#ig i never have. but...idk

[glowingreverie]

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#i don't think tylwo is problematic #however i do think that ppl who want their stories to have purely good mcs who always make the right and correct decisions will not like it #to which...i don't...i guess i'm not catering to those ppl? #ig i never have. but...idk #seeing the tgcf fandom antis scares me i'm just like i sure hope they don't read my stories LMSDFLAKJSG;H #like i'm just a wittle guy i don't think they'll be over here haha #idk i'd like to think the group of ppl who continue to read my stories have good media literacy at least #i write for you people.... #and myself #and i want my mcs to make dumb not completely mature decisions (i'm probably overthinking it bc of all the drama i've seen recently) #i shall continue my own way #oo i have been seeing comments on my stories recently that are like #something about....idk #i don't remember the exact wording #but it was giving ' your MCs can do no wrong and i like that' #and i was like ..........UM....NO... LIKE...THEY'VE KILLED PEOPLE LSAF;KSJDLGH #like i just dno't...go into it cuz i never found a relevant way to work it in #but even gui yin has k worded ppl so like...i dunno LMAO #guess you could argue he was fighting bad guys tho but like eh???

[crocchompers]

Clubber and his best friend <3

#the little guy in the background is game wally #idk if i've talked about him yet but i will soon #when the time is right ig lol #im never going to have a post where i dont ramble #never #Clubber Wally #Game Wally #welcome home #wally darling #wally au #welcome home au #art

[muckyschmuck]

i don’t wanna do this anymor

#take it ig #shake dog shake #warmup kinda #so i can devote my day to #drawing thirsty stuff of my ocs idk #frame by frame balls by balls #what #huh #my art #furry art #furry #anthro #anthro art #digital art #oc art #oc #doodlings #wip but i’ll never finish it #i have wnother wip but #but it’s way more frames and it makes me dizzy #so taking my sweet time

[eyes-of-nine]

he lived, he served cunt, he got put in a psych ward and probably some other shit but I've been too busy looking at all the domestic fluff to figure out the lore

#agshsghd these are still very much early sketches just trying to figure out how I wanna draw the guy ywy #I am struggling so badly to not fall into my old phobs imitation strickes that never really worked anyways..... #tricks* #AHSGSJGSJSHS #AGAJFSJSHSJSHSHJSKHDJD #to my mutual who very muchs knows who they are I am sorry for how annoying i'm going to become #i work like a sleeper agent for both phobs art and murder gingers and well.... #fun fact old asher designs circa 2018/19 were heavily phobs coded so you partially have this mfer to blame for asher's rizz #unfortunately this resurgence means I once again have to face my worst enemy....drawing straight hair #agsjsgshdhhd i have way to many things to say but I need to stop bc I need to be awake in....less than two hours fucc #sergey razumovsky #....i don't actually know what I should tag this as whoops:// #major grom #major grom plague doctor #bubble comics #ig #idk #aight i'm out #my art #mgpd

[whiskey-tango-matcha]

for me, nothing hits quite like someone who's sick but like...still in a good mood? like either ignoring it or admitting they're not well but still pleasant to be around. like they sneeze and someone asks if they're ok and they just roll their eyes and say "yeah i just have a stupid fuckin cold" 🫠😳👁️👄👁️🤩

#if you've read anything I've written you already know my love for this #today it's inspired by my husband who started coming down w something yesterday #and he's just like. idk. rocking with it ig lmao #off topic but I'm almost ready to start writing again. i know it's been like over a month #but it's been a T O U G H month and then i started feeling emotionally better and i got sick hahahahah ofc #but things are better now. things are looking up haha #so i promise I'll be back at it soon #& ya I'm going to finish foh boh but if you have requests you can send them. i never know what will spark the writing bug #k I'm out byeee ✌️

[mitamicah]

This is random but Salena has my sticker and even wilder: she noticed me 😱

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Context under the line

So back in October I went to käärijä Berlin gig giving out some Bojere stickers I made. Five of those went to Mikke (another story but I had sort of promised to give him some xD).

This was however also the same gig where Salena joined Jere on stage. I didnt meet her in person but had a blast seeing her perform with the boy 🥹💚

Fast forward three months later (here's to me feeling old 🫠) and Salena had an IG live performance yesterday. One friend in that live (hi Niini :3) noticed others speaking about a sticker and got curious: lo and behold Salena had decorated her laptop with the exact sticker I had given people at the Berlin gig 😳😱

My theory is that Mikke must have given one of his five stickers to Salena as a thank you for her coming. And now I have to live with the blessed knowledge that Salena has Bojere art I made on her laptop 😭

But that is not all - when I realised that yesterday I made a story about it and today I got a message that Salena has replied 😱:

This may not seem as huge news to most of you but to me this is wild 😭

I have just gotten used to never being noticed (JO boys seems to look anywhere but at my fanart and the same with Jere *I have had häärijä and Mikke react a few times and dont get me wrong i love that too yet since it was back in November I start to wonder if it was a fluke*) and then she does this 🥺 how am I supposed to react now without coming off as awkward or creepy :'D

#i want to repeat the last sentence here: #how am i supposed to act that doesnt come off as awkward or creepy #i am so excited yet for what #she commented on the sticker? #idk #maybe it is a good thing that jere or jo never see or share my art #i would be the biggest mess #at the same time i want to let her know i appreciate this #and not come off as rude or ungrateful #i already feel rude and ungrateful for not have häärijä and mikke noticing my art back in oct-nov be enough #it can feel so disencouraging seeing the boys share all fanart but yours yk #at the same time who am i to even expect that #i am just this small little presence on ig #i have no authority #i should just be happy with what little i get and not complain #so yeah that is my thoughts about the whole thing rn #excited #overjoyed #but also worried #and overthinking my worth #the life of an autistic mess i guess #micahs thoughts #teya and salena

[composeregg]

Honestly as someone who is partially adopted,

The fact that the doctor didn't go to the biological mother, let her walk away, didn't need to find that information, is so...

My mom was a single mother for a few years, because my bio father didn't stick around. My dad is the one she married, the one who raised me, the one who celebrates adoption day with me.

Ruby has her family. I get wanting to know, wanting to understand, and it's clear she does want that, but she doesn't need that. Her mom makes the point of being glad she didn't find anyone because she's ruby's mom

And there's not enough stories out there where that's just accepted. My biological father tried to get in touch with me when I turned 19 and I told him to fuck off (well, i didn't respond so my mom did with my permission), because he's not my dad. I don't have an interest in seeing him, in getting to know him.

"Aren't you curious?" No, not really!

I get the idea of wanting Ruby to secretly be alien-ish since we dont know her genetics but... there's something special to me, for her to be an ordinary girl. A foundling, adopted. Her biological relations not mattering because her family is the one she HAS

That means a lot to me

#egg speaks #doctor who #ruby sunday #also if my sperm donor wants to know me he should pay my mom and i the 40k child support he owes #moved to texas and joined the military fo avoid paying #has 2 kids and a wife now or smth #my mom checked his fb when he tried to contact me #which i just went *hey mom look at what i got lmao* #but yeah idk adopted ruby important to me ig #i get the people who do want to know #but to me it just. never appealed #and maybe its because i do have the answers #but theres something to be said about not needing those answers to know your family

[kakashisthickthighs]

i am thinking about if getou and gojo really did continue talking afterwards and like the tiny intricate details and logistics of their lives.

they part in 2007. they had flip phones.

getou dies in 2016. they had iphones, instagram, snapchat, and dog filters.

when getou first goes rogue, shoko and gojo probably still have his number and are blowing his shit up. he probably has his phone off for the first days of it and turns it back on after. there’s no need to trash it out of a want to stay hidden—he won’t die unless they send an army or gojo himself.

when he turns his cell back on, he’s half-tempted to delete all his photos of jujutsu tech, with shoko, with gojo, and he gets as far as deleting maybe 15 of them in a heavy-breathed rage before convincing himself that maybe he doesn’t need to delete these. these are mementos of the said pinnacle of jujutsu, and they’ll come in handy when there are no non-sorcerers left.

he’s about to put the cellphone away before it rings. it’s satoru. he sighs. he calls once every day. it’s relentless, six or seven calls at minute intervals. getou almost laughs at it—the world’s strongest, desperate.

a month after his disappearance, he calls every night at ten. sometimes the pixels on his cell read 10:04, 10:21, the latest was 10:42. it becomes a ritual, agonizing every night wanting to finally beat gojo at something, to make him lose. but suguru finds himself holding his breath as 10pm wanders by every day, breathing easy only when his phone stops buzzing.

maybe one night he’s yet again alone in his shoebox apartment, assorted belongings littered about, convincing himself this was the best path for him. not jujutsu tech, the horrible missions, the loneliness, the taste. it feels better here, where no one else is happy.

he’s lost in a daze when his phone rings. it’s been three months and satoru won’t let up. every night. he scoffs and flips his cell open just to sneer and make a point, to feel powerful in his own mind, but once the line connects, he’s silent, mouth agape and eyes wide that he actually picked up.

he hears static from the other side, a shift of fabric, a shaky inhale. “suguru, you fucking idiot,” gojo sneers, loud on the other end, “what’d ya pick up by accident?”

getou can’t help but laugh from the bottom of his heart. his abs are burning and tears are falling by the time he contains himself, and memories flood back. selfies, dumb finds, food pics, phone bills crazy all from hours on the phone together. there’s satoru’s voice, and then there’s lofi samsung static-lined satoru’s voice. both sound like home.

“suguru—“

“satoru,” he breathes, and this is what it feels like to talk again. he’s lived in this apartment in silence for the past three months, voices only coming from his saved videos.

“come home, suguru.” they both know it’s impossible.

getou chuckles again into the speaker. he can almost see it, satoru’s spindly form, one leg propped up on a chair, elbow resting on it as he holds the phone in distaste. or maybe he’s completely prone, jolted awake by a voice he hadn’t expected to hear.

“satoru, you’ll be fine,” he chimes, hanging up. he squeezes his eyes shut and swallows a sigh, and just like that, he’s left home again.

three years later the calls have stopped. the iphone 4 comes out, and the world is awash in touch screens, app stores, and missing charging cables. it’s time for an upgrade, and getou powers off his flip phone—his youth—one last time and tucks it gingerly into a shoebox. he starts completely anew with no data to transfer.

gojo meticulously transfers every contact and double checks only one number. it’s the first call he makes on his new phone.

the number you have dialed is not in service—

he hangs up and slows his breathing. he doesn’t delete the number. suguru, the contact reads.

you’ll be fine.

#jujutsu kaisen #i am filled with hatred #jjk #jjk headcanons #idk why this wouldn’t be canon #they might as well animate this #jjk gojo #jjk geto #satosugu #gojo satoru #geto suguru #and then by 2016 everyone’s on ig and snap gojo prob has ten thou on ig and so does getou and they look each other up once and never again #till a few months later getou has memorized how many ppl gojo is following and looks at all their profiles and checks all his tagged posts #sees his new students and then glances at mimi and nana #could that have been me? our students? but decides his life is good and his life is enough and this is what he wanted and he’s happy #it’s easier to convince himself now since it’s been so long #after all they’re grown now and three bright years of youth would’ve passed anyhow and anyway and now it’s over foreal

[nagitosstolenhand]

okay does anyone else remember that post mystreet s6 pre covid era where they started ship baiting garroth and ein of all characters??? like i swear im not crazy they were low-key shipping them in official art and videos

like. this was official promo art for season 7. lucinda by herself, canon ship, canon ship, canon ship. and then garroth and ein?? idk maybe im reaching but i swear they were trying to make ein and garroth the new worse garrance for a little while with them being ''''coupley'''' in minigames and being paired together in art

#plus that one blooper where they made out #maybe im insane idk but i swear this was a thing #garroth ro'meave #ein aphmau #ein mystreet #mystreet #ramblings #garroth ro'meave isnt garroth ro'meave without a queerbaity tease ship thatll never become canon ig #garroth really left his supportive best friend bf for a random emo who tried to kill all his friends and brainwashed his brother #should i tag this as ship #what the fuck is their ship name #garrein #???? #aphblr #aphverse #my post #ive never seen anyone else mention this i have no idea if it was just a fever dream or somth

[theodimasbabygirl]

Gonna be so honest in saying that it was kind of a let down to NOT have Tobert involved in the murder

#LOOK #I KNOW they pulled the murderous love interest first season #And I do not want Mabel to have more relationship trauma #But everything about him is just OFF #Idk man like I genuinely thought he couldve been in on it #I like what they did with Donna and Cliff but I saw it coming a mile away and didn't feel the weight of the twist #Im pretty good at guessing murderers in mysteries tho so maybe others were more surprised? #Idk #Like I didn't have a problem w Oscar so him leaving quietly made sense ig #Alice had an in universe reason bc she was an ass #But so was Tobert and they...NEVER did anything w this #But idk hopefully hes gone now 5evr #Tobert omitb #Tobert #Only murders in the building #Omitb #Omitb spoilers #Omitb season 3 #Only murders in the building season 3

[teleport-teapot]

#happy valentine's ig idk I'm going feral over my own characters #I'll open up the TH gallery with all the art eventually but have this for now #OC #I never thought I'd be into vampire stuff but would you look at this - you make some characters then some “my vampires are different” lore- #-and there's no going back

[aengelren]

what other animes or media should i talk about

#i’m jobless now that Aot is over #i meanni never run iut of things to say about it #ever #i post regularly on 2 pages and have for years & not by obligation but passion #i’m just genuinely in love with it but yeah i do read a lot of manga books and watch much ig #im talking abt my passion for Aot btw or was that clear idk i’m on the spectrum #OMG #do any of you know stephanie soo? #it’s 4am #gn

[revolutionarywig]

i sometimes do wonder what my life would be like if i instead chose to study Robespierre

#like ig i never experienced what academia is like #especially not french ones #but man listening to online recordings of some frev lectures again #makes me go like damn what if that's my alternate universe career #can it potentially be more fulfilling #i have no idea how historian jobs work idk how the pay looks like

[reel-fear]

Wow, so umm... This looks bad, not only is it inaccurate due to using the wrong ink demon design [unless this is confirmation BATIM Ink Demon has been outright retconned... Which would make me pissed enough to make a new post just about THAT] but from an art standpoint this is just... Confusing and poorly done.

I wouldn't care if this was fanart, of course you should support young, indie artists... But for a Graphic Novel making sure your cover doesn't look like something Butch Hartman shat out in an afternoon is kind of important. Remember they're going to be asking us to give money to them to read this. The artist likely won't see any of that money and neither do the authors most of the time, not to mention this art screams of the artist being underpaid and overworked.

Like they Had to get something on someone's desk and their boss said 'good enough'. A concept Joey Drew Studios is very familiar with considering the allegations of poor working environments that Kindly Beast. Not to mention Mike Mood admitting in a Reddit AMA that they did in fact rush projects like Showdown Bandit. [Which they sold at full price]

He also says they can in fact say no or yes to designs involving their IP. Either Mike or Meatly had to say yes to this cover, according to his own damn words.

And do you really think this company in particular would care enough about its fanbase to not sell them garbage? They have done exactly that on several occasions. It's not like they care particularly about art either, considering their previous use of AI Art. There was no apology or even posts addressing it... Instead, they just rushed out an archives update to their game to get people to stop talking about it... Even forgetting an entire character in it. Again

This company is [or at least SHOULD BE] on thin ice when it comes to being suspected of misleading their fans or rushing out crappy products to them.

So with all that context in mind, I'm gonna talk about why this cover sucks ass.

The light sources are all over the place? Why does it look like someone put maces or knight armor on his shoulders but it's just flesh?? It looks both gross and weird [not in a good way either]

To explain more I'm going on a rant below but sadly this seems to have been confirmed to not just be a rough pass but the final cover and man... I am not excited about this graphic novel just at all. This felt like it really drained any possibility of it turning out good for me and I already had expectations low.

Okay first point, the light sources?? And there is no consistency here with the shadows or lighting, it looks like there's a hundred light sources all at once but none of them are even consistent!

the arrows here represent all the different light sources I can make out and yet the the shadow clearly implies there's only one. I understand wanting to use highlights to give the character a more clear shape but then just give him one or two lights behind him or in front of him? No matter how u follow the light sources, the highlights make no sense and the shadows make even less sense.

Why are the shoulders like that? Like on the legs it's a little understandable, at least those are clearly very heavily affected by perspective, for me I think they are so exaggerated it makes it look like one of the legs is either huge or one is small but that's maybe subjective.

However, the shoulders are unjustifiable, what happened there, what did they do??

I could pick on so much more honestly, how the color choices of piss yellow with no other colors being used, and the harsh pitch black being used for every part of his body is weird. How it looks straight out of Butch Hartman's recent crappy art. But to put bluntly bad start! Also what the HELL is going on with this background??

Seems once again the Bendy team is fine with sending out stuff thinking it's "Good Enough" for Bendy fans and honestly the people trying to tell me to "Be Grateful" for this are just proving that no matter how many times you betray your audience some of em will defend you!

Which is sad tbh. If anything we should be putting MORE pressure on the Bendy team to do better. Cause we deserve better than this, honestly we do. There are amazing artists in the bendy community who could do so much better for a cover. They've employed their fan artists before... Wouldn't it be great to do that for such a lore important book? The book that gives us the identity of one of the main characters in BATIM? The character you spend the entirety of Chapter 4 fighting to save? Not to mention will give several major characters their human designs?

But I guess this is... Good enough...

#ramblez #batim #batdr #bendy and the ink machine #bendy and the dark revival #sorry I've been on a positivity streak with bendy I know but I have to be honest and being honest I think this sucks lol #Im sure plenty of people Disagree and while I would argue this is more objective than subjective people will ignore me if they want to #maybe Im just a hater idk #but I do know one thing I sure do hate this and Im pretty sure Ill hate this novel and its designs #but maybe I wont ya never know #anyways if they do retcon batim ink demon I will make a post abt how much I dislike batdrs ink demon design #and why I think all the people saying its better than the og seriously arent understanding #what made batims ink demon good or character design in general tbh #to put bluntly just bc something is popular opinion DOES NOT make it right or a good idea design wise #not everyone is qualified to be a character designer and thats just good advice in general tbh #anyways yeah thats it sorry im being mean today </3 #I simply think corporations shouldnt be able to rush out crappy products to their fans and get paid for it but ig thats a hot take now #but esp with how bad that updated employee handbook was too and it still had stolen renders from fans in it... #yeah I dont think theyve learned a damn thing

[drawedherbarium]

forgot to post this

#knockout #transformers prime #tfp #tfp knockout #this is my first time drawing transformers and i ended up with 119 layers of coloring #i had fun but i do not look forward to any more alien gay robots on my virtual canvas for at least a few months #(immediately goes to draw him again) #to be fair this time it's gonna be humanization #i already started it and have surprisingly hard time designing him clothes. while character design is like. my profession. #no i designed him allright. the thing is #i know he wouldn't wear that if his life depended on it #and i also can't design smthn he WOULD wear becouse I WOULDN'T and it gives me a hard time fairly judjing if it is okay or a crap #ok this tags getting out of control sorry ig #it's just 4 am now and everyone else is asleep. i need to rant SOMEWHERE ok?????? #yes i become very chatty when sleep deprived. idk what you should do with that info #and when I'm NOT sleep deprived i just. never fucking talk. how tf me workin'. #ok i stop now #good night or good morning or whatever

[deus-ex-mona]

when the lip differs from the lip

#aizo’s really too good for this series (sometimes). very male lead of him i have to say #he forgives his mother for being like *that* to him and still loves her despite everything #he shows kindness to people who openly hate him (mona; granted it was only to make up for his bf’s earlier misdeeds) #a n d he tolerates yujiro’s nonsense (bc he loooooves him) despite their frequent arguments and disagreements all #meanwhile yujiro openly hates on people who go after his bf (kanami 2k20: never forget… and chizuutan to a degree too ig) #man i miss honeypre event stories (says this all the time). i miss seeing aizo pine on main (while being dense about his own feelings) #and yujiro being salty on main (while somehow being even denserrrrrrrr about his own feelings for aizo) #those event stories truly were some of the best shipping fuel for ss lxl #(also ngl but. i liked how hiyoko was still present in their stories as the supportive friend role to them…) #(unlike a certain [redacted] anime which turned her into a horrible self-insert who shoehorns herself into situations unrelated to her) #(*cough* aizo’s so-called ‘fake trauma’ *cough* ‘how could yujiro’s family hate him when his mom makes him such a nice lunch????’ *cough*) #(wished we could’ve seen more of the jk trio in the event stories though [sadge]. bring back honeypre p l s) #um anyway!!!!!! see y’all when the next lxl mv drops ig???? maybe later in the week???? sometime between wed-fri???? idk?????