Tumgik
#jesse mccree imagines
nori-writes · 1 year
Text
Ramblings
Tumblr media
Cole Cassidy x Reader
Hanzo Shimada x Reader
Summary: Reader rambling on about an interest of theirs while they realise that their lover hasn’t responded to them in a minute to stop and find them in awe at how adorable their rambling was.
W/C: 350+
A/N: This is completely self indulgent. I was in class with nothing to do and I thought about this and wrote it so here we are, enjoy <3
Cassidy
Tumblr media
Cole’s a talkative guy who loves to go on and on about things himself so when he gets to see you do it as well his heart swells at the sight.
He’s so glad that there’s something that you find this much passion in and that you’re comfortable enough to ramble on to him about all these things.
While you’re normally going on about these things though he’ll usually reply to some of the things you say instead of purely listening to let you know that he’s still there.
When you realise he’s stopped replying you turn to look over at him, worried that you might have bore him
Nope.
He has his head propped up by his hand on the table and he’s smiling that same warm, endearing smile that you had fallen in love with all that while ago.
“Gonna keep goin’ sweetheart?”
It wasn’t really a question, more of an encouragement.
Of course you obliged.
Tumblr media
Hanzo
Tumblr media
Listening to you is a normal thing for him, though that doesn’t mean that he enjoys it any less.
It’s something that he relishes, like Cassidy he loves to see that there's something you’re passionate enough about to open up like this to him.
He definitely asks himself what he did to deserve you.
He’ll just sit while doing something like cleaning his bow.
You are his favourite thing to listen to especially while doing menial tasks.
He’ll occasionally let out hums of acknowledgement to let you know that he’s still listening to you.
Sometimes he’ll put down what he’s doing just to get a good look at you.
He loves seeing the way your eyes seem to have this sparkle while talking about your interests.
Soon a small smile will develop onto his face while he admires you.
You realise how awfully quiet he had been when you stop to check on him and you’re met with him looking lovingly at you with the smallest but most loving of smiles on his face.
“Why’d you stop?”
You shook your head at his question with a grin on your face before returning to the topic you were talking about.
Tumblr media
I literally love them. Anyway, if you enjoyed my master list is here 💜
491 notes · View notes
Note
UH HI TELEPORTS BEHIND YOU.
would u be willing to write reader comforting cassidy. my mind is set on “i can fix him” mode rn i need to hold that man
HAHA certainly, I’ll give this a shot :]
Comforting Cassidy
Mind you, Cole Cassidy is far from being a dependent man. He enjoys his life and how far he’s come, likes what he’s got going. Gets a kick out of being a hero, really, even if that is a bit selfish
But that doesn’t mean things don’t get to him every now and again
A reputation can be a man’s greatest curse, and Cole has quite the ledger dragging behind him.
As much as he leans into the things he does now, figuring himself a better man— though a lot harder than robbing banks, he’d often say. But that just meant the work is worth it— the past never quite lets go, even if he did.
The Deadlock gang was just becoming more of a nuisance every time they happened to find him. He couldn’t help a smile for the nostalgia, but as time ebbs on it starts to get old
His involvement with Blackwatch wasn’t entirely his fault. At least, not in terms of all their wrongdoings. He just wanted to do right, but Reyes turned out to be quite the conflicting role model
And then Overwatch ended up disbanded after he’d already walked out. It’s what the world had wanted, apparently. Every news story preached about the fall of these “terrorists”, something he took to heart a little when his name kept getting used as one of the bad examples.
He knew he hadn’t been the best person. He couldn’t deny the things he did, but that’s why he had come to Overwatch— to try and make up for those things by enacting Justice for others.
So while he’d been doing a whole lot of trying for the last several years, he sure was getting a whole lot of shit for it. Still. Even when he was beginning to believe his good deeds were finally outweighing the bad.
So, yeah, it got to him sometimes. A recent headline, CRIMINAL MISTAKENLY EXPOSES JUNKER HEIST, ESCAPES POLICE SHOOTOUT — which was no accident.
He’d slipped a tip to the head chief when he’d run into the man at a bar, having intercepted a call between some other wanted felons. There was a literal recording of the conversation in the envelope he’d left— what part of that was “mistaken”?
When their troops didn’t arrive, Cassidy took it upon himself to hold them off until they finally realized he wasn’t bullshitting. Yet when help finally came, he was roped in with the bad guys, and he was shot at.
Adrenaline and frustration makes for one hell of a drug. Even through the fray, he didn’t stop taking down the junkers until he was positive the police could handle what was left of them. Then he fled.
He’d had to take off his hat and wrap it carefully into his serape, ducking behind a dumpster just around a building to tie his hair up— then glancing down to realize he’d been shot through his side— and slipped away from the scene through an alley. He held the bundle of red cloth between his arms like a football, covering where he’d been hit.
It was a lousy disguise, but the hat made for a pretty recognizable target when he’s being pursued. Hiding it lowered his chances of being approached, despite the soft clanking of peacekeeper in its holster.
So he’d managed to limp all the way back home, a temporary apartment just in the outskirts of the city. Your car was parked by the curb across the street— home early. Damn.
He came inside and you greeted him as normal, but noticed quickly the hard look in his eyes and the sweat on his brow. There was a scrape in his prosthetic, a dent in the armor of his chest, and a growing dark spot in the bundled serape.
Your worrying was always endearing, he just hates being the cause for your fret.
“I’m alright, pumpkin, just had a bit of a tussle-“ he’d try to tell you gently, a blatant lie that sank like a rock in his throat when you’d spotted the bullet wound.
You hurried him to lay on the couch, fetching some medical supplies you kept under the kitchen sink. Treating bullet wounds was a skill he’d had the misfortune to teach you, this wasn’t anywhere close to the first time he’d been shot since he met you and it absolutely wouldn’t be the last.
He could do it himself, but you had more careful hands than he did.
You demanded to know what happened, and he gave you the rundown. He always made sure to reiterate these encounters as if he were telling an exciting story, glorifying his actions like he were some kind of superhero.
This often lessened your concerns, but you still didn’t like when he gets hurt. You weren’t going to try and convince him to stop, though— you knew he was likely going to remain on this road until something eventually gets in his way
And then you asked a question he most commonly lied about.
“Are you feeling okay?”
Thus his default response, “Course I am, darlin’. Why wouldn’t I be?”
A soft smile, and a kiss. But you always had your suspicions that he didn’t want to be open about what was really going on in his head.
Surface level, he really was okay. He didn’t need to talk about this things, what did it matter if he knew he’d never be deterred?
But a couple hours later, seeing that damned headline from the events of today, you actually caught his solemn sigh from where he sat at the edge of the bed, glaring into the screen of his phone that was far too bright this late into the evening.
You caught sight of the large capital letters and his troubled stare, but the screen went black and his gaze softened the moment your hand touched his back
“You’re allowed to be upset.” You told him, “You’ve got no reason to pretend around me.”
“Caught me, huh?” He offered half of a smile, but it was tired. He couldn’t meet your gaze anymore.
You pulled him to face you, embracing him as tightly as you could, and told him that he was a good man. He hugged you back, though far more gently than the way you tried to squeeze him
He would chuckle to you, “I know, I know,” then wait a couple moments before finally giving in, starting with a defeated, “…it’s just…”
He rambled a bit about his frustrations, and how conflicted he felt about himself at times. He knew he was doing the right thing, but what was most important was if he felt it was worth it— right? Was it worth it?
You would assure him that, yes, he’d done more than enough. He should do what makes him happiest— only to have him make a sappy joke about being with you in response.
“I’m serious.”
Another sigh, he sinks into your hold. “Yeah, yeah… I hear ya.” it was just hard not to deflect.
He felt your hand come up to his head suddenly, and you thread your fingers through his hair to pet him.
He melts. Comically, he pushes all his weight on you until you’re forced back onto your elbows, his face in your chest. He’s happy to hear your laugh
You both get into a more comfortable position, but you keep combing your hand through his hair. He has your waist trapped in his arms, sealed against him, and his eyes are closed.
“Y’always know what to say,” he murmurs eventually, “my lil’ corner of good in the world. How’d you manage that?”
“I know you. It’s not hard to guess.” You tell him, “And… you don’t owe me your thoughts Cole, but I hope you know I’m here for you. You can always talk to me, you know?”
He takes a while to finally nod against you, a grunt being a weak acknowledgment that he understood. “Jus’ hard, a bit. But I gotcha.” He presses a kiss into your jaw.
“We’ll get there.” You say patiently, and he grins.
He wasn’t a dependent man, but damn it all if he didn’t enjoy leaning into you like this sometimes. With you, he knew he’d do better for himself too.
352 notes · View notes
l0serloki · 1 year
Note
bro i’m not even gonna anon idc, can i ask nicely, kindly (only if you want to ofc) for cassidy being jealous?
tysm <3
Tumblr media
Jealous OW Character HCs
(Cassidy, Moira, Kiriko, Hanzo)
CW : GN!Reader, mentions of anxiety (Kiriko), Hanzo with some control issues (not overbearing though, dw)...
A/N : SAY LESS!!! I got you ;^)
Cassidy : 
I feel like he won’t outright admit it but you can definitely tell
“I ain’t even jealous. Don’t got a single jealous bone in my body.” (He proceeds to glare at the man who just talked to you)
He gets pretty handsy when he’s jealous and will butt into the conversation you’re having
“Yeah.. Well I need Y/N! Do ya mind?” (They better not mind if they don’t want a fight)
He drags you off and just talks about random stuff to fill the awkward silence. He does NOT wanna talk about it.
“You were jealous.” “Nah. You can kiss me to make up for it though.” “I swear to god Cass-”
Just kiss him and make him feel special LMAO
The new recruit kept going on and on with praises and thank yous for saving his life. You waved them off, saying it was just all part of the job. You could tell he was a little awestruck, still being new to the job. You had been kind enough but he was getting a little annoying. Thankfully your hero in shining cowboy boots was here for the rescue.
“Do ya’ mind? I need to take Y/N. Mission talk and all that.” Cassidy raises an eyebrow at the guy, waiting for a response. The kid puts his hands up in defeat and murmurs a no. Cass just hummed in acceptance, hand gripping at your wrist. You could only grin when you saw the red flush of his face, pulling you out of the room. 
As soon as you were out of hearing distance, you began teasing the man. 
“Is someone embarrassed and jealous? Think some recruit is gonna beat my love for you?” You rubbed circles in his hand as he scoffed in denial.
“Nah, I’m always better. And I am not embarrassed! Or jealous for that matter! Now.. Give me a kiss. I love ya’ too!” 
Moira : 
My gal’s a MENACE
“Oh.. Is this your.. Friend?” She looks them up and down and gives them the most disgusted look.
You have to smack her in the side to behave and she just rolls her eyes
“I was just trying to make conversation, dear.” 
The person walks away and Moira just continues to ask questions about them, moreso concerned as to why you would talk to them.
“Baby, I’m not some god-” “You could be though.” “For the last time I’m not doing that experiment!”
One of Moira’s lab assistants had brought her younger sister in for the day. You had done whatever you could to appease her curiosity and keep her entertained while the other two were off doing lord knows what. 
“So then you-”
“Who.. is this? A friend of some sort?” Moira’s voice boomed from behind you, making you jump.
“Moi! You about scared me to death. This is your assistant's sister. She was just visiting the lab.” You explained and the woman nodded. 
“Yes, well, dear girl, your sister is already on her way to the car. You best be off.” Her demanding presence made the other girl quake, practically booking it.
Your girlfriend turned to go brew herself a coffee, letting out an awkward cough.
“You are worth more than just being a measly tour guide, you know. You should’ve told me that little mouse was on the premises.” 
You could only roll your eyes at her protectiveness, sighing. 
“Moira, there’s no need for that. She was kind! I am not THAT special.” 
“Then you do not perceive what I do, dear.” Her genuine smile lit up your heart, leaning in to give her a kiss.
Kiriko : 
She’s not THAT jealous but you can tell she’s a little put off
She acts normal and nice but the second they walk away she’s gonna be all over you
“Kir, not here.” “Oh please, they need to know their place.” (Sly bastard)
She definitely won’t let the two of you move until she gets a bunch of kisses ;^)
“See, it was that simple babe!”
The festival was packed and you shuffled between the people in search of your girlfriend. You felt the anxiety wavering at your body, pulling off to the side.
“Oh dear, are you alright? Can I get you a drink?” A younger woman at the stall next to you questioned, her eyes softening. You nodded at the generosity, thanking her as she passed you some water. 
“Y/N! Oh, Y/N! I thought I lost you there. Are you alright?” Kiriko had pushed the woman out of the way, checking to see if you were okay. You nodded and sent an apologetic glance to the other woman. She just shrugged and smiled, continuing to selling her vendor foods. 
Kiriko’s eyes gazed between the two of you and shook her head, hands rubbing up and down your arms. You could tell she was a little offput by the woman, hands gripping at you a bit tighter than usual. 
“Iko, why don’t we go home?” You whispered and she nodded, lips melting to your cheek.
“Anything my little troublemaker wants.”
Hanzo : 
“I do not get jealous, you belong to me.”
He tells himself that and then five minutes later you find the other guy with a black eye
“I know you beat him up.” “You are losing it.”
I feel like Hanzo has a lot of control issues, not in an obsessive way, he just really doesn’t want to lose you. He will do whatever it takes to keep you safe!
Just have a conversation with him in bed, he’ll admit to it while he’s tired. Otherwise, good luck getting it out of him!
“I don’t know what you mean.” Hanzo’s gruff voice lilted in denial, face scrunched in anger. You could only snort, hand rubbing against his bicep. The whole night he had refused to admit that he was jealous. You were having a casual conversation with Cassidy when he had gotten back from his mission, waiting in the corner for you to be finished. Truth be told, it was more like pouting in the corner from lack of attention. Usually when he had got off the jet you were waiting like a puppy to pounce on him - but not this time! 
“You just wanted attention and were jealous of Cass!” You teased at him again and he rolled over, back facing you in the bed. Running your hand across his torso, you snuggled into the taut muscles.
“I don't need attention. I was not jealous.. Just.. Waiting for you to be done.” He murmured, voice tired with defeat. You only hummed, smirk getting wider.
“Whatever you say, Hanzo.”
772 notes · View notes
overwatchfics · 2 years
Note
Can you do more relationship fluff HCs with blackwatch and fem s/o? I love your other blackwatch work! Thanks!!
Blackwatch Fluff HCs
Genji
Genji loves to go out, but in his Blackwatch era the days of arcade games and goofing off are at an all-time low
However, he loves to hike.
He feels in his time of getting used to a cybernetic body, he has lost touch with himself.
Being out in nature helps him find peace whereas being in Moira's lab cannot
He doesn't really camp and spend the night too often though with you he'll pack a couple hammocks and find a nice campground
He'll pull you in with him a set you in his lap and pull out a book all while having his arms around you
Occasionally if you're cuddled against his chest, he'll pull you up to kiss you, and he'll have his body cybernetics heat up to keep you warm if the day grows cold
Genji doesn't necessarily eat, but Angela made it so he's able to enjoy small amounts of food
This means S'mores!
He enjoys them, but he likes feeding you them and laughing at the chocolate and marshmallow mess on your face
you did the same to him and it was one of the first times you've heard him laugh whole heartedly and man was that a majestic feeling
On the side, another hobby he's picked up is wood carving
Genji loves to make little statues for you, whether it's of dragons or foxes and if you're lucky he'll make a little inscription
Tumblr media
Cassidy
Doesn't really have technology, but he does own a Wii?
Wii sports date night with the cowboy who's weirdly good at Wii bowling
Cassidy jokingly calls himself a gamer, but even a junker with -1 braincell could see he's not
The moment you buy Mario kart Wii and beat him over and over he's on his KNEES begging to play something else
REFUSES TO PLAY RED DEAD REDEMPTION NO MATTER HOW GOOD THE GRAPHICS ARE
Like I said in other post, while He can't barbeque his specialty lies in making comfort foods like corn bread, BBQ beans, mashed potatoes, and a basic pan seared steak.
On days your sick he'll whip up a hot tomato bisque with some bread on the side
Cassidy would love if you'd join him in the kitchen, meal preparation is always a pain in the ass
Going out, another thing he likes to do is go to carnivals, though he hates rollercoasters of any kind
He just likes showing you all the cheats to the unwinnable games
Not because he's scared, he just gets sick on them very easy
ok fine he's scared, I tried to cover for him but no he's a scaredy cat
If the day is free and slow, he's totally ok with chilling at home and holding you on the couch
Beware his beard tickles you during most kisses
Likes to wrap his poncho around you and put his cowboy hat on you
Definitely can't resist to kiss you when he sees you in his clothes
matching western outfits YES!
Tumblr media
Moira
Such a weeb, and you'll know it after many nights in her lab
Watches anime while doing trivial experiments or documenting her results and she'll have you right there with her
When she goes home, she takes you with her and in all honesty she way too tired to cook so expect some take-out and a bottle of wine
Dinner is usually pretty animated; home is a place where she feels open to talk to you about her frustrations and excitements and she knows you'll listen and take to heart what she says
Make-out sessions with wine-stained lips, moira's pretty saucy milf don't sass me anon
Her corrupted hand pains her though she doesn't show it in front of others
Having you near her helps distract her form the pain ahd you and turn just puts some heat packs in the microwave and hold them against her arm
Occasional affection, but not much and that mostly stems from her fear of hurting you
Won't hesitate to kiss you though
absolutely no PDA
Long chess matches, she likes to play wits against wits
insert another wine-stained make out session here after you lose a match
her haughtiness after a winning makes her this way
She loves to style hair; it helps her unwind and she's rather good at it
same goes for nails, honestly, I can't paint nails for shit, but know that moira can and she will do yours in a heartbeat
SPA DATES
I have this image of moira with a cucumber mask and i can't get it out of my head god damnit
Tumblr media
Gabriel
Big man. big arms. big cuddles
Sparring matches at HQ! Helps burn off energy and Afterwords he likes to head home with you
karaoke night, he probably finds some songs to sing in Spanish to woo you
Definitely a dancer, and won't take no for answer if he drags you out onto the floor
His thighs save lives
pulls you into his arms and sways to the beat
Twirls then dips you (the crowd gasps)
type of guy to have a rose in his mouth tbh
On the drive back he' gets drive thru and you two are laughing your asses of on the standup comedy radio
Gabriel occasionally takes you to this seaside cliff where he goes to contemplate and reflect on his decisions.
It's late at night and with the bags of fast food in his hand and a flashlight in the other he takes you to the top.
Once Gabe finds the spot, he finds the remnants of an old campfire and starts a fire and a couple worn plastic chairs are already set around the fire
You two are chowing down on fast food burgers and fries, and he reaches over with one arms and pulls you to his side
After finishing he puts out the fire and the stars become clearer than ever and looking over the cliff, the waves glow blue with bioluminescence
Gabriel smiles warmly at you and wraps an arm around your waist and brings his lips to yours
His kisses warm you up as the ocean breeze blows past the two of you
Tumblr media
A/N: Not as much as the last one, but I pulled what I could from my brain to write more for the Blackwatch crew
Have a request? Put it in the Request box and don't forget to check the rules!
611 notes · View notes
sheep-and-lykos · 6 months
Text
Downfall: Werewolf!Blackwatch!Jesse McCree x Fem!Reader
Tumblr media
Chapter 7: What Big Claws You Have
"To lovers, the moon is a thing of beauty; But, to this man, it is a deadly curse." ~ Wolfman Jack
Tumblr media
“McCree!” Reyes called out for him.
The night ops commander tried to grab onto Jesse’s arm as he fled, barely managing to snag a hold of the cowboy’s bicep by the skin on his teeth just before the fabric slipped from his fingertips. Jesse fled down the hallway, scrambling around the corner quickly and retreated back to his room. He could hear Reyes calling out for him, telling him to hold up, but Jesse needed to flee.
He nearly slammed against his door, hand shaking as he punched in his room’s pin number and almost fell inside when the door parted.
He felt like he was going to vomit.
He pressed his back against the door, hands flat on the metal and head pressing painfully against the cold slab of sliding steel. The room was spinning, tilting with every blink he rapidly took, the corners of his vision were starting to get a little dark. His eyes had started to sting again, the burning sensation flaring with every move his eyes made just like they did moments ago in front of that plant in Moira’s office.
He could feel the contents of his stomach bubbling, he could feel his organs twisting into sailor knots. His chest was tight, it felt like his ribs were going to all pop apart if his chest squeezed any tighter. It felt like he was getting pinned under Reinhardt’s hairy and very sweaty body again but ten times worse.
Jesse stumbled away from the door, barely able to catch himself on his dresser’s edge as his legs nearly gave out from under his brawny weight. His hands clawed at the roughened wood, worn from him carelessly tossing things like his gunbelt to bottles to his heavy ass armor onto it. He pushed himself up, forearms flexing as his back started to burn from the stretch of his muscles.
A low, pained groan forced its way past Jesse’s lips, his mouth hanging just barely open as his temples throbbed.
What the fuck was that plant?
Was he poisoned?
Jesse’s eyes fluttered open, wincing at how much the room was still spinning. He felt like he had just downed an entire bottle of the cheapest liquor the harsh American desert could off, something that could really cut through just about anybody with just one touch on the tongue. His stomach curled and coiled like it had just happened, too, acting as though it could purge itself at any second now.
Jesse forced himself to stand up on wobbling legs, leaning himself off of his dresser until he managed to stand on his own two feet without falling over. His steps were messy, heavy and slow like he was trying to walk on a tightrope to his bed. It looked like a cloud sent straight down from heave in his eyes.
Sleep.
That’s what he needed: Sleep. He would sleep and he would feel a whole lot better when he woke up.
It felt as though time had dripped on like hardened honey, every step felt like it took forever in his distorted vision until he finally reached his bed.
He collapsed against it, legs giving out on him once again as he basically fell face first against the covers. His body felt suddenly warm all over, the thick flannel beneath him cradled him like he was a baby, softly soothing his hazy mind until it had switched off to darkness.
Tumblr media
Jesse suddenly opened his eyes. He was freezing cold, almost as though he had been dunked in a bath of ice cold water just to wake him from his slumber.
Except, he wasn’t sure he was sleeping… At least in his bedroom.
Jesse’s eyes opened up to see the stars above. Trees had speared upwards toward the sky from the corners of his vision, tall pines like spikes against the night blue sky. The full moon sat directly over his head, shining brightly, burning at his eyes the more he stared up at it.
He sat up with a short shout, his bare hands snatching up the soft grass that pillowed beneath him. He rubbed his arms against himself, hugging his body as it shivered in the night’s cold kissing breeze. Looking down, Jesse found that he was not in the uniform he was wearing just as he collapsed on his bed; Instead, he was in his usual sleepwear consisting of a well worn t-shirt and thin flannel sleeping pants. No wonder he was fucking freezing.
Jesse looked over his shoulder, doing his best to ignore the biting cold and how his breath puffs out like smoke before his eyes, looking along the trees that surrounded him as though they would suddenly produce answers with worried eyes. How did he get here? Why was he in different clothes?
Was this a dream?
Jesse felt his heart pounding all over his skin, his ears were full of static as his blood roared in his veins trying to keep him warm. His fingers were starting to feel a little tingly as he tucked them under his armpits for extra warmth.
He had to get out of here… wherever here was.
Jesse finally found it in himself to stand, his legs wobbling as he slowly stood up. He winced at the tightness all over his body, his joints popping and his head started to throb at the temples again.
He started for the trees, managing to get past an overgrown root poking out of the earth when he felt something shift in the air.
A branch snapping somewhere in the woods had Jesse turning on his heel, eyes pinned on the direction the sound had come from just on the other side of the clearing. It didn’t take a second glance to see a single yellow eye cutting through the darkness to scare the shit out of him. It felt like he had just been drowned in another ice bath just from looking at that one eye sitting amongst the tall pine trees.
He watched in horror as a large dog-like foot broke from the darkness and stepped into the clearing, dark claws churning up the dirt and grass as it put its full weight onto it. It slowly stepped out into the clearing, the rest of its body slowly being exposed in the pale moonlight. Jesse backed up further into the trees himself, for the one step the monster took towards him he took five back.
It looked a lot more different than their meeting in Washington.
It looked sickly. Its fur was matted and caked in what Jesse could only describe to be dry blood and possibly pus. Some parts of its body were hairless, completely missing patches while others had thinning fur across the skin, almost as though it had mange. It looked a lot skinnier and more lanky like it hadn’t been eating. There were more scars on its body, especially its face. The muzzle on that thing had horrible scratches carved in, some of its fangs were missing as it snarled at him in the trees. But it was still missing its eye and Jesse could spot the bullet he had shot into its shoulder just barely missing where the throat began.
Jesse nearly choked on his spit as it just stood there watching him. Why wasn’t it attacking him? Why wasn’t it trying to maul him like it did just last month? Why wasn’t it trying to finish the job?
Instead, it just continued to look at him with that fucking creepy ass eye that Jesse really couldn’t look away from. He knew the second he would look away, something would happen.
Jesse found it suddenly hard to breathe the longer he stood there glaring at the beast in front of him. He wasn’t freezing cold anymore, in fact, it was the opposite. His skin felt as though it was burning in the sun despite it being nearly pitch black where he stood.
And then he felt his heart sear inside of him.
Jesse choked on his breath, eyes widening as the air had been suddenly sucked out of his lungs. He tried to shout in pain only for nothing to come out. It felt like he had been stabbed in the heart, right in between his ribs as his lungs ached like they had been punctured. His legs gave out under him, falling to his knees as one of his forearms caught him before he faceplanted into the plush grass. His fingers snatched up the grass, tearing it from the hardened dirt as his back arched and his mouth hung open in a silent scream.
Another throb of his heart, another stabbing feeling-
But this time, Jesse found the air to cry out in agony.
Tumblr media
He felt miserable.
Gloved fingers rubbed at exhausted eyes, pinching at the space between his brows as a soft groan emitted from the back of his throat. His mouth was drier than the dusty desert he once called home, his head was foggier than a night on the beach after it rained. There was still a dull pounding at the back of his skull, his temple still flared with pain when he grit and ground his back teeth.
The noises of the mess hall only made it worse. All of the talking and laughing and the scraping of metal utensils on ceramic plates, it grated at his ears and dwindled down his thinning nerves. Why did everything feel so loud all of a sudden?
Jesse pulled his cup of scalding hot coffee closer to him by the rim, nearly splashing out the dark liquid from how rough he was. Coffee was probably the last thing he needed right now save for the cigarettes he had just smoked right before coming in here, but he needed something to keep him up after the nightmare that had woken him up in the middle of the night.
It felt too real for comfort. Jesse swore he could still feel the stabbing pain in his chest whenever he would move a certain way, especially when bending over.
He blinked slowly, moving his hand away from his face as he looked around the mess hall filled to the brim with Overwatch agents. He knew most of them, obviously, but it felt like there were more packed in today than ever. He could make out the few key members mingling with the regular soldiers, but he couldn’t quite make you out in the crowd just yet.
Jesse raised the mug of blazing hot coffee that was literally just made not even two minutes ago to his lips and knocked back at least half of the bitter goodness before setting his mug back down on the table. His throat burned but he really didn’t care. He needed to be awake; If he was awake, he wouldn’t have nightmares like last night.
Right?
Jesse raised his mug again, quickly swallowing the rest of its contents before placing the mug back down and leaning back in his chair, pushing the empty mug to the center of the table to deal with later.
His eyes wandered to the long line for food only getting longer as most of the soldiers went back for seconds by this time - Reinhardt was probably on his fourth plate by now. His stomach turned and twisted at the sight of steaming hot food piled onto plates. He felt ravenous as though he hadn’t eaten in days, but just the thought of eating made him feel sick to his stomach. The smells alone really weren’t helping him at all, but the coffee machine in the Blackwatch wing was currently out of order.
Some of the smells toyed with his nose, smelling like heaven served up on a silver platter. He wanted to so badly devour something right now. Maybe a steak, bloody rare with mashed potatoes and green beans. Just the thought of a big juicy steak made his mouth start to water. The thought of a blue rare steak briefly crossed his mind.
Another mug of steaming hot coffee was placed right in front of him by a gentle hand. Following the striking blue Overwatch uniform sleeve up, Jesse found you attached to it. You had your own cup in your other hand, a soft smile spread across your face.
“Mind if I sit with you, cowboy?” you hummed.
“Please,” Jesse’s voice was soft, barely audible over the ruckus that surrounded you both.
You sat across from him, stirring your coffee with a spoon as you eyed him with worry painted on your face.
“Didn’t sleep well last night?” You weren’t there, you were on a later shift stuck doing paperwork all night long. Jesse missed your presence in his room, in his bed. His heart sank when he woke up and you weren’t there pressed up against him. “Do you wanna talk about it?”
“I had a bad dream,” he shrugged.
“You’ve been having those a lot lately. Did you tell Angela?” You hesitated before asking the question you knew he wouldn’t like. “Moira?”
Just hearing that woman’s name made Jesse’s skin crawl. He still couldn’t get over what happened yesterday. He spent a good ten minutes looking in his bathroom mirror when he woke up, staring intently at his eyes to see if they would do it again but they never did. What was that fucking plant and why did it do that to him?
“No and hell no.” Jesse sipped at his coffee. “Angela’s busy, I don’ wanna bother her.”
“She’s worried about you.” You stopped stirring your coffee. “I’m worried about you.” Your words made Jesse’s heart sink in his chest to his stomach. Your hand slowly reached out across the table to place itself on to his own. He couldn’t help but look up into your eyes, really seeing how worried you are. “Are you okay? I know you don’t want to talk about what happened, but I know this is all happening because of it. Right?”
“Darlin’, ‘m sorry.”
“You said you were going to tell me what happened, but you never got the chance to. Either you get pulled away or I do. I’m really worried about you Jess. You’ve been acting… weird.”
Your words made the knots in his gut tighten more. He never did get to tell you what happened, how he was basically a human squeaky toy for a big hairy monster and how he’s been having nightmares and weird cravings and all of this weird shit. What even would you say? What could you even do?
“I know, and ‘m so sorry pumpkin.” Your eyes were so full of worry and love that it felt like Jesse had just gotten punched in the stomach. “We’re here now. I can tell ya.”
“You don’t to, I’m just worried is all-”
“No,” he stopped you. He looked around the mess hall, his eyes locking on Moira who was already looking in his general direction. He saw the way she eyed between the two of you, eyes narrowing in thought. It sent shivers down his spine being in her sights. “Let’s go back to our room, I’ll tell ya there.”
Jesse stood up from his chair and offered you his hand which you took quickly. He lead you out of the mess hall, weaving through people and dodging chairs and tables before you both broke free from the noisy crowd. The walk back to your bedroom was mostly silent, just the sounds of both of your boots connecting with the metallic flooring filling the void until you reached his door. Once the door slid open, you both walked in and sat down on the bed next to each other.
Jesse felt like he was going to throw up. Not from pain, but from panic this time. How was he going to explain this to you?
You picked up on his unease, placing your hand right back onto his own as it grabbed at the edge of the bed. Just your touch alone soothed him, his shoulders stopped tensing.
“What happened in Washington, Jess?”
You gave him the beginning, all he needed to do was give you the middle and the end.
“Talon was usin’ an old base for somethin’. Overwatch was investigating but they needed to bring us in. When we got there, it was like a ghost town. Even saw where they set up camp, but it was a wreck. We had to go on foot to the base and it was in worse condition. We all got separated and…” Jesse had to stop. His throat felt dry again, and a little scratchy too. “I found ‘em. I found ‘em all.”
“Overwatch?”
“And Talon.”
Your eyebrows were thrown up as shock overtook your features.
“You don’t mean-”
“Dead. All of ‘em. The entire Overwatch team and probably all of Talon in that base.” Jesse felt sick to his stomach as he thought back. All of that blood splattered across that entire room. All of the gore flashing in front of his eyes like he was still back there. You squeezed his hand, reassuring his racing heart as it pounded in his ears. “I found what killed ‘em all.”
Shock quickly replaced itself with fear on your face. You knew exactly what he meant by ‘what’ not being ‘who.’
“What was in that base?”
Jesse shook his head, his throat feeling like it was closing up as the nightmarish memories haunted his vision. Those wicked claws, those crooked teeth, those putrid yellow eyes. And the smell. Oh God, the smell.
“Some kinda monster they made got out. Killed ‘em all then came after me.”
Jesse wanted to kick himself right in the ass. Why did he say monster? The horrified look on your face said it all. He caught you suddenly staring at his shoulder that he got bit on before looking back at his face.
The reality was starting to settle in Jesse’s gut.
Was it really a werewolf? Was he actually bitten by a werewolf?
Fear stabbed right through him just like in his nightmare as the terrifying thought crossed his mind: Is he going to turn into one?
No. There’s no fucking way. Werewolves are just a myth, a story, a made up thing to put in trashy monster movies. They’re not real. Whatever it was that attacked him was not a damn werewolf. It’s impossible.
He felt your hand caress his face, stroking at his stubbled jaw before turning his face to look at you by his chiseled chin. The moment your eyes met, Jesse felt that raging fear in his heart start to quell. You knew exactly how to calm him down.
He could smell the coffee on your breath, see the exhaustion in your eyes, feel the warmth of your skin on his. Just being here with you felt intoxicating.
There was that sweet smell again, that smell that was like heaven on earth that Jesse swore up and down that it had to be your perfume. It lulled his tense nerves, it fogged up his rattled mind. It smelled of the most luxurious chocolate out there in the world, like the sweetest of wines, like the most delectable fruit that he wanted to sink his teeth into.
He suddenly pressed his lips against yours, shocking you but you didn’t pull away. Jesse’s hands found your waist and tugged you in close, your hands reaching out to grab ahold of Jesse’s uniform for support at the edge of the bed. He nearly pulled you onto his lap before rolling you until your back was on the mattress. He hadn’t made the bed after his fitful sleep from last night, the flannel blanket was a rumpled mess beneath you as he straddled you by the waist. You broke from the kiss, placing your hands on Jesse’s broad shoulders to stop him before he could swipe another kiss from you.
“Don’t you have stuff to do today?” you worried.
“They can wait,” was all he said before his hungry lips found your once again.
You moaned as his rough stubble scratched nicely at your skin, how his hands fumbled with your chest and squeezed your breasts through your uniform. God, he wanted to rip it off of you so badly. He wanted to take you right here and right now but he couldn’t. You were right, after all. He didn’t know how much time he had until someone came to track him down.
Your hands snaked up to Jesse’s hair, knocking off his hat onto the bed and snagging a hold of his hair. Your fingers carded into his thick locks, tugging on the strands that needed a cut, scratching lightly at his scalp as he growled against your lips. He sank his teeth into your bottom lip, begging you to let him in which you graciously offered. Your tongues collided and danced together as he tried to explore your warm mouth. You’ve taken both his tongue and his dick so many times, and every time felt like pure perfection.
You couldn’t help but buck your hips up, getting a rise out of Jesse. He felt his cock start to tingle with life, slowly starting to press up against his boxers the more you moaned and whimpered and sighed as you made out with him. To keep his calm, Jesse snatched at the headboard, his nails biting into the wood as his other hand remained on your breast, kneading it passionately and pinching at your nipple to pebble it. He wanted to lick and bite at your tits so badly, to feel their soft warmth and weight in his hands, to pull such illicit moans from your mouth for him to swallow.
His hand started to cramp up from how tight his hand clamped against the headboard, his fingers started to ache.
A firm knock on the door startled you both, Jesse’s head shooting up to stare at the headboard in front of him and looking directly at his trembling hand clamped over the wood while you tried to calm your breathing.
“McCree, you in there?” It was Reyes, now, at a very, very bad time. “McCree, we need to talk. Get out here.” Jesse went to unlatch his hand from the headboard only to find that his fingertips were hard to remove, tugging back when he pulled on them until they popped out. Fear had quickly shot right through his entire body at the sight of long nails at the end of his fingers, slightly pointed and darker than his natural nail color. “McCree! I’m not gonna say it again!”
40 notes · View notes
Note
Since it Halloween season could you do head cannons with overwatch mcCree genji and mercy about there love who is a werewolf and they been trying to hide from them and when they transform the bones of sound like they’re breaking when asked about it they say that is used to the pain and they no cure for it and reader thought there lover would leave them because they didn’t think there love would wanna be with a monster
Sure! Always down for some spooky stuff! I know you said headcanons but these just came to me!
Cassidy
Cole had been walking home from the grocery store when it had happened. He had been gone for a handful of days and figured he’d do something nice on his way home. The only problem with this was by the time he had wrapped up and finally made his way to your shared home, it was dark. Well, not dark.
The full moon had seen to that. 
Cole had always liked full moons when he was a kid, thought they were probably the nicest thing to look at. That changed a bit when he met you. Now it was second. 
He had snuck inside the house, cursing himself when the screen door swung back a little too quickly, closing his eyes and wincing at the loud crashing sound.
Well, you were probably awake now thanks to that. 
“Come on Cole, try a little harder” he had whispered to himself. He took at deep breath and walked in, making his way quickly to the kitchen. He set the groceries down and called, “Darlin’ I’m home!”
No response. Hm.
“Sweetheart? I’m sorry about the door! We can try fixin’ it tomorrow huh? I got ice cream!”
Nothing again.
Okay, now he was starting to get worried. Something was definitely wrong. Neither of you were heavy sleepers. He understood why he was like that, the amount of time he spent in the Deadlock Gang and then Blackwatch after, those walks of life don’t exactly lead to heavy sleeping. He never quite understood why you were the same though. He never asked you, figured you might not want to talk about. Especially after how jumpy you seemed to get every once and a while. 
Cole checked every room in the house and could not find hide nor hair of you. This wasn’t good. He knew he hasn’t been home and he had planned on making his trip home a surprise, there was no reason that you had to be home right now and it would have been wild if you would have called to tell him where you were. Maybe that was it, maybe you were just out.
He had one place left to check though. He stepped outside, looking around the perimeter of the small farmhouse. Nothing.
He was all set to go back inside and bounce his knee sitting on the couch, when he heard it.
A cry of pain and the snap of something sounding like bone coming from the barn. 
It wasn’t really a barn, more of a small glorified shed than anything else. 
There was no mistaking it, that was your voice crying out in pain and Cole Cassidy would be damned to Hell and back if he didn’t do something about it. He rushed to the doors, using his robotic arm to rip the lock and chain off the door. Had someone locked you in there? It didn’t really matter who or what had done what to you in that moment. Whatever it was, Cole was going to put a stop to it.
He kicked the door down and was slightly surprised to see no one else in there with you. You were panting and chained up but otherwise there wasn’t a scratch on you.
“Darlin’?” Cole asked, rushing to your side.
“No! Wait!” You cried, shuffling away, hiding your face as quickly as you could. Oh god. Oh god, no. He wasn’t supposed to see you like this. Not yet. Not until you were ready to tell him.
Cole didn’t stop though, he stepped closer to you and stopped you with a hand on your cheek.
“Sweetheart, who did this to you? It’s gonna be okay, you’re safe now.”
You sighed. Damn it. Why did he have to be so sweet?
“I did this, love.”
“What?”
“It should be about done now, there’s a key under that rock over there, that’ll get me out of here. I’ll explain after.”
Cole gently lifted your head for a moment. He was planning on listening, he just wanted to see your face first. Everything about you was the same. That same wonderful face he had fallen in love with, except your eyes. Instead of their natural color, they were a fading shade of amber.
You frowned and he understood.
Once you were free, you gave him a hug, letting him know that you were okay and hopefully to make him feel a bit calmer about the situation.
“Soooooooo,” you began about as awkwardly as your probably could’ve, “I guess you’ve figured out by now... I’m a werewolf...”
“Darlin’ are you okay?”
“What?”
“Are you alright, honey?”
“I’m not crazy if that’s what you-”
“No!” he interrupted, “No. I don’t think you’re crazy. That wasn’t what I was trying to say. Are you alright, you sounded like you were in pain, sweetheart.”
“That’s cause I was.”
The blankness in your response broke his heart.
“Darlin’“ he whimpered.
“It’s okay. I’m used to it.” When he didn’t respond you continued, “And there isn’t a cure if that’s what you’re thinking next. I’ve tried just about everything. Half of them only made it worse.” You sighed again, “I tried to keep it a secret for so long. ‘Course I’d screw it up sooner or later...”
“Why would you hide this from me, pumpkin?”
“Because I didn’t want you to leave!” You said, tears beginning to well in your eyes, “Because I was scared that you would be just like everybody else. That... that you... wouldn’t see me anymore... just the monster.”
“Now you stop that right now.”
“What?”
Cole scooted closer and closed the distance between the two of you grabbing your shoulders, “You are NOT a monster, do you understand me? However you got this, it isn’t your fault. Wouldn’t see you anymore, how could I not? I think about you all the time, darlin.’ You are smart, strong and braver than I could ever hope to be. I love you more than anything in this world, okay? And nothing, not even a little lycanthropy is gonna stop that, you hear me?”
Tears of a different kind started to flow from your eyes and Cole panicked.
“What’s wrong? Are you okay? Does it still hurt? Did I touch something I shouldn't've? Did I say something wrong?”
You finally had to shut him up with a kiss. “No. You said everything right.”
Genji 
Genji had known you for a while, you happened to be one of Zenyatta’s students alongside him. You had gotten there a little bit after he did and the two of you hit it off (once he was a little more friendly that is). 
He never asked you what you were there for, figuring that was personal. If you wanted to share it with him you would.
He wouldn’t find out until years later.
It was a particularly cold night outside the temple in Nepal. It was late, or was it early? Regardless of the grayness of descriptors for the time of night/morning it was, Genji had woken up. 
Zenyatta’s teachings, though helpful in healing the anger the Shimada had felt as a result of what his family had done to him, did not stop the nightmares from coming. They did, however, offer means of winding down after one. Genji had taken to taking walks after his nightmares, he found they cleared his head and given his armored body, the temperatures didn’t really effect him as they probably should. 
He had taken a nice, soothing walk around the grounds, breathing easier in the cold night air and enjoying the beauty of the untouched snow at night. He was also entertaining himself with thoughts of you. You see, the two of you had been engaging in tentative little courtship for the past year. The two of you were close to something, you were just focused on healing yourselves first.
Genji, despite the nightmare that had woken him, was having a relatively nice night. That was, until he found some tracks in the snow. 
They were strange, larger than any foot prints he had ever seen. They were also staggered strangely, as if the being they belonged to was in a great deal of pain. Genji quickly grabbed his weapons, just in case, and followed the prints where the led. 
They led to the mouth of a cave, the tracks stopping as soon as they reached the covered rock floor. Whatever made the tracks was inside. He was debating whether or not he should go inside to investigate when he heard a scream. 
It was your’s.
He rushed into action immediately, acting more on instinct than anything else, and charged into the cave.
He found you relatively quickly, you had not hidden yourself very well, assuming no one would follow you and, to be fair to yourself, dealing with quite a bit of pain. 
“Y/N?” Genji asked, rushing toward you.
“No! Stay away from me!”
He paused but did not move away.
“You weren’t supposed to know.”
The transformation was mostly finished at this point, but there was no way Genji didn’t see at least enough to know the truth. 
“I wasn’t supposed to know what?” he asked.
“That I’m cursed. That no matter how hard I try to heal, I will always be a beast.”
Genji sighed sadly, placing a hand softly on your shoulder. He pressed the button on the side of his mask and took it off, revealing his eyes. He looked serious.
He stared at you intensely and said, “Y/N, I’m a cyborg.”
Whatever tension you had tried to maintain, was broken instantly.
“What?” you asked, laughing slightly.
You were so caught up in your own miserable situation, coming off basically getting hit by a train with the amount of pain you usually went through, that you had never expected him to say that.
And the mischief in Genji’s eyes was enough to tell you that he also knew that.
Genji laughed as a smile you couldn’t see reached his eyes. “We all come here for our own reasons. All of us need to heal in one way or another. There is no time limit on how long it is supposed to take you. You will get there eventually, it will simply take time. And,” he added, “there is nothing wrong about your abilities. I think it’s cool! I wish I could turn into a dragon!”
“Alright,” you chuckled, “you’ve made your point.”
“Let’s get you out of the cold,” he said, noticing your shivers.
Mercy
For reasons unknown to Angela, you would never accept her as your doctor for checkups. You would always request Ana to check on you and patch you up. Angela didn’t have any reason to find this suspicious and she wasn’t even bothered by it really. She just figured you’d rather have Ana watch over you so she wouldn’t worry.
You always told her she worried too much. She couldn’t really help it though, she loved you and she wanted to make sure you were okay. You would do the same for her.
Things were a little shaky for the two of you sometimes. You had been a Blackwatch agent back in the day and despite all odds, the two of you found your way into a cozy little relationship. Angela always thought that it was Blackwatch’s worst kept secret that they really were a bunch of softies. Nothing wrong with that though. She loved it.
After the Swiss Base Incident, the two of you didn’t see each other for a long time. You both had tried to find each other when everything went haywire but you were both forced to evacuate before finding the other.
Now that the two of you had each other back, it was hard not to be at least a little worried about the other.
That translates into the field as well.
You both had been sent on the same mission along with a few other agents. The intel had been good on the outset. However, you found out that Murphy’s Law is constantly in effect no matter how well laid your plans are. 
You and Angela had gotten yourselves separated from the rest of your team, and, just to make matters so much worse, you were nearly surrounded. The cherry on top too, you could hear your allies calling frantically for your help over the comms. One of them was down. 
Weighing your options, you knew you really only had one card to play right now. Angela needed to get out of here and without a distraction, you knew that she couldn’t.
“Angela,” you told her, “You need to go.”
“What? What about you?!”
“I’ll be fine! Get to safety! I’ll meet up with you all when we’re done!”
“der Liebling, I’m not leaving you!”
You sighed out, looked back at her softly before you’re voice shifted. “Please, go!” The yell that came from you sounded much more like a growl by the time you were finished with it. Hair had already started growing on your arms. 
Angela gasped but got the message and she escaped while you and the abilities gained by your painful transformation covered her.
Once you had changed back you met back with the team as promised. Your quick thinking saved the mission actually. You couldn’t bare to look Mercy in the eyes though. Regardless of how much she heard after she made her escape, she still knew the truth about you. 
Angela was grateful, despite you not speaking with you at the moment, that you didn’t refuse her help this time. She checked you over, nursing what injuries were needed and then she left you be. You weren’t sure if you were grateful or not. 
As soon as you were back on base and as soon as she had the opportunity however, Angela grabbed you (she is surprisingly strong for her size, must be handling unruly patients) and dragged you into a room, standing in front of the door.
“Are we going to talk about what happened?” The voice she used to ask the question was firm but not unkind. She wasn’t going to force you to tell her but she made it clear that she wanted an answer. 
“I’ve been trying to keep it a secret for a reason, love.”
“Why?” she asked, sweeter, sadder, this time.
“Why?” you asked, incredulous, “Because I’m a monster? Because I’m something we tell children about to scare them into behaving? Because of what O’Deorain’s experiments made me? What more do you need?”
Angela was quiet for a long moment, you would almost describe it as surgical, the way she was handling the situation. She knew you well enough by now that your mood right now was very fragile and she did not want to make you feel any worse than you already did. Quite the opposite actually.
Angela sat down next to you, not touching you yet. She wasn’t afraid, she just wanted to make sure you weren’t.
“Would a monster come back after all this time to ensure they made a positive difference in the world? Would a monster be as loving to their friends as you are?” she paused for a beat before, “Would a monster have given me the chance to save someone else?”
You heart ached in a good way as you smiled at the doctor. You reached for her hand and brought it up to cup your cheek.
“Thank you love.”
“You’re not nearly as scary as you think you are, schatz.”
The two of you dissolved into laughter, you stopping only momentarily to kiss Angela’s cheek.
Happy Halloween!
261 notes · View notes
ow2requests · 1 year
Note
Fluff with Cassidy x neutral/masc leaning reader having a (college) study session? Been stressing over my master's program and could use some wholesome reading!
a/n: hello anon, thank you for being the first one to request! I hope you liked this short, sort of chill oneshot, let me know!
Studying With Cassidy (not really because Cassidy distracts you)
A small yawn escaped your lips, your fingertips ghosted onto the pages of the textbook you had been revising off of. Your eyes lazily skimming through the blocks of texts that laid in front of you.
You were too tired to process any of it—too exhausted.
There was no way you would survive this year of college. Exams were right around the corner, and you felt that no matter how hard you studied, you would never get it.
You couldn't help but feel helpless.
It wasn't a very encouraging train of thought, you knew that all too well.
You had been following a rigorous studying regimen, attempting to get in front of whatever you could—some days you felt it was all in vain.
You caught glimpse of the time in your peripheral view; 8:56pm.
The library's gonna close soon...Might as well continue at my dorm... you thought to yourself.
Letting out a disheartened sigh, you stuffed your textbook into your bag, slinging it over your shoulder haphazardly.
And with that, you departed, and went off to your dorm.
———
Once you stepped foot into your dorm, your grip loosened on your bag, allowing it to fall to the ground with a thump—quickly reaching in to grab your textbook so you could get back to studying.
"Hey darlin'." A voice you knew all too well suddenly erupted from behind you.
Cole!
You relaxed at the sound of his voice, a smile graced your features. "Hey." you awkwardly replied.
"Did I scare ya?"
You snorted, "Nah. I'm just surprised you're lurking in my dorm around this time." You offered him a fond smirk. This was a common occurrence for the two of you, Cassidy normally liked to spend time in your dorm when he wasn't busy doing whatever he does.
A brief moment of silence passed, Cassidy laid down on your couch, taking off his hat and placing it on the couch— making himself comfortable.
"What're ya up to? I haven't seen ya all day today."
"Well…Exams are coming up, and I'm trying to stick to my studying schedule." You explained, you found yourself feeling guilty for not spending as much time with Cassidy as you wanted to. "It's been stressful, and I don't know if I even have the energy to keep reading this stupid textbook." Holding up the textbook, you emphasized your frustration.
With a sympathetic smile on his face, Cassidy chuckled. "Lemme help ya, then." He stretched his hands out, inviting you to cuddle.
The urge to touch him tingled in your fingertips as your face heated up. Walking towards him, you placed the book on the couch's armrest and laid down next to him, feeling his arms snake around your waist, pulling you closer.
You couldn't help but feel all fuzzy and gushy inside, this was exactly what you needed.
His calloused hands gently caressed your cheeks before moving down to squeeze your shoulders. "Arent'cha the cutest thing? Yer’ all flustered." With a coy smirk, he teased you.
It took some courage for you to clear your throat, trying to overcome the shyness you felt around him. "Cole, are we studying or not?" You mused lightheartedly.
As he grabbed your textbook, you both began reading through its contents. As Cassidy asked you questions about your coursework, cracking jokes periodically, observing your deep concentration and listening to you read, he couldn't help but chuckle silently.
He only thought of one word: Adorable.
Soon enough, Cassidy began reading outloud.
Something about Cassidy's voice always soothed you, his honeyed and suave voice was enough to make anybody fall head over heels with him.
You nuzzled yourself deeper into his chest, arms draping around his large frame. You found yourself completely blocking out the information, and instead you were being lulled to sleep.
And soon enough, you were fast asleep.
“Whatdya think this means?” Cassidy furrowed his eyebrows in contemplation at the information in your textbook. While Cassidy did not comprehend much of the topic you discussed, he was impressed with your ability to answer all his questions.
Suddenly, there was silence.
“Darlin’?” he whispered gently to you.
His gaze fell on your sleeping, serene face, and he paused to stare at your unconscious form with amusement and surprise.
Did his voice relax you to the point that you fell asleep in his arms? Or did you fall asleep simply because you were bored?
He’d oughta ask you when you wake up, but for now…
Keeping his arm around your waist, he continued gently stroking your head while holding you. Taking a deep breath, he shut his eyes, surrendering to the influence of fatigue and soon falling asleep.
It might have been easier for him to wake you up, but you looked so peaceful and cozy all curled up.
After all, you two could always study another time.
This was one of those moments that he wished would last forever. You and him, relaxed, and with no worries.
151 notes · View notes
s27hey-its-renee · 2 years
Text
Reader X Cassidy short story based on prompt
I was looking through my tik tok saves for a writing prompt and found the best and angsty-est one yet: “I fucked up” “How did you fuck up?” “Because I fell for someone I can never have” “So did I”
(also this is shifting/reality shifting related so if u don't know what that is/means look it up) TW: swearing)
I walked hastily down the sidewalk, not making eye contact with the few people in the area. The buildings blocking the sun behind them made the air grow cold. I wish I was wearing a jacket right now.
The sound of boots pounding with intent not too far behind me was being drowned out by my mind whirring. I rounded a corner hastily. I took a few more steps before I started pacing back and forth in front of the building next to my work. Holding myself in distraught and from the cool air, I was completely lost within myself. No thoughts, just the constant feeling of emotions flooding my senses  
 "Hey." 
I stopped and looked back to see Cole standing a few strides away with a concerned look on his face.
How I wish he wasn't here right now, not with me like this. Not with me knowing what I did.
 "I fucked up," I said as I tossed my arms down to my sides as I looked at him.         "How did you fuck up?" he asked as he stepped closer to me, just about a foot away.
 "Because..." Tears started to form in my eyes as I took in every detail of his face and expression. As much as I didn't want him to be here right now, a small part of me was glad he was.
 "--Because it's taking so long for me to get here and... I fell for someone I can never have, at least not now."
His expression softened as he took another step towards me. Our shoes were just inches away from each other as he reached out and grabbed one of my hands and placed the other on the side of my shoulder oh so gently. 
The look in those amber eyes of his was so intense, and yet it wasn't. So much could be said if the look in one's eyes could speak for themselves.
 "So did I, darlin'," he said almost in a whisper.
~~~
For the first time ever in my life, I jolted awake and sat up in my bed. 
The same bed I slept in every night and woke up in in the morning. The same, light blue walls that surrounded me as I went on with my day. The same, plain chandelier that hung on the same white ceiling I saw every time I looked up. The same blinds I'd close before bed so the morning light didn't wake me up earlier than I wanted.
My breathing was getting heavy and shallow. As I replayed the scene in my head, a familiar pang in my throat started to arise, accompanied by tears welling.
 "Take me back," I whispered to myself. I held myself and stared down at nothing in particular.  
 "No, take me back. Take me back take me back please take me back!"
The tears rolled down my face as I squeezed my arms and sobbed quietly, not wanting to wake anyone.  
 "Take me back please! Cole! I need you! Fuck, I need you! Please! Let me go back!"
My body shook with each sob, stopping every now and then to breathe. 
Thin rows of light shone on the wall opposite of the blinds from the faint light that seeped between them. The annoyingly familiar coldness of my bedroom had given me goosebumps. The heat that was now coloring my cheeks from crying kept my face warm though.
 "No no no no! Take me back!"
And then, as my mind started to process everything, I came to a realization; I was conscious in that moment.
I was fully aware of my environment, of myself, and those around me. I didn't pay full attention, but I know I had all ten fingers. I was aware that I was taller than I normally am and that my body looked and felt different to how it normally does here.
 "He... he meant it.... I was there... I was there!" I whispered loudly, feeling the resistance in my throat from speaking loudly.
 "I was there Cole! You meant it! I shifted on accident and... you really said that.... God damn it," I whimpered as I squeezed myself tighter.
 "For fuck's sake, take me back...."
6 notes · View notes
keraxxx · 1 year
Text
Mae’s FanFic Masterlist:
Tumblr media
Hello and welcome to my account! this is the masterlist that will help you find everything (more updates to come)
Requests are: Open!
Also!!! Please note that I only write certain things. Please understand if I do not post your request. :) This will include: incest, underage characters, pedophilia..
Thank you! *Also requests might take a day or two, I'm very sorry if I don't write your request.*
———————
The Last of Us:
Joel Miller-
-Stop messing with me -Smut
-Dilf. -Smut
Euphoria:
Maddy Perez-
-You’re perfect- Smut
Moonknight Boys:
-Friends with Benefits- Request
-My breakfast-Smut
Black Panther:
Namor-
-I feel you-Smut
Kinktober:
Day 22: Jesse McCree x Fem! Reader
Kinktober 2023-
Day 2: Steve Rogers x Fem! Reader: Car sex
day 3: Marc spector x Fem! Reader: Shower sex
Scream:
Ethan Landry-
-Stupid Girl- request
-Pretty boy- smut
-No one can hurt you.-request
Spiderman:
Miguel O'hara-
You're mine- blurb
FNAF:
Mike Schmidt-
nsfw imagine
Saltburn:
Oliver Quick-
Hate or jealousy? (SERIES)
part 1, part 2, part three, part 4 (coming soon)
Brat taming-Request
Oliver quick headcannons-Request
You’re my favorite-Request
Ted Talk with Anon
Birthday present
Felix Catton-
birthday sex- Birthday special!
-more to come soon.-
Tumblr media
135 notes · View notes
alexiela73 · 1 year
Note
Can i have headcannons for mccree, hanzo, and blackwatch genji reacting to their trans (boy) kind getting bullied (in like a stalking ish way) and what they would do ? (Srry jcncn ik thats rly specific ive had a uh bad week if ya get me 😅)
If someone is stalking you, I am between call the police or go Rapunzel on his ass with a frying pan and see what he thinks then.
Also, was gonna post tomorrow but decided I couldn't wait.
McCree:
Something started to bother you a few weeks ago
No matter how many times he asked you about it, you'd brush it off and say it was nothing or that he was imagining it
Except, he knew he wasn't. Jesse KNEW you, possibly too well
There was something off. You weren't as...happy, anymore. You seemed to look over your shoulder more often, and you didn't look excited about going to work anymore
Jesse would hold you at night and could feel you were still awake, hours after having said goodnight, and once even felt your tears on his shirt
One day, Jesse brought you lunch at work. He hadn't even made it into the store fully yet when he spotted you, and you looked so uncomfortable
Standing maybe barely a foot from you was a taller man leaning on the counter, almost looming over you. Jesse could see he was talking to you, and there was a twisted smile on his face as whatever he was saying
When you moved away, he just got right back up in your space and Jesse could see the tears shimmering in your eyes from there
Beyond pissed, Jesse put on the most easy going smile, walked over and slammed down his metal hand on the counter. "Hey darlin'," he said, giving you a wink. "How's my boy doing today?"
Startled to see your boyfriend, you immediately stepped back again from what Jesse now saw was your coworker. The coworker looked just as surprised, immediately followed by disgust
"She's your girlfriend, huh?" he asked, looking down at you.
"He is my boyfriend," Jesse emphasized, gritting his teeth. "And ya, I'mma pretty lucky fella to have y/n. He's an incredible guy. Who're you, by the way?" he asked, pulling out one of his cigars and lighting it in the store.
You started to open your mouth to stop him, but he waved you off, taking your hand and pulling you from behind the counter to nestle against his side. Perhaps it was a little inappropriate, but you knew Jesse was just protecting you.
The guy clearly wasn't getting the hint. "She's obviously a girl, man. I don't know how she has you fooled, but I can see her tits through that shirt-"
"Who on earth is Joe hiring these days?" Jesse asked you. "Must be desperate to be pullin' chumps like this one in."
"The fuck did you say to me?" the guy started, moving in from behind the counter.
The worker had no time to react, as Jesse grabbed the man and suddenly flipped him on his back beside the register. The man started to yell, but Jesse had taken a long drag of his cigar- and now shoved it into the guys gaping maw, cowing his mouth with his bionic hand.
The guy started to scream, muffled by Jesse and you immediately grabbed Jesse's arm.
"Jesse," you whispered frantically. "Stop it, please. This guy isn't worth it-"
"No," he agreed, "but you are. Now, look here," he drawled, leaning down so his face was near the mans. "You ever get in his space again, ever shit on him again like that or if I ever, ever see him shed another tear because of your sorry ass, I'll cut your tongue out and shove it up that ass of yours. Got it? And trust me, kid- jail couldn't stop me."
When he let go, the guy rolled over and choked out the cigar, ashes and drops of blood.
"Did you have to be that rough?" you whispered, but pressed your face into his neck, pressing a kiss to his skin gently.
"Darlin'-" Jesse shook his head and led you out for your break.
Hanzo
You told Hanzo that you had been receiving some distressing emails as of late
You volunteered with a few different organizations, and you hadn't had any issues with anyone regarding you being trans, but clearly someone was bothered by it
It wouldn't have concerned you, but other then vague threats and rather nasty messages, there were some pictures sent to you as well
Some included you walking down the road on your day off, others were of you at work- you could see whoever is was had taken pictures of you at your main work and one of your volunteer groups.
Hanzo was understandably upset by this
"So someone is following you around and threatening you?" he had said, his lips pulled tight. "I see. Why don't you take one of the dragons with you to your groups- preferably Ramen. Udon is far too nosey," he said dismissively.
"I...no, that's okay. If I react to it, then this guy will get the satisfaction of knowing he's got me all bothered," you said, rubbing your chin before scritching Udons cheeks as he rolled onto your lap.
"It is bothering you, and if nothing else, its bothering me. If these aren't empty words, then I'd never forgive myself for doing nothing," he'd said.
Over the next few days, Ramen would go with you everywhere, usually in your bag. On the fifth day, Hanzo walked over to your main office at so-and-so company, pushing a man in front of him.
You recognized the man as a volunteer at the shelter. The noodles were on either side of them, hissing and snapping at the man like angry cats and batting at his legs.
"This is the man that has been stalking you and spewing those vile things about your manhood," Hanzo said, holding a camera- it looked expensive too.
He crushed it in his hand as if it were made of paper, causing the man to sputter angrily, before dropping it and immediately the two dragons pounced and started burning and batting it around.
"Really? Why? You seemed so nice-" you started to say, but the man spat at your feet.
"God made you a woman and you think you can change his will?" he snarled, making Hanzo roll his eyes.
A sharp shake made the man hiss, and you had no idea what bound his hands behind his back. "You will speak when I say you can, pathetic fool," Hanzo growled. "We'll be going to the police with this and getting a restraining order. I've had enough of this whelp and his presence."
Sighing, you knew Hanzo was right. Letting the man go would likely just cause further problems down the road.
"Okay. Just let me send an email saying I'm done early for the day," you said, before leaning over and to the mans disgust, you pecked Hanzo on the lips. "Thanks, baby."
Hanzo reached up, cupping your chin and swiping his thumb over your bottom lip. "Always," he said softly.
Blackwatch Genji
The person who started bullying you was one of the recruits
Sadly, it was someone you actually worked really well with, until he saw you changing in the mens room and saw your binder
Since then, it has been snarky comments, circulating whispers and some of the people who you did your workouts with stopped talking to you
It even turned to school based bullying- shoulder checks, getting tripped, your clothes getting stolen
This went on for a total of two weeks, because thats exactly how long your boyfriend was away on a mission
No one knew that you two were dating- Genji was cold to most, very distant, and was usually considered harsh. Plus, he was often in charge of the recruits work outs and training regimes, so it seemed like a bad idea to let people know the two of you were intimate
You had no idea that Genji was home that day, back at base. He'd decided to come and visit the recuits- he watched as McCree put you all through the works, not fully paying attention as he was looking at some cowboy magazine
Genji saw the moment you were tripped while doing the 20 km run- he saw exactly who did it and the way some of them snickered. Part of him wanted to come help you up, but he refrained
He asked McCree if he'd noticed any shift in behavior amongst the ranks, and to his surprise, McCree put down the magazine and looked much more serious
"I have. Some of the guys found out about y/n being trans and I guess it didn't sit well with them. Almost everyone at camp knows now, and he often sits alone. I tried talkin' to the brats, but they won't take me seriously and Reyes is still away," he grunts, rubbing his chin. Genji didn't often see him bothered like this.
The rage he felt was unexplainable.
You didn't see him, but you were able to get out of the locker room before the other guys were done with their routine. It was a bad day overall, and you needed to get to the mess hall to start dinner, as it was your turn tonight.
When the men were showering and changing, Genji slipped in and locked the door
The men were shocked- Genji had never entered the mens change room. He often referred to the idea being akin to changing with a herd of sloppy pigs.
The look in his eyes though- they'd only seen it on missions. It was bloodthirsty
"McCree tells me you all have an issue with y/n," he said, his voice low and dangerous.
One of the guys, the one who'd started the whole thing, had the audacity to laugh. "Y/n is actually a woman," he said. "Pretending to be a guy. Can you believe it? I can't believe they let her change in here with us. You wouldn't believe what its been like-"
Genji grabbed him by the throat, slamming him into a locker so hard the frame bent, and snatched the mans tongue. He started choking, and some of the guys backed further away, too scared to interfere.
Genji's reputation as to what happened to those who angered him was well known.
"You filthy bastard," Genji said, tilting his head, eyes glinting crimson. "It's like you want to die, don't you? I should cut out your tongue- it'd be easy," he said.
So quickly did the hand on the guys throat become his elbow pressing down on his airway, and something sharp pricked against the mans tongue, drawing blood.
"Should I? Cut out your tongue?"Genji asked, tilting his head.
There was silence, the recruit struggling to breathe. The minutes stretched, before finally Genji let go.
The man slid to the ground, gasping hard, a drip of blood on his chin.
When he looked at them all, Genji lifted his blade and slowly ran his finger down it. "The next time one of you touches him. Looks at him. So much as thinks about him like that again...I will kill you. I'll kill all of you and I won't hesitate...and no one will stop me," he said.
When he left, Genji went straight to you. He had no doubt everyone believed him.
When he found you, Genji embraced you and kissed the top of your head. "I love you," he had said low in your ear. "As you are."
Not knowing what he meant, you just hugged him tighter, sighing softly. "I love you too, Genji. Please don't leave again without me."
149 notes · View notes
nori-writes · 1 year
Note
Hi there! May I request Cassidy with an s/o who can easily fluster him? Thank you in advance if you do this!
“You love it.”
Tumblr media
Cassidy x Reader
W/C: 850+
A/N: YESS, I love Cassidy requests, sadly this is the last one I have (feel free to send more 👀) I’ve been obsessed with Overwatch recently especially Cassidy and Hanzo. One last funny little thing that I wanna share. So basically the way I write his accent is a just quietly talk to myself while I’m writing because I have a southern accent myself. Just thought it was a lil funny thing to share.
Also this isn’t proof read AT ALL. I wrote this in a couple periods of school.
Cole loves complimenting and flirting with you as often as he gets the chance to.
But as soon as you throw a compliment back at him he is a flustered mess.
Typically he's just fine taking a compliment from someone like another agent in Overwatch but when it's from you?
God help him.
Whenever he’s flustered he’ll pull his hat from his head to cover his face and take a moment to collect himself before even thinking about replying to you
It’s literally adorable.
Claims to hate it
He loves it.
He’ll glance over them and claim that your words don’t affect him
They most definitely do.
It was around midnight and Cassidy still hadn’t managed to find his way into bed. He had returned from a mission earlier and had meant to go home hours ago to change, shower, or even just to see you. God, he always missed you. Instead, he sat on a part of the counter in the base's kitchen, lights out, eating some cookies that Brigitte had made for all of Overwatch to enjoy and enjoy he did.
They were amazing, perfectly cooked but still a nice chewable, gooey texture to them with the perfect amount of chocolate chips and hit the spot at this time of night. If he was being completely honest though, he hadn’t realised how late it was getting to be. If he had he would’ve scurried his way home by now.
Though, the silence in the Overwatch kitchen at night was a weirdly comforting thing. The curtains were open just enough to bring in the perfect amount of moonlight to illuminate everything so that you weren’t tripping over stuff in the dark.
After a couple more cookies Cole had finally decided to pull out his phone and check the time which had read to be almost 1:00 AM. Determining that it was already far too late for him to be awake he decided on one last cookie before he would finally make his way to your shared bed for the night.
He pulled his last cookie out of the jar before taking a bite out of it as he realised your figure stood in the doorway, “Hey sweet pea, what’re you doin’ up at this hour?”
You left the doorway making your way closer to Cole. He noted that you were in pyjamas meaning that you had already been in bed as your voice came out in a groggy tone, “Someone had mentioned that you were back from your mission earlier today, I hadn’t seen you so I came looking for you. Missed your handsome face.”
He internally thanked that he had left the lights off when he came in here earlier, had he not the only thing to hide how embarrassingly red his face was currently would’ve been his hat. The hat which he wasn’t wearing currently.
There was an outline of a smile that came across your face, you weren’t able to fully see his reaction but you knew the effect that your words had on him. He was always the one who flirted with other people, never the other way around so when you threw his words right back at him the reaction was nothing but the best. He took a second to gather himself before he even thought about replying to you.
“Sorry, I hadn’t been lookin’ at the time. I meant to come n’ see you earlier. I kinda got caught up with Brigitte’s cookies, these things are amazing,” He praised the cookies while taking a bite out of the one he had grabbed before he noticed you were in the room.
You shook your head in agreement, hopping up on the counter next to him, laying your head onto his shoulder, “You thinking about heading to bed anytime soon?”
“Just ‘bout to after I finished this last cookie,” you let out a small hum of acknowledgement to his words looking up at his face, “Somethin’ on your pretty little mind sugar?”
You shook your head, “Nothing just you, all the time.”
All he could do was sigh with a smile on his face, the blush of his face much more visible with the closeness of the two of you, “Can’t be just sayin’ stuff that.”
“Yes I can, and you love it.”
Tumblr media
As always if you enjoyed my masterlist is here
608 notes · View notes
l0serloki · 1 year
Note
you probably know who i am at this point <3 but i love it so much as it’s addicting bro- so, if you do not mind, please, kindly, can i ask for Cassidy with a s/o who loves his accent/voice (i personally have a slight southern accent lol, it comes out really bad when i’m upset or talking quickly)
tysmmm, i love you and your works so much! <3
Tumblr media
Cole Cassidy Accent HC's
CW : A bit sexual in the blurb (heated kissing, lmao), uhh GN!Reader
A/N : I LOVE YOU TOO!! I STOPPED WHAT I WAS WRITING TO DO THIS BECAUSE IT WAS SUCH A GOOD IDEA. ALSO,,, I have a southern accent too - I tried getting rid of it but.. same as you, it comes out in some words/quick talking/upset LMFAO. Southern siblings unite T-T
I feel like his accent gets worse as his emotions get high 
He has random words that don’t even sound like English (I.E. washcloth/warshclarth, aisle/ai-ill, quiet/kwai-eit.)
If you point it out he will constantly remember it and try to not flare his accent as much/or over-flare it depending on the mood. (I feel like he can get flustered and embarrassed with his accent. He definitely has had people call him stupid for it.)
It makes him flustered when you compliment him though!! His face gets all red and he won’t meet your eyes (such a cutie)
He’ll read to you or tell you stories about his missions before bed because he knows you love it and it calms you. He’s just glad you feel safe with him and love him to that degree!!
Be prepared for the pet names too. I feel like the regular ones he uses are sugar, sweet thang, or buttercup. He’s quite the smooth talker ;^)
Overall, he’s such a sweetheart and it makes his heart soar that you love his accent!! Please give this man compliments, he deserves them <3
“Sugar, where did our blanket go?” Cass had moved, rummaging around in the bedroom drawer. You felt a grin appear on your face, his thick accent making you giddy. You continued to watch his failed attempt to find the blanket, hands thrown up in a defeated sigh. 
You giggled as he climbed into bed, arm yanking you into him. His lips brushed against your cheek, pressing light kisses to the flesh. “What’re ya’ laughin’ at, huh? You think I’m funny or something?” His eyebrow shot up, and you could only cackle harder at the look. “Yeah, considering you’re laying in the blanket you were looking for.” Cassidy’s whiskey hues glanced down at the bedsheets, face going red. “You done made me for a fool, huh? What a little minx.” His rough hands splayed at your waist, pulling you in for a soft kiss. 
“Mm, you taste good buttercup.” Cassidy separated, eyes meeting yours. Your hand migrated to his fluffy locks, lips kissing at his browline. “Your accent is cute. Keep talking like that and you’ll have me wrapped around your finger even more..” His breath hitched, eyes looking at anything but you. “Yeah yeah, whatever ya’ say. I ‘preciate it, sweetpea.” His awkwardness was a new sight. You rubbed circles into his chest, easing his anxieties, as the two of you drifted off to sleep. 
Who knew that your confident man could be so shy when he got complimented? This opened a whole new world of opportunities for you..
1K notes · View notes
overwatchfics · 2 years
Note
ooh you're doing requests!! may i please request general dating headcanons for cassidy and lucio? thank you in advance if you do this ask and hope youre having a great day!!
General HC's Cassidy & Lucio
Cassidy
When you two first met he was suave and charming as any spaghetti western cowboy
He takes you shooting at an outdoor range if you're into that kind of stuff
If you're new to it he'll adjust your body in proper shooting positions (you aren't thinking about how warm his hands are against your skin NOPE)
Cassidy likes to do gun tricks and pull off seemingly impossible shots to see you impressed and smile
Horseback riding is a must, he'd love to take you out on a trail for horseback riding.
Cassidy likes to go out for BBQ a lot
He admittedly sucks at using a grill and some nights out are spent at a BBQ grill and bar type restaurant (to compensate for his very un-cowboy like lack of skill in grilling)
If they have a dance and with a little whiskey and some encouraging, he'll take you on it to do some square dancing
He doesn't care if electric music is playing, he'll goof around with you with some out of rhythm cowboy dancing anything to draw laughter out of you
At his house, He'll light up the fireplace and put on some old spaghetti westerns
He'll let you wear his hate while watching them
he'll hold you tight and let you know that he really enjoys your company and if you're lucky maybe an 'I love you' will slip out.
slow, and sensual kisses, his hands at your hips drawing you closer
With the smell of whiskey, gun oil, and cinnamon invading your senses it's your choice if you want to spend the night with him Anon
He definitely snores though so be aware, but his cuddles are more than enough to make up for it.
Tumblr media
LUCIOOOOOOOOOOOO
Was a little awkward on the first date, but definitely a sweetheart.
After a couples dates you find that Lucio is pretty balanced; he enjoys a good night in or a fun night out.
Going out, expect to go clubbing, raves, or to the movies.
He also loves to roller blade; he'll take you out with him to go skating at skate parks or around the cities
Lucio's the kind of guy that will do cool tricks to impress you or to make you laugh
At home, he'll order some take out, put on some music and does some goofy dances to encourage you to join him.
He totally put a slow dance song on his playlist on purpose
When the slow dance comes on, he has a mental panic, but manages to keep his cool
Lucio pulls you close to him and you two sways to the drumbeat
You can't see it with your head on his shoulder, but he has this big goofy smile on his face (he couldn't believe he had gotten so lucky).
As the song winds down, he pulls you in for a for a kiss, though at first your noses bump awkwardly into each other, but after a couple soft laughs you two get it right the second time.
If you're interested, he'll sit you next to him on the couch and he'll show you his progress with his latest songs and music videos all while having his arm draped over your shoulder.
After looking at the time he looks into your eyes and pulls you into a warm hug and thanks you for giving him a chance and spills his confession of loving you.
He smells of coconut (probably a nice cologne to give himself the extra edge) and of paprika (he definitely puts some spices in his food)
Again, your choice to spend the night or not
HE HAS A GLOW IN THE DARK WATERBED SPEND THE NIGHT ANON OR I WILL.
He sleeps on his side but likes to be spooned keeps him warm and is a nice feeling for him.
Tumblr media
A/N: Wholesome, I love it. Thank you for the request and kind words Anon!
Have a request? Put it in the Request box and don't forget to check the rules!
605 notes · View notes
sheep-and-lykos · 6 months
Text
Jesse McCree - NSFW Alphabet Day 11: Jacking Off
No fic can be found here, sadly
Tumblr media
Jesse masturbates quite often, even before you two had gotten together. Especially when he was younger. Deadlock was crazy and intense, sometimes Jesse’s only outlet was jerking off in the not-so private bunk he had. When he couldn’t take out his youthful teenage aggression out on whatever - the look he gave you when you asked him if he punched the dusty dirt was hilarious - he would jerk off.
Blackwatch, it was a lot better. For instance, he got his own room to masturbate in! He had better outlets of letting out his stress but he still had bouts where he longed to jerk off in the shower or in his bed.
Now in Overwatch, he had you. He loved to jerk off to thoughts of you, especially when you two would be apart for missions on opposite sides of the world. He loves sending you photos of his dick, often teasing you with videos that cut off right before he came to deny you that simple pleasure.
He definitely doesn’t do it as often as he used to, but he still loves to jerk off.
Especially if you watch.
38 notes · View notes
Note
would you be able to do cassidy with an anxious s/o (gender neutral)
There's Gotta Be Something
Pairing: Cole Cassidy x Reader
Warnings: Anxious thoughts and feelings
Word Count: 654
Tumblr media
Cassidy, for all the grief he’s received over the years about his status as an agent, is a smart man. He may not always seem like it because he chooses to live his life on the more chaotic side but he is smart. Specifically, he is good at reading people. He was the member of a gang and a Blackwatch agent, turning to the life of an outlaw after both of those, his survival often depended on that skill. 
So, when the two of you became friends, and later lovers, he picked up on a few of your tells. He noticed how you would cling closer to him at certain times or when there were a few too many people in the room. He noticed how you sometimes frowned after you finished talking, like there was more you wanted to say but were afraid to. He saw all of these things and realized that you must suffer from a bit of anxiety.
Okay, step one solved. Problem identified. Now all he had to do was talk to you about it.
Something, he knew, that was going to be a little difficult given the anxiety. 
That was alright! He could do this! He loved you! He wanted to help! There’s gotta be a way to do this!
So, he waited until a moment when he knew you would be at your most comfortable, surrounded by your favorite blankets and pillows, a mug of your favorite hot drink in your hands. 
He sat down beside you, draping an arm over your shoulders and kissing your cheek before he decided he would give it a try.
“Darlin’?”
“Yeah?”
“Can I talk to you about somethin’?”
Oh no. That didn’t sound like it was going to be a regular conversation. You didn’t like the sound of that. What did that mean? What did he want to talk about? Have you done something wrong? Is he planning to-?
“Darlin’? Hey, come back to me honey.” Just as his words asked, his voice brought you back out of the drain pipe that was your anxious mind.
“There ya are,” Cole smiled, then sheepishly rubbing the back of his neck, “Sorry about that darlin’. I shouldn’t have phrased it that way. I promise its nothin’ bad. I just wanna ask you a question. You’re not in trouble, or anything like that. I’m sorry if I made it sound that way. Look, I just want ya to be honest.I’m also sorry if this isn’t the right way to ask, or if I should be asking at all but, it’s the only thing I can think to do. Sweetheart, do you think you have anxiety or something? I’ve noticed how spooked you get sometimes and I- I just wanna help ya.”
You scan his face for any kind of trickery or deception but you find nothing for your mind to latch onto in that regard. All you see is your sweet Cassidy genuinely wanting to help you. 
So, you sigh, and tell him that yes, you do suffer from anxious thoughts a fair amount of the time. 
“Aww, honey,” he says with a kiss to your knuckles, “What can I do to help?”
“Honestly,” you tell him, “Just being here. You’re very comforting.”
“Aww, you’re just saying that to make me feel all warm and fuzzy.”
You chuckle along with him, “No, I mean it!”
“Well, how’s about we watch a movie and then tomorrow morning we can come up with something besides me to help you out. Not that I ain’t flattered and not that I don’t wanna help, because I do, sugar, but I think between the two of us, we can come up with a more permanent solution. Or, at least, the road to find one.”
You two share a sweet kiss and spend the rest of the night enjoying each other's company. A nice, easy, stress free evening.
Tumblr media
Navigation
Request Rules/Character Sheet
178 notes · View notes
ow2requests · 1 year
Note
Could I request headcannons with Cassidy, Hanzo, Genji and Reaper with a male s/o who's really anxious? I've has really bad anxiety lately and I'd really like this, thank you!
Overwatch Headcannons with an anxious male s/o
TW: mentions of anxiety, overwhelming thoughts, throwing up, panic attacks,
A/N: Hi anon! I’m really sorry for the late response, life has been a little too busy lately, and I have been suffering from good ol’ writers block. point is, I’m back! I hope you like these head cannons! I tried my best!
also…I hope you’re feeling better! I understand completely how you feel, anxiety is truly something hard to get through and deal with, and nobody should ever have to go through that. My dm’s are always open if you want to talk about it! I hope you’re ok anon! you can get thru this, ur not alone!
With all that being said, here you go !
Cassidy
- Now, cassidy isn’t the smartest of the bunch, but he was able to detect your anxious tendencies from a mile away.
- Initially he thought you were just jumpy.
- But after looking into it a little more, he finds out that you have anxiety.
- It wasn’t like Cassidy hasn’t experienced his fair share of anxious hiccups, he knew what it was like.
- To an outsider, it may seem unexpected that a man as put together and suave as Cassidy could have an anxiety attack.
- But it was true, he cracks every now and then, just like everybody else.
- However, Cass never had anybody to comfort or help him through it.
- He feels terrible watching you cry. His heart breaks for you.
- and unfortunately, Cass is quite awkward when it comes to comforting crying people.
- Back in highschool, when his partners broke down crying—what he usually did was stare them down and cough at the awkward silence until they stopped. In short, he did little to console them.
- He was determined to help you get through this though! Especially when you were comfortable enough to open up to him about it.
- And because of that, he tries his best to help you through it.
- (Sombra is definitely confused when she snooped in his search history)
- “How to help anxiety person”
- He probably cracks some goofy jokes to keep everything lighthearted.
- He’s a good person to have around when you need a distraction from your thoughts.
- Over time I feel like he’d become more skillful at comforting, now that he’s more knowledgeable on the topic.
- He knows when to be serious though, if you were to have a panic attack, he’d drop everything and just hold you close to him.
- He’d reassure you that everything is okay.
- “I’ve gotcha darlin’. Let it all out.”
- You’re with him now, after all.
- likes to wrap his arms around you, while gently stroking your head.
- even when he’s busy with overwatch business, he finds time to stay supportive.
- Now, when you guys first started dating, Cass was really big on going out.
- He’d take you out to have a drink at the bar, to the movies, karaoke, etc.
- All very loud, bustling and lively atmospheres.
- but then, he noticed the way you shrunk from the crowd,
- he noticed how you’d get overwhelmed by all the different noises and unwanted stimulation.
- of course, after that, dates with him changed.
- He decided to take another approach.
- Nowadays, you guys usually do one to one activities. He’d take you to a park so you two can have a picnic, a walk along the beach, stargazing.
- Just anything that he thought would comfort you.
- very sweet to you.
- he’d never make you do something you didn’t want to do.
- he’ll switch things up if you get anxious because of it.
- If you were ever anxious about you both being guys and out together, Cassidy would not have it.
- no no, that can’t do.
- Cassidy will definitely reassure you that he doesn’t care that your a guy, and it doesn’t make him love you any less.
- and if people have a problem with that then…
- To hell with them!
- He doesn’t mind how many times you want to hear it, he’ll reassure you until your convinced.
- soft forehead kisses make everything feel better.
- Very understanding!
Hanzo
- hanzo on the other hand…
- he is someone who has had to live through guilt all his life.
- he had to tough it out, as he was the eldest in his family, he was trained to be an untouchable being, a Shimada was a big name to live up to, he had to adopt many skills and many hobbies throughout his younger years.
- Even when he tried his best,
- even when he murdered his own brother.
- It still wasn’t good enough.
- “Tears are for the weak, never let anything get to you, Hanzo. You are a Shimada. Act like it.”
- he is no stranger to anxiety, he knows how it feels to have your thoughts eating you away.
- much like Cassidy, he never had anybody to reassure him, he never had anybody to comfort him or tell him everything is ok.
- However, compared to Cassidy he fails in the comforting department.
- how he learns you have anxiety?
- Hanzo likes to people watch,
- it’s a habit of his.
- He noticed right away, just by the way you held yourself up.
- He is so lost on what to do with this information.
- he wants to help, he really does.
- But he has no clue how to approach you about it
- he’d rather die than ask for advice, so he decided to man up and question you on it.
- his suspicions were correct.
- Hanzo may not be the best at comforting, but he is an extremely good listener.
- You won’t ever have to worry about rambling, or getting lost in thought.
- He is very patient, he will listen to all of your worries.
- Although, it isn’t always the best. At times it feels like he’s brushing you off— it feels like he’s uncomfortable.
- He really isn’t!
- “…I apologize Y/N. I did not mean to come off that way.”
- He was never a people person, speaking to people and offering words of comfort— it wasn’t his forte.
- he grows more protective of you— but not in an overbearing way.
- He becomes protective in a way that screams ‘I’m right behind you every step of the way, and I will not allow anybody to hurt you.’
- if he notices you’re uncomfortable, he’ll hesitantly— but gently, hold your hand and ask if you’d like to leave to a more calmer place.
- He’s always right by your side.
- He tries his best to comfort you through physical affections.
- He isn’t the best with words, after all.
- His hand is always open to hold.
- Warm and reassuring hands.
- his hands are definitely calloused and have little scars littering them from the harsh training he had put himself through his entire life.
- definitely writes formal letters to you while he’s on missions,
- “Dear Y/N,”
- he just wants to check up on you 😭
- but sir…you have a phone, just message your boyfriend⁉️
- gentle face-touching.
- hugs and cuddles when he’s lost in what to say.
- definitely not big on going out.
- he’d enjoy more introverted-style dates, he enjoys a more simplistic environment.
- There is beauty in simplicity after all.
- he makes your dates perfect for the two of you,
- he prepares the best homemade dinner dates in history.
- He’s just so?? Good?? At everything???
- ( not everything, but you get my point !)
- makes the most scrumptious food ever.
- he may not seem like it, but he’s very maternal when it comes to caring for you.
- definitely makes you deserts to try to ease your anxiety.
- cookies, brownies, cheesecake, you name it!
- his food slowly becomes your guilty pleasure, but he doesn’t need to know that.
- All in all, very helpful if you want somebody to hold you, and listen to your concerns and thoughts, no matter how small or big.
Genji
- now admittedly, I firmly believe that Genji will be the most helpful in these situations.
- After Hanzo carried out the assassination attempt against him. He had suffered for a long time trying to accept his cybernetic body, accepting that he is man and machine combined, overcoming his feelings of hatred for Hanzo, overcoming his depression, waking up in cold sweats due to anxiety, his PTSD and nightmares intertwined, forgiving his brother, everything.
- all of these men have been in very dark times in their life, they are no stranger to the overwhelming rush of thoughts bartering in their heads.
- But despite all of that, Genji understands.
- Not that the others don’t, Genji just gets it on a deeper level.
- He truly feels you from the bottom of his soul.
- He can see you, he knows it hurts.
- “It’s not just a feeling, it’s physical.”
- There used to be nights where he threw up from how anxious he felt.
- Nevertheless, he overcame the hurdles life threw at him.
- With the help of his master, Zenyatta, of course.
- He picked up many healthy habits, and he knows how to put them to good use.
- It wouldn’t take long for him to find out about your anxiety.
- He is a great person to go to when your overwhelmed and upset.
- Genji never fails to lend you a shoulder to cry on.
- He’ll stay silent when you vent to him, he understands that all you need is somebody to listen.
- “Everything is alright.”
- “I’m here.”
- Definitely invites you to meditate with him.
- Even if it’s a short resolve, he hopes that silencing your thoughts —even for a little while— will help.
- In the situation where you cry or have a panic attack, Genji definitely resists the urge to envelope you into a hug. He doesn’t want to overwhelm you.
- He sits beside you and helps you control your breathing.
- He knows this method, and he used it a lot when he felt that he was losing control.
- It was called the 5-4-3-2-1 technique. Find five things you can see, four things you can touch, three things you can hear, two things you can smell, and one thing you can taste.
- It was a great technique for grounding yourself. It was a good reminder that your okay, and once you deviate your focus away from what is plaguing your thoughts — it’ll be alright.
- He will stay with you for as long as necessary.
- Afterwards, he will steal that hug from you !
- He is willing to help you with whatever concerns you have.
- Need water? He’s already filling up your water bottle.
- Do you want to vent? He’ll listen to you with all his attention focused on you.
- Do you want some peace and quiet? He understands. Just remember that he’s here, and he’s not going anywhere.
- Despite his understanding nature. There are times where you can’t tell if he’s messing with you or if he’s being serious.
- He is being 100% serious.
- He definitely drops random pieces of advice at different times.
- You could be in the toilet and he’ll just be like…
- “Y/N, I understand what you were upset about yesterday— your desire to take action is present and well-intentioned, however, every time you move, anxiety tightens it’s grip and-“
- ???
- HE’S IN THE TOILET. Genji please.
- He’s very metaphorical — he got it from Zenyatta.
- Sometimes it gets out of hand though.
- *sees a soda can rolling by*
- “Do you ever feel that you are that soda-can, y/n? Unable to stop moving despite being exhausted from the rush of adrenaline. You feel as if you have no control…”
- He isn’t wrong but…it’s just so unwarranted and RANDOM???
- In all seriousness though!
- Genji is very helpful to you,
- he feels peace with himself now. he wants you to be at peace with your mind as well.
- He’ll hold you gently if you’d like.
- And he’ll do it for as long as it takes, and even after that, he won’t stop trying his best to help you.
- Gentle caresses on your back and sweet kisses feathered on your hand.
Reaper/Gabriel
Gabriel:
- now if we’re talking about Gabriel.
- I feel that even though he may not fully understand your feelings, it didn’t mean he didn’t sympathize with you.
- he tries his best to understand you when you vent to him.
- your somebody special to him, and he doesn’t want to see you suffering.
- he tries his best to help, even if it’s not as extravagant as the others.
- he crouches down next to you, and holds your face in his hands, cradling you steadily.
- he murmurs reassuring words to you.
- he asks you if there is anything you need, and once your feeling better he’d go get it right away.
- he’d probably offer to go on a walk with you. he’ll buy you a snack and drinks along the way.
- as you two walk, the gentle breeze brushing though the two of you gives you pleasant shivers down your spine. It’s therapeutic really.
- definitely also enjoys going on rides in his car, it helps him center and ground himself when he needs to blow off steam.
- ‘it might have to the same affect on him.’ He thought.
- he’d take you with him, and you’ll both just be driving in his car. he’d play music of your choice because he isn’t very big on listening to music himself.
- a hug? his arms are wrapped around you in a second.
- he’s quick to tell you how proud he is of you.
- you are his number one.
- Gabriel probably heats up a nice, warm bath for you later on.
- his bathtub is quite large, so there’s room for him to join you if that would make you feel better.
- I feel like he’d try to encourage you to try to overcome something your anxious about.
- For example, if your scared ordering alone in a restaurant.
- he’d be behind you for support, and if he saw that you were struggling he’d swoop in to save you.
- he won’t force you of course.
- he just wants to help you feel more comfortable doing things.
- he’d definitely introduce you to his overwatch buddies if you’re comfortable.
- he values his work, and it’s extremely important to him, but he’s willing to put it aside occasionally. just for you!
- he’s always holding your hand.
- at first, your confused why everybody is so shocked that your dating him.
- until you saw the way he acts with his subordinates and trainees.
- he is one strict commander!
- your his soft spot, as much as he’d hate to admit it.
- your one of the only people who get to experience the soft side of Gabriel.
- He loves you a lot.
Reaper (sad :( feel free to skip !)
- now, this one might be a little painful to hear, but I really don’t think reaper is capable of comforting or truly showing love for someone at this point in his life. (Feel free to skip this part!)
- He isn’t the same Gabriel he was before.
- he was always confident in himself and in his actions
- he’d experienced anxiety a long long time ago, when he was still…Himself.
- but now? All he experienced was perpetual pain, the constant feeling of the cells in his body splitting every second, no ending in sight.
- It does not mean he didn’t experience guilt.
- but that wasn’t exactly the same, now was it?
- I’d imagine that he wouldn’t be the best to go to.
- no- actually, he’d be the worst to go to.
- reaper is a hard shell.
- he has zero idea on how to deal with emotion.
- how could he? he couldn’t even understand his own, or even fathom how to deal with it.
- if you were to cry, he’d stand and stare at you for a couple of seconds before walking away, giving you space— even if your fingertips yearned his touch.
- he isn’t much of a physical person anymore.
- if you were to hug him, he’d immediately go stiff before pushing you off.
- physical affection really freaks him out.
- he just isn’t affectionate in general.
- rarely, he’ll force himself if you really need it. but he isn’t a kisser, a hugger or any of that— not anymore.
- The extent his affection will go is giving you attention, stroking your head or letting you sit on his lap.
- it isn’t a fun time.
- he has grown into a cruel, and merciless man.
- but he isn’t heartless.
- I feel like, if you ever found comfort in wearing his clothes, he’d definitely leave them out for you. (his old clothes, like his beanie, or maybe even his hooded cloak that he mainly wears)
- checks on you, but you barely catch him do it.
- his footsteps are extremely quiet, it’s as if there’s a ghost in your house.
- definitely gets SO pissed when he finds you crying because somebody hurt you.
- that’s something he will not tolerate.
- he stays quiet when your crying but…
- the minute he has the chance, that person will meet their demise.
- “um…gabe, i just heard that…that the person went missing last night, did something happen?”
- it really doesn’t seem like it, but he still cares about you deep down.
- However.
- work comes first, and unfortunately, you will be the second choice in his eyes.
- that fact doesn’t stop him from getting you small trinkets or souvenirs that he thinks will amuse you or keep you calm for a period of time.
- he wants you to move on from him.
- he feels that you’re just wasting your time continuing to stick around and wait for him to reciprocate your love.
- he knows your in a fragile place, so he will push himself to be more supportive.
- all that he can muster.
- (which isn’t a lot 😧 but at least it’s SOMETHING.)
- yeah…It’s upsetting, but that’s my best guess on how he’ll act as reaper.
87 notes · View notes