#i hope im not too late to join the bandwagon

[the2purpleidiots]

jasonnie lives in my head rent free now 😔 /pos. i was also wondering abt your thoughts on autistic donnie? as an autistic person i love me some good rep so im constantly brain thoughts on how jase would handle donnies meltdowns or overstimulation. the idea of them having parallel play time with each other owns my whole heart ❤ but yeah just curious on what you guys think of it. love the fics btw! I've read all of it so far and i really like them 🤠

Hello, Fox here! Sorry it took so long to answer this ask! I've been busy as hell, LMAO. But, hey! I'm glad you could join the bandwagon of Jasonnie enjoyers and enablers! There are a lot more of us than I realized, haha! Also, thank you for enjoying our fics! Even though we're not on the Jasonnie fixation as of late, it's always really fun to hear everyone else enjoying these dorks!

As for your question: Personally, I adore the Autistic!Donnie Headcanon and write him autistic in all my stories, intentional or not! Parallel play is definitely something they both just clicked on without having to say a word throughout the entirety of their relationship.

In our fics, Jason grew up in a household that disregarded his existence in nearly every sense of the word. So, after they get along and spend most of their time together? Jason enjoys it when they're doing their own things, sharing space since it's so similar to what he's used to while also being everything he's never given freely. Jason's used to blending into the background and not disturbing those around him. But with Donnie, he actually gets to share the space, to co-exist with him without fear that he's being too much or doing too little. There's no need to overanalyze and second-guess things.

Donnie's family has definitely existed in spaces together, especially when Donnie is working. But there's a significant difference between your siblings trying to help out, asking what you're doing, and getting you to build something for them, and when a kid simply blends into the space like nothing has changed. It's not like his family is constantly obnoxious, but brothers can sometimes be like that. Plus, Jason's smart, he shares the same level of knowledge with Donnie even if it isn't in the same subjects or skills, but he still blends in with Donnie's world instead of sticking out against it like his family does, if that makes sense?

It's like a mix of comforts and mutual unsaid understandings between them. They know how this shared space goes, and they both enjoy how the other exists naturally, so it's like a safe little bubble that they can get wrapped up in sometimes.

I would probably have more Jason and Autistic!Donnie Headcanons to share, but honestly, most of my Autistic!Donnie Headcanons are for my other fic series, and I have yet to think about these boys through that lens in a hot minute! (Any Autistic!Donnie-related Jasonnie ideas that are floating in my head are from the amazing people on the Jasonnie Discord Server and not my own.)

But a scene I think about a lot is Donnie and Jason cooking together. The two of them bond over their Asian Cultures, sharing their foods with each other, especially modified ones, to ensure the taste and texture doesn't disturb or overstimulate Donnie.

Also! Jason knowing his meltdown routine after a year of them being together is definitely something that delights me to no end. Knowing that when you're in that place and know you have someone you can trust to know exactly what you need and always try and follow that for you no matter how worried or hurt they may be in that moment? Because your health comes first, and they understand that? That everything that may have happened before can always be dealt with later? Fucking masterful; it means everything to me.

I do have to apologize, dear anon, for the more vague Headcanons, though? As I said before, it's been a moment since I truly obsessed over these two, but I hope I answered your question? If you have more, I'm more than happy to ramble about them and talk about them! <3

#fox speaks #rottmnt #rottmnt jason #it's unfair rottmnt #rise jason #rottmnt it's unfair #jasonnie #rise donnie #rottmnt donnie #it's unfair #ask #ask response #thanks for the ask! #autistic donnie #autistic donatello

[anarchy-flagz]

guys i forgot how the fuck to use tumblr and i forgot what communtity my blog caters to (gags at the amount of anti-transid and discourse blog people in my notifications) like okay honestly im not in the radqueer community anymore but i still agree with most of the ideas of it (joined the community, make everyone mad, burnt bridges with people from it except like two, got an anti-rq bf, break up and then feel bad for what i did, too late, blah blah yknow normal stuff right) so what im going to do is jump on the bandwagon of another blankqueer term and hope i dont get burned at the stake

#anarchy-flagz #anarchy-flagz-boo-boo-bunny #discourse go away

[jiyaneru]

a hurricane of jacarandas

#it took me WAY TOO LONG to finish this one #anyway #have a senorita perfecta isabela on ur tls #i hope im not too late to join the bandwagon #encanto #isabela madrigal #madrigal family #illustration #art #jiyaneru #janeru draws #isabela madrigal fanart #encanto fanart

[runfast-runfar]

✨ Life update ✨

January 2, 2022

🍃 long time no update! Life has had its downs recently, that is for sure… but, I have grown a lot as a person during this time too. This past year I struggled with attachment more so than ever before and a lot of that was on me. But I also have found people who have allowed me to grow, and I’ve also met people who were not the best people for me but even knowing them led to so much growth and learning to let them go regardless of if I want to or not. All in all, the difficulties of life had led to beautiful moments. Even the awfully shitty moments and painful moments that felt impossible to survive led to growth. And I always want to be growing as a person.

🪵 I have started going to hot yoga with a friend and it’s been legitimately life changing. I love it more than I can even put into words! So far I’ve attended 3 bikram classes, 2 hot Pilates classes, and 1 yin yoga class. Not bad considering I joined the gym 5 days ago haha! I seriously do love it! And k love the community too! The gym also provides free chia squeezes, coconut water and varieties of energy bars that you’re free to take before/after any class! A neat little perk :)

🦥 I’ve been on a few hikes and beach trips recently which has been so so nice. I also started running again after taking a few months off (not for any reason other than I lost interest and motivation in it). I am so happy to be back to running and yoga. I feel like I’ve returned to myself again after being lost for the past year or so.

🌲 one of my goals for 2022 is to read 22 books! I have all the books already on my list to read. I am such a wannabe book worm, as in I buy books constantly, but then never read them. I love reading but I just always choose to watch tv or do something else instead. So it’s my goal to read and then only watch tv for 1 or 2 episodes of something a day max.

🐿 I just started reading A Mouthful of Air bc I want to read that before I watch the movie when it comes out in a few days! After doing my reading for today I watched the first episode of Euphoria (I know I’m hella late on this bandwagon lol!) I love Zendaya, but honestly unsure on how I feel about this show. It’s good in many ways but I’m sort of not that interested in it. I’m going to give it another episode or two before giving up on it.

🌿 I’ve been off work for the past few days bc of a positive Covid case with a few employees. So that’s been wild… but I think we’re going back on Wednesday but with limited hours bc the Covid positive people came into contact with so many employees so everyone essentially is supposed to be quarantining.

🍂 then this upcoming weekend is my trip to Texas. I’m so anxious about flying. I’m excited for my overall trip but man oh man am I so so paranoid about the flying. Wish me luck on that aspect of this weekend lol

🦔 anyways, I hope you’re all doing well, and I’ll do these updates more often now that im in a better place mentally and just in life!

#me #life #personal #runner #running #vegan #recovery #mental health #yogi #yoga #hot yoga #bikram yoga #euphoria #Zendaya

[evwuniverse]

SL Exploration: Hello Kitty 45th Anniversary Event an Astralia & Sanrio Collaboration

Finally, something to report to all my Hello Kitty and Sanrio fans out there! To be fair, this isn’t about the Sanrio Town or the Hello Kitty Online game. Second Life often has various events going around made by creators and brought in from people just like you and I. A new event that just recently started up is Astralia’s Hello Kitty 45th Anniversary event and Celebration. It’s posted throughout the Second Life Linden Labs blog and to be honest I’m a little late hopping on this event bandwagon. Reality has stolen me from my creativity, and I’ve been hustling like most of us nowadays in the workforce. I had no idea that Astralia was a licensed partner with Sanrio no wonder I loved their products. For those who don’t know a lot of my inventory is filled with items from Astralia, I feel I've put a lot of real-life money into Second Life just for their creations and now it finally makes sense. Being a huge Hello Kitty and Sanrio fan since I was a little kid, I had to take part in this glorious celebration, and I've decided to take all my readers with me on this fabulous adventure! 

*Note: Ahead of time I apologize if there are more photos taken and placed in this post than some of my others. This is a huge interest of mine and I’m just super excited to share my adventures at the event with you. Also, if you’re a premium member now is the time to use your perk in being able to enter sims, events, and shopping centers before those who don’t have the premium membership. For those who didn’t know this is one of the best perks of premium so you’re not standing outside of a sim for hours waiting to get in. Use this to your advantage for future places and events you want to get into. *

To Begin… Words of Encouragement:

I encourage all of those who love to explore in Second Life to visit some of these events that pop up always of the year. You don’t even have to like exploring just to check out some new places and redirect from the usual of your virtual life. I’ve learned the hard way the past few days but trying new things helps you to grow emotionally, physically, and mentally no matter what age you are.

Upon Entering:

You’re welcomed by a welcome bot created for the event. Those who don’t know these welcome bots aren’t real people behind the avatar. They’re set to send you a greeting either privately through IM or local. At this point it will also ask you if you want to join the Astralia group which is $149l this is for their VIP group honestly, it depends on who you are but I only pay for groups if I'm consistently at the store all of the time and want to support the creator. So, for me, the group was worth it. It's up to you whether it's worth it to you. 

To you're right you will see a map of the entire two sims and to the left, you will see a board that talks about the racing area where you add on a HUD and how to use it. Right behind you when you first pop in is the racetrack and right in front of you is where you want to go for everything else. Being me and wanting to see everything and not just the race track I just kept going straight. There was a good amount of people to make it a joyful experience. Not too many to the point where I'm lagging out of control but just enough to the point where I could meet new people, chat and enjoy everything in the sim without feeling like I was alone. If you keep going straight upon entering there is the Astralia store and then a right and left path, it's up to you which way you want to go upon entering the sim. There was so much to explore that it took me about two hours to fully enjoy, try, and explore everything in the event.   

Souvenir Photos:

When you first enter from the welcome area and your past the bot to your right there is a photo area where you can snap yourself a souvenir photo. I did this because let's be honest, events come and go, and I wanted to remember this one. This event hits home for me mainly because I've been a huge Sanrio and Hello Kitty fan since I was a kid and I'm still a huge fan. I never did grow out of it and I embrace it! But this was a lot of fun to do I'm glad they had a small area for this. 

Shopping:

If you keep going straight after you first enter it leads you to the Astralia items for the event. You can buy pretty much everything that’s on the sim created by the Astralia. There is so much I’ll be honest; I’ll probably end up buying everything there’s so much that I want from the store all these items are created and licensed by both Astralia and Sanrio. These are going to be exclusive after the event so if there is something you want; I’d buy it before the event ends. Keep in mind a lot of the things will be a little pricey because it is Sanrio related items and they’re all part of an event, but this is something you should expect. It’s like going to Disney and expecting a water bottle to be $1 which we all know is never happening in a million years. I’d suggest checking out the store though it’s worth looking at. 

Games and Interactive Things to do:

Where do I begin? There’s so much here to experience and do. From checking out a party area to the racecourse, outdoor bouncy maze, kids’ playground, Ferris wheel, boats to ride throughout the sim, and a small sitting dock. I loved the party area it did seem a little overwhelming at first, but I don’t expect anything less when it comes to Sanrio and Hello Kitty related anything. There is a large birthday cake which I grabbed a photo of and at the beginning of the event they held parties and DJ’d in that area. There is a VIP lounger for Astralia VIP members who bought the $149l group tag. There’s also, a Ferris wheel that works that your avatar can ride on and see one of the sims from up above which is always a fun time. You do lag a little when riding the Ferris wheel just a heads up on that I think it’s because of how much scripting went into the Ferris wheel itself to make it move… the racecourse almost takes up a whole other sim which is amazing and everything is Sanrio related it was so much fun to take a trip through my childhood in a race car. What I must say I enjoyed the most were the small little tube boats that you could take through both sims. The event is made up of two sims if I didn't specify before and you're able to explore everything from the comfort of your boat! It was a lot of fun and super exciting. If you're also someone who enjoys playing Second Life as a child avatar (I do it sometimes for family RP's) there is a small child's area called the "child playground" here there is a bounce house, trampoline, and other interactive items you're little avatar can interact with. Another thing I wanted to bring up was the gigantic board game looking area where I ended up sitting and taking a couple of photos and just relaxing out while I looked around. It was so relaxing, cartoony, and just environmentally pleasing. I loved it more than I probably should have! This is a Sanrio/Hello Kitty Heaven if you're a huge fan you won't know what to say and will probably spend a whole lot of time here. 

To conclude, I am super speechless there was so much to explore, it kept my ADHD brain satisfied for hours. Which a lot of things don't keep me entertained for long periods. I realized a lot of players in the area were new and a lot of them created avatars and entered Second Life specifically for the event. This event is bringing in new members into the virtual world community and entertaining our veteran players who have been around since Second Life has been around. Between the games, mazes, and interactive things to do on the sim there is a little something for everyone. Don't forget about that souvenir photo I don't want you to regret not taking one while you were there! I hope some of you will go and visit this event whether you're bored and need something to do or just love Hello Kitty and Sanrio this is the perfect celebratory event for you.

#Hello Kitty #Hello Kitty 25th Anniversary #Second Life Event #Event #Sanrio Event #Virtual World #Virtual Worlds #Virtual World Industry #Virtual World Event #Virtual World Exploring #Virtual World Exploration #Virtual World Traveling #Virtual Travel #Travel #Traveling #Interactive Games #Interactive #Gaming #VW #VR #Second Life #SL #Shopping #Theme Park #Virtual Theme Park #Virtual World Theme Park #Virtual Shopping #Collaboration #Collaboration Event

[echoise]

I replayed Keith so now I have preliminary stats for a basic bio (◡‿◡) will update when i get the final stats or make a new one... and im too lazy to write out the actual bio part lmao. also, joining the picrew bandwagon.

under le cut. retribution spoilers also!

(obligatory INFORMATION IS SUBJECT TO CHANGE notice)

[the RE-GENE]

name: ??? Keith Kwon gender: male vice: coffee

scar: revenge motivation: life

subtle / forceful fighter / tactician tech savvy / streetwise

description: “Keith Kwon is an average Asian man in his thirties with blue eyes and short, wild and wavy hair. His sense of style is secondhand casual.”

biography: Keith is a dumb soft gay idiot thanks for coming to my TED talk

Keith’s biggest problem has always been empathy. It’s both a strength and a weakness - lately mostly the latter. He feels intensely enough even without telepathy, so being always connected to people makes his life hell (and he’s very bad at completely locking his talents down). As a result he’s constantly tired, grumpy, and guarded. Paranoid, even, since his return to Los Diablos - he’s not about to make the same mistakes that got him a fate worse than death in the past.

Having more of a tactical mindset, Keith relies on subtlety and stealth to get things done. Slow and steady wins the race, and he likes to consider every option before committing. Despite that he is quick to think on his feet when needed and can wiggle his way out of trouble... most of the time. But he’s not infallible and not without impulsivity, especially when it comes to certain people. It’s hard to remain logical when eaten alive by your emotions, and Keith has plenty.

Above all, Keith just wants to live. But the scars left by Heartbreak and the Farm run deep, leaving deep-seated hatred and fear, forming into a need for revenge. That need has grown into a desire to tear the system down, whatever the cost: Keith believes that’s the only way he’ll ever be free to live in peace. But he has doubts and hates the path he’s on: it’s only a matter of time before he breaks, hopefully by someone showing him this isn’t his only option. 

relationships: Has been in love with Ortega since forever. Lately Steel has also been on his mind, much to his confusion. He cannot figure Argent out and thus keeps his distance, and Herald mostly just gives him a headache (though he is growing fond of him). Despite trying to maintain only professional relationships as his alternate personas, he’s growing close with Rosie and Dr. Mortum (as well as tech shop coworker Marcia).

trivia: Apparently he reads Murakami, who definitely exists and writes in the FH universe because I say so. He also very much likes words just in general, reading and crosswords in particular. His favorite color is blue and he is unable to shave without leaving some stubble behind - maybe he’s lazy, maybe he’s incompetent, maybe he doesn’t care. Maybe it adds to the lowkey depressed aesthetic. Who knows. He also likes dumb sweaters (but the black turtleneck underneath is always the same - he probably has a dozen of the same shirt smh what a disaster).

health: (because apparently this deserves its own section!) Keith is an anxious, insomniac wreck with severe issues about intimacy, especially the physical kind. It’s not uncommon for him to stay up multiple days in a row, though the effects are somewhat less severe now that he can just leave his body and slip into Eden. He’s also a perfectionist and workaholic, so at least he always finds things to do. The most serious damage is in his hands: the heartbreak fall and glass shards severed and compressed his nerves, causing motor and sensory damage. As a result, they shake constantly and he has trouble distinguishing between temperatures and small details, and his pain reflex is suppressed. The shaking he’s happy to explain away as just a side effect of his caffeine addiction, which is no secret to anyone. He’s able to somewhat mitigate the effects with specialized gloves so he can still do tech work, and the villain suit has built-in accommodations.

[the VILLAIN]

name: Puppetmaster Evenfall armor: mysterious equipment: jump-jets and telepathic boosters debut: thief career: anarchist

description: “Evenfall’s suit is a shadow with a mirror for a face, revealing nothing. In its left hand, the suit has a neutered colony of nanovores functionally similar to having a disintegration touch, as well as being equipped with telepathic boosters and enhanced speed, as well as jump-jets.”

biography: sexy bastard after justice, mission focused, but has no body count

Evenfall is the polar opposite of Keith. He’s confident, cool and detached, menacing, and shares none of Keith’s many fears and anxieties. He’s willing to do what needs to be done, but he’s not unreasonable, quite the opposite. If he can, he will take a non-intrusive and peaceful approach, preferring a polite discussion to a brawl. 

Above all, Evenfall is after justice - and more specifically justice given, not taken. He won’t abuse telepathy to get people on his side, hoping to cause real change. It might be silly and idealistic, but underneath the armor is still the softness of Keith, and Keith doesn’t want to become what he hates so much. He still thinks like a hero and prefers to get his funding by stealing from other villains now that he can feasibly do so.

So far, no mission of Evenfall’s has gone wrong... badly, at least. The meticulous, almost obsessive planning has paid off, and he knows his limits. No objective is worth his life or his identity, and he’d rather back off to fight another day than risk it. 

[the PUPPET]

name: Eden gender: female description: “Eden is a tall Black woman in her twenties, with brown eyes and long curly black hair.“

biography: Eden is cocky and sexy but all about business so eyes up here yo

Eden is everything Keith is not. Confident, sexy, charismatic, mischievous, and very, very female. Not that Keith minds much, he’s good at compartmentalizing, and more importantly, he was always good at being he was supposed to be. That extends to his alternate identities.

Eden is a face, a business front, but Keith can’t bring himself to think of her as a tool. She is a person - not him, really, and also nothing without him, but she’s still a person. And though it’s not real, he’s growing very fond of the masquerade, and he’s very good at pretending things can be real. He does it enough in his own body. 

But more than anything, Eden is for business. Even if he sprinkles fun and games in between there with Mortum, with Rosie, that’s what she was designed for and that’s what she’ll stay as. If things go south, she’s the part Keith will have the least trouble abandoning.

#fallen hero: rebirth #fallen hero: retribution #fh:r #my disaster children #keith #eden #puppet #m!sidestep #bio thingy #what an absolute fucking disaster

[confessionsofthehopelessromantic]

Chapter 1: Hello, 2019

January 1st. Something about it just really gets the motivation flowing huh? Page 1 of 365. The most basic instagram caption circulating the internet right now, but also a hope for new beginnings and self “recreation”. As much as I love to hate on the “new year, new me.” folk, while secretly making resolutions to lose weight and drink more water - this year is going to have to be different. But hey, what's a millennial to do but join the bandwagon of any big trend?

So here's the catch, a little over a year ago in December of 2017 i went to see a psychic. I wasn't sure I believed in psychics when I went, and to be honest i'm still not 100 percent convince but I will tell you my story anyway. When I walked in the door first thing she asked me was to think about something I wanted her to talk about but not to say it out loud. She picked up my hand and ran a finger over my palm as I internally screamed “WILL I EVER GET A BOYFRIEND!!!” and finally after what felt like a whole minute of anticipation and her stroking my now sweaty palm, she calmly said “2018 will not be a year of love you you”. I was crushed. How do you look a love sick 20 year old virgin - yeah that’s right, virgin- in the eye and tell her Dr. Love aint comin’ anytime soon sweetie. After seeing my face riddled with disappointment she was able to cover it with saying 2018 was going to be a year of self discovery, travel, academic success, and (thankfully) confidence building. And to give credit where credit is due, she was right. In 2018 I traveled to Mexico, England, Ireland, and California. I did better than ever before in school and actually pushed myself to work hard, heck I even got an amazing internship and a children's developmental clinic -Im a psychology major that wants to work with kids, it was perfect. And yes with all this success came great deals of confidence, I had to fight my way to the top.

All in all, 2018 was a pretty great year (well except for the fact that my childhood dog died back in February), but through it all I couldn't help but counting down the days until 2019. Why you may ask? Because after my psychic told me the rundown on 2018, she then told me the news I have been waiting for. She said “in 2019 you will find love, and you will get a boyfriend.” Now again, I wasn't sure I believed in all this “seeing the future” mumbo jumbo but after she was so right about 2018 how could I not be curious about the much anticipated 2019?

Now, some background on what happened in the past 24 hours that may have sparked this idea of a love story without a love interest you may ask? Well, to be quite honest, as of lately my dating life been quite shit, even comical some might say. So i feel as though this could be quite a good source of entertainment for you lovely readers out there. The most recent installment of my dating life, is the the old classic “being set up on a date by my mother”. My mother is friends with this really elderly man Bob (the story of their relationship is one for another day) and his wife Helen. So a couple of days ago my mom got a phone call from this friend Bob and on the phone he said “My grandson just turned 21 and I am taking him out for a drink and we would love if you and your daughter could join us.” Now over the past couple of years Bob would pass comments about how one day he was going to set up his grandson and I so though this was still rather unexpected, it wasn't anything too shocking. Unfortunately, during this phone call I was away at work and unable to join the party.

But this story doesn't end there! There was a raincheck made, “well what about Monday?” Bob asked. Monday? New Years eve? The time to ring in 2019? Aka, my year of love! Sounds like a perfectly set scene right? Wrong. I've met this grandson before and from what I can remember, along with my recent facebook stalking to jog my memory, this kid wasn’t all that great. He was kind of dweeb-ish actually. Needless to say I was not looking forward to this set up. But to be polite I decided to go and make my mom, Bob, and this kid happy. I decided I wasn't going to make a big deal of this “date” as it was probably going to be super uncomfortable and awkward so I just wore a casual sweater and jeans with some mascara. The entire morning of this date, my mom would not stop mocking me and making jokes so this was already a recipe for disaster! I walk into the restaurant and holy smokes, this guy was not what I was expecting. He clearly needed to update his facebook profile because man he got Hot. My eyes popped out of my head when I saw him. Suddenly I was regretting not making a bigger effort into my appearance.

Over the course of this date I had learned a couple things. One, never judge a person by their outdated facebook profile. Two, this guy was actually super attractive and charming. And finally, three, he is going to school to be a pilot for the United States Air Force in Colorado. Yes, Colorado. I live in Boston. Guess this fantasy of meeting my 2019 love on the eve of 2019 was simply just that, a fantasy. After the date, Mr. pilot drove me home and came in for a little while to hangout and chat. He asked me for my new year's eve plans and I told him I was just going to a party in town and asked him his plans in return. “I’m going into the city i think, but our plans aren’t really concrete. I don't really know the throwing the party so i'm not even sure if we are actually going to go” he said. Okay here is my chance, time to shoot my shot. “Oh well if your plans fall apart you're more than welcome to come to come to this other party with me.” Now for me, that’s considered a bold move. But it was executed perfectly and I could help but smile as he said, “yeah that sounds great, give me your number and i’ll let you know!”

After he left I spent the entire rest of my night waiting for that text, praying to get that second chance before Colorado stole him away from me. And finally at 9:20 pm he texted, “Hey sorry I can’t make it to your party tonight. I had a really great time today :)” ugh. Welp to that I say, “Hey no worries! I had a great time too, let me know if you ever want to hang out again sometime!” Waiting anxiously I got a “For sure” back. And that was how I rang in my new year of love. No midnight kiss. No grand love affair. Just a sliver of hope, that this year could finally be it. Happy New year, 2019 - I’m ready for you.

#storytelling #romance #journal #journal entry #dear diary #love quotes #love post #sex and the city #love blog #romance story #chapter 1 #bookworm #book lover #the pilot #2019 #new year #boston #datenight #janurary

[kristenslullaby]

meet me at twilight

I was eight or nine years old when twilight alongside its actors rose to stardom.I did not belong to the screaming teenage fans who devoted their lives to the series.Heck,the only fictional books I owned was the Geronimo Stilton book series.My primary source of entertainment were Disney and Nickelodeon TV shows and movies.Clearly,I was not interested in joining the bandwagon in watching movie adaptations of infamous fictional books.It was extremely weird for me when I first watched twilight through a cheap pirated dvd.Hey,not everyone has the luxury to watch movies at the theatre.I watched the movie with my family but I was left with mother during the other half of the film.When the film finished,I thought to myself “ok,cool vampire meets human” and that was it.I just picked up my original dvd of the high school musical series and basically just forgot about twilight.Over these years,I would occasionally watch twilight and its 2 follow up films,new moon and eclipse.Just like my first experience,I just literally watched out of boredom or maybe I just didn’t want to engross myself in the series.I’ve seen it happen to my friends with harry potter and other famous fictional stories.OR maybe I just didn’t want to be made fun of for liking twilight.I’ve seen a lot of memes about it.I occasionally joined in making fun of it by reposting memes.Honestly,I never really understood the movie and just based it on the judgment of the people who made memes out of it.So,twilight for me was one big meme wherein Bella Swan doesn’t express any emotion.Fast forward to 2011,Breaking Dawn was about to be shown in theatres.I was like twelve when it was shown.I admitted to myself that I wanted to see it even though I did not understand the entirety of it.I just knew the gist of it --- a human girl falls in love with a vampire.I mean,it’s not that hard to understand,right?Coincidentally, my mother wanted to watch the movie but there was one problem - the movie had a PG-13 rating and I was only twelve years old.My mother literally went to find clothes from my aunt’s cabinet to make me look older.Her plan was a success because I got to watch the movie or maybe the security guard just didn’t care.I enjoyed the film but I enjoyed the audience’s reaction more.It was obvious that they were big fans of the franchise and they didn’t hide their squeals and screams whenever something intriguing happens.All I know is that I was intrigued when Bella’s opened her eyes and they were crimson red.I knew I needed to watch more and how dare they finish the first half of the movie like that.I was frustrated because I knew that I had to wait for a year for the second part.I knew the easy answer to my problem and that was to read the books.I didn’t get to read the books because first,I didn’t really have money to buy the books and the school library only had one copy and there was a long list of people wanting to borrow it.I ended waiting for a year for the next movie.When I we finished the last film,I was glad I got the series out of my system. Well,that’s what I thought.

Fast forward to 2018,I was watching glee videos on youtube when a twilight clip appeared on the recommended section.Out of curiosity,I watched the clip and watched another and then another one..... I looked at the clock and it was four am.I’ve been watching twilight clips at an ungodly hour in 2018.What was happening??? I ended up binge watching the whole series and not caring that I my final exams was fast approaching.I watched the whole series countless of times already and each experience was different.I ended up changing my icon on twitter with kristen stewart’s face. I mean as a confused teenager, watching kristen stewart for an unhealthy number of times confirmed my bisexuality.Talk about big pussy energy.I started subtly tweeting about twilight since I know that the series still had a lot of haters or closeted fans.My seatmate at school actually told me that she watched the whole twilight saga because she saw my kristen stewart icon. Wow. I just laughed and had a full on twilight conversation with her.

I don’t know what happened.I’m now suddenly into a series that happened ten years ago.I guess it’s because I didn’t get to enjoy twilight during its prime years.I’m actually glad I didn’t because now I’m enjoying reading twilight fanfiction and headcanons. I have found this secret and safe place for me to enjoy and have a good laugh.This 2019,I hope it’s not too late for me to show twilight the love it deserves.

I REALLY DON’T KNOW WHY I WROTE THIS. IM SO EMOTIONAL. 

#twilight #bella swan #kristen stewart

[ffxvhoe]

im jumpin on this male s/o bandwagon before its too late. may i have some hcs on prompto and noctis shenanigans with a male s/o? maybe drunk escapades or silly rough-housing

no need to worry bb i’m always up for doing male s/o requests!! ya’ll just need to specify so i know whatcha want ;) anyway i hope you enjoyyyyyy

Noctis

Okay so like it really isn’t all that often that noct drinks but almost every time he does he’ll end up drunk ((not bc he’s a lightweight more bc he enjoys bein able to let go and the feeling of it))

honestly there’s no particular reason he just doesn’t like alcohol like if he’s gonna put something that burns in his body he may as well just eat his veggies so at least he’s bein healthy lmao

but on occasion he will have a couple of cold ones with the bois

or ehem…his boy ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

when noct gets drunk with his bf he’ll tend to let loose a lot more than he may with the other guys around

like as much as he trusts the guys, there’s still some things that he would prefer to not do in front of them ya know??

like spill his guts about how much he loves you but ANYWAY

no but fr there was an Instance™ once before and to this day the guys won’t let him live it down

“who ever thought the prince was such a softie?”

“noct we really don’t need to hear about your bedroom preferences”

“did _____ appreciate the manscaping?” noctis could still see the smug look on gladio’s face >.>

so ye when noct is in a drunken stupor with you the night’s aren’t exactly crazy but there is a lot of touching ((sometimes innocent sometimes not so innocent)) and a lot of slurred love confessions

lowkey that’s how noct first told you he loved you but that whole story is to be saved for another day

noct also has a small tendency to strip when he’s drunk so uhhhhh hey more royal bod for you to ogle ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

there has been a few times where noct dares you to let him point warp you places 

the first time you were inebriated enough where you didn’t question it as much as you probably should have lmao 

when he took you to the top of the citadel tho you kinda came back to reality but didn’t quite have enough time to tell him uh bro my buddy my dude my babe let’s maybe not

bc as soon as you were up there a shirtless noct grabbed you around the waist and had you standing on the next rooftop over

it was a very tarzan-esque moment

that was also the first night ya’ll fucked outside of the bedroom bless up

so yeah all in all when you and noct end up drunk together it’s less crazy and fun escapades and more noct becoming way more daring than is probs safe and you being lucky enough to join him on that ride ((and the other “rides” that follow ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ))

Prompto

PROMPTO on the other hand is 110% the type of person that’ll drag you along throughout the city at night on random adventures when he’s drunk

like noct he doesn’t really drink all that much 

probably even less so than noct tbh, something about the alcohol does funny stuff to his stomach so he’s learned he’s better off only having a bottle or two ((or glass, sometimes he likes a fruity drink too))

there have been a few notable experiences you’ve had with a drunken prompto

the first one you honestly don’t remember much of all you do remember is that you had started the night just outside of the Crown City and somehow ended up on the beach of Galdin Quay with five chocobos sleeping around ya’ll

the thing that made it the most memorable was the fact that when prompto woke up he wasn’t surprised by the fact ya’ll were in Galdin Quay but by the fact there were three extra chocobos

not that he was complainin lmao 

another memory you remember quite fondly was when you two happened upon a hole in the wall bar and proceeded to take a tour around the city while tipsy

there’s several pics on prompto’s phone documenting that night and he claims that those are some of the best photos he’s ever taken even if literally all of the damn photos are blurry as hell

that’s the thing about prom tho he won’t take his camera around with him if he’s about to get drunk – too risky – so whenever ya’ll do go on your drunken adventures the photos are on his phone

the one time that prompto ended up super drunk well…that was the first time ya’ll went skinny dipping together

in the royal pool 

noctis to this day does not know about this

prompto plans to keep it this way

but that doesn’t stop him from goofily wigging his eyebrows whenever you’re around and noctis mentions it

anyway, sloppy make outs happened, some dick sucking may or may not have happened, ya’ll may or may not have lost some clothing when running from a guard that came patrolling thru the building

there were many things that may or may not have happened and not bc you didn’t remember but bc it was much better to play dumb than to admit to some of the shenanigans that happened that particular night >.>

#hmmm i just realized maybe you had meant you wanted the headcanons to be with both of them as a poly relationship or smthn o.o #ffxv scenarios #ffxv imagine #ffxv headcanons #ffxv drabble #prompto x reader #noctis x reader #noctis lucis caelum #prompto argentum #prompto writing #noctis writing #anonymous

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Anonymous said:

I so badly wanna come into your submit, show you PROOF that 2 people specifically are just BULLIES, but they’ll just know it’s me and try attacking me AGAIN! A friend of mine pointed out when I brought it up to him and that their opinion automatically gets accepts as gospel without anyone else actually reading what they’re complaining about (and making up their own rational decisions) and their half-ass apology auto accepted cause of the popularity factor,  

 which IS true, despite the fact that I think I actually had more followers than them at the point. People jumped on their bandwagon and joined up their cause, either cause they accepted the person’s word as gospel and felt they didn’t NEED to make up their own mind, or in fear that if they said differently they’d get attacked too. The bullies pushed me out of a community for absolutely NO reason!! I felt like I HAD to leave, cause it was consuming my life?

And starting my to effect me more and more negatively mentally. What makes it worse is I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG!! And their “proof” that I did, screaming such at me, is show ON THEIR BLOG, cause they reblogged my post doing this and it blew up. I CLEARLY said “G-R-E-E-N”, but they heard “red” and everyone just jumped on the hate *insert my name here* bandwagon cause saying “red” makes me unredeemable. EVER! 

No apology EVER is accepted of even fucking seen as a “proper” apology!!! Asdfghjkl Sorry about the swear sisters, and for ranting and venting in your inbox. This happened over a MONTH ago, and legit, since leaving I’ve been better and I’ve forgotten about em. But now they’re trying to bunch my friends in with me and bring it up again cause we’re all co-adminming a group together and I legitimately fear they’re gonna ruin it before it even opens!!!  We’ve been working on it for MONTHS now!! And now it’s not just me!! AND I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG IN THE FIRST PLACE!! I let it go, but THEYRE bringing it up AFTER I thought we had a mature and adult truce. Guess not -_- I also fear that if I told you who they were, everyone would just twist up my words as they (purposely I have reason to believe) did and agree with them, calling ME a bully and even more of a horrible person cause I’m a majority while they’re a minority.

Sorry to hear about this anon and we here at the church fully understand your plight. This has been in our inbox for awhile and apologizes for giving you a response so late. In the time that has passed, however, I pray &I hope you’ve been doing well and been able to move on since these events without much confrontation from your abusers.  However, if for whatever reason you still wish to provide proof of the accused, then we will accept them. Never be afraid to come to our IMs if you need someone to talk to. God Bless.

#- Mod S