Scrolling through Facebook memories and find one from '06 about asking people what they remember about me. Most commenters I remembered who they are but one I do not. Nor do I know if I met them in highschool or college. Their comment was just about how I confused the English teacher with weird questions. That unfortunately does not narrow it down. That does not narrow it down at all.
To further muddle things they seemed to either already have or be in the process of transitioning and I can't tell which direction because they're pretty androgynous. I have no clue who this person is and I feel exceptionally guilty for forgetting someone after asking them what they remembered about me even if it's nearly two decades later.
Brains suck. I want a hard drive with 8k uhd timestamped recordings in chronically order. And spark notes for every month.
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I wish healthcare, and specifically healthcare insurance, was set up better. I have possible food allergies and an elimination diet was inconclusive, so my primary wants me to see an allergist.
How the process should go:
Primary refers me to an allergist
I call the allergist to set up an appointment
I go see the allergist.
That's it. That's literally how simple it should be.
How the process is actually going:
Primary refers me to an allergist
I call the allergist to set up an appointment
The lovely lady on the phone says that unfortunately that office doesn't take my insurance
I say no problem, I'll pay out of pocket
She informs me that it will be $200-350 for just the appointment, with the testing that is almost certain to happen costing another $11 per stick for skin testing. (I have 7 allergens needing testing, and I think they do multiple strengths to see just how much is needed for you to react)
I say yikes, thank you for informing me of that, I don't want to make an appointment at this time
I go back to my primary and say hi that allergist wasn't covered by my insurance could you please refer me to one that is
My doctor's staff informs me that it's my job to find which doctors are covered by my insurance and that they can't do that, and I should contact them again when I had names of local allergists that my insurance will cover
I boggle at that for a while and then go fuck it I think I just won't see an allergist, I'm not having any kind of change on this elimination diet anyway so I probably don't have allergies so what's the point
I end the elimination diet and celebrate the end of it by eating plenty of gluten and dairy, two of the things I was restricted from.
I get abdominal pain.
The abdominal pain is still here the next day.
I think yeah maybe I should actually see an allergist about this, at least skin testing will give more definitive answers and I can ask what the heck kind of symptoms even happen with this because I'm Confused and my primary didn't go into a ton of detail.
That's where I'm at. I still need to 1) look up who's covered by my insurance, and 2) contact my doc to get a referral to someone covered by my insurance, and then 3) actually make that appointment.
Screw all of this. I'm torn between wanting this to actually be something because then it's a concrete answer for some of my problems, and wanting this not to be anything because I desperately do not want to give up dairy and gluten. My diet is weird enough as it is, but I've been relatively stable on it, and now I'm messing with it and it's just. Complicated.
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I applied for low income insurance because I have no job and I really need help. Between endometriosis and mental shit I am in a bad way.
They require your bank statements. My parents used my account last month to pay their car payment (long story short, their own would've been in deficit). I specified this is what happened because I wanted to be transparent and-
The insurance place listed me as having over $1100 income per month. Which I don't have. I have no income. I have friends paying my bills because I can't.
But I'm pretty sure they're gonna decline me as a result. Like I'm 99% sure of this and I'm so tired and I'm so upset.
Try to do the right thing for my family and look what happens!
I should've known I couldn't actually get help. This country wants people like me to just disappear and die. Why did I ever think I had a chance? Stupid stupid stupid
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FUCKING GODDAMNED UNITED SHIT-ASS HEALTHCARE HAS YET AGAIN DENIED MY CT BC SOMEONE ON THEIR END FUCKED UP AND FILED IT UNDER MY GYN, NOT MY ONCOLOGIST AND MY ONCOLOGIST'S OFFICE IS NOT ALLOWED TO SUBMIT A NEW CASE UNDER THE CORRECT NAME UNTIL MONDAY.
MY FUCKING APPOINTMENT IS ON TUESDAY. I AM ALREADY PRE-CHECKED IN FOR IT.
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I am battling my insurance company because they decided to stop paying for the only medication that has ever worked for my migraines.
I have gone for months without this kind of pain and now I have become accustomed to not hurting.
It has been a week since I had my meds and I am not a happy camper. If they do not respond to my doctor's strongly worded letter urging them to keep paying, then they are going to start getting phone calls from me.
They do not want phone calls from me.
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Health insurance is dumb and complicated and I wish I hadn't turned 26
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Learning about insurance excess was my least favourite thing to discover. Like you mean i have to pay the first $500? Even though you get my money every week?
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