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description. you’re not sure how you landed yourself in this mess: forced to work with oikawa tooru, the guy who does everything better, and to you, your worst nightmare. you competed against him your entire life, but now you’re expected to work with him? surely things will get messy once feelings and time get involved.

pairing. student council president!oikawa tooru x vice president!reader

genre. fluff, angst, student council au, enemies to friends to lovers, mutual pining, slow burn, hurt/comfort

word count. 7k

warnings. swearing, time-skip spoilers, reader uses she/her pronouns

author’s notes. this was supposed to be longer but im so tired. the reader in this is heavily influenced by my own insecurities, but i hope you can still find a piece of yourself in them too. thank you to my soulmate @cafemiya for starting this collab, and thanks to my bestie @miyamore for the beta. ily both sm

part of the promptly yours collab

The world is out to spite you.

You don’t know what you’ve done to deserve this. You’ve never committed a crime before. Okay, well other than pirating K-dramas at two in the morning—but it’s not like you’ve killed anyone.

Not yet at least, you think as you stand next to the cause of all your annoyance, Oikawa Tooru. Many girls at Aoba Johsai would kill to be in this position, but you think you’d kill to get out of it. You blink when the click of the camera rings in your ears. It pulls you out from your thoughts. You can only hope the smile on your face isn’t too noticeably strained.

Oikawa looks all too happy about the predicament you both have landed in. From your peripheral, you can see a wide grin stretched on his face. The urge to smack it off of him comes, but you decide it’s inappropriate.

The elected secretary, Mamoru, is next to you. And the elected treasurer, Kaito, stands next to him. The photographer, a student from your class last year, begins to ramble on about how great the pictures turned out.

You nod along, only able to give her a small smile as she scrolls through them. She was right though.

The screen of the camera was small, but you still had to admit that the pictures do look good. Oikawa is undeniably photogenic, and his charming presence is clearly felt through the photo. Your limbs look kind of awkward, but with him in there, it didn’t really matter anyway. He always overshadows you. There’s a pit that forms in your stomach at the thought, but you drive it out of your head as quickly as it comes.

“These look so good,” Mamoru coos. “My hair looks perfect in this one.”

Kaito scoffs. “Whatever you say, princess.”

“What do you think?” He pouts, looking at you expectantly.

You stutter, “Oh, uh, I think you look nice.”

The corners of his lips curl upward. “See! Even Y/N thinks I look good.”

“Hey, I only said you looked nice,” you remark with a teasing smile.

A snort leaves Kaito’s lips while the other whines out your name. But the moment is cut short as all of you are reminded of the time. The bell is chiming, notifying everyone that class would begin soon. The photographer hurries out in a rush to get to her own classroom.

“We should get going.” Kaito sighs, tugging on Mamoru’s arm and pulling him out of the room, leaving you and Oikawa alone.

Both of you are grabbing your belongings. He’s the first to break the silence. “It’s going to be a lot of fun working with you, Y/N-chan.” He offers you an eye smile. It’s the kind that’s sure to make his fan club swoon.

You fight the urge to fake gag. “Yeah, I’m sure.” Your feet begin to carry you out the door, but you pause at the sound of your name being called.

“No goodbye?” There’s a teasing tone laced in his voice.

You try not to roll your eyes. “Goodbye, Oikawa.” You turn again to leave when you feel his fingers wrap gently around your wrist. His hand is warm. You stare at the contact. “What are-”

“We’re going to be seeing each other a lot now, Y/N-chan.” He pouts. “You can’t hate me forever.”

“I don’t hate you,” you mumble. The look on his face tells you he doesn’t believe a single word. If you’re being honest, you wouldn’t either. “Can you let go?”

He clears his throat. “Sorry.”

You hurry down the hall once he lets go, letting out a breath. You rub your wrist. You wonder why it feels so tingly.

It’s eight at night when Hanamaki Takahiro appears at your doorstep with an easy smile. He knows you can’t resist him. He makes a proposal to drag you out to a convenience store for something to satiate his sweet tooth. And you let him. He takes you through each aisle. You search every shelf for your favorite snacks and drinks.

You then find yourself in a small, dimly lit playground. You’re sitting on a swing set and stuffing your mouth with a strawberry sandwich.

“Slow down,” warns Hanamaki, who sits on the swing beside yours. “You’re gonna choke.”

You pout at him, chewing. “And?”

He rolls his eyes. “Where are your manners?”

“Manners? Very funny.” You snort, taking another bite of your sandwich. You hum in delight.

“Y’know, it could be worse.”

You meet his gaze, lips forming a thin line. Your feet scrape against the ground to push the swing. “Really? This seems pretty shitty to me.”

“He’s not that bad.”

“The constant teasing and embarrassing me isn’t that bad. It’s just,” you mutter the last part, “him.”

He hums. “At least you’re not dating him.”

Your face scrunches. “You’re right. That would be worse. But I’m still the newest target of his fan club though.”

“Don’t worry about them. They won’t bother you.”

“Really?” You don’t believe him.

Makki sips his strawberry milk with his head held high. “I’ll protect you.”

“I’m screwed then.”

“Hey-”

You watch as a crowd of students huddle around the bulletin board, blocking your vision. The results of the last exam were posted. You chew on your lip as you watch your classmates talk about their scores. Some have smiles on their faces while others are still scanning down the list for their name.

You’re not sure why your stomach is churning, why it always churns before you look at your grades. They’re never bad, but Oikawa’s are higher than yours sometimes. You huff. Maybe it’s not just the big group of people keeping you from looking.

You slowly walk towards the exam results with a sigh. There are too many people. You can’t see over them all. You stand on the tips of your toes, stretching your head in order to get a better look. The corners of your lips slowly curl downward as your efforts are futile.

“Huh, we got the same mark,” hums Oikawa, who you now realize is standing next to you. He’s tall enough to see over you and the crowd.

You land back softly on your feet, lips slightly agape. “Oh.”

You’re disappointed, a part of you wishing that you had scored higher, but the other relieved that you didn’t receive anything worse. You’d rather not deal with any more of his teasing. Your eyes sneak a glance at him; his hands are shoved in his pockets, shoulders relaxed. His eyes trail to you.

You quickly look away, guilty gaze meeting the hard tile floor. The silence makes you feel awkward. It has you turning away and heading to your classroom. But you don’t miss the feeling of someone’s gaze lingering on you.

The room is mostly empty when you take your seat. You’re glad that you’ve been placed next to the window this year. The sunlight feels so warm on your skin—you now have to reapply your sunscreen between classes, but you have a clear view of much of the campus. It’s especially nice to clear your head. You pull out your work from last night, placing it onto your desk without much care.

The chatter of your classmates as they file into the room grows louder. You tune them out, instead deciding to stare at whatever piques your interest at the moment. You watch as some students are rushing into the building down below, all carrying the same expression of distress. It’s safe to say that punctuality isn’t in the cards for them today. They all look so small from your view, you think. Until you’re reminded that the first meeting for student council is today.

A sigh escapes you as you run your hand down your face. You hope that you don’t stumble over your words, or somehow make a fool of yourself in front of everyone. You’re not even sure where to begin. You should’ve prepared.

The bell chimes, and you notice that the teacher has entered the room. You hear the click of her heels as she greets everyone with a curt smile and bids everyone a good morning before taking attendance. Your eyes squeeze shut.

This is going to be a very long day.

You try to keep up with the class, you really are, but the way you’ve been gazing out the window for the last ten minutes determines otherwise. The tick of the clock doesn’t help either. Really, it manages to make your stomach curl even more. You rest your chin on the palm of your hand, gaze set upon the whiteboard full of formulas.

Too much to memorize.

Finally, your assignment is passed out, but all you can do is blankly stare at it. All the words on its pages look illogical and all the numbers random. Maybe you should’ve paid attention. That’s obvious enough, but you’ll figure it out. You always seem to.

“That one’s actually twenty-two,” Oikawa corrects, finger pointing to one of the questions on the page.

A crease forms between your eyebrows as you redo the problem, coming to realize that he’s correct. You had forgotten a step. You sigh in a mix of defeat and annoyance. “What are you even doing over here, Oikawa? Your seat is across the room.”

“Well, I wanted to give you this.” Oikawa hands you some note cards. The pretty handwriting and highlighting catches your eye. They distract you from the content written on them: a messily put together overview of the meeting. “It’s for later.”

You nod. “Um, thanks.”

“No problem, Y/N-chan.” He flashes you a smile.

“Stop calling me that.”

“Yes, yes, whatever you want, Y/N-chan.”

You scoff. “Now can you go away? I can feel people staring.”

You’re shuffling through the cards quickly. You want to make sure you seem like you know what you’re talking about. Your mind wanders. You wonder when he made these. It couldn’t have been that long. You two were only announced as president and vice president yesterday. He must’ve spent a while on it, judging by the amount of information on it alone.

Not even you knew what the meeting would be about. You thought you could wing it from the start. You wish you would’ve thought of it first. You wish you would’ve done more.

You glance at the clock. It's almost time to start, but Oikawa is nowhere to be seen. You scan the hall for him. You feel your heart sinking.

“Where the hell is he?” you mutter, pacing near the door.

He can’t be late. It’s the first official meeting. How were you supposed to do this alone? You don’t have half the charisma nor the popularity he does. They won’t like you. Should you go looking for him? No, it’s not like you can search the entire school. You wrap your arms around yourself, chewing the inside of your cheek.

For the first time in your life, you need Oikawa.

It’s three minutes before the student council meeting when Haruka approaches Oikawa. She asks him if they could walk together to the meeting. There’s something important she wants to tell him on the way. He smiles at her as she falls in step with him. Her cheeks blush a bright red. The words are caught in her throat for too long though as Oikawa spots you.

You’re staring out the window with a frown etched on your face, wringing your hands. He’s by your side in an instant.

“Y/N-chan?”

“Where were you?” you ask.

“What? Missed me?” he teases.

“No.” You glare at him. “I can’t do the meeting without you.”

He doesn’t mind your scrutinizing eyes. He’d rather it than your frown. Your harsh gaze softens as Mamoru calls for the two of you. It’s time. You give Mamoru a small smile. Oikawa thinks that he might give the world to have that smile be for him.

The three of you walk into the room with Haruka trailing behind. You greet everyone with a small smile. You and Oikawa move to the front of the room, standing side by side. He gives an overview of what to expect. The student council will host a couple of events and trips over the course of the school year. He names a few of the festivals as well as a field day that they have to plan.

You go on to explain how the festivals will be done as well as a Valentine’s Day event. A few squeals are elicited from the class representatives at that.

You smile. “We’ll be back here next week to discuss our first trip. Same time.”

Oikawa smiles before asking, “Any questions?”

Oikawa’s eyes linger on you as you walk out to the school’s gates. Haruka calls out to him again. It’s only now that Oikawa notices the thing clutched in her hands. He glances back, only to find you already gone. Any trace of disappointment on his face is masked with a smile.

She’s gnawing at her lips, letting out a shaky breath once he fully turns to face her. There’s a gleam of curiosity in his eyes, but he has a feeling he knows what’s coming.

Her eyes squeeze shut as she holds out a flush pink envelope, the color of it lighter than the stain of red across her cheeks. “Oikawa, I really like you, so please take this!”

“Haruka, you’re very kind, but I don’t think I can return your feelings. Volleyball takes up a lot of my time, so I won’t be the best boyfriend. You deserve more than that.” He offers her a small smile, hoping his words are a big enough cushion for her. Admittedly, they feel cheap and overused, but after the countless confessions he’s received, what else is there to say?

There’s an embarrassed smile on her face as her hands fall to her sides. “It’s okay, I understand.” She walks away, the envelope crumpling in her hand.

The setter can’t help but feel bad as he did with every rejected confession. Though the thought is soon forgotten as he arrives at the gym. He’s greeted by the sight of Mattsun and Makki snickering about something when he feels a sharp pain on the back of his head. He whines, rubbing the spot that stings. “That hurt, Iwa-chan.”

“You’re late, Shittykawa,” says Iwaizumi. The look on his face is less than pleased.

“Sorry, sorry. I received another confession.”

“Another?” questions Hanamaki, but his tone carries no malice. “What do they even see in you?”

“Makki.” He drags his name out with a pout. “It’s because I'm pretty. I’m also an amazing setter.”

Hanamaki doesn’t deny the latter because well, in all seriousness, Oikawa is an amazing setter. There’s no doubt about it. And no matter how he gets, Makki still has a great deal of respect for him. Though he would rather take that to his grave than to ever utter such a truth.

“Well,” Mattsun begins, “what’d you say?”

“No, of course.” Oikawa scratches the back of his neck. “I don’t have time to date.”

And he really does believe that.

The first couple weeks of the school year aren’t too horrible. Having to see Oikawa a lot isn’t ideal, but you were able to keep your interactions short.

It’s an early spring morning when orange and pink hues collide in the sky, slowly being overtaken by a soft blue. The third years are going on a trip to Tokyo today. You walk over to Makki as soon as you spot him. His eyes are still filled with sleep as you poke his cheek.

“Who are you sitting by?” you ask.

He yawns. “Matsukawa.”

“I don’t have anyone to sit with.” You sigh. “All my other friends are sitting with each other.”

“Sit by yourself.”

“But that makes me look sad and lonely.” There’s an exaggerated pout on your face that makes Makki roll his eyes. “And I don’t want to look sad and lonely.”

“I don’t know. Sit with Oikawa then. Iwaizumi’s sick.”

“No. Absolutely not.”

“Weren’t you just saying how you don’t want to look ‘sad and lonely’?”

“Makki.” You whine.

He shakes his head at you. “You’re just like him- Ow!” He rubs the spot on his forehead that you flicked.

You do end up sitting with the setter, much to your chagrin. Somehow, he manages to not be much of a nuisance. He’s actually uncharacteristically quiet for the entire ride. You’d be lying if you said the silence wasn’t strange.

October arrives quickly. The Halloween season has begun, and the school is filled with excitement as students decorate. Each class is doing their own thing, from haunted houses to little booths. This year, your class is setting up a haunted house. Your classmates are looking for decorations while you and Oikawa work on the banner.

“What’s that supposed to be?” you ask.

He looks at you with a serious expression. “An alien, obviously.”

You snort, examining the little green figure. “The theme is Halloween not aliens.”

“Hey, aliens are kinda scary too!”

You shake your head at him, half amused. Over the course of the year, you’ve come to learn of his slight obsession with the idea of extraterrestrial life. Your strong distaste for him seems to be fading as you get to know him more. Your mutual interest in Buzzfeed Unsolved has even come up in a few conversations. You’re on the middle of the Ryan-Shane spectrum while he’s definitely a Boogara.

Maybe Makki is right. He’s not that bad.

Paint streaks are all over both of your hands after the countless times you had bumped into each other while drawing. Oikawa looks proudly at his creation as he stands up from the ground. “I’m going to go wash my hands.”

You hum in response, continuing to paint on the letters on the banner.

A bit of time passes before you start to wonder where he is. You look in the direction he left. You spot him in the middle of a group of people. They’re all smiling, and you can hear a chorus of laughter leave their lips. The corners of your lips tug down as you stare back down at the banner. It’s all so easy for him.

There’s a bitter feeling that bubbles in your stomach. It’s always been hard for you to connect with people. How does he make it look so simple? It’s your fault, isn’t it? You keep everyone an arm’s length away. You envy him. You envy the way he makes everything look effortless.

“Everything okay?”

The voice makes your hand jerk, smearing the letter you were writing. “Shit,” you mutter as you try to fix it. “Everything’s fine, except for this stupid letter.”

Kaito scratches his neck. “Sorry. You sure you’re okay though?”

“Yes, Kaito.” You offer him a tired smile. “Did you need something?”

There’s a blush that spreads on his cheeks. “Oh, well, uh I needed to ask you something.”

You lay down the paintbrush in your hand, turning to him with an expectant look.

“Do you,” he begins, eyes staring away from you, “know how to confess to someone?”

You blink. “Confess?”

“Yeah.”

He exhales, and you follow where his gaze trails to. Your eyes find Mamoru talking to a girl from your class. “Wait, you don’t mean…” Your hand flies over your mouth in disbelief. “Oh my, God. You do! That’s so cute.”

“Shut up,” he grumbles.

Your hands come up in mock surrender. “Sorry, sorry. But why are you asking me of all people for advice?”

“You’re the only person whose advice I trust.”

“That’s nice of you to say, but I’m actually shit at that kind of stuff. My last crush was Gojo Satoru.”

“From Jujutsu Kaisen?”

You give him an embarrassed smile, nodding.

He pauses, turning to face you. “Me too.”

You’re both unable to contain the laughter that escapes your throats, gaining the attention of your fellow classmates. You make yourself smaller, embarrassed at the looks.

You meet his eyes, finding them already on your face. “What?”

“You have paint on your face,” he says before grabbing a washcloth.

“Oh.” You stare at your hands. “It’s just the paint from my hands. Must’ve gotten it on myself when I touched my face earlier.”

He walks away to soak it with some water, coming back to begin wiping off the paint. His touch is gentle as he makes sure to get it all off.

Oikawa comes back, a frown etched on his face. “Are you done yet, Y/N-chan?”

You nod. “Yeah, we can hang it up now.” You take the wet towel from Kaito, thanking him. Quickly, you scrub the paint off your skin. You throw the cloth in the sink outside when you’re done, and begin helping Oikawa lift the banner up.

“What did he want?” The question that runs from his tongue sounds innocent enough to you, but to anyone who really knows Oikawa, something is off.

You give him a half shrug. “Advice. Move it to the right a bit- no my right.”

The next time you find yourself needing Oikawa is when you get caught in the rain on a cold Monday afternoon.

The dreary weather calls for sweaters and thick coats, but you had been in such a hurry, you forgot a warm jacket and umbrella. You didn’t bother to check the weather that morning. You now regret it, seeing the downpour outside get heavier. Student council had a meeting after school to discuss upcoming events.

The rain had lightened earlier, making you think you had a chance to book it home before it got worse again. But the universe seems to enjoy proving you wrong.

You frown as you stare out at the sky. The clouds are a hopeless gray, hiding the blue sky you’re familiar with. You don’t usually mind the rain, but that typically applies when you’re indoors. You curse, wishing Makki had practice today so he could take you home. Do you make a run for it?

You hold out your hand from under the cover of the roofing. It’s quickly drenched, and you pull it back to wipe the water onto your thick sweater. You grimace. You’ll be soaked by the time you get home, but that’s better than waiting here.

You take your first two steps, preparing yourself for the rain, but you find yourself completely dry. You look up at the umbrella that shields you from the stubborn weather, and to the person who’s holding it.

“Oikawa.” You breathe.

He smiles so warmly at you that you think your heart might’ve skipped a beat. “Let me take you home.”

You fall in step with each other easily. There’s a silence between you, but it doesn’t feel awkward anymore. It’s comfortable, even. And the light hum of the rain fills any void.

You can hear the sound of cars passing as you stop outside your front door. “Thanks for walking me home,” you say, watching the drops of rain sliding down your shoes. “You didn’t have to.”

“Of course I did.”

You don’t notice the significance behind his words as you step into your house, glancing back to watch his figure moving farther away.

The next few weeks take you by surprise. You start tagging along with Makki when he hangs out with his friends. It’s nice. They’re nice. It doesn’t take long before you’re joining in their shenanigans. What surprises you even more is that you’ve started to hang out with Oikawa too, outside of school activities and your newfound friend group.

It’s on a Friday evening when you watch Oikawa sing his heart out at a small karaoke box, and for the first time it hits you how pretty he is. His cheeks are flushed rosy. The sleeves of his school shirt are rolled up past his elbows. You finally understand it now. The charming aura of Oikawa Tooru has you in awe.

“What should we do for Valentine’s Day?” Oikawa asks during a quick meeting for student council. The holiday is coming up soon, and all of you had yet to figure out an event.

There’s a pause of silence before a girl speaks up, “We could send love letters.”

He hums. “That’s a good idea.”

“And we can let them be anonymous,” comments another. “Wouldn’t that be exciting?”

“We should deliver flowers too!”

Everyone seems to be in agreement as excited whispers fill the room.

“Alright,” you say. “Love letters and flowers it is.”

It’s the Friday before Valentine’s, and everyone is working hard to get out all the gifts. The idea of sending letters is a lot more popular than expected. There are hundreds of letters that need to be sent out.

There’s currently a pile on Oikawa’s desk, and a tally has started to see how many he’d receive. A bet went around the student council yesterday morning. Currently, Kaito seems to be in the lead with thirty-four.

“Oh, Y/N!” Yui hands you a red envelope with a sweet smile. “Here’s yours.”

“Mine?” you ask, gaze fixed on the letter. “Um, thanks.”

Should you open it? Your nail slides under the flap when Mamoru calls your name. It’s quickly forgotten after you shove it in your pocket. It’s not your priority right now. You have letters to deliver.

Student council finishes making their rounds right before lunch, and with a few minutes to spare. Everyone is lounging in an empty classroom now, waiting for the bell to ring.

“Who do you think your secret admirer is?” questions Mamoru as he sits at the table next to you. His chin rests on his palm, curious eyes staring at the red envelope in your pocket.

“I don’t know.” You glance at him. “Who do you think sent yours?”

The tips of his ears burn a soft pink. “No idea.”

“Flustered?” You laugh as you nudge him with your shoulder.

“No,” he protests, but the clear heat in his cheeks tells you otherwise.

“Whoever it is, I’m sure they’re great.” You hum before you comment teasingly, “Mamoru’s got a secret admirer.” Your voice is loud enough to catch the attention of others, and you don’t miss the flush of Kaito’s cheeks.

“Stop.” He whines. “You do too!”

There’s a giggle leaving your lips as he hides his face.

The day is over so soon, and a long breath escapes you as your feet carry you to your room. You plop on your bed once you set your bag down. You close your eyes as a sigh of relief leaves you, grateful that the weekend has come. You roll onto your side. There’s a curiosity that fills you as you spot the letter sticking out of your messenger bag. You slump up, reaching over to grab the envelope.

You admire the handwriting as you read through it. It’s delicately pretty without being too fancy. It looks kind of familiar actually. You blink. Your eyebrows furrow as you search through your school bag. “Holy shit.”

There’s a reason you recognize the handwriting. It looks exactly like the one on Oikawa’s note cards. Oh. Oh.

You’ve been dodging Oikawa since your little realization. He can’t like you that way, right? It’s all just a stupid joke that he’s playing on you. Stupid is right. You huff.

It had been so easy to do before, but now it seems like he’s everywhere. You can’t help but feel a tinge of guilt at the way his face falls each time you walk away from him. But you’re caught in an escapable situation when you find yourselves the last ones to leave your meeting.

There’s a deep frown set on Oikawa’s face. “Why are you avoiding me?”

“I’m not.” You’re such a bad liar.

“Then explain why you’ve been bailing on me for the last two weeks.”

“I’ve been busy.”

“No you haven’t. You sleep in on the weekends because you binge K-dramas until really late. You barely go out, so you can avoid people.”

You blink, looking at him with furrowed eyebrows. “Am I really that easy to read?”

He exhales, exasperated by your attempts to deflect. “Did I do something?”

“No,” you say, pressing your lips into a thin line. “I should go.”

Oikawa’s heart stings as you walk past him. You’ve done it so many times before, so why does it hurt so much now?

The slam of a volleyball echoes throughout the gym as it hits the wooden floor of the gym. It’s the only sound that he’s been listening to for the past two hours other than his own breaths. He doesn’t even notice the hot tears that trail down his cheeks.

It’s over. If only he had been better. If only he had practiced more. If only, if only, if only.

There’s a painful ache in his chest as he falls onto his knees. He stares at the ground. The taste on his tongue is bitter, and he wants to cry out. Nothing but silence escapes his throat. He laughs bitterly. He can’t even cry correctly.

He doesn’t hear your footsteps as you enter either.

“Oikawa?”

He uses the back of his hand to wipe his eyes. “Go away. Please.”

The rawness of his voice hurts to hear. You slide down onto the ground next to him. Your voice is barely above a whisper. “I know you wrote that letter.”

Great, he thinks. You’ve come here to reject him.

“And uh,” you begin, “it was really… nice? Fuck, sorry I don’t know how to respond to these things- You’re crying.” Your hand comes up to hold his cheek in concern as you inspect his blotchy face.

The gentleness in your voice is calming, but he feels so weak. There’s no reason to deny your statement. The evidence is written all over his tear-streaked face.

“I couldn’t,” he chokes out. “I couldn’t do it. I wasn’t better- We didn’t even get to play him.”

He’s barely coherent, but it doesn’t take a genius to figure out what he’s referring to. The news of Seijoh’s loss spread around the school like wildfire. He detests the looks of pity given to him by his classmates and teachers after that.

You swallow. “You can’t blame yourself for something you can’t control. You did your best out there, I’m sure.”

He doesn’t know that you’re trying to reassure yourself too.

“It wasn’t- I wasn’t enough.”

“You’re enough for me, if that means anything.” You offer him a warm smile as you stare into his eyes.

He feels so transparent under your gaze. His bottom lip trembles as you wipe his tears away. You pull him into your embrace. He’s bawling his eyes out into your sweater, and he’s sure that he’s gotten snot all over it. How do you make him so vulnerable?

But he’s comforted by your words. They’re so sincere, and the most heartfelt thing you’ve ever told him. They’re not the kind of sweet that’ll make your teeth ache, but rather like honey: a more subtle, soothing sugar.

You pull away, and he instantly misses your warmth. “You know, I can kind of relate- not to volleyball, sports aren’t my thing, but feeling like you’re not enough. Yeah.” You let out a breath. “I get that. I felt so inadequate next to you. You’re like everything I’m missing and more.

You’re great at volleyball and you get perfect grades- you even manage student council on top of that, and I always hated how people were just… drawn to you. I even hated you for a while. That was dumb, huh?”

He holds onto your hands like you’ll disappear if he lets go. “I’m sorry. I’m such a dick for rubbing it in. It was just a stupid competition.”

“Don’t be.” Your voice comes out so soft. “We’re friends now.”

You sit on the floor of the volleyball court with him until the evening runs into night, and the sky is no longer orange bleeding into blue. You both forget about the letter, the can of worms that he had opened. You’re just two friends enjoying the company of the other.

You start telling silly jokes just to get a laugh out of him. He appreciates it. He appreciates your kindness. He appreciates that smile of yours that seems to be just for him.

You’re sitting on Oikawa’s couch with him for an Unsolved marathon. But for once, he can’t keep his focus on his beloved show. His gaze is fixed on you. There’s a thick blanket covering you, and he watches as you grip it closer to your body. His eyes trail down to your mouth. Your plush lips are slightly parted before you begin giggling at Ryan’s shrill screams.

Your hand comes up to cover your mouth, and he wishes that you would stop doing that. He doesn’t get why you feel the need to hide yourself, when in his eyes, your beauty is incomparable.

“What?” you ask him once you realize he’s staring.

Can I kiss you? He coughs, turning back towards his T.V. screen. “Nothing.”

It’s on a frigid March night when you find Oikawa standing at your doorstep. He’s breathless, and there’s a slight flush in his cheeks from the bite of the cold. You try to pull him inside, but he stops you.

He exhales. “Can I tell you something?”

“Can’t you tell me inside?” You frown. “You’re freezing.”

He pulls you down onto the step with him. You wonder what’s on his mind as he reaches his hand out to yours. His touch is slow, tentative. They finally connect. And it’s like they were always meant to.

Your heart feels so inexplicably full. You let out a slow breath. His lips look so pretty and soft to touch. When did he get so close? Are you the one who’s leaning in? You’re unable to tell as your lips touch.

It’s almost as though you’re pouring out a piece of your soul on a platter for him, wrapping your heartstrings with his. Sharing breaths and a want that could finally be acted upon. Kissing Oikawa is like letting out a sigh of relief as you step into your house after a long day. It’s as easy as breathing.

You pull away, watching and analyzing him down to the subtle twitch of his mouth.

He’s staring back at you, gulping. There’s a blush color that dusts his cheeks. He’s nervous. Oikawa gets nervous? You decide it’s a good thing as a confession tumbles past his lips like he’s uttering his final words.

“I’m so in love with you.”

The words are so terribly honest. They aren’t sweetly dripping from his lips like honey. They’re like a dive off a cliff; a terrifying jump into something that could either kill you, or be the only thing you could never regret. But he says it with so much conviction.

You lean your head on his shoulder and hum. Your eyes are closed, unsure if you can say it back. Maybe it’s the raw honesty in them that scares you. Do you let him see your heart bleed? See you cry and ache and break right in front of his eyes? See you stretch yourself thin for others, and leave nothing for yourself?

It’s as if he knows of the ferocious storm brewing through your head. He plants a kiss on your temple. It’s a gentle reminder that he’s there. It’s okay. I can wait.

You’re grateful for him. For his warm hand, his kisses, his love.

“Oikawa?” Your voice comes out so quiet that he wouldn’t be able to hear you if it weren’t for the proximity between you.

He brushes his thumb over your knuckle. “Hm?”

“Thank you.”

“For what?”

“Being you.”

He brings your interwoven hands up to his mouth, pressing light pecks on your skin as he mumbles, “I should be thanking you. I don’t know how I’d be if you weren’t there that day.”

You smile as you bring your free hand up, crossing your fingers into a heart; a silent declaration. He lets out a breath, smiling as he mimics you.

His tongue darts out to wet his lips before they meet yours again in a hasty kiss. He kisses you so fervently that it has the moon and stars yearning for the same touch. His kisses are completely consuming, leaving your head spinning. His thumb traces the outline of your lips when he pulls away.

You look down with a giddy smile. He loves you.

The cold air nips at Oikawa’s skin. He’s standing outside your house, watching his breath blow from his mouth as he waits for you. He looks over at you when he hears his name off your tongue. Why does it sound so nice from you?

He sees you rub your hands in search of some friction. Your hands are bare, and he scolds you for not wearing gloves. You don’t own any, you say. So he wraps his gloved hands around yours. You smile at him, and he thinks that he’d do anything for you.

You’re staring now, and a faint crimson appears on his skin. He’s glad that it’s cold out. “What?” he asks.

“You’re so pretty.”

He buries his head in your shoulder. The warm scent of you fills his nose. “Y/N-chan,” he whines out, “you can’t just say things like that.”

He can feel the vibration of your laugh, and the way your fingers card through his soft brown hair. “Pretty Tooru.”

The smile that grows on his face is genuine. Though Oikawa would argue that all his smiles are, but he, too, knows that his most sincere ones are your doing. He takes you to his favorite cafe. You’re the only one he’ll share it with.

You make him feel so warm.

“Argentina,” you echo.

“Yeah.” Oikawa scratches the nape of his neck. He’s going to pursue a career in volleyball there. It’s his dream.

It’s so far away, you think. “Oh.” You swallow hard. “When are you leaving?”

He pulls you in for a tight hug, mumbling the words against your skin. “In a few months.”

You haven’t even been with him for that long, and he’s already leaving soon? Your heart aches, but you put on your best smile and kiss the top of his head.

“I won’t be the best boyfriend.” His voice is choked. “You can break up with me if you want.”

You can’t see his face, but you can feel his tears soaking into the fabric of your shirt. “We still have a few months together.”

You see him off when the day comes, of course. There are no teary eyes or passionate grand gestures—the kind you only experience in a K-drama—as you face each other at the Sendai Airport. The both of you keep your composure, but the façade is hard to keep up with when it sets in that this will be the last time you’ll see each other for a while.

But for something new to begin, something else must end, right? At least, that’s what you tell yourself as Tooru leaves for Argentina as your friend while your heart is begging for more.

The warm smell of coffee and baked goods hits your nose. There aren’t many people in the café today, to your relief. Hanamaki orders a coffee so sweet that it has you wondering whether it actually has any coffee in it. You’re sure it’s ninety percent pure sugar.

After waiting for a few minutes, you finally receive your beverages. You take a sip of your drink, sighing in content.

“You’re gonna be there, right?” Makki asks, stirring his coffee.

You look up at him. “Hm?”

“His game.”

You shrug. You don’t have to ask who he’s referring to. “I don’t know.”

“You should.”

“Would he even want to see me?”

He scoffs. “You’re kidding. Dude won’t shut up about you. He misses you.”

He misses you.

The thought brings warmth to your heart as you take another sip of your drink.

Oikawa does ask about you. He asks almost every time that they talk. Though the two of you are still in contact, it’s mainly birthday and holiday wishes over text. Makki’s slightly tired of it, wishing that he would just get the guts to talk to you himself. He’s almost offended, really, how much he asks about how you’re doing and not him.

The two of you had moved to Tokyo after graduation. You for university, and Makki for… whatever he was doing at the time. He’s been “in between jobs”. At least, that’s what he replies with each time Oikawa asks. Makki won’t deny that he’s crashed on your couch more often than not.

“You’re well and single” is what Oikawa gets from Hanamaki. Oikawa tells him he didn’t have to add the last part, but everyone and their mother knows that he was curious. He’s surprised you’re still single, but also relieved.

She said “no one felt right”.

Would he feel right?

Oikawa lets out a long breath as he stands on the floor of the court. He’s still in disbelief. The years of dedicating himself to this passion has finally led him here: at the fucking Olympics.

His bright eyes scan the crowd as he’s shoulder to shoulder with his teammates. Their loud cheers ring in his ears. The familiarity is there, but this time it brings a new rush. He’s made it.

It’s in that moment that his eyes meet yours.

There’s strength behind them; a confidence built from the ground up. That’s new, but your gaze is still every bit as soft as he remembers. A shaky smile makes its way onto your face before you blink, a look of recollection present in your features. You whip your hand up out toward him, fingers crossed in a heart. The smile on your face morphs into a grin as you laugh, nostalgia lacing through your heart.

“Go win!” you mouth to him.

He grins, mimicking your gesture. He mouths back, “I love you too.”

You only nod, but it’s enough for him. He knows things won’t be easy. Time hasn’t been on his or your sides before, but he’s willing to take it step by step with you.

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rivetwrites · 3 years

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DRV3 Cuddling HC

//this was mostly for me, i really need a comfort, so im gonna do all of the characters. very long post BHABHA

i might do the other games as well (even characters ive done before since i wanna rewrite them)

- mod oma

EDIT: I FORGOT MIU AND TSUMUGI IM SORRY

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Shuichi Saihara

Very shy about cuddling, but he absolutely loves it

The feeling of your body pressed up against his, your breath on his neck just makes him melt inside

He adores spooning you, though he gets a bit shy when he’s the little spoon

He loves being held by you, sometimes resting his head on your chest as you pet his hair

It relieves so much stress for him, and he’s a pretty stressed out guy

He doesn’t have a favourite position, as long as he close to you

But if he had to choose, he loves spooning

Either way, he loves feeling protected and protecting you

Kaede Akamatsu

She loves cuddles!

She’s not shy about it at all, pulling you close to her when you two are sitting together

She lets you rest your head on her thighs as she runs her fingers through your hair

Though if you want to bring her to your chest, she wouldn’t complain

She’ll always have a big smile on her face as she nuzzles your skin

Her favourite position is having you rest your head on her chest

She loves playing with your hair and comforting you, so that’s the best position to do so!

Kaito Momota

BIG CUDDLE GUY

He loves the feeling of protecting you, so he’ll curl around you, regardless on how tall you are

Though don’t expect to sleep if it’s not bedtime, he can talk for hours

Though, he would love to have your head on his chest as well while he rubs your back

Even if you fall asleep on him, he wouldn’t even notice and continue talking

But when he does, he makes sure you’re extra comfortable as he presses a kiss to your forehead

Maki Harukawa

Almost never cuddles you, but will when you ask

She prefers to be the big spoon, or having you in her arms, but won’t object if you want to hold her

Kind of stiff and awkward, not really knowing where to put her hands

The more time that goes on, she relaxes a bit more, even starting to get a bit sleepy

She doesn’t have a favourite position, as she’s neutral for all of them

But spooning does get her fairly sleepy and snuggly

Kokichi Oma

Little shit can never sit still enough to actually cuddle

He’s always on the move, so you’d either have to wait until its bedtime, or catch him

Once you do, he’s very squirmy and he loves to nuzzle into your chest

He hates to admit it, but he loves being the little spoon. He feels so small and protected and he adores it

If you have boobs, beware, he’ll be nuzzling them the entire time

But if not, he’ll still be nuzzling them, but not suffocating as much

He falls asleep pretty easily if it’s quiet (he’s never quiet) and actually calms down

Before he’s up again and playfully wrestling you

Himiko Yumeno

As soon as you wrap your arms around her, she’s out like a light

She can never stay awake long enough to actually cuddle you, so you’d probably have to snuggle her

But the rare moments she is, she loves laying on top of you, using your chest as her pillow

Says something about recharging her mana, but she’s just sleepy and she loves you

You wouldn’t have to worry about waking her up if you move, she’s a heavy sleeper

Tenko Chabashira

PROTECTIVE.

She will absolutely be your big spoon, or having you rest on her chest

She would be kind of stiff, but she’s mostly on alert in case someone decided to jump the both of you

You’d have to reassure her that you’ll both be fine and to relax

She’s still on alert, but she would relax against you as she compliments you

She loves running her hands on your back, almost like a massage

If someone even decided to sneak up on the both of you, she’ll kick their ass

Rantaro Amami

He adores cuddles

His love language is touch, so cuddles are pretty often with you

He prefers being the big spoon, or having his arm wrapped around you, but won’t protest if you want to change it up a bit

He loves running his hands up and down your sides, his mind taking note on all of your soft curves

He gets pretty sleepy, so you’d probably be trapped while he naps

But never fear! He’ll stay up to talk about your day, or his adventures!

Cuddle time is his absolute favourite time

Korekiyo Shinguji

He takes cuddle time pretty seriously

It’s the one time of day when he’s able to look over at how beautiful your body is

Nothing sexual, just to see how gorgeous you actually are

He prefers to have his arm wrapped around you, but he also likes to have you rest on his chest as well

He’s a pretty tall guy, so his long limbs will tangle with yours throughout the night

He doesn’t fall asleep easily, so he would talk about history, or about traditions he learned more about that day

Angie Yonaga

Very snuggly! Though its hard to get her away from her worship to cuddle

But once she’s in bed with you, her face will be snuggled into your chest with her arms around your waist

She doesn’t get sleepy easily, so she would have a nice chat, even dropping the conversation on Atua and just asking how your day was

She gets pretty calm and cuddling allows her to empty her head

Sometimes she’ll even meditate while snuggling, which she’s pretty good at

But after awhile, she’ll get pretty antsy and will leave to do something else (with you in her hand of course!)

Kiibo

Not very comfortable, but he tries!

The best would probably be cuddling on the couch with his head in your lap

Though, all that metal is sort of heavy

He feels sort of sad since he can’t cuddle your properly

But never fear!! You two can hold hands!

It makes him feel a lot better, especially when you’re laying together and your fingers are laced with his

Sometimes the two of you can get in a comfortable enough position to actually cuddle, which would be your head on his arm

Kirumi Tojo

Sort of dislikes cuddling, but not because she hates touching, she just hates the feeling of not being productive

So the best time to cuddle would be when she’s ready for bed!

She would love any position, so she had no preferences

If you want her to lay on your chest, she will

If you want to lay on hers, got it! She’ll be running her fingers through your hair

You’d have to stop her from giving you a proper massage though, in which she’ll actually have to relax

She definitely deserves a break

Gonta Gokuhara

Absolute SOFTIE

He’s so gentle and caring with you, making sure you’re absolutely comfortable

Big spoon all the way, but wouldn’t mind being the little spoon (big little spoon?)

He would love to have you lay on top of him, in which he’ll wrap his arms around your waist and press small kisses to your cheeks

Kind of afraid that he might hurt you (he never ever does) so he’ll be sort of hesitant

But when you reassure him that you’ll be okay, he’ll have that big cute smile on his face as he peppers your face in smooches

Ryoma Hoshi

He never complains if you want to cuddle

Sort of embarrassed that he’s the little spoon

But he loves it a bunch

He adores feeling your body pressed up against his as your arms wrap around his waist

Sometimes he’ll rest his head on your chest, nuzzling slightly as he slowly falls asleep

Comfort this boy, he’s so tired

Tsumugi Shirogane

This tall woman can CUDDLE

She loves cuddling! Sometimes she’ll pull you into her lap and wrap her arms around you to snuggle

She’s so soft and gentle with you, almost like you’re made of glass

She prefers big spoon, but would love if she was little spoon as well!

Loves to talk about anime and manga, even if you’re about to sleep

Sometimes she won’t talk for awhile, but she’s just off in her own head

Miu Iruma

Lord.

Pray she doesn’t suffocate you in her titties

A little awkward to cuddle, as it’s usually a sign of...more

But when you just want to cuddle, she won’t complain

She’ll go on about her inventions, what she wants to do, what happened that day, who pissed her off, etc

She loves being little spoon, on hand on her waist and another one on her boob

She falls asleep pretty fast, and she moves around a lot.

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dangan-writing · 3 years

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I need a n g s t

Kokichi, Nagito and Shuichi with a s/o that’s really forgiving? You could make them end up in the hospital and they’d forgive you

So what if they accidentally kill them and their s/o still forgives them?

If you want, you can do a happy ending where they live! Your choice! :)

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*__ i pick different endings if that's okay Anon, And i picked it to be in the killing game, please tell me if you want it to be changed Anon.

*__ and i apologise if it seems rushed, it's hard to write for 3 character's. And also because you were probably waiting for so long. you can still request for me to remake it Anon, don't worry ^^

*___ Tw -> Ch/king, po/soning, Ka/de, caps, violence, curse words, f/re, injuries

*___Mod Miaya___*

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*___Kokichi Oma___*

When somebody hurts you Kokichi will be fucking rude to them since they don't deserve respect since they hurted you

"Ah Kokichi! Calm down, it didn't hurt that much! I'm okay, see?" You try to move around, but gasping because of the pain "O-Oh.." "See! You got really hurt! That person is gonna get it!!" Kokichi wails "H-hey, i forgive them.. it's not like they murdered me or anything! I'm still here, with just some small injury!" You giggled "Are you that nice?" Kokichi mumbled, before getting up "Hey c'mon! Let's go to Keeboy and have fun with him!" Kokichi smiled mischievously, you laugh "let's go."

That was actually to distract you and go to the person who hurted you and prank the fuck out of the person-

He's concerned about you, i mean. A forgiving S/O? He'll be watching out the people who talks to you, he's a liar. He'll know if they're lying or not. It's impossible for them to hurt you since you have a liar by your side! Impossible he says as he didn't realize they lied in front of his face as you and the person walked away together

After a few minutes passed, he was concerned. Why were you two taking so long? You two must not have been- no, that can't be. Unless...

Shit.. he ran looking after you "S/O!!~ where are you?~ we better not play hide and seek! You'd know i win easily~" he tried to keep up his facade, not wanting to freak himself out... then he saw you tied up, with blood and bruises all over you, with you breathing heavily.

"S/O!" He ran towards you, not even noticing the trap beneath him. As he tried to remove the ropes around you, as he turned around, the door was closed and fire started appearing "Oh shit, t-there was a trap?" He was trying to remove the ropes but it was too tight "Aha.. Don't worry we'll get out of h-here S/O! And we'll get that bastard later for doing this to you dear!" He started to breathe heavily, some smoke blocking his vision. He started to grow weaker "H-ha.. S/O i'm t-truly sorry.." he passed out, luckily people started to bust the door open. The people.. Gonta, and Kaito. With Tenko and the other people "S/O, KOKICHI!" Gonta yelled "Is there any water to put the fire out?" Tenko asked, she doesn't even care if the males save them she just wants them to be saved "I have it here!" Kaito yelled holding some fire grenades with him, he passed the fire grenades to everyone and they started to throw it in the fire

After some minutes, the fire stopped. The others rushed in there finding you two, they picked you two up and put you two in the dorms, Kirumi offered to heal you two. 1st degree burns.. a lot of bruises and blood on you. It took you two two days to wake up.. Kokichi woke up first "nghn.. uh what happened?" Kokichi asked, confused before realizing "ah!- is S/O okay! They better be okay!" Kokichi pouted, looking at Kirumi "they're okay, they just needed more rest then they'll be fine, no need to wory Kokichi. I attended to their injuries quickly after everyone pulled you two out of the fire, they are right next to you Kokichi." Kokichi looked next to him to see you beside him resting peacefully "oh damn, nishishi~" Kokichi looked at Kirumi "Can you leave? I have something to do, like a leader would do!" Kokichi just want to cuddle you actually. Kirumi did as he said, but she knew that he wanted to cuddle you after seeing you there beside him, she smiled.

Cuddling..

After some cuddling you woke up aswell due to his constant moving

"Mmmm Koshi..?" You groaned, half asleep. You rubbed your eyes for a bit "Heeeeey your awake noow! You take too long to wake up!" Kokichi childishly pouted, it's too adorable to be guilty with it, you laugh "That's not going to work in me, that's too adorable y'know?" Kokichi tried his scary face, it's a little intimidating. But it's still cute "still cute-" "Man can't you be scared of me!?" Kokichi cried out! Shaking his arms like a child

After you two were okay now, everyone besides one was trying to find the person who almost killed the both of you

It took 1-2 hours to find the the person who did this

It.. was Angie?

"Uhm.. Why did you try to kill S/O and uh, Ouma-san?" Shuichi asked Angie, who was tied up in a chair "Ahhh~ S/O wanted to give their blood to Atua! That's what Atua told Angie!~" Angie was cheerful as always. Almost everyone didn't believe that "Hey you almost killed me and my dearest S/O!" Kokichi wailed trying to attack Angie, but Gonta was holding onto him as Shuichi said, Angie laughed "S/O offered me some of their-" Shuichi isn't having none of it "Listen.. uhm, you almost killed S/O and Kokichi, how is that uh- related to Atua? And you started a fire for hell's sake...!" Shuichi yelled at Angie, Angie didn't smile. It sended chills on all of their spines.. it wasn't normal for her to not smile, since she always smiles. Seems like she isn't gonna talk for the time "Guys, please don't worry, i forgive her." You jumped in "WHAT? She almost killed you y'know!?" Kaito yelled "Yeah! The idiots right! Angie killed you!" "She's not dead you fuckin' brat!" Miu yelled at Kokichi "h-huh? That w-was uncalled for!" Oh dear now she messed up "W-Wai-" "WWWWWWAAAAAAAHHHHH!!" Kokichi wailed, annoying the others, especially Korekiyo, Kaito, and Maki. They left as soon Kokichi started to cry, except for Kaito-

"Like i said, i forgive her. I'm still alive anyways so that's good right?"

"You forgivable cutie.." Kokichi mumbles

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*___Nagito Komaeda___*

He's a bit protective, you forgive people so easily. He doesn't mind if it's the hopeful people but, the despairful people?? Fuck no he won't let them go to you ever again, he has a quick eye. He'll catch them if they are looking at you

"S/O! Why do you forgive such despairing ugly humans, they hurted you!" Nagito spoke, angrily confused, you are filled with hope thats what he loves but you are a bit too considerate about *everyone's* feelings, even if it's a inanimate object you still refuse to break it.. you really are filled of hope.. too much hope "Huh? Why i forgive people all the time? Uhm... it's just my nature to forgive them, i am aware of how forgiveful i am. I forgive them, but that doesn't mean i like them, listen.. i forgive people but i stay away from them. I can understand when i forgive someone when they hurted me for so long, that's why you never see me with the people i know that hurted me Nagito." You try to give an explaination, of course. You know it isn't all but you decided to give an answer for him to know "S/O.. i.. i understand, how stupid am i to question such hope!" Nagito please calm down we care for you-

You saw him walking, bringing some stuff. Is.. is that poison? Spear, rope, speakers... what is he planning again? He walked inside the warehouse, you need to stop him from being reckless again. But you didn't move from your spot, you waited for a little while. Then you heard fireworks? Then.. running, everyone? They walked to the warehouse, Akane trying to bust the door open. You still stayed im your spot, trying to see if someone is doing stupid. Eventually Akane busted the door open, then you heard

Fire. What the hell? Wasn't Nagito in there? Shit.. You run in the warehouse

"NAGITO!!" you yelled, trying to get the fire canisters and threw them on the fire, it only made the fire more bigger? It's a fire canister.. isn't it suppose to put the fire out? Soon everyone moved and threw the individual fire canister's

Soon enough, the sprinklers put the fire out. You stood up "NAGITO ARE THERE!?" You tried to run in but Monokuma stopped you "Uh-Oh! Unfortuantely you can't be in here for now! Now get out so i can fix this damn warehouse!" You all got kicked out, after 6 minutes Monokuma appeared "Yahhoo, now it's finished now go in there you damn kids!" it's finally done.. honestly it felt like forever. But no time for that, you all ran in the warehouse "hmnn, i smell somethin'.." Akane's nose twitched like a beast when she said that "...That's probably because of the fire earlier.." Chiaki said, and Chiaki pointed out the there was space in the curtains from here, Hajime walked next to the curtain. You felt sick, it can't happen to him plea-

Ding dong bing bong! A body has been discovered! After a certain amount of time, a class trial will begin!

Screams, Kazuichi, Sonia.. and of course you.

You ran to his body begging that this isn't real "plEASE THIS ISN'T- ISN'T R-REAL" You sobbed, the others felt pity.. They tried to drag you away from his body, of course they did take you away from his body.

You eventually pass out from crying, too tired to investigate for the trial. They dragged you in the trial room, you wouldn't wake up so they had no choice but to drag you in the trial. Few minutes later you woke up

"N-Nagito.. set one of us as the killer..." what? Set one of us?

"Huh? What do you mean he set someone as the murderer..?" you asked in disbelief, Hajime explained what basically happened while you were asleep, you just stood there. You tried to focus, you threw a fire canister in the fire, but it only made the fire larger than before.

What...? This.. is unfair unfair- no.

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"I know who did it." You spoke, interrupting their panicking which they snapped out of it when they looked at you "You only decide to talk now!?" Kazuichi yelled, obviously scared for his life "yeah" you nod "uhm.. may i ask who it is?" Sonia nervously asked, you sighed heavily "uh, it's me."

"W-what!? That can't be true! You saved me when i was starvin'!' Akane yelled out "Huuuuuhhh!? What the hell? S/O bought you some food?! That w-wasn't supposed to be allowed-" Monokuma looked dumbfounded until he was cut off "Who the hell cares!? They still saved me.." Akane looked down, it felt like Nekomaru's death all of a sudden..

Hajime and others felt like crying, you were like a leader trying to protect them even though you forgive people too easily "..." Chiaki didn't said anything, she just looked at you. You smiled at her "Do... do you forgive Komaeda-san for what happened S/O?" Chiaki asked "of course not! He set them up as the culprit you kno-" "Yes." You answered, ignoring Kazuichi's comment "hnm, you still forgive him? After he set you up S/O?" She tilt her head "yes, i know he must have a reason. He wouldn't kill someone for his own benifit, that's what i deduced, i believe he has a reason for this. He loves hope, he thinks me as his hope. He wouldn't just throw me away without an explanation, why would he call me a despairing person? I.. yes, i forgive him.." you lowered your head, you didn't understand any of this, why would he kill himself and you?

"Alrighty! Time to vote! Who would be chosen as the blackened?" Monokuma butted in the conversation "Goodbye everyone.. please remember me and everyone in this damned killing game." You smiled, looking at everyone. You are terrified of what kind of execution you have, but you tried to forget it.

This.. is goodbye for me.

S/O has been found guilty, time for the execution!

Right.. goodbye.

I forgive you all for..

*___Shuichi Saihara___*

The same with the two guys, he'll be pretty protective of you since you are so forgiving, there's a high chance you'll get killed because of your friendly nature and he doesn't want that to happen, not ever

"S-S/O, please try to be less considerate.. N-Not that you should be r-rude to anyone! I mean.. you s-shouldn't forgive p-people that easily, even if they are s-sorry. They hurted you uhm, S/O you don't have to feel o-obligated to forgive them." He hugged you, making you feel protected. You laughed

"Ahah, Shuichi. Thank you, i understand that i shouldn't forgive people that easily but, we really are just like that. No matter how many times they hurted us we forgive them. we people, are like that." You tighten the hug, smiling onto his chest

"S-S/O!" He screamed as he rushed towards you, you choking. He didn't realize he put in the poison instead the water.

"S/O DON'T DIE YET PLEASE" Shuichi was panicking, he is gonna murder his own S/O because he was losing sleep that he didn't realize that he put poison in your drink.

'Please pleaee please please please please please please please please please please please please pleaee please please please please please please please please'

..it....

..It was too late? He looked at your dead body.

"S-S/O.. I.. I'm so sorry... i'm such a failure.." he caressed your face. Sobbing, Before.

Ding dong bing bong! A body has been discovered, after a certain amount of time, a class trial will begin!

"WH-WHAT THE HELL!?" Miu screamed out, she rushed to hide in Kaito's back "EEEEEEIIIII, POOICHI IS THE MURDERER!" "What the hell Shuichi!" Kaito stumbled back a bit. Their screams of terror alerted the others, making Kaede, with Tsumugi and Rantaro on her trail.

"H-huh Shuichi!?" "Aaaauuuhh! The killing has started! It's much more different than Sakura's death on Danganronpa trigger happy hav-" "S-Shuichi.." Kaede, Tsumugi, and Rantaro reacted altogether, Rantaro ran towards Shuichi pushing him and trying to do something so he couldn't move "Anyone here have any rope? We need to tie him up first before questioning whats happened." Rantaro stated, looking up at the others "I-I'm sorry.." Rantaro looked down at Shuichi "you will have to explain yourself later, we don't know if you are the culprit, but be honest later on aight?" Shuichi didn't reply

Korekiyo walked in the scene, with a velvet colored rope in hand "i heard that you will be needing this, and so i give this rope to you Amami-san.." Korekiyo handed him the rope " Thanks Kiyo." Amami tied up Shuichi but didn't question on how Korekiyo found the rope but he isn't complaining "Kekehehe.. it is no problem Amami-san..." weirdo..

After they tied him up, they investigated the crime scene first before talking to him because that will waste their time, as they all went to the trial grounds, with Shuichi still tied up. Kaito guarding so he couldn't run away.

"So.. Shuichi, Why did you plan on killing your S/O. Your S/O." Rantaro said. Even if he is not your S/O he cared abiut you deeply, to just see your dead body fuels him with rage "Y-yeah.. Why Shuichi, you guys loved eachother so deeply, i don't understand why you k-killed them." Kaede tried not to sob, but horribly failed "I... i-i didn't mean to kill them, i was tired, stupid.. just vote me out already, i don't care if i die." .. Nobody tried to argue against him, he already admitted it, no point of arguing anyway

"Man you guys got it right! That was boring. an accidental death! Woohoo surely they wouldn't forgive him, he killed them. They wanted to live, yet. You.. killed... them! Puhuhuhu..lets get with on it, i have a special punishment for the ultimate detective, Shuichi Saihara!" Some of the people were clenching their fists, the ultimate detective.. was going to get executed "Let's give it everything we've got! It's... PUNISHMENT TIIIME!"

...

Huh? What..

What? Why is he, in a pod? He saw someone outside of the pod..is that? No way, S/O?

You opened the pod, smiling at him "well hello there Shuichi, it's so good to see you again." You held his hand, he looked dumbfounded, soon tears started to build up "S-S/O!" He hugged you tightly, not wanting to let go "I'm s-so sorry.. i didn't mean to kill you! I-i... you can hurt me, anything to make you satisfied with what happened.." Shuichi begged you to do it.. he's sobbing, he's so sorry "it's okay dear, i know you didn't mean it! I forgive you! I don't care how many times you hurt me, i'll always forgive you Shuhara. I love you too much for me to not forgive you, or anyone." You caressed his face, smiling softly at him.

"A-ah.." he looked down before smiling, you standed up and he followed what you did "Now, let's go and watch the others now Detective Shuhara."

"Of course."

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mlm-mod-taka · 3 years

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- Good morning, afternoon or evening, Mod Taka! I was wondering, could you make headcanons with a NB!reader, who has gender dysphoria? with Keebo and Shuichi. You can add your favorites though!

- Thanks in advance, and remember to take care of yourself! o(^▽^)o

- Mod Chiaki🎮

DYSPHORIC NB READER • shuichi, k1bo x nb reader

of course mod chiaki! im sorry if these are a little short, my head has been hurting for quite awhile, but i need to finish requests before they pile up. i hope you take care of yourself as well!

tws/cws: dysphoria, mentions of ang13 and t$umugi positively.

|| -> mod taka <3

when he notices that youre dysphoric, he tries his best to comfort you. hes panicking a little inside, he doesnt want you to feel bad about how you look or questioning your identity because of invalidation.

after he nervously makes you feel a little better, he asks his classmates for advice. kaede suggests that he should buy you androgynous clothes, to help you feel confident while still being out of the gender binary.

he overthinks what to get you, not wanting to upset you even more if you dont like the outfit he buys. the only reason he was walking to you with a wrapped gift was because kaito had to help him by clicking the purchase button himself.

its a very fashionable outfit that still manages to be gender neutral. he confessed that some of the girls in his class helped him pick an outfit to buy you, worried that he doesnt have a good style and wouldnt pick something nice.

once you say that you do like it, he'll ask you to try it on, which you go to the bathroom to do. once you go out, he smiles brightly. you looked amazing!

he notices that youre also happy, which makes him sigh in relief. then, he asks if he can do anything else to help you with your feelings. shuichi doesnt want to just give you an outfit and leave, he wants to help you get these feelings away.

mention anything, and he'll do it for you right away. do you want physical affection? got it. hes immediately hugging you and kissing your cheek. do you just want to watch a show with him that makes you happy? he'll go buy some of your favorites snacks.

is very open minded and considerate when youre venting about what youve been feeling. doesnt really try to chime in with his opinion since its your moment to be vulnerable, but if you want some advice then he'll try to give some to you.

if youre uncomfortable with people staring at you, then he'll respect it, a little too much. he looks behind you whenever you talk to him, worried that he'll make you dysphoric if he stares for too long.

helps you go shopping for more baggy clothes if youve run out. will also help out with laundry if youre one of those people that get demotivated and tired when they feel their dysphoria.

texts you every day to make sure you had enough food and water for the day, and asking if youre feeling any better compared to yesterday.

is just very accommodating to you and your feelings, slowly helping you get out if your slump because of how patient he is with you. will always be there to help you in tough times, so dont worry.

sort of knows what you feel like. hes a robot that sometimes wishes he was a human. k1bo has probably had days where he doesnt like his appearance, which is why he is so determined to help you.

he understands how horrible those type of thoughts can be, so he'll do anything to pull you out of it. the first thing he does is telling you to take a nap.

he knows how mentally taxing those thoughts can be to humans, and can easily burn them out. so he practically forces you to sleep while he goes and thinks of what to do to make you feel better.

the robot decides that he'll make a small party for you, that will take place in your room with only you two. but, he asks some of his classmates to help him out.

angie makes you a painting of yourself, purposefully making you gender ambigious to help you out. definitely not because k1bo was watching over her paint the whole time to help her paint you in that fashion.

kaede plays your favorite song on her piano for you, recording it so your boyfriend can play it at your little party later.

tsumugi takes pictures while cosplaying as your favorite character, making mahiru take pictures.

after setting it all up in your room while you were still sleeping, being as quiet as possible to make it a surprise, he gently woke you up.

when you wake up to your room decorated in some ballons, a piano music playing in the back, and k1bo holding a canvas with some pictures on top, youre fairly confused.

once he explains that he did this all for you and that he wants you to feel better again, youre touched. a robot can understand your feelings better than some real people can.

you have a fun little party, watching a funny show that never fails to make you laugh, playing your favorite game with him afterward, and then just having some pillow talk after it all.

you explain some of the logistics and specifics of what you feel, also telling him the things that make you uncomfortable and the things that make you feel validated.

he memorizes it all in his head, taking note to respect it. after you speak it all out, he hugs you. you can feel him turn on his heater to make you feel warmer and welcome, it makes you slightly sleepy as you cuddle up to him.

he talks about all the things he loves about you, both personality and appearance wise. says that you just need to be certain in yourself and he'll always stick beside you, no matter what.

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ahwait-no-yes · 4 years

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Let’s talk about if Saihara hated Ouma

So lately I’ve actually seen a bit more comments on how Saihara doesn’t actually like Ouma and people have gone as far as saying he hates him and idk why people genuinely believe it so here I am about to refute that (I’ve been waiting ages to make this post just so you know so this came out as a horribly unstructured ramble more than anything oops)

some notes beforehand:

I have an obvious bias as I do ship saiouma. although i’ll try to be neutral on what I say here, I can’t hide my bias. I have tried to include what people that hate this ship believe to counter them though, also if you ship other things that’s totally fine?? don’t think of any of this as an attack at your ship and I’m not saying Saihara loved Ouma, I’m just tired of people saying Saihara hated him.

You’re allowed to respectfully disagree as long as you don’t berate me or say I don’t know the game when the majority of the screenshots in this are from my own gameplay, lmao.

and massive whole-game spoilers! Don’t read this if you’ve not finished DRV3!

Glad to know you made it under the cut! now I can begin with where I think people got this idea that Saihara hates him from- the infamous “You’re alone Kokichi and you always will be” line.

I admit this was very cold and still breaks my fragile saiou heart, but to base Saihara’s entire perspective of Ouma on this one line he said while he wasn’t thinking straight is just.. no.. It’s unrealistic. we’ve seen how Saihara is able to adapt his views and grow (I’ll come back to this later), he’s not stubborn in this regard like Momota or even Ouma is, so even if he did mean it 100% (which I doubt because when *anybody* is angry they will say or do things they may regret had they been calmer), it’s not like his view on Ouma from chapter 4 was his final view on him. And that’s what people fail to realise.

So, how does Saihara view Ouma then?

well, I’d say he’s been interested in Ouma as a detective from the moment he met him with his curiosity piqued at Ouma’s claims of leading a secret organisation.

and he remains curious about Ouma throughout, always questioning why Ouma says certain things, what Ouma is lying for, he just wants to figure him out- and this doesn’t just apply to free time events either

I think you get my point there, now, I think if I didn’t ship saiou and read this, I’d argue these are all pre-chapter 5 and before the breaking line so he may have been curious before but not after- that then brings me to my next point

Saihara was confident- dare I say believed- in Ouma, especially after Chapter 5.

how bold of me to say ikr, but this ties in to Saihara’s ability to adapt his views. He’s sort of like a mixture of both Kaito and Ouma honestly, because naturally as a detective he has to be suspicious and think logically as Ouma does, while at the same time Kaito taught him to believe in his friends which has also helped him to advance in trials. I think he might have extended this belief to Ouma, because he trusts that Ouma is doing what he does for a reason.

In fact, I’d argue he’s the only one of the remaining group who wouldn’t readily accept pinning Ouma down as a villain. If anything, it’s the opposite- Saihara fought to clear Ouma’s name, and never stopped trying to understand whether or not his intentions were true or false

i’ll just drop this screenshot here (that i named THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY.png in case you were wondering)

this is what I mean when I say he wouldn’t accept it as fast as the others and would second-guess it, bear in mind this is the moment Ouma “admitted” to being the mastermind. and it’s not like this doubt was sudden or anything, cause I can recall this moment (that I actually didn’t catch on to on my first playthrough)

which gives me the idea that hadn’t Ouma purposefully messed with everyone and built up his bad reputation, it would’ve been so much easier for Saihara to disprove him being the mastermind at the point he said it.

Anyway, going back to my point- excluding Kaito (cause Ouma directly told him), Saihara is the first to bring up Ouma’s innocence, and this is what I mean when I say Saihara believed in Ouma

note that I say believed in. believing Ouma and believing in Ouma are different, it’s like how loving someone and being in love with someone are two different things, so don’t argue that by saying “he didn’t trust him” because ik that and that’s not what I’m trying to say.

but he did believe that Ouma had his reasons, and he tried to discover and understand them. I mean, take this for example

he’s already on board lool look at him go, but no really look at the confidence

he’s both confident in himself and in Ouma not lying here, then goes back to being curious about his intentions

oh and let’s not forget who it was that searched Ouma’s lab to find clues to prove he is a remnant of despair. Why do you need to search for evidence for something you (and the others even more) think is irrefutably true? the answer is obvious- he was doubtful of it from the start, and needed evidence to convince himself it was true, but then as he found nothing to prove it (and even evidence against it), he had to convince the others of it too- and prove Ouma’s innocence

(the last screenshot was from Hikkie’s playthrough on Youtube)

But as you can see, he’s clearing Ouma’s name as the leader of the Remnants of Despair.

Now, I bet someone would argue that this only proves Saihara was determined to find the truth in general, because he’s mister detective, so I’ll raise you the fact that Saihara didn’t need to try figuring why Ouma does the things he does- he could leave it at just knowing the truth and if he really didn’t like Ouma like people say then there’s not much merit to it.

“So what if I know this now? I didn’t care about him, it’s pointless” he could’ve thought something like that, but no

(I also think the “you’re lying again kokichi, there’s a method to your madness” moment fits here too)

Not only this, but there’s also how Saihara learnt from him.

honestly im still kinda mindblown from this ever since I first realised it, but when you think about it, Ouma hinted to Saihara in his FTEs how to win the game.

(those 3 screenshots are from justonegamr’s kokichi’s FTE video; random fun fact this was the playthrough that i watched while first getting into drv3)

But if you think about it, Ouma tried this again in his own trial in his attempt at ending the killing game and then Saihara also used this to actually end it

Not only that (which personally i think is pretty powerful in itself), but Saihara also tries to take Ouma seriously and picks up hints he leaves and uses them later

as well as

(and generally just)

generally, Ouma will hint and then Saihara will pick it up. it’s been like that for the whole game- why should Saihara give any extra thought to what Ouma hints if he dislikes him?? really, he could’ve just ignored him the same way he did at the end of chapter 4- but again, he didn’t “”hate”” Ouma enough to keep ignoring him, he considered him a friend in the end anyway.

and the end is what I’ll talk about now, too.

first- can we just acknowledge this?

he doesn’t ignore Ouma at all here. even though he didn’t trust him, he was sad to have lost him.

Not to mention the way he thinks about lying at the end of Chapter 6. (like, please this is just- *chefs kiss*)

IMAGINE Ouma was alive to hear him say that omg but Saihara could (and probably would) extend what he says here to Ouma himself- y’know, the ‘embodiment of lies’

by thinking about lies in a different angle instead of at face value like this, he gets a more neutral view on them rather than just thinking “they’re bad!!”, why wouldn’t he be able to do the same for Ouma? especially now that he knows Ouma was innocent and actually hated the game as much as they all did. I mean hey, even after chapter 5′s trial he sort of already thinks about lies differently

and throughout this post, I’ve tried to avoid talking about his free time events or his salmon mode ending because people always say “well they’re not canon” and to that I say not canon to the plot, yes, but still canon to the characters. so yeah, I don’t disregard any of them.

from this point onwards these all technically happen before chapter 5, so it’s not entirely relevant to my point that saihara still liked ouma even after the end of chapter 4, but it’s still something that shows he liked him beforehand at least. I mainly just wanna ramble though haha

one thing I’ve always thought was interesting was how Saihara easily lashed out at Kaito in his own free time event

and Kaito is undeniably Saihara’s best friend who he holds in high regard. If Saihara having backbone means he doesn’t like someone then damn bye bye momota have a nice trip in space

in terms of ouma and saihara though

how about the fact that Saihara willingly sat there and played rock paper scissors (janken pon!) with Ouma 100 times?? bruh I got bored playing that with my brother after 8 rounds yesterday how would Saihara manage 100?? would you really have the patience for that when you don’t even like the person you’re playing with?

how about his third free time event too?

(from justonegamr’s kokichi fte video)

Saihara wanted to spend some time with Ouma, that’s- its literally written there I don’t know what you want from me the guy wanted a nice time with someone he supposedly doesnt like

what I love about this is how “reaching out” could be taken both literally and figuratively. Wanting to understand someone and trying to find a way to but them being too unwilling to trust anyone.. damn 😔👊 also shuuichi either wanted to handshake or hold hands, what else do you do when you reach for someone’s hand come on

oh yes and how about that he’s content with the refusal because it allowed him to figure out a small thing about Ouma? understanding that Ouma has a different way of being reached out to? mhm please think about that for a bit

that parallel in the salmon ending too...

he considered how it’ll be like with him after they get out and how he’ll learn about him, then ultimately decided when ouma reached out to him that he does want this, and even comments on the warmth of his hand... afhskfdlj

his blush when ouma mentions how his lies didn’t bore saihara was also a very cute moment

ooh and what about the love hotel???

there’s that one line “I know i’m meant to be Kokichi’s ideal in this fantasy but when he tells me he loves me I feel like he means the opposite” or something like that- i’d argue it’s because he’s cautious of Ouma for one but also am I getting something wrong here or is he talking about how he, Shuuichi, thinks Ouma doesn’t like him? because I see people argue this is proof saihara doesn’t like ouma but all he’s really doing is just doubting ouma loves him

well in any case

WHY would he want him to stay in a love hotel of all places if he disliked him?! I know I’m just a broken record at this point but I can’t think of anything logical for it. they didnt even need to include that line in the scene at all but they did like they could’ve easily said something to do with realising where he was instead but nah. even after the event’s over, he says to himself

doesn’t he sound disappointed by it? and the fact that he even questions if it was a dream- okay

ooh, something i’ve realised while writing this as well: it kind of seems like Saihara might not want to like him but does anyway; he quickly ‘smothered the thought’ of staying with Kokichi, didn’t want to admit that Ouma’s lies never bored him, and I also thought about how in one of Kaito’s free time events he says to himself “I shouldn’t be talking about another boy like that”- well, maybe it’s similar for how he thinks of ouma? it’s not like Saihara didn’t care for the others’ opinion on him (probably the opposite ngl if you mess up in class trials he says something along the lines of“Ah I screwed up! They probably think I’m a fraud”) and considering nobody else liked ouma (except for maybe gonta) I wouldn’t be surprised if he felt shame for liking him, thus repressing that feeling (especially around the others, there’s that part in trial 4 where he’s trying to convince kaito he isn’t siding with ouma cause he knows by doing that could damage his friendship with his bro)

I mean this is something I only thought of just now, but it could be plausible (i hope?)

One last thing- I find it incredibly funny how in chapter 2 when ouma is literally on top of saihara he doesn’t freak out or scream and everyone else in the room is also completely chill with it and unquestioning. no really they’re just standing there.. and how long was ouma even in that position for??

Now, I think that’s all. So to finish off, I’ll just say

People get the idea that saiouma is bad because some don’t realise Saihara can still like a person without idolising or putting them on a pedestal. Idk if this is gonna sound controversial or not, but I honestly do think he did exactly that to Kaito and Kaede- which doesn’t make what they have with him toxic or bad at all, I just think his view on Ouma is a lot more realistic and less clouded. Heck, if Saihara canonically liked Ouma as much as he does with the other two I don’t know if I’d ship saiouma as hard as I do (it is fun to imagine though).

If you actually read through this then.. wow? I’m surprised you got through this unstructured mess? I hope you can agree with me for some of my points at least but I’m not here to convince you or anything, this has just been on my mind for weeks now I needed to get it out somehow.

I said it at the start and i’ll say it again now too- i didn’t intend on attacking or comparing saiou to any other ships so I do apologise if I seem like it, i’m just terrible with my wording (lmk if something genuinely offended you, i’ll probably change it) but you’re free to ship whatever you like cause at the end of the day it’s just a bit of fun. that being said, I don’t want to actually argue on this so please don’t haha, i’ve contemplated just deleting this but I’ve put a lot of effort into this post even though i cant analyse for 💩

I hope you can enjoy the rest of your day!

have the kokichi gaygun as a farewell present

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yakocchi · 4 years

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Becoming a Family With Him, Part 3 // Shuichi, Hikaru, Rhion, Luke, Eisuke

so this came out, as further celebration for the anni. VERY GOOD, much more appreciated than the prior story set lol that one was kind of boring but i get it

they made the kids for all the... kid-less ones, and the eisuke one that used to be VIP-exclusive is now here for everyone to buy (rip those ppl who gacha for it)

my rambling behind the cut (spoilers!!)

shuichi // as ud expect, shuichi has a literal hime ass looking girl (kikyo) for a daughter. she’s only 6, but is pretty calm and ladylike. She even calls her parents with –sama so... ok luckily shuichi does not strip down all the way in the presence of her daughter and only takes off his suit coat. thanks dad

anyway since shuichi has a break coming up, he wants to have a family trip how nice. but then the dang girl wants to go over to see eisuke WHAT when soryu exists and lives a block away? unrelatable, im closing the app anyway eisuke is her first love, which wtf he’s like 20 yrs older than u. even worse, mc says she’s been in love since she was like 3.

shuichi is reconsidering the benefits of democracy in his mind but eventually relents. but then they’re still following the fucc-days rule they set years ago. well, as he says in the story, RULES ARE RULES

blah blah i don’t want to go over everything bc then it’ll be boring reading the story when it comes out in engl right? also im tired bc it’s 1 am and i just want to play toontown in bed but nothing really bad happens. they are a v cute family bc shuichi is a pleasant and mature dad. kikyo and mc even do a little surprise for him at the end and it is very sweet. i feel like out of all the families, this is the most ideal

mad hatter // so they have twin sons named Rui and Kai. Rui is the childlike one that resembles Rhion in personality, Kai is the more mature one that resembles Al. man i forget that boy’s name but u get me i know they only can use stock bgs but it’s killing me that these dang kids get to sleep in what looks like separate king sized beds.

even though rhion is now a father of two, he still acts like... 10. i mean he still horni but it makes me feel weird

later it’s revealed that Ota teaches them both as an art tutor bc they both showed an interest in art. this is cute bc ota is bad with kids in this universe LOL

the ending on this one was weird cuz the kids didn’t show up in the entirety of the last ep bc it was about WORK. so uh... interesting

hikaru // so their son is named akari. haha get it because it means light. like how hikaru also means light. can mc name her kids unrelated to their father or is that against the Geneva convention

this kid actually acts like an actual little boy. like what hikaru would’ve probably turned into if not for the whole sad backstory. the story starts with akari just bringing a dog randomly home one day. he actually saved the dog (it is very cute bc he did not want the dog to cry), and then after a talk they decide to keep the dog as long as akari knows the responsibility of taking care of an animal.

so next day, the bidders come over to their house and everyone’s like woaw a dog. lol they come into their house as guests and eisuke and mamo still demand for beverages, they all suck

akari names the dog... “Light” (Raito) and i want out of this nightmare. Naturally bc Light is an abandoned dog it’s still kind of bad with interacting with things. But then Light suddenly be giving the ( ╹ਊ╹) to soryu bc remember, animals love him. everyone clowns on soryu for being an unintentional dog whisperer and then akari is like “soryu san pls make me ur apprentice” and he gives some advice like approaching it slowly, and talking to it from the front instead of back.

blah blah there’s a situation where Light goes YEET after a Doberman gets all angry and then hides bc then another dog is scaring it. hikaru swoops in to the save the day as the Real Dog Whisperer. ok it’s cute when hikaru actually gets to look cool for once LOL

luke // luke is cute on the bc “pre-story” scene he’s actually pretty open to the idea of having kids; he actually goes “well imo we should think abt it pretty soon, but i wanted to hear ur opinion on it” but then he gets horni. and then he’s like “our kids are going to have your collarbones. awesomeee im looking forward to that” ....ok

ok cut to the actual story and they’re in Japan. Luke’s kid looks... strange versus the others. why are his eyes so big? omg voltage his eyes arent going to be saucers just cuz he half white also the kid’s name is Yuri (Or Urey). They couldn’t think of any other Brit-styled names? Like Harry? Henry? William? Wilfred? hey stan be my princess btw he’s pretty cute, though he gives serious “timid kid that gets bullied in the children’s movie” vibes. He calls Luke “daddy” and mc “mammy/mommy”.

so luke talks about his relationship w/ soryu and eisuke and then yuri is like “i want friends like that” wow cute but also find less ethically-complicated friends

so luke lets yuri meet a young patient of his (haru) so they can be friends. they get along so it’s good. haru gets in critical condition later so luke zooms outta there to do the operation.

LOL but at the end yuri is like, “i want to make more friends. (...) can i go to the bidder’s room from now on?” this boy works fast

And then he’s like “Eisuke-san... please be my friend.” HIS POWER. even eisuke was like :O so then eisuke orders a whole bunch of food and books up to the penthouse. But then yuri’s like “...i like eisuke’s eyes” and everyone’s like oh man that’s gonna be his fetish

Baba: why have u started to have an interest in eyes Yuri: I read it from one of daddy’s medical books Hikaru: wtf u can read that at 4??? (...) Soryu: wat Yuri: um... i want soryu to be my friend too Yuri: bc soryu’s eyes are also powerfully cool...

eisuke // ok this gets an extended ramble bc the more annoying the story the longer i must complain

so you might be thinking, “oh so this is gonna be a flashback in some in media res styled story with your 2 kids, u know in the style of the others” and well, no you just go straight to white screen into the flashback, back when eito was smaller and thus a little more cute. well it’s not really false advertising bc they did say “reminisce” in the description. but i wanted to see eito be a good big brother for a moment! or... less good? man i wanted to see kaito go waaaah like a baby idk i wanted to see him exist

so back to the story they cut to small eito. even as a smaller punk he does fight with his dad a little, just w/ a more narrow vocabulary to work with. tho at this point he’s still pretty sweet so clearly eisuke clowning him day and night was a negative effect on his development. (doesn’t treat his child like a child) (child grows up to a punk that doesn’t respect him) (surprised pikachu) being the son of a billionaire means that this child has to go study at a very young age and listen to MOZART. no child of eisuke ichinomiya will be listening to degenerate bops like lee taemin’s criminal next day they all go to the very fancy school that eito will be attending. eisuke does a speech, but then eito is all like “why is papa over there all the time” in reference to how all the other parents in attendance are having fun with their children, but eisuke is busy talking to other people for business and connections etc. etc. mc kind of has a hard time trying to explain it to eito bc... it’s honestly poor parenting... eiji shows up after arriving late, and he’s like “gramps is gonna be with ya today! instead of papa” which is cute but then she’s like psst thanks for coming and im like oh... so grandpa just didn’t randomly come to the open house for fun he’s just gonna be surrogate dad while real dad is busy... aw... and then at the end eito’s like FUC THIS KINDERGARTEN. eisuke is like “(smh) don’t yell in public. (despite everything) you are still the eldest son of the Ichinomiya family”

and so afterwards it’s clear that eito does not want anything to do with this school. he just sits in the classroom until mc is there to pick him up instead of playing in the courtyard or w/e, wanting nothing to do with the other kids.

so later there’s a hiking trip for the students and both of their parents, and mc asks eisuke if he’ll be available for it. eisuke is like, “i have a business trip that day, so I’ll have to adjust my schedule” and he’s been very busy in the opening of a new business or w/e. mc tells him to not do so much for something like that and that it’s ok if she goes alone with eito on the trip.

it’s the day of the trip, and mc goes alone with eito. she notes that a lot of dads did indeed come along for the trip. she apologizes to eito and says that she did talk to eisuke about the trip before, but he’s simply busy for this day. and im like... but girl, you were the one who told him not to change his schedule for the trip. yes a trip may seem less important than business ventures, but don’t make it sound like you weren’t the one who stopped him. lol. idk why im pressed abt this single line of dialogue bc later she does realize she fucced up there well eito is just like w/e about it and has pretty much accepted that sort of thing

anyway eito goes missing later and one of the kids said that he told eito that his dad (eisuke) didn’t come bc his dad thinks that his work is more important than his son. so eito got mad and ran off somewhere

and then mc finally gets the lightbulb moment that eito... wants to see his dad!! he ran off to go try to see him somehow??? !! wow so sweet

it’s raining like a mf but then in her search for eito eisuke randomly pops out of nowhere. He’s like “ho i did not remember saying that i wasn’t coming” and she’s like “im sorrryyy” and both me and him are like “just find the dang kid”

ok yea they find eito, he starts being a good student, and u start to see where he starts being antagonistic towards his dad LOL etc. etc. lol this story annoyed me so i don’t feel like doing the rest of the play by play orz

anyway thanks for reading my garbage LOL

#kbtbb #kissed by the baddest bidder #spoilers

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a-w4y-w1th-w0rds · 3 years

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Whazzup y'all it's Mod Skye :relieved:

lets get straight to the point so I can go to bed lmao, My names Dice, but feel free to call me Skye!! I started this blog because I was bored I need something to do sometimes, so why not write??

What I'll Write

fluff

angst

nsfw

gore (I can get rlly descriptive um)

hcs

scenarios

imagines but im lazy

aus!!

rarepairz

basically anything just ask idrm

What I won't write

anything that makes me uncomfy

togafuka

junkan

bandaid (sorry bandaid shipperz I just can't)

Izuru x Anyone but ibuki (FSGSG IM BIASED SORRY </33)

gross kinks (omo, scat, heavy bloodplay)

gundham x any character (but x readers are fine)

Extra info idk

I'm the host of a system be nice :gun:

ill draw sometimez

it's starting to bring me comfort replacing some Ss with Zs so sorry lolz

that's all fhdhdj can I get a promo?? sorry im lit rally so tired rn

@hope-kaleidoscope @shsl-idol-imagines @kaito-is-baby @some-dr-writings @overlord-of-ice @danganronpaheadcanons @chalksimaginez @dangan-imagines-drive-thru @truth-and-lies-drv3-imagines @triggerhappyimagines @despairfullyfatefulimagines @hope-bagel-imagines @dangan-meme-palace @dangitdespair @danganronpaximagines

#💎 - Mod Skye

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bionisus · 3 years

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This one will be a bit longer, dedicated to my friend.

This one is life with Gonta Gokuhara. Setting will be the can you and your love live in. Characters will be you, Gonta and your cat.

Here we go.

Y/N “Gonta get up silly! It’s already 10:15 and I need to use the kitchen!”

Gonta “What? Gonta sorry. That not what true gentleman do!”

Y/N “Babe it’s okay. I also slept in, got up like 10 mins ago. Thought I’d let you sleep in after last night!”

Gonta “Yeah that was fun! Gonta like nights like last night. Gonta water plants now!”

Y/N “Okay Gonta, do you want dark roast or cold brew? And how many sugars?”

Gonta “Gonta make own coffee! Gonta has to many additives for you to remember! Gonta sorry!”

Y/N “It’s okay Gonta! Everything’s fine! Okay I’ve made mine! Wait… where’s Momaki?

Gonta “Momaki? Oh cat under the bed!”

Y/N “Okay! Well let’s drive to Okinawa! Might be nice ferry ride! Well let’s get going! You wanna drive?”

Gonta “Yes!”

Y/N “Okay! Im gonna go play some Animal Crossing on our island! Have fun driving sweet love!”

Gonta “Try to find Zucker! Gonta like zucker!”

Y/N “Gotcha! I’ll do exactly that!”

Gonta “Oh and watch after Momaki! Don’t want him sleeping in the windshield!”

Y/N “Okay gotcha! I’ll be doing why you said for the next little bit!”

Gonta “Gonta turn on jazz, Gonta think it relaxing!”

Y/N “Gonta I love jazz just as much as I love you! I’ll be sure to turn it on!”

You turn on the jazz on your 1950’s record player, relaxing as in softly plays and you relax and you start to doze off until,

Y/N “GONTA I GOT ZUCKER!”

Gonta “Awesome! Gonta driving so Gonta can’t look right now!”

Y/N “Right! Well I’ll set it on the coffee table and I’ll let you look later! Im gonna gon-gon-gonna slee-e..

As you doze off Gonta chuckles as he drives onto the ferry and walks over and kisses your head, as you finally fall asleep Gonta whispers,

Gonta “I love you my sweet gem, Gonta think you like a honeybee in a swarm of wasps, like you the sweet within the salt. Sleep well!”

35 minutes pass as you ride the ferry to central Okinawa you wake up as you hear the thumping of the metal ramp against your tires. You wake up in a shock! Checking the time you see it’s almost 3:50! You tell Gonta and he says that you’re being silly. You realize that you are and wake up and water the plants. You call your moms and say hi and wrap that up. You ask Gonta if he wants to call his parents and then you remember they live in the forest off the grid.

Y/N “Where’s the nearest restaurant? I’m starving babe!”

Gonta “Gonta get directions there now!”

So you go to the restaurant and eat. You drive a bit more until you find a beach, you go mess around and meet up with Kaito and Shuichi. You hang out until it’s almost 9 and you go back to the van and get into your pajamas.

Y/N “That was fun want it?”

Gonta “Yeah it was!”

You bring Gonta into a hug and kiss his cheek and lick up the crumbs on his face he says it tickles but you don’t care, you continue and make your way to his lips. You lick his lips and you kiss them. Gonta and you make out, you escalate it and have another risqué night. You are happy when it’s over knowing that it was you’re one and only Gonta.

Y/N “I love you, you silly green haired gentle giant.”

Gonta “Gonta loves you too Y/N. You sweet little bundle of joy”

Y/N “Goodnight my sweet bfg. I love you, millions and billions. Goodnight sweet love.”

Gonta “Goodnight.”

#gonta gokuhara #gonta x reader #gay men #love #sweet #wholesome

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zuffer-weird-girl · 4 years

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Would you be willing to write a scenario about Kai's s/o going in to labor and the delivery? Maybe just Kaito?

Lets give plague doctor more heart attacks :D

Honestly? You deserved at minimun a pat on your back, because carrying a child is not easy... and aparently carrying a Chisaki inside you was equal to hell.

Deadly cramps, torturous nauseas and dear lord even comenting the word 'peas' left you wanting to pull all of your stomach out.... all of this for exactly seven months and a half already.

The baby was surely a fighter. His kicks were dead ass strong and ever time it was a bad one, you would wince in pain while supporting yourself on somewhere.

This baby was going to knock you out at some point...

Ever time Kai notice that this was happening he would place his entire gloved and scold his unborn child.

'Not even in here and are already causing trouble brat? Be good to your mother or we might have trouble.'

It was always in that same no emotions present tone of voice of his but you could see the genuine adoration in those usual cold golden eyes.

Although today you were feeling quite... normal.

No deadly kicks, neither the urge to puke ans surprisingly your feets weren't sore!

What a great day!

You got up from your chair to grab something to eat as you carresed slightly your belly on the way.

Although when you were already half the hall you started to feel dizzy and had to support yourself omwith one hand on the wall.

"Woah not looking great there miss. You good?" You heard Mimic's voice but when you looked down you just saw a black blur.

"Y-Yeah..." you took a shaky step "I guess."

"You guess?" Mimic spoke in sarcasm while Chrono coincidentally entered. Irinaka pointed to you for Kurono to see as he also made a slightly concerned face.

Before the man could ask what was going on, you felt as if a hammer had hit you in the gut while you howled in pain, no longer holding back the discomfort or the recent, unbearable pain.

Chrono and Mimic were immediately on your side when you almost fell to the ground. In your mind passes a thought that scared you to no ends and just to confirm you lowered your hand lower to push it back to see that your terrors were true.

Blood and other fluid... your water bag broke... The baby was coming earlier.

You let out a bloody scream at seing this and another joilt of pain came into you.

"ShIT ShE'S DyInG?!"

"Of course fucking not Irinaka! Shut up!" Chrono went to lend you a shoulder but you stopped him.

"K-Kurono... P-Please... K-Kai.. H-Here." You said between breaths, trying to stal calm since you knew this was going to stress the fuck out of everyone... especially Chisaki.

Hari didn't even objected and ran looking for Chisaki as Irinaka came back into his human form to at least see if it helps.

"Breath chick, you're a fucking fighter to carry that little shit."

"MIMIC!" you shouted and the man apologized at seing the anger in your eyes.

Chisaki was currently looking at the medicals exams of his unborn son along with the first ultrasound picture. The boy was going to be here soon and after a very long time he felt anxious.

He flinched at the way the door of his office hitted the wall as Chrono shouted his name.

"What the hell Chrono? Lost your manners?" He said darkly while placing the documents inside of his drawer.

"(Y/N)." He said while pointing at your direction "She's bleeding."

In one blink of Kurono's eyes Chisaki was already running through the house while placing his mask up.

Shit. What had happened?! Were you okay?!

"Angel." He called, ignoring his horror at seing the state you were in, and kneeled on the floor.

"Baby... coming." You breath out while jolting in pain again.

Damn those contractions

He cringed at your whines but ignored his own discomfort and scooped you up in his arms in bridal style as he shouted for a precept to clean ths mess as long for Chrono to get the fuck in the car.

Mimic swore he saw the walls trembling.

"Count to ten angel." He said monoustly but the way his hands tremble slightly and the hint of desperation in his eyes told everthing.

You screamed as the car suddenly roughly spun aside, the last drop of patience on your husband completely gone.

"WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT CHRONO?!"

"IM SORRY BUT A GUY ALMOST HITTED THE FUCKING CAR AND COULD HAVE KILLED US YOU KNOW?!" Poor Hari was consumed by both you and Overhaul's desperation.

"Oh my god both oF YOU SHUT UP!" You shouted causing both of them to be completly silent all the ride to the hospital.

He was going to talk to you about that later, but maybe it was a understatement since you were giving birth at this point.

Kurono had to hold back Chisaki when a bunch of nurses just pulled you out of Kai's arms and a doctor told him to wait outside.

His wife was giving birth to his soon son and he was supposed to wait OUTSIDE YOU FILFH UNPROFESSIONAL BASTARD?!

When a nurse came to Chrono, asking for him to get out of the room since only it was allowed the father, he arched one eyebrow at her and pointed with his palm at a very furious Chisaki, silently saying 'Im the one keeping the beast calm, you sure about that?'.

The nurse just gave him a apologetic look before, with the nerves on their skin of talking to a dangerous man of the yakusa, calling Overhaul.

The way Chisaki looked at them could be described as murderous and if he had a laser vision quirk the poor nurse would be already dead on the spot.

"I-I'm sorry! But you can enter now." She bowed apologetically while indicating the door for Chisaki.

He didn't even acknowledge her as he entered the room abruptly, ignoring many looks of the doctors and just making a bee line at you.

Despite your eyebags and squirming in pain figurine, you still manage to look angelic... just incredible.

"Angel, it's almost over." He said monoustly, a mix of pain and relief at seing the way you opened your eyes.

"Kai..." you whispered while crying... your hand desperately hilding the bed sheets as you cried out...

"Dad hold her hand!" A male nurse suggested and you almost laughed if it wasn't for the torturous pain you were in.

Someone was trying to give others to Chisaki? Your Chisaki Kai? Great joke.

Chisaki narrowed his eyes at the man befofe cringing at seing you crying again... you were in so much pain but yet refused to just grab his hand because you knew him.

He suddenly left to a quick bathroom and picked a hand sanitizer and a handkerchief.... the scene was almost comic to the doctors and nurses. A soon to be father wipping his wife's hand before holding it onto his gloved one.

"You don't change do you?" You whispered while smilling at him, pure appreciation and love on your eyes as you looked into those beautiful golden ones that you had fallen with.

"Why should I?" He said monotonously but you could see the hints of a smile behind that black face mask of his.

His hand suddenly cracked at your strenght as you turned your head away from him to muffle your screams.

...ouch.

The doctors were surprised because they LISTENED to his hand cracking and he was just... there. He suddenly glared at them with pire hate as his words spilled from his kouth like venom.

"Bunch of incompetents, my wife is having a kid and you just stand there without doing nothing? Move and help her before I lose my pacience bunch of filfh." They flinched before returning to their activities whiel Kai scoffed 'sicks' under his breath.

Your screams had stopped and your grip on his hand released, putting the pieces together he looked up and saw a tiny creature on the arms of one nurse.

"You did it." He amused out loud while you only let out a sleep deprived 'yay' before closing your eyes as you tried to catch your breath.

He picked the handkerchief and wiped your forehead gently before looking down at you.

"You're sweaty..."

"No shit sherlock I just gave birth." You said between breaths and giggles receiving a pinch on your arm along with a scoff of his.

"W-Why isn't he crying?" You suddenly breath out.

Shit. Is true. He haven't heard his son cries. He looked uo already with anger before he saw the doctor bringing a white blanket and handing rubbing the face of your new born to you.

"See mommy? Your baby is fine." He felt butterflies forming inside his stomach at seing the little boy face in contact with yours... you smilling tiredly but still manage to open your eyes to look at your son.

"Kaito... is so nice to meet you.." you teared up at seing your baby for the first time... he had his father looks.

He punched his chest to prevent any hints of despicable tears fron falling from his eyes but it was really damn difficult... Luckily he managed to stay with his stoic face at least.

The moment though he saw you closing your eyes he internally panicked.

"Angel." He grabbed your face and shook slightly, checking your pulse with his other hand and sighing in relief at feeling your heartbeat on his fingers.

"She is just tired, will come back as soon as she recuperates... would you like to hold your son mister?"

He eyed the doctor in suspicion before choosing to only look at his son, eyes secretly telling how much he was willing to do for this little one already.

"Place him on the crib for now. I want my wife to see the scene, she wouldn't leave me alone after knowing that I holded my son without her seing it." He spoke crudely amd coldly at the doctor bit they didn't seemed to mind at first.

The doctor nodded in understatement before placing the kid carefilly down on the crib, right besides Kai as he sitted on the edge of the bed... holding your hand in his gloved ones.

He took a glance at his sleeping son and decided to just carres the tip of his thumb on the chubby cheek.

He swore the kid just smiled at the contact... a simple contact... but it was rather a nice feeling.

"I made this brat..." he mused out loud for himself before smirking down at his son and bringing your freahly washed head to rest on him instead of the pillows of the hospital.

"Welcome to this world... Chisaki Kaito."

#overhaul x reader #overhaul scenario #fanfic overhaul #overhaul #chisaki kai imagine scenario #kai chisaki x reader #chisaki kai x reader #chisaki kai #kai chisaki #bnha imagine #bnha x reader #bnha characters #bnha villains #bnha #my writings #zuffer writings

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