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#sorry i maxed out tags on the last one#i just. she goes on and on and on about how like. 'oh nothing i ever did was or will be good enough for my mom i never had control over my#own life all my interests and activities were picked apart constantly blah blah blah'#and like genuinely i do fucking care abt that bc like thats my mom and yeah my grandma treated and still treats her like shit. and im proud#any time she sticks up to the woman. but what the fuck do you think youre doing when you CONSTANTLY try to fucking tell me what i should do#even when i ALREADY HAVE IT FUCKING FIGURED OUT#THE SCHOOL YEAR HAS STARTED. I DONT WANT TO CHANGE MY SCHEDULE ANY MORE THIS SEMESTER.#I ESPECIALLY DONT WANT TO CHANGE IT TO BE THE MOST FUCKING CONVOLUTED PIECE OF SHIT IN THE HISTORY OF CLASS SCHEDULES#'oh well you could have taken an independant study period instead and had art any period and then done somethibg else first period '#or i could just TAKE THE FUCKING ARY CLASS THAT IS AVAILABLE. WHAT THE FUCK#and she was all like 'oh so what your friends that have the IS period just get to take art whenever and it doesnt matter?' NO#and i tried to explain to her that ok. teachers have a planning period and the art teacher has pottery 8th period#the obly reason they COULDNT do a normal art 3/4 class was bc of other schedule conflicts. which means 4 out of 7 periods are unavailable#and when i explained it to her she was just like 'okay whatever just get back to your story' like. im sorry that youre fucking stupid ig#im sorry you dont understabd how class schedules work and that this was a COMPROMISE so they could still have art classes and not a fun li#like. idk a thing abyone woukd have ever done otherwise#bc guess what!!! its probs gonna go on their transcripts as a fucjing IS or free period and say jack shit about the art part#which considering both of them want to go to college for art shit could ACTUALLY FUCKING HURT THEM?????? HELLO???????#oh but were so fucking conserned about how my math situation is going to affect MY transcripts and MY diploma even though IT DOESNT FUCKING#MATTER NOW. I CANT GET THE FUCKING HONORS DIPLOMA EVEN IF I *DO* TAKE MATH NEXT SEMESTER#BECAUSE I D R O P P E D O U T LAST YEAR.#AND LAST YEAR WAS THE ONLY FUCKING TIME IVE EVER EVEN TAKEN AN ADVANCED MATH CLASS!!!! I CANT FUCKING GET THE HONORS DIPLOMA ANYWAYS !!!!#especially not where i havent ever had an advanced science class let alone 4 years of it. and im not take a history class and i only had an#ap history class one year!!! yknow. the other fucking classes you need for an honors diploma#like.??? taking AP english every year since 2nd grade IS NOT ENOUGH???? HELLO??????#youd think shed like. know that already but no!!!!
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house-of-daena · 8 months
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how to milk a cow [alhaitham x gn.reader]
contents: no pronouns specified, dom reader/sub alhaitham, nsfw, degradation, humiliation, spanking, dacryphilia, overstimulation, (wc: 2.8k), tell me if i miss anything.
꒰ cow lingerie with alhaitham.... also r u guys ok with fics this long? ig i just have a lot to write about. i'll try to write something shorter and fast paced. (@niverine sorry for the tag i just thought you might enjoy this) rqs r open btw꒱
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this was just beyond embarrassing.
all ahaitham wanted to do as soon as you laid your eyes on his body was to crawl into a corner and hide. his clothing, something you had offhandedly mentioned, was nothing but obscene.
he was wearing lingerie with patterns of a cow's spots, tightly hugging the curves of his pecs so deliciously, it seriously looked like he had a huge pair of tits. the set didn't have an appropriate size for him (they don't make them with a man with a big body in mind), so every time he moved, it felt like his bra straps would snap. and the panties that came along with it were struggling to keep themselves intact, the pretty black and white lace straining against his raging, leaky cock.
around his neck was a leather collar with a small cowbell that rang at his every movement. and to top it all off, a cute little butt plug that fit snugly in his hole, a tail akin to a cow's, swinging behind him.
his face was burning hot, his skin reddening from his cheeks and all the way down to his shoulders. at first, it was satisfying to wear such a vile set of lingerie when you first saw him, eyes blown wide in shock as your jaw dropped to the floor. pride swelled in his chest to see you so taken aback since it was you who usually surprised him by a lot.
but since the size was too small for him, his bra could barely handle his chest. the lace rubbed against his sensitive nipples at each breath he took, his shoulders slightly trembling as he tried to maintain his confident facade. but archons, curse the soft lace of his lingerie for feeling so good—he wanted to stop himself from moving any further, the lace of his bra and panties just kept rubbing against his most sensitive parts so lewdly.
his nipples, puffy and hard, and the slit of his cock head drooling with copious amounts of precum, forming a shameful wet spot on his panties. not to mention the butt plug that his hole kept puckering in and out, unintentionally dragging the cool metal against his velvety walls.
he had planned to put up a show for you. to perhaps take control tonight and impress you, but it seems like his own clothing was sabotaging his plans. and at the mere brush of your fingertips over his nipples, through the lace, he had arched his back and let out a humiliating, high-pitched moan.
your look of surprise slowly morphed into something smug, and he could feel his stomach do flips at the way you smirked at him. you eyed him so intently, trailing up from his head and down to his toes, digging heat all over his body with your predatory gaze. and with the lick of your lips, alhaitham felt faint from the excitement at the thought that you'd devour him, his cock twitching adorably in his frilly panties.
"someone's sensitive today." you teased with a chuckle, grabbing his waist and pulling him closer to the edge of the bed. alhaitham let out an annoyed huff, trying his best to not rub his thighs together, cock painfully throbbing for any sort of friction. "you must really like the lingerie you graciously bought for me."
"i-i didn't buy this for you," shit, he was already out of breath, the tail from his plug seemed to slightly wag as his body continued to disobey his mind, sucking in the plug as deep as it could get. you tilted your head, amused at how determined he was to keep pretending. there was a slight tremble in his movements, straddling your lap as his alluring, turquoise eyes bore an unimpressed gaze. "you should be grateful that i'm letting you see me like this."
"oh? that so?" you hummed as the hand that rested on his waist slowly slid back to the small of his back, making him shiver at your touch, and down to the plug. he shot you a questioning look, before lightly tugging on the fake tail, making him choke out a moan, his thighs giving out on him, and he falls against your chest. you cooed into his ear as you pressed the plug deeper into his hole, then slowly pull it out with a pop! "then who did you buy this for, hm?"
"for myself, of course." oh, and he still had the audacity to roll his eyes at you, acting as if nothing had happened. his hot breath tickled your neck as you watched his hole wink at the sudden emptiness as if it already missed the feeling of being filled. it was quiet, but you heard him whine and grip tightly on your shoulders, his ass wiggling a little in hopes to entice you enough to plug his greedy hole. being the kind lover you were, you pushed the plug back and grinned, alhaitham letting out a pleased sigh.
"well, is that all you got for me?" you chuckle, a teasing lilt in your voice as your hands roamed all over his wide back, nails grazing his skin and making his body twitch in anticipation. his heavy cock rested against your abdomen, smearing some of his juices onto your shirt.
alhaitham looked a bit conflicted. he desperately wanted to have you under his control tonight, to have you moaning his name again and again. the thought of you bending to his will thrilled him, his heart pounding against his chest. but then you'd have his overly sensitive nipple in a pinch, tugging incessantly, and pressing your hot tongue flat against the other through his bra, and he's easily reduced into small mewls and whimpers that he tried so hard to hold back.
"s-stop that- ngh! then i can actually do as i planned... haahhh..." if only you stopped attacking his chest, then maybe he could actually think straight. he was already so needy, his body screaming and begging for you to just fuck him dumb into oblivion, but he was stubborn. he refuses to give up until he's had this night in his own way.
but then your eyes darkened as an idea formed in your head. you gently moved alhaitham off of you and told him to get on all fours. he was going to argue with you, brows furrowed and a pout protruding his bottom lip, but you hushed him, promising him a reward.
oh, he's so cute, obeying at the simple premise of a reward, ass perked up in the air.
alhaitham narrowed his eyes at your sudden shift of behavior, growing more and more flustered as the seconds go by. sitting up on your knees, you gave him a soft smile, but your eyes twinkled brightly with mischief.
"looks like a stray cow escaped the barn," you mused, lips curling into a wolfish grin as alhaitham's mood quickly shifted from shock at the absurdity of your words, to embarrassed offense as his cheeks burned into deeper shades of red as he glared daggers at you. wearing the lingerie, losing his composure, and now getting on all fours by your command was already humiliating enough, but roleplaying?
alhaitham tries to ignore the way his cock jumps at your condescending stare, your grin mocking him in this degrading situation that puts his title as the acting grand sage of the akademiya to shame.
"i'm not going to-"
the loud sound of skin slapping against skin reverberated across your shared room, cutting him off as the sheets crumpled in his grip. alhaitham's breath got caught in his throat, along with his words, jolting at the sudden, harsh impact against his ass.
you tutted as you knead your palm at the reddening handprint on his cheek, the tingling pain lingering on his skin as he let out a deep breath through his nose. he turned his head to look back at you, glaring at you, a scowl prominent on his lips.
he may be pissed at you for catching him off guard, but you don't miss the way his bottom lip trembles as your hand soothes the surface of his skin. "cows don't talk," you remind him, tilting your head as your eyes darkened, "c'mon haitham, what sounds do cows make?"
alhaitham's adam's apple bobbed as he gulped nervously, body shaking both from anticipation and fear of what was about to come. his heart was beating erratically the more you look at him, almost convincing him that he was, indeed, lowly cattle that managed to escape the confines of your barn. he always felt so unbelievably helpless when you talk down on him.
"i'm not a-" he tries to speak, but it was only met with a slap on his ass. alhaitham gasps, his back arching as his thighs begin to restlessly rub against each other. he could feel his panties about to tear.
"stop, i-" you slapped his thigh, hard, and he accidentally let out a squeal. you don't even allow him to finish his sentence! you forced his legs to separate and his arms grew weak, his elbows now propping himself up against the bed. "let me talk-" each word he spoke, the harder your hand hits his skin.
fuck, the burn felt so good. he can't take it anymore. his cock kept drooling from the pleasurable pain of each slap you land on his ass, and it slowly oozed down the bed, dirtying your sheets. the thought of leaving marks on his skin brought tears to his eyes, lashes glittering with unshed tears as he pressed his lips tightly together.
you were mesmerized at how the fat of his ass jiggled at each slap, wanting to hit him more and more until it was as red as the prominent blush on his face. but you were dissatisfied at how quiet your dear alhaitham was, gritting his teeth and only whimpering under his breath, panting softly.
you huffed at his stubbornness, your hands now tenderly rubbing his poor abused skin, chuckling at how his neglected cock twitched and throbbed between his legs. "looks like i have to punish this misbehaving cattle for forgetting how to moo," you faked a disappointed sigh as manhandled alhaitham to lay on his back, relishing the shameful glare in his eyes, "but i have a different approach to remind my prized cow to moo again."
you didn't give him a moment's rest. after all, he was just cattle. a piece of meat for you to ravish, all for yourself. you laughed condescendingly at him as you looked at him with eyes clouded with a lustful haze, leaning down and capturing his lips into a loving kiss. all the while, your hand slipped inside his panties, fingertips playing with his sticky tip.
alhaitham was quick to return the kiss, his big arms wrapping around your neck as you tilt your head to deepen the kiss. he pliantly gave easy access to your tongue, moaning at how rough you were kissing him, his hand pushing the back of your head to taste you more.
then you pull away, wet kisses trailing down to his jawline and onto his neck, nipping on the sweet spots that make him cry in bliss, before dipping your head down further. your teeth made work to move his bra up, to finally reveal his perky buds to your awaiting, hungry mouth. you cast alhaitham a cheeky glance, his eyes half-lidded and seductively biting his lip, he looked so gorgeous with his eyes twinkling with the same hunger as yours, pretty reds painting his cheeks.
pressing your wet tongue flat against his nipple, you hear him moan your name in a sultry tone, and you hastily began sucking on his hardened bud, slurping lewdly and tugging on it with your teeth. his dick was pulsating in your hand, aching with fervent need as he utters how desperate he was for anything, quietly pleading.
and as much as you loved watching alhaitham reduced into nothing but a needy slut, it wasn't what you wanted to hear from his lips, and he still has ignored your request. so you didn't spare him any mercy when your hand suddenly grabbed hold of his fat cock, digging your thumb onto his slit, his juices dripping all over your hand and down to his shaft.
he keens at the feeling of your warm hand finally engulfing his length, airy groans leaving his lips as you moved your hand up and down at a rapid pace, unrelenting, tightening your grip as you continued to suckle on his nipples.
you know his body more than he does, you've taken your time analyzing everything about him; what makes him react the most, what makes him moan, cry and scream—with just your hand tugging on his cock made his luscious body arch his back beautifully as he held onto your shoulders, digging his nails and leaving pretty crescent marks.
it was so easy to make him unfold, your thumb teasing his sensitive glans as your hands jerked him off. his cock endlessly leaked with his juices, so much so that you're practically using his pre as lube to speed up, your shared room now only accompanied by the lewd schlck! schlck! shlck! of your hand and alhaitham's cries and moans as it grew louder and louder.
and yet you didn't stop when he finally spurts out ropes of his cum onto his tummy. he was trying to catch his breath, vision blurry from his tears. no, you only intensified the way your hands pleasured him. you pressed the palm of your other hand on his angry, red cock head and began rubbing, cooing at the way his hips jerk back at the stinging pain from the overstimulation.
it felt like his body was in flames, body squirming and thrashing, the bell on his collar ringing as you kept jerking and rubbing his poor cock, gathering his cum into your hands to make your movements slicker. his eyes rolled back as his mind went completely blank, his toes curling as his body convulsed at how sensitive he was. he was screaming, squeezing his eyes shut as his tongue lolled out of his mouth.
"s-stop! i just- FUCK! ffffuck oh fuck! shit, oh archons, p-pleeassee!" alhaitham pleads, his body indecisive whether to pull away at the overwhelming pleasure that's sending electrifying sparks all over his body and down to his toes, or to pull away from the numbing pain it comes with. "i can't t-take anymore! i-i- AH PLEEASEE! i'm- i'm gonna cum again!!"
you didn't dare stop your hands, even if he came once more, so hard it seeped through your fingers. oh, you adored how much of a mess he and you haven't even done too much, grinning ear to ear as he doubles over. the loud squelching of his wetness was practically music to your ears. he was seeing stars at the back of his eyes, gripping the sheets for his dear life. he was shaking his head as he babbled nonsense, gasping for breath, pleading for mercy in between his broken moans.
you simply tutted at him, cooing mockingly at your boyfriend as you seized your movements for a short while, and you watched his chest rise and fall, catching his breath. "what sounds do cows make, haitham?" you ask again, making him cry when you squeeze his dick for an answer.
"c'mon baby," you hear him sob when you start jerking him off again, his body shaking like a leaf, mind drowning too deep into the sensations that spread all over his body that he can't even answer you. "you're usually so smart. i know you're not that dumb to forget something like that."
finally, it seemed to click in alhaitham what you wanted.
his bottom lip quivered, too lost in the pleasure, but not enough to that he's unaware now of how utterly humiliating what he was about to do. swallowing down a moan, he let out a long, and pathetic 'moooo'.
the laugh you let out was so taunting, it echoed in his mind, and your eyes held nothing but mirth and lust. he hoped that you'd spare him some mercy for obeying, but it was only a foolish thought, you wanted to hear more. so he did, his sinful moans turning into shameful moo's, his pride completely shattered to pieces.
it's not like he could be too embarrassed about it anymore. he's too dumb to realize he's began mooing loudly like a cow getting milk for all he's worth.
with another harsh jerk, more of his thick cum splattered all over his stomach, reaching up to his chest. swiping your thumb over his slit that leaked with beads of cum, you leaned down to kiss him on the lips.
"sorry love, i'mma make you cum 'till you can't anymore," you promised, and he whined pitifully, watery eyes begging you, whether to stop or keep going, you know he wasn't sure.
"after all, what else are cows good for except milking?"
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barking barking, ok so i am rereading a bit of the last chapter and the things i had noted last time so that i remember everything that happened but after that i am loose
having an awful idea to listen to the guitar solo of freebird on repeat as i read this.... i am going to do it there is a rotating rat on the 10 hours version i found, wonderful
SO UH THIS IS MASSIVE SORRY ALSO SPOILERS FOR THOSE WHO HAVEN'T READ CAPS LOVELY NEWEST CHAPTER SCROLL PAST THIS VERY FAST IT MAY TAKE A WHILE. THE READ MORE BUTTON DOESN'T WORK IN ASKS SO SORRY
(i refuse to edit it this time, it took me like. a while last time and this is even longer, so you also get the incomprehensible pieces and no added notes to explain what i meant <3 (also a lot more '<3' this time. not sure why))
MORE CROWS rrr, they are important i know it
the way panthera is surrounded by cats and crows is interesting... like its an amusing visual but also really kick ass if you frame it in your mind right
yes, i enjoy that juleka is confronting ladybug on how she leads, especially considering that we know for sure they are inexperienced, yes i like this conversation
ooo, this is interesting, dust all kicked up focussing on different senses...very fun, always interesting to see how they can rely on things other than sight
woahhh, the staff lets off green sparks?? its made of copper <3 wait i looked it up and... aluminium makes green fire too? huh? this isn't important <33
awesome visual tho
YEAH BEAT HIS ASS BRO roger cop my beloathed <3
massive baby guy would be scary...
yay! teamwork! carapace and panthera woohoo
gonna be honest free birds outro on loop is really setting the mood for fighting for me
stop making me google things cap... t-rexes were apparently in the "late cretaceous" like ok thanks movie franchise for lying to me ig
Rena- this is amazing- she would record that. wonderful descriptors <33
No <3 i do not need the heartbreak of juleka v akumatised rose again <3 stop it <3 you hurt me <3
oh thank god-
this mantra of "calm yourself" is intriguing, i think its not going to work <3 let her go ape shit please
YOO PRINCE SHINING?? NOO
THIS IS BAD ASS THO
HA AND DOWN HE GOES
she's gonna turn this car around road trip with them when?? it can be a well deserved break <3 i am pitching this idea cap <3 this is what i would like and i would like it very much (i kid, its just amusing to me)
no because. because. alya nino and chloe are still able to have fun in a fight and. and- juleka is over here like a war veteran while marinette is trying to corral them all and- upset now
oh no juleka blacked out?? oh dear...
chlolix crumbs... wonderful... (to be honest with you, searching through the chlolix ship tag years ago was why i found these fics, so i love to see them but i am so attached to the story now <33)
OO? violence in your heart juleka?? maim and kill him you say?? good idea <3
“Miss me?” He grinned maliciously. “No, whore.” Queen Bee scowled at her side. i am actually losing it this is the funniest thing i have seen today-
ooo dark cupid being used to farm akumas... this is reminding me of minecraft and zombie villager farming to get the best trades, i can see the video titles now "this hack will TRIPLE your akuma production in just three EASY steps" <- unsure what this is but it happened in my brain, so there you go <3
i do like the idea of dark cupids powers being used tactically like this, i enjoy how its thought out critically when an akuma has an obviously helpful / game changing power
</3 "ma, i'm so exhausted" you are so cruel
AUGH WHAT NO ough rena got got by kim...
marinette kiss her quick
ough emotional
imma be honest for a hot second i thought juleka got hit by dark cupids arrow which i was fascinated by the idea of, however i think if she is to lose self control it would be more interesting if it was due to circumstances than mind altering magic
??? interesting, "there was- for a flash- a blackness that seemed to writhe like a bubbling mass of ink up her fingers—!" curious...
D: chloe... :(
augh my heart... they all got got protecting each other...
YOUR EVIL THIS IS UPSETTING ME
um hello?? who is speaking to her in bold?? am i dumb for not knowing?? girly is hearing voices
kill him!
gigantitan baby cult...
alternate universe where neither of them remember any of the old akumas names and at one point one of the akumas is so offended by the idea of being forgettable its enough of a distraction to get them
not me trying to think about whether a wish could actually be beneficial in any overall capacity using the rules we were given because hawkmoth is saying it would be...
no but why is the fact that akumatised queen bee is just sad making me so upset-
this is such a fucking big chapter jesus christ-
"nicking her ear and taking out one of her piercings" make her design look like gargamels cat azrael 2k18
(thats the wrong year. uh. shhh thats just the auto fill in my head when i say 2k)
hawky boy has gone off the edge of sanity hasn't 'e...
WOAH ONE ON ONE?? OWHUWO
OH NO ITS GOING BADLY
ohno that guy in bold is back at it again being ominous as fuck ohh i am dumb its plagg. yeah that tracks i am but a silly guy
ooo is it happening? is she doing the thing??
YOO THAT WAS BETTER THAN WHAT I THOUGHT OF THAT WAS BADASS YOO??
OUHTFHEDW
really did a bilbo catching the one ring on his finger and turning invisible right when gollum was boutta catch him tense vibes moment i would describe this better but i must get back to reading this was awesome
OOO SHE DID END UP BEING CALM IT WORKED WOHDANW4FIBBDE
THIS IS BAD COMMENTARY I AM EXCITED OK??
augjh=gtfreinig4fgrninib4frnedw
the way that i'm insane for the idea that someone recorded this fight and everyone ends up seeing panthera being a fucking badass has me insane...
mmmm switching the music to metallica
oh that was the right decision perfect base drop timing for what i was reading
ough awoog wibnefr, insane for the way that she is not referring to herself as human rn
awwybgfwei bgyrfned insane for all of this actually
THIS WAS SO FUCKING COOL JESUS CHRIST OH MY GOD ABHWEBHUUNERI I WISH I COULD SHAKE YOU BY THE SHOULDERS AND EXPLAIN ARTICULATELY EVERY DETAIL I LOVED BUT ALAS ALL I CAN DO IS KEYBOARD SMASH AT YOU ACROSS THE INTERNET
love carapce actually <3
“You suck bro. Take an L dude, take an L.” “HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT TO ME– THIS IS MY MOMENT-” “IT’S A RANDOM FUCKING FRIDAY DUDE IT IS JUST A FRIDAY!” Carapace shouted, so frustrated, pinching his fingers together at the man. “YOU’VE WASTED SO MUCH TIME! GET A JOB!” love this so much actually
YO I FORGOT ABOUT MAYURA AND YOU FUCKING NAMED THE CHAPTER AFTER HER BRO
What a wonderful power, she thought. To protect, instead of hurt. stab in the heart why don't you
“HEY LADYBUG WE FOUND A BROKEN STICK!” “I FOUND IT FIRST ACTUALLY!” “I FOUND A FEATHER!” The two simply sighed love them all so dearly actually <3
awoog wiubfrne, whub?? juleka babe girly darling why are you still injured???? ough it was because of the metallica moment (<3 i have my own name for it, the songs i listened to while that was happening was Battery and Master of puppets btw)
well course it didn't heal from the cure, they are exact opposites so their direct effects would cancel out. like a plus and a minus, idiot
Apparently Rose might’ve fought Adam in a random parking lot that they had ended up in because she thought he might’ve hurt her during the attack so.. HWJB4IFE HA she would do that wouldn't she?
“Meh, it happens.” alix??? this is such a hilariously chill response??
nriew more chlolix crumbs...
Alix defended herself passionately, throwing up her hands as icing laid smeared on her lips. She paused for a moment, as Chloe half-heartedly wiped a bit off before continuing THATS GAY GAYY THEY ARE GAY A3WDWEUI sorry i got a bit excited there.
“Don’t worry, I won’t disappear.” “…Sometimes I–” “Yes?” Juleka pepped up. Rose paused and seemingly waved her thoughts away, smiling. “It’s nothing, don’t keep your big bro waiting!” RRRR REVEAL YOUR IDENTITY PLEASE OIGUHER RRRR
no because you somehow manage to keep it being a slow burn after they got together and i'm insane for that
actually they are the most adorable creatures in the universe i love them
I just didn’t think you’d start hearing them now.. huhwuh?? she is supposed to hear voices?????? weird wack ass side effects
ruhroh looks like thats the consequences of your actions nathalie
RUHROH THE CONSEQUENCES OF JULEKAS ACTIONS?? ough she has made herself an extra high value target
Her boy– no. Their boy shut up your in a queerplatonic relationship with gabriel and you both dated emilie in my head. he is your child to me <3 (i will write that damn 200k slowburn unhappy ending prequel i joked about if you fucking force my hand (ie. continue to make reference teeny tiny things like that (or maybe it will just start planning itself in my head right now curse you my brain)))
WAIT THE REST OF THIS PARAGRAPH IS SO SAD SHUT UP YOUR A CRUEL BEAST CAP
Emelie and Gabriel’s boy. He was not her’s. He would never be her’s. She was just– the assistant. The distant guardian. This was all for him though, if she could help– she could just. Maybe.. Nathalie shook her head at herself. What mattered was this family. UPSET NOW
TEARING YOU APART RIPPING YOU APART WITH MY TEETH CAP THIS WAS INCREDIBLE AND THIS TOOK ME OVER 2 HOURS
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I 4yrheiwjnow
you may receive asks in your future about me writing that thing i keep joking about. i am spinning it in my mind like this damn rat
i muted it at times but wanted a timer and uh
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this is nearly 1800 words wrong what is wrong with me- yknow what no this is your fault for the monster size of this chapter, anyway, time to slap this beast into your inbox <33
THIS IS MADE ME SO SO SO SOSOSOSOSO SOS O HAPPY.,,,,,,,
THANK YOU SO SO MUCH,, IM GLAD YOU ENJOYED,,,
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SWTOR Alliance Commander Ask Game!
Good god I found this in my drafts from like 5ever ago, oopsieee. Better late than never ig? :’)
I was tagged by the wonderful @outcastcommander, thank you Cast! :’D I’m super late to the party (as usual), so apologies for any repeat tags etc. qAq
I’m not tagging anyone in this purely because I am so fucking late to this party I’m so sorry ;w; XD but if you want to do this then go for it!!
1) Who’s your Alliance Commander? What class are they? Alignment? Random other facts you wanna share?
I actually have 2(3 counting Aria!) that all take different “parts” of the Commander storyline if you will.
Vano Shenly - Neutral Good/Light IV - Sith Warrior. The one who takes a carbonite nap, and who ends up subjected to Valkorion in her head. Aria’s wife and (one of) the one(s) who can actually keep Aria’s...murder tendencies, under control.
Saarai Ahaszaai - Chaotic Good/Light III - “Sith Warrior” (not actually a warrior and is in fact a descendant of the former Sith Royal Line, forced into exile when Valkorion/Vitiate took over the Empire as otherwise she would’ve been killed), Takes the Eternal Empress half of the Commander saga and commands the Eternal Fleet. Extremely tired of Valkorion’s shit, wants to Go Back To Her Beach Hut On Rishii Please And Thank You. XD
Aria Saal-Shenly - Chaotic Neutral/Dark II - Jedi Consular (Sith Assassin). Worked as a Sith plant for years, culminating in the Assault On Tython flashpoint battle. “Local dumbass tries to fight Satele and gets her vibes checked into next YEAR” LMAO. Vano’s wife, would fistfight Valkorion to get him out of Vano’s head if that were physically possible.  Technically not a full Commander in that she doesn’t take any of the “important” story strands but she’s Vano’s Emotional Support Commander ok? /lh
2) What’s a reason or two you like that this character is your Commander?
Vano - She was the first toon I ever did the expansions with, so she kinda got slid into the Commander role by default there. I’m also very much of the angle that the Alliance genuinely is a melting pot of all the better things from both Jedi and Sith and having Vano be (one of) the leader(s) of that really helps to show that. She’s not perfect and has done some dicey things and killed some people she shouldn’t have in the past, but for the most part just wants to solve things as peacefully as possible.
Saarai - She’s my favourite. Ahem I mean....I’m a sucker for “long lost princess taking her crown back but not in the way her overbearing ghost mom wanted her to”. Rai’s just a Very Fun character especially being a big and scary Sith who, when you get to know her is Actually A Very Sweet Person and its really fun to have her do the opposite of what’s expected and watch NPCs be super shocked about how nice/chill she is. Rai’s also the only one Strong Enough to actually kill Tenebrae when they get to that point
Aria - Honestly its just funny. Saarai or Vano try to go about things diplomatically and Aria’s first idea is always “Murder? >:)” She’s the one standing behind them with a “Want me to kill them for you? :’))” sign. Also, again, sucker for an anti-hero and Ari fits that bill to a T. She doesn’t like being nice to people but she’ll do it for her wife even if she complains about it at every possible opportunity and its incredibly funny to work with sdkjdhgjkdgj
3) What’s a reason or two you don’t like about them being Commander?
Vano - Despite being nice Most of the Time, she’s a petty ass bitch sometimes and does not know how to let things go, which creates a lot of tension with certain important alliance personnel (Koth, among others...) that makes certain plot points more difficult. There are certain points where she makes very Darksided decisions (due to stress, Valkorion’s influence etc etc) that are pretty Hard for me to stick to even if its what makes the most sense story-wise.
Saarai- SHE’S TOO DAMN NICE AND WANTS TO HELP EVERYONE INCLUDING VAYLIN. Rai please some of these people Legitimately Want To Kill You, they don’t want Hugs /hj
Aria - Same answer as above, re: “want me to kill them?” “NO”. Also when running her through that content I have to pick a lot more DS options than I myself would normally choose to because I know its something Aria Would Do and that is often Challenging for me!
4) Why did this character of all your OCs become Commander?
Vano - She’s canonically Vitiate’s Wrath, so it made most sense for her to deal with the carbonite nap side of the storyline. Also it would be way more boring and confusing if Rai did all of it lmao
Saarai - She’s my favourite. Valkorion/Vitiate/Tenebrae killed her parents and the rest of her family and for the most part I really wanted to give her the opportunity to canonically run him through for that. Girl deserved it after everything she went through cause of what he did to them. Also in spite of Vano’s other life experiences, she often backs down too easily and that’s where Rai comes in. She’s 6 ft 3 and built like a semi truck, she can intimidate people into backing off/calling off attacks without ever actually having to Get Violent, most of the time.
Aria - She and Vano are a package deal, you take em both or you get neither of them. Fully srs LOL
5) Who did they side with? Did they stay loyal or go saboteur? Or maybe you headcanon they defect properly?
At first, they side with Acina/the Empire, but especially towards the newer expansion stuff (AFTER KOTET), even Acina starts to get on their nerves and I headcanon the Alliance goes fully neutral at that point. They refuse to pick a side but can (and do) choose to get between the Imps and the Pubs before they Blow Each Other Up again.
6) Are there any NPC’s from the class stories you’d like to see/HC join the Alliance? Ex: Master Timmns, Ardun Kothe, Watcher One, etc.
YES! I HC that both Catha Niar and Cytharat go with Vano to Odessen/the Alliance (more accurately Catha replaces Quinn as Vano’s second pilot after the Quinncident, and Cytharat becomes apprenticed to my Sith Inquisitor who follows Vano to the Alliance)
I’m also kidnapping Vowrawn and Abaron (even tho Abaron has one (1) sidequest in-game I accidentally gave him Lore so he’s Mine now /hj), they join the Alliance shortly after the Iokath arc :D 
And I would love for Master Timmns to come join the Alliance too tbh, I just haven’t worked out how/when yet! 😅
7) How’s your OC feeling about the current Malgus situation?
I have not actually played fully through anything past the Tenebrae part yet so I’m not 100% sure to have an answer to this. Although, probably “annoyed”. ala “can we not leave you people unsupervised for FIVE MINUTES?!” 😂😂
8) Are any of your other OC’s part of the Alliance? If yes what do they do for the Alliance? Do they get along with your Commander?
Ni’kasi Ahaszaai - Lawful Neutral/Grey/Light I -  Sith Inquisitor. Saarai’s twin sister and Vano’s best friend. She dips out of the Empire the moment Vano and Lana do and goes with them to the original meet-up on Yavin IV, and this only cements her decision to defect to the Alliance when she discovers her twin is alive and also leading it alongside Vano. Ni’kasi is part of Vano and Rai’s inner circle of advisors, or the Alliance High Council if you will (alongside Lana, Koth, Theron, Hylo etc etc.). Ni’kasi is in charge of the Force Enclave as she’s the most experienced with the Force Fuckery side of things, in all honesty hahaha Adores Rai the most but is pretty close with Aria and Vano as well and considers them her best friend/a good friend respectively!
Merak Shenly & Ziv’erikreen - True Neutral/Light II - Smugglers. Merak is Vano’s little brother, and Ziri is the street kid he accidentally-on-purpose adopted after he found her as an orphan in a run down hospital on Taris. They work for Hylo as the Alliance’s main cargo freighter/transport pilots! They love Vano & Aria but Saarai kinda scares them. Giant Sith Lady = Scary, even if she’s Nice All The Time. Merak can’t quite shake the Sith = Bad mentality after all it was the Sith that took Vano from them on Mirial even if Rai had nothing to do with that, it’s a hurdle he can’t get past D:
Tyûk Ahaszaai - Neutral Good/Light IV/V - “Sith Warrior” - Saarai’s son and Ni’kasi’s nephew. Like Rai, he has the SW class in-game but doesn’t enter the plot until Forged Alliances/Rishii because he and Rai are hiding out there. He’s just happy to be here, honestly XD He’s not very good at fighting (and hates doing so) but he is an extremely talented blacksmith/weaponsmith. If someone in the Alliance has a broken saber or damaged armour, Ty’s the one they go to to get it fixed up uvu He adores his mom and thinks Va and Ari are “okay”. Aria’s a little stabby for his tastes. Vano’s alright but where Vano goes, so does Aria so he tends to prefer to stay away from them bc he...doesn’t really like Aria hahaha
D’leah Ahaszaai - Lawful Evil/Dark I/II - “Sith Inquisitor”/Force ghost - D’leah’s already dead by the time the Alliance is made, but she’s one of the Force ghosts hitching a ride in Kas’s head so by extension she does end up here lol. She’s the only ghost Ni’kasi doesn’t “release” after the Thanaton fight, because for the most part she kinda still likes having her mom to go to for advice 🥲 Come the time of the Alliance setting up on Odessen, D’leah tends to hang around the Force Enclave watching them teach the kids and occasionally giving the twins advice when/if they ask for it, rather than being directly attached to Kas herself, but as long as the girls are happy to have her there then her ghost ass is staying right on Odessen and not leaving hahaha Surprisingly, likes all 3 of the commanders and ofc loves her daughters tho she and Rai had a bit of a confrontation first (there’s backstory stuff they had to sort out first before they could go back to being OK :3)
I also have a (Light-side) Jedi Knight that I plan on chucking into the mix at some point but she is very much Not Fleshed Out At All rn so I can’t say any more than that currently LOL
9) How does your OC feel about Odessen? (Bonus: how do you feel about it)
They like it! It’s peaceful and balanced in the Force, what’s not to like about it? :D Saarai and Ni’kasi in particular are quite fond of it as its a bit closer to Dromund Kaas and/or Medriaas than say, Rishii was, and so it reminds them of their childhood etc etc,
Also I LOVE Odessen, I just wish we could explore more of it when not directly involved in the quest parts. LET ME GO RUN AROUND IN THE JUNGLE BIOWARE I BEG
10) How does your Commander feel about being the Commander?
Vano - She’s committed to trying to provide a safe haven that doesn’t force Force sensitives (esp. younger ones) to make an impossible choice between family & learning about the Force so she’s all in 100%. She’s not perfect and makes mistakes sometimes but that’s what her advisors are there for!
Saarai - She doesn’t exactly like it, but she understands that she has a natural air of authority and that people look up to and/or respect her. Her attitude is very much “If I don’t do this for them, no one will” sort of deal. But she’s never wanted to be a leader she just wants to go back to the beach with her son before all this complicated stuff happened ;-;
Aria - Actually enjoys it. She doesn’t like being the one calling all the shots but she’s taken surprisingly well to helping Vano with it.
11) Favorite place in the Alliance base?
Vano & Aria - I’m not really sure tbh, they really like the whole planet and don’t have a specific fav place.
Saarai - definitely the jungle. It reminds her of Dromund Kaas which she’s never been back to without having to worry about Diplomacy so she likes that she can just wander off into the jungle and sit out there and watch the wildlife for a bit and pretend that it is Kaas <’3
12) Favorite mission in KotFE?
Chapter 4 where they get the Gravestone, and Chapter 14/the Blood Hunt flashpoint where they first meet Shae Vizla and her Mandos. I care that Mando husband/wife duo so much ok. ;w;
13) Favorite mission in KotET?
Chapter 6 where you crash that big party of Vaylin’s. It’s so much fun. Also the final boss fight is p cool :’3
14) Least favorite mission in either? Why?
The fucking walker missions. That needs no other explanation LOL
15) Is your Commander successful because they’re skilled? Or are they perhaps just really lucky?
Honestly, a bit of both for all 3 of them lmao
Vano - She’s an incredibly talented saber duellist, and also has the most experience (much to her dismay) with Vitiate/Valkorion so naturally it made sense for her to be the leader as she’d know how to “deal with” him best.
Saarai - Slightly because of Luck since its Sheer Dumb Luck that she got away from Vitiate’s Inquisitors and they were too stupid to Check How Many Kids D’leah Had And Make Sure There Was More Than Just One (Kas) before they assumed They’d Won. BUT she’s also (despite preferring not to get physical if she can help it) incredibly powerful and strong so it’s nice for the Alliance to have a giant Pureblood who is Almost Bulletproof leading the battle party. Good for morale, ya know? XD
Aria - More luck than skill. Ya girl is just stupid foolish lucky LMFAO but she’s unrivalled when it comes to stealth/sneaking around so she’s got that going for her too! :)
16) From our OC’s point of view, SoR -> KotET wasn’t a fun experience, did they develop any fears as a result?
Vano - Force ghosts. And if Lana keeps trying to poke needles into her she’s gonna develop a needle phobia I swear to fucking god LMAO
Saarai - I wouldn’t say she developed any new particular fears but a running theme for her is that she worries she’ll be a bad leader/make the wrong call and someone (else) will die for it. The Vette/Torian thing was Rai’s worst nightmare qAq, also Vaylin’s death was pretty hard on her. She could relate to Vaylin and really wanted to help her (even tho Vaylin...did not want to be helped) and that weighed on Rai for a long, long time D:
Aria - Vano dying (again).
17) AU time! If your Commander wasn’t Commander, which of your other OCs would have likely taken their place?
Honestly I think it would be a hilarious disaster if Vano and Aria switched places and Valkorion ended up in Aria’s head. I think Valk would give up and leave bc he would not be able to do anything that phased Aria XD
Otherwise on a more serious note, Ni’kasi being the sole commander would also be pretty cool! And the ending would’ve worked out pretty different cause I don’t think Kas would’ve given up on taking the original Sith Empire back quite so easily so she prolly would’ve given Acina the boot in the end (not via killing her, I don’t think, but she would’ve produced centuries worth of geaneology and/or her mother’s ghost to basically tell Acina to hit the bricks cause that throne is hers so cough it up bitch 🤣)
So we prolly would’ve ended up with the Alliance taking over the Empire’s territories except Kas wouldn’t let the Republic bait her into Useless Turf Wars either, she’s also tired of that crap, so it’d prolly be just Malgus that they’d have to worry about. Maybe one day I’ll write a short AU thing about it idk. its not priority rn hahaha
18) Who’s someone your Commander hopes they never have to deal with again?
Arcann and Senya. All the way lmao Those two are not in any of the Commanders’ good books after what happened
Saarai is lowkey getting to that point with Acina now too tho. If she doesn’t stop trying to drag the Alliance into the petty ImpPub squabbling Rai is gonna throw hands LOL
19) Does your Commander hold on to/still use any titles they earned before KotET?
Vano & Aria both kept their Darth names and/or title(s)! Vano is Commander Wrath, Aria still goes by her Darth name (Canis) and is Commander Canis, though many in the Alliance have taken to calling her the Wrath’s Shadow as well because she’s usually stuck to her wife like glue to make sure nobody else tries to murder Vano again LMAO
Saarai - technically she does still have her Darth title. Just unlike Aria and Vano she hates using it. She doesn’t want anyone to feel she has more power over them which is typically associated with a Darth name, and would prefer everyone just called her “Saarai” <3
20) Share something, anything at all, you want about your Commander that you’ve not really gotten the chance to share before but really want to.
Rai may be a Reluctant Leader but at this point she’s so deep into it (and so fond of like 98% of the people in the Alliance) that even if she did get the chance to step down and leave I don’t think she would. She secretly is really glad to be able to protect and help people that have nowhere else to go :’)
Rai’s Darth name is/was Kemodu, which is a play on “Komodo” as in Komodo dragon, because the House Ahaszaai emblem is Chirikyât in his Hssiss forms and another “name” for Hssiss in canon is “Dark Side Dragon”. I lowkey wish Rai would want to use her Darth name bc its my favourite out of everyone’s but she hates using it so I don’t get to hahaha
Oddly enough Vano is probably like, the least mentally stable of the three now. What with the whole Valkorion thing. I’m not saying she’s gonna go full Vaylin but she’s defo not doing ok someone please give this woman a hug- XD
Rai is the Eternal Empress but Bioware can fuckin fight me about it being a solely-DS! title/thing. She’s a LS! Eternal Empress and I will not change that /srs
At one point Rai did offer the Eternal Throne/the Fleet to Aria instead as Rai really didn’t want to be in charge of that but in a shocking moment of responsibility Aria turned it down - she was worried that she’d make an errant spite thought about how much she hated the Jedi and end up nuking a planet by accident so she opted not to have that kinda power in her hands LOL
Aria’s Darth name (Canis) is a reference to her father’s Darth name (Noctis), who was killed by Baras shortly before the final confrontation with Vano/the SW in the DC Chamber. She was very fond of her father and wanted to have a Darth name to remember him by, and because his Tuk’ata ended up deciding She Was Pack Now she went with Canis :3
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oliviajdjarin · 3 years
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Chapter 14: A Kiss
Warnings: really really angsty, depressing themes, accepting death, lots of crying, the gif kinda gives it away but oh well.
Author’s Note: I’m sorry in advance. I hope you like it!
(Gif gotten from themandaloriandaily)
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You kneeled before Mando, trying to catch your breath from the sprint across the battlefield you just did, but it felt like your body couldn’t take anymore.
“Mando,” you whimpered, setting the child down next to you. You took the risk and placed your hand on Mando’s arm, trying to give him comfort, but you felt empty.
Your body was shutting down, but you wouldn’t hesitate to give the last pits of your strength to him.
“It’s ok,” he coughed out, but you knew it wasn’t.
You could feel it.
“Stay with me buddy,” Cara said next to Mando. “We’re gonna get you out of here.”
You couldn’t tell if Mando heard her, you honestly didn’t really care, because Mando’s gaze never left your tear stained face.
You had gotten pretty good at sensing where his eyes were, but this moment didn’t make that effort seem worth it.
The both of you were feeling too many things at once.
You heard Karga yell at the IG droid behind you to remove the grate to get into the sewers, and the sparks flying illuminated Mando’s helmet beautifully.
Why did it feel like it was the last time you would admire him like this?
Mando stirred a bit and turned his head slightly to look at Cara.
“I’m not gonna make it,” he said to her, and you couldn’t hold back your sobs any longer. His voice was dripping with pain and hurt, and you hated it. His voice was the one thing you felt connected you to him. The one thing that made him feel human.
But the Empire had taken that away too.
When Mando heard your sob, he turned his head back to you, but you could barely meet his gaze. Your eyes were bloodshot, your cheeks were red, and your burning throat caused your eyesbrows to knit together in discomfort.
Mando had said he didn’t like to see you cry, so you tried to hide it, but this was almost too much to bare.
“Shut up,” Cara said, responding to Mando’s confession. “You just got your bell rung. You’ll be fine.”
But Cara knew the truth. And so did you.
“Take this,” Mando said to you, reaching into his armor. He pulled out a necklace, a beautiful necklace, with the shape of a mythosaur skull.
“When you meet up with my tribe……”
“No, no Mando,” you said, looking down and crying harder.
Why was he giving up! We have to try, you thought to yourself.
“Please,” he pleaded, and you felt him move his hand into yours, giving it a squeeze.
You tried to control your cries for his sake, but it was getting really hard. The two of you had barely touched each other before this. You wanted your first touches to be happy and full of life.
The idea of that fading away somehow made you cry harder.
“Look at me,” he whispered, and you finally brought your eyes back up to meet his helmet.
“When you meet up with my tribe, show them this. Tell them the child was in my protection. They’ll give you safe passage,” Mando said, and with every word his voice grew weaker. The necklace in his hand rocked slightly from his shaking arms, and you finally reached your free hand up to take it from him.
You gave it a quick glance, noticing the beauty in the carving and the uniqueness of the shape, before you put it around your neck and looked back at Mando. Your hands were still connected, and he started to brush his thumb over your knuckles.
Your hands had done horrific things, but Mando didn’t care.
“I’m gonna need to take this thing off,” Cara said, referring to the helmet.
“No,” he said sternly, grabbing her wrist.
“You leave me,” he says to her, letting go of her wrist.
“No,” you whisper. “Please no.”
You wanted to plead more. Beg him to let you stay, but the feeling of his soft, gloved fingers brushing over your cheek caused all of your words to get caught in your throat.
You involuntarily leaned into his touch, causing your tears to drip onto his glove.
You wanted more. To feel more. He was so warm, so calming. You wanted all of him. To feel every crevice and crack of him.
You wanted to know him.
“You make sure… the child is safe,” he mumbles to you, running his thumb over your cheekbone.
“Always,” you whisper, and you bring your left hand up to press his hand further into your cheek. You hold it there for a moment, begging for any touch from him for any amount of time longer
“Mando… I…” you begin, trying to find the right words to say to him in this moment. The fire around you was starting to come closer, and you knew you were almost out of time.
“I know,” he says, interrupting you. “Me too.”
Of course he knows. He always has.
Losing this man was going to wreck you.
Another flame erupted behind you, but your gaze never left him.
Why did it have to be him.
“I can hold them off long enough for you to escape,” Mando said to you, still squeezing your right hand while your left hand still had his hand pinned against your cheek.
“Let me have a warrior’s death.”
The word death scurried down your spine like an insect. You knew he was dying, but hearing him say it….
You closed your eyes and rubbed your cheek into his hand, trying to feel any part of him one last time.
You open your eyes and look at Cara. Her eyes were wide and her body was tense. You gave her a weak smile, trying not to admit your defeat.
“I won’t leave you,” she says to Mando, and you felt your heart finally crack in half.
All the heartbreak of your parents, your mentors, your colleagues…. Nothing compared to this.
Why did it have to be him.
“This is the way,” Mando stated, and you choked out one final sob.
A leap of flames covered the space behind you, and you finally accepted your fate.
You were going to die, here, in some run down Empire town. Your past self would have scoffed and shaken her head. Typical.
But Mando was here.
You closed your eyes, waiting for the pain, but only focusing on Mando’s touch. You wanted nothing else to be the last thing you ever felt.
But…. nothing happened. No pain, no fire, no screams. Nothing.
So you opened your eyes, and you saw Mando’s head propped up slightly, like he was looking at something behind you.
You turned around, trying to see what was happening. Your eyes were full of tears and you could barely see a few feet in front of you.
When your eyes finally cleared, you saw the child with his hands raised, holding the fire ball in place. With a simple flick of his wrist, the child sent the flame flying back, and the stormtrooper who sent the fire was enveloped in flames.
You shielded Mando as best you could when the flame was sent back, but Cara blocked most of his body.
You turned back to see the child passed out on the ground, and a small smile gave way on your lips.
Why didn’t I think of that?
You heard the clang of IG-11 finally breaking open the sewer gate, and Karga yelling that you had to leave right away.
This was the moment you were dreading. The moment that hurt the most every time you had to do it.
Walking away.
No more hope, no more bargaining, no more thinking of a way out. It was done.
You stood up, wiping your nose, and grabbed the sleeping child off the ground.
You walked back towards Mando and pressed your lips on his visor, giving it a quick peck.
24 hours ago, you would have been scared out of your mind to do that. Especially at the fact that you didn’t know that he reciprocated your feelings.
But now, you never wanted it to end.
“Go…” he croaked out, giving your wrist one last squeeze.
You gave him one final, painful smile, and forced yourself to walk straight down into the sewers. Cara was still with Mando, but you didn’t care. If you stayed one second longer, you wouldn’t have left.
Your sniffles and quiet sobs echoed through the sewers while you waited for Cara, causing them to come right back at you and taunt you with their sound.
You left him. How could you have left him.
You tried to tell yourself it was what he wanted. You tried to tell yourself the child was all that mattered now.
But a part of you was never going to leave that building, and it was the only part of you that you had grown to love.
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its-me-im-coraline · 3 years
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NSFW Alphabet // Damiano David
words // 1468
warnings // clearly smut
pairing // Damiano x Reader
author's note // if you want to be on the tag list let me know. sorry if this feels rushed but i want to escape the heat and the laptop brings too much of it
request // yes, through a reblog i cant find
summary // self explanatory
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
I feel like Damiano is pretty good at taking care of you after but a lot of the time he is the one to require the aftercare. He gets kind of insecure after sex, like I don’t know… He will require some kind of confirmation that he did well, that he did not hurt you, that you loved him. Generally he needs reassurance sometimes.
His hands were now wrapped around you, after everything that went down, all the spanking and the harsh words, he needed to feel you close, to let you know that he didn’t mean all that.
“Are you ok, mi amore?” His voice was soft, tone ever so gentle, his fingers rubbing small circles on your arm.
“Exhausted, but yes, I am perfect.” The little smile you gave him was all the reassurance he needed.
Suddenly he became a little more confident, small ‘I love you’s escaping his lips as he tucked you under his arms.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
I feel like Damiano’s favorite part of himself would most likely be his face. Honestly it might sound a little weird for me to say this but I feel like that's it, ok. Like, he can convey all his feelings through his face, he can lure you in so wonderfully with his facial expression and oh well he’d love it if you sat on his face or simply used his face to get off, regardless the position.
Now as for his favorite part of you i feel like it would probably be your thighs. No matter gender, he would find your thighs to be such a turn on, any time and anywhere.
(this will refer to pussy-bearing reader lol so yeah, sorry for that, I can’t think of a gn scenario with thighs)
He was being driven insane all night. He knew it was a bad idea to take you out after that stunt you pulled that morning with the ‘accidental’ not-wearing-underwear-under-his-shirt incident. He had not given you what you wanted then so you were planning on getting it now.
Your thighs were adorned with thigh high stockings, garters and all accompanying them. You knew his weakness and you’d play with it till the end.
For the whole night, Damiano tried to not react. He did not want to seem like he’s possessive or overbearing or whatever else, so he let it be for a while, but after one point it had gotten too much, he could not take it anymore.
“Amore, I think it’s time to leave,” he said, loudly enough for your friends to hear as well.
“Oh, but why Damiano, I want to stay a little longer,” you whined, receiving a little spank on the back of your thigh, thankfully the music could cover it up.
“If you want a chance to ride my face, you’ll come with me, or else you can wait to have an orgasm for another week.” this time his words were quite enough for your ears only, the idea of what he’d do later was not something he wanted your friends to have.
“Yeah, now that you said it, I’m getting a bit tired. Ooof my feet hurt from dancing. Goodnight.”
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
He’s pretty big on seeing him cum on you. I think I said something similar for Ethan but Damiano is full on messy cum. He does not care where you are, what you’re wearing, whatever, he will cum on you. On your face, your shirt, your underwear. It does not matter. He’s like the type of guy that goes like “oh you want it, amore? You want my cum? Tell me where you want it,” and then will come where you direct him to.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
He kind of wants to see you get fucked by somebody else while he watches… He is kind of scared to express that, not knowing how you’d feel
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
I’d say a good medium. He’s experienced, he’s surely not new to this, but i don’t think he has had that many sexual partners. He feels like the guy that needs a connection before he can have sex, at least most of the times. So he is experienced enough.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
I feel like he’d enjoy mostly well you riding his face, your legs up his shoulders as he fucks into you or kind of entangled, your right leg over his right hip and your left between both of his (its called ‘pretzel dip ffs)
he want to be able to feel your thighs all over him
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
He some times is goofy when he is close to cumming and he starts the whole “where do you want it”. Some times he would crack jokes.
Generally i feel like he is goofy in bed
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
He does not care to much but he could possibly trim it down if its too bothersome when you suck his dick.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
He can be very romantic if you want him to but most times he’s kind of goofy as i mentioned. The very intimate moments are very specific. After a romantic date, on an anniversary, your or his birthday and so on and so forth
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
He masturbates a lot, cause he thinks about you a lot. Some times he’ll see old photos of you two before he left on tour and he gets turned on by your thighs
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
well as i said he thinks of you being fucked by someone else and him seeing you, so id say a bit of voyeurism and cuckolding. He’s a switch so he’s only dominant when there is no one else to be dominant, so the idea of someone fucking you and shaming him while doing so is kind of a hot idea some times.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
He will go anywhere you guys are if he can’t stop it. Seriously quickies at club bathrooms are too common for you two
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
As I already mentioned: thighs. If you are wearing thigh high anything, short tight dresses, short shorts that are tight around your thighs, garters, tight jeans, tight dress pants… Anything with your thighs kills him
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
He prefers giving it. Like yeah, he loves it when you give him oral but he seems like the type of man that for example eats pussy for his own pleasure. I can seriously imagine him coming home from working at the studio and he’s stressed as fuck and (after getting your consent of course) he’d lay between your thighs and start giving you oral.
“But Dami I’m reading a book.”
“So? Continue. This is not about you. I’m stressed, it’s about me.” You’d simply just laugh, knowing very well you won't be able to concentrate on your book.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
he is usually quite fast. he doesn’t exactly love the slower pace. the slower pace is for when you guys are extremely intimate, as i talked about before, or if he is teasing you
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
He is down to experiment with most things. He is very comfortable with his sexuality so he does not mind most things, except some few ones that he finds a bit disgusting (no offence)
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
I feel like he would buy you a toy that he can control from far away and he’d get one for him that you’d control so you kind of mutually jack off each other while he’s on tour or either of you is away for days.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Enough to show you punishment but also enough to receive one at times
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
He’s pretty big. Not too much (overwhelmingly much like Ethan) but big enough to be considered big. Above average
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
He gets horny pretty easily ig. With all the adrenaline from shows the moment he sees you he’s ready to jump your bones.
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aasphyxious · 3 years
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Anniversary Cupcakes (Osamu Miya x Reader) Part I
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Sorry I haven’t posted anything in so long... Writer’s block really got me
I’ll also probably make a part 2 to this when I feel like it
Masterlist  Part 2
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Tags: Osamu x Reader, food sex, a bit of degredation?, fingering
Warnings: NSFW, some degredation ig, nothing big tho
Synopsis: You're baking cupcakes with Osamu for your first anniversary and things escalate very quickly after Osamu licks frosting off your fingers
Word Count: ≈1.1k
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As expected, Osamu was a god in the kitchen. He could take any ingredients from around the house and create it into a delicious meal for both of you to enjoy. Often, you would help him out when you had the time. Maybe you would chop some vegetables, peel some potatoes, fry some onions, etc etc… Although your jobs weren't too big, Osamu would always give you a kiss on the cheek or forehead, followed by a "Thank you, love" or a "Mmm great job!" These small acts made you feel so warm, so loved. His smiles when he cooked, or his small frowns of frustration, they were all beautiful. They were all perfect. And there was no way Osamu couldn't say the same about you… 
Something was different today in the kitchen...the atmosphere felt more...intimate. Maybe it was because it was your one year anniversary, maybe it was because of that tight apron wrapped around your waist. It was probably both. You were baking cupcakes together for your anniversary, deciding that the best way to celebrate was to celebrate it with each other. The sweet smell of freshly baked cupcakes filled the room as you waited for them to cool. You hoist yourself up onto the kitchen island, slightly swinging your legs. Osamu glances at you. A warm smile fell onto his lips. You were so happy. So satisfied. 
"Do ya wanna frost the cupcakes with me?" Osamu tenderly asked, walking up to your figure on the island. He raised a hand to cup your face, his thumb brushing against your cheek. A small blush fills your face.
"Of course I wanna frost them!" You chuckle, slightly slapping his arm playfully. You both share your laughs, staring into each other's eyes. His eyes were so warm and welcoming. You could stare into them all day, their striking softness filling your being. You wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him closer as you flutter your eyes shut. Osamu leans forward, placing a long, chaste kiss onto your lips. You press your foreheads together, sharing the comforting silence. The only sounds you could hear were the exhales from the other. Osamu was the only thing on your world right now. And with a last, fleeting glance into each other's eyes, Osamu perks up.
"Mm, I think they're cool enough to frost now." He smiles, lightly pulling away from you to grab a frosting bag from the counter. You take another bag filled with frosting, slightly squeezing it to feel the consistency. Pulling a cupcake closer to you, you start to carefully squeeze the frosting onto the cupcake. The frosting came out squiggly, nothing like the controlled, straight flow of frosting that was coming out of Osamu's bag. Osamu turned to see your mess of a cupcake. "Ah! That's not how you do it, dummy!" He lifts the bag and places a small dollop of frosting on the tip of your nose. You huff, staring at your failed cupcake. "It's okay, baby. Here I'll teach you…" He reassures you.
You use your pointer finger to wipe off a bit of the frosting on your nose. You were about to lick the frosting off your finger when suddenly Osamu's hand grabs your wrist. He softly pulls your hand to his mouth, putting your finger into it. His lips wrap around your finger as his tongue swirls around it, slurping up all the frosting on it. Your face was a deep shade of red as he met your eyes as he sucked on your finger. You look away, embarrassed at the sudden gesture. He finally lets go of your wrist, pulling your finger out of his mouth. You didn't dare say anything with the stare he was giving you. His stare was powerful, hungry, even. You prop yourself up on the counter. He leans forward, placing a finger on your jaw to gently push it to the right, exposing your neck. He lifted the frosting bag once again, placing another dollop on the skin of your neck. The cold frosting contrasted with the heat that radiated from your skin, which only got hotter when Osamu leaned down more to lick it off. When his lips and tongue came into contact with your skin, you could only moan out.
"Osamu~" you whine as he laps at your neck, licking all the sweetness off. Your salty skin and the overwhelmingly sweet frosting tasted perfect with each other. Osamu pulled at your shirt, silently asking to take it off. You nod and let him pull it over your head, leaving you only in your lace bra and shorts. He continued to draw patterns all over your body with the icing. Licking them off occasionally. 
He experty unclipped your bra, your bare nipples hardening to the sudden cold air. Osamu took no time to draw circles of icing around your nipples. He looked up at you before his lips came into contact with your perky tits, lapping at the sensitive bud. The cold icing felt so good on your body and Osamu constantly licking at it only made it feel better. His tongue swirled around the nub as his other hand palmed your other breast, sporadically pinching and twisting at the nipple. Small moans fell from your lips. You press your thighs together as you feel slick pour out of your needy cunt.
"So desperate already, love? How shameful," he teases.
You feel Osamu's hands travel down to your thighs, slightly parting them so he can press small circles onto your clothed clit. Your slick seeped through your shorts, Osamu chuckled at the thought. He carefully pulled your shorts down, leaving you just in your soaked panties. His fingers trailed up and down your folds, earning him a whimper from you. He leans into your ear.
"Whimper for me like that again, ok baby?" 
You nod and cling to his shoulders helplessly. Suddenly, he smacks your clit through your panties, slightly rubbing the area after. You scream as he presses onto your clit harder and faster. Your panties were glued to your skin because of the sticky slick from your aching hole. Osamu leans down and nips at your neck, delicately sucking and biting. You feel your orgasm coming as he keeps on pressing and rubbing your clit. With one final moan, your orgasm flows through you, your nails digging into his shirt. You rest your head on his shoulder for a bit, before Osamu pulls away to take his shirt off. His toned abs and shoulders were on full display. You reach your hand down to the bulge in his pants. 
"Okay, doll. Get suckin'"
Fin.
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blackberry-gingham · 3 years
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okay but like, a drabble where you’re friends with ringo and of course the other beatles, except paul (bc all honestly i’m a major simp for him) and you two could just never seem to get along, but since you’re friends with the rest you suffer through it... and overtime you both realize your feelings for each other and are scared to admit it... i dunno, it’s a cheesy idea but i love it 😅
Absolutely yes, this is such a fun idea!! And let's be honest, "cheesy concepts" are actually just fanfic classics, bc I mean... cringe culture is DEAD 💅🏻
Lol, anyway this is kinda way more then a drabble bc I have no self control ig, so I hope that's ok djdjdj, but enjoy! It's kinda sweet at the end, ngl 🥺
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The lights of the recording studio hum above while the gentle musk of old wood paneling and carpet surrounds you.
Today, you're spending time with your dear friend Ringo and he's invited you to hangout while he and the lads practice. Ringo beats out a little tune while you add some improvised vocals for fun. The two of you laugh and chat and before you know it, the rest of the lads trickle in.
George walks in and immediately comes over to catch up with you. He's easy going and polite, so you get along well. In fact, you get along well with all the boys! Well, except for...
In walks Paul McCartney, followed by his friend John. Now, John you like. He's a bit abrasive at first, but an absolute joker and sweetheart when you get to know him.
No, it's Paul you can't stand.
Or perhaps, it's that he can't stand you. It's hard to say really, it just feels as though from the minute you met, you simply didn't mesh with each other.
John grins and waves, glad to see you after so long. He walks past to say a proper hello, but keeps on his trajectory to set up and tune his instrument.
Paul, ever the ass, walks up to you, George, and Ringo and begins talking to them as though you're not even there. He greets them, then goes to handing out commands as if he were the manager. George is to go tune up and Ringo to make sure he's warmed up to keep on beat today. It'll be a long one after all.
George and Ringo look from Paul to you and back again. "Well sure, but we were just talking to-"
"I know. What are you doing here anyway, eh?", Paul turns sharply to you.
You set your face sternly. You've leaned by now not to let Paul bully you away, "Ringo invited me to stay today", you cross your arms defiantly, making sure to convey that you won't be leaving anytime soon.
Paul give you a hard stare, but decides you aren't worth the trouble. "Fine, just try not to be a distraction"
With that he walks off to tune up with John. You can't hear their conversation, but John doesn't seem to be too happy with him. Meanwhile, George apologies on Paul's behalf, "I'm sorry, I don't know what his problem is"
You sigh and let it roll of your shoulders, "Thanks, but it's nothing", you smile and shrug.
George laughs, "You're tough alright... I remember John use to treat me like that, and I nearly left!" You share a laugh and he walks over to the other three to chat and get ready for the session.
You and Ringo talk a bit before he focuses up on his drumming. For now, you sit and listen.
And watch.
The boys have spread out a bit and you now have a very clear view of Paul. You think back to the interaction you had just moments ago. Compared to his behavior when you'd first met, you could almost count what had just occurred today as kind.
The old Paul you knew would certainly have thrown you out.
Strange... This was actually becoming a pattern with him. This wierd, "niceness". Truth be told, you do sort of want to befriend him. After all, you're friends with all his friends. But he's just so frustrating!
Paul catches you staring and stares back for a moment, although, there's a look in his eyes as though the gears of his mind are turning. He gives you a nod before turning back to the boys.
You quickly turn away. What did that mean? A neutral nod may seem like nothing to most, but with the way you and Paul are it might as well be a friendly kiss on the cheek.
That's it. You need to find out what's going on here...
Over the next few weeks you play it cool and try to observe Paul as much as you can. And in that time period, the change in his behavior is... Alarming, to say the least.
The next time you saw each other, not only did he say a proper hello, but he even addressed you by name!
Then another time, he opened and held a few doors for you during a group outing with the boys.
But nothing tops what he did today...
Today, not only did Paul strike up a decent conversation with you. Asking all how you've been and what you've been up to lately and such... But after some recording, the boys decided to take a quick break and you had to be going anyway. You let the boys know and said your goodbyes.
While you were walking through the hallway, a voice calls out to you, "Hold on a minute, wait now!"
You stop dead. Is that...? No, it couldn't be. You turn around to find just who you expected.
Paul trots up to you, mildly out of breath. You ask him what's up, being a little more civil then your old self would've. Paul straightens up, having caught his breath, "I uh, I just wanted to say... I'm sorry for being such a right bastard to you. I know this is out of nowhere, but um... I don't know, I feel like as we've been getting more acquainted I feel just awful for how I've treated you. So... for what it's worth... I'm sorry"
You... Well, you're not sure what to say. He's right indeed, this is rather out of nowhere. At first you're not sure you believe him. After all, this could just be some joke to dupe you for his amusement. But then again...
Paul's eyes are big and glossy as they stare back at you. His eyebrows are quirked up and an uncertain frown is settled on his pretty lips. Wait, what did you say?
You shake the thought out of your head. "I um, I forgive you McCartney. Glad to see you've some manners", you cross you arms, daring him to take it back or like fun.
But he doesn't. Instead, he looks relieved. A brilliant grin replaces his frown and his eyes light up with a joy they've never before possessed while beholding you.
"You mean it? No hard feelings?"
You smirk, "Don't push it"
Paul actually laughs. "Fair enough", he says. Then, "you know... We're having a little concert nearby, would you like to come? The hotel is supposed to be serving a cracking dinner spread after the show! Y-you know, if you'd like to tag along that is..."
You blink, thinking you must be in a dream. Before you can even take a second to weigh your options and come to a decision, you hear yourself say, "Sure!"
That same light comes back to Paul's face. For all intents and purposes he seems genuinely excited that you'll be coming. One of the boys calls his name from down the hall. It's time for him to be getting back. But first, he fills you in on the details of where and when to be.
"Then just come backstage afterwards, we'll go together!", with that he says a proper goodbye and jogs off. You head for the street and catch a bus home, looking all the while as though you've seen a ghost.
You know, when he's being civil, he's actually... Not bad. For the life of you, you'd never tell, but you always thought Paul was the pretty one. Besides that, he's talented and charismatic... You were more then a little sore to find that he didn't like you at first.
After all this time you've gotten so used to putting up with him and his jerk behavior you don't know how to feel. And yet... These last few weeks you feel as though you're seeing a whole new side of him.
One you like.
Did you really just think that? You're about to shiver in disgust, but something stops you. He was bizarrely sincere with his apology today, and rather genuine with his invitation for you to join them after their show this weekend, you know.
Hm... After an evening of pondering, you decide to let him prove himself at dinner. If he wants to be a gentleman, then so be it. You're willing to bury the hatchet. And if not, then nothing's changed. Although, you would be rather let down...
Later that week, the concert is a blast. The boys were at their absolute best for sure. They practically brought the house down with the screams and applause they drew from the crowd.
All in all, you have nothing much to report. You enjoyed yourself in a comfortable position up front but... Well, you may have imagined it, but you could've sworn Paul winked at you after the show... Or perhaps it was the girl next to you.
Afterwards, you did as Paul said and passed through security backstage. The boys were in the midst of cheering each other on, celebrating the excellent work as you jogged up to join in. Ringo calls you name, and gives you a hug, "Did you see that! They loved us!"
The other three chatter to you excitedly, affirming Ringo's statement. Even Paul. No, especially Paul. You can't deny his bass playing and singing were absolutely top notch tonight, and he seems over the moon to receive your validation. Odd.
In the limo ride to the hotel, you sit between George and Ringo, yet you can't help but steal glances at Paul. This is crazy. You know it is. And yet, you can't help but dare to think... you mean, the way he's been acting lately, especially given the strange turn around... Could it be? What if... What if Paul...
Likes you?
You break from your thoughts just in time to see Paul looking at you with a shy smile as you stare into space. When you catch him, he looks away quickly.
Later at the dinner, Paul sits besides you and your heart jumps into your throat. A small part of you expects a ribbing or something of that sort, but your time together is actually quite enjoyable. Conversation flows easily between the two of you.
You make each other laugh.
You get each other excited.
You finally get to meet the kind and charming Paul you've heard so much about...
Paul pays for your meal and you continue chattering on all the way up to his hotel room. You stop at the door, and find that you're sad to say goodbye.
"Well, I guess I should let you get your rest..."
"Heh, suppose so", Paul shuffles his feet and looks away. "Uh, but before you go.."
You stop mid turn, "Hm?"
Paul hesitates for a beat, then gently takes your hand, just by the fingers. "I um, I probably have no right to say this, given how horrible I've been to you, but... I uh, I just can't go another moment without telling you the truth..."
He makes eye contact with you at long last. His eye lashes flutter slowly, only accentuating his doe like eyes.
"I uh, I don't know how to say this, heh... I've just been so afraid you'd hate me even more for this, but... I um, well I-I suppose I have feelings for you... I have nearly from the start, I just didn't know how to, well, you know"
Paul's voice trails off like he's afraid of your answer before he's even finished his sentence. He bites his lip and closes his eyes, bracing himself for insults or laughter, whatever you might throw at him.
But when your lips meet his, soft and passionate and warm... He swears he's in a dream. You pull back slowly, and open your eyes to look deeply and knowingly into his.
You didn't even know you were waiting for this moment...
Paul looks breathless as he gazes back at you, and he's hardly able to form a sentence, "W-wh-? S-so, you do-?"
You smile coyly, and it only makes Paul's confusion bloom into a beautiful, Paul smile. You don't have to say anything. His heart already knows the answer.
"I'll see you tomorrow, McCartney", you wink and walk away, holding Paul's hand until he's out of reach.
And see him tomorrow you did. And the next day. And the next...
And the rest, is history.
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idk-my-aesthetic · 5 years
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isle kingdom au
so i’ve had this idea for an AU for a little while, but i don’t wanna actually write anything for it until i’m done w/ my current descendants wips, but i also wanna talk about it lol so ig im making a post? please send me asks about it i wanna talk about it.... anyway
**tw for child abuse and semi-graphic descriptions of violence.
basically the premise of the au is that even though he tried to get it passed at first, ben never went through with pulling the vks off the isle. he kept meaning too, but it just kept being pushed to the back of his list of priorities bc he was so busy w/ being king and never happened 
so bc of this, the core 4 stayed on the isle and never got off it. if you’ve read the stuff in my keep them close series u probably have a better idea of my hc of the isle, but the basics of it are that 1) most of the parents are really bad and abusive + the conditions are disgusting 2) none of the kids are really evil and 3) the vks are all kinda frenimes/rivals and will work together to keep eachother alive even if they act like they hate eachother or will even hurt eachother
so, in the ‘canon’ timeline before going to auradon the core 4 are a gang and slowly gaining power. they’re already the top of the vk gangs and are like gaining on some of the adult ones.
bc they never go to auradon, they just kinda keep doing what they already are and gain more and more power. but, as they gain power their parents start becoming afraid of them and acting like more abusive in attempts to keep the core 4 under their control 
ok bare w/ me for this next bit bc it’s gonna sound real ooc for like a sec then make sense
so, as they’re gaining power and their parents are haveing more and more trouble controlling them their parents are becoming more and more violent.
im not sure on the order yet, but basically cruella, jafar, eq, and malifacent all do something like really really bad to their respective kid, so one of the other core 4 kills them bc like. yeah. 
i have some vauge ideas of what each of them could have done and i don’t really know if i want to say them or even use them tbh bc they’re like.... bad, like real bad. which they kinda have to be, you know? bc like.... none of the core 4 would turn to killing if they didn’t have a real good reason, and their parents continuing the abuse that they always have woulden’t be enough, so the parents would have to do something really really bad for one of the others to justify killing them 
its important to mention that none of them kill their own parent. it’s always one of the other 4, im not sure who kills who just yet, but none of them kill their own parent. They’re saved from their parents by each other and they never really have any confrontation with their parents (which will change l8r 👀👀, let me explain)
Even tho they didn’t kill their own parents, everyone kinda assumed they did in order to take their places/gain power. A handful of their friends know the real story, but it’s mostly kept under wraps and it’s like general “knowledge” that they killed their parents for power. They’re not really hiding it or anything, I mean they did still each kill one of the 4 most powerful villains so it’s not like anyone is gonna be less afraid if they knew the truth. ppl just make assumptions and never really question them and they just let ppl think what they do
So bc their parents are dead and they let everyone assume they killed their own parent they very easily climb up the ranks and end up in charge of the isle bc atp they’re seen as the most ruthless/evil/powerful
So now that they’re in charge of the isle they start like..... actually making it a livable place. Ofc at first they try to make a version of Carlos’s machine to break the barrier, but they can’t get it to work so he just modifys it to steal magic from the barrair for them to use. (Another idea stolen from my keep them close series but like I like the idea lol)
And when I say they make it a livable place I mean they start doing stuff like building water purifiers, making like safe houses, establishing some kind of working economy, taking control of the barge drop offs and how everything is distributed, fixing broken electricity, etc etc
A lot of what they do is based off of Carlos’s machines and designs, which like obvi other ppl are helping him gather materials and for and build, since he has power bc he’s like one of the ppl in charge. And he like teaches other ppl how to do what he does and fix anything that goes wrong
Evie kinda puts herself in charge of setting up like medical centers + homes for kids and stuff. Also some kinda way to grow food. B4 they’re in charge nothing can really grow but they use the magic they steal from the barrier to make stuff grow. And evie can use it to make like lots of healing items and such
Jay ends up mostly in charge of like collecting and distribution of their recourses. At first like the barge is kinda a hugeeee problem to deal with bc ppl are fighting over the like moldy food and destroyed clothes and stuff. But eventually they get it organized and have stuff sent to the respective place it should, like clothes and scrap fabric are sent to a place that repairs and sells them, parts and electronics are sent to Carlos or his helpers, etc
Other minor vks like Celia, dizzy, the sea three, Diego, etc are all in this two but this is already really long so just know they’re like helping and like pretty high ranking/highly regarded. Send me an ask with questions please
Mal is kinda regarded as the ultimate leader/queen of the isle ig even though the other 3 have basically the same amount of power. Mostly bc her job ends up being keeping the adults who dislike them inline and keeping their power as heads of the isle
Most ppl are just kinda chill w/ them being in charge, especially a lot of the ppl who were banished for minor crimes. A few of the adult villains try to fight them and end up dead lol, and anyone caught doing especially bad things, like r*pe, hurting someone they shouldn’t have, being a child abuser, etc will end up killed by mal or one of the others. They don’t kill u for like every crime obviously only the like inexcusable ones. Stuff like stealing or mental illness or w/e they basically just help you work through
They’re aren’t any like real laws ig but they deal with issues as they go and give harsh punishments if needed. It serves to keep themselves seen as strong/evil/powerful despite all the good they do and helps keep others too afraid to challenge them. Like frollo isn’t going to challenge them if Ursula tried the same thing and got killed. (The fact that she abused uma and her siblings obviously had nothing to do with that,,,,,,,,,,,)
So yeah! They basically turned the isle into a inhabitable place in the years that they spent as its leaders, and it functions as its own kinda kingdom despite its harsh and confusing laws/rules
But we ain’t done yet, lol
Basically everything I’ve just explained is.... mostly backstory? Kinda? It’s the type of thing where you slowly find out about all this stuff while they actual story goes on, but I figured it’d be less confusing to explain it first :3
So the Actual story starts a few years after when Ben originally was supposed to take the vks off the isle. He, all the other princess/princes he want to school with, the core 4, the sea 3, etc are all in their mid to early 20s.
Auradon has basically no clue what’s the deal w/ the isle. They’re only interaction w/ them is through the like goblins that bring over the trash barges, but those guys are chill and basically don’t tell the aks anything lol.
So Ben is ruling his kingdom, and the core 4 are ruling their own, both sides are doing pretty well and ignoring each other, but then! All of a sudden there’s these sudden deaths/fires/some kinda terrorist attack on the outskirts of the kingdom.
I haven’t thought through this part too much, but basically he knows that they’re is some kinda threat, but he doesn’t know excatly what it is. All he does know is that the villain that is attacking is demanding to speak to the children of malifecent, jafar, cruella devil, and the evil queen.
He basically rounds up the heroes of those respective stories bc they’re all being threatened in some way or another. The mystery villain continues to do more damage and seems basically impossible to beat, and has given them a time limit b4 they’ll go and start destroying more
They discuss their options and decide their best plan is to go to the isle and convince them core 4 to help, bringing along the heroes and some of the main aks w/ them
Obviously it doesn’t go well bc they show up and mal basically has them arrested lmao
Again I have more in-depth ideas for this part but this post is already wayyyy to long so I’m trying to hurry and finish up
The talk, vks meet their respective heroes, everything is from ak/hero POV so as they explore the isle and talk to the core 4 and other vks they slowly find out about all ^^^ that stuff up there
The core 4 are eventually agree, and they go to face the villains only to find out its their parents who have been resurrected!!!! Fuck!!!!
Idk how or why just yet lmao but I will soon
Parents are obvi pissed, core 4 face their own parents and finally get like some kinda closer or smthn idk I feel like y’all get the gist
in the end auradon agknolages the isle as its own kingdom and the core 4 as its leaders and open trade/remove the barrier so the isle can continue to grow bc it’s been struggling due to lack of recourses
And that’s like the basic outline of my au! I wanna write it eventually but tbh I’m expecting eventually to be like 3 years from now bc of how much other stuff I have so for rn I’m just gonna blog about it. Obviously there’s a lot of other stuff/plots/emotional arcs etc I didn’t talk about bc like This Post Is So Long I’m So Sorry, So please please please send me asks/questions/comments/even your own ideas!!! Please. Everything about this will be tagged with “isle kingdom au” :3
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xiaoxiongmaos · 3 years
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(🦋 1/3) ah felt! it can be hard to have energy to do anything after work nowadays and tendencies to reply to messages late get even worse haha >< still having energy after staring at screens all day is hard af too, i usually always find myself dozing off while giffing now 😭 but thats good! i hope you're having a chill break .. also merry christmas / happy weekend ^^ time flew jdjdj but i hope you're staying warm n cozy aswell ( ´ ∀ `)ノ~ ♡
Hello, hope you’re doing well!
If someone would look at me on the days I had classes, they’d probably define my entire existence then as languid Lol I just feel so down if I don’t get a breath of fresh air and I have to sit in the same room for a long time so I can’t do much of that!
Ooh you gif? I was looking through all of the people I’m mutuals with on my sideblog/in the creations tag yesterday to see if I could guess who you were but I’m still not sure if my hunch is correct TT^TT
(2/3) oo yes i sent a 3rd ask but it must've gotten lost bc i sent a lot of asks that day hh, was just wondering if you meant how i got into the duos or how i got into skz? i'll take a gamble and say skz lol - i knew who they were but i was never rly interested.. n it twas kind of crazy but i truly found them out via quora in july of 2019, it was something along the lines of 'which idols have lived abroad?' n ig i was bored that day haha, but i took a liking to chanlix n stanned skz from that !!!
I meant Stray Kids overall so your gamble turned out right! Ah, Quora? (going off on a tangent for a bit sorry haha) I swear if I knew how to cancel the subscription to that site in emails I would ^^* I have no interest in it whatsoever but I had to make a google specific mail id for classes and since it’s a joint one I keep getting the dumbest suggestion emails and have a heart attack each time thinking that it might be one of my profs sending us work to do (」°ロ°)」but it’s an interesting way to stumble upon them! I got into them because of an aghase friend of mine; she told me to look into Felix’s dEEP voice but soft face during the show and from then I started supporting them + I was a new kpop stan at that time so they were my first pre-debut group ever haha 
(3/3) oh and my favourite voice is probably seungmin's, it's just very soothing to me, esp in his bubble audios ^^ throwing these questions straight back at you too !! i'll be revealing myself maybe later tonight or tomorrow, scared you might know who i am dhjdh but its been a real pleasure getting to know you so far 💞💖💘
Seungmin’s voice is definitely one of the best <3 I think it’s hard for me to decide on one since I’ve got plenty of associations with each member’s voice + their vocal ranges, flexibility & control differ every member so I find it hard to compare and pick a better one? Just as with the bias thing, I keep liking someone else’s voice each day HAHA but in general, I like Chan, Minho and Felix’s voice a lot! Their speaking and singing voices are so soothing and they’re like the kind of people who I’d be able to listen to drone on about any topic... honestly they have such warm voices; feels like I’m hugging a fluffy pillow while laying on lush green grass under a cloudy yet slightly sunny sky, with the scent of multiple flowers harmoniously wafting in the air during spring whenever I listen to them (。• ᵕ •。)
Ok! I’m excited to find out who you are, it’s been delightful talking to you as well ♡ Make sure to stay warm~
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warmsilk · 7 years
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hey i was tagged ilke a month ago to do this by @empainada ily i’m LATE ;00
1) do you have a good relationship with your parents?
yeah !! it’s been rocky in the past but it’s all chill now
2) who did you last say ‘i love you’ to?
@llurae >;3cc
3) do you regret anything?
obviously?? who tf doesn’t lmao
4) are you insecure?
whom the fuck isn’t insecure,,
5) what is your relationship status?
tragically single,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i’m a lonely gay
6) how do you want to die?
surrounded by pics of the pillsbury doughboy’s butt
7) what did you last eat? 
a spicy ahi bowl and wasabi peas ,, what can i say i’m a spicy gorl
8) played any sports?
uhhhhh i swam competitively and played tennis?? i’ve done volleyball too,,
9) do you bite your nails?
nah
10) when was your last physical fight?
uhhhh Never i’m soft
11) do you like someone?
u know what,,, my emotions are a Fuck i have a tiny crush on like all my friends and mutuals it’s COMPLICATED ok
12) have you ever stayed up 48 hours?
honestly,, idk
13) do you hate anyone at the moment?
mmmmmm no
14) do you miss someone?
mmmmmmmmmmmmm no
15) have any pets?
YES i have a lil puppo named hana :’)))) she’s my baby i lov her sm,, i also have a fish named hunky boy who i’m shocked is still alive,, i honestly thought he’d die like. two months ago
16) how exactly are you feeling at the moment?
idk i go through a new feeling every second
17) ever made out in the bathroom?
i’ve never been kissed and YES i’m insecure about it so jot that down
18) are you scared of spiders?
ye a h?? recently i killed a big ass spider while listening to the lightning thief musical soundtrack and it was an experience 
19) would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
N O have u even seen back to the future smfh
20) where was the last place you snogged someone?
how many questions about kissing someone are there i’m gonna punch all of them
21) what are your plans for this weekend?
uhhhhhh packing for my trip and ?? idk ?? dicking around on tunglr?
22) do you want to have kids? how many?
my feelings on having kids range from “://// m a y be” to “no” so,, shrug
23) do you have piercings? how many?
just one on each ear,, i want two on each tho :00 
24) what is/are/were your best subjects?
english, band, and japanese are always the classes i do best in,,,, last year i did rly well in biology tho !! 
25) do you miss anyone from your past?
n o p e
26) what are you craving rn?
gummy bears and curly fries hsfjdms but i’m trying to b a healthy binch so
27) have you ever broken someone’s heart?
??i don’t think so????? i’m not desirable enough to break someones heart lmao
28) have you ever been cheated on?
no thank god
29) have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
 nO thank g o d
30) what’s irritating you right now?
my shoulder kinda hurts?? damn ya girl needs a massage
31) does somebody love you?
romantically??? no lmao. platonically?? i’d like to think my friends n family,,
32) what is your favourite colour?
i’ve always loved blue since i was little and i also like soft pinks,,
33) do you have trust issues?
listen sometimes yeah but at the same time i can’t keep my fuckign mouth shut,, i’m an oversharing binch !!!!
34) who/what was your last dream about?
i forget,,, something about being in an elevator with my friends hgsfndmsf
35) who was the last person you cried in front of?
my therapist lmao ,, i hate crying in front of people i can’t control my goddamn eyes tho,, ya girl is an emotional bih!!!!!!!!!!!
36) do you give out second chances too easily?
uh it’s what i do best??? i just want people to like me tbh to be honest tbh
37) is it easier to forgive or forget?
forgive
38) is this year the best year of your life?
maybe?? definitely better than last year
39) how old were you when you had your first kiss?
consider this question PUNCHED
40) have you ever walked outside completely naked?
n o hgfnsdfsdnsdfnsdnmfs
41) favourite food?
rub s my hand s toge thre…… i lov pho, sashimi, takoyaki, ozoni, and wasabi peas,, i’m also very indecisive (OH AND I LOVE NAAN BREAD)
42) do you believe everything happens for a reason?
probably not tbh lmao. a stray cat just died, what’s the reason for that? it’s not that deep fam sometimes things just happen u kno,, u just gotta take life in stride and keep chuggin
43) what is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
washed and moisturized my face binch!!!
44) is cheating ever ok?
no if you’ve ever cheated i hope u know how shitty what you’ve done is
45) are you mean?
i don’t… think so …. i might be?? idk
46) how many ppl have you fist fought?
no one has given me a good enough reason to fist fight them lmao
47) do you believe in true love?
sure why not. doesn’t mean it’s easy tho, no relationship is always easy. but sure
48) favourite weather?
mmmmm cool air with a slight breeze,, preferably cloudy with patches of sun
49) do you like snow?
ye S,, unfortunately i’m in hawaii so like,,
50) do you wanna get married?
UHHH IDK,,, i love the idea of having a girlfriend but having a wife kinda freaks me out,, i’m only 15 tho so like..
51) is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
YES,,, i prefer babe but honestly i’ll take what i can get
52) what makes you happy?
my friends, animals, gay shit, cartoons, skin care, the beach, space,,, idk everything on my interests page
53) would you change your name?
no i think megan suits me,,
54) would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
another question to  p u n c h
55) your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
say that i’m sorry but no,, lmao (i’m a lesbeeb)
56) do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can act your complete self around?
yeah i love them
57) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
my friend
58) who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
uhhHHhh probably @llurae ,, (let’s play the game “how many times can i tag alya in this post”)
59) do you believe in soulmates?
mmmmmmmmm rationally? no.,, i feel like a Cynical Binch but like,, there are 7 billion people on this earth there are definitely many many people out there exactly like me. so ig if soulmates are real then u have?? hundreds of soulmates?? thousands of soulmates?? 64 soulmates?? (but also i’m a hopeless romantic so yeah i do believe in soulmates hGJSFSHDN)
60) is there anyone you would die for?
everyone??? all of my friends, all my mutuals on tumblr, my family, zendaya, anthony rosenthal,,, ,
i tag @newwavegrl, @sspacewhaless, @gwyoi, @bombolio, @theadrianblack and anyone else who wants to do this,, u don’t have to do it if i tagged u this is a long ass post hgfnsd
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lulu-tan79 · 7 years
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And I think this is the simple and ultimate purpose of Cait’s tweet, as well as why she stretches her arm on Sam’s back -- to have his back literally, to come rescue to him from his mess and to show people her support on him (whatever you call it).
I still believe Cait’s rainbow tweet for Sam’s birthday is innocent and sweet, not a part of some three-step conspiracy to out anybody. Unfortunately, someone is so stupid and self-absorbed that she had to post a copycat post. For what purpose I’m not sure: show-off? jealous? trolling? or just another post to fuck with shippers. Anyway, what she didn’t expect is she stepped on a bomb this time and once again, her IG became a hot pot of some out-of-control battlefield.
I don’t know what’s Sam’s relationship with MM or why he’s with her, but I do know one thing: it’s very fake, because a decent man won’t put his GF through all these abuses and still cannot acknowledge their relationship to stop the rumors. And a decent woman won’t bear all these abuses and still have the man who fails to acknowledge her. Sam had many chances to do her justice (if she is his GF) and end all the speculations once for all, but he didn’t, including this time, he still cannot call off those bad-mouth people from IG without adding fuel to the fire. Why? Because he is unwilling to call her his GF. He doesn’t have the heart to fake this relationship to that degree (and if he starts to do it after my post I’ll laugh my ass off;).
So here enters Cait, who decided (or being asked) to post that photo and follow MM to show there’s no hard feelings between she and MM after that ‘rainbow gate’(lol); perhaps also in hope that things can be settled for now and people can leave them alone. I think if you calm down and read her tweet carefully you can see it. It’s all about Sam. Her body language shows her support on Sam and her tweet is only talking about Sam. No words for any other person, and no tag other than Sam. I think that tweet is not about to out anybody, but an appeal for truce and peace.
If you take a close look, this tweet is kind of bizarre. The congratulation is a repeat of her last BD tweet to Sam; the so-called birthday party is anything but a happy get-together: no party decoration, no happy smiles, no where to see other familiar cast&crew members. Her quick follow after posting it is more obvious. MM is active on twitter for a while and even liked some tweets of Cait before. She never interacts with her. Why suddenly follows her now? I think it’s a last-minute decision.
So above is my interpretation and the one explanation I can accept myself. Do I think Sam and Cait are together or not? I don’t know. And it doesn’t matter to me. Besides a fan of Cait and Outlander, I’m a shipper in the first place because I love the way they are around each other; I love the faith, the affection and the unconditional support they show to each other. As long as I can still see these things, I am OK and I won’t push for more. I don’t care if they have SOs or not. I don’t have to like them or dislike them. As I said before, they’re irrelevant to me.
However, I do feel for all the shipper sisters who are very sad and feel betrayed or devastated. I’ve been there too. I learned my hard lesson from my last fandom. All I want to say is, please do all you can to protect your heart. Don’t invest all your feelings on your CP’s relationship status. Try to have fun and fan the way you can afford. And always remember, it is you own choice to ship, to fan and to engage in. It shall be for nothing else but the sake of your own happiness.
Sorry for this long gossiping post. I usually keep my thoughts to myself and don’t want to talk much about Sam and Cait’s personal lives because I think Cait is a private person. Just this time I have to make an exception, because I feel very sad to see things reaching such a negative point. I hope people who are leaving will find their own peace soon; and maybe, one day, will come back to continue to enjoy the show.
“Nothing is lost, Sassenach; only changed;” “That’s the first law of thermodynamics,” I said, wiping my nose. “No,” he said. “That’s faith.” -- Drums of Autumn
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astralprojection · 6 years
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ok so i love these ocs, i really really do (even if i never do anything with them, i love the concept of them ig) but the best oc i’ve ever made was lyra and i’ll never, in my life, be able to make another oc that’s as good as her. she’s just on a whole other level
like, ok i’m sorry but i’m gonna elaborate because i love n miss her. i’ll put it under a cut because this might get a bit long since she’s genuinely my fave oc ever
edit: this DID get super fucking long and i am SO sorry asdmmsdm
also her backstory can be upsetting so if u wanna read this (and if u do i would die for u) i’d recommend you checked the tags first
so lyra’s an oc that i made for a... um... i think our plan was to make it a VN? in any case it was a Something my ex and i were working on. now the verse itself was nothing to write home about,
like it was fun but i don’t particularly miss it because, even though it was cool, what i was really invested in were the ocs i’d made for it, not the setting itself
anyway, i kinda do have to explain what it was all about because a bunch of things about lyra wouldn’t make sense otherwise. i’ll make it short though: in this world you could get magic tattoos, so, for example one of my ocs had fire tattoos, which meant that they could manifest + control fire, if that makes sense
they weren't something you picked, you just sort of got the ink on your body and then it would take the form it wished, idr how that worked but i think it had to do with the ink sort of choosing something that fit you (or challenged you? again idr very well)
these tattoos also came w/ secondary manifestations, which were milder powers, not nearly as powerful as the primary manifestations but still useful: talking about the fire-controlling oc again, they could turn themselves invisible
and for reasons i can’t remember there was a tournament of sorts where ppl w/ tattoos fought each other (not to the death, it was a friendly spart sort of thing), this tournament was really important and famous
back to lyra: she came from a very ancient, very powerful family with a magic bloodline, meaning that they could do a sort of blood magic + had a predisposition towards magic others didn’t. this family was super big, they even had a... i think i called it a compound? ruled by a matriarch, and a lot of them lived together in this compound, i’m talking more than 100 people + their guards and such
anyway, lyra was -outwardly- very proud of her family. i mean outwardly because her pride was more of a desperate need for acceptance that led her to try and do things for the glory and respect of her family: her parents were shitty to her, constantly undermining her and mistreating her, and nobody else seemed to care about her or even notice her
lyra very desperately craved love and warmth, but at the same time she didn’t feel worthy of it, and she thought she couldn’t have it because all she did was break things, she could never be good - she hid all her insecurities underneath an irreverent, nonchalant attitude and bad jokes, all of which often caused her to offend people (especially her uptight, standoffish family members)
things got bad for her. very bad. she didn't have any friends, she didn't have anyone who loved her, she didn't love herself, so she attempted suicide twice, both times by drowning. lyra was very found of the sea and water in general, she loved swimming and sailing, which is exactly why she wanted to drown: she thought the sea was the only one who wanted her, and that the sea would take her back because it always looked after its own
she looked for a different way of escaping, avoiding reality, hurting herself, and she became an alcoholic
so fast forward a couple of years, with lyra getting more and more despondent by the minute, and her coping mechanisms growing worse and worse, until she decided that she was going to get the tattoos and join (and win) the tournament because she had something to prove, to her family and to herself
as it turns out, when her tattoos manifested, they were water tattoos; and her secondary power was healing
ofc the symbolism there wasn't subtle at all, but lyra was a subtle person, prone to lying to the point of mythomania, who used dramatics to mastefully conceal parts of herself. so her magic being a bit on-the-nose was entirely on purpose
water also fit lyra because lyra was so duplicitous, so two-sided, and water was the exact same way for her: the only one who'd ever loved her and the one who would've killed her, if she'd had her way
healing, well, that one's obvious mssdkf like, she thinks she's broken and all she does is hurt people, but she gets the ability to help them
wrow this is getting very long. there's not much else to tell though, just that i liked the fact that her character development was super slow; it took a LONG ass while for her to even come close to shedding her mask and opening herself up, and an even longe while for her to start giving up her unhealthy coping mechanisms
like she fell in love and made friends and everything, but it was still a very difficult process for her and one that took time
and god i'd love to do sth with her again because she means so much to me and i love her so much, but idk how to make her work... although tbh i was writing about how thematically she's v much linked to that setting,
but come think of it she's not? like the only thing about her that depends on the setting is her magic. and even then i could find a way to change it so that her magic develops + manifests differently. and since she was my oc her background + family + etc were all things i'd come up with myself, so it wouldn't be stealing or anything if i tried to alter them
hmmmmmmm i'll have to think about this because i adore lyra and i want to do something w/ her. the prospect of RPing her might even be enough to get me out of this writing/socializing funk...
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