#i hope this is semi coherent

[patronsaintofsacrifice]

Replacing "I dont want to live" with "i dont want to live like this" was v helpful for me because it helped me figure out what parts of my life i was trying to escape and reminded me there are absolutely versions of myself i want to work towards and ways of living i havent experienced yet that i want to see

#i hope this is semi coherent #im seepy #recovery #?maybe #suicidal ideation #ask to tag

[yourqueenb]

As a continuation of this ask that I responded to, all the things I mentioned are just parts of the overall issue I have with Blades…. which is that, in the grand scheme of things, I feel like MC is simply a plot device for the other characters rather than a fully developed character who has a fully developed and satisfying arc herself. It’s clear that Nia’s is the story the writers really wanted to tell considering how intertwined her characterization/development and the overall world building are. They basically even admitted as much.

So my question is why not just make her the MC if that’s really what you wanted on the not so down low? They still could’ve incorporated the skill mechanic. Why create a whole player character just to have us running to solve everyone else’s problems/support them while acting like everything that happens to us exists inside of a vacuum in the meantime? So far, all we’ve really been doing in this book is reporting where the group needs to go, telling them what to do, having heart to hearts with them when they need help moving to the next stage of their development, and then being spoonfed information through the lore tablets, which are apparently more for the players’ benefit than MC’s since they barely affect how we respond in game anyway. I’m fine with being the leader or the glue that holds everyone together, but to me it’s unsatisfying that that’s all we are as the main character.

We somehow become more competent due to the skill mechanic but no less clueless at the same time. We have all this terrible shit happen to us, but are only offered a few lines’ description of how that’s affected us. And then the rest of the attention goes to setting up the light vs. shadow conflict and our friends, who get to have personal and compelling conflicts of their own. I mean I feel like MC is more of an emotional support animal to them than an actual person with dreams, feelings, and a (minimal) background. Imo the only character who’s getting shafted almost as much as us is Imtura.

And all of this might make it sound like I hate Blades, but it’s quite the contrary actually. It’s still one of my favorite series and has a lot of fun moments and lovable characters. But I think at this point, its flaws have become too large for me to ignore. So that’s still affecting my enjoyment a bit and probably the reason why I’m so upset with how certain things are being handled. Of course I’m aware that Blades isn’t the only book that has some of these issues though. I think it’s just a little more disappointing because I expected more

#choices bolas #choices blades #blades of light and shadow #choices stories you play #playchoices #and again it’s not lost on me that a lot of my opinion is probably colored by being on Mal’s romance route alone #from what I’ve seen of Tyril’s route he at least seems to care a bit more #he even shows concern for MCs who have a purely platonic relationship with him #I’m not sure about Nia and Imtura #but even still I feel like MC isn’t being given nearly enough from the writers regardless of who you’re romancing #also I’m still not sure I’ve really explained my thoughts clearly #I feel like I just typed a lot and then decided to post bc I don’t have the capacity to try to organize this any further #so it just never would’ve gotten posted if I waited for that 🤦🏽‍♀️ #but either way I hope it’s semi coherent and doesn’t just sound like a lot of whining and rambling 💀😭 #choices #choices app

[greyskyflowers]

Listen, I fully support the whole idea of demon Zoro but I think a small part of me will always root for a more war god/goddess approach.

Hear me out because this goes in a few loops before tying together but my words wouldn't word right and my thoughts wouldn't thought right. So this is as good as it's gonna get and hopefully it kind of makes sense at the end. 🤷‍♀️

I listened to a podcast years ago that talked about how war goddesses always got portrayed as these terrible women, their stories warped until they were just bloodthirsty and vindictive.

But that's such a shallow, shitty take on them.

Yeah, war is bad. We all know that.

But war could be...

• defending your home

• fighting for the safety of your family and friends

• protecting yourself

• the only way to progress, justice, freedom, etc.

Point is, I love the concept of mother goddesses of war.

The ones that love their devotees with all their heart.

The ones that keep the fires going in the hearth and bring rain frequent enough to keep the soil wet

The ones that offer a full harvest and constant refuge

The ones that speak in gentle tones and vicious snarls

I love the ones that ride into battle beside their believers

The ones that wear blood like war paint and gently stroke your cheek with hands calloused from weapons

The ones that led the charge one steady feet and strong beliefs

The ones that howl like wolves, cry like ravens, and bring with them the wrath of a pissed off mother

The ones that stand in defense, tall and unmovable when someone has asked for safety, when called out for by those scared and desperate like all humans call out for their mothers when faced with death

The ones that say you will not die here because you are mine and I will come when you call

I love that.

I also think that type of role is very specific to the mother goddesses.

I also think that fits Zoro perfect.

The crew has not sailed without Zoro.

He's always been there, right next to Luffy.

He was the first, and that's important, meaningful.

He stands unwavering when they hide behind him, cling to his clothes or arms

He's safety when there's danger. Arguably, I'd even say more so than Luffy.

Luffy is kind of a wild card in a lot of situations and it's a guarantee he'll be dealing with the main big baddie, so it makes him a risky place to seek shelter.

It's a safe bet Zoro will be in the middle of the action too but he always seems more reachable than Luffy.

I also, personally, think Zoro knows absolutely everything that goes on in their crew and on their ship. He hears and sees it all.

I think the one of the worst situation someone could be in is having legitimately pissed of the strawhats.

Firstly, because they're all fucking crazy.

But more importantly, you're going to have Zoro and Robin looking for you.

Zoro carried the title of hunter. He regularly tracked people down for bounties before meeting Luffy.

Luffy strikes and strikes hard, but Zoro had to have patience, that relentless chase, hunting.

I think he lets himself be more loud and careless because of Luffy.

He settles under Luffy because he wants to. He has devoted himself to Luffy because Luffy is someone worth devoting himself to.

Zoro is fierce and strong but Luffy is a king, a god.

More importantly though, they balance each other, sometimes as opposites and sometimes as equals.

They provide something for each other that no one else quite can. They are the same breath in separate lungs.

Lightning and Thunder

Sun and Moon

Clouds and Stars

Sea and River

Blood and Bone

Skin and Steel

#i hope this is semi coherent but if its not *shrugs* #i just have a lot of feels and you guys theres so much amazing fanart #you're all so fucking talented and it makes my head go to interesting places #one piece #zoro #luffy #strawhats #straw hat pirates #mugiwara crew #mugiwara pirates #setting sail with greyskyflowers

[loadinghellsing]

How do you think Alucard and Anderson would confess their feelings to each other?

How do you think Anderson deals with coming to terms with his feelings towards Alucard?

When it comes to Alucard and Anderson's dynamic, majority of their feelings are understood without ever being spoken or directly acknowledged. So for them to confess, truly confess, I don't see it coming naturally to either of them. Alucard needs a shove, and Anderson needs a bit of coaxing.

(WARNING: LONG POST - goes into depth beneath cut)

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While Alucard shamelessly flirts with and praises Anderson at every opportunity. His admiration, awe, amusement, and thrill all evident. Because Anderson is a willing, capable opponent who shares beliefs parallel to Vlad's own. He's eager, passionate, and raw with his humanity. And he's capable of taking a hit and outliving those who are doomed by time alone. Alucard can endlessly adore him in specific and concept.

However, for Alucard to admit he loves Anderson. That he cares for him, both mentally and physically. Is an entirely different matter. To confess that he'd prioritize Anderson's needs over his own, is the type of commitment that distinguishes love (platonic or romantic), from obsession. It's an intimate and vulnerable feeling. So even if he acts on these emotions, the only way I see Alucard confessing to the hold Anderson has on his heart is when the honesty of that care is challenged.

It's confessed as a pained, furious scream. Not directed at Anderson, but at himself. Reflective of what it implies about his humanity, both past and present. It's confessing not only how important Anderson is to him, and the entirety of what that means. But it'd be a visceral moment where every word would burn his throat. Because it confesses how what remains of his humanity longs for Anderson, yet it's humanity he gave up. So it hardly matters, not when it all ends the same.

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Contrast of Alucard, is Anderson. He's a naturally caring person, and to a degree, he's honest about his feelings. Including those for Alucard. In the heat of combat, they're easily set aside. But provided a moment of calm, of comfort and safety; he wouldn't deny that truth. Confessed feelings with all the fondness, protectiveness, honesty, pity, and love he has. Perhaps tired and defeated by the weight of those words, but they'd be genuine in their entirety.

However, extracting a compliment-based confession from Anderson would be a near impossible feat. It's not a matter of him 'denying his feelings'. But the challenge of acknowledging those feelings in relation to Alucard being a vampiric monstrosity. And admitting that he finds such a creature beautiful,  a cosmic event functioning as a living force. A stunning, yet damning storm. It's a thought infinitely harder for Anderson to admit.

Any praise would be admitting his sins to the greatest sinner he knows. Perhaps over time, he'd make a quip or two. But it would remain a rare indulgence. He'd never be fully comfortable with it, but it's not entirely denied. Because it's a form of damnation he'd indulge in with Alucard. Since the idea of being condemned together isn't entirely unappealing.

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In the end, it's Anderson struggling with damnation, and Alucard struggling with salvation. It's hard to tell who's leading who. If ones falling or the others rising. Majority of their relationship is deciding it doesn't truly matter. They lie somewhere in the between, where it is neither night nor day.

#i contribute #analysis n headcanon #alexander anderson #hellsing alucard #hellsing #andercard #--- #once more... #not entirely #they have got a good dynamic #these two fools... #analysis and headcanon stuff #sorry for the late responce anon #I took some time away and all that #hope this satisfies the wait? #either way #thank you for the ask <3 #it was fun to work on #and figure out how to phrase semi coherently #i have a lot of drafts of this floating about

[zukkaoru]

i am so curious what mirror pronouns dazai means. do you mind me asking

not at all!! basically mirror pronouns in general means "refer to me with the pronouns you use to refer to yourself". so for dazai that would look like kunikida referring to dazai with he/him pronouns, yosano using she/her, i typically write he/they ranpo so ranpo would switch between he and they when referring to dazai, and so on and so forth

i made a post about it a few months ago but basically i see dazai's feelings towards their own gender being very... vague and indefinite. they don't exactly feel cis, they don't exactly feel like they're nonbinary, they don't exactly feel like they're trans, they don't exactly feel like they're anything. using mirror pronouns i think is a way for them to sort of consolidate those feelings into something workable. they can just. borrow the genders of the people around them! and it's also interesting to me bc i feel like to some extent, that's how dazai feels about humanity in general. they don't feel particularly human, but they can be a reflection of humanity. they can take the humanity shown to them by those around them and reflect it back onto others and feel like they're passing as human. they're just borrowing humanity from the people around them. plus i think dazai would see mirror pronouns as a fun little game. which is significantly less serious analysis but still very true and kind of the initial reason i came up with this headcanon ngl

anyway to accomplish this in writing, i basically just have the narration refer to dazai with the same pronouns used for the pov character. there's a lot of aya pov in the fic i'm working on with mirror pronouns dazai, so the narration in the aya pov sections refers to dazai with she/her pronouns. but then if kunikida refers to dazai aloud, he uses he/him. in the one scene i've written so far from dazai's pov, i had the narration refer to them with the pronouns of the people they were interacting with to emphasize the reflective aspect of mirror pronouns (i.e. in the beginning of the scene, while talking to sigma, dazai is referred to with she/her. then, when chuuya comes in and sigma leaves, dazai is referred to with they/them.) one thing about me is i love to play around with when the narration refers to characters with certain pronouns, especially if it changes partway through, i am very particular about exactly when the switch occurs. so also writing mirror pronouns dazai is very fun for me in that aspect

#this is so much more than you probably asked for sorry i just have thoughts #<- also i told my gf 'i'm writing way too much for this' and when i said it wasn't a prompt she immediately went 'is it about dazai?' sfdgf #um anyway. i hope this is at least semi-coherent and not immensely overwhelming lol #asks #valleykey

[bubmyg]

anyway i reiterate the cheesy as fuck sentiment abt having grown up with jeongguk like once a month but hearing him describe how his growth has been a process and he has so many factors to account for in whatever that shift may be just made me sit and reminisce a little like i too cant pinpoint a particular moment as a fan and at the same time, the shy youngest who barely spoke in interviews that i felt instantly adoring to doesn’t feel disconnected or surprising from the soft spoken but quietly confident man i continue to adore today. like there wasn’t some drastic image shift. jeongguk has just been jeongguk, at least as long as ive known him, and i think that’s what makes him so easy to love and root for. i’ve never doubted his sincerity and i think that’s one of his strongest traits as a vocalist: he’s believable and he’s genuine and he’s so passionate abt the art of performing and improving. he so ardently is my forever singer and i continuously feel quite inspired by his growth that has never quite come without an equal, if not greater, amount of suffocating love and tenderness. i greatly appreciate that i have been able to “grow up” loving jeongguk

#head in hands he’s made me tender on main again #anyway i just throw words at a dart board and hope they form something semi coherent #bc i love him a lot and after six years i admittedly lose ways to articulate it 😭

[finelinegynandromorph]

never forget it for @topharryficfest

harry/louis | explicit | childhood friends to lovers | 8k | bi-gender louis | trans harry | t4t

Louis tries, he really does, to keep his eyes from the low dip of Harry’s tank top, but when he breaks and glances down for a moment, he bites the inside of his lip at the sight of beads of sweat pooling in the shadowed spot between Harry’s breasts.

Fuck, she’s hot.

or, harry and louis haven’t seen each other in 20 years. they go for a swim

read on ao3

#this fic was just titled for bhia in my drafts for the longest time #life is kicking my ass so hard rn so i hope this is at least semi-coherent #as always much much love topharryficfest 💗💗💗 #1dficvillage #tracksintheam #1dsource #hlficlibrary #trackinghome #yourlarrysource #hlsource #hlcreators #hljournal #girl direction #girl direction source #usual tags #oh! pics in this post are all pinterest/public domain etc etc glad to put links in if anyone wishes! #annnnd a note that these are fictional characters and to treat real humans with boundaries and respect! #my fics

[corishadowfang]

It's appreciate a dragon day, apparently, and I don't have time to do art or fics because. Time. And Energy. But for the past week or so I've had my Kingdom Hearts dragons AU on the mind...which wasn't supposed to be an AU AU, but just kind of a way to draw the characters since I'm not good at drawing people. But because I have no self-control, there's worldbuilding suddenly, and I really want to ramble about it, haha.

I really need to stress that this was originally just me thinking, "Hey, if I'm drawing them as dragons, wouldn't Scala have to look different, too? Since dragons would probably need different things than humans." And then it just. Spiraled.

I didn't know what to do with the Keyblades initially? I, uh. Wasn't sure if I wanted to go the "wielding Keyblades in the mouth," haha. Which kind of spiraled into, "What if the dragon thing just...replaces the Keyblades? Like, people become dragons, basically."

So the idea is kind of like...magic is still A Thing. Everyone can use it, with the right training, but the more you use magic, the more it changes you. (Yes, I've used this idea before, but shhh.) It very gradually changes your appearance, abilities, etc. Your magic gets stronger, but you become less and less human. Eventually, according to most people, you basically lose yourself to it and become a monster, so it's something of a controversial subject.

(The "become a monster" thing is only partially true. You can become a Heartless, but there are a lot of people who just become normal dragons, too. Unfortunately everyone just groups the two together.)

Anyone who used magic kind of like...filled a very weird niche in society where they weren't exactly accepted, but their abilities were still useful, so they were kind of both shunned and respected equally.

The Master of Masters and the Foretellers are the ones who really changed this; MoM went hardcore on the narrative that the "normal" transformation wasn't really monstrous at all, and painted the Foretellers very much as mythological heroes who could fight the actual monsters much more effectively than any normal person. Magic and dragons still made a lot of people wary, but it was tempered a bit, especially with kids.

SPEAKING OF--that's why a lot of kids ended up in Daybreak Town. Less pre-existing ideas on magic and dragons, so it's easier for them to see this as a good thing.

(And then MoM goes and ruins it with the whole "war" thing.)

Once you turn into a dragon, you can take human form again for short periods of time, but it's often uncomfortable, so Daybreak Town and Scala are both designed more with dragons in mind.

Daybreak Town was an abandoned human town that MoM and the Foretellers just repurposed, so while there are still buildings, they had to be modified a lot. The Clock Tower is an abandoned castle, haha.

Scala is basically a mountain range on the edge of the ocean! Or mountains on islands...? Uh. Something like that, haha. Lots of bare white rock and caves and stuff. I think the main island's a little more open, just because like...I like the idea of them wanting more "light" as a sort of symbolism thing.

Dragons are the only ones that can fly to other worlds without assistance! Their magic kind of protects them, basically, but they do actually have to fly. Lots of young dragons like to bring back trinkets from different worlds (which is generally how their hoards are formed, haha).

Uh, I only have loose ideas of how some characters would've actually gotten into this. Ven I think was basically born with an excessive amount of magic that he couldn't really control, so he turned really, really young, and there wasn't much he could do about it. Brain thought that the fear about magic was stupid and actively fostered his out of spite. Ephemer was super curious about the idea, and ended up digging deeper into things. Skuld and Lauriam I'm less certain on. (I could see Lauriam doing it as a way to help protect Strelitzia--maybe she was like Ven, and turned accidentally? And Skuld--honestly just could've done it because she was swept up in what MoM/the Foretellers said, haha.)

Aaaaand I'm looking at how much I've rambled and will spare your dashes, but uh. Yeah. Dragons!

#kingdom hearts #khux #dragons #i hope this is at least semi coherent haha #this has just sunk its claws in my mind and will not let go #so it had to go SOMEWHERE #i really cannot stress enough that this Was Not supposed to have worldbuilding #(or at least not much of it) #and yet. here we are

[dirty-bear-rick-sanchez]

Hi, sorry to ask but have you written any fanfics where Jerry is autistic? I've read your autistic!morty fic and thought that was excellent. I'm trying to find Jerry-centric fanfics where he isn't mischaracterized/demonized. (Way too many people write Jerry as transphobic which -_-ll no he isn't)

Hi, no need to apologise! I haven't written any autistic Jerry fics and I'm not sure if I know of any (if anyone else does, please leave recs on this post!). I do 100% view him as autistic though. Thank you!

Yeah honestly Jerry being portrayed as transphobic is something that bothers me as a trans guy? I headcanon him as supportive but clueless/cringe at times (he a little confused but he got the spirit).

I do have a trans Morty WIP with a scene between Morty and Jerry, although Morty is still very early on in figuring out that he might be a guy, and Jerry kind of knows something is up but assumes Morty is a lesbian rather than a trans guy and so kind of fumbles but ultimately is trying to be supportive/nice. Morty does worry about Jerry not loving him anymore if he's trans, although this is Morty's POV rather than being objective/a thing that actually happens.

I'll leave the scene below the cut in case anyone's interested. Warnings for mention of periods (and them being referred to in a gendered way), fear of transphobia from parents, accidental misgendering (and misgendering/deadnaming of Morty in the text since this is only the very start of Morty's gender questioning).

“Morti? Rick said you’re sick. Are you OK?” Jerry opens the door. Morti quickly shoves her phone under her pillow. Thankfully, her dad is as oblivious as ever as he walks over and rests a hand against her forehead.

“You don’t feel warm. Is it, uh, you know,” Jerry points down towards his own abdomen, “woman troubles?” he asks in an exaggerated stage whisper. Morti wants to die all over again. She presses her face into her pillow.

“Hey, sweetheart, i-it’s OK.” Morti feels Jerry rest a tentative hand on her shoulder. “Do you need anything?”

Morti takes a few deep breaths to calm herself and then sits up.

“N-no, Dad, I’m OK.”

“OK, honey.” Jerry wraps his arms around her and Morti can’t help but wonder if he would still hug her like this if he knew what she’d spent the past couple of hours reading about. She hugs him back tightly, suddenly unable to stop thinking that she might have to make the most of the affection while it lasts.

When Jerry pulls back, his face clouds with concern and Morti realises she’s once again been crying. She’s getting really sick of that.

“Morti, honey, what’s wrong?”

Morti feels the question writhing around in her gut until it chokes its way out of her mouth. “Dad… you’d love me no matter what, right?”

“Of course, sweetie. No matter what, you’ll always be my daughter.”

The words are meant to be a comfort, but all Morti can think about is the possibility that she’s not his daughter.

“Morti? Are you gay? It’s OK if you’re gay, you know.” As always, Jerry is well-intentioned but clueless. Truthfully, Morti’s not really put much thought into her own sexual orientation, and it’s not her main concern right now. She shakes her head, and Jerry looks doubtful but leaves it. 

After a few minutes, Morti works up the courage to speak again. “Dad? Could-could you… tell me a story? Like when I was little?” she cringes as she says the words, knowing she’s far too old to be asking for something like that. To her relief, Jerry smiles.

“Sure thing, sweetie.” 

He launches into an improvised story, very similar to the ones she remembers him coming up with when she was younger. She has a memory of Summer complaining Jerry’s stories were boring, always demanding more action. However, once Summer had aged out of wanting a bedtime story and left Morti as the sole listener, Jerry had settled comfortably back into his original stories, which Morti found calming and reassuring. 

Her dad’s voice relaxes her and she rests her head against the pillow, feeling her eyelids begin to droop. Jerry’s hand rests on her hair and strokes it gently, just as he used to all those years ago. It’s enough to block out the negative thoughts for the time being, and Morti is so exhausted from the recent events that she soon drifts peacefully into sleep.

#rick and morty #rnm #morty smith #jerry smith #autistic jerry #autistic jerry smith #trans morty #trans morty smith #transphobia #i hope this is at least semi-coherent #the brain fog is bad rn 😅

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

Hello!

Hi! I’m AnonymousStory - you can call me Story, or Rain!

A place where I talk about stuff and write. This blog is mostly Bungou Stray Dogs and Trigun, and I'm also a long-time Hatoful Boyfriend fan! I also have an Ao3 and a Kofi page!

I do mostly analysis type stuff, so I've organized all of my personal thoughts and my occasional writing here for convenience. Sometimes you guys send in amazing asks that give cool observations or have sparked discussion, so I marked those down on this list of asks here! Any art stuff is under the tag #my art. :)

BSD Analysis and Thoughts

Flower Meanings for Lucy, Tanizaki, and Naomi

Higuchi's Salary

Bird Symbolism in the Fukufuku Breakup Scene

Higuchi and Akutagawa Thoughts

Thoughts on the Anime Adaptation

BSD Flower Meanings

Jouno's "Death" and Characterization

The Agency's Older Brother (Ranpo's Character Development)

Atsushi and Fukuchi Similarities and Possible Connection

Atsushi-Kunikida Dynamic Appreciation

Atsushi Has Two Abilities Theory

Odasaku and Kyouka Commonalities

Fyodor Does Not Have a God Complex (+ the Fyolai Dynamic)

Fyodor Character Thoughts

Mori and Lacking "Kokoro"

Does Higuchi Have a Healing Ability?

Dazai Likes People

Dazai is Always Both (Manipulative and Genuine)

Theories About Sigma's Lack of Memories

Tachihara and Self-Identity

Shibusawa, N, and Orphanage Director Parallels

Everything About The Book So Far (Masterpost)

Chuuya and Emotional Vulnerability

Chuuya's Core Need is Stability

How Yosano Likely Feels About Dazai

Q's Relevance and Parallels to Double Black

Akutagawa and Feeling Glad for Others

Conspiracy to Commit Murder

Chuuya is Intelligent

Chuuya, Control and Autonomy (Chapter 105.5 Thoughts)

Potential Ango Backstory that is Probably Going to Be Wrong but Whatever

Atsushi, Action and Autonomy (Chapter 105 Thoughts)

Kouyou's Influence on Chuuya

Chuuya's Potential Relevance to the Main Manga

Dazai's Backstory Theories

Everything We Know About the History of the Old Boss, Mori and Dazai

Mushitarou Character Analysis (Why His Arc Works!)

That Scene From Dead Apple... (Is So Tender)

Sleeping Beauty, Snow White and Dazai's Waking

Kyouka and Her Adorable Intense Focus

Dazai, Chuuya and Their Similar Cores

Harukawa-sensei's Focus on Eyes

Dazai and Ango's Friendship

Mori - Always the Lesser Evil

Chapter 25 - the Q Chapter - as a Turning Point in Dazai's Character Arc

Dazai and Touch Part 3 - Partners

Why the Rimbaud Fight in Fifteen is So Good

Dazai is Different from Mori and Fyodor

Akutagawa Might Break Out of the Vampire Brainwashing Because of His Promise to Atsushi

Dazai and Touch Part 2 - Mentees

Dazai and Touch Part 1 - Friends

Trigun Analysis and Thoughts

Trigun Book Club Masterpost! (all thoughts, ramblings, and analysis!)

Collection of Trigun Stampede Thoughts

Trigun Stampede Vash Character Analysis

My original Trigun Stampede liveblog can be found under the tag #story watches trigun stampede!

Other Analysis and Thoughts

Hatoful Thoughts: Social Status and the Hawk/Dove Party Conflict

Hatoful Thoughts: Sakuya and Yuuya Character Similarities

Hatoful Thoughts: Sakuya's Route End Music

Platonic Awkwardness and Why It's Good

Hatoful Thoughts: Anghel Higure Propaganda

P5R Random Thoughts #2: Awakenings as a Triumph but Not a Cure

P5R Random Thoughts #1: Joker's Difficulty in Holding His Transformation

Writing

Interpretation of Dreams (bsd skkrbb fic)

Clear Eye (bsd fic - skk)

A Chirp Off the Old Block (hatoful fic)

The Narrative Ghost (bsd au fic)

My Magnum Opus

Why YOU Should Play Hatoful Boyfriend, A Presentation

Also, if you are at all curious, I have a sideblog where I post chapters of an original story called The Capture of Light! I would be honoured if you'd consider checking it out! :D

Feel free to send asks about stuff, or just to say hi!

***This blog is not spoiler-free! You have been warned!***

#hello! #i write semi-coherent things every once in awhile when i am not suffering :) #storyrambles #there's a lot more here than i realized - i hope things are actually easier to find #and not incredibly overwhelming...

[searidings]

if you're still in the market for a weird and wacky prompt to get you over writer's block please humbly consider this: epistolary fic <3

(also on ao3)

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help

oh god oh rao please

i can't i can't not here not again

someone please there has to be someone i can't be alone here i can't be alone again

alex lena please j’onn brainy nia eliza

jeremiah kal lois james winn somebody anybody please i have to

go back i have to go back they need me they need supergirl i need them

i need help i need

anybody

please

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT002[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help i don't know why i keep saying that no one is coming no one is

no one is here there is only

cold and me

and phantoms i thought

i was done with this place i thought i had escaped i thought i would never

come back

krypton earth home gone why are there so many

goodbyes

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT003[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help if i keep talking got to keep talking it will help can't stop talking

gonna lose it come on kara

keep talking

keep walking find shelter

that's all you have to do kara come on

before it gets dark it's always dark ok before it gets more dark

before they come

there's a cave ok ok keep talking keep walking god

it's so cold thank

rao for this suit thank rao

for lena

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT004[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help me god if i can't get this fire going so help me

where's

some friendly laser vision when you need it hm i can't

do this as a human i can't

do this at all i can't

fuck there ok yes ok

flames

are humans

this cold on earth or is it just

this fucking place

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT005[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help if i could just find a weapon just

like a really big stick not that there's

any trees

rao

this is so weird

i don't find weapons i am weapons

well not here ok not

helpful kara let's think about this logically what would alex do

w-w-a-d i should get that on a bracelet or maybe like

on a gun

ok no sticks but what about ok yes here perfect look at that

come at me phantoms i dare you to come at me now me and my big

fucking rock

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT006[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help it if i like to talk to myself i honestly don't think it's that

weird no matter what alex says like i

live on my own so who else am i gonna talk to at three in the morning i

have a lot to say and you

know what alex when i look around me i can see rocks and rocks and more

fucking rocks and maybe if i'm lucky there'll be a phantom

just to really

add some spice to my day

night perpetual darkness

thing ok alex mine is the only voice

around for miles for eons for millennia so

if i want to talk to anybody it's

going to have to be me

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT007[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help you'd think i would get tired of screaming

for help and yet

i can't seem

to stop

::END-TRANSCRIPT>

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT008[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help i need somebody help not just

anybody help i need someone

help

when i was younger so much younger than today duh duh duh

never needed no one's help in any way

but now these something something dah dah dah duh ok guess

that's my limit on the beatles huh ok what's

next what about

a little bruce springsteen if

anyone knows about dancing in the dark it's bruce ok i'm

not dancing but fuck if it isn't

dark so

here we go

duh duh duh duh duh

duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh

i get up in the evening and i ain't got

nothing to say

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT009[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help and compassion for all hope help and compassion for all hope

help and compassion for all hope

help and god brainy was

right i do sound like a girl scout

still hope

help and compassion for all hope help and compassion

::END-TRANSCRIPT>

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT010[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help please can't someone anyone

hear me isn't there

honestly isn't there

anyone else in this entire awful place how can that

be i know there is i know there must be my own

fucking mother sent people here as a day job so where the fuck

where are they all i need

people even criminals i just need to talk

to someone that isn't me i just need warmth i just need

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT011[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help me now that i've watched all those bear grylls things i guess i should

say thank you bear for

the survival tips if you can

call this survival not that

i've drunk my own pee yet but there's

still time so maybe this isn't rock

bottom yet though of course i am at the

bottom of

a lot of rocks ok

tough crowd you know

that joke would have killed with nia nal you just can't

find phantoms with a decent sense of

humour these days

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT012[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help please no i

please stop make it

stop i can't i'll do anything i won't

just please someone

make it stop hurting

::END-TRANSCRIPT>

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT013[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

helpful not helpful we're not going to think like that we're going to

think positive because everything is going to be fine alex is

coming lena is coming our family is coming so keep it

together kara you know they would never

leave you here you know lena has probably invented ninety new devices

looking for you you know she and alex have teamed up you

know they're probably almost here already you

know they haven't forgotten you

::END-TRANSCRIPT>

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT014[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

helping each other probably although honestly lena most likely

doesn't even need it if brainy's a twelfth level intellect lena must be like a

thirty-nine so she'll be here

she'll come

she always has before even

if it takes a while because

lena wouldn't leave me lena

would never let me go

lena wouldn't

::END-TRANSCRIPT>

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT015[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help to keep talking that's what kelly would say it'll help she'd

say so i'll keep talking so

i don't forget how to for when i go

home

::END-TRANSCRIPT>

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT016[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

helping enough it's not

it's not

helping enough

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT017[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help myself but how i can't even walk now i can't move that

cliff must have been thirty feet and my ankle it's

shit it shouldn't turn that way ok think think

fuck it hurts but no focus think what would alex

do it's dislocated probably if there's no bloodflow that's

a problem shit fuck why is it

purple oh god i can't do that cracking thing alex

could do it i can't do it oh god oh rao please this is too

oh oh oh god ok focus pop it back in pop it back fuck

bloodflow you can do this come on come on come

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT018[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help is not

coming they're not here and even

if they're on their way it's going to be too

late i can't run now i can't even walk when the phantoms come i'm a

sitting duck rao i miss ducks i

can't believe how much i miss the sound of ducks what if

alex has to amputate my foot because i fucked up

popping it back in so bad that it's gone forever what if

alex never gets the chance

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT019[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

helps a bit at least this suit is a

miracle lena is a miracle imagine

if i didn't have this to keep me warm imagine

if i hadn't had the helmet when i'd fallen my skull

would have made fast friends with the

bottom of that cliff and poof bye

bye kara

::END-TRANSCRIPT>

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT020[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help myself i just keep talking just

so that i can hear something something else

something other than the sound of the phantoms screaming

of me screaming my voice

is annoying but at least it's better

than that i'd like to hear one of brainy's puns right

now or j’onn's dad advice or nia's memes i'd

like to hear eliza say she loves me i'd like to hear alex

argue i'd like to hear lena

i'd like to hear lena

i'd like to just

anything but my own goddamn voice

::END-TRANSCRIPT>

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT021[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

helps to retrace my steps repeat all the same words hey that

was it i heard it then ok what had i said

which word was the trigger i

heard it for sure that time

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT022[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help there it is again oh my god the word is

help of course the word is help kara you

are a grade-a dumbass of course if lena was going to build in a voice

command trigger word that word would be

help jesus christ you won't be winning any

prizes for intellect this year will you

::END-TRANSCRIPT>

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT023[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help

ok yes i heard it again what

is that like a tiny clicking sound what

does it mean alright think

like lena what would she have done the word

is help but what does help do

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT024[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help ok hello i know it's weird to start a message

with help but

in what has undoubtedly been the most interesting turn of

events since lex luthor blasted me into

this hellhole i have finally

finally figured out that you

lena luthor you

world-saving genius have installed some kind of voice activated command when

i say the word

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT025[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help

at least i can only assume that that's

what's happening since every time i say

help i hear a tiny little click which i have decided after

three days or possibly eons of investigation is most likely the

sound of a microphone clicking on to

record so now i just have

to figure out what it's recording

::END-TRANSCRIPT>

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT026[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help lena

lena are you hearing this is that what

you've set this suit up to do have you

set it up so that you can

hear me

probably not right at least probably

not here i don't imagine the cell service in the phantom

zone is all that great but i have to assume these recordings are

going somewhere right because that's what you'd do even

if you couldn't get to the messages yourself you'd have them

go somewhere

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT027[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help it still feels weird to start messages

to you like that now that i know that they are

messages to you at least i

hope they are but honestly

it's pretty apt you always did

know what you were doing because lena if

you can somehow hear this i really

could use your help

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT028[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help

so i was talking to you for ages and

ages just then before i realised that the

recordings probably don't go on forever right like the

microphone you put in my suit probably only records for

short periods if it's triggered by the word help it's

like a distress call an sos right so i think

i've just been talking when it hasn't been recording i

think it probably cut me

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT029[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help ok hello it's me again i have finally

i think managed to figure out your genius i

think the suit records for thirty seconds after i say the

word help i was counting one mississippi two

mississippi like alex used to make me and i think

i counted thirty mississippis lena before another

click which must be the microphone turning off so from

now on i'll try and keep my ramblings under thirty

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT030[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help

yes alright i didn't manage it that time i guess i

have a lot to say i know i know i never

shut up i bet you're laughing right now hearing this i

hope you're laughing i hope you're

hearing this i

guess you're not

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT031[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help

i guess it doesn't really matter though right because even

if you're not hearing me now which i don't see how you

could be then maybe you'll hear it one day knowing

your genius all this data is probably being backed up to a

server on the international space station or something

else equally bonkers and brilliant but really the reality doesn't matter as

long as i can feel like i'm talking to you that's good

enough for me

::END-TRANSCRIPT>

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT032[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help see i'm getting better at timing these

messages now i'm getting better at

everything i can't tell you how much it's

changed things being

able to talk to you lena it's

brought me back to life i think i know

that sounds dramatic but it's

true you have

and the thing

is that this is not the first time you've

saved me you know not

even close

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT032[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help so

today was a good

day not that there are days here and not that

anything is good but my

ankle is finally more fading blue than dark purple

black bruise which i am choosing to take as a sign that

it will probably not fall off and i have probably not crippled

myself for life though i do not think my

future lies in medicine somehow

::END-TRANSCRIPT>

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help and it was good because i did

not see a single phantom and because

i was thinking about

you for most of it and

your eyes and your hair and your hands and your

smile do not a bad day make not even now not

even here

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help

i've been wondering about the

specifics of this thing you've built in lena since

i have a lot of time to wonder here so

indulge me is my suit saving each one of these audio files in

perpetuity that

seems like it would take a lot of memory and i can't

find any sizeable chip in the helmet so does

it save as audio does it save only text hell is it

videoing me without me knowing i honestly couldn't tell is

it even saving anything at all am i

even being saved at all

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT035[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help

please the

phantoms they're

help really

help

if you're there i really

need help

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help

i couldn't speak this

time not for days i'm

sorry i haven't been here but i just

couldn't the phantoms the

the dreams they were so

i can't say it not even to

you some things are not

meant for words

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT037[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help i wonder if you're coming

lena i wonder where you are out

there i look for you in the sky you

know but the sky here isn't sky it's only grey and

nightmares so i look for

you in my heart instead because that's one

place i'll never lose you see that's

one place you'll always be

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT038[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help

today i am very

very

cold

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT039[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help i made a

fire again today first one in a

long time you would be proud i think that i haven't

given up not

completely the flames looked like

the amber of your hair in the sunshine and the

warmth felt like

your skin

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help

i like to think of you listening

to these messages like to imagine you snorting

and rolling your eyes because every time i say

help the way i should say hello

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT040[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help now i'm thinking of that dumb

awful john green movie nia made us watch that brainy sobbed at but

you hated it you said it was so cheesy especially that

one line that everybody quoted but now i can't stop

thinking that this is the perfect time so

lena maybe

help can be our always

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT041[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help

is that even right have i misremembered the

damn quote what's the original line maybe

okay can be our always is that it well

like you said at the time that isn't even that

romantic so maybe i should rework

it maybe i should use this new most common word in

my vocabulary to tell you what i really want to tell

you what really matters maybe

maybe i should say to you here and

now from the depths of this hellish phantom

zone lena luthor that maybe every time i say help i'm really

saying i love you because oh lena i

do

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT042[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help

it feels

a little strange to say that now even though i

have to say it to start the recording but also it's

not strange at all

things often aren't when

they're true so i'll say

it again and i'll keep saying it forever help

lena

help help help

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT043[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help i started salivating today thinking about pot

stickers i haven't eaten

anything in all the time i've been

here yet i'm still alive guess that's one more

fun trick of the phantom

zone when i get out of here the first thing i'm going

to eat is a pot sticker i started

this message by saying it but i'm going to end by saying

it again i love you lena and i

miss you

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT044[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help do you think that

if none of these messages ever make it to

you that the phantoms will play them over my

dead body and laugh at what a romantic

sap i've become

fodder for phantom jokes that's all that

i am now and honestly i think

that's alright

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT045[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help you know what i've been thinking i

would die before i put you through the hell that is

this place but honestly if you were

here i think it wouldn't be

so bad i don't think

anything could be not

if it had me

and you

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT046[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help today

the phantoms almost got me i think they're

getting colder when they come it's like i'm

frozen like there's no life left anywhere it's getting

harder to hope that you're

out there at all i've

been here for so long now have you

forgotten me i've nearly

forgotten me

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT047[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help talking to you

is the only time i talk at all now except

in the dreams those awful dreams when i

scream but even then my voice is getting so

weak i think maybe my throat is frozen maybe

i'm shutting down so i'll tell

you again now i can tell you the truth since you're

not here to hear it i

love you lena and i think i might be dying and it

feels like desolation and it feels

like peace

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT048[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help there's a

light in the sky not the light of the phantoms this one is

warmer it's brighter it looks

like the sun no no it looks like a

what is that what

it looks like oh my god is it a

ship it's a ship it could be you lena oh

god is it you

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT049[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help oh god oh god oh god if

this isn't you if this is just another dream another

illusion i can't take it i can't take this i

can't handle any more false

hope please don't let this be

false ok it's coming

closer it's coming i can hear it now this is

it this is really truly

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT050[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help shit fuck it's really oh

my god it's j’onn's ship it's you lena lena

lena it's you

of course it is of course

you're here of course you're going to save me you built

me a suit that will not let me die you

rigged up a broadcast that answers to the word

help so that you would always be able to come when

i called of course you did of course

it's you

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT051[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help me i knew you'd find me i knew you'd

save me oh lena oh god you feel so good you smell so

good oh shoot i'm

sorry there's snot on your shirt i don't

care you are you kidding me kara i don't care i don't

you're here you're really i'm here i'm here i

love you i know i heard

your messages you heard me yes they got through when we got

close i heard you kara i love you i love you

too so much oh rao i'm so happy you're here i'm

so happy we can finally say i love you instead of just

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<MESSAGE-TRANSCRIPT052[PARTIAL-RECOVERY//SPEECH-TO-TEXT-MODE::BASIC]::

help me god if you don't kiss me in the next

one second i'll start screaming so loud they'll hear

me in the next dimension say no

more sweetheart my god you're

so beautiful i've missed you so

much come here baby come here

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#i truly and honestly don't know if this makes any sense but here we are. i tried <3 #u r right though anon it was only writing something so weird and different from what i usually do #that allowed me to get over the most hideous writer's block that i've been battling for the past few weeks #here's hoping we're back to normal now #hope this is semi-coherent and also that you're having a great day #asks #anonymous #dings dot txt #supergirl #supercorp #supercorp fanfic #kara danvers #lena luthor

[cryptidafter]

for the AU ask meme!! canon divergence scenario: jgy figures out what nhs is up to before the guanyin temple confrontation 👀

OOOH I have thought about this many times. My sickness addled brain might not remember things properly but here goes:

Justice for Qin Su! That note is getting intercepted; JGY has a whole host of servants who are loyal to him and would make sure that note never reaches her. Commence operation convince Qin Su that she really should go spend time with her family, he's got some very important work to do and he'll be gone for awhile. (She agrees because she's not in extreme emotional distress and has no reason to distrust him.)

Quick Da-ge head removal service by Minshan! He gets to take Mingjue's resentful severed head and go get Meng Shi's remains while Paperman Wuxian finds nothing, zilch, nada. Huh, that's unfortunate. Really thought Mingjue's head would be here. Maybe they were wrong about this JGY thing? There are some crucial pieces missing here

Huaisang is a mess. What the hell happened to Bicao and his letter?! Those are kinda important to the whole Bring Down JGY thing! This is Not Good!!!

JGY is commencing operation Get The Fuck Out Of Dodge. (Now, I'm not saying that Huaisang has to die but…well…that's exactly what I'm saying. Our lovable vengeance seeker will not rest until JGY is dead and JGY knows this.) Minshan, you're on duty again. If Mingjue's headless corpse just happened to go berserk and kill his brother, that would be quite sad. Such a shame. Where is Mingjue's fierce corpse now? Huh, who knows...so strange...

JGY and LXC have a very necessary and heartbreaking conversation about everything that happened before JGY leaves for Dongying. Maybe LXC helps JGY come up with a cover story. Maybe nobody ever figures out what truly happened besides him. Maybe that's another tragedy. (Does he stay behind and become Chief Cultivator to maintain stability? Does he leave too? Would JGY let him? Hm, who knows!)

#cryptid's thoughts #asked and answered #fandom asks #my brain hurts so I hope this is at least semi-coherent lol

[just-some-guy-joust]

for future polls, if you want a tiesweep it HAS to be a perfect tie. witchs heart and orv characters were allowed to go together because they had the circumstances of Both Their Characters Against Each Other Round 1. round 2 is different. i can say there will be at least one match up of characters from the same fandom round 2, but they both managed to survive round 1 so they won't be given the chance to sweep together. i find it more entertaining, and still fair, this way

#hope that makes sense i am in bed just woke up havent eaten or had anything to drink in hours and my brain looks like static #so hopefully im still at least semi coherent #-mx narrative #doomed by the narrative showdown

[calamitys-child]

Do you have any opinions on t4t werewolves?

Werewolfism is about transformation, about embracing the changing parts of you, the unconventional parts of you, the parts of you that scare you sometimes. Werewolfism is about being part of the pack, part of the community, part of the messy blur of found family and social hierarchy and activist group and polyamory. T4T werewolves are the ONLY dynamics I think about 24/7 honestly.

It's about, like - you wake up in her bed with coarse hair caught between your teeth, and blood on her shoulders, and bruises on both your thighs, and it's about, like, did you go down on her? did you go for her jugular? does the difference matter, really?

It's about how once a month your body overrides your mind and what you once swore was your soul, and you scream and writhe and try desperately to hide your agony, try to pretend your body doesn't do this to you ---

--- it's about how once a month you proudly own the changes in your body, their strengths and weaknesses, and you refuse to let any of that impact what you know, you know, you know is your soul

It's about how you shave the hair away again and again and again and it grows back before the razor has even finished passing across your skin, the terror that somehow having this hair will betray you, will turn the others against you

It's about how you learn to scream back at the world, and the anger that once scared you is now answered in joyful defiance by the howls of every other wolf out there to listen

It's about how the hair on her face soaks into the blood between his legs, and they both laugh, and their joy echoes on into the night, shining from the moon

#werewolves #i have SO MANY feelings #this is only semi coherent and my laptop screen is glitched tae fuck so i cannae proofread it but #i hope i convey. the Vibes tm

[loonarmuunar]

Zora Salazar character analysis

Takin a bitta insperation from this https://www.tumblr.com/ramblings-from-the-ether/715682790638796800/bloodsoaked-closure-how-to-break-zora-the-fanfic post. I’m not gonna go in the same direction as they did, but I’m def using their analysis for help with this.

This started with me wondering, what could break Zora’s spirit? She’s such a fighter, so how could you take away that energy of her’s? Let’s begin.

Before Zora joined Bliss Ocean, in Extended Great at Cowboy, I got the impression she just had no real drive and wasn’t happy, nor did she really care about anything besides bounty hunting. It was the line “finally knows why she is fighting” that especially made me think this. Bliss Ocean gave her an actual goal, something to hope for and achieve. Bliss Ocean also gave her her friends as well. It isn’t just a job, it’s integral to who she is as a person. She needs Bliss Ocean. To Zora, her motivations are key to her identity.

If Zora had a redemption arc and left bliss ocean, or for whatever reason she’s just not apart of the organization anymore, I think it would take a big toll on her. Even if she became a good person, Bliss Ocean was still a huge part of her life. It made her happy. Without it, who is she? What left does she have? Does she just go back to nothing but bounty hunts, or look for something new to motivate her?

Zora is overwhelming powerful. She has the power to fight and kill almost anyone if she wanted. So what if she was faced with something she CAN’T fight? Be it sickness, the forces of nature, being trapped, etc. For something like this, she’d try waiting it out and bearing it until she got a chance to help herself. But what if it didn’t? Whatever unfightable force she’s facing won’t give in.

I feel that, Zora, left without anything to push her, and stuck with something she can’t fight off, would still try. At her core, Zora is a survivor. She kept going, even after she lost her parents and childhood, she still kept going. She’s going to fight and thrash and bite, even to her detriment, until she can’t fight anymore. Eventually, she would be faced with the fact she can’t win. She can’t fight it, she can’t run, she can’t survive. That would break her.

A dog can’t fight against the post forever. She’s Zora Salazar, the phantom drifter, highest bounty there is, and no matter what, she’s still just a person, and eventually, she’ll meet her limits.

I’d love for others to add their thoughts onto this <33

#keep in mind I’m writing this at 3 am #so this is. probably v e r y rough #I can’t properly word some of the things I wanted to say so I hope this is like. semi coherent at least #epithet erased #zora salazar #ee zora #character analysis #ee zora salazar #epithet erased zora salazar #great at cowboy

[doobea]

Genuinely phenomenal characterisation for the recent Rin writing. You have his character down to a T. I absolutely love the little mannerisms and body language you portray in your writing. It gives the scene so much more flavour, making it easy for immersion and it makes the characters feel all the more human. Also it kinda also makes sense how he'd fall for a person older than him lol. The way Rin struggles with expressing himself was portrayed so exceedingly well I'm thoroughly impressed. Perhaps if you ever feel up for it, a continuation to it would be so lovely but of course, if you don't feel like it needs one then by all means! Genuinely enjoyed reading your writing! Will be looking forward to future ones, keep it up you're doing amazing <33

omg wait hihi your message is so sweet and just know that i'll be thinking about this 'till the day i die, okay? ;;

i was so unsure abt my recent fic just because i kinda took a two month writing hiatus to prevent further burnout and then i came back with a long-ass rin fic because for whatever reason he's the easiest for me to write out of all the bllk characters thus far (and weirdly enough nagi is the second easiest)?

im so happy that you think i got his character down :')) i think there's def more improvement along the way but in a way rin reminds me of my younger self (like a lot...). and omg im also trying to get better at describing characters' internal thoughts through subtle actions.... im glad that you were able to sense that thru that fic and felt super immerse!! :) <3

and tbh i think an older partner for rin generally fits his character?? or just a partner who is extremely patient/understanding enough to guide him through all the confusing parts of his untapped psyche haha

i definitely intended that fic to just be a one shot and i am working on another rin milestone next (hint: its the one abt the big apple :3c ) BUT yeah our barista!reader/undergrad!rin have a special place in my heart... an epilogue for them will be on the backburner for now but i'll def revisit them whenever time comes hehe :3

no one asked for this but since you've brought it up... i think characters like rin/bachira/shidou/oliver would prefer an s/o who's older (i think we all kinda know why haha) and of course you have characters like sae/barou/kunigami paired with someone who's the oldest sibling in their fam. i think it just works like that?? do you see what i mean or am i talking up a wall...

ANYWAYS!! thank you so much for your lovely message and i hope you have a wonderful week :)) imprinting this whole message in my BRAIN!!

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