotten to eddie’s catholic guilt #and eddie has been intimately familiar with grief for a long long time even before he set foot on that army base and long before shannon #his childhood and upbringing and his father not being there and eddie having to “be the man” #eddie’s example of a good man being his stoic and absent father and internalizing that #eddie thinking he needs to provide over being a partner to shannon #and more importantly that grief at having to grow up too fast and hide those parts of himself he thinks aren’t fit for himself #he’s already worked through a lot of his notions of father figures and fatherhood and you can see that with how he is with christopher #but those parts of himself he’s been repressing for decades now? #he’s not gotten there yet #to be fair that cloud of grief over shannon and the army and then shannon dying have hidden this well #and it’s only in that moment when a bullet pierced his chest and he saw his best friend with blood on his face that it parted briefly #i make zero sense now anyway yeah shannon’s ghost will make eddie reckon with some things the end #911 spec #911 abc #eddie diaz

[plantdeficiency]

fishing all day every day 24/7 non stop no break on the grind at all times always forever

#hermitcraft #grian #grian fanart #hermitcraft season 10 #hermitcraft fanart #art #theres no way he hasnt actually gotten a mending book yet i refuse to believe it

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

#selfie bee #good evening friends!! how are you doing! C: #I'm very very sleepy I got a new ikea office chair and I build it all myself #I think it went okay! I don't think I pulled the back screw tight enough and now the back is a bit loose #I can probably fix it but I can also ignore it for the next 18 years #thats how long the old chair held up!! in germany it could now drink vodka and drive a car!! #not at the same time that is illegal! not at the same time!! (❁´▽`❁)*✲ﾟ* #but the day is not over yet my uncle asked me for a big art quest and I do not want to disappoint #he wants a muppet tattoo and asked me to draw it #my uncle has started to get tattoos a few months ago #as far as I know he has now gotten 3 note clefs 3 stars a flower and multiple birds #he also started getting piercings but so far I managed not to know exactly where #I think tattoos are super cool (´｡･v･｡｀) I wish I had a good idea for a tattoo but the last time I was very sure about getting a tattoo #it was heath ledgers face as the joker #at that point I was 12 and would not see the actual movie for two more years #a muppet tattoo is a way better idea!! he asked for the count van count! that is also one of my top 3 muppets ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡ #I always thought I knew a lot about muppet lore but since I started looking up muppet pictures I think there are still a lot of secrets #can the muppets from the Sesame Street actually leave the Sesame Street? #I think Kermit is both on the Muppet Show and on Sesame Street but he is also like the boss muppet #he might have special abilities #I hope you're having a good day friends!! C: #I think I'll post a Sherlock comic later this week #miss you!! ♥♥♥

[whyamihereat4am]

my favourite thing about chuuya nakahara is that he's just kind of. chill. about everything. he's like, my tragic backstory has no hold on me, i went to therapy and i'm all good now. i'm a bad guy cuz it pays good and my found family happens to be here. what do you mean that's not a good reason, you a cop or something?

someone will betray him and he'll go ok well that's pretty upsetting. they probably had a good reason though. i'll forgive them if they let me get a good punch in. if they're really just a hater they're giving me bad vibes and i don't wanna deal with 'em at all tbh.

things have been done to him that would warrant a lifelong crusade of revenge for anyone else, but for chuuya nakahara it's just, that was super not cool but i'll let it slide if you get therapy with me.

chuuya is down for any crime and thinks moral boundaries are for losers and stuff but he's the nicest guy in the port mafia when it comes to not mistreating his subordinates and probably helps old ladies cross the street. he shows up for a solid 10-20 minutes of screentime per season and makes all the fans fall in love with him while doing the bare minimum, and despite technically being a villain i don't think he's worked against the agency a single time (although to be fair this is often not on purpose). he also does the bare minimum every time he's asked to help in-universe and clearly isn't even trying, and he sweeps anyway because he is ridiculously overpowered and could probably kill literally everyone if he actually wanted to, and i just. no one is doing it like him. you go you unbothered king.

#i haven't gotten around to reading stormbringer yet (although i have read some spoilers) so this may not be entirely accurate #but these are the vibes i get from him from what i do know and i love them #guy who could probably destroy or take over the entire world if he really wanted to but he's too cool for that #he just wants to day drink and look fabulous and make lesbians swoon #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd chuuya #chuuya nakahara

[mobius-m-mobius]

#there are two types of actors 😂💖

#and both are wonderfully right btw 🥰 #owen wilson #tom hiddleston #lokiedit #marveledit #mcuedit #impossible to resist giffing one of the best things to come from the loki series yet 😂😂 #their friendship and dynamic is just. the MOST delightful thing in the world it never stops amazing me how well they click #and how tom will go on the most beautifully elegant reflection of all things loki while owen's view is so grounded in the everyday #which makes what he has to say even more insightful somehow because it just stops you in your tracks like everything else about him #how lucky are we to have gotten stories told by such a compliment of talent! #owenwilsonedit #dianagifs

[shrimplovercat]

dungeon meshi dvd extras….

i dont think this is meant to be an official au because its laios essentially thinking of the worst case scenario. at that point in the story laios also hadn’t seen just How dedicated both marcille and shuro are to falin. i really doubt those two would let falin go through the dungeon alone. but laios thinking that the only person who would go back for him is falin is so. damn :(

#dungeon meshi #laios touden #falin touden #not that he’s necessarily wrong #but man. #chilchuck and marcille hadnt really gotten close to him yet #its really throughout the course of the story that the entire group really bonds together

[aunmenosheteroenespanol]

Is this anything

#911 #911 abc #911 spoilers #911edit #911 on abc #evan buckley #tommy kinard #bucktommy #kinley #tevan #buck x tommy #kinkley #tuck #pick a name y'all #(pick tevan) #my edits #bi buck #I love you so muchhhh #for context mental illness s1. existential issues s2-6. #idk if he's gotten to feminism yet he needs to be able to see a woman and not date/kiss/ruin things w her first

[sonknuxadow]

EVERYONE VOTE SONIC FOR ME ON THIS MONTHS SONIC CHANNEL ART POLL PLEASEEEE FOR THE LOVE OF GODDDD

#ROUGE AND INFINITE ALREADY APPEARED IN SONIC CHANNEL ART THIS YEAR #AND SONIC IS MY FAVORITE LITTLE GUY AND I WANNA SEE HIM IN A CUTE OUTFIT #PLUS KNUCKLES IS THE ALREADY CHOSEN CHARACTER AND I WANNA SEE THEM TOGETHER #PLEASE #hes winning right now at the time im typing this. thank god #hes only 5 percent ahead of rouge but considering its a 3 way poll this time. the votes are divided more #so a 5 percent difference isnt as scary. since a vote against sonic isnt automatically a vote for rouge #and infinite is way further behind #thankfully for most of the polls involving characters who have already appeared in sonic channel art this year #people have been good about choosing the one that hasnt gotten to be in any art yet. like omega beat shadow which was kinda shocking #so sonic definitely has a chance

[noswordinourlake]

I feel like Shen Jiu was a "robes with necklines up to the chin, five thousand layers" sort of dresser for sure for any number of choose your tragic backstory reasons (scars, social armor etc) though my headcanon is this man MUST have had wild nerve damage—on top of what childhood malnutrition will do to you, whatever went down at Qiu Manor plus all his Qi deviations have to have toasted his nervous system. Which also means toasted thermoregulation! An icicle of a man

All of this is lead up to say I do think a lot about the mass hysteria that must have resulted the first time Shen Yuan got to commission new robes for himself as SQQ. Since he didn't know why the maiden aunt aesthetic I'm sure he chose robes that showed his NECK. Possibly some collarbone. Do you think Yue Qingyuan fainted

#i don't think liu qingge would have gotten hit by the wifebeam yet because i assume this must have been pretty early on so he was still safe #still #I'm working on an sqq portrait right now and overthinking his wardrobe obviously #svsss #scum villain #shen qingqiu #shen jiu #I'm back on my bullshit

[theelmoarchive]

An extreme cringe Jam post because ‼️‼️‼️ i am free

Id like to remind everyone that they are cringefail losers 🎉🎉🎉

Also please Ignore that I mispelled mischievous

#marble hornets #tim wright #jay merrick #Mh jam #I really like this because Tim is much more familiar with mental health and knows how to deal with it and treat it like how it should be #Meanwhile Jay is. Jay #He hasnt gotten help for anything mental health related ever #That we know of #And he doesn't want help now because he doesn't actually want it all to end yet #Because hes afraid of going back to being pointless #But basically he is such a shell who doesn't know what being mentally healthy even is or how itd #Be #And erm #Therefore he thinks Tim is being overly dramatic when hes treating Jay's wellbeing as important #But idk that's just me #💥💥💥 #marble hornets fanart #jay mh #Tim mh #Mh jay #Mh tim #Marble hornets jam #jam marble hornets #My art teehee

[shiqingxuanz]

WORD OF HONOR ➵ EPISODE 34

#word of honor #shan he ling #wohdaily #cdramasource #dailyasiandramas #dramasource #wen kexing #zhou zishu #wenzhou #snow.gifs #i tried that grain effect thing hope it doesn't look too bad #the way wkx basically melts...gotta be one of my fav scenes honestly and i haven't even gotten to this episode yet #i saw this scene in an edit and knew i had to gif it

[the-skeleton-in-ur-closet]

<3

it’s ok it’s just a little.

#oh right pap hasn’t made an appearance yet #compared to normal swap!pap he’s much sweeter and shy #he runs a small flower shop and thanks to his knowledge #he’s gotten real good at hiding bodies/evidence #well not that he’d ever need that knowledge of course… #my!art #undertale #undertale au #underswap #sans #papyrus #hitman code:blue

[suntails]

echo

#its the way baul called sebek a human with such disdain and sebek looked so HURT. and thats exactly what he does #it's the way this is his chance to face the music. to realize what he has accidentally carried forward in attitude towards everyone else #it's SEBEK TIME BABEYYYYYYYY it's SEBEKKY NATION!!!! the relationship and similarities between sebek and baul are SO interesting AGHHHH #cannot possibly overstate how floored and overjoyed i was that bauls design was getting put in canon. not even in an event #in the MAIN STORY. as an IMPORTANT CHAR im WHEEZING #sebek's internalized everything is so important to his char. yes we KNOW hes annoying and mean. its bc he hasnt gotten his ARC YET this is #GGRGGAHGAHHAHAHAH #twst #twisted wonderland #twst spoilers #book 7 spoilers #sebek zigvolt #baul zigvolt #oh Also shoutout to all the old man yaoi coming from this update. i appreciate it so much #lilibaul nation #suntails

[waterlilyvioletfog]

Coriolanus for most of the book: omg look it’s Sejanus I hate him. He’s so rich and uppity and sanctimonious I hate him so much I can’t believe people think we’re friends I hate him literally why do I keep having to save him 🙄

Coriolanus the SECOND Sejanus shows up: OH THANK GOD SEJANUS I MISSED YOU [HUGS HIM] maybe the world is worth living in! 🥹

Coriolanus like a day later: ugh he’s so dramatic what is he even worried about he’s gonna get me in trouble I hate himmmm 🙄

#the cognitive dissonance is INSANE #tbosas #tbosbas #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #the hunger games #coriolanus snow #sejanus plinth #look. im not saying shit. but. 👀 #I have not yet gotten to him getting sejanus killed but I know it’s coming and I know he’s going to be SO FUCKING STUPID ABOUT IT #*shakes him* YOU DONT HAVE TO BE LIKE THISSSSS YOU COULD BE NORMALLLL YOU COULD CHOOSE LOVE COMPASSION AND COURAGEEEEE #he’s all Sejanus isn’t my friend I’m just like polite to him. BOY

[leefyberrybread]

Silly Whirlybird!!

But decorative sketchbook page :]

#I forgot to upload here whoooppssieess #transformers #maccadam #tf idw #mtmte #whirl #idw whirl #took roughly 14 hours over 2 months but it was so much fun #I want to do more of these themed pages #I have a few more things to post that I haven’t quite gotten to yet #but I have not forgotten about them #corndogyyy art #ALSO I GOT A LITTLE FIGURE HES SO SMALL I LOVE HIM #edit:WHY IS THE WUALITY SO BAD AFTER POSTING WHAT HAPPENED

[columboscreens]

#columbo #season 4 #troubled waters #the hunter's squint on ''havent gotten him yet'' #rare behind the scenes look at columbo talking about arresting a murderer like an action figure he hasn't collected yet