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madsfrank · 9 months

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This isn't a request or anything just some thought sharing but I-

I'm kinda obsessed with the thought of Sole going to the glowing sea all alone. They couldn't possibly ask anyone else to come there with them, not when they know the risks. So they go alone. One night they and their companion go to sleep only for the companion to wake up alone with a note (or a holotape) next to them explaining where Sole had went, what they planned to do.

Sole knows it's near suicide to go there, alone or not, they won't let anyone but themselves to take that risk

The synths and robots aren't immune to deathclaws, the rest are at risk of radiation poisoning and deathclaws, and frankly they don't want to risk Hancock going feral just because they dragged him in there, so they go alone

Maybe the companions go after them only for them to get to the edge of the sea just as Sole is coming back

DONT MAKE MY CRY. 😭😭

No, I absolutely agree with this idea. I’ll add that sole knows they have been exposed to the least amount of radiation. They have the best chance of walking out alive.

Now, the question is, does sole wear power armor? I’m gonna go with they do…cause it’s suicide in game if you don’t, lol.

Anyways…(idc if it’s not a request you’re getting your damn reaction lol)

Not including cods or strong or any of those guys bc this is more of a romance prompt sooo.

X6 also isnt included because he wouldn’t have met sole yet…so…

• Cait

Waking up…feeling that emptiness beside her that she was so used to…sole’s absence didn’t even alert her at first. She was so used to being alone.

Now, frantically, she searched around their shred room in sanctuary, before finding a holotape hidden between some detective cases on sole’s personal desk.

When she heard…in sole’s own voice say not to follow them…and that they love her…her breathing became shallow and fast.

Screw what sole says, they aren’t leaving her behind.

(Basically running like the flint Lockwood meme) she makes it to the edge of the Glowing Sea. She forgot most of her gear and was basically just clutching a few bags of radaway

Looking beyond the mess of fog and broken trees, she sees a massive form…

…more specifically the shape of power armor.

“Sole! You bastard!”

She’s crying as sole steps out of the power armor…collapsing onto the ground…coughing up blood and gasping for air.

She gladly tosses Sole all of her Radaway…basically pouring it down their throat.

When sole wakes up…against a tree nearby..Cait is punching their arm…asking them why…why they would leave alone…that there could have been another way.

Sole knows the truth though, it had to be them.

• Curie

In her new body…she was so used to sleeping next to sole…feeling their warmth…now gone suddenly.

She jolts awake, quickly feeling herself go cold…even colder when she saw the private note written to her.

She figured as much, she calculated it. They were gone…most likely out there…suffering or even…dead.

Quickly, she gathered a supply of stimpacks and radaway from their shared home and took off towards the Glowing Sea.

…seeing them…at the edge of the sea…collapsed next to a suit of power armor…she thought it might have been too late.

She wasn’t strong enough to draw them away by herself so she utilized the power armor

Once out of the danger zone, she began stimming them and inserting the Radaway into their veins.

Hearing them cough and moan in pain nearly broke her heart. She payed on top of them in exhaustion, having rested for the first time since she set out for them.

Sole will drag their arm over her form…thinking about all the pain they just put her through and having to remember that there was no other way.

…the only other way would’ve meant losing her.

And they just couldn’t risk that.

• Danse

Danse is a military man. Waking up alone had never bothered him before.

He didn’t wake up immediately. When he did awake, he didn’t even put together that sole had went to the Glowing Sea

But that damn holotape…

He wasn’t sad…he was angry…he could’ve grabbed a suit and followed him

He’s a damn synth he should be able to handle more radiation. He should…he…

“SHIT”

Danse grabs a supply bag for himself and for sole before leaving their homestead.

The trek was long…but Danse prayed it wouldn’t be too long.

Reaching the edge of the glowing sea…he saw them. Their damn near lifeless form nearby a suit of tattered power armor

A deathclaw had gotten to it

“God no…no no no…sole…”

He easily carried them out of the irradiated area and into an abandoned home…laying them on a bed full of dried blood.

He felt them breathing and instantly got hit with adrenaline…he quickly gave them Stimpacks and Radaway. Then, he just sat nearby in silence and prayed silently to whatever deity would listen.

When they awoke..he’d be right there…his eyelids heavy but soles safety was much more important.

He’d never watch them die…never…not like this…

…he knew it would always be him first.

• Deacon

Being alone for so long…he wondered why he woke up so fast…noticing the warmth next to him gone.

“Christ, no”

He already knew though. He already knew…even without the handwritten note next to his pillow…

He couldn’t even bring himself to read it. He was so…upset? He basically threw it away.

He didn’t even try to make sense of his emotions as he gathered a heap of railroad supplies to track them down with.

His mind was racing with thoughts he couldn’t make sense of the whole trip…they couldn’t just leave him like this…even if it WAS because they cared.

Coming to the edge of the sea…he spotted them.

They were covered in blood…power armor long abandoned.

He wasn’t a hugger, but literally forced them into his arms…not even caring about how heavily irradiated they were.

Pulling them against him and out of the Glowing Sea, he applied what he brought with him…bringing them out of their pain and suffering.

“Don’t ever do that again…I…Dez…someone could have helped you…don’t leave me behind here.”

Sole had to go though…they knew they had the best chance…and they could risk loosing the only man in this whole damn wasteland with hope.

The only man…who they loved.

• Gage

“Shit…”

He already knew when he woke up.

He knew sole was a damn hard head and this just proved it…

“Leaving alone to protect some damn raider?” He said aloud as he read sole’s note to him.

He was pissed that sole would not take him with them…he could have protected them…

It’s not even worth it to go out there alone…there has to be another way…there just had to be…

He’d gather up a few supplies before storming off…prepared to give sole a earful

However…when he found them…laying in the dirt face down…his expression shifted.

“Shit…hey, boss?”

He’d soon try to focus on their faint breathing before hurriedly giving them Stimpacks and Radaway to ease their pain.

He then prop them up and take them in a tight grip

“Sole, you idiot…let me go with you…I’m just a raider…I’m expendable…your not”

Sole would shush him before trying to convince him that it had to be them…

But sole knew Gage would never believe them…because sole knew that gage really cared…

…maybe he was the only one that did.

• Hancock

Hancock’s late-night jet trip kept him asleep well after sole left.

Waking up, he didn’t register the fact they had gone. When it did though..he felt more hurt than when he started becoming a ghoul.

The holotape only made things worse.

Gathering up what little supplies they kept within their home, he took as much as he could carry and began the not-too-far hike to the Glowing Sea.

They were collapsed against a tree…breathing shallow enough they could have been mistaken as dead.

Luckily they were already out of the high amounts of radiation.

He gave them much needed care, as much as a man like him could figure out how to do without needing an actual doctor.

“Don’t you dare do that to me again, sunshine. Now I’ve gotta haul your ass to a doctor”

Truthfully, he understood why they left without him…he could go feral.

But that doesn’t mean they should have gone alone.

Sole had never been happier to see him, but they felt that familiar pang of guilt. They knew they had to be the one…so why…why did seeing hancock’s expression hurt them so much?

After a while of Hancock just holding them close, he looked up at them:

“Your the only damn thing I care about…don’t go taking off on me now”

There was that smile…that damned smile

And soon, all their pain felt small again.

• Maccready

Maccready was a very, very light sleeper. Duncan being young and his past trauma made sure of that.

It’s a wonder he didn’t catch sole climbing out of bed before they left…but seeing as how well they knew him…they also knew how to stay quiet.

He played that damn holotape on loop and could believe anything that he was hearing.

“S-sole?”

He felt…hurt and..betrayed? He didn’t know.

He was always open with how he was willing to walk to the ends of the earth with sole.

But…he knew in his heart that they were more well equipped…

“Don’t think like that!”

Shaking off the fact that they may have been right to go alone, he gathered supplies and began his own way to the glowing sea…and being a traveler himself…made it in record time.

…oh god…

They were covered in blood and laying at the edge of the Sea.

He didn’t know a damn thing about wound-tending…and he all he could think about was how they were gonna die…how it was gonna be Lucy all over again and then he’d be alone…

His mind found his hands already getting to work on half-assedly patching the love of his life up. Hitting them with Stimpacks and Radaway as needed.

His eyes would lock with theirs:

“Don’t do this to me, beautiful…don’t you dare…I..”

Sole would shush him and draw him into a hug. Holding him tight and near sobbing into his shoulder.

“Never again…never..don’t do that, sole”

But sole would do it., again and again, if it meant keeping Mac out of danger.

• Nick

They had stayed over at the agency, Nick had awoken in the middle of the night, per usual as he really didn’t sleep…only to find them gone.

The handwritten note…

Oh boy…just them he knew what happened

“Trying to protect an old bot like me, huh?”

It’s not like he could very well be upset, he’d have done it for them…he was…going to do it for them.

Deathclaws ran wild out in the Glowing Sea…and he knew sole was just trying to protect them as they had the only set of power armor.

However, Nick was worried, very worried. So, he gathered up supplies from Ellie and took of to the Glowing Sea.

When he made it to the edge of the green-hazed air, he saw sole limping back through the thick fog.

“Sole! Over here!” Nick called, praying they would hear.

They did hear.

Nick then would catch them in his arms…not minding the blood from their clawed leg on his coat.

He gently applied a Stimpack followed by his Radaway supply.

“Don’t you go getting yourself killed. I’ve been out here a lot longer, I would have gone instead of you.”

Sole just nods into his shoulder, smiling.

Nick meant it too, he’d do anything for sole.

• Piper

Piper was used to sleeping with one eye open. This was because of Nat. If something ever happened to her…Piper would be listening.

So it’s no surprise that she felt sole’s absence in their shared bed.

“Blue…?”

She’d call sole’s name to no response and would quickly become frantic.

“Blue…where are ya blue?”

Again…no response. That’s when she’d find the holotape and play it.

“No…”

Without thinking she’d grab the supplies she had available and would make her way to the Glowing Sea…hoping she would make it in time.

Upon reaching the edge of the green hellhole, she’d see sole, decked out in the remaining pieces of power armor.

Sole would basically fall out of the suit upon seeing the familiar red trench coat. However, the were to weak to stand and embrace her.

Piper would do the rest. Giving sole need medical care and telling them that they were safe.

“Don’t do that to me…please…you and Nat are all that I have left”

Sole knew it wouldn’t be the last time they pulled something stupid…after all, they had a son to find and someone to protect.

• Preston

Preston wakes up at the crack of dawn pretty much so he quickly would realize sole’s absence… and immediately knew why they were gone.

Preston is a very emotionally open man with sole and sole alone. So he actively discussed the trip to the glowing sea with sole the night before.

This was all to sole brushing off the question with “we can talk about it later”

He knew that they didn’t want him to worry about him…but he did worry…in fact he was rather upset that they had up and left…leaving only a note behind explaining what they planned on doing.

He’d silently curse, leaving sanctuary with all the supplies he could muster as he headed out into a cold, early morning

Along the trip, he began to think about his emotions…he was upset and worried, yes, but…

Anyone else would have made him go…the settlers would have…but sole…

They cared.

Upon reaching the wide open area before the Glowing Sea…he saw sole tending to their broken power armor

They would greet him…before coughing and nearly collapsing.

To that, Preston would apply Stimpacks and Radaway.

“Sole…babe…I know you want to keep me safe and I’m so..very grateful for that…for you…but please, next time, wake me at least?”

Sole agreed to his surprising light terms with tears in their eyes.

Preston knew sole, they weren’t gonna stop caring. They needed to do everything they could to find their son…he just hoped next time the would communicate better.

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jennilah · 27 days

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I think i started to follow you bc of tiny!cas, like eons ago, let me tell you seeing you get into different fandoms over the years has been a delight.

I remember seeing post of you going like 'hey these slasher film kinda go hard' and look at you know.

I mean this in the best way possible, I feel i've been watching a house plant grow, every now and then catching my attention and being amazed by the changes

omg thats such a sweet way of describing my... well happy autism awareness day everyone, its a nice way of describing the way i naturally transition through my Special Interests lmfao

actually, for the holiday, let me infodump about this very aspect of my brain to anyone who isnt aware how this works for me. (also every autistic person is different, so this is just how this symptom manifests in me)

ill say "phases" to simplify, though thats an unfair word because it implies im "over" my past phases. 99% of my past phases are pretty much there for life, but in the back of my mind. (So long as I didnt have a "bad breakup" with it for some reason, which is rare but happens) The ability to become a raving lunatic about it is dormant until someone asks the right question.

There can only be one interest (sometimes 2, with one being the less dominant one) at the forefront of my brain at a time, though. that defines the "phase".

so for example, my recent Halloween phase is "over" and I am 100% fully into Saw now, but I still absolutely love Halloween and Michael and Jason and all those guys. as evident by me still happily sharing gifsets and art and buying merch etc if it tickles my fancy. They're just hanging out in the background of my mental display case.

yea whoever follows my tumblr for a very long time has watched it happen in realtime. the transition between interests. i know for a fact which phase I started this blog on. if you're here from the beginning, youve seen, in order:

-Durarara!! -Deus Ex -Supernatural -Godzilla -Detroit: Become Human -There was like a few weeks where it was HLVRAI -And then it was plants. There was a year-long stretch with no Special Interest and I was latching onto odd things (and I was very inactive here) -Halloween & Friday the 13th -and now, Saw

I have many other things I love, but they don't clamp around my brain in quite the same extreme way.

my phases can last any amount of time, anywhere from a few short intense months to 5+ years, its completely random, completely unpredictable. even the interest itself is impossible to predict. its not something i choose, its something that happens to me.

sometimes i avoid watching things for a long time because im still very emotionally attached to my current phase and im genuinely afraid the shiny new thing will replace it. all art or fic ideas for the previous phase? theyll be abandoned. all I will want to create will be related to the new thing. (though I will sometimes draw it anyway, like digging up old toys to play with once in a while. The likelihood just drops considerably)

which is why right now i pretty much put a pause on the other franchises I plan on watching. I'm genuinely gripping onto Saw like someone is tryin to take it from me.

and then sometimes im like "haha yeah right. ill be fine. ill eat my shoe if my brain latches to this" and then put on the movie and by the credits roll im a new person (yes thats what happened with Saw. I really had no idea.)

this is also why im terrified of even just "checking out" things that have, like, a toxic fanbase or something, because i cant stop a new phase from happening if it does. and its really hard to keep it to myself, fuck

(do u know how mad i was when i realized i was attaching to hoffman the evil dirty cop??? i was so scared of drawing him, dudes. but thankfully everyones been cool abt it and we're all very aware of his awfulness & we have fun w it)

and every time my brain changes and i do get obsessed with some new thing, i get really scared and worried and hope I dont bother everyone who followed me for something else :(((( and yet, every time, im absolutely floored by how many people choose to tolerate my newest nonsense and stick around anyway

anyway ive lost the plot of what point i was making here OH YEAH thank you!

tl;dr: that would be the autism! thank you, it WILL happen again! that is a threat! 🥰

#jennilargh #jenna answers

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shigarakisslutbag · 6 months

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This isnt directly a request but if you do end up getting inspiration out of this then im glad! (wouldn't complain lol) Imagine how Shiggy would act if some villain with a big loving heart came in and just- somewhat adopted him. Shiggy gets injured? They're there soothing and scolding him. Ranting about video games or heroes? They're patiently listening. Makes my heart so happy negl.

Omg anon I actually really like this idea lol. I have no idea how I would write it as a fic or even organized headcanons BUT I will most certainly give you my disorganized thoughts on this because I have no self control.

APOLOGIES because I'm writing this at 1:33pm and I am very tired (but will likely not sleep until 3am.), THEREFORE, I probably have many typos because I didn't proof read an I am so sorry lol. Anyways, hope you enjoy my thoughts on this, feel free to add anything, I don't mind going back and forth on this topic (this goes for anyone btw! Not just anon. I love hearing everyone's thoughts on concepts I write for)

I feel like in this scenario of reader being a villain, reader's motives are either out of spite towards their hatred for capitalism or they're just kind of... goofy...and unhinged... in a bad way .. thatcopsandheroesdontlike YOU GET THE PICTURE OK? (Use your imagination bestie)

But regaRDLESS, you have a huge soft spot (and maybe some hard spots;) ) for shigaraki.

Which actually just ends up with you having a lot of compassion and care towards him. You can tell he's been through a lot. anyone can. and seeing him having clear struggles in his physical life and internal conflicts, you can't help but want to, well, help him.

I won't go into a huge back story because I simply... am tired LOL. But somewhere along the way shigaraki let you grace him with your presence.

So now you're here with your adopted introverted son and guiding him through his life full of terrorism, tyrants, and genocide 🫶 (you don't quite understand how he's both introverted and a menace to society at the same time. Shigaraki is what happens when an introvert just gets really fed up with capitalism ig)

BUT I DIGRESS

Shigaraki actually really appreciates you're presence. Will he admit it? FUCK NO LMAO. he'd rather twist his eyelids off and eat them before telling your annoying ass he appreciates you. But he does. Just trust me, he does.

Besides spinner, no one really listens to his rants about video games, players, the fall of society. Dabi refers to him as "a cartoon villain on heroin who monologues " shigaraki didn't like that very much

But you listen. You really listen. You ask him questions, you validate his feelings and concerns, you make sure he knows that he's making progress, ect. You don't just hear what he says, you listen. You engage. Which is something he's needed for a very long time.

Especially when he gets injured, is when he gets the most attention from you. Honestly sometimes he wants to hurt himself just hear you cry over him LOL. He's low-key obsessed with you but don't ever bring it up if you notice.

Like the one time he came back to the bar after the U.S.J incident, all bloody with bullets wounds, you were... not handling it well to say the least. Lol. Shigaraki was fine, just chilling on the floor cursing the hero bastards, as he calls them. But you were "dramatic" as shigaraki says. "I'll be fine I'll just stick some bread in bullet holes and cover them with plastic wrap"

???

????!!!!

SHIGARAKI YOU SUPID FUCK

You, much to his dismay, disinfected the wound with alcohol and with kurogiris help stitched up the wounds and wrapped them with a compression bandage and made him rest while checking in every so often to change out his gauze and bandages and cleaning the wounds again.

You also checked in quite a bit to make sure he was hydrated (with water because all the idiot drinks are energy drinks and alcohol)

Going back to listening to his interests, you both share some of the same interests so it helps a lot with your bond with the leader of the league. Even political views.

He listens to you too, even if he doesn't understand some of your interests or is very knowledgeable on certain topics you enjoy, he loves listening to you. He actually thinks your way of speaking and the way your voice sounds is very, very cute. But again, he'll never tell you. He's too embarrassed to and doesn't want to ruin,,,, whatever reputation he thinks he has.

#stuff #my stuff #tomura shigaraki #shigaraki tomura x reader #shimura tenko #tenko shimura #shigaraki tomura #tomura shigaraki x reader #tenkoshimura #tomurashigaraki #asks #my asks

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slashingdisneypasta · 5 months

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I know I'm meant to be taking a big breather and I'm not gonna write (yet) but I have an idea I have to share.

So I've been watching some ___'s Got Talent (about 2 hours of it give or take), particularly the scary ones (Magicians, contortionists, illusionists, mentalists, etc.)-

And now I can't stop imagining Inkubus being a magician.

Well, not a real magician (his tricks aren't actually tricks, of course), but maybe he sometimes likes to use his abilities to do street shows! He likes the attention, the esteem, he likes that all these dumb little mortals are completely under his thumb and they don't even know the truth- that they're cheering for a devil.

It's a good use of the time on his hands, basically, of which he sometimes has too much. And who knows? He might catch a treat.

And now imagine being his assistant!

Maybe you know the truth about him and you help anyway because you don't have a choice - you're indebted to him or something. You're owned. You're his - and every teasing, knowing look and every brush of his hand makes you feel sick to your stomach. Makes you hate him more. He's charming and he's gentle with you in front of others and you likewise keep up the show, playing the dedicated magicians assistant (maybe more. You both keep the lines blurry to make your act more endearing. He gets so close to you to whisper something in your ear and he holds your hand so carefully), but as soon as the audience has dispersed the real hatred boiling in you bubbles up and he couldn't care less. You know you cant do anything, cant even attempt to escape- so say whatever you like to him, look at him as unpleasantly as you wish; you both know you're not going anywhere until he releases you.

Maybe you don't know the truth and you really are his devoted awestruck assistant. You spent your whole life obsessed with magic and illusionists and the amazing things they can make you see and believe- you count yourself lucky you found such a kind, experienced one willing to take you under his wing. You jumped hands free eyes closed when he offered you a ticket next to him. You're loyal and eager to learn (yet he never really teaches you anything?? He's always saying 'I'll teach you this one day', and you believe him, but it's been 6 months you've been travelling with him and you're still just holding his coat for him and 'looking pretty') and borderline obsessed. Anyone in the audience can see it, your eyes lighting up whenever he compliments you ('And this is Y/N, my beautiful and talented assistant, isnt she lovely?', 'Give them a twirl, darling, you look wonderful', 'Gentlemen in the crowd, you may be tempted to approach sweet Y/N after the show... I must insist you do not') and asks you to join him or offers his hand to you- and everyone can see the predatory look he watches you with.

#Inkubus x Reader #Inkubus x Reader Imagine #Inkubus #Imagine #Thought #Concept #i swear i'm resting and i wont write it but i didnt wanna forget!!#and honestly this was fun to think of ^^

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harryfeatgaga · 1 year

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fwbrry being your first everything 😋 one night you're drinking together and you accidentally let it slip that you're completely inexperienced, you're kind of getting down on yourself saying "isn't that pathetic? i've never even kissed anyone" and he's immediately all "it's not pathetic... not at all, i think it's really good that youre waiting for someone you trust and feel comfortable with" and you're like 🙄yeah whatever it's still lame, when my friends share their wild one nightstand stories i just sit there and have nothing to say" and he's nodding bc he just gets you 😋 then he's all "well...... if you ever wanted someone... i'm always here" and that only frustrates you more bc you think he's teasing you but then he says "no seriously, i'll help you get some experience if you want" and you're truly looking and thinking about it 😋then later that week when you're both sober you go to him and ask if he was serious and he's so ready to go right away 😋 you're like "slow down, i haven't even kissed anyone yet" and he really just can't believe that 😋

he's like "what? no way, you're gorgeous no way no one has ever-" but you cut him off saying "yeah i get it but it's never happened okay?" and you're so defensive bc no matter what he says you still feel a little awkward about it so you say "if you're going to joke around you can just fuck off, this is a really big deal for me and i don't need you teasing me and-" but he cuts you off gently saying "hey, hey, i promise i wasn't teasing you, you know i would never do that pretty girl" and you're refusing to look at him but you shrug a little, he comes over and gives you a hug 😔 he's rubbing your back and he says "if you didn't know by now, i'm kind of obsessed with you... i would never make fun of you for anything, and especially not something like this, hm?" and you nod against his chest 😔 then he says "i really was asking because i was surprised, i thought you were dating that guy for a while? mark? i assumed he would have at least tried to kiss you" and you shake your head saying "no he mostly just asked me to suck him off" and harrsy like "...what?" and you say "yeah, like literally after our first date he asked me" and then you say "i didn't do it! but yeah that's basically my relationship experience so... yeah" and he just hugs you a little tighter then says "i'm sorry, you deserve so much better than that" and then you're both quiet for a while 😔

then you say "would you... would you kiss me? i know that's probably not what you meant when you said experience but i don't know i just- i know you and i feel safe with you and i know you won't laugh at me-" and he cuts you off again to say "of course i will... but are you sure? it's kind of a big deal, i don't want you to regret your first kiss" and you look up at him and say "i won't regret it" and he just cant wait any longer so he leans down to kiss you 😔 you freeze at first bc you're not sure what to do but then you remember its harry, your best friend for so many years, and this really isnt scary at all so you try to just follow his lead 😔 he's very gentle and slow just like he knows you need and one of his hands is on your back, the other on the side of your face 😔 way too soon he breaks away, but he stays close and says in a low voice "how was that?" and you're blushing so hard but you say "yeah it was good" and he's smiling saying "that's good... only the best for my favorite girl" and you just nod 😋 then you get so brave and say "can you give me the best everything else too?" and he laughs bc he didn't expect you to be so bold but he says "of course i can, couch or bed? 😏" and you're a little shy but you say "bed" and he's all "good choice" and then he's leading the way 😋😋😋😋😋😋😋

OHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY GODDDFHBHUDJN YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THIS FUCKING KILLLLLS MEEEEEE THIS MY FAVORITE CONCEPT EVERJNBHJFNBHJ OH YMG ODDDDJFHUJ BITCH I NEED MOREEEEE WHAT THE FUCKJVFJVJNFKNJGKVL!?!?!??!?

#harry concept #fave concept

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fashion4standusers · 2 years

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i hope this request isnt too out of left field, but do you have any references for piercing jewelry, preferrably multiple ear piercings? funny enough this is actually for me irl, as i intend to get more piercings done but most of the references i find are kind of, tame? and more dainty than i usually like. i like to go into things with at least some idea of a desired end result- but i get it if piercings or recent piercing photos squick you out too bad, or if you dont feel like this is close enough to your wheelhouse!

not my typical request but i like it! i personally don't have a problem with piercings/body mods but I'm gonna put everything under a cut here for the sake of any followers who might have issues with pictures and discussion of needles, piercing, and slightly more extreme procedures.

So, what you described is basically the majority of what i look at on pinterest! I am also currently working on my ear setup (in its infancy, admittedly, i only have double lobes and an industrial but i want to get waaaaay more when i have the time and money!) and i prefer really big, unique pieces over dainty/minimalist ones. Obviously, I'm no professional, so my word isn't gospel and you should ALWAYS do good research and consult a professional before you make any decisions, but i sure have ideas!

I'll get the really extreme one out of the way first and talk about coin slots, bc i'm obsessed with them. It's considered more of a body mod than a piercing because it's completed via cartilage removal and definitely not offered by every piercing studio (and it's actually illegal in some places, so REALLY do your research on this one!). I don't know if i can truly recommend it to you because of this, but if you find someone who knows what they're doing and you think you can handle it, i think it looks incredible. I'd LOVE to get one when I'm out of school and have the money!

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I mentioned Pinterest but it's also worth checking out the subreddits (yeah yeah i know, reddit) for piercing and body mods-- the people there are usually professionals and enthusiasts so their taste is a bit more out there and unique than what you'll find on a google image search. If you search by popular -> all time you should be able to find the good stuff without sorting through all the text posts.

Other than that, I think the best I can do is give you some of the setups that I have saved for inspiration! it sounds like we have similar tastes so maybe i can interest you in what interests me :D since these are coming from pinterest the sourcing may not be perfect but I'll link you back to the pins themselves-- that way you can look at the related images and find even more ideas similar to the ones you like.

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Also while i'm on the subject, i might as well share my experience getting an industrial piercing (the bar that goes across the upper cartilage of your ear like in the fourth pic) for anyone reading this who might be considering it :P For me, it did NOT hurt when it was happening and there was actually very little blood, BUT the pain set in after about 20-30 mins and the first 24 hours after that were a little gnarly in terms of pain, i had to pop a decent amount of ibuprofen. You have to be super careful with it for a long time and it'll easily take a year or longer to heal (i'm on 7 months). Even after months, it will hurt like a BITCH if you hit it/put pressure on it by accident (THINK TWICE WHEN YOU GO IN FOR A HUG WITH SOMEONE. I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH.) It's also probably best for people with short short hair because longer hair will get caught pretty often. With ALL that said, i do still really love the way it looks and I can't wait for it to be fully healed! I've wanted one since high school and it makes me happy that i finally got one. So, it's definitely worth it if you really want it BUT you should be aware that the healing process is NOT a walk in the park. Hopefully someone reading this was on the fence before and this helped them make a choice, who knows lol

#ask #anon #request

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haveihitanerve · 3 months

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"his love story would slay with Harley" huh???? you mean the woman who's entire origin is reliant on Joker's manipulation and who spent the over 10 years she was canonically with him being graphically and horrifically assaulted by him over and over and over and over AND OVER

idk maybe just leave one of his most prevalent victims of all time at this point out of it cause it comes off really nasty to say that about Harley's canonical abuser. A love story between them only has the word "slay" in it in reference to him attempting to murder her. Because he has. Numerous times.

okayyyyyyy

see this is why its important to read everything i said; if joker wasnt needed as the villain- meaning that he isn't this unhinged ass crazy man who beats children to death with a crowbar and has an unhealthy obsession with a man dressed as a bat- he would make an interesting morally gray love interest for harley.

there are even comics where there is a version of joker- John if i am not mistaken- who does build a relationship with her that is healthy and sweet and they have twins together, before he falls into his joker mania and kills himself to stop himself from hurting her and his kids

listen, joker is a dick. he sucks ass and he's abusive and in no way am i condoning what he does to harley, or to anyone for that matter, because he's an insane man who abuses and kills people- thats his whole schtick

but he is also just a comic book character (im not saying there arent people like joker in the real world that exist, there unfortunately definitely are, but Joker, the joker, is merely a fictional creation)

and if he weren't needed to be this horrible villain- he could have the potential to be a very good morally grey love interest.

snippets of it are shown in Suicide Squad, of course, in those movies Joker is the abusive prick and all that, but what really spoke to me about it is when Harley jumps into the vat of acid for him and he walks away, then hesitates, then groans and jumps after her. Now of course this isnt actually him showing care for her, but it reminded me of a post i saw on here a while back in a debate about morally grey characters in that scene where they want to leave, and then they go, 'ah shit for you ill have morals' and grit their teeth and go back to save the other character. thats what that scene reminded me of, and the fact that he would burn the world down- and suicide squad is majorly(in the scenes we see him) joker trying to track down harley, with little regard for how he has to do it or who he has to kill to get his queen back- for her

again, its a very unpopular and controversial opinion, thats why i said that when i started the post, and you can take it with a grain of salt, but its my opinion, and yes its a bit of a stretch, but thats what fiction and books or comics or movies are all about.

yes shes a victim. and yes joker is an abusive piece of shit. but its a work of fiction and im well within my fanon rights to say what i see and feel- and some people agree with me, and some might not. thats fine. its just how i feel and i thought to share. you don't have to agree or like it💗

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kicktwine · 2 years

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You have such cool AUs!!! I would love to hear more, so uh...I don't suppose you have any fun facts you could share about them?

(searching my brain) UMMM........ (there are like 30 in here) UM!!!! (theres a lot) WWWW

well mmmlets see i have one where ven n sora work at pizza hut together and their little siblings have playdates All the Time and ven stresses out for a solid week about graduating high school and leaving vani with his terrible dad and they go to the coast and eat salt & straw ice cream... that one is aggressively i grew up in the pnw. the goats one literally came from me in the car spacing out and going "i think............. a vest with sheep fluff.............. would be cute on him :)". The -- OH the fantasy one actually has a fic attached which isnt my favourite of the ones ive written but I still think its fun because i was going for a fairytale style. its called the knights curse dont look at it. everyone is cursed to be a strange monster until the whole castle's curse is lifted so the whole heart hotel stalks around a big empty castle protecting sora from anyone who tries to enter. Adhandr from sprawl is literally just the meme next to her, when she piloted unity she stayed in there for like TWO HUNDRED years before It realized It was attached to a body and not a person. The only way you'd survive becoming a surrogate nervous system and partner to a big robot god is through a complicated and long process of sheathing your nerves in copies of themselves and rewiring some of your own internal systems so you dont have to: sleep and eat constantly, then connecting everything to a bunch of servers and wires, which does have the tendency to override the fact that you are aging. And then It tends to just adopt you as Its, so It doesn't often realize when youre not there anymore. It doesnt have to your nerves still work

kipper is obsessed with weird body horror sorry you all have to find out this way -- ANYWAYS umm what else... I don't know as soon as I started talking about Adhandr all my other thoughts got banished. There is a huge festival for the transfer of candidates! the pilots that "fly" the big bot, the culture's not the most festive or outgoing, but there's a HUUUGE party whenever that happens. the apheartment gets to go to one!

#ask #anon #UM #YOU GOTTA GIVE ME DIRECTION I ONLY HAVE BRAIN BEES OK #adhandr my cringe fail foreteller oc who doesn't even count as a foreteller oc.

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lostonehero · 4 years

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Deceit was bouncing off the walls metaphorically as he let himself be pulled along by belief his dad. His dad was back from the dead and he was just here. He couldn't wipe the smile off his face not that he wanted to.

They suddenly stopped as belief turned to him. "What happened to your leg snaggle tooth?"

Deceit hummed bending down to remove the pull away pant leg to reveal a metal leg that went up to his hip. "I lost it protecting Thomas right after you uh faded."

Belief looked a mix of upset and anger but it was hard to tell since he didn't have eyes and his face is chipped away in a few places. "You didn't have help? Do you have anyone to help you now?"

Deceit can feel his good mood falling into an abyss. "Uh nobody believes me when I tell them. Logan says it's impossible because we can't interact with the real world but that's a lie he just hasn't tried nor have the others. Er Virgil doesn't like me and Patton thinks I make Thomas a bad person. Roman and Remus won't work together and I can't just ask one because the other will grow suspicious. I've been doing this alone since you faded. I'm fine though my clothes are made out of metal now but to be honest they have been getting light."

Belief gave a smile that just said 'I'm not mad at you but I'm mad at everyone else' he sighed "I think I need to make you a nice warm meal and fix that cape of yours."

Deceit huffs "I didn't want to ruin what you have given me."

Belief chuckles " it suits you more then it ever had me."

.......

"So are you like a new side and do you have a weird dick like Deceit?"

Belief just stare at Remus.

"I mean you obviously take after the inhuman looking sides so like is it like a ken doll or like a black abyss. Oh yeah is that weird corner of the mindscape yours it's kind of boring. There isn't even a single dead deer." Remus continued. He enjoyed rambling to new people to see how far he can go.

"Do you still have a dog dick or did your brother take that when you split?"

Remus froze "uh I er uh....."

Belief shook his head "I'll be back in my room."

Remus was left speechless for one the split was a sore subject and another thing did the new guy know the king? Did the new guy fuck the king? Did the new guy like that the king is gone?

And the moment of shock and silence was short lived.

"Did you fuck the king?"

Belief almost made it to his door. "His ego was so big he wish he got the chance. God the king was the worst always had his head so far up his own ass and he just kept going on and on about himself. I'm glad I don't have to see that fuck again."

Deceit can be heard sneezing.

Remus was now all on board. "Yeah screw the king. Roman got all the burning things like being a stupid prince and having morals. I'm happy that we aren't close so there isnt a chance for the king to come back."

Deceit can be heard sneezing again now louder.

"Pst you guys aren't even close to what the king was like even combined. He was a self obsessed man who couldn't even fit his ego on the imagination glad he was gone before I was."

Deceit sneezed again huffing as he enter the room. "Whatever you are talking about please stop."

The two shared a confused look.

"Oh is my snaggle tooth getting a cold again?" Belief smiles

Remus snickers but quickly stops when belief looked at him with the rage of a protective mamma bear

"It happens when the others lie a lot like at one time and I can't pinpoint who is doing it." Deceit sniffs summoning a tissue.

"Ah I see I'll have a talk with the others later."belief hummed taking Deceit back to his room.

#belief sanders #deceit is a jazzy boy #ts deceit #deceit sanders #sympathetic deceit #deceit angst #remus angst #duke remus #sympathetic remus #remus sanders #ts remus #thomas sanders #sanders sides #logan sanders #roman sanders

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ungracefulace · 4 years

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@fagutoire (making a new post because this is long but is also compltely derailed from your actual OP, which I'm going to get into in a moment)

I think YOU'RE the one missing the point. What I'm saying isnt "calling LGBP+ people dirty for their attraction isnt homophobic because an ace did it and they didnt say a slur". I'm saying no one is calling allos dirty in these examples and y'all dont know how to leave ace ppl alone and call us aphobic when theres deadass no homophobia to be seen.

Neither of the examples you provided in the OP, not the screenshots or the made up circumstance of someone saying allos and you taking it to mean you are somehow dirty for your attraction, are actually ace people being homophobic, even indirectly. No one is saying that LGBP+ sexual attraction is wrong or dirty. No one is even mentioning it!!

The first post was from an ace person deciding that they wanted to lower their dating pool to just aces because they dont feel they would be able to completely fulfil an allo partner. They didnt say there was anything wrong with allos or that they're sex crazed or anything like that at all. Its a personal decision they made to shink their personal dating pool that you took to mean they think all allos are sex obsessed. You dont know what types of experiences theyve had to make that decision, you are just assuming its a dig at all allos and specifically gays for no reason. Hell, if it was directed at gays that would mean the OP wasnt straight or het in any way. So in this case you are calling an otherwise LGBT+ person homophobic because of their personal experiences shaping their dating pool.

This is exactly like when y'all jumped on an ace lesbians joke comic about not realizing their allo girlfriend had sexual as well as romantic attraction to girls, and tried to say they were calling their own girlfriend predatory for an in joke between the 2 of them they decided to share because its a relatable ace/allo relationship thing. But because people saw "oh yeah she felt sexual attraction" even though the comix is about their girlfriend and literally ends with them in the same bed people were deadass attacking an actual lesbian for being homophobic when they werent in any way being homophobic.

Even in the "I dont hate allos I have allo friends" post they aren't saying theres shit wrong with being allo. Its a joke. Its a common joke that literally anyone of a marginalized group has probably told. Like this same joke has been made across racial, religious, sexuality,gender, etc. lines because its something a lot of people in those marginalized groups have had to hear from others tokenizing them. I say its not that deep because it literally isn't.

If someone was saying that having sexual attraction was dirty and talking about LGBT+ ppl then I would agree that its homophobic. Ive called out multiple homophobic, lesbophobic, racist, etc. Inclusionists in the past and I will continue to do so for as long as I have my blog because I don't support that shit regardless of their stance on acecourse or anything else. But an ace saying something about allos is not a personal attack on you or anyone else. These arent personal attacks on you or even LGBP+ allos in general. Y'all just act like it is because you need to pad your acey homophobia meter.

#lets see if we are ACTUALLY ready to have this conversation...

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mjalti · 6 years

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so my situation is kind of weird. i am kind of obsessed with someone, but i have never really talked to them. I read their posts and stuff and i think there was a lot of admiration (we share similar ideas and humor) but then i started getting just obsessed to the point of thinking about them everyday. its making me very uncomfortable because i am not usually like this and again they don't even know i exist. we both come from very different worlds too so it could never really work anyway (part I)

(part II) So I unfollowed them and tried to stay away but I still cant help but think of them. Its like there is just this idea that I have created in my head and I know its unhealthy and its just making me incredibly uncomfortable and feeling like a creep. I dont want to treat anyone like this because its not fair to them. They are a person and they have their own issues but whatever I do, this obsession just wont go away. I kept wondering what it would be like to meet. UGH i hate this

(part III) i dont want to keep creating scenarios in my head for smth that isnt even real and has no chance of happening, but my brain is stupid I guess. Anyway I just needed someone to know about this again and confirm that i am just a crazy needy person and this whole situation makes no sense

You aren’t “crazy” for having a crush on someone. there are many amazing people in the world and some of them have social media accounts. but i do think you are confusing admiration for love. it is really helpful to remember that unless you have both facetimed/skyped/whatever daily or been in close personal communication, you have absolutely assigned this person a whole personality and a whole compatibility based on just ideas and hunches, not reality. Unfollowing this person is a great idea as such you have done, but if it helps more try to go out with your friends, or write down everything you think you like about this “person” to help you guide your search for a partner without making it into a checklist; so “i would love to be with someone who is intelligent in the way that they like to study (x y z).” “i want someone to be compassionate showcased by how they care about (x y z)”. And use this experience to help further you. i wish you the best!

#qnotqueue #Anonymous

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not-close-to-straight · 6 years

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So I am sorry if this is a rude question but ive been nervous to ask you this What is the difference between being bisexual and pansexual ? Because I know that I like girls and boys but I don't know how to call myself. Again im sorry if this is a rude question

YOU DONT HAVE TO LABEL YOURSELF ANYTHING AT ALL IF YOU DONT WANT.

besides beautiful.

and valid.

those are the only necessary labels.

Also, You can always ask me a question about my sexuality. As long as you arent some homophobic twat looking to start some shit, then any question about my sexuality, or my view on any sexuality is always welcome. I try very hard to keep my blog a LGBT++++++ friendly place, and when Pride Month happens I lose my fucking mind celebrating it.

So yeah. Not a rude question, definitely dont be nervous to ask, keep in mind that you might be asking a question that one of my other followers has been to shy to ask, and having a public answer might help them too!

Please just remember that my definition of bi/pansexuality is my own personal views and might not reflect other peoples opinions and im not saying they or I am right or wrong.

Ok, Ill put my answer under the cut so no one has to scroll through a long ass post if they arent interested lol

Bisexuality at its most simple is being attracted to both girls and boys.

Pansexuality is the potential to be attracted to ANYONE regardless of gender/sexuality.

I tend to think that most bisexuals stick to “conventional” genders when it comes to their attraction, and that might vary from person to person, but most bisexuals I have met/spoken with would say that they like “girls that are girls” and “boys that are boys” meaning that most of them wouldnt necessarily be physically attracted to individuals that are transitioning, or genderfluid people etc etc.

I am not bisexual. I am pansexual, and the easiest way Ive found to describe that to people is that I could be attracted to anyone for any reason, and their gender/genitalia/sexuality literally has no bearing on that.

I like boys and I like girls and I have dated people who are transitioning either way, whether they were pre-during-or post transition. I love genderfluid people because not only are they beautiful ALL THE FUCKING TIME but because its just fun to be with them. Non binary individuals. Androgynous types? Kill me. Some of the most gorgeous people Ive ever laid eyes on.

From an earlier ask I answered about my sexuality—

Into girls. And Guys. And Girls who aren’t sure. And Guys who are nervous about being who they REALLY are. And Boys who kiss Boys and then kiss Girls. And People who don’t want to be attached to a pronoun. I’m into Boys that wear dresses and Girls that only wear flannel. Into People who are able to sleep with anybody, and People who can’t fathom sleeping with anyone ever.I love Girly-girls who wear glitter and Gym girls who can bench press me. Love Boys who can quote every line of Grease and Boys who’ve never watched anything other than Die Hard .I’m into everyone. Every gender. Every skin color. Every nationality.

Everybody kiss everybody.

What it comes down to for me, and for most pansexuals based on personal conversations and general reading— I am attracted to something about you that isnt physical, therefore what you look like/how you identify has nothing to do with my decision to enter a relationship/ask you out/want to sleep with you.

Ive dated Katie because she was the sweetest girl, and then a year later after she transitioned to Kaleb, I dated him because he was so fucking funny. I kissed Megan because Ill be honest, I wasnt sure if she was a boy or girl (turns out she was non binary) but I knew I wanted to kiss them. So I did.

I know I rambled there, and Im sorry if you didnt want to read any of that.

Let me leave you with just one more thing::

FUCK LABELS.

Sometimes we are so concerned with what label “fits” us that we forget to enjoy exploring and experiencing our sexuality. Stressing about “what” you are can just ruin you learning who you are.

And Ill be perfectly honest. Its no ones damn business how you identify. You do not have to announce from the rooftops that you are bi or gay or non binary or any of that. If you want a label for yourself, then by all means find the one that fits you the best and fly your pride flag high! Thats wonderful!

But I can tell you from painful, personal experience, that stressing over how to label your sexuality can be so mentally harmful. I thought I was a lesbian when I was thirteen, then kissed a boy at sixteen and had a crisis because oh fuck was I bi, then? Or maybe I was meant to be a boy, since I so obviously liked girls, so maybe I was trans? or something???

I didnt hear the term pansexual until I was in my early twenties and when I heard it and read about it, I just sobbed because I could finally stop obsessing over what to call myself. I wish I could go back and shake sixteen year old me and tell me to stop crying over it all, over feeling like I didnt know who I was. I should have just been enjoying kissing all the boys and girls I wanted instead of panicking of it.

Remember that sexuality can be fluid as well. Because you consider yourself bi now, doesnt mean that next year you might be leaning more towards only being interested in girls, or only boys. There is no rule saying that once you are (whatever sexuality) that is just what you are and you can never change.

If you havent read it yet, could I suggest reading my #Pride Month fic FLAGS.

Its spideypool, and since Wade is a canonically pansexual character, I wrote Peter as struggling with knowing what his sexuality is and I really used it as a chance to basically say all of this ^^^ but hopefully in a better way because holy shit did I ramble in this lol.

Ill stop now because this has gotten a little out of control.

But seriously– dont ever feel like you cant ask me questions about this sort of thing. I definitely dont have all the answers but I am always willing to share my own experiences and talk with you!

All the love honey.

(LINK TO FLAGS— i think you will enjoy it)

#bisexuality #pansexuality #pride month #you are valid and beautiful

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