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nothoughtsjusthoffstrahm · 7 months

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❗ SAW X SPOILERS ❗

OMG NO GUYS

I was just rewatching the post-credit scene over and over for 10 minutes straight (gay) because that's what normal people do

And oh my god

Please

The way John looks at Mark after he says the "out of all the men to cheat you picked John Kramer?" line

John looks so proud there omg

Like seriously proud

This is the first time I ever saw John having that kind of face around Mark omg

#he's so proud of his son at that moment actually #i cannot bear it #oh my god seriously #guys #gUys #saw #saw x #saw x spoilers #mark hoffman #john kramer #jigsaw #jigsaw apprentices #jigsaw fam

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catkin-morgs-kookaburralover · 1 year

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I cry

and I sob

and I shriek

-can't you hear me?-

and she never responds

she just keeps on going regardless

it may kill us

but I wonder, will she listen even then?

logic's my friend, but never hers

health is mine

but she seems ready to throw it all away

in pursuit of the one goal

that long ago lost all meaning

I've said it's an addiction

I've said it's hell

and we're losing the fight, me and her

if she'd pull on my side we'd win

but she never will

can't she give me a moment

to catch my breath

that's the point

she'll drive us to our grave

without a moment to say slow down

even though every moment is filled with regrets

regrets she'll never hear because we're free-falling

what if we've reached terminal velocity?

can we stop even if we try?

or have we gone far enough already

that we can't back down

can't get out

doomed to this path until it's too late?

this isn't going well

I'm not winning

I need help somehow

but I cannot find the words

and when I do she points out the lies

I think of holding out a hand

of begging for help

and she grabs my hand instead

and then I leave my hand in hers

and let her take me deeper

even though all I see is darkness.

how long, o Lord?

how long must I suffer before she's gone?

we have held together too long

I don't know life without her

but I don't know life with her

only a slow

extended

death

#catkin poetry #personal #puddleglum hours #how long must it be #i cannot bear the thought of reaching out for help because what if its all in my head #but i swear it's killing me #some of the time im desperate and some of the time i just give in and dont care #all day ive not cared except for a brief time when i went and played hte piano to calm down #but right now at midnight i am desperate #i have no tears only terrible fear #i cannot see a way out of this #i cannot see a future beyond this i can only see the same half-life trapping me for days and months and years and #i cannot bear it #and so many people have it so much worse than me so what am i even complaining about #only stupid problems in my own stupid head and id better not clog the system further not unless i really need it #my sister said to get help while it was still not too much of a problem #well jokes on you sister it's gone too far #it's too far gone for an easy fix #and not far enought o warrant help immediately #i dont know what's going on #i just dont know #sometimes its completely fine and sometimes its awful #im just so tired and worn out and empty and wrung out and im afraid so afraid #but of what? i dont know #of missing church on Sunday? maybe #if i can't beat this thing in my head enough to be safe to drive an houra nd a quarter each way then i cannot go #but if i cannot go then that sends danger signals to siblings and i dont want that #if i were a more sensible idiot id not be thinking so and fearing the future so #i dont even want to die right now #i wnat to live

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lefresne · 2 years

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your (they’ve switched to informal language!!) worship you have undone greatly / such wrong towards that good knight / I know that he has never done you such wrong / and that you ought to have no right / to gossip (/lie) about him in such a villainous way / behind his back, out of his sight / and sir, you do not yet realise / what harm might come thereof

I used to believe that you were loyal and true / and full of courtesy / now i think of your manners anew / they are all turned to villainy / you go about playing tricks on knights / and lie about them because of envy / whoever worships you, may they be cursed / now get out of my sight

#literally the brutality #as someone greatly invested in the gawain / guinevere friendship this really got to meeee like girlies stopppp #he's literally going to be dead soon guinevere :((((((#I cannot bear it #(also not sure abt the translation of 1166 but both options are heartbreaking to say the least)

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reasonsforhope · 1 month

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Sometimes you just have one of those moments where the progress we've made as a culture get thrown into stark relief. You look at something and go "Holy shit, that would never have happened when I was a kid."

Today, I had one of those moments when I realized that the teenage boys I'm working with are just. genuinely, openly enthusiastic about going to Build-a-Bear for their outing.

These are sixteen and seventeen year old boys! They just had a whole conversation about what to name their "cute", mostly new squishmallows! They're genuinely excited that they're going to Build-a-Bear this weekend and asking other kids to pick up specific accessories for them!!

Holy shit, that never would've happened when I was 16. None of the boys would have dared to be visibly interested - and neither would most of the girls! There would have been a million gay jokes and "Haha, you're a girl" jokes and "What are you, a baby?" jokes. Teenagers weren't even supposed to care about anything back then!

Less than 15 years later, and I'm watching three 17 year old boys treat all that as not even worthy of comment.

So let's call that a reason for hope. Even when the kids aren't alright, in some ways apparently they are alright. Go Gen Z, honestly. It's so lovely to watch you guys just openly doing and saying stuff that, when I was a teen, would've been a social death sentence.

#obligatory disclaimer that this really really obviously is not universal #I do live in a major progressive city #there's definitely a level of a liberal bubble effect here #but it's still really powerful to see it #because even in a major liberal enclave there were so many limits on the gender roles and homophobia etc. etc. fronts #and also the limits of the oppressive weight of obligatory teen apathy lol #seriously go gen z. so glad you guys decided cringe is dead. I love you for that so much #and I love it for you #not news #life #hope #homophobia #sexism #teens #teenagers #progress #gen z #btw if it wasn't clear I'm a #millennial #plush toy #plushie #squishmallows #build a bear #stuffed animal #like the idea of almost any teenager much less teenage boys #saying IN FRONT OF THEIR PEERS #that they are excited about their STUFFED ANIMALS #when I was a teenager #?????#cannot imagine that ever happening.

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ma-39 · 10 months

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and everyone around you will keep dying and getting sick and you'll never be allowed to be the one who needs comfort you're the one who puts up a facade for them and handles things alone

#☆ new message !#i cannot bear it

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tvcheesecrocs · 1 year

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Midsize and plus sized men appreciation post

Credit to Tiktok

#i have literal heart eyes guys #i cannot contain myself #favs #plus size #chubby #midsize #body shape #great body #trans masc #trans man #bears #self love #chubby men

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pedro-pascal · 10 months

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FOOD IN MOVIES MEDIA

THE BEAR (2022-) #02.03

#the bear #the bear fx #food #cooking #asian food #food in movies #thebearedit #tvedit #foodedit #userjasmine #dailyflicks #televisiongifs #trueloveistreacherous #useranimusvox #usersilk #*#i need to move back to a city where food is the most important thing in the world #i srsly cannot live like this anymore

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uncanny-tranny · 10 months

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The whole "breasts shouldn't be politicized because the primary purpose of breasts is to feed babies!" can be a fine jumping-off point, but I really wish people thought deeper than that when we talk about the ways in which bodies are politicized and restricted.

Like, why's it that when we talk about breasts, they must have some Higher Purpose? It's true that breasts aren't inherently sexual, but they aren't valuable solely because they can potentially feed a baby. A human body doesn't have to serve a Higher Purpose in order for it to not be legislated against or policed, and I just wish people would remember it isn't always about babies, about other people, about anything else other than the people who have that body.

#feminism #dysphoria tw #your body doesn't need to have an Intrinsic Worthwhile Purpose so that you can live without fear #and it is fine if people say this to criticize the way breasts are overly sexualized and fetishized or what have you...#...but i encourage people to not see this as an end-all-be-all argument #because this opens discussions about how we politicize bodies and how we interpret them #i see overlap between this and the way trans bodies are politicized and policed honestly #and i guess personally i'm just so tired of the idea that to be safe your body Must Have A Good Reason To Be #and i fear this may reinforce the idea that we Must Serve Purposes and Be Useful and Used #ask to tag (genuine)#and what would this say for childless people? or people who cannot bear children? if they have breasts are they 'useless bodies'#because i have seen the ways some people's bodies are treated when they do not 'work PROPERLY' and that scares me #it scares me to potentially start treating people with different bodies as Defective and Unworthy and Unproductive #and i don't always trust when people latch onto purpose-driven arguments for human bodies that it stops at that y'know #have seen some discussion amd whatnot so 👍#is it now time to clock put and be a silly goose yet?

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superhell · 1 year

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house md is wild because house tells wilson that he’ll sacrifice many things but never himself and then he sacrifices himself for wilson. and then he sacrifices himself for wilson. and then he sacrifices himself for wilson. and then he

#also like. this is the guy who said that 'people dont change' for the majority of his life and then when wilson is dying hes like 'i can cha #nge' its that he doesn't talk about his feelings and he cannot bear to show weakness until it seems that he is losing wilson and then #he will literally say anything to keep him its that he is shown repeatedly to be a vicodin addict and that hes destroyed relationships over #his pain and his need for vicodin but he'll give wilson his own pills and go without to make sure wilson has enough meds its that he is #old and cynical and his beliefs about humanity have been written in stone and his walls are topped with turrets and barbed wire but the gate #s fucking open for wilson time and again and wilson is the exception to the rules time and again its. so fucked up #wilson is quite literally his anchor in humanity wilson is his achilles heel wilson is his entire support system the foundations of gregory #house's life have been built around one james evan wilson from the moment he saw that twink throw a bottle into a mirror. am i making sense #here. do these words mean anything #house #wilson #hilson #house md #hatecrimes md #house is a very very carefully constructed facade and wilson is a fucking sledgehammer.

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ruporas · 11 months

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special operatives (silly interaction beneath read more)

[ID: Digital Art in color of Trigun Maximum, characters included are Wolfwood, Elendira, and Legato in a casual meeting situation. The piece consists of orangey yellow lighting and purple shadows. Wolfwood sits on the left side, facing Elendira who’s on the right. He’s seated on a plain wooden chair with one knee up and he’s holding the strap to his Punisher in his left hand while his right sits against his thigh, He has an irritated expression as he speaks to Elendira. Elendira is sitting in a fancier seat, her right arm rests against Wolfwood’s propped up knee, her left hand holds her suitcase. She’s sitting cross legged with an amused expression. Legato can be seen in the back at the center of the image in his mobile body case, one of his eyes shown to be glaring at Wolfwood. End ID]

[ID: Sketch, uncolored comic. Elendira says to Wolfwood, “I’m not telling you to dedicate yourself to him, but just accept the situation at hand. We could get along better if we were on the same page.” Wolfwood responds, “Don’t peg me me for an optimist. I’m not dumb. But, I’m also not going to just live in resignation. Plus, I don’t have any interest in getting along with ya.” Elendira coos, “Aw, you sure? I have a wonderful shoulder to cry on when the weak people you’re trying to protect eventually dies in the coming months. Though, I guess it’s fine. Someone like you might just die before then anyway...” She snickers in her hand while Wolfwood is speechless and just glares. Legato is faintly drawn in the back, glaring at Wolfwood, muttering “worthless” repetitively. End ID]