#many thots this evening

[mysterycitrus]

dc character combos that don’t really exist rn but definitely would if warner bros discovery handed me the wheel:

1. oracle and cyborg — bro this would be SO sexy. loss of personhood and autonomy + liberation through information and technology??? VISIONARY. they could talk about how their dad’s are kinda fucked up. they both love accidentally adopting children. i need a limited series STAT

2. starfire and poison ivy — litchrally the photosynthesis gang. womanhood and the violent loss of self and the unending horror of feeling. u want to protect what u love and u are feared for it. maybe they could kiss!! know their wrath!!!!

3. mr miracle and nightwing — oh! u can never stop performing! ur father is always with u and he has hurt so many people!! can u escape ur own fate? do u want to escape? u want the fighting to stop and yet u hold the sword. u also think tall women are super hot.

4. damian wayne and bart allen— i have no explanation for this aside from that it would be deeply hilarious

#many thots this evening #dick grayson #oracle #barbara Gordon #cyborg #starfire #vic stone #nightwing #poison ivy #dc comics #spokes #damian Wayne

[l3viat8an]

My head is dumb filled with thought of Lucifer putting a collar on us not only for our punishment but for the brothers as well cause we had an orgy in his office. The collar is enchanted to make we don't touch ourselves and alert the Lucifer if his brothers decided to get intimate with us

Nsfw

Honestly- I’d rather have to put a collar on and behave then clean Lucifer’s office up after an orgy jsjsjsj

But imagine how frustrating it’ll be after a week-(probably longer- because Lucifer’s having fun with the punishment -_-)

Everytime you think it’s safe to touch yourself, your phone rings and it’s always Lucifer!! Now you could ignore him….but that’s just not a good idea he’ll find you and then you definitely won’t be coming- so instead you answer and everytime it’s the same thing, “I know you can’t help yourself darling, but what have I told you? That’s right. You’re not allowed to touch yourself. This is your punishment.” clicking his tongue and hanging up before he can even hear your protests-

#he’d be such an ass 😩 #even worse if it’s one of the other boys trying to touch you- #hmmmm #many thots #moot mail! #obey me! #obey me poly reader #obey me smut #ro rambles

[anonymouscheeses]

I'm gonna be shitting and screaming and starting fights if Sera becomes a villain. I can't take sibling angst, Sera loves Emily I swear guys believe meeee.

#im making a fanfic of two and a half halos and the mc is Emily and it focuses alot on her and sera's dynamic #ill probablg send it here when im done. in 100 years because i havent finished a fic in 20 centuries #hazbin hotel sera #seraphim #hazbin sera #emily hazbin hotel #hazbin emily #hazbin hotel emily #emily seraphim #hazbin hotel #PLEASE DONT MENTION HAND PLACEMENF PLEASE /S #I WAS DRAWINF THIS AT 3 AM AND I KEPT BLACKINF OUT BUT I KNEW ID LOSE MOTIVATION IF I DIDNT FINISH #I DIDNT NOTICE UNTIL I WAS DONE SO PLS JST- IDK. JST LOOK AT MY BABIES #i headcanon Sera as trans. for pride month i have the idea of putting every ship and character under their pride flags #sooo sera is gonna be covered with a trans flag and emily... also trans becauze everyone is trans becauze o said so #charlie is ALSO trans because i said so #i came up wit trans sera on my own(idk if it existed be4 but i jst thot of it and got all happy cuz she is so trans idc) but #i freaking love trans emoly and trans charlie so for a bit i felt wrong for hc so many characters as trans #rhen i woke up one day and was loke. yeah idgaf they all trans cuz theres not enoigh #like im not gonna ALAAYS depict them as trans except sera(she is 100% trans to me) i like the other hcs for fun. im so srs for sera i 💜 her #sera just wants to hug her huggable sister sometimes and thats ok! 💜💜 #art #fanart #artists on tumblr #digital art #*in stupid egg boy voice* i wish Sera would hold ME in her arms... 😔 #gave them snouts because i cannot deal with the no noses. it genuinely disturbs me. have yall SEEN velvettes side profile omfg 😨 #my babies... i just want them to be happy. why must there be sibling angst... they jst want to do whats right ☹️ #im gonna fight to protect Sera from spme of yall fr fr cuz she do not deserve to be SO hated. JST. JST GET TO KNO HER I SWEAR SHE COOL #like i get it. what she doin is wrong. but if you was in her shoes you know you would do the same dont even lieeee 😨

[13eyond13]

You know even if L and Light were both extremely heterosexual men, I still don't get how either one of them wouldn't find it alarmingly sexy that the other one was secretly trying THAT hard to constantly impress them and read their mind and personally entertain them and trip them specifically and ONLY them up

#like im sorry but #cant get much more romantic than that? #would somebody try that hard simply because they wanted to be your bro or because they did not care for you in any personal way at all? #no #idk why im making so many posts these days btw #i just keep getting hit with lawlight thoughts about the lawlight thots #like the steps of planning light went through to make the entire yotsuba arc happen?? #this is why he is the gone girl / amazing amy of the pair #it's like ok that's definitely scary and very insane of you but also maybe kinda hot hahahaha #and this is exactly what Alessandro Juliani meant when he said he thinks they have a real affinity for each other im sure #like he's probably a straight dude but even he was like dang they r in love #light yagami #l lawliet #lawlight #p

[northern-passage]

i've been thinking a lot about the word "representation" and what it means and how it's changed over the last few years, particularly when it comes to the writing/publishing landscape but also in movies and tv shows… and i really don't like it anymore. to be clear, of course i think it's important to have diversity in your work, i'm not saying i hate the concept of representation. but i do really dislike the way it's used now, and i really just hate the word itself

in a broader sense it's just become a marketing tool. i'm not impressed by any publisher or author who just describes their book by listing all of the minorities/identities the characters represent as if that should be enough. it feels very gross, very exploitative and disingenuous. it also really bothers me because it's always marginalized identities- which i understand Why, but it feels very othering to me (and again. Very exploitative as an advertisement). you would never list out "cishet able-bodied white man" as a character description to pat yourself on the back over. so why do it to everyone else? why insinuate that one is the "default" and the other one is "special"? (and when i say this i'm mainly talking about advertisements/marketing. i understand why people would specify about characters in descriptions with the plot, but i don't like to see an ad that's just "this book has gay people!" with nothing else)

which then leads me to my other point, which is that a lot of people treat "representation" as if it's "too hard." like "oh i don't know enough to write about that, i don't have that experience, etc" which is a fair way to feel! however… it's weird that people only say this about writing trans characters or characters of color. i'm writing a story right now with a character who is really into motorcycles. i personally do not know that much about motorcycles, so i researched what parts are what & what different kinds of models there are & what basic bike care looks like. i guarantee Most people will have to google something at some point in their writing process. so what's the problem? it also, again, feels very othering when authors treat certain groups of people as "impossible" to write, "too hard" to understand. they are just.. people. you write them as a person. and then you figure out the rest later.

and i think part of the refusal or fear to write something outside of your experience is because of the way representation is treated as So Special. these characters are So Special that they aren't allowed to be anything other than "representation." they're Not allowed to be characters with complex emotions and interesting motivations, they have to just be Trans or Gay or Disabled or whatever. they're not allowed to be people. which means, at the end of the day, we loop right back around to where we were at the start….

there is bad representation. there are depictions of certain marginalized people that are harmful and that are damaging, i'm not trying to minimize that or argue against it at all, in fact we should all be mindful of that while writing and reading. but i also think it's possible to swing too far in the opposite direction as well and put certain groups of people on a pedestal and not allow them to do anything at all but be Perfect Representation, if that makes sense.

#anyways. is this anything #sorry i dont have anything insightful to say at the end here i just wanted to ramble #especially abt the way ppl market books now it like. genuinely disgusts me #cannot imagine marketing tnp in that way. my characters are many things AND they are trans. and their transness #is not just a flashy feature for attracting attention #also i do understand the fear of 'getting it wrong' but that's why you have beta readers or even actual sensitivity readers #that's why you ask for feedback. especially in this space like... people will give it #that's what makes sharing your process and early draft in this community so rewarding #and there's also just the reality that no matter what you do some people will Not like it 🤷 #and ime a lot of ppl look at representation very individualistically #as in it's only good representation if it represents Me #which sucks. and you're never going to please those people #ANYWAYS also to be clear this is not a vague or meant to be targeted at any one person please don't be fucking weird #this is just some thots i've had recently esp since ive seen the representation conversation pop up quite a few times #and since i've been doing research for characters in my other project #personal

[the-darklings]

Older women loving Aemond would totally be into Wanderer, especially when she tells him stories of other realms.

He would find Wanderer fascinating at the least. Though given his nature, I see more of deep running fascination bordering on obsession initially—just something that itches beneath his skin as he’s shown to hold onto emotions/ideas to a festering degree. Especially given the fact I imagined Wanderer being around 500 when she would meet that generation of Targaryens/the Dance. Wanderer sees clean through him. See behind the eye (they’ve seen worse, and have experienced worse), behind the ambition (yes, he would be a better king, but tells him plenty rule without a crown; a crown is a symbol for the figurehead but loyalty of the land doesn’t always reside with the figurehead), not to mention Vhagar.

Just imagine Aemond having the biggest oh MomentTM while Wanderer bows deeply to his dragon who inhales puffing breaths of her scent and seems to melt with recognition, the snarling growls falling silent. Wanderer stroking those battle-worn scales with loving affection (likely the first time Aemond sees genuine softness and something other than mild indifference/annoyance while at the court), murmuring to the she-dragon in old Valyrian, talking about Visenya to the dragon as if they’re all old friends. Wanderer is some bizarre, ancient, otherworldly individual who looks no different than most people in King’s Landing and he finds it maddening and magnetic all in the same breath.

#i see the mytho of wanderer being passed down from heir to heir. king to king from aegon’s days. #a sort of guiding star to the dragons who are lost—a true north. a dragon is only ever at peace when roaming the starlit skies #obsessed with the of aemond pining after wanderer who can’t even stay without everything around Westeros falling #into an even deeper shit #someone diplomatic but also cunning enough to give him those tips. #he needs only to stay by his brother’s side. become his shadow. rule from them. #the realm will be better for it. wanderer is not doing it so aemond has power but so the people don’t suffer. #many many thots. #asks #i need a tag for this #hmmm #🌌 starlight dragon au

[worstloki]

I don’t ship Thor and Loki but I do believe that Thor is the only one who would really be able to appreciate Loki being underdressed

#Thor's a thot but he's also a victorian man swooning over an ankle or a neckline that doesn't go halfway up Loki's neck #Loki wears 3/4 sleeves and Thor keeps looking at him like who is this??? #Loki’s told Thor to cover up too many times for Thor not to double take. triple take. maybe a few more times even—

[kithj]

blood4blood was a little under two weeks of work; i really want to try and push myself to make shorter text games with strict deadlines, as opposed to my longer, more elaborate games. i was inspired to make this mainly when i saw strawberry jam, and i decided to make something that i could also submit to queer vampire jam. i set out to showcase two polar opposites of the lesbian sex experience, with a stone main character, and the added complexity of vampirism. not all-encompassing by any means, but i enjoy writing the kind of sex that i personally feel doesn't get represented properly (if at all) in more mainstream media.

i'm going to talk a bit about both blood4blood and bleeding heart under the cut

if you've read any of my other more recent work then at this point it's very obvious i love lesbian vampires. "reclaiming" feels too strong of a word, but i do like using this typically negative archetype of the lesbian vampire and giving a more nuanced depiction of it; the exploration of what society has deemed "monstrous." the fear of being predatory, the fear of hunger, desire, and sex, the potential for harm that every person carries. vampirism is very versatile as a metaphor.

i think of one of the scenes in stone butch blues, when Jess is first learning about butch/femme dynamics and sex, and Jacqueline tells her that she has the potential to make a woman feel both pleasure and pain, and knowing that, and knowing the difference, is what would make her a good lover.

i like depicting vampirism in this way. and i've ranted previously about why i dislike "ethical vampires" and this is why: because it's a metaphor!

in Bleeding Heart, Cecilia grievously harms her brother, potentially killing him, and can also kill Sawhill or Emina. yes, in the narrative she kills them, but it's not meant to be read so cut and dry.

i didn't want Sawhill (or even her brother) to be these Evil figures oppressing Cecilia, i wanted her killing Sawhill to feel kind of bad; he was misguided, but he was doing what he thought was right, and he did really love Cecilia. but it doesn't matter, because Cecilia can't love him in the way that he wants, and her telling him that, and being true to her nature, is what kills him. as someone who is still one foot in the closet myself, there's this looming threat over coming out. it can destroy relationships: with family, friends, coworkers. people will look at you differently, people may hate you, cut you off, disown you. while we live in a more accepting society now, this potential backlash and violence is still very real for a lot of people, and that's what i wanted to allude to. Sawhill is dead to Cecilia, both literally and metaphorically, because he cannot accept her.

and killing Sawhill causes a domino effect: Emina steps in to protect Cecilia, triggering the realization in her that she really is just like Cecilia. if Cecilia does not kill Sawhill, this doesn't happen, and Emina runs off, because she's not ready to face who she is in the way that Cecilia has done - Emina is trapped by Sawhill's expectations of her as his servant. Cecilia can even go so far as to kill Emina in her anger, by essentially trying to force her "out of the closet." all the while Darcy is there watching, ever present, this aspect of Cecilia that she can no longer repress.

in blood4blood, when writing Noor's route, i wanted both the player character and Noor to hold some kind of power. both can make the other feel good - both can make the other hurt. but in the end, they both lay everything out on the table, and choose to trust each other.

with Ramone, her and the pc are both butch, they are both vampires, they both feel like they have this inherent predatoriness to their desires and attraction. they've isolated themselves. but together they talk openly about what they like and don't like, and find pleasure in a way they both enjoy.

of course i could write these stories without including vampires, but i like the severity that it brings to the narrative. maybe it's dramatic, but i think it really emphasizes how dark and difficult these feelings can be for some people; it's not so easy to shrug off and ignore, it really does feel like you're cursed, that there's something wrong with you. and i like taking that and saying yes, there is something wrong with me; it will always be this way so long as society remains rigid and oppressive as it is. you know?

anyways. i love lesbian vampires 🖤

#i've been wanting to talk abt bleeding heart for a while hehe #i have so many thots abt lesbianism and vampirism and just monsters and queer identity in general #i hope my work acheives even a little of what im aiming for #my writing

[skunkes]

i know its not the same at all bc its obsession/romanticizing/idealizing but i really do love when people fixate on celebrities and even some fictional/animated characters (depending on level of detail) bc people do really fall in love with anything and everything always...

#like 2 years ago when i was going insane looking for steve buscemi gifs i saw soo many people #talking about how they thot he was gorgeous and they liked his eyes and. teeth! #and again its different when its a recognized person like this and adjacent right #but idk. it still makes me feel nice ykwim #its like the opposite of that ''dont insult x celebrity's appearance bc they wont hear it but your friend with the same features will'' #thing. except it feels good regardless #ive not heard anyone say anything like that about anyone with features like mine but i still feel good that ppl #like all sorts of features....! #even if they make up the face of a person who's conventionally attractive #does this make any sense? #i hope someday someone finds all of my badly generated face as wonderful as i find all the ''flaws'' on #people i like and like looking at... #talkys

[enbyblades]

my official rotb review:

okay

#NO SRS i have so many thoughts and feelings on this movie ok #but overall it was just very mid i think dhakfhskjf #like i loved the characters and their interactions!! but that doesnt save it from having a plot ive seen a million times before #and bumblbee 2018s plot was mid too dont get me wrong but the like. emotional character driven aspect is what i #absolutely loved about that movie #and they tried to do the same thing here #but i feel like #cuz of all the Stuff that was happening and all the characters that were introduced we didnt get as much time with them #so it just didnt hit as hard #i liked the parallels between optimus and noah!! but im also a bit torn on optimus . #i have so many thoughts but one thing i know for sure #donT EVEN GET ME STARTEDDD ON WHAT THEY DID TO BUMBLEBEE #AIRAZOR TOO FOR THAT MATTER. at least they rectified it with bumblebee. they hate women </3 #BUT WHAT THEY DID TO MY BOY HAD ME SO SHOCKED AND UPSET I LIKE. THOUGHT ABOUT LEAVING THE THEATER #not to be cringe but thats my comfort character my special son boy. i was so pissed off #and again they Fixed it but like. that was so stupid. that was so dumb. what was the point #anyway. many thots and feelings. #blades talks #rotb spoilers #even tho this is vague as shit sjakjfks #tf #oh yea also The Teaser. :/ lame 2 me but ok

[dancingisdangerouss]

#you know there are many reasons I don’t want kids #but this is a big one #I would never not be worrying about my child #the fact that there are 28 works supporting an adult x minor relationship #and even more people liking and commenting positively on them? #I am sickened #for the love of all that is good #GO GET HELP. #I’m not even being snarky or funny here #legitimately PLEASE seek help #if you find this content titillating you NEED to address it #be a decent damn person and address the problem instead of fueling it #penny for your thots #the black phone #the grabber #black phone #grabber #the black phone 2022

[majimasleftasscheek]

I do realise I might be annoying, trust me I do, but have you seen the video "Majima watching red bird Majima"? I found it today, and nobody else came to my mind except for you and your blog. I'm so sorry

not annoying at all! I have seen it and I love it kldjkljdfkljfd

I also love that you thought of me klKJLKLGDKLD

for those that haven't see it

#my friends always send me anything that even remotely has something to do with majima and that is the greatest honor #I have many thots about the majima family office and those have once again been rekindled

[stephaniedola]

i feel like the best way to get me to watch more movies would be if every time someone suggests a movie to me i ask "is there a book" cuz then id just read the book and if its good i want to watch the movie

#thots et al #thats how i watch so many movies ive realized #like i just realized the book im reading now has a movie and i got excited #idk i just really like adaptations even if theyre different its fun its interestin

[onlyhuis]

hellos it’s 🍜! been a while but i’m back again

recently this jun has been on my mind and i wanna share it with everyone :D

https://m.weibo.cn/status/5024353989427235?jumpfrom=weibocom

sorry it’s a weibo link i use that app mostly just to look at junhui pics that i can’t find elsewhere ahahaha

but this jun is so handsome ahhhh

link (sfw) - pics also below the cut!

NO I KNOW IVE BEEN SEEING THESE THE LAST FEW DAYS AND I WENT ???? i LOVE when cdramas/chinese shows have costumes and makeup like this its so fucking cool AND HE LOOKS SO GOOD WITH WHITE HAIR I SCREAMEDDDDDD reminds me of zb1 ricky but like one zillion times hotter bc i am biased and jun is the hottest and sexiest man in the world because i said so

#[💌] — asks #🍜 anon #[🐈] — jun visuals #hes SO hot it literally kills me when they do his makeup in this style it makes me feral and insane and deranged #the pics of him biting his finger...... whew Lord #dw LMAO i have weibo on my phone too even tho i cant make an account in the usa i like saving the pics directly #also also hope u have been well !! thinking many many thots about jun i hope <3

[nerdydowntherabbithole]

hi i love your fic! my theory on why it blew up is this fandom is starved for good fix it fics. we are deep sea creatures gathering around your story like a geothermal vent

FREDFBEFJEFBUF U KNO WHAT ABSOLUTELY VALID. I Just think Rain world is in need of a fixit SO bad. Like yeah Rivvy ending sweet u saved Moon congrats Pebbi redemption arc, but there is still the fact they are both broken beyond repair unable to leave and they're both dying and going to die slowly, and then there's Saint's path and it's an ice age and Pebbles is just sitting cold and alone in his own broken can being frozen like Moon was drowned and uhhh. Yeah I looked at that and said "Hmmm fuck that actually!"

#can you tell i have many thoughts #i like good endings #also i rlly wish we got to talk to like suns and nsh/the local group as a whole even once outside the lore pearls #u can ask me the weirdest things about rw/my fic i prob have thots abt it #anyway come here little creechurs i will keep you warm and feed u lol #downpour spoilers #just in case #Taking Life As Is #TLAI Fic #Umbilicals Severed AU

[tiodolma]

As much as i sht on merlin, he is actually very kind and does operate on his own moral compass. The fact that he let aithusa go and choose its own master was already very significant.

At that brief moment he did not follow the idealogy that gaius/kilgharrah drilled into him for 8 years that "magic should be used only for good." (wtv good means)

By giving his beloved Aithusa a choice, by not forcing it to stay with him (even when he could absolutely command it to), he reverted back to his original self from s1, to the Merlin who just wanted to be accepted and be free for who he was, to do what he wanted, to be kind and respect others' choices and agencies.

There is hope of healing for Merlin. His treatment of Aithusa showed us that the wide eyed innocent boy who arrived in Camelot was still there inside him.

And I guess it goes the same for Morgana. She was still deemed worth saving by the baby dragon, even when Merlin already gave up on her. She still had love and care left in her. A tiny bit of her heart is still the Morgana who looked away and raged at the king for killing innocent people.

Aithusa was the omen for hope for the world of magic. Kilgharrah was not wrong.

#aithusa #mergana #bbc merlin #bbc morgana #thots #essays #sorry i am emotional i have many emotions #where does arthur fit in all this #idk honestly #fear is a big factor #and arthur is the cause of that fear #arthurs fear must be eradicated or smth #easiest option is to kill him #hardest and longest is to educate him #but merlin always fail even tho he tried his best