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snivycat-art · 2 years

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..."I wonder what fishes dream about..."... 🌟🐟🌙

#my attempt at art #my art #marvel #moon knight #mcu moon knight #moon #steven grant #no ep6 spoilers here dont worry #marvel fanart #digital art #illustration #happy moon knight eve i post like 5 mins before ep comes out here #i love my dude steven wanted to show him some loveee #ANYWAYS IM SO SCARED FOR THE FINAL EP AHHHH #i hope they don't screw it up 😰😰😰#im rambling and im tired LOL #hope yall enjoy 🥰💖🌙

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soulspice · 8 months

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ventique18 · 10 months

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A dragon 🌸 who just turned 180 y.o. making fun of her 178 y.o. boyfriend.

🌸: "Can you hand me my coat, boy?"

🐉: "Boy? I am NOT--"

🌸: "Uh uh! Don't you dare speak to you senior like that!"

🐉: "You are practically only a few minutes older--"

🌸: "In what world is two whole years a few minutes? Did you sleep through your entire math class?"

🐉: "Well my egg was birthed earlier than yours. That means I am technically older."

🌸: "Did you fail biology too???"

#im so tired i can't even write an essay lol #have malleyuu brainrots instead #i wanted malmal to be a bit older but childish malleyuu is cute too #twisted wonderland #ventique rambles #malleus draconia #malleus x reader

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y-akkun · 9 months

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he's happy and nothing bad ever happens to him

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sapphoscorner · 3 months

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Edit: please reblog this with some information about demisexuality, I did make a mistake here by saying "Cove doesn't understand sexual attraction" he does, so my bad on that part

SO, I usually don't get too involved in fandom discourse, but with how Baxter fans are acting about the loss in the MDDB I snapped and decided we should have a talk.

(This turned out longer than expected so more under the cut. I BEG YOU TO READ THIS AND TOP UNDERSTAND WHERE THE ANGER AND FRUSTRATION COME FROM.

This is all over place, I tried my best to make this as comprehensible as possible)

Specifically I want to talk about this fandom obsession with him and how, is getting to a point where people are legitimately re-writing the game and erasing Cove existence to have this fucking man instead.

And look, I want to say that I get the appeal, I do, but I don't because Baxter's route is genuinely the worst written one out of the three; Compared to Cove's and Derek's (and Derek treatment in the fandom is a WHOLE OTHER ISSUE) is really not. I'm not here to judge one taste, I am here to tell you that your love for him is ridiculous.

It is genuinely ridiculous how much popular he has gotten and so many of you are forgetting about Cove and how important he is to the story, and generally how he is important to a lot of marginalized people. Some of you keep forgetting that Cove is autistic and demiseuxal and that is such a rare representation to see and it is already erased in the fandom (especially his autism), but now is even more erased because people are grabbing everything that makes Cove Cove, and are applying it to Baxter.

That is also not touching the fandom treatment of Derek and how overly criticize his route his compared to Baxter's, like...DEREK'S PARENTS ARE GETTING MORE SHIT THAT BAXTER CANONICAL BIGOTED PARENTS LOL, WHAT IS THIS?? Are you guys serious?? I've seen a fanfic with Irene being transphobic, why the fuck would someone write that when Baxter's mom is right there?

And Derek shitty treatment doesn't end here because people are straight up erasing the guy and not ?? talking about on how well written he is ?? He is not erased sorry, he's forgotten, no one cares about him. And when people care is a) rare or b) so criticize to the point where is no longer a criticism but just you bitching about it.

And it doesn't end there! Baxter is so talked about that people are more interested in him making a cameo in OL:N&F than the main characters of that game, THAT'S HOW THINGS HAVE GOTTEN, We've gotten to a point where people cares more about some white man than Qiu or Tamarack, which are way more interesting than him as characters but neither of them are white skinny man so lol, who cares about them.

AND TO TOP THIS SHITSHOW IT SOMEHOW GETS WORSE FROM HERE BECAUSE PEOPLE DON'T EVEN ARE CARE ABOUT THE INTERESTING ASPECTS OF BAXTER'S CHARACTER!!

Everyone is molding him like clay to create this, confident rich white boy when he is not?? and that's...the whole point of his route?? That he shouldn't need to put up this mask and to actually be a fucking human being?? THE FACT THAT HE IS A QUEER KID WHO HAD TO CUT OFF HIS PARENTS AND HAD TO BE INDEPENDENT FROM THEM AND LEARNING TO NOT DEPENDENT ON HIS PARENTS? (monetarily wise that is)

And like, people forget the man is queer, he is queer, he's a queer person who had to hide who he is to his parents and then had to cut them out for his own sanity, and no one mentions it.

The fandom as a whole erases queer identities,when this game is literally made FOR queer people don't you love it when straight people come into our spaces and erase our identities lol, that is a problem that more people should acknowledge, alongside the fact that Baxter's stans have taken over this safe space, overtook the main love interest, and ignore the genuine interesting aspects of Baxter's character to make him their own little doll they can play with and not appreciate a guy who is trying to learn how to stop being that mask everyone in the fandom has fallen over.

And I know, I know , I will get shit for daring to go against your favorite white boy, but consider that some of us played this game because an autistic character was in it, consider that this game is queer friendly and the fandom is also erasing that queerness to make horny fan fiction**, consider that some of us fond comfort in Derek and Cove's story and now we see everyone overtaking their stories by a white boy (that you can find in every other game), consider that his talk is tiring, consider also the fact that Baxter is technically queer and no one ever talks about it, consider that this game was a safe space for marginalized people and now it no longer feels that way

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**with horny fanfiction I mean people re-writing Cove whole personality (and sexuality if we're being honest here) and making him this...horny big man when...he is not? He got stressed out by simply having to share a bed with MC, he's extremely shy around the subject of sex and he gets incredibly nervous about it.

I personally think that is due of both his queerness and autism (and yeah his personality, but autism affects ones personality so lol, sue me) since demisexuality means he genuinely doesn't understand how people can feel sexual attraction, and mixing that with autism means he probably doesn't understand the SOCIAL pressure around sex and having sex.

Granted that's speculation on my part but as someone who is (probably) autistic and asexual I can tell that, at least a majority feels this way and Cove is literally is the type to have this kind of mentality, he does not understand how Baxter can flirt with him after mere seconds of knowing each other

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artemis-potnia-theron · 4 months

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I've been thinking about how sacred it feels to have shared the same feeling with other Artemis worshipers when it comes to her presence and winter...

Aside from a relatively minor frost association (mostly in regard to crops) I'm not aware of much 'traditional' or historical connections between her and winter. She is the wilds and nature and life itself, in any season.

But yes. Of course she feels like winter. That's her energy. She's that post that was like "nothing will ever love you or hunger for you like winter."

She is solemn and quiet in an ethereal way - the same way snow muffles sound. She is survival. She is a mother bear and her cubs in their den. She is the white breath of birds as they sing. She is deer herds grazing in barren forests.

She is the feeling of warmth in the middle of freezing to death and she is the safety of a fire in the middle of a storm. The tip of her arrow never feels far away while she hunts.

But she is also at the hearth with Hestia. She sits with us through the cold, long nights. She hibernates at our altars, and she feels so warm and close. The connection is raw in a very specific way.

Idk I just love that there was this collective moment between some of us that 'yeah...she's here' the moment winter came. I love that we got to have that feeling.

It makes the ache in my chest for her get especially tight when I think about it. And it makes me miss the seasons of my childhood. Those winters were so holy.

#idk im very tired lol #ramblings #helpol #hellenic polytheist #artemis #artemis deity #artemis worship #artemis devotee #artemis devotion #deity work #deity devotion #deity worship

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mochiiniko · 3 months

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hi!! i found out about you through your 'nicole ting wants to become a guitar hero' mv on youtube, and i stg i've had it on loop for the last couple of days. it's so cool to discover you're on tumblr too! ,,i realise i don't have anything to 'ask' specifically but either way, thank you for being the mvp of cocole 🙏

HI HELLO this means so much to me you cant imagine 😭

ive had the song on loop + the actual video on loop during editing for like 2 months and its a wonder that i didnt get sick of it 💀

usually these kinds of stuff are self indulgent (<- my whole mindset when it came to rd art before the act 5 surge because honestly i was just providing for myself) so i really do feel happy when people appreciate my silly fanart brainrot shenanigans lmao

bonus mini comic because i suddenly remembered that murmurs was one of my inspirations for the mv (???? how did i forget)

anything for cocole nation btw i love yall 🙏

#rhythm doctor #chiimo art shenanigans #drew this instead of sleeping <3 #id usually add ramble tags but im exhsauseted #ehsausted #exhauster #TIRED #from school so im going to collapse now lol #again im so glad you enjoyed the mv!! your ask made my evening :]

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ihatebrainstorm · 29 days

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Ok I got a bunch of work I need to finish but also just need to spitball some long winded Half Life/Portal universe Transformer crossover thoughts:

(Will contain Half Life 1 & 2, Portal 1 & 2, Aperture Desk Job, and ofc TF IDW spoilers btw)

Perceptor fitting as more of a Gordon Freeman role in Half Life's Black Mesa Institute bc he matches the more gritty atmosphere and serious tone of the Half Life games + Both Gordon and Perceptor taking on similar "scientists by trade, but still a competent as hell fighter when the situation calls for it" roles... Their appearances even kinda give similar vibes? But that could just be me

Brainstorm's fascination with the Dead Universe in IDW working well with Black Mesa's dubious research into Xen and all the alien life there- I can see him being incredibly interested in headcrab parasites? But he also sorta matches more with the eccentric type of experiments ran by Aperture Science.. Turrets and portal gun technology seem right up his alley,, (Also not to mention the mantis society human DNA stuff has weird Brainstorm type experimentation written all over it)

Percy working at Black Mesa while BS is in Aperture bc they're rival companies etc. etc. u get the gist hopefully

I need to look at Portal's lore again bc it's been a long while and I don't remember what his story was, but whenever I look at that one photo of Doug Rattman, he reminds me of BS sdkfs

Shockwave and Glados. I know technically Glados and Caroline are separate, but the parallels behind Caroline/Glados and Shockwave's backstories are still there ksdkfsd- What if Glados and Shockwave swapped places actually, and Shockwave were to run Aperture..... hm

Domestication and their parallels to the procedure done by the Combine to create stalkers.....

Whirl having a pet headcrab? Like Lamaar? Maybe?? Similar to his scraplets I dunno

Brainstorm would have so much fun with potato Glados and all the personality cores I think

Rodimus meeting and yelling at the G-man because I think it'd be funny

Brainstorm jokingly speculating that the G-man's briefcase is a plagiarized version of his time-case bc of how he's always carrying it around, able to blip in and out of random portals, as well as control time-

#A completely unorganized collection of random ass ideas surrounding decade old games and random ass crossovers #mainly about BS and Percy bc science stuff and I'm still not sure where I'd place Nautica? Engie Nautica still stuck to my mind #feel free to correct me on lore bits btw lol I can't remember it all fully it's been a while #also sorry if the grammars off.. im dead tired rn and about to take a nap ok gn #random rambles #long text #half life portal and transformers crossover shenanigans

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mblue-art · 6 months

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ough,,,, you givb me lust brainrot,,,,,,, hes jbust a littol guyTM,,,,

-juni

HECK yeah 🫶🫶🫶 good thoughts, i hope ! he deserves to be appreciated 💜

mme whne,when lust sans does anything that's so very him

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#ask #mblue talks #m rambles #he's a leetol guy i wanan kis #want him to feel safe being his silly self around meee #want him 2 b comfortable and safe and happier and loveddd waugh #provide comfort and solace to him #want 2 talk with him lots and be besties and open up to eachother and #and be unapologetically ourselves and accepting of eachother's quirks #have a cute lil domestic life #silly banter and teasing #let him rest his pretty tired little skull beside me while i stare at his cute sleepy face in adoration #careful not to wake him with a cheek caress or a gentle kiss atop the crown of his skull #feeling very rom about him tbh #also want both the friendship and the relationship ykwim #(i think it's funny to me that last year i myself used to feel only platonic for him until i had a character development LOL)#(but im v happy that it happened. happy that friends encouraged and supported)#i love him and i am v gay n bi abt him #yeah i have a lot of emoceans about lust sans can you tell

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madame-mongoose · 9 months

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#me every time i hop in the discord server #not anymore tho im tired of feeling bad today me thinks lol #monnie rambles

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gwyns · 2 months

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E/riel’s really like to use the line in ACOWAR “Elain stepped out of a shadow” before she kills the king. I’ve seen some use that line to prove how Elain will make a good spy.

elain wants to be seen, why would she ever want to be a spy? they don't listen to their fave at all. in that same book, she said that no one ever looks at her, not really. meaning, she's been overlooked her entire life. reduced to nothing more than a beautiful woman with, seemingly, no other redeeming qualities. why would you want her to hide and diminish herself for an occupation that she has, so far anyway, shown zero interest in?

her "fans" only reinforce the negative things antis say about her, especially when they go around shouting about how "pretty women get men to buy them things and real women don't work". they claim to be all about feminism but by saying this, they're basically saying that she's boring and useless and only good for being pretty for a man, that she can't possibly offer anything of value beyond that

we may not know much about elain but what we do know is that she is often kinder than others, she's softer too and has shown she doesn't care for violence in any capacity outside of defending those she loves. she also likes to garden and bake, both of which are not just leisurely hobbies. they take hard work and determination. clearly elain likes hard work and getting dirty when needed, it's just that nobody has ever told her to, or let her do it beyond her feminine activities. stop stifling this woman and shoving her into one box to make her more acceptable for the man of your choosing. if you truly liked her character, you would accept her as in and any choice she may decide to make

#sorry i kinda rambled with this one lol my thoughts are all over the place #i have a lot of feelings about elain and im just tired of e/riels as always #acotar #elain archeron #antielriel #anti e/riel #asks #anonymous

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junebugtwin · 2 years

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you know, it strikes me, that for all her ‘my way or the highway’ attitude, and frustration with others not immediately agreeing with her plans/moral framework- Taylor never asks anyone to do anything that she isn’t going to do herself.

Taylor is not Alexandria- or Cauldron for that matter, even though at a passing glance they share similarities- she’s not willing to let others suffer the shitty parts while she stands aside, smug and with all the cards in her hands.

She holds everyone to the same standards she holds herself.

The problem is that the standards she holds herself at are absolutely bum-fuck wild! She fights Lung on her first night out with an incomplete costume, no lethal weaponry, no martial arts or combat training of any kind, with a power that his almost completely counters! But she heard that he was going to kill a bunch of kids! What was she supposed to do?? Run away all call the PRT like and normal fifteen year old????

Sure Coil has a terrifyingly all-knowing thinker power, millions of dollars, an army equipped with tinkertech, and is literally one of the high ups in the PRT- he kidnapped and drugged a child!!! So what if she could do so many important things with the money she gets doing jobs for him, and so what her literal only friends in the world won’t stop working with him and she’ll inevitably snap like a baby carrot if she’s left completely alone without any anchors??? Did you not hear about the part with the drugged child!!!

Yes of course she’s going to an Endbringer fight even though Leviathan no sells her power and her power is bugs and she has like zero allies and also a grown man is trying to kill her during the Truce! And okay yeah of course she’s going to get up close and personal with the creature that can swat Alexandria like a fly and literally just fucked Armsmaster within an inch of his life- that’s just the decent thing to do!

She’ll work with Lung- even though he publicly, loudly, and clearly announces he wants her dead- and she’ll work with Sophia even though yes technically Sophia did kinnndaa bully her into triggering for literal shits and giggles. She’ll help Eidolon out of a tight spot even though she’s pretty sure that he’s literally part of an evil interdimensional cult full of people who have never heard of informed consent- because, well, Echidna!

Flechette can fuse a literal crossbolt into bone, and Rachel can almost get her captured in the middle of a fight, and Amy can threaten to give her cancer while her spine is broken because she decided to risk her life 1v1ing Leviathan- and okay, she doesn’t love any of that, but she can still work with them- still help them, despite any grievous bodily harm that may or may not have occurred.

She realizes that the chances are so so slim that she’ll survive the fight with Scion- that any of them will- but she still fights with every last thing she has and then some, because that’s just who the fuck she is.

And more to the point- it’s who the fuck she wants everyone else to be too.

#not that this is a good mentality mind you #I just think it's an interesting one #taylors such a fun protag #worm #parahumans #taylor #taylor hebert #skitter #im just rambling about taylor again please ignore this if you're tired of that already lol

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sea-buns · 3 months

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but what if i dont WANNA watch the new d20 ep. what if im SCARED.

#even tho ive shaken off the itchy feelings of the last one i know its just gonna be the same cycle every week #we revisit some trauma. we forget. we return for laughs. it continues.#i mean theres no way im NOT watching it lol #just dont know if i wanna deal with all that when im already so tired. plus i still need to watch the last ap #so eh either today or tomorrow. maybe ill split it who knows what the adhd will decide #dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #sea rambles

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freshmeatz · 2 months

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need everyone to know that my kinito design is a giant pile of nerves cos hes quirky like dat he's got NOTHIN under that goddamned coat you open it up? its ALL SPAGHETTI but whenever he wears something he will LOOK ROUND BECAUSE HE IS TO ME

#im so tired of these twinks sorry lol #reason why is that i just dfont want my interpretation to i guess be misinterpreted cos i guess alot of people cant actually see that #kinitopet #insanity ramble #leech.txt

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ittybittybumblebee · 1 day

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i want to see exactly how many people actually have thought i am for research because ive gotten this quite a few times from different people i just wanna see how far it goes

#please understand while im not doubting so much now im not going to base off everything by peoples perceptions of my online behavior but #i feel like it does give good insight #i just always have a little hesitation in me because i feel like no one can get a full scope or honest picture of myself to Know me enough #to say that i can trust their opinion of me without knowing me enough in that sense #gahh. cuz i always feel like im doing Just Fine Enough i feel normal enough but im not guhh.#GUHHGGGHGH #it literally wouldnt change anything for me. like im autistic . ok! shrugs my shoulders. i cope i cant to anything more to help myself #than that #do u guys get it. do i have to go eat bricks or do u guys get it. my internal struggle. im like sisyphus #i cant trust other peoples opinions of my and i cant trust my own perceptions #while of course self diagnosis is a wonderful thing i dont want to put a name on myself that serves me no purpose #autism is awesome but do i deserve that title when dont feel like i own it wether i am autistic or not #im just so conflicted.#do you get it. do you get me. am i being reasonable . am i just fighting a truth about myself or are my doubts realistic. but the Evidence.#im so tired #i do not wanna b one of those tiktok girlies saying theyr hyperfixated on cooking pasta #Now do you get me #all my long winded rabbit trail rambles out of me before i finally get to my one point condensed conclusion #and now i just cant delete the rest of my tags because of all my time spent on them #enjoy my indentity crisis lol #i Might delete some of these tags later

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vigilbutts · 4 months

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i've been silently stewing on this for A While in my little corner but i wish this community would participate in the "send an ask to the person you reblog this ask meme from" thing that other rp communities do on this site. there's been a number of people i've heard from or noticed being bummed about getting few or no asks for these memes within the gw2 tumblr community, and like... maybe as a community we should go back to following that little rule? just something to consider, perhaps.

IF YOU ALREADY DO THIS OR NEVER STOPPED DOING THIS! THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE! I HOPE YOU GET MANY ASKS! 🥰💕

#just a thing i noticed people stopped doing here a while ago #despite that a lot of the gw2 ask meme prompts also ask that people do this.#and it's slowly gotten on my nerves more and more over time #im also not tired of people complaining about the trend. but that the trend continues to exist to be complained about #ok that's my big spicy hot take #text #just to be clear i am not meaning to attack or single anyone out with this #and like whatever if you dont want to send asks but still rb ask games i cant really stop you lol #it's ultimately not a very big deal!#but it does feel sucky to send asks and be unable to participate in fun community games like everyone else bc you receive none yourself #like seeing 5+ rbs from you on an ask meme and getting a grand total of 0-1 asks feels bad todd #paragraph rambling in tags sorry lmao

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