#look i’m trying my best ok..

[duhnova]

TRACKING: novasverse

i’ve finally decided to make a tracking tag because i’ve been missing a lot of content recently with my inactivity.

anyone is free to use it (we don’t have to be moots but don’t be afraid to say hi if that’s the case! ^ - ^ i don’t bite i promise)

you can tag me in fanart, edits, gifs, fics, ect. and it can be for any group/soloist! (but if you happen to have content for any of my biases ^o^ especially seventeen)

#novasverse #tracking tag #— [ 💭 ] nova thoughts #i finally decided to post this because i’ve been missing content #i have no idea how to tag this #look i’m trying my best ok.. #but if you could boost this that would be nice 🥺 #userhev #useryjunies #dokyeomblr

[ryan-waddell11]

Eddie would use this as a way to flirt. IM CONVINCED.

#eddie munson #joseph quinn #stranger things #stranger things vol 1 #eddie munson stranger things #stranger things 4 #the hellfire club #joe quinn #netflix #eddie deserves better #actual love of my life #stranger things vol 2 #eddie munson graduated #loml energy #i’m looking respectfully #corroded coffin #the best dungeon master #eddie in s5 #eddie as kas #he’s trying ok?? #how to flirt #by Eddie Munson #eddie coded #love him #he’s one of my favorites

[jellyjamheadobb]

#But like fr #you know when you have your regular family #And then there’s the distant “wealthy” side of the family #and they’re literally all weirdos and assholes #one of my older cousins had a baby shower #and they’re from that side of the family (she’s ok though) so of course they invited them #And after being stared down by one of my second(?) aunts bc recently word got out that I have a girlfriend (wow holy shit I’m a butch!) #I was talking to one of my normal cousins about my car and how I plan on getting new seats for it #It has really old leather-y seats and I wanna get the cushy fabric kind #and she just pops into the conversation and says “why don’t you just get a new car? The one you have is so ugly <3” #like what #i have a vw beetle and I actually love it so fuck you (also I don’t have that kind of money to get a new car but shh) #my cousin and I exchanged that “uhhmmm😬” look with each other lol #awkward #But I just say “oh yeah I’ll think about it :)” #While I internally try to explode her with my mind #But anyway #rey rambles #meme #dumb shit #memes #funny #relatable memes #funny memes #lol #best memes #lmao #tumblr memes #twitter memes #dank memes

[critterishere]

Susie part 2

still trying to make a design for her bc the last drawing was definitely not her DFDFGJGG

#deltarune #deltarune fanart #susie deltarune #traditional drawing #traditional art #drawing #sketch #my art #art #fanart #ok but for some reason i yassifiy every character i draw digitally and it’s weird #but drawing the designs traditionally actually lets me draw more crustier designs #(weird way of putting it but it’s the best way i can say it.) #with the deltarune designs i’m trying to make the monsters look idk like monsters ((bc monster design is my passion lmao))

[ariesbilly]

Giffing with any sort of skill beyond slapping text on and minor coloring really is a full day commitment like I haven’t even started the editing process yet and I’m exhausted just thinking about it i hope yall appreciate gifmakers

#all I did was gif the scenes I need and was like ok time for a break 😂 #this is why I don’t do fancy stuff often it’s so laborious #and also they never come out how they look in my mind I simply am not that talented lmao but I’m trying my best! #yall better reblog this set when it’s done it’s billy and max that’s all I can say

[5tupidusrnam3]

I was going to change my blog to attempt to make it look nice but I forgot to show my new sona thingy

it’s like a scribble thing and that’s why I made it kind of like an animation so you can see that but I don’t know if it’s clear that’s why I’m saying that

I like red now too so that’s why the backgrounds red because red is nice

please tell me if the red color is too strong or something. I’m a little worried that it’s like something that hurts peoples eyes because this red is what I want my blog color to be

#when my blog is changed I’m gonna try my best to make it readable and not paintful to look at #ok bye bye now waving emoji #object sona #Also this is meant to be an object oc I don’t know if it looks like it because it doesn’t have the classing bfdi limbs and that awesome smi #I’m gonna post more art with this style of limbs and eyes because I really enjoy drawing like that now #The past bye was a lie this is the real one #Object show community #osc #object show #osc oc

[ventismacchiato]

CAN WE SEE UR GENSHIN TEAM?

NO CUS LAST TIME I SHOWED IT YOU GUYS BULLIED MY BUILDS 😞😞

#kai mail 💌 #like i’m trying my best pls don’t look at how scara is still level 50 ok

[itsanauxine]

Bonus from yesterday’s birbs

I have a caffeine problem, Aziraphale does not :D

Crowley wants to sleep

#aziraphale can’t handle it lmao #ineffable birds #art #my art #good omens #bird omens #birds #pencil #crowley #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #colored pencil #good omens art #ok look I don’t have a tan colored pencil in my set I’m trying my best with Aziraphale ToT #anyway when I was in Italy a few weeks ago I had espresso like every day #it was genuinely awesome #also a local place sells double shots for like $2.50 and it’s pretty good too #may or may not have a redbull next to me finishing drawing this lmao

[the-bisexual-a-genda]

Feeling deeply tired of my family hours.

#it’s ok #I’m so tired #why don’t you have to watch what you say #no we don’t have to be told to watch what we say #because we have a fucking filter #and we notice people are getting upset before they yell or cry #or at least I fucking do #there’s so much I don’t do and say to not upset you #and I can never tell you because guess what you’ll get upset #everything I do is for this fucking family the only reason don’t kill myself is for your feelings #and you think you’re catering to me #I can’t tell you how I really feel because every time I do you make me feel worse #I never minded no one noticing how hard I try #that was always the point quiet little things to help things go smoother #a mediator a listener #that’s me that’s Klaryssa she just does that she likes it #and I do #I love helps I really do #but I also do it because sometimes it feels like no one else will #mom cleans what no one notices #I say let’s look at this from eachothers point of view #I go hey is that really the best way to say that #I’ve been cleaning up emotional messes for yeaaasrs #and you you go why is it on me to consider your feelings #because that’s what people do #I’m asking you to change your phrasing because it hurts #and you don’t understand why you don’t understand why #you just want to know why #I’ve been trying to explain for years #why is it my fault you still don’t understand

[electric-friend]

as a massive fucking angst fan who loves angst but wishes for more stede angst to match the masses of ed angst,,,, look, fucked up thought to have in some ways, but… i wish people would give stede more vices. like, the guy who was like “that’s a tough question” to being asked if he wanted to live, who agreed he was a monster who ruined everything for everyone all the time, who got drunk to cope with feeling unwanted when he went back home? idk, man. almost all stede angst is just him crying. and it would be so fucking cathartic to have him drinking to cope or eating his feelings or losing his appetite or thinking of ending it or punching a wall or tearing his hair out or something. more than just crying. sorry for this lol.

#stede bonnet #ofmd #gentlebeard #look i’m gonna post actual specific ideas in a post that has at least some merit sometime in the future rather than being vague but for now #just general shit #ok now i wanna be careful with this so i might over-tag for cws and use weird tags for them but like i’m trying my best #tw suicide #tw ed #not really but soft mentions of stuff and idk what tag to use but i wanna be careful #cw alcohol #tw sh implied #idk dude #i really don’t wanna trigger anyone but i wanted to broadcast my post with tags anyway

[aquaheartgirl]

“the idea that ‘aging is unnatural and if you don’t spend a lot of time and money trying to minimize or cover up the effects it has on your face and skin (with makeup, surgery, avoiding the sun, etc) then you will be less valued as a person and be miserable’ is awful and toxic and causes a lot of damage to society and individuals alike”

and

“everyone’s body belongs to them and it is their choice what to do with it, including wearing or not wearing makeup, modifying their body or not, trying to reduce the effects of aging or just letting it happen, or anywhere in between”

and

“no one should ever be pressured (either directly or indirectly, intentionally or subconsciously) to look a certain way or put a certain amount of effort (whether that’s a lot or none at all) into how they present themselves”

are all statements that CAN AND SHOULD COEXIST

#I’m tired of seeing posts that are like ‘embrace aging! it’s toxic to not want to age!’ #and like #YES it is toxic to believe that you have to fight aging at every step #and spend a lot of time and money for what will ultimately be a losing battle #but also on the other hand #I DO NOT WANT TO AGE #AGING IS A DISEASE #SOME SCIENTISTS ARE LITERALLY SAYING THAT #aging is a DISEASE that we may even CURE someday #and if I want to try to prevent wrinkles and eat a little bit better and wear a little bit of makeup #(ACTUALLY a little bit bc I suck at it and it takes up time) #I think that’s not only ok but morally correct as long as it’s my decision and not the influence of toxic culture #I do not want to age I do not want to ever look old I do not want to BE old or die #can we stop saying it’s wrong to want to be our best selves #AS LONG AS we each define ‘best’ FOR OURSELVES #for me ‘best self’ means feeling healthy and looking good #and getting older impedes both #for you it may not matter to your self-image and that’s great #or you may love spending a lot of time on your appearance and THAT’S GREAT TOO #ahg

[drunk-poets-society]

The thought of going to college is filling me with immense despair and I’m half thinking of dropping out

#I cant do this anymore godammit #i want to SCREAM #I know shipping characters won’t pay the bills but I wish it did #I just wish things weren’t hard anymore I want to play on easy mode. a tutorial mode even. I just. don’t want to do this anymore #I don’t want to! I cant! i cannot!!!! I am sick of disappointing people! I’m sick SICK SICK OF IT! #just another month I’ll be through with this I say #gosh I just need to hold out for just that much longer #I hate when people keep expectations from me! I hate it! Stop it!! stop telling me that I have the ‘capacity to do well’ I don’t! I am #exhausted and average at best! there is nothing I am outstanding in! I am just average! stop stop stop stop expecting that I’ll do something #remarkable in life when I’m just looking forward to dying as soon as possible! stop it! stop it!! #it drives me insane I want to punch a wall it’s driving me INSANE #I am average at everything ok? I’ve made my peace with it. I’m not destined for greater things. I’m studying for a pretty worthless degree. #I don’t even want this degree. I didn’t even choose it. I don’t want to do it. I don’t! I really don’t. #it drives me insane whenever people tell me that I don’t give my 100% in my academics. yes I don’t. I don’t because if I do I will self #destruct. last time I gave it my all I became so severely depressed that I quit everything I quit doing everything I loved. it was horrible #I gave it my all in the way people want you to and the whole time I was suffering and then I failed #it really does affect you when you for once try your absolute best and the result you get is worse than if you didn’t try at all #I was better off slacking. so ever since I’ve done the bare minimum and come to terms with the fact that I am average at best and I’m much #better off being average at best instead of being an absolute failure after doing my absolute best #they say that school doesn’t matter in the long run I hope it’s true because those scars haven’t faded still #the brain damage was irreparable #eugh I hate it here #delete later

[cryptid-on-a-string]

My place in the friend group is “Just a little guy who won’t shut up about their niche hobbies/interests every second all the time”

#for example #One time a few months ago one of my friends literally had to look me in the eye and say #Ok. Nobody else here fucking knows or cares about synchronized swimming. we dont know what you are fucking talking about #and that really kinda put things into perspective for me #I’m trying my best to shut the fuck up whenever I can but no matter how hard I try I just keep bringing things up #and i know im like the only one in the room whos into those certain specific things and nobody else really understands or cares #Why can’t I shut up why can’t I shut up why can’t I shut up #I don’t mean to do it I promise it just happens I’m so sorry #fuck this kinda turned into a vent I didn’t mean to write that much #sorry :( #How the fuck does anyone even tolerate being my friend I feel so bad about all of this

[deus-ex-mona]

omg iv in the love&kiss novel confirmed??????

#jk lol he’s been mentioned in a flashback in chapter 1 so— #just take a look at how long some of these chapters are man… #why did i even decide to tl this when i have tons of other things to do… oh well. #i’ll try to finish mona’s event by tomorrow… then comes the first chapter of heart no chikai… then i’ll run back to this lxl novel… ig #rinse and repeat for a ✨questionable✨ time… #omg honeypre pls no ft4 event for november plsssss i have no time for it nowwwwwww #i wanna try to finish the novels by november so that i can focus on vol 3 of idol sengen in december… #…that and i’m probably gonna be busy with the ✨move✨ in december so… #omg what even is time management aaaaaaaa #oh well… at least i’ve managed to find the best songs for focusing on tling… yuno’s teardrop and mmj’s if go— #and omggg i just remembered that my copy of p5r is on its way rn aaaaa i wanna play it but i??? aaa— #ok how tf did i end up rambling about my poor time management skills and decision making in the tags of this? oh well… #it is suiyoubi my dudes

[jackklinemybeloved]

oh no I’m combining sam winchester thoughts with thoughts about my most recent blorbo… 5 dead 12 injured…

#listen like. #hm I have not been able to stop thinking about zerxus from calamity ok #and thinking about zerxus and the lord of the hells and then sam and lucifer… #like. he wanted to redeem the devil. he saw someone who was hurt and scared and angry and reached out #and he was fucking SCREWED OVER and he STILL TRIED #he’s being ripped apart by the devil and he’s still saying no you’re wrong! I’m gonna help you! I’m gonna fix you! this isn’t you! #imagining a better version of spn in my head oh… #like instead of running away from his and Lucifer’s differences sam reaches out #and says hey I will help you but you have to remember that humanity doesn’t deserve your wrath #and lucifer is like yes you’re the best human I’ve ever known I will keep you safe I will keep your brother safe etc I just want to be free #THEN lucifer exits the cage OR possesses sam and rips into him for Daring to think lucifer needed to be saved #by SAM? a broken man trying to fix the devil himself? the devil who didn’t do anything wrong because humanity is evil? #and then sam just dies and over and over again reaches out #still trying to redeem someone he can’t save. #anyway. anyway don’t look at this I’m having emotions about a Character and am using spn blogging to express that #sam winchester #sam and lucifer #zerxus ilerez

[victory-cookies]

bro I’ll never again be able to do it like I was doing it in high school

#I just read through my final essay for AP lang and the closing statement I wrote for my law class’ mock trial and they’re both such bangers #like genuinely the writing in both is better than what I could do today (to be fair at that time I had just taken a year of ap lang #and that had made me really really good at essays) #and like my valedictory! that shit ruled! I was told it was the best valedictorian speech most of my teachers had heard in a decade! #I was thriving! #Ok I wasn’t fully thriving but still. I had a 96% avg and was consistently churning out stellar work #plus I still had friends lol. uni has not been kind to me in that way #I miss it tbh. Like I defo had my ups and downs but god I was just such a different and better person then #I didn’t skip a single class in high school. Nowadays I skip half my lectures. #I just found out my com class is done with marked attendance so you bet your ass I’m gonna stop going to that! #like high school me could have never. high school me had 100% in bio 97% in physics and 96% in chem #and was looking forward to a career in stem. lol #anyway I’m just reminiscing #when I think about my childhood I get painfully nostalgic. When I think about high school I just feel sad that I’ve fallen so far #I miss being a good student who the teachers all liked who was in clubs and sports and leadership and the arts #and I recognize I could become that again if I really worked at it #but idk. something’s changed #I think I’m burnt out first and foremost. And then I just don’t care as much anymore. and as a result I’ve really stopped trying as hard #and it’s too bad #bro what happened to this post I was just gonna poke fun at myself for writing better in grade 11 than I do now years later #and then I had to get all sad about it