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mmmichyyy · 15 days
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Hi Michelle!
71 or 81 for the fic game please? 💖
#81: "hold still"
"stop moving."
maybe he shouldn't go out tonight. maybe he should call in sick. why is he going to work when he doesn't know where mickey is?
"ian," mandy hisses again. "hold still."
but they need money. that's what mickey said, right? just a couple more shifts and he can stop. just a few more nights and–
"ian." the exasperation is clear in her voice. "i can't draw your eyeliner if you keep twitching."
he doesn't realize how much he's shaking until mandy places a hand on his knee. he lets out a breath.
"when did mick say he'll be back again?"
mandy doesn't say anything for a moment, just continues to gently glide the pencil liner along his closed eyelid.
"give him some time," she finally says. "he'll come around eventually."
"but what if he doesn't?" his heart is beating a hundred miles a second, threatening to jump out of his chest. "what if he's gone for good? the video, it didn't mean anything, i did it for the money. he knows that right? it didn't mean anything."
mandy stops. leans back in her chair and looks at him - resigned, mixed in with pity, perhaps, and a tinge of sadness.
"you fucked someone else," she sighs, and his pulse comes to a complete stop. "how did you think he was going to react?"
he stares down at his hands. where did he get the cuts from? the bruises? he doesn't know. can't recall.
he doesn't remember a lot of things from the past few weeks, actually.
"i don't know," he says quietly. "i wasn't thinking, i guess."
"well." mandy swipes her thumb on the edge of his tear duct, smudging out the eyeliner. "if there's one thing i know about my brother, it's that he always keeps his promises. if he said he's coming back, then he will." she looks right into his eyes, unflinching. "the question is, are you going to wait for him?"
before he can answer, the front door opens.
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foxgonyoom · 10 months
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"Trust you?"
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"No."
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"You ruined any chance of that long ago."
I had a vision, way back before the S4 special had aired, I think not too long after S4 had been released in english. I’ve only just finished it now, but I’m proud of it!
(Also here are the backgrounds because I worked really hard on them)
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chinzhilla · 2 months
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@asiandramanet jan/feb creator bingo » blending
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sweeneydino · 19 days
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Dragon lore...?
Idk I'm sure there's something comprehensive in here, I need to go to sleep this was killin me
If it helps, I was listening to me and my husband by mitski 👍:)
>:))
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Walk Alone - Pvris
Dark Energy fill for Guardian Bingo Fest
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akiriith · 11 months
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Okay but the dragon's tear creating a bunch of Silent Princesses gives the flower a whole other meaning doesnt it
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seapiglet · 8 months
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The only way I would've accepted seeing pre-fall Crowley and Aziraphale together is if they were like in the Heaven cafeteria, Crowley complaining to a celestial dinnerlady that the lunch options all look bad ("the food hadn't been that good lately"), while Aziraphale walks by in the other direction, needlessly worrying about something. Neither notices the other. They were this close and yet!
Perhaps Aziraphale and another angel are even discussing some rumour about angels starting to ask questions of The Almighty and expresses concern.
Keep in the "how much trouble can I get into for asking a few questions?" or whatever from Crowley but have it be with the disgruntled dinnerlady or one of Lucifer's crew he was presumably hanging out with. Show one of these soon-to-be-cast-out angels casually mentioning to him that they're thinking of bringing up a few of their concerns to "the boss" and would he be interested? It's worth a shot after all. What harm could it to?
Just anything to make it less fucking needlessly dramatic and serious.
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youchangedmedestiel · 4 months
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I haven't got the time to work on my fics lately, especially last week. I was busy and my brain couldn't focus on that. So I didn't even write a single word. And I miss it. Fortunately, next week will be calmer so I'll be able to.
In the meantime, if you didn't get the chance to read those, here are the last 6 fanfics I wrote (every fics are based on canon with little changes obviously), each link is on the titles:
SMUT
Thanked as deserved: Post 15x19
Castiel stays at the bunker, while Sam and Eileen go to hunt what happens to be a new kind of wraith. And Dean goes to work on his own werewolf case alone, he needs time to think now that Cas is back from the Empty. When he comes back from the hunt, he has a small cut on his cheek and his muscles are sore, Castiel offers to take care of the last one and thanks him for saving people, saving the world, like he deserves it. He doesn’t just massage his back.
Inspiring Fanfiction: Post 10x05, I updated this one with a 2nd smutty chapter
Dean discovers fanfics about Destiel, thanks to Marie, the high school girl that directed the show about their lives. She sent him some fic links to read, when she saw his reaction about Destiel. That’s how Dean ends up reading the one fiction that disturbs him in a way he couldn’t have imagine. And then I have to face Cas at some point.
NO SMUT
A gift to listen and keep: If you're still in a Christmas mood. Post 12x14, famous mixtape mentioned.
The brothers are back on good terms with their mother after the Alpha vampire was killed by Sam at the British Men of Letters' headquarters. Dean forgave her for working with them. He got scared of losing her again. Plus he - they - almost lost Cas not so long ago. So he decided that those reasons, and his mother being back from the dead should be good enough to celebrate Christmas this year.
Need for comfort: 14x08
Jack just died. Sam leaves the kitchen first after their drinking session to mourn Jack together as a family, leaving Dean and Cas alone. They drink a little bit more, just the two of them. Then Cas decides to leave the kitchen, but Dean calls him once he is in the hallway. The angel turns around and comes back to Dean.
There is nothing stupid about you and me: 10x09
Dean and Cas are on their burger date while Sam searches on how to find Claire. They talk about the Mark, but their conversation doesn’t just stop there like on the show. Instead, Dean tells Cas about the high school kids’ show about their lives, based on Chuck’s books, Sam and he attended to. He even mentions Marie and her view on Cas and Dean’s relationship, allowing him to know how Cas feels about it.
Healing guilt: Post 11x03
Dean refuses to be healed by Cas, after Cas beat him when he was under Rowena’s dog spell, because he feels guilty about almost killing Cas when he had the Mark of Cain. But Cas thinks about a plan to heal him anyway without Dean knowing.
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tides-of-clarity · 2 months
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@lostusagis
Where was Kamui? Saku was sleeping so soundly in bed till he moved to shift his weight. Hands reached out to touch to the other side but only met with a cool sheet instead of a warm body. Groggy he woke more lifting his head to see it was empty. Puzzled he moved to throw on a robe over thin body, walking the empty halls of the ship. Coming out he saw the red head and a gentle smile spread. "Looking at the stars?" Saku spoke breaking the night silence.
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Going next to his love he leaned his body into theirs tilting his head to look at the stars. Oh how they look so different then when he was on the ground. Being this much closer he found so much peace in it. Taking a deep breath he sighed with content. "Can't sleep?"
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shironoegakite · 9 months
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Sky X Totk: A Link to the Sky
Daily quest 3/4: Relive Grateful Guard's memory
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dyslexic-mess · 10 months
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Streetlights
It was dark. The kind of thick dark that rolled down buildings and pooled in corners, blanketing the street. Maybe if it were a bigger town, there would be some reprieve. Bright streetlights to slash through the shadows and provide harsh, white spots to jump between. As it was, Amity Park was a small town and so the streetlights were turned off at midnight, allowing the town to be swallowed whole by the night until they blinked back to life around 6AM to accompany the early morning commuters. 
There was a time this had unsettled Danny. When the streetlights flashing on had been his call home, for fear of being outside when they clicked off again. Now? Now, its what he waited for. Watching for the soft light pollution behind his curtains to vanish, beckoning him out into the safety of the night. 
As he walked, cloaked in that thick darkness, he was pondering this. The time in his life, before everything, when the depths of the night had scared him. Seemed a shame, he thought as he looked up.
A shame it had taken his death for him to see the stars so clearly.
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Ohh those asks are fun, I love angst, so for Ichika…💔🚫🫀🚩 (sorry if those are too many, I’m just really indecisive 😭)
I'll see what I can do, time for angst lovers to rejoice. Obviously large amounts of angst and unhappiness ahead, as well as separation being a key theme throughout.
💔: In the few relationships/friendships Ichika has been in, she has regularly been the one who has been broken up with. It's almost always been polite/civil, but still left star broken up for days. And as for the times they left on bad terms? Ichika couldn't understand what happened, and that genuinely left a mark on her that hasn't faded to this day.
🚫: Ichika eats just the weirdest, inedible stuff. Paper and bits of hair are often in her mouth, mainly just stimming. However only Saki, Minori, and Emu really don't care about it (Because they do it too probably), everyone else treats her like she's disgusting for this.
🫀: Ichika cannot stand break ups of any form in media, friends, lovers, family, whatever. Just understands the pain of being lonely so well, and is unable to stop the tears and emotions every time
🚩: This depends entirely on how well you know star. If you barely know her, you'd assume it's being overly cautious, and never being able to fully commit. Those in her outer circle of friends (Haruka, Minori, Nene) would go for her one track mind, only able to focus on one thing totally, and as a result sometimes ignoring people without realising it. Only 6 non-vocaloids know Ichika's truest flaw: Saki, Honami, Shiho, Ichika starself, Tsukasa after seeing it firsthand, and finally, though they wouldn't recognise Ichika, Mizuki. Ichika, as I previously alluded to, cannot bear to be lonely. In the short period of time where Ichika was fully alone in middle/beginning of High school, she truly was a different person. Quiet, withdrawn, apathetic and altogether a mess. And when she met Mizuki in the street one day, and they struck up a conversation, Ichika could hardy hide her despiration. Star knew it couldn't last, since they lived in different worlds, but was so afraid of being left alone again. When they split, and Mizuki said some kind goodbyes, Ichika sobbed herself to sleep. When Leo/Need reformed, Ichika managed to recover and become similar to how she was before, but Ichika still has massive issues with being alone, which have been shown in the form of panic attacks and meltdowns, which is how Tsukasa saw this. The rest of L/N and Tsukasa are slowly working to improve Ichika's mental health, and to show her that she won't be alone again, and she's gotten slightly better.
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oathofpromises · 6 months
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[ crying ] - Lyna to Hikari
As soon as Hikari, and the scions had all made it to the top of the tower, The younger Mochi sibling just knew that the conflict against Elidibus had come to a successful conclusion. However, despite the victory, there Data stood with a soul vessel clutched to his chest. Putting the two together, she knew the Exarch would always remain there, keeping a silent vigil. He wasn't truly gone, but those who knew the Exarch would undoubtedly miss him. First and foremost, this would hurt Lyna, even more than when Exarch said his last words to her before leaving with Data for the tower.
Lyna's attempt to wear a smile was evident, although her hand betrayed her true emotions by gradually balling into a tight fist. With a trembling resolve, she fought against the flood of tears that threatened to spill down her cheeks. She willed them to remain hidden, from prying eyes, at until the Exarch had disappeared from view. Not from Hikari though, she was ever observant, and couldn’t help but notice the subtle shift in Lyna. It was for this very reason that compelled the mage to remain behind, alongside the Captain of the guard. Despite this being what was best, the young woman's chest harbored a lingering worry. Data and the Exarch could handle the fight, but even she knew something was happening to the Exarch. The way the crystal was now glowing on his arm, it seemed to be only a matter of time before his body was entirely crystal.
After the fight, No one even paused to ask about his daughter's well-being. They were too preoccupied with concerns about the Exarch and Data. Yes, she loved her brother, but Lyna was hurting too. Although they weren't biologically related, Lyna had spoken of the Exarch as a loving father figure. She aspired to be the Captain of the Guard because of him. To provide a hand in ensuring the safety of others, like he had done for her for so long.
Hikari's fingertips gently grazed her lips, a tender gesture that summoned forth the vivid memory of what had happened between her and Lyna after Data and Exarch left for the tower. How their lips came together, feeling that irresistible pull towards each other. The way tears cascaded down the face of the Viera. It wasn’t fair, how so many expected the Captain of the Guard to push aside her own feelings. To act like it wasn’t the last time she would ever get to see her father.
Now, Lyna found herself in the aftermath of bidding farewell to Data and the scions. Hikari was acutely aware of her own imperative to accompany them as well. Could she, like her brother, traverse the shards, or was this her ultimate farewell to the Viera who had swiftly captured her affections? As the brunette approached Lyna , it was there that she noticed the glistening tears that had only recently graced the Captain's face.
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"Lyna,It is okay to cry. For so long, you have refrained from giving yourself the opportunity to release those emotions. Probably because you know that someone has to help guide these people... Just like my brother, you have always had so much tossed at you. I know that you try to wear a smile for everyone.It's one of the many things I love about you.."
With a tender touch, the brunette drew Lyna closer, enveloping her in a comforting embrace. It was a gesture of solace, an invitation for the Viera to release her tears, finding refuge in the shelter of her chest. Leaving with the others was a difficult task that weighed heavily on Hikari's heart. However, at this moment, her thoughts were occupied entirely by the woman who had captured her heart. How arduousness the Captain's life had been, a relentless journey through a world that was on the edge of oblivion. And now, in the depths of her sadness, Lyna found herself once again devoid of someone she had loved so much.
Lyna had told Hikari about her past and how, when she was very young, the Exarch stumbled upon her in a rainstorm. It was shortly after her parents were killed by sinners. Such a scary thing for someone so young to endure, and yet here the Captain was, fighting tooth and nail to protect this world. Even at the cost of her own happiness..and family. Something that Hikari knew all too well herself, but her own feelings could wait until another time. Right now, Lyna needed her. Reaching up, soft hands cradled the Viera face as their foreheads leaned against each other.
"A ghràidh..(My beloved)" whispered Hikari, as she recalled the time Feo UI had taught her Pixie language. It was such a beautiful word and something she had used around Lyna so often.
The others could wait..Lyna needed her and that took importance over everything else. Even Hikari own life..which the brunette could feel herself getting weaker. It had only been recently that she had fainted shortly before Thancred had, which had given everyone quite the scare.
I need more time with her....please...
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Checkup
Part 6 of the dragon and the fox
Featuring NONE of me and a bit of @emile-hides time to shine!!!!
“You seem to be doing better.” Zenyatta hummed as he hovered beside his pupil in their usual meditation spot.
“I’ve just had a lot to think about since my brother arrived. He’s… still the same as ever.” Genji sighed, his mind wistfully wandering to the way his brother smiled nearly every day around the monastary.
“I hear you’re even starting to talk to Emile these days.”
“Only cause my brother asked me to. I still don’t trust him fully with things I can do myself, but I must admit he is more interesting than I previously had him pegged for.”
“I can assure you he won’t hurt you, and even I can tell how painful your cybernetics must be.” Zenyatta mused. “It wouldn’t hurt to allow him to at least take a look at your parts for a simple checkup. I could even go with you if you’re nervous.”
“I’m not nervous!” Genji snapped grumpily before looking down at his metalic arm, wincing at the feeling of coolant running another programed course alongside his veins. “Though perhaps you have a point…”
“I always do.”
“And perhaps I should hit you.”
“You could certainly try.”
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It took a few days of deliberation before Genji made any solid decision about his master’s suggestion, but eventually the burning pain in his joints overcame his mistrust of the mechanic and he finally agreed to let Zenyatta accompany him to get his parts checked out now that he no longer had Angela to do his matienence.
“Zen! What a time to visit me!” Emile called out excitedly as Genji followed his master into the repair shop to see the human mechanic lounging in his usual robes borrowed from Mondatta. “You come all this way to see lil ol me during your busy schedule, or are you here for repairs?”
“Oh no, no repairs for me, I’m functioning as normal.” Zenyatta spoke with a gentle tone, a small smile to his voice as he was ever so happy to see another pupil of his. “Actually, I am merely accompanying Genji to come see you. He finally agreed to let you take a look at his cybernetics.”
“Really?! I finally get to look at him?!” Emile jumped with excitement, a sparkling glimmer in his eyes as he surged forward.
“Just a look. Nothing else.” Genji snapped defensively as Zen nudged him forwards.
“Hey I’ll take what I can get.” Emile shrugged before patting a small stool beside him. “Go ahead and take a seat and I’ll get started.”
Hesitantly, genji shrugged off the robes he wore to cover what skin he had visible, bearing himself and his worn metal to the mechanic’s curious gaze, glancing over his shoulder at Zenyatta one last time as he stood stock still.
“Genji, I’ll be here the whole time, you needent worry.” The monk reassured. “Though if you wish to back out, you may. There’s no need to go through with something you’re not ready for unless it becomes an emergency. He will not hurt you.”
“Let’s just get this over with.” Genji groaned as he slumped onto the stool, nervously turning his back to the mechanic while his leg bounced anxiously.
Logically, he knew that nothing would happen to him, but still he couldn’t help but worry about turning his back to someone, especially not after knowing how fragile his tubes were. If they were severed, he could easily lose his life, Angela had made him very aware of that fact, and he quickly learned to use his stealth as an assasin to get the kill before he was ever spotted, never allowing the enemy a chance to get anywhere near his chords and tubes that kept him alive.
“Hey, I’m just taking a quick look. I wont touch anything without your permission Genji, I promise.” Emile spoke softly in an attempt to comfort the assasin, no matter how curious he was about the functionality of a body that kept someone from the brink of death. “Now then lets begin your checkup.”
Genji wasnt used to having himself analyzed so thoroughly by someone he barely knew, and that only made his anxiety spike even further. Of course it only made it worse that the mechanic behind him merely scowled and muttered under his breath as he searched across the ninja’s body, crimson eyes darting over exposed wires and tubes, his tongue clicking in anger at the harsh transition from metal to flesh and the pulsating scar tissue that the tubes fed into.
“Is there an issue with my body?” Genji hummed accusingly.
“Are you in pain?” Came the question, sharp and to the point.
“I’m… fine.” Came Genji’s even harsher response.
“If you say so…” Emile sighed before stepping back. “Alright, I’m done.”
“Really? Thats all?”
“That’s all. I can’t really do much more other than a quick glance around at all your exposed tubes and wires, and as of right now I can’t see anything that needs my immediate attention, though if you’re ever feeling comfortable enough for a more thurough checkup, I would recommend it, but thats up to you if you want it.”
“Then I suppose I’ll be on my way…” Genji sighed as he stood up with a wince, another sting of pain shooting through him as he rose. “I’ll keep in mind your offer.”
Genji nodded silently as he left the room, leaving the uncomfortable atmosphere to enjoy the rest of his day hovering around his brother in case he needed anything.
“You seem on edge, Emile.” Zenyatta hummed once Genji had fully left the room. “Tell me… how bad is it really?”
“I’m gonna punch whoever did that to him.” The mechanic snarled and he crossed his arms. “Zen, he had weapon storage nearly everywhere, not to mention so much else thats wrong with all of him! If any of those wires or tubes sticking out of him gets cut, he’ll die. Whoever built this had no care for his comfort, only how deadly they could make him. He’s a living, breathing weapon Zenyatta, and I can only imagine the pain he must be in.”
“It does sound quite horrific.”
“As he is now, I don’t think he’d let me even try to fix all the things thats wrong with him. He doesn’t trust me enough yet, though don’t get me wrong, I’m glad he’s started talking to me at all.”
“Could you fix his issues, if given the chance?”
“Of course I could.” Emile scoffed with a shrug. “It’d take some time, but I’d bet I could make him an entirely new body that functions a billion times better than that nightmare. But that’s his choice to make, not mine. If he’s happy in that body, so be it, but I’d help him if he asked me.”
“Then let us hope he does eventually gain the confidence to ask you, at least for his sake.”
B-sides part 1 by emile
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cwilbah · 11 months
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in 2024 the merlin fandom will write magic reveal fics that are actually in character
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refulgences · 10 months
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Tiny flower raft in hand, Ryne slowly steps towards the river at the base of the tree with a frown. Not because of the event taking place, of course. A ceremony like this for those who are lost is a wonderful thing that she immediately wanted to take part in.
The thing is... She didn't hear correctly at first, and thought it was for all people who were lost -- Not just ones who have managed to leave the city. She could still wish well for the people who were here with her, of course, but she already had her heart set on one person.
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"Will it still work...?" She wonders aloud, oblivious to the person coming up on her side.
@schleckermaul
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