#it's just yearning tbh

[sapphic-woes]

A/N: Remember the accountant!reader that's really scared of Sevika? Yeah so I did a drabble. Lol.

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You make her feel good. Or at least, she feels something other than the heaviness in her heart.

She doesn't know why.

No, she does–sort of. It's an inkling of a theory, but it's the only lead she's got. It's the fear in those eyes. They flicker and snap the moment she walks into the room.

She doesn't like it, but she relishes in the attention.

It felt good to know her presence made you waver. It felt good to watch you stiffen. To hear you stutter. To know she occupies a part of your mind. To know she means something to you, even if it's negative. 

But still. 

Still. 

She'd rather see something more.

She wished for your eyes to sparkle, for your cheeks to redden and lips to smile–and the mere thought set butterflies loose in her chest, ever beating against her ribcage. 

She doesn't know how to say it. The words are like bittersweet honey on her lips. 

Look at me baby. Just for a little while. 

It's clawing at her chest. It's sinking its hands into her body. Filling her lungs with the muck of her selfish desire. Look at me, look at me, baby won't you rest those pretty eyes on me?

"S-Sevika? If I um, if I did something wrong p-please let me know…"

Those irises. They look up at her and tremble, in tune with the shuddering of your shoulders. Should she bask in your undivided attention? It was easy to get you shivering under her shadow, easier to make that meager body of yours flinch…

Snakes coil inside of her. They eat up the butterflies. Hope is stomped out with Sevika's grimace. It's a wistful dream to think you'd see her as anything more than a killer.

You make Sevika feel good. About herself, about the world, about the dreadful people prowling about the alleys of the undercity. Warm. You're sunlight and daisies. A soothing summer breeze. That's what you are to me. 

Yet it's a painful indulgence she knows she needs to abandon. Especially when nothing good will come out of it.

Won't you love me baby? Take my hand in yours? I want to set out a table with you. Lay my head in your lap and touch the corners of your skin. 

Can I love you baby? Just for a little while?

Sevika grunts to hide her lingering thoughts. She ignores how it makes you wince.

"It's good enough. Now get the fuck out of my sight."

Before I reach out and hold your hand. Before I say words I can never take back.

"Y-yes!" It's a lost cause, loving you. Regardless, Sevika can't keep her eyes off your retreating form until you finally disappear.

#sevika x reader #sevika x you #arcane sevika #sevika headcanon #arcane x reader #arcane headcanon #angst #ig #it's just yearning tbh

[razz-matazz143]

"oh what inspired that work?" "what inspired that poem?" "An old relationship? someone you like?" No actually it's two doomed yaoi characters sorry :(

#goro akechi #joker persona 5 #shuake #akeshu #ivantill #alnst till #alnst ivan #alnst #persona 5 #kavethem #they aren't doomed but they're so oblivious they might as well be tbh #original writing #writing #poetry #prose #creative writing #writers on tumblr #free verse #oh also skk and jonmartin ig #not as into them anymore tho sigh #STOP saying im in love im no tsorry i just yearn

[crystallizsch]

okay hi so listen hear me out

sea snake is a bit too obvious (and too boring)

so i made him based on some kind of lionfish??? (bc something something venomous marine animal) also with a LOT of creative liberties i made with how the fish looks like

let’s also give his fins some rips and tears here and there bc what are the implications of that??? that’s for you 🫵 to decide

anyways chat i lowkey dont know what i was doing

i had no other thoughts but haha funny snake man i turn into fish

#mmm the quality is so crunchy #also his ass is under there i swear #a friend pointed out where it was and i’m just hfjjdjdjd #[— #twst #twisted wonderland #★ my art #twst art #jamil viper #—] #also hey hi tag readers #let's do something fun here #(if you don't like deep water/drowning(?) imagery please dont continue past this 💖) #“dont go near the ocean they say” #“for there are sirens that will compel you with their beauty and their seductive voices” #“however you find yourself being lured in by the sea with an enchanting sound” #“before you knew it you're underwater sinking deeper and deeper” #“despite the water filling your lungs you find yourself still conscious but not in control of yourself” #“as you gaze into a pair of enchanting charcoal eyes” #“this creature... it's a siren. and somehow you can hear its thoughts and commands” #“finally. you. you are the key”' #“the siren yearns to be free from the dreary depths” #“you're human aren't you?” “the siren wants to be human too” “the siren wants to be free” #“the siren tried to hide it but you can feel that it was desperate” #“you /will/ take it onto land” #“you /will/ let the siren be a part of that world... or else” #(idk what im on tbh but mer AU 😔😔😔😔)

[confier-boyfriend]

Mgmmgmmg boys? Extremely intimate kissing? Long cuddles in warm blankets? Wrestling each other on the ground? Boys?!?

#boyfriend yearning hours #btw the colder it gets the more boy crazy I’m going to get. just you wait #mlm thoughts #mlm yearning #mlm #I uh idk about tags tbh

[boytransmission]

Webcam pics

Top surgery fund ⚔️

#sigh. stressful week. man #i’m okay & everything though #queer nsft #trans nsft #bd/sm community #t4t nsft #t4t ns/fw #trans butch #butchfag #butch fag #trans fag #trans bd/sm #trans boy #bd/sm kink #bd/sm blog #bd/sm brat #bd/sm boy #forcemasc #? #i just want the community tag tbh #t4t pup #t4t puppy #t4t yearning #camboy

[quirkle2]

[zombie au] yeagh

#qkdraws #id in alt #zombie au #blood #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho #mp100 #shigeo kageyama #mp100 mob #mp100 shigeo #ur girlie is yearning for the ability to draw sonic characters so while she wallows in her miseries abt That look at this art dump <3 #mobbu ur everything to me #im not totally satisfied w the way i draw him yet tbh. there's smth abt it that's weird #but this is fine enough. i like this one #MOBBU .like if u agree reblog if u agree buy me some fucking cheesecake if u agree #god i want cheesecake . im Cheesecakeless over here #somebody be as ill abt this au as i am .slams my desk somebody cry w me #edit i am very sorry the id doesn't fully show up on tumblr desktop. it's just slightly too long to properly stay open when u scroll #mobile is fine tho i think #art dump ids r harder to keep succinct im sorry if mine r too long. doin my best VGYIEAYIGV

[daddy-long-legssss]

That's Where You're Wrong

"This were the last song we did for it. I think something we've always struggled to do is get a record that– I mean they've all got their own identity but I dunno know ... there's always an exception or something that is leading onto something else perhaps. I guess on the last album it would be 'Cornerstone' and on the album before I guess it were '505' or something. I think this is that song and maybe on this one where it doesn't quite– I mean it fits in but it's got summat else about it. I always wanna do that like get a blueprint and make this album neat and tidy but it never works out being neat and tidy with us."

[x]

#this song i tell you. THIS SONG. it doesn't get better than 'that's where you're wrong' tbh #after 'a certain romance' this is their best album closer (to me) #it's interesting that most of the album closers like 'twyw' and '505' and 'acr' all sound slightly different than the rest of the album #'that's where you're wrong' feels so nostalgia and timeless all at once. it makes me yearn or reminisce on happy memories #it feels like the sunlight dappling along the waves in the ocean. just sparkly and joyful and jubilant. #it's such a phenomenal send off for this album that i love so deeply #arctic monkeys #alex turner #sias era #that's where you're wrong #power balance pavillion sacremento 2012 #arctic monkeys edits #arctic monkeys gifs #alex turner edit #alex turner gifs #my gifs #mine #daddy-long-legssss #sias series

[stuckinapril]

just a girl with her mother’s full lips and her father’s cheekbones and almond eyes that resemble neither of theirs. And the Memories

#I live w him for one summer and then im like oohhhk ok that’s why u guys didn’t work out #I maybe heard “you’re JUST like your mother” 80 times on that trip #I am ………. Tbh #But ugh even if it’s in my blood not to get along w him I still miss him #And miss the capital #I’m yearning so hard rn how do I recover #Might disintegrate w the sheer magnitude of this want. Whatever

[sideblogdotjpeg]

friend suggested hadestown wait for me as a naddpod c3 song. and. man. the PARALLELS. anyway heres calliope as orpheus

#calder is euridyce . obvs #sol can. also be orpheus too tbh. whaddahell #anyway. dont rlly have opinions on the rest of the character ewuivalents #but a lot of the themes. capitalism- losing ur soul to the machine- of course the longing and the yearning for a love lost- and the strings #of tragedy and fate... that shit FITS man. and just generally euridyce/orpheus is SOOO helm of ultrus arc. anyway #naddpod #ba2mia #ba2umia #calliope petrichor #foster naddpod #posts by me dot com

[introcoryo]

coriolanus snow loves in a way that is cannibalistic. it’s primal. violent. consumed by the need to devour you. he loves in a way that has him bare his teeth in perpetuity, content only when he knows he has swallowed you whole. some of it is ugly, obscene, and bestial, some of it is pure and holy and spiritual: all of it is himself.

the blonde convinces himself it’s for good. to protect you. to keep you safe. but when does protection cross the line to become control? to trap you. to keep you for himself. to know that you may never get away from all that is him, as he slowly makes you part of his own self, so much so that you begin losing your identity and your flesh knits with his.

he wants to eat you.

and the closest he can get to that is to graze his teeth across your chest to taste your beating heart. he wraps his hand around your throat, controls your breathing as he pleases. the knowledge that only he can grant you mercy. only he can give you life, or take it away. and you both know he would never choose the latter, as to consume you would mean that your being is tied with his, and wherever you go he will be forced to follow.

it’s mutual and untamed, self destructive yet passionate. the two of you clawing and biting to feel each other. a competition that dictates who swallows up who. it’s hunger that will never be satisfied, and god knows he’s no stranger to that.

as though your name is wrapped around his ribs, melting and flowing through his veins. your bones intertwined, waiting to see who will gnaw at whose heart first. there’s something dark and sinister about it, but isn’t that what devotion inevitably becomes? two lovers so feral that they seek to destroy each other.

“i cannot part with you.” he whispers, “I am you.”

and you have no choice but to be of one another for life.

#tbh this account is just my thoughts and yearning so most of my posts are just. small ideas lmaoo #anyway #this is how i picture being in love with coriolanus #coriolanus snow #tbosbas #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #coriolanus snow x reader

[quirkyenby]

Imagine if QPRs had an entire fiction genre like romantic relationships do.

Think about it: the drama, the identity introspection, the "is this romantic or not" angst, other people interpreting your internal frustration as the denial of romantic feelings when it's so much more complicated than that, etc.

Especially if they come right out and say queerplatonic.

So much creative potential.

#aromantic #qpr positivity #qpr yearning #qpr stuff #QPRs can be just as swoon-worthy as romances tbh #any book or media recs? #i have a novel WIP in the works but still #ahhhh my heart

[shewantsitall]

Sobbing over Mom City bc “you’re not lost you’re just not sure what direction you’re going in yet”

#Georgie is so good #I love her #and also low key Jamie and his funk is relatable af these days #not in the same way #just. #in the way of the funk #just my ramblings #ted lasso #jamie tartt #I just rlly wanna watch some football with some friends tbh #it wouldn’t fix me but it def wouldn’t make me worse #I think it’s the summer #I’m Yearning #like. spring football is fun and Less Hot but… SUMMER #I’m ready for a break

[anotherqueersnailowner]

literally all I want is a qpr is that so much to ask

#aroflux #qpr #queerplatonic #alterous yearning #alterous relationship #arospec #aromantic #aro #tbh even just a fairly closeish friend would be great

[elderwisp]

another before and after of this post

lately i've been adding a lot of foreshadowing in my post idk for funsies. i also love pushing relight to get really sharp shadows. however, in the first photo i needed to work some photoshop magic. as for drawing, i tried to doodle in like glistening tears. this post i tried aiming for like an old hollywood-esque vibe and yeah! fun tings!

#i went in with the mindset that this wouldn't be a low exposure photo but tbh i was sold in the first photo #low exposure idk just gives me a sense of yearning or nostalgia #before and after

[angelst4t]

i don’t flirt, i just stare at you with my big brown eyes after infodumping about spn for an hour straight

#tbh that’s a thing i miss about being in a relationship just being able to talk to someone daily without feeling so awkward #OUGHHHHH #mlm #autistic mlm #t4t #nblm #achillean #t4t mlm #mlm yearning #nblm post #nblm yearning

[gellavonhamster]

Between writing another fic and ordering the first part of the Heroines novel in French, I feel very normal about One Piece

#no regrets tbh. for the past few years i haven't been writing as often as i once used to so experiencing this rush again feels great #perhaps after i'm done with this one i'll even be able to harness this energy to continue that musketeers fic i started last year! #or. like. anything else that isn't just yearning! at the marine base #as to heroines - well i wouldn't be doing this if a translation into english or russian or latvian existed #but it's always good to brush up my french! whatever i still remember of it #talk talk talk #gella talks one piece