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raven · 2 months
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sorry LOL You are so unserious if you genuinely think games dont need to be 60fps. And maybe should be dead in the ground
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pjsk-writin · 11 months
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hshfkcoeb REQUESTD OPEN okay so hear me out (may or may not have stolen this from my self insert) but like what if reader has their own sekai but is in another units group LIKE ITS A BIT ANGSTY LIKE “oh they found their true feelings to their own sekai within like 2-3 weeks and i havent found mine after like 2-3 years” so reader pulls a mafuyu main story and disappears into their own sekai for a few days with no warning (no one else is aware of their own sekai) and like one char gets access to it probably by snooping in their computer and just sees the sight of reader breaking down in said sekai $&2@9&/$; THE SEKAIS THEME CAN BE HOWEVER U CHOOSE BTW :3
can i request smth like that but with prsk boys (separately) + kanade? IDK I SEE IT JUST WORKING could be like where chars crushing on reader too… help is this complicated IF YOU DONT GET IT FEEL FREE TO IGNORE THIS thank you take care of yourself <3
OKAYAYAYYA SO . I LOVE THIS REQ SM BUT IF I DONT DO IT JUSTICE PLS LET ME KNOW </3 i just left readers sekai up to the readers choice lol <3 take care of urself too, i hope u like this !! <3
♡ MISSING TRUE FEELINGS - Akito Shinonome, Toya Aoyagi, Tsukasa Tenma, Rui Kamishiro and Kanade Yoisaki x Reader
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Akito:
The concepts of the Sekai and true feelings were honestly still very confusing to Akito, but he's happy that him and VBS are all working and growing together
The concept of true feelings was confusing to him, but he always liked to discuss the topic with you. You seemed to know a lot more than he did, for whatever reason
What you never revealed was that you've been searching for your true feelings for years now, and finding someone who has so soon was...more than disheartening
You disappeared for a few days, and Akito grows immensely worried. Sure, he had a crush on you, but he really was worried for your well-being
He went over to your house, having been there multiple times, and called your name. When he got no answer, he went to your room, and his heart sunk
He could see you, on your computer, breaking down in your Sekai. He was panicking, immediately looking for a way in to reach you
The moment he reaches you in your Sekai, he pulls you into a hug. You're obviously startled, but he doesn't care, simply holding you close
"Look, I don't know what's happening, but I'm here for you, alright?" He looks you in the eyes, his hands resting on your shoulders, "I'm here through it all for you." And even if you still didn't know your true feelings, his support got you through <3
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Toya:
When it comes Sekais, Toya doesn't really think hard about how they work. He mostly just goes there with his group, and works with them all through their true feelings
He's proud of VBS and himself for working through their true feelings, and he likes to talk about them with you. You were nice company, and you never seemed to mind
You did mind though, because you were someone who had been trying to figure your true feelings out for years. His success helped to highlight your own failure
You had disappeared for a few days, and Toya was more than concerned about it. He knew that he had to go see you, he didn't know what could've happened to you
He texted to let you know he was coming over, but you didn't even see the text by the time he got there. He looked around, immediately going to your room
The sight of you on your laptop, presumably in your Sekai breaking down, broke his heart. He looked around for a way to get to you before it was too late
The moment he entered your Sekai, he called your name to get your attention. He knew you were shocked, but he stood before you, itching to reach out for you
"You don't have to go through this alone." His voice was quiet, a new noise among your Sekai, "I found my true feelings, right? I'll try my best to help you find yours." His determination helped to inspire you. Maybe you really could find them after all <3
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Tsukasa:
Considering that the Wonderland Sekai was made from his own true feelings, Tsukasa has learned quite a bit about true feelings and Sekais
Besides the other members of Wonderlanders, he really enjoys your company! He rambles about finding his true feelings to you because he's proud
Although you're also proud of him, you've been hiding the fact that you've been looking for your true feelings for years. You felt like you would never find them
Tsukasa notices your disappearance almost immediately, and rushes to ask around about you. You were his close friend, his crush, he was so worried about you
He loudly announced his presence when he entered your home, but when he received no answer, he went to your room. He was in for a shock, to say the least.
There you were, in your own Sekai, breaking down. He could see you through the screen, and immediately moved to find a way to get to you
When he reaches your Sekai, he immediately calls your name in the most worried tone, sitting in front of you and grabbing your hands tightly
"My co-star, what happened?" He listens if you tell him, he leaves you alone if you don't. Either way, he squeezes your hands in his, smiling at you, "You should know that I'm always here for you! I always will be." He's determined to be the star you need <3
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Rui:
Rui is a curious soul, so he's always trying to find out as much as he can about Sekais and true feelings. He always craves to learn more and more
You were someone who always allowed him to indulge in his curiosities on Sekais and true feelings, but whenever he asked you on why you know so much, you dodged it
Truth was, you had been searching for your true feelings for years. While you liked being able to talk him through his, you felt very upset that you hadn't found yours
As someone who's pulled the disappearance act before, Rui knows to immediately be worried and look for you. He's been there for sure, he'll help you out
He goes over to your house, and immediately notices the absence of your presence. He goes to your room, looking around for any signs of you
He finds you then on your computer screen, breaking down all by yourself in your Sekai. It reminds him of himself, and he knows he has to reach you soon
"I can't say I know why you haven't found your true feelings yet, but I know what it's like to be alone." He looks you straight in the eyes, "You won't be alone through this anymore." He's so certain in his resolve that it helps you to believe him <3
He manages to get into your Sekai, and he doesn't say a word, sitting by your side and wrapping an arm around your shoulders. He leads you to rest your head on him
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Kanade:
Seeing as Niigo's Sekai is made from Mafuyu's feelings, Kanade is more than used to the concept of helping someone find their true feelings.
She's always looking for people to save, people to help, and she met you through these searches. She always had the feeling that you were hiding something from her...
And hiding you were, because you had been searching for your true feelings for years, by this point. You had felt like Mafuyu was closer to finding them than you'd ever been
You disappeared for a couple days, and Kanade was already getting deja vu. She went through the same with Mafuyu, and she already knew she needed to save you
For once, she left her house in favor of going to yours, unable to shake off the feelings of uneasiness as she entered your room
Her gaze went to your computer, and she felt her need to save you grow more intense as she saw you in the middle of your Sekai, crying your heart out
She knew the ways to enter the Sekai, and she was quick to make her way to you, sitting just across from you. She didn't touch you, not yet anyway
"...I'll save you too." You looked up at her in confusion, only to meet her determined gaze, "You haven't found your true feelings, right?...I'll help you. I promise I will." You're another person that Kanade wishes to help save, and she'll do everything she can <3
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peachhcs · 9 days
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Hiii!!
I was wondering if you could write something for samy and will based on this article: https://www.nhl.com/canadiens/news/my-man-mireille-boutin-on-michael-pezzetta?utm_source=twitter&utm_medium=post&utm_campaign=CHCcontent&utm_content=EN-0514-MyMan
Basically the nhl team’s media people asking the players’ significant other questions about them. Thanks so much :))
my girl: will smith on samy hughes
hughes!sister x will smith au (samy + will)
nhl elite prospects interviews will about samy & their relationship!
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this was suppperr cute to write. i swear will’s a yapper when it comes to talking about samy. i switched it from the article so it was will talking about samy, hope u don’t mind, but i loved this request!!
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"we've been best friends since we were kids. everything just makes more sense when i'm around her."
UNIVERSITY OF MICHIGAN — samy hughes is known for her tough offense on the soccer field.
but off the field, she's the "best person i've ever known," according to her boyfriend, will smith, a boston college forward.
while in san jose for a development camp, the nhl elite prospects were able to catch up with smith to ask him how he's been doing, including how his new relationship's been treating him.
TELL US ABOUT YOUR DYNAMIC GROWING UP.
it's funny because we never hung out by ourselves a lot when we were kids. i was pretty attached to her older brothers [quinn, jack, and luke] and she was attached to my sister [grace smith], so we never really hung out that much until we were older. although, we always got along. when we did hang out we enjoyed talking to one another and poking fun as if we were siblings. we really didn't get closer until i moved up to plymouth for the usntdp.
WHAT CHANGED YOUR RELATIONSHIP FROM FAMILIAL TO ROMANTIC?
at least for me, as i got older, my feelings started changing towards her. i started seeing her as an annoying sister less and less and the more we hung out when i was in michigan, the more attached i grew i guess. we started just..doing stupid stuff together and i just really liked hanging out with her. all the times where i thought the things we did together was just a sibling dynamic, i slowly realized it was a lot more than that.
WHAT DID YOU GUYS DO ON YOUR FIRST DATE?
i took her out to dinner in ann arbor and then we walked around for a bit before sitting on a bench and just talking for hours. it was definitely weird at first, but we eased into one another and it was fun getting to know her on a different level than what i've always known her as.
WHAT ATTRACTED YOU MOST TO HER?
her personality for sure. she's super outgoing, always knows what she wants, very independent, super caring. we're very similar in many aspects, hence why we're best friends. she looks up to her brothers a lot which i admire because i also look up to them. i also enjoy her extensive knowledge of hockey because of her family, so it's easy talking about the game with her. she's just always been someone i go to when i need a shoulder to lean on and it's just so easy with her, you know? i love getting to call her so we can talk about our days together.
OF COURSE, HOCKEY'S IN SAMY'S ROOTS. DO YOU GET HER ON THE ICE WITH YOU EVER?
oh yeah, 100%. whenever we're back at michigan or in boston, we're on the ice. she's the one dragging me outside sometimes so we can play 1v1 or something. she's always had that love for hockey even if she doesn't play competitively anymore. i also love seeing her out there because it's what bonded us when we were kids, so it's nice still getting to go out and do it with her. somehow she still beats me too. she doesn't play for 4 months and then we're back on the ice together she scores 3 goals before i can even get the puck in my possession. the guys chirp at me whenever that happens if they're around.
HOW OFTEN DO YOU WATCH HER SOCCER GAMES?
every single one of them are on my computer. it doesn't matter what i'm doing. as soon as the live stream starts, i'm booting it up to watch. the guys love watching her play, so i always get to turn it on the tv and then we scream at the stream for two hours together.
SPEAKING OF THE GUYS, WE HEARD SHE HAS A GREAT RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR LINEMATES AS WELL.
leno and perreault absolutely adore her which i think is really sweet. i was a little worried when i first introduced all of them back when we moved to mich, but the three of them grew close really quickly. sometimes i think they're more excited to see her than i am and that's saying a lot.
WE HEARD HUGHES IS A GREAT COOK. HAS SHE COOKED ANYTHING FOR YOU?
when we're at the lake house she loves cooking all of us breakfast. she makes a great omelette and french toast, like, the best i've ever had. we all go crazy for her breakfast in the mornings.
DO YOU GUYS EVER TRAIN TOGETHER DURING THE SUMMER LIKE RUNNING OR WORKING OUT?
i'm not a huge runner, but sometimes i will run with her when she goes out, or i'd bike along side her. our training schedules are pretty different, but when we're in the offseason we'd occasionally hit the gym together or do some casual workouts that won't kill us. she knows what the hockey training is like so it's no stranger to her when she does follow my lead. soccer, on the other hand, is a lot more sprints and footwork which is sometimes helpful for me.
CAN YOU TELL US ABOUT SOME OF SAMY'S BEST QUALITIES?
shes a huge team player. she's always looking out for those girls on her soccer team, helping them run drills, being someone to talk to—i really admire her for that. she's got a real big heart too. her love is so contagious. she's dependable, trustworthy, kind, beautiful—the list could go on coming from me.
ANY LAST WORDS YOU WANT US TO ADD?
i love her, haha. our parents knew way before us that we would end up together before we even knew. we've been best friends since we were kids. everything just makes more sense when i'm around her. this is probably corny, but i wanna spend the rest of my life with her. she's my rock.
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ghostgirl101 · 1 year
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hey, i really like ur writing and idk if ur working on something rn but when you can and if you want to, could you possibly write some ben drowned x reader kissing headcanons? (only if u r comfortable w/ that ofc!) ur literally my favorite writer on this app nd i literally read everything u post lol so even if u don’t do this ty anyway and have a nice day/night and take care of urself!!🩷
Kissing BEN Drowned Would Be Like This:
A/N: Sure, I'm comfortable with that; this is kind of a whole affection headcanon thing, which I've only just realised now I'm reading it over 🙃 I'm glad you like my writing, hope you enjoy this one, take care of yourself too 😀 Also, should I start making a taglist for my creepypasta posts? If you're interested, let me know.
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🎮• So. If you're expecting BEN to be an absolute gentleman who asks for your permission before giving you any form of affection, or is a bit bashful to initiate it...
🎮• Haha. Sorry.
🎮• I mean, he'd never push your boundaries or deliberately make you feel uncomfortable when you guys are being intimate somehow, but he's not gonna be shy about it. That's because it takes a bit of time for him to warm up to the idea of physically coming out of the screen and materializing himself enough for you to hug him and everything safely, without getting electrocuted or whatever.
🎮• Another factor is that after all he's been through, the idea of letting himself be that vulnerable around people is a bit of a daunting one, even if it's you, someone who he's learned to trust and get close to until it gets to this point.
🎮• So, well done to you, for earning the ultimate sign of trust from this maniac virus boy. Chances are that after you hint at wanting to be able to kiss him or something, he's gonna act all teasing and dismissive about it, but what you don't know is that the thought stays in his mind after you've finished up on the computer and gone to bed. He watches you silently from the camera on your open screen (that he's insisted you keep open for him to check in on you) and lets the idea of it grow into a nice, tempting one.
🎮• So get ready for yet another burst of an adrenaline rush as BEN gives you the scare of your life when he comes crawling out of the screen as you wake up in the morning, scattering your desk trinkets and stuff all over the place in the process. BEN has very pale blonde hair in his humanish form, almost white, and even paler skin, with empty black and red eyes, sometimes glitchy... you probably know already. BEN's eyes bleed lightly even when he's not upset, but seem to gush blood when he is. But even with the whole horrifying appearance, somehow, he manages to make himself look handsome. Don't tell him, though, or he'll tease you about it and probably won't ever forget it.
🎮• When you get over the initial shock of him literally just spawning into your room, he stays completely indifferent, if not a bit amused, because isn't this what you wanted? It's not like he bites. Unless you're into that sort of thing.
🎮• BEN is a bit apprehensive at first, because, let's be real, you're his first kiss. His life was twisted into an electronic form when he was really young, and so human touch is almost a completely foreign experience to him at this point, so he will start slow. He might flinch a couple of times, but dismisses it and tells you to go on, that he wants to get used to it. And he does.
🎮• When he does, that's when you've got his chaotic bursts of affection energy to deal with. He loves catching you off guard; you could be doing anything, working or hanging around or whatever, and then he's suddenly there behind you, and you get the tiniest of electric shocks as BEN grabs you effortlessly and refuses to let go for a solid five minutes while you fidget in his glitching but strong arms and glare at him.
🎮• The first thing you'll end up doing is hugging, because he likes the feel of being close in somebody's arms in a way he didn't think he could be before. You're warm and he's consistently cold, leading to you having to slap at his hands when he slides a hand down your back or something bratty just to make you squeal and shiver. They draw out into cuddle sessions, another thing he likes, and will ultimately go soft over. There have been many times when you've managed to fall asleep in BEN's arms, and that's one of the rare times where he'll let all his guard down and fiddle with your hair or play with your jewelry or just stare at you with a newfound feeling of protectiveness and fondness.
🎮• Now for the actual kissing part 🙃 I need to say that it really isn't a first "kiss." It's the first of many long makeout sessions, because BEN will drag it out as much as he can, and then stop abruptly when you least expect it, just to be a tease and wanting more. I see it happening when you're rambling about something or other, and he's out in the real world instead of in a screen, when you realize that your faces are inches apart, and he has a blank, frustrating unreadable look on his face.
🎮• And, before you can say anything, he'll take the plunge before he can think about it any more, leaning in and brushing his lips against yours, but waiting for you to accept it and move in too. It starts off surprisingly soft and sweet, until BEN starts getting addicted to the new, intimate sensation, and tries deepening it. Then it's less sweet and more intense, and (sorry for the cliche lol) electric. He tastes kind of appley, and his lips are cold and soft. BEN will carry on going, further and further, to the point of you ending up breathless and him pulling away with a stunned look on his face. That look morphs into his usual mischievous smirk after he recovers in a few moments, and he raises a brow in amusement at your wide eyes and swollen lips, probably with a snarky little "Not bad."
🎮• After you've done it once, you're gonna end up doing it a whole lot more. There are hardly ever any proper warnings apart from BEN gradually moving in closer and being more teasing and flirty, or on sadder days where painful memories of the past come creeping back to haunt him, a source of comfort and reminder that he's still here and has another reason to be alive and basically immortal. It's not just to drive people to insanity and infect their systems with disturbing things until they crack, or whatever other motives he has. Now, there's you, someone who he's decided he needs to look out for and be with in any possible way.
🎮• Like I said, kissing BEN Drowned usually ends in suggestive makeout sessions and the like, because that's just BEN all over. But they're one way he's discovered he can show he cares, and so he'll keep doing it if you want him to, without any hesitation. Realistically, the boy is beyond touch starved, and so that all pours into the affections he gives you. To anyone else, he's a twisted, demon-like boy who makes peoples' lives hell by getting into their heads through ways they can't control, but to you and you only, he'll let himself become more and more vulnerable, until you see that really, he still was and is Ben.
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wh0iskyra0 · 3 months
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Teen!Gojo x black fem teen!reader
Pt.1 Meeting
W.C- 686
A/N- Their ages will change throughout the series(if i make it a series). This is also a modern AU (no curses.)
Codes- (f/f) =former friend
(Name) was a hardworking high school student whose always trying their best with work they are given and their job.
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(name pov)
I walked through the door of my apartment that I shared with a former “friend” to hear her getting her back blown out again this week. I threw my bag on the floor and threw myself on the couch. “I'm getting tired of this shit” I say rolling to look at the tv. The sounds of moans and groans coming from her room where pissing me even more, I sit up and walk over to her door and banged on the door “(f/f), IM TIRED OF YOU GETTING YOUR FUCKING BACK BLOWN OUT!” I said. I heard the bed stop its annoying squeaking and a few whispers then her door opened. “Look, (name) my bad I'm actually getting something, and you just you know…you” she said while looking me up and down I looked at her and walked away she closed her door. I walked over to the couch and lay down and started to drift to sleep.
The next morning
I sat up from where I was sleeping “Hey (name) I'm sorry about last night, also I have a MASSIVE headache. Do you have any tylenol?” she said, propping herself on the counter I just looked at her and rolled my eyes, I got up and walked to my room to grab the tylenol. After I changed into something more comfortable I grabbed my bag.I walked out of my room and to the living/kitchen area “Here.” I said throwing her the bottle. “I'm going out, I'll be back in a few hours.” I said opening the door, she looked at me with a grin. “i swear if i come back and some rando is blowing your back out aging im kicking you the fuck out.” I said before closing the door and walking out.
I walked out of the apartment and made my way to the cafe down the street. “Hi, welcome to Area Coffee, how may I take your order?” the waiter said with a huge kind smile on her face. After I ordered, I walked over to a table right by the window. After a few minutes the waitress brought me my order. I smiled at her and continued my work. After a few 20 minutes the door swung open and this loud voice started talking “SHOKO!!” The person said loudly ,that I looked up from my computer and saw a white haired male standing at the cash register with a wide smile on his face. The female who had given me my order was rolling her eyes at the male, after they talked he gave her his order.
I continued working until the male walked over to the table I was sitting at. “Can I help?” I said not trying to sound rude “can I sit here?” the male asked me and I nodded and continued working. After a few minutes of awkward silence he finally spoke up “My name is Gojo satoru, what's yours? He said before taking a sip of his drink. “ My name is (name), nice to meet you satoru.”“If you don't mind me asking, What school do you go to?” He asked, “Tokyo-Inter High.” I said while still doing my work, he hummed in response “I go to kokugakuin high” He said smiling at me, I smiled back and continued my work.
As he made small talk I began to grow comfortable with hearing him talk. I looked at the time and noticed how late it was getting. “Hey, it's getting quite late, i'm going to head home.” I said while packing my things “Hey wait do you have instagram or anything?” He said while tilting his head to the side, I wrote my insta on a piece of paper and handed it to him with a smile he smiled back at me. I threw my trash out as I walked out the door. 
Once I made it home I got a notification from instagram:
-Th3r3alG0j0sat0ur has requested to follow u-
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sangonohyuka · 2 years
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Beomgyu being so obsessed with his girlfriend he always touching her, ALWAYS. And beomgyu is a gamer right? He even spend a lot of money for his games, the way he ready to drop his game, just for u because no matter how good the game is, u always be the number one priority. Also, maybe this is just me projecting but I think beomgyu rarely call his gf by their real name, he always have cute nickname for u!! And, you expect him to be vanila and soft in bedroom, coddling you and everything, but turn out he is mean and a TEASE. I love this dynamic and it suit beomgyu so much😆
💭 gamer! boyfriend beomgyu but the catch is he's a sucker for your existence? SIGN ME UP ANON UR SO BIG BRAIN ILY MWAH <33
warning: NSFW, sub! afab reader, use of feminine nicknames, dom! beomgyu, fluff at the beginning, degradation, praising, orgasm denial, lots of teasing, dacryphilia, dumbification, humiliation, a lil thigh pinching, mating press yass
again, wrote this at 2AM so sorry for the mistakes 😭
gamer! boyfriend beomgyu who's quite the geek for his beloved video games— always so competitive in his gameplays, setting the 'win and earn that winner title' as his top priority. but when we're talking about you on stake? simple: his choice would always be you.
no matter how important the ranked match he's competing in, he's ready to drop it there and then if you call for him. you can ask him to cuddle with you when he's in the middle of a game and he'd happily oblige, immediately shutting his computer down— sometimes even forgetting to save his gamefiles.
beomgyu is surely the sweetest boyfriend you could ever ask for! always so loving, caring, and attentive— his soft and gentle demeanor led you to believing that beomgyu is without any doubts, a vanilla person. i mean, how can't he when he's almost like the human embodiment of an angel?
oh, how naive you had to be.
of course, his sweet personality was no facade, yet it perfectly kept the beast hidden within— fooling you into thinking that beomgyu would be coddling you with his sickly intoxicating praises.
here you are now, straddled underneath with both of your hands pinned right above your head as you whimpered from the feeling of his hot breath trickling on the skin of your neck. not to mention, your entire state was a complete mess now: cheeks drenched in tears and drool, face burning red from the humiliation, and every part of you growing overly sensitive over the amount of teasing beomgyu tortured you with.
"what's wrong baby?" he cooed, voice full of innocence and faked emphaty as if he hadn't just denied your orgasm for the third time this night.
"b—beommie—"
"beommie what? use your words baby. you're not that dumb, aren't you?" he taunted in reply, satisfied with your pathetic state underneath.
nothing but incoherent noises left your throat, your cheeks heating up out of embarassment from your inability to even form proper words.
a dissapointed sigh left his lips, "not even halfway through and you're already slobbering like a dumb whore." the cruel nickname earned a whine from you, tears brimming at the corner of your eyes only for you to hear a mocking snicker from above.
"aww, is this too much for my baby?" he wrapped one of his hand firmly around your jaw, a sinister gaze boring into your teary ones.
"want me to be nice with you, hm?" he offered as he gently wiped your tears away with his thumb, the sweetness of his tone filled you with a hope that you've finally acquired his mercy. yet, you sensed something off, very off— especially the fact that beomgyu is now forcing your legs up, pushing them right against your chest as he adjusted himself infront of you.
"i asked you a question, answer me." he pinched your thigh softly, yet just enough for you to let out a pathetic yelp.
"y—yes! p-please," you begged as you felt your body aching for his touch, desperate for him to let you reach your high just for once. a laugh erupted from beomgyu, satisfied with the desperation in your hoarse voice.
with a sinister smirk plastered on his lips, beomgyu thrusted his hips in— filling you full only with a sharp thrust, going impossibly deeper as he held both your thighs, keeping them spread open. the tip of his cock felt like it's grazing on your cervix, earning a lewd whimper from you as you threw your head back from the overwhelming pleasure. with his cock still burried deep inside, his face leaned closer to yours— his lips brushing soflty against your swollen one with an unnoticeable gap between them.
"too bad darlin', i'm not done just yet with my fun."
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inlocusmads · 3 months
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Hey! 7 for Maura; 8 for Nora; and 10 for Trystan. :)
Happy to see some Maura love as always!
#7 for Maura:
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Maura has called her sister, Silja many many awful names, insults, pretty much the worst of the worst things you can call a sibling. At one point she's even wished she wasn't related to her, because Silja "was too bossy, too controlling and just is a fucking menace to be around" and every time it hurts Silja more and more but she's learned that her sister doesn't mean those words and it's just because she's tired of being babied and coddled up and Silja being more of a "third parent" figure than her own sister.
Of course, when Silja ends up dying, Maura can never take those words back or apologize, which literally kills her from within. No matter how much she goes back to her grave to apologize and seek forgiveness, she knows she might never get to hug her sister back again. It's why she thinks she gets wounded so easily - Maura feels like she deserves a thousand bruises for all the awful things she said growing up and constantly fighting with her sister when she's been ensuring the other gets to live.
#8 for Nora:
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I'm sick of answering in paragraphs so here's a list lol:
This should be no surprise, but throwing things. You can't beat her at darts or bowling or shooting at balloons, she's going to get kicked out of the place for winning everything.
Cooking. Nora learned the skill as a kid to support herself after her dad became emotionally and physically unavailable for a year after her mother's passing.
Soccer. She can still juggle really well. Athletics to some extent. She can run.
Knowledge of public transport. She's pretty good at reading maps and following along. No need of GPS or Google Maps, she's replaced her mind with that of a taxi driver's.
"Look up stuff" which people now call research. Nora got good at it after writing a million book reports and now it helps her surf through a library with ease and look up facts on the internet.
Repairing stuff. Jimmy taught her everything from fixing leaky taps to troubleshooting computers to repairing cooking handles to changing tyres and work with constraints, in general. So even if Nora can't fix something (or find a Youtube tutorial), she can work with constraints.
Driving!! Nora once drove her dad's car for a block as a part of winning a bet. Jimmy taught her all the basic mechanics of driving before she could even turn 15-16, so by her driver's license procurement, she was already ready.
Quick math. She's horrible at it but hey, she learned it.
And that should be it lol.
#10 for Trystan:
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I can't really find voice claims and samples, so I'll try my best to describe what Trystan would sound like:
Drakovian accent, of course. I'd say it's got that Eastern European-lilt in it, it's very crisp and clear if I can describe it that way.
I'd say he has a little deep voice in terms of how "deep" it is? It's not too baritone, it's just enough to give him a nice singing voice and a very impressive vocal range.
As for accents and stresses - he tends to stress on the s's and the z's, has a more softer roll to his r's and it's a little difficult for him to make a softer "th" sound, most of his "th"-sounds aren't cushioned by the 'h', so they're very sharp in that area. He also deepens his "o"'s a little and sometimes his u's. I want to look into this a little bit more because this is practically begging a fic on its own.
As for if he's picked up any American accent in his time in New York, well it wasn't anything too drastically different. His emphasis and stresses on the vowels and consonants grew a little softer, a little more blunt on edge and he picked up a couple of slang and that's pretty much it.
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Thanks for the ask Elsa!
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saw ur tags, what was growing up in a spiritual school like?
hmmm... it was like a hybrid of things. i describe it as "spiritual" bc its maybe the easiest shorthand for what it was like. so, i went to a private waldorf school on the east coast from preschool through fourth grade, and thats a school heavily focused on enriching children's lives thru art and music and religious teachings, but not really...any religious teachings in particular. i learned christian stories, norse and greek mythology, and there was a heavy focus on learning folktales/fairytales in early grades. we would celebrate springtime with maypole dances, and every september we would have a michaelmas festival with a play by several of the classes (there was one class per grade) showing how st michael tamed the dragon that attacked the village. in the winter months we would do a lantern walk and see a small reenactment of st martin giving his cloak to a vagrant. so my younger formative years were surrounded by depictions of various religions. as u can imagine, that sort of environment was populated by a certain type of person, which is the type of person my mother turned into. there was a lot of support for crystal healing, a lot of eurythmy classes (a form of interpretive dance is the best description, i think), every class did a play every year and we all memorized poems about the rocks and leaves and sun and sky and how they were all alive and caring for us...we drew form drawings. instead of regular classes we would study one subject for a month at a time for several hours in the morning, drawing full color illustrations and writing stories on nice pieces of paper and binding them into books at the end of each block of studies. i grew up with a huge respect for nature and a great tonal and cultural disconnect from public school. waldorf instilled in me my love of art and music and theater. my biggest special interest is STILL mythology, and i reguarly think about/reference the teachings from my elementary school years even now. however, for as much as i loved it, i also feel very...um. isolated from mainstream society. i didnt watch any tv at all, i wasnt allowed on the internet or any computer for years, i only played with other kids at waldorf, and so now i have very little cultural connection with many other people my age. its weird! but waldorf very much helped me become the kind of person i am now, and while im disillusioned from most of those teachings about pseudosciences, i still believe in stuff like the instrinsic beauty of nature and the healing properties of the arts. the worst part of private arts and spiritual-type schools is always going to be the fact that you have to pay a whole lot of fucking money to go there.
tldr; the spiritual school i went to from the ages of 4 to 11 turned me into an artist who loves mythology and nature and poetry, but it also isolated me from mainstream society and caused a lot of pain and confusion when i began going to public school. 7/10
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amanitaoneday · 1 year
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One day I reminisced about the past
S A T U R N
"I don't get you alright?" She walked away from me, clearly frustrated. I should care more but I couldn’t. "I know you're a good person and I know you mean well but I can't keep waiting for you to come back late at night. What are you even doing when you're gone?" I couldn't answer. I felt like this had happened before.
'What are you even doing?'
"I'm sorry. I just need to get air sometimes."
'You always come back smelling like a bar.'
"Saturn I've given you the benefit of the doubt and trusted you but you can't keep leaving me." She stood there crying. I wanted to comfort her but it felt like my feet were glued to the floor.
'Why are you getting mad at me? I asked you a simple question!'
"I'm sorry." She sighed.
'Then just leave me alone if you wanna be like that!'
"So am I."
His words echoed in my head as if these moments were similar but I didn’t want them to be.
"Mr? Mr!" I groaned.
"Mia leave him alone." That voice.
"Why’s he sleeping on your bed? Is he your-"
"Miss Mia thank you for reminding me to walk you to the bus!" I smiled.
I heard feet shuffle then a door open and close. I slowly sat up and looked out the window.
"It's snowing?" Will he be okay? He doesn’t even like the snow.
I sat on the couch and grabbed my computer dragging it to my lap already feeling unwilling to work. I stared at the empty page trying to think but honestly my brain is empty.
"You're still here? I'm shocked honestly." I sighed. I felt something weigh my shoulder down slightly. “What are you doing?" I turned slightly and saw him lift his head up. “Are you writing again?”
"I don't write." He smirked. “I’m serious." He patted my shoulder then walked away.
"You don’t need to hide it from me." I heard him say under his breath. "Don’t be an ass." I put my laptop to the side and turned back to see him flipping me off.
He rounded the couch and sat next to me. "Why don't you take a nap?" He yawned. "It'll help you be nicer." He closed his eyes.
"Don't you have a painting due today?" He opened his eyes. He looked at me with wide eyes.
"Shit yeah I'm surprised Tessa’s not blowing up my phone." He got up quickly and walked to the door.
"Coat!" He’s so forgetful.
He stammered, "I-i know I was just grabbing my keys!" He wasn't. He made an annoyed face towards me before grabbing his coat. "Don't bother me and go back to whatever you were doing." Then he walked out.
Sometimes I like to write in this blog where other people vent and share things they were thinking about that day. I used to write in high school but I don’t write as much lately since-
I sighed and rubbed my face in frustration.
'Have you ever felt useless like a paper crane-'
‘Stupid.’ I repeatedly pressed the backspace.
'Growing up always felt like an ocean. Empty but full of things that are unknown even to us-'
It’s definitely been a few years since I've written all deep and poetic. That’s how it was in high school at least.
I groaned and pushed my laptop to the side again. It’s no point I haven't written in years and all my ideas are something a middle schooler would write. Taking a nap might help?
"It's nice to finally meet you! Saturn was it?" This lady seemed cheerful.
"Yes it's great to meet you-"
"Lily! I'm Sock's mother. It's nice to finally meet one of his friends. I was starting to believe he made you up." She wore a big smile. She seemed super nice and outgoing, very different from Sock. Almost makes me wonder how she’s his mother.
"Mom who was at the door?" This girl peeked her head out of the corner.
"Your brother's friend. Laurie, can you show him to Sock?" She furrowed her brows like she was mad to see me then walked away.
It seemed like she didn't want me here.
"Sorry about her, she doesn't like people. Socks' room is upstairs down the hall on the right." I nodded and noted to myself to follow the instructions so I wouldn’t get lost. Their house was bigger than mine.
"Thank you." I walked by her and up the stairs. I stood at the top looking around.
It was dark and empty.
Do they always keep their house this dark? My sister always leaves the lights on so this is kind of scary compared to the constant light I see. I sighed and made it to the room Lily told me. I opened the door but no one was in there. I turned to the side hearing voices in the door next to his.
"-don't! Just leave!" Out came Sock then the door slammed shut. When he turned and made eye contact with me his eyes widened and he gave a shy smile.
"Let's go to my room! I have to-" he started coughing. "I have to show you my dinosaurs!" He continued saying. He started talking really fast like he wanted to change the conversation.
"Are you sick?" He turned and furrowed his brows.
"No I don't think so." Maybe he's never gotten sick before?
His cheeks were flushed and he would cough slightly every once in a while. He grabbed my hand and pulled me into his room.
"Come come! This is my desk! And my rug! And my dino-" He started coughing. I was concerned but he said he wasn't sick.
I'm not sure he knows what it means. Surely he's gotten sick before. How could he have gone this long without getting sick?
I pulled him to his bed and told him to lay down and that I'd take care of him.
"You don't feel good right?" He shrugged. I sighed then got in the bed and snuggled under the covers with him. "Don't move or it'll make it worse. My dad says nothing good comes with getting sick. I'm not sure what that technically means but I assume it's not great." He turned and smiled. That's when I noticed he had a bandaid on his cheek.
"I don't get what it means either but if you think it's bad then I think it's bad too." He said with so much confidence.
"What happened to your cheek?" He furrowed his brows then widened his eyes.
"My cat scratched me!" He said all worried. "He’s big and scary but he's very nice." But he told me he doesn't like cats. I don't think he even has a cat. "You're making a weird face." I gave him a soft smile.
"Next time it scratches you then tell me and I'll protect you." I wanted to protect him. I don't believe he got scratched by a cat but if he's telling me it was a cat then I'll believe him for now.
"Hehe big brave Saturn coming to m-" He started dozing off. "Hero-" He fell asleep.
I looked around and just noticed how dark the room was too. The curtains were closed except for the little bit of sun shining through.
"-ket? Hello?" I quickly opened my eyes. "I asked if you needed a blanket. You looked cold sitting here, your eyebrows looking angry with your crossed arms." I was greeted with grey eyes staring back at me.
"What? No, I'm not cold." I sat up and rubbed my eyes. "Did you finish your painting?" He groaned then sat down next to me slumped in the seat.
"I got halfway through then Tessa just had to call me and tell me to hurry up and now I don't wanna finish it." He hates being told what to do.
I could tell he was reluctant to talk to me about me being gone and why I left. I could tell by his mannerisms and how he made small talk with me. It's like he's here but in his mind he's distancing himself from me.
He used to never do this but I guess this is what I get for being gone for two years.
"How was your nap?” I made eye contact with him but he looked away quickly. “It's been a couple hours." He rested his chin on his knees and started messing with the bandages on his arm.
It's not like I couldn't tell he was sad with me. I've known him for years obviously it's natural I would know something was wrong. He probably thinks I’m going to leave again; maybe that's why he's been on edge around me? He never fully looks at me just like if I was a ghost that maybe if he ignored my gaze I would go away
"Tiring." I looked away and started messing with my fingers. Maybe whatever I was thinking was useless like all the other thoughts. I might just give up on writing after all.
"You're making a weird face." I turned and saw his grey eyes staring back at me.
"No sorry I was just thinking." He squinted at me before turning away. He hunched over his knees again.
"You don’t need to tell me everything, I don’t expect you to.” He turned to the side where I couldn’t see him. “I know things have been awkward but I know no matter how hard I hope for us to go back to the way we were before you left I just can’t.” He spoke softly as if he was hoping I wouldn’t hear him but how could I not? "I should get back to my painting.” He groaned and changed the subject. “I don't wanna do this." And now he's complaining.
I decided to not say anything about it.
"You had two weeks to finish one painting. You're just now doing the painting." He flopped on the couch being dramatic.
Maybe he really didn’t want me to hear and if I said something he would push himself further away and I don’t think I could handle that right now.
"Fine, I'll finish it. This is the last you'll hear of me. I'm done talking." After that he didn't say anything. He grabbed his coat and walked out leaving me alone with my thoughts.
"They want you to write for their old blog?” She smiled at me. “I remember reading your stuff in high school! I really loved the very detailed piece you wrote when you were-" I shook my head.
"Don’t say what I think it is." She rolled her eyes and smiled. “I haven’t written in years. It was just a hobby back then and I’ve been busy lately with modeling and-.” She sighed. I could tell she really wanted me to do this. I know it wouldn’t turn out well but I knew she thought differently.
"The parties?” I looked away not wanting to admit that. “Your pieces when you were in high school were beautiful.” She was still hopeful. “Look it doesn't matter what you write as long as it's good and from your heart. They remember you, that has to count for something?” I rolled my eyes at my manager. “Even if it was just a hobby it was something people looked forward to. It’s up to you to write for their blog but I know it would turn out great."
I have a hard time believing people would actually like my writing. Part of me thinks they don’t actually want a piece from me and they’re just doing this because they haven’t heard of me in forever. Maybe I should just push it to the side and focus on writing?
I sighed then grabbed my laptop yet again today.
"I said not to open them!" He hid under the blanket.
"Boys, what is going on?" I turned and saw Lily.
"Curtains! Saturn opened the curtains!"
"Well Sock is a crybaby." He came out from under the blanket and gave me an angry look.
"Well you're a jerk!"
"Okay stop calling each other names! Saturn we're going to close the curtains. Sock you're going to apologize for yelling." After that we reluctantly made up and laid in his dark room. He kept his back turned on me.
"Why don't you wanna see the snow?" He didn't say anything. "You can trust me, you know? I thought I was your friend?" He turned around and looked at me as if he was about to cry.
"You are my friend." He hugged my arm. "I'll tell you but it's silly so don't laugh!" I nodded.
I wouldn't make fun of my friends.
'When it snowed you could see the smiling children, the cold and tired ones, and the playful ones but they never tell you about the sad ones.'
"You don't wanna play outside? A lot of kids our age would kill to play outside." I peeked outside to see kids throwing snowballs at each other.
"I don't like the snow. I get sick easily, remember?" But that wasn't the reason why.
'The ones that lock themselves away when they see a glimpse of the white freckles outside, the ones that hide in fear. Maybe returning memories that were once forgotten or ones that were never forgotten to begin with.'
"One day I'll make you go out and play in the snow with me." He looked up from his food with this look in his eye.
"That'll be the day I forget." I furrowed my brows. "And when I'm happy again."
"I thought you were always happy. We're you lying to me?" His cheeks flushed red. He put his head down and continued to eat.
"I am when I'm with you so maybe if I went out with you it wouldn't be so bad."
'The ones that locked themselves away wouldn't forget though, that feeling of fear and sadness whenever they saw the first drop of snow.'
"Peeking through the curtains isn't going to make it stop snowing just cause you wished it would." He turned to look at me with wide eyes.
"N-no I was just double checking." He walked away from the window and came back to the bed. He sniffled and coughed lightly.
"You're already getting sick?" He turned away from me.
"I don't wanna get you sick." He always gets me sick.
'They would be the hopeful ones but just hoping it would end.'
I walked in his room to see him lying in bed staring at the blank wall.
"Bad day?" He moved just his eyes up to see me then looked back at the wall. "Wanna cuddle?" He nodded slightly. He turned and moved towards the wall making room for me to get in.
"Was it 'the cat'?" He didn't say anything but I knew he knew what I was talking about. His silence always spoke louder than any words he's said. His silence was scary sometimes. If he wasn’t yelling at me then I knew something was wrong. It scared me.
He gripped my arm. He brought it closer to himself. All I heard were the soft hums from the heater and his sobs he tried to silence.
"It's okay. You can let it out." He turned to face me and hugged me so tight I thought I’d stop breathing. I didn’t mind though if it meant I was with him.
'It would eventually end but never when they wanted. The sad never win. There will always be the stories about the happy kids but never the sad ones.’
"Tessa didn't call and I finished the painting on time so she should be pretty happy with m-" I closed the laptop and turned to face him.
"You look nice." He furrowed his brows. His cheeks flushed red and he turned away from me.
"You're weird." He quickly went to the kitchen to avoid me.
“What are you looking for?” He sighed and took his shoes off. He slowly made his way towards me and sat next to me.
We sat in silence like we had done so many times. At this point it was getting frustrating.
I don’t know why he is the way he is or why our brains are hard to understand. I want to know him better even though I’ve had so much time to get to know him already. I wish things were different.
“You look nice too.” He nudged me. “Jerk.” Any doubts I had were gone and I felt like part of me was okay with him like when we were kids.
“I want to tell you things and I want to go back the way we were but-” He stared at me like I said something wrong. “-but I know-”
"No.” He got up and started walking to his room. “Now isn’t a good time to talk.” Then he left me by myself again.
Suddenly my doubts returned and I remembered we were not kids anymore and he's still mad at me.
“It never is.”
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kindestegg · 1 year
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what's yr fav hidden gem horror game thats been wiped off the net
the fishermen and the worm :( i first heard it got gone when i randomly got a dm on reddit of all places bc once upon a time i commented on a post recommending it as a creepy game that doesnt look like horror at first, n the person basically went 'yeah hey do u still have the files for this bc turns out its gone from the net' n im like AGH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bc i lost those in between moving computers many times
iirc the only surviving proof of it existing is an incomplete lets play series on youtube n also some screenshots i took revisiting the ending location to show my bf a long time ago.
it was a very neat little game n it makes me sad the creator wanted it gone but i guess i sort of can understand it bc sometimes as an artist ur gonna get embarrassed of ur old art n want to move on from it n see it gone off the net, i know ive done that with like, p much all my old devart profiles (i have none atm)
you might be wondering what it was about... to give a summary, its about these two little guys who are dubiously in love or maybe just besties who live in like this cartoony paradise in a hole n call themselves fishermen but then theyre like. hey why do we call ourselves that if weve never fished. so they go to their elder and are like HEY WHERE THE FUCK IS ALL THE WATER n hes like FUCK YOU THERES NO WATER HERE ITS ON THE SURFACE YOU STUPID FUCK. so they go to the surface n they meet this worm bug lady whos rly nice n sort of a mother figure to them, shes like rly old, shes been told by her moms (<3) to wait for these two guys for thousands of years in that very same spot. theyre like can u show us water n shes like yeah n points to a speck on the horizon n theyre like wtf we meant to fish in n shes like ohhh okay. yeah we gotta go to a different place for that.
AND THEN. THE REAL GAME BEGINS. you see bc every place in this world is called an 'age', n the more you traverse it, the weirder n often times creepier it gets n the more u get the feeling this is kind of telling the story of someones life? but you cant figure out who. not yet at least. without spoiling too much though, i rly like all the diff visual n style changes for every age, the next age you encoutner right after you move away from the worms spot is genuinely really fucking creepy n with this genuinely NASTY looking grit to it n it only gets more fucked up the more u play through it. thats around the point where i realized OH. oh ive been tricked. this ISNT a silly goofy haha rpgmaker game thats short n sweet! THIS IS A SCARY GAME!
but as ive said every age has a diff look to it, one other is psychedelic, another almost looks like a dr seuss book... so on. eventually, everything starts coming together, n what i rly like about this game is that it doesnt just give u dead ends, it expects you to be smart to figure it out, yes, but it also gives you PLENTY of evidence to figure it out n flat out tells you some stuff n by the end youre probably gonna just naturally know what happened.
i will also say looking back on it i rly appreciate the underlying theme of being gay n growing up gay n how the world aorund you affects you, theres like, SOME REALLY DARK fucking themes when you really get down to it and actually study the full on implications of what its trying to tell you. it rly gets dark with like, how bad homophobia can get n how heartbreaking n desolate sometimes the experience of being a gay kid can be when u have no one who you think you can trust n then growing up into a gay adult whos just getting more confused n worried about the future n sometimes even getting taken advantage of.
but despite all the horror n darkness... its a game that knows when to give you plenty of breathers, the three main characters are so charming they just shine naturally, they combat all the darkness by just being themselves. theyre not the ones who lived through all this horrible crap, theyre just bright little cartoon guys who want to go fish! n by god(s, in this games case) theyre gonna do it!!! n in the end... they may just decide to make things better for everyone else. the game has a good ending. its good guys. the game is good.
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pippytmi · 7 months
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So I'm suuuper late to the Posie fandom (so obsessed, so sad i missed out on it while it was happening) and came across your fics on tumblr and ao3. I know you've moved on but just wanted to say they're SO SO GOOD and thank you for writing them!!
oh my god that is SO kind of you to say 😭 ... i was truly obsessed when legacies was airing i was there on the CW app after each episode aired (it was that serious). unfortunately when penelope left the show i stopped watching legacies & it killed my desire to keep writing for posie 💔
but im still very 100% obsessed with my AUs for them make no mistake...can i interest u in a snippet of an unwritten chapter of the lemonade mouth au that i love:
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Josie drops her phone. “What the fuck?” she says, because she knows that voice. In a flurry, she abandons her computer (likely to MG’s complete and utter confusion) and stalks over to her window; when she yanks back the curtains, none other than Penelope Park is waving back.
“Hey,” Penelope says through the glass, as if this is completely normal. “Can you let me in? I’m about to fall off your balcony.”
“What the hell, Penelope?!” Josie cries, fumbling to unlatch her window before anyone outside notices. (Or, worse, calls the cops.) “What are you doing?”
Penelope hoists herself over the windowsill with relative ease, but still stumbles on her way inside. “Well, I was going to ring the doorbell,” she says. “But I didn’t want to risk any other Saltzmans answering the door.”
“You should have texted me if you wanted to come over,” Josie says, hurriedly shutting her window the second she can. “My dad and Lizzie aren’t even home, so—wait. How do you know where I live?”
Penelope brushes off a few leaves that have wound up in her tousled hair, throws a self-satisfied grin in Josie’s direction. “I have my ways,” she says. When Josie merely raises an eyebrow in response, she admits, “Fine, it was Landon. But don’t tell him I told you—he was freaking out over it being a betrayal of your trust or something.”
“Okay, forget that, why did you decide scaling a building was the easiest way to get here?”
“It seemed a lot more romantic in my head,” Penelope admits, still half-sprawled on the floor as she combs through her hair with her fingers. “You know, like in the movies?” She glances around, taking in her general surroundings. “Nice room.”
Josie flushes, suddenly quite aware of the state of her bedroom. It’s not messy by any means, but certainly not fit for company. “Thanks,” she says stiffly, and quickly gathers her songwriting materials off of her bed.
“Are you guys a shoes on or shoes off kind of house?” Without waiting for an answer, Penelope begins to unlace her boots, casually stretched out on Josie’s bedroom floor like any of this is normal.
“Off,” Josie replies, slow and confused. “Penelope, seriously…why are you here?”
Penelope sets her shoes aside, then casually raises herself off the ground. “Well, Hope was busy,” she says. “So I figured I could see what you were up to.”
“What if my Dad had been home?” Josie demands, and Penelope merely grins.
“I could’ve pushed his buttons and gotten to see you, so a win either way,” she says. “Even if from afar, while he calls the cops on me.” 
“You get more ridiculous every time I talk to you,” Josie says, but her face grows warm, and Penelope tilts her head in that knowing, smug way that should not be as attractive as it is.
“I like your room,” Penelope moves on, already ambling over to the bookshelf to peek at the titles, then towards the jewelry stand that Josie's mom bought her. “Very you.”
Josie is physically unable not to blush—especially when Penelope sits on her bed. “You know, a normal person would call first,” she says. “Or give some kind of warning.”
“And ruin the surprise?” Penelope smirks. Her hair shifts as she leans back, and damn it, the hairstyle is cute; it frames her face in a way that is too distracting. “Besides, you know it would've been too funny to watch your dad lose his shit.”
“You're unbelievable,” Josie huffs, immediately losing any sense of attraction to this asshole. “I already told you he's not here, so you can slither back to wherever you came from.”
“I thought we were friends now, Jojo. Can't I visit a good friend?” Penelope says. 
“No, because I know you,” Josie retorts. “And I know you probably have an ulterior motive.”
Penelope smiles, unnervingly knowing. “A girl needs to have her secrets,” she says. “But I might be willing to trade a few in exchange for something.”
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saetoru · 2 years
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Since you think about Hanma so much 24/7, tell me how you imagine him. How is he? In his day to day interactions, how is he between the sheets, what hobbies does he have?
i’ll tell u all about the version of hanma i think of in like a regular just normal person au where he’s just my college bf bc that’s my fav hanma ever even tho i do love psycho skull cracking hanma
he’s a menace—which isn’t a shock, but like casually for no reason at all. like he disconnects the mouse from the computer he used in the library at school. he walks slowly when someone who’s in a rush is behind him. he sits right next to someone in class when the whole row is empty. he lets his phone buzz continuously in the middle of a lecture without silencing it no matter how many glares he gets from the ppl sitting by him. he clicks his pen in the middle of his exam just to bug people. he’s rly annoying fjsjfkdkajd but he’s actually rly nice and never rude—a little dry, but sometimes it’s more awkward than anything. he never talks to you first, but he’ll keep the conversation going if you do. he’s an average student—not insanely good grades but they’re never bad or barely passing either.
he’s also got a single dad—idk why that matters but it does, he’s got a single dad and he was raised without a mom. he didn’t grow up poor, but him and his dad weren’t the best off in money growing up. he likes his coffee really sweet—but he never orders actual coffee from starbucks often, it’s always those like rly rly sweet drinks that are 95% syrups and caramel and creamer and like 5% coffee. he likes strawberry gum. he can’t handle too much spice but he tries anyway every time and then regrets it nfjsjfdh. he has a navy blue car. he actually doesn’t rly know much about car stuff, he can change a tire if he needs to, but he struggles a bit 😭 he likes chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream or the ones with peanut butter cups in them. he has an extensive hair care routine. he wears a few silver rings. his room is messy but not dirty, never dirty. he only has two pillows :/ he has a rly persistent habit of drumming his fingers on everything without even noticing. he whistles a lot too and never notices that either. he hates the smell of citrus. he has a soft spot for the elderly but he’s very low key about it. he hates birds. he gets cold easily. he sleeps with socks on and just in boxers. he’s a shoes kinda guy :,)
he’s rly good in bed when he cares to be—he’s a little selfish when he’s just hooking up, but when he feels giving or he’s with someone he likes, he knows how to show a rly good time. he’s a little bit silent in bed like it’s mainly just grunts, but he makes up for it by talking 🫶🏽 he’s a talker, has rly good dirty talk. he has sensitive nipples and he’s also a tits over ass kinda guy bc his fav position his cowgirl and he loves sucking on your tits while you ride him. he really likes post sex cuddling but he never ever initiates it himself unless you’re in a serious relationship. he’s a little longer than he is thick, but he knows how to use it + he’s really good at teasing so you cum faster when he’s actually fucking you. his fingers are very long and skilled at fingering <3 he kisses your clit after eating you out, giggles when you shudder a little, and then kisses it again. he likes it when you put the condom on for him he just likes being babied like that. the first time he makes love instead of fucking, his hands shake the whole time and he stays up while you sleep on his chest and wonders about his mother
he plays drums. like. he’s rly good. he never mentions it either—like u just come to his room and see a drum set and u almost think it’s just for decoration or something and then he’s like “no i deadass play” and he gets kinda irritated when you stare at him shocked bc he takes it as you thinking he’s not capable enough to do it so he plays them for you like “fine i’ll prove it.” he likes working out a lot, but he’s not one of those gym bros where fitness is life and it’s all he ever talks about—he just never skips a day and he rly likes how it helps him blow off steam. he plays video games like most other dudes—kind of a boring a fact but yeah
there that’s my college au! hanma fun fact dump. enjoy. he’s mine
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ssvmptoms · 1 year
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aweeee don’t worry about it. you’re here now and you’re one of our family. i’ve been a shawol since 2008 so i feel like i’m allowed to speak in behalf of my fandom hehh- i’m so glad you’re enjoying the music — and their content too. i was pretty young so i didn’t really interact with the fandom so i would always wish i was few years older so i could experience being a shawol in a perspective of a teenager crushing over jonghyun since… that got taken away from me because people are cunts. i wish i was my cousin’s age. i have 2 that plays a big role during my shawol years. there’s an mvp (who got me into shinee in the first place) and she’s currently 29. the other one is 24 and she’s a taemint. that’s the one i would roleplay the whole “internet war” with since they were our biases and back then (before i even started growing my disgusting boobies) i would literally walk around the house shirtless with chains that came from my elder cousin’s bags and they would draw in the tattoos- 💀💀💀
and the sims? yeah i don’t know. you may need to ask her though. maybe she used wicked whims? also she is an animator and knows a lot about computers so maybe she did the animations herself and posed it as a wicked whims pose? but anywho she’s a genius-
also i have a little sister who is a shawol too she’s going to be 15 and she had also gotten into their songs around the same time as me. the exact shawolversary is the 18th of december 2008. hers is probably the 23rd. we both listened to replay first. don’t get me wrong it’s a certified hood classic. this is the type of song you play when those dumbasses say that kpop is trash. like how tf do you not like replay tho?
anywho- sorry if i kept talking you seem really interesting hahah- my name is asahi. we can talk in dms if this is making you uncomfy. i can teach you about shinee if you want!
i appreciate the nice comments as a babywol, it seems like theres a group of shawols that hate newer fans for some reason?
but anways, u and i are the same about experiecing shawolism as a teen, like sure i am a teen but its not 2010 anymore its not the sameee. also its so cool how everyone around you is a shawol and you kinda grew up with shinee
also my shawol anniversary is also december 18th?! except mine is in 2021 TT and ur sooo right about everyone liking replay, it made my dad become a shawol lmfaooo (hes a blinger and mvp)
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nimblermortal · 1 year
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@icryyoumercy
I’m sorry, I’m going to wake you up, let me just be a little bit quieter over here...
This might be the best package you’ve sent me yet and I haven’t even opened the bag yet. Chain wear indication in German? A pencil that grows when you’re done with it?
I feel like Hyacinth probably has encountered such a pencil before, but I have not.
And you sent me sprinkles! You’re proving a point from a conversation we had months ago! I am excited to open them and taste them. Hmmmm what sort of cake can I make in order to decorate... or should it be chocolate shortbread cookies? I can’t really decorate a sour cream marbled pound cake, or an angel food... usually I decorate Hyacinth’s carrot cakes... and the flourless chocolate tort would make a good base... I may have to do Cake January again after all.
TWENTY GRAMS OF PROTEIN IN ONE GRANOLA BAR? Holy cow, what sort of utopian future are you living in? What does that even taste like? I kind of want to open it up with my whole family and have us all have a nibble, but I also want to keep it in the car forever next to my emergency sunflower seeds...
I don’t know if “<big>Chocolat: 64% Cacao</big> für feine Desserts <small>auch zum naschen</small>” is funny for real but I think it is.
POWER MALT POWER MALT MY FAVORITE! I hoarded the last one so hard I ate the last bites in the weeks before Christmas. I will try to do better with this trust. OH MY GOSH I WILL HAVE TO BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO OF THEM!
Wow this is. An immense load of chocolate. This is really impressive.
I’m not sure if the Ruweilfabriek tag is an intended part of this package but it is received and acknowledged. (Do you know the manufacturer Hirschmann? I keep explaining to techs how the H in their logo is a pun.) There’s also a mysterious suction thing that unscrews into two parts. I have dropped one on my computer. There may or may not be a decoder ring in your letter but I refuse to read it until I’ve been properly astounded and baffled by the rest of the items.
CHOCOLATE FROM GONDOR. (Giandor) MIT MANDELCREMEFÜLLUNG? Excellent, I love almonds! Hyacinth doesn’t like primary almond flavors so I get that one to myself :)
Zuckerfondantfüllung, interesting, I wasn’t aware fondant could be... more than technically edible. An experiment!
Mm, Haselnüssen. In den USA gibt’s fast keine Haselnüssen, stattdessen haben wir Erdnüsse, und deswegen ist es etwas besonderes, Haselnüssen zu finden, obwohl ich weiß dass sie in Europa genauso enttauschend wie Erdnüsse hier seien sind. Seien sind? Is that a real thing?
Tourist habe ich vorher gekriegt, das ist auch gut. Nicht für teilen mit dem Hund. Und Bärnerschoggi auch! Aber Cremant ist neu, meine ich. 55% ist aber fast nicht dunkel... hier, aber wir haben Herscheys. I’ve read entire books about why American chocolate is so terrible and it comes down to freakin’ wossisname Herschey deciding to ignore all existing knowledge about how to make chocolate and come up with his own process for - guess what! - an inferior type that tastes of candle wax. And yet Americans learned to eat it, despite knowing that European chocolate was better, which is why German and Swiss chocolates have such nice reputations, and somehow we’ve never replaced the godawful stuff.
[optional rant about chocolate being grown and native to very different parts of the world from where it’s famous for whoaaaaa it’s time to lie down again guess what guess what Patrick today I learned to clean sinks. not the sink part. the U-boat part. Which is not an U-Boot sondern. With pipes. Ye ken? Taken them apart to make the extra stinkyslime. For drainage purposes.]
Update: Hyacinth says thank you for the espresso chocolate, which I told him was his, and then I explained that you didn’t really send it at him because it’s coffee, and he said well tell him thank you anyway then maybe I will get more, and I said well I will certainly share the rest it’s about a kilogram of chocolate, and he said well tell him thank you anyway then maybe I will get more, so that’s Hyacinth for you, he says Thank you.
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chaosoftheages · 2 months
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Vita Carnis: Real Thing I Said Reacting
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The Crawl/Trimmings
"I'm sorry, that thing makes fucking organisms?"
"WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?!"
"Why does it live for 2-4 years-HEY BITCH GET OUTTA MY TRASH!!!"
"I'm sorry, y'all wanna use that as a fucking pet? No. THAT POOR CAT BED-"
"The meat-what."
The Meat Snake
"Uh what the fuck is a meat snake?
My friend: Can I eat i-"
Me: No."
"WOAH WOAH WOAH WOAH WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?!?"
"Ew. Just ew."
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-"
"The way this bitch is fuckin Goldilocks because of it's "just right" temperature thing."
"28 YEARS OH HELL NAH-"
"Immune to disease FUCK THOSE PRESERVED CHEMICALS."
"Someone wipe out all animals ever or burn that thing...also how do you destroy that things coating?"
*Watches it chill on the side of a very nice river*
*Utterly traumatized*
"...EW-"
"THAT CAN REPRODUCE-?!"
"I don't think mitosis can create duplicate heads-WHY IS THERE ANOTHER MEAT SNAKE?!?!??!?! I STUDIED MITOSIS AND I DON'T THINK IT CAN DO THAT-"
"Meat snakes are tame my ass"
"Purple would probably throw concrete at that in Thanatophobia...or just stab it. He'd probably get consumed but like...wait it can't die by stab wounds PURPLE IN YOUR HANDS YOU SHALL HOLD A FLAMETHRO-wait he's in an abandoned city where the fuck is he gonna get a flamethrower-"
"MARVELOUS CREATURE MY ASS-"
"Yeah I bet they smell disgusting I can smell it through my damn computer screen."
"Why does that look like a human...The Mimic? Sounds like a Roblox game I played one. Wait...didn't Alan and DJ play that game one time?"
"40 meters in length? Okay that doesn't sound too ba-131 FEET OH HELL NAH-"
The Mimic
"Humans without ski-Humans without w h a t."
"Extended fingers, longer limbs...okay this is just the fuckin SCP 096 thing bc that bitches arms are l o n g."
"Ehjehbe bulging eyes what the fa-WHAT THE FACKQ IS THAT SMILE-"
*Takes one look at the teeth* "O H H E L L N A H-"
"A mature Mimic's diet is entirely comprised of human flesh."
"A mature Mimic's diet is entirely comprised of w h a t."
"KEEP THAT THING OUT OF NEVADA IF I SEE THAT SHIT WALKING TO MY FUCKING SCIENCE CLASS I AM MAKING MY TEACHER DO A LAB ON IT-"
*Looks at the map* "OH THANK GOD THAT THING IS STAYING AWAY FROM ME-"
*Traumatized expression watching the Mimic grow* "W h a t t h e h e l l-"
"Conceal itself-BITCH THAT THINGS ARM COULD REACH IT'S GODDAMN ANKLES THERE AIN'T CONCEALING THAT-"
"I'm sorry, but if I see that thing walking around in shorts and a crop top I will just fall on the sidewalk and cackle. If that thing eats me it can go right ahead I ain't taking it seriously it's in a fucking crop top."
"This is why I stay up all night. Thing can't get me if I ain't in REM sleep-"
"OW MY EARDRUMS-"
"Execute? Immediately begin consumption I TAKE IT BACK I AIN'T CACKLING I AM RUNNING-"
"I AIN'T EVEN SAFE READING FANFICTION AT 2AM?!??!! HELL NAH-"
"BOY YOU GOT ME HELPLE-OH MY GOD"
My friend: You can't even resist the urge to break out in a musical even in certain death?
Me: Girlypop I will start screaming the shit out of "You'll Be Back" until that bitch kills me.
"I'mma just-" *mutes video* ok now I can't hear the impending jumpscare."
"why is the jumpscare taking so long-HOLY SHIT NOT THE EYES-"
*Literally two seconds away from chucking my computer out the window*
"Please don't please for the love of God-HOLY SHITHFDFGVBHNJVBGFCGVHJKHGF" *screams from me and my friend*
*Me hiding behind my chair, shaking and breathing heavily* "Holy...holy shit.."
My friend: Your gonna keep watching, aren't you?"
Me: Yep.
"I'm sorry there's MORE STAGES-"
*Weary glances at my friend* bitch u a Mimic?
My friend: No?
Me: Wait those don't even spawn here HAH-
"Elder Mimic? What is tha-WHAT IS THE FACE?!?
My friend: That's scarier than the jumpscare
Me: THATS WHAT I SAID-
"Woah woah woah I can survive a Mimic attack HELL YEAH-"
"wait I can't set it on fire or assault it with a sledgehammer? WHAT'S THE POINT-"
"CAUSE YOUR ALL DRUNK IN MY KITCHEN CURLED IN THE FETAL POSITION-sorry they're in a fetal position that song flashed through my head."
"Hide somewhere low-"
My friend: SHAWTY GOT LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW-"
Me: I'm gonna smack you.
"The harvester?" *sees picture* "Ah shit-"
Part 2 coming soon!
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hii kyo it’s been soo long! i hope you’re totally healthy now 🤍🤍🤍
i’ve been working on my summer courses… i’ve gotten kind of behind so now i have soo much work to make up. it’s fine bc i can catch up. this weekend will just be a little long for me ^^;; it’s okay though bc i don’t have much to do. anyway i might get new clothes soon. i haven’t in a while, so that’ll be nice. + i’m not using heat on my hair anymore bc it’s a little fried rn +_+ i forgot how much nicer i look with my hair a little curly instead of straightened. i just get too lazy to care for it ig!
earlier i was feeding the kitten spaghetti… she’s always wants everything?? we constantly have to chase her away from our food. she loves egg yolks and raw chicken and cheese the most, but she also loves bread rolls and sauces and fish. she won’t eat kitty treats, though.. she’s so chubby rn because she’s about to grow again! she gets really fat before she has a growth spurt it’s so cute ^^
what have you been listening to lately? i looove sunmi’s two new songs. i think i lean toward that style of music a lot. have you seen the mv? it’s so fun and all the sets were so pretty ✨ i’ve been listening to feel my rhythm a lot too! then twice’s japanese music, and aimer.
a while ago now (rip) you asked about my favorite rv songs and members. members… idk honestly ;; i think seulgi is so attractive i’m like 😵‍💫💘 every time i see her. but then there’s something so lovely about every other member, too. i think it just depends on the moment tbh. my favorite song, though, is definitely in & out. then feel my rhythm and peek-a-boo. i really love all of their music so much.. i need to go through their whole discography carefully. once i’m finished doing it with twice 🤍
yes, the ducks at the pond are pretty friendly! well, i haven’t visited them since before covid…. there are some geese though and they’re pretty evil. i should visit again sometime. there’s like, a bunch of playgrounds and paths and lots of shade. it’s really nice tbh.
yeah, we have lots of shops here. target, a mall, lots of boba and coffee shops. we have a little anime merch shop, which i really like. and thankfully, they’re so normal. it’s a little family business, and they market to families, so they don’t have all the creep shit lol. i really love little anime figures.. i think they’re so cute. i don’t like to buy things much, but i actually do really love like nendos and mini figures.
aww your collection sounds so cute! i think i saw a few pictures a while ago? decorating is soo fun, right? i need to set my room back up again. i took everything down to make room for some people visiting months ago, then never set anything back up oops
are you looking forward to anything? i’ll be so happy to be done with summer school ^^ and stayc is releasing new music this month! actually, the way i found them was accidentally clicking on their livestream for their last release lol.
okay ily and hope you’re doing so well! take care and stay warm 🤍🤍🤍🤍
HIIIIIIIIIII baby sorry i took long i wanted to answer from my computer and i never even turn it on (╥ω╥)
do u have full classes during summer there? :o is the long break during winter? anyways i know you work soooo hard on your studies and that's so admirable i know u will make it far! im gonna take some more fashion classes soon hehe. ♡
yesss let your hair rest! i hate when its too cold and i dry it and it looks inflated like a cloud in a dryyyy unnatural way (」°ロ°)」 i cut it short recently! i usually prefer it long bc i like braiding it or wearing cute hairstyles but it was sooooo old and damaged omg so i just grabbed sccissors and chop chop. hehe (*˘︶˘*).。.:*♡
your kitty sounds a bit insane i love her!!! i love cats so much so much so much i would die for each of them. is she a baby too!!!!
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sunmi's new songs are not the kind of music i enjoy the most but they are nice for chill music for me! i gravitate towards more dance and electronic music generally ☆⌒(><) btw i ve been listening to twice and there are many songs i liked :) tell u about it soon! nowadays i listen to all kinds of synth/electronic pop and dance/house whatever and also trance and techno and kpop and maybe some ballads and also the 2000s rock songs i listened to during my childhood/teen years :) ah and also jrock/visual kei hehe
and ofc my kibum! ヾ(☆▽☆) he's preparing a new album im soooo excited ♬♫♪◖(● o ●)◗♪♫♬ everyday i think im bout to die from how much i love him (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞
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yesss tbh i dont think to start collecting photocards was a good idea bc im not rich but i started slowly and suddenly im consumed (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞ but to be fair its also fun and u can make friends too. and yesss decorating with stuff u like is super nice, u shuld set your room back up bc it really lifts the mood :) i get so happy when i wake up and see my kibum everywhere with colourful stickers and plushies. well as happy as morning permits ig
i want to visit the kind ducks and evil goose with u! we can make a picnic ! i'd love to visit all the cool places in your town :0 do u like anime or only figurines? i do like it but i havent watched anything in so long ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ <- freedom dance
im looking forward to my friend visiting me soon and getting new pcs and kibums new album and studying more and learning this one song that i just cant get the lyrics right lol what about u !!!!!!!!!!!
ok thats it im visiting You soon! study hard but dont forget to rest too!!!!!!!!!! ♡ (˘▽˘>ԅ( ˘⌣˘) i love uuuuuuuuuu
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