#my hands want destruction

[chaos-bringer-13]

I've seen a lot of people writing Danny as a space ancient and Dan and Dani as ghosts with moon and sun cores, being sort of parts, versions of Danny and therefore weaker. Now, consider: Dan and Dani are both powerful ghosts with really cool cores and stuff but Danny is just some guy™

Dan, who came from an alternate timeline and is kind of from the future but also not, is Clockwork's apprentice and will eventually become an ancient of time. He probably only agreed to have some lessons with Clockwork to understand better what happened to him, but he enjoys his apprenticeship now.

Dani, with her love of travelling, loves seeing all the different places the world offers to her, and that includes space and different planets and maybe even parallel universes, and she accidentally ends up being an apprentice of the space ancient. For now she's probably a baby ancient of freedom or something like that, but she might become an ancient of space in the future.

We can also have something like Dan having a core of destruction or Dani being the Speed Force if you want it to be dcxdp, or any headcanon of yours about their cool powers.

And then there's Danny. And yeah, everyone knows that he's super powerful, but also he's just some guy.

It can go different routes. Does everyone know that Danny is just Danny? Or do they think that with siblings (well, technically a clone and an alternate version, but whatever) so powerful, he must be even stronger? Is Danny actually something terrifyingly eldritch and ancient and strong, almost a god, but he just doesn't know himself? Or is he just really some guy?

Now, because it's obvious that I have a dcxdp brainrot, have a regular "JL summons/meets a powerful ghost" but its Dan and Dani, and they keep mentioning their original/brother who won a fight against them at some point. The JL is very concerned about Dan and Dani's godlike powers, and they can't imagine what Danny is like. And then they meet him (in his human form), and it's just a young adult in casual clothes, very friendly and helpful, with no evident powers. Imagine the confusion. Imagine Dan and Dani, radiating power, in their eldritch ghost forms, admitting that fighting Danny for real is the dumbest thing to do and not even they would succeed... And then there's Danny is jeans and silly t-shirt, waving shyly.

#DO YOU SEE MY VISION #please #I'm not getting enough sleep #my brain is obsessed with weird stuff #I want Sam who barely looks human because she's one with nature #I want Tucker who looks regal and dangerous in his pharaoh clothes #I want Dan look like he can destruct the Earth with a wave of his hand #I want Dani who is everything there is in the world and you feel it in your bones #I want Jazz who sees your soul and your mind and you know it and there's nowhere to run #I want JL to meet all of them before meeting Danny #I want all of them to admit in their different ways that Danny is the greatest of them #I want JL to be VERY worried about meeting Danny #and then I want Danny to be as normal and friendly as possible #and I want him to treat all those eldritch creatures (his family and friends) as they're regular humans and nothing is weird about them #just hugs and love and praises #because it would cause so much confusion #this is NOT ghost king Danny #unless it is but he doesn't know (and either no one knows or no one told him because it's funnier this way and he's super oblivious) #dpxdc #dcxdp #dp x dc #dc x dp #DPxDC #DCxDP #danny phantom #isn't a crossover if you don't want it to be #could be any crossover if you do want it to be

[andi-o-geyser]

all my favourite characters are just me seeing them and going "damn you sure do clean up well but I'd much rather see you grinning with blood between your teeth"

#also known as the 'i could fix them but its so much funnier to watch them go feral' phenomenon #i just want to see somebody who's usually composed covered in blood on their knees- *i am shot and my body is dragged offstage* #mizu being happy for one (1) second with her husband VS a fucking demon cutting people apart stopping at nothing for revenge #percy de rolo as a prim and proper lord VS possessed by a demon with a thirst for vengeance and burning orange eyes #james flint as a clean shaven british navy officer VS with a full beard and no morals beating a man to death with his bare hands #ellie williams as a sweet innocent kid VS a bloody tattooed woman on a self destructive quest for revenge knife fighting to the death #vi having a good day VS in a drag on knock out fistfight with another woman (i need her in a way concerning to feminism) #jason todd as robin VS the fucking red hood (he is covered in blood and half his mask is gone and i am going insane) #surprise! they're all on a quest for revenge #blue eye samurai #critical role #black sails #the last of us #arcane #batman #mizu #percy de rolo #james flint #ellie williams #vi arcane #jason todd #andis thought geyser

[sleepychaika]

hobbies include: sketching phos (particularly not having a great time). yeah this is just a sketch dump pretty much!.

the last 3 were done while listening to the most phos-core song ive ever heard: Low – More (discovered thanks to @punpuncake) (no seriously, google the lyrics. mind-blowingly accurate. angst.mp3.)

aaand a bonus sketch from an aggie.io session with friends – blindingly white next to the previous pics, so im putting it under the cut:

#phos #phos hnk #phosphophyllite #houseki no kuni #land of the lustrous #.txt #hnk #i honestly really am just. #a big fan of how it (phos). crumbles under all the pressure. literally. self-destructs is how i read it being described today #like it cant handle all of this #so it crumbles and melts away sometimes with a big pow in an explosion and sometimes kind of quietly #just letting its hands lose their form letting the alloy drip through the cracks #it scratches my brain like nothing else #for some reason #maybe it's how it isn't being addressed in the manga directly.... nobody says a thing about it it doesn't get acknowledged verbally iirc #but it very much happens regularly and no explanation is even needed yoy just understand #;_; #i want to hold phos #oh lmao *you #yoy is such a funny typo i instantly hear my inner reading voice's speech being reversed like in a ytp

[books-and-dragons]

a minor detail from the nereid in this scene had me wondering...

who is 'us'?

since it's a nereid speaking, are we to assume the nereid is speaking on behalf of all sea life, of atlantis? by extension, does this mean that the ocean has always been aware of percy?

i mean, at least in part that's a given- in the books, poseidon had cyclops checking in on percy. posiedon really isn't making much of an attempt to keep percy a secret, at least not from his own people/subjects.

it felt like a very interesting addition, this implication the sea is looking out for percy, cares for him in what is suggested to be an equal capacity to that of poseidon- the nereid is quick to make this comparison

already, we're having an emphasis on how poseidon claims to care for percy- which contrasts several other gods we've seen thus far (*cough*athena*cough*), and now we're also getting the suggestion that this sentiment for percy is shared by others of the ocean's domain.

there's always been a shared sense of belonging for percy when it comes to the water- at camp, when he meets the naiads he describes it as feeling like seeing long-lost family, over the books it's suggested percy spends a lot of time helping out sea life with their problems (including getting stuck in traps), and when we see atlantis we understand there's whole other civilisations that exist- with their own politics and bonds. atlantis is no different, an entire species of people, a whole ecosystem and political environment- a society. one that already expresses lament for not being able to involve themselves in percy's life until this point, or interact at all.

percy goes from having his mother, and struggling to ever find a place he belongs, to the possibility there's a whole other civilisation he may belong to, who care for him. imagine how conflicting that will feel.

#especially with the destruction of atlantis at oceanus' hands to come by book 5 #ohhh and when percy asks poseidon to help with typhon which would leave atlantis vulnerable #i just know percy carried so much misplaced guilt for that even though it was the right (and only) call #but i'm getting ahead of my OG point now whoops #percy jackson #pjo #poseidon #anyway i found this interesting and didn't want to shut up about it as i don't know the meaning of the phrase

[wintersettled]

Odasaku's "someday in a room with a seaside view" and Nanami's "Malaysia... Kuantan would be nice...." in a competition to see which will be my final straw

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #oda sakunosuke #odasaku #bsd dark era #lol #jjk #jujustu kaisen #nanami kento #rewatching bsd rn cause i forgot EVERTYRHING and im standig on the edge #the amount of times i have been devastated so far is sinister #i thought kyoukas “i dont want to kill anyone else” line took me out but i hadnt known what was to come! #head in my hands every time i hear glasses clink like its so over #rereading the light novel after call that self destruction!

[a-little-bit-poss]

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#hit me that wow i survived childhood #i dont think ive ever really given myself credit for that #ive always deflected it #i always had to like present like a plan of the future to my mom so i never really carried the thought of like #not surviving #but like i was always very self destructive and cataclysmic and splitting #and i never really recognized that about myself until i really started dealing with debilitating depression in college #college and dropping out and going back #i never really synthesized that time in life as a singular version of myself #cuz i was going thru a lot of changes in those years #i am having a lil bit of a 'who am i' thing right this moment #idk #anti depressants are good #well im funny and im chill i know that much #i have music and shows that i like #i like taking pictures of my cat and making patches #painting and drawing #my brain has always been faster with ideas than words and that why i used to stutter #that and my mom wanted me to be right handed which idk but i was told that had something to do with it #ill take any opportunity to be smug because i think its funny #i angst about how i miss my family but i objectively do better the less i talk to them #im really glad i dont want to hurt myself these days

[bijoumikhawal]

"Biden is the best choice and he's actually really empathetic and reasonable but also you can't wait for a candidate that won't do genocide and war crimes because to become a presidential candidate you have to be willing to do that" see what you fundamentally don't understand is I'm not waiting for a candidate that won't do war crimes, because I know that. I cannot morally stomach this system, it's a joke to claim its democratic, and AMERICA DELENDA EST. this country is a plague on this Earth

#cipher talk #It's baffling because okay so you know how fucked up this is but you're behaving in a way that clearly indicates you want that this shambli #Disgusting empire to cling to life until after you're dead because it'd make /you/ uncomfortable and inconvenienced #To live through its destruction (the wealthier classes and more privileged experience lesser material changes in state collapse so long as #They aren't too highly ranked/involved in politics. A Sri Lankan wrote an article specifically addressing Americans about this) #It's so dehumanizing! People's blood is so cheap to you! You've just accepted its inevitable that genocide will happen! #Because of how the US operates! You can see no other future! It hardly matters to you! #You say this like the death of Palestinians of Yemenis of Syrians is someone else's dropped ice cream cone #You understand why people hate this country and you understand we deserve it but it just. Hardly matters to you #It feels like madness to watch this. It's disgusting #I keep thinking- it'd be so easy for you to justify my people being killed if violence broke out and it was in your favor #It's unlikely because. Well. America loves 'the church of the martyrs' #But you'd do it if that was favorable. You wouldn't think twice. You might feel a twinge in your heart but that's all #Because we aren't people to you! #We aren't all that important! Not important enough for you do anything more than 'well let's vote a blue in and do some protests' #What's a protest worth if you perpetuate the system and can't see a way out and don't try for a way out? #That's killing a man then putting flowers on his casket. It's /perverse/. #You get used to the idea that Africans die that West Asians die and that's just the way of the world. My g-d do you understand anything?? #I watch necrosis take hold my parts of my culture and I watch every good person I know be ground to dust under a military regime #I talk to my friend who got drafted and is trans and may never come out because if they do they can get arrested as a 'prostitute' #I watch the wild hope for the future I was introduced to over radio at 9 years old wither #I watch people risk it anyway because just past the fence they can see they know there are people there #I watch my neighbor to the south crumble and weep because our hands are bloody and it's in part because we bloodied them for the west #And you just think that's how things are. #Fascist white death cult mindset

[aq2003]

series 3 is so frustrating because there is like a shining core of pure diamond underneath the problems . like conceptually it rocks so incredibly hard. but the problems

#dr who #i am being so honest when i say ten should have gotten on his knees and begged for simm!master's life #they should have framed the bit between him and martha's mom so different #like yes it is 10000% in character that the doctor with his bleeding heart and loneliness wouldn't want to kill him #even after everything that happened. because he's the only person he has left. 'i forgive you' was PERFECT. #but literally anyone else that suffered from what the master did. Deserves to rip him to shreds. so very obviously #and like i know.i KNOW that i am watching the 'funny immortal alien saves people through time and space' show #but i actually despise the doctor being framed as like an all powerful savior. or treated like one. even for a little bit. is Annoying #the first part of the series 3 finale having martha be humanity's last hope was SO GOOD bc it like kind of set her up as like #having to grapple with all that responsibility and attention like the doctor does. everyone's lives are in her hands. so crunchy #but when it like slides into 'everyone pls believe in our specialest boy in the world The Doctor <3' it just. falls flat #i feel like with a couple tweaks here and there in the execution and like actual fuckinnn people of color in the writer's room #series 3 would be PEAK media. but as it is it's just. falling short. #i do really appreciate martha deciding to leave ten on her own though. first of all. qpp down. second of all #she's realized that she can't keep traveling with him. bc (as i mentioned) hes someone who simultaneously needs saving #and refuses to be saved in the ways that matter. Yes im fucking ignoring the unrequited romance angle i think #it does a gigantic disservice to martha's character if u boil her down to that. fight me i dont care if that was the authorial intent #martha in the end is too kind to ten and ten keeps making her watch his meandering path of self destruction. toxic doomed qprism to ME. #anyway fuck. idk man series 2 consensus was that im dead inside and series 3 consensus is that the version i have of it in my head is peak #series 2 is better but i think because of my ten martha insanity i actually enjoyed watching series 3 more than series 2. #even if i got mad at it more than any other season. i think something is wrong with me. um. lmao #ten and martha #10 era

[shaykai]

What if. Hear me out. It’s not likely. But what if all the scrying eyes in Moonrise belong to Gortash, including the one sent with Balthazar

#look listen I’m cooking #like man is a terrible ally you get into act 3 (spoilers btw) #and immediately have to go deal with the newspapers bad mouthing you because he told them to #and at his coronation he immediately steps between you and your companions (as a Durge. Tav doesn’t have to deal with him outting them) #and he doesn’t tell you about a bunch of shit like the iron throne and the fire works- and while they aren’t necessary I still want to hear #about them >:( #but. and hear me out. it’s heavily implied that the scrying eyes (at least in act 1. cannot speak for act 2) are Gortash’s #man found out his dead partner is alive actually and just conviently kept that to himself (assuming that Durge got caught by an eye) #(also side note this all also goes for a Tav just without the background friendship stuff) #but listen- him keeping the knowledge that durge is alive to himself to keep Orin and Ketheric off of them because they’re weak rn #and then conviently the scrying eye that went with Ketherics right hand man- who is on a mission to secure his immortality btw- just so #happens to die in the Shadowfell #and listen. that could’ve happened legitimately #but also I like to think he let it happen because he is- in a round about kind of a way- looking out for Durge #or trying to help a Tav because he recognizes Ketheric and Orin for the sinking ship that they are #(so were Durge and Ketheric to be clear Orin just sped up the self destruction by a lot) #anyways could be a stretch- (though I’d like to think it does that fun thing where it helps him and the protag so it never really gets #clarified as being straight up helpful for them #I just want him to be a half decent ally to Durge lololol #this was a random thought I had and my brain immediately decided it liked it #bg3 spoilers #Enver Gortash

[loverdotpng]

Found more really cute images of him

#he's so beautiful i'm gonna throw up #i'm gonna kill everyone who hurt him too. btw #nothing bad can ever happen to the man I adore #i mean if someone physically hurt a loved one of yours really really badly you'd probably feel violent too right? bc I do. seeing that one #man. he makes me so mad. I would NEVER treat my beloved that way. never ever. #(tbf my ship w him is pretty sad but that's not the point. our relationship being lore-accurate does not stave off my purely positive #daydreams !!!!!!!!!! we are kissing and holding hands in my head <3 in the plot too but mostly after a lot of blood and tears. literally.) #(i love making things lore-accurate but this game is too sad fore me bc I love the main character too much :I and bad things constantly #happen to him. of his own will for the most part but I want to save him from his self-destructive tendencies.) #(not even R/ei is super gentle with him. okay thinking about this is making me sad moving on) #mwaaaaaah mwah mwah mwah kissa him #kissa him sooooooooo much <3333333333333333333333333333 he's so pretty I'm going to pass away #img #Phoenix.txt #Gallery #R: Sour Switchblade #(ignore the new f/o tags. I'll do a full tag re-haul later. once I've finished my s/i page) #SI: Don't fear the reaper #for the lore drop. heh. #drugs

[dandyshucks]

why do i keep getting energy and mood crashes these past few days auugghh 😭😭 (<-, they ask, knowing full well they have not given themself a day of rest in two weeks and continuously push themself to do more cleaning than they have energy for)

#i just want things to be clean dhdjfkd im so tired of the mess everywhere #i think i am also rebelling against the fatigue bc im so frustrated w how little i can do in a day 😭 #theres so much stress fjfkdl but i keep doing too many things and ending up exhausted and near tears so thats. probably not good fjfkdl #I need to rest but theres so much that Needs to be done along w everything i Want to do fjfkdl #dragging my hands down my face and grumbling dnfkdl this is . urgghh. alas! what can u do i guess djfkdl #fighting w myself bc on one hand. get everything done in a fit of self destructive tendencies. but things will be done. #on the other hand. do the potentially better thing and get stuff done in moderation with rest. but I'll always be behind on cleaning. hmph #idk fhfjdls pros and cons i suppose! i will stop yelling and grumbling abt it publicly now though djdkdl #vent //

[neodarkdark]

something really important to how I want to portray svern is that it's Not an easy case of Svern has issues and those issues resulted in him turning out this way VS Svern turned out this way because of outside influences, but that it's an inextricable combination of the way he was wired from the beginning in tandem with the environment he grew up with, the people he was around, the way he was viewed, and the fact that any "help" he got acted as a double-edged sword

#this could have been avoided. but it wouldn't have been avoided. he did this to himself but with the guidance of other hands. etc #feeling normal about my oc again #like he's actively self destructive and generally terrible now but he wasn't always. he intentionally chose to be but also not just because #he Wanted to or he got something out of it to start with. he taught himself to like it and part of it was out of spite #nobody taught him a better way in a way that he could digest. which wasn't his fault but his choices are actively bad #and his whole defence against ppl being weird about him ended up being to double down and not see himself as wrong #so he refuses to get better because he refuses to see anything really wrong with himself. bc he doesn't give a shit #who opened the box (ooc)

[dancingthroughthewilderness]

very incomplete list of tags i use just so that i can navigate this more easily. does not include any character tag or devotional tag

to be updated

#one day i’ll touch the world with bare hands (even if it burns) #wilderness runs in your veins #home is the first grave // family ties the first chain #transness as in destruction as in creation #trust the wilderness #we hold hands in the dark #i’ll be your slaughterhouse #i say i want you inside me and you split me open with a knife #sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you’ve been ruined #body torn apart by my brother #this was always going to happen #everything eating everything in the end #the self // the other #ouroboros #child of the earth #words on divinity #words on queerness #words on flesh #words on love #theoi #non hellenic #biblical #body horror #house of atreus #weaving words

[queseraphita]

im gonna end up finding some catastrophic way of blowing myself up without meaning to i can feel it

#trying to figure out how i wanna use my items on the belt #bc its a little awkward during combat but not kingdom hearts menu management bad #i really adore this game so far it taps into that monkey brain part of me when i am handed a difficult challenge #stares back at nocturne hardmode days....ah good times #i might end up taking the self destruct thing off once i get some thermite or whatever else i can throw at the enemy #baby's first souls like #mikh plays lies of p #its the same way i mishmash x on my controller and end up using a pulse cell #and go fuck i didnt mean to use that #and then i have to walk of shame back to the stargazer cause i want to have all my little things topped off #lies of p

[egipci]

'that scene' for doll parts

hmmm I think I started writing doll parts with a couple of scenes in mind that I actually didn’t end up writing or eventually cut out (fisting as always, for one thing, and also a little reflection on the difference between the sex Dean has with his Dad and the sex he has with other men— both of which are alluded to in the story but they’re obviously not fleshed out as scenes) —

What I really wanted the story to do though was to 1. capture a little of the self-loathing Dean feels about being a guy who has sex with his dad and to 2. seriously take “Dad used to send me away” from 14x12 and to have there be a cause and effect that relates back to their sexual relationship:

“Turn around,” he said, and Dean turned to face the stall wall and Dad was so close right there behind him, his hands sliding down Dean’s back and into the crack of his ass, the rough pads of his fingers just touching, pressing— fuck , getting him cleaned up, maybe, getting him ready— “Are you gonna fuck me?”

“Yeah,” Dad said. “Yeah, if you want. Do you want that?”

Dean stared down at his feet, the dark-green mildew at the seam between the wall and the floor, his chest heaving and his vision gone blurry from nothing but Dad prodding at him. “We can just hang out,” he said. “Watch TV. I don’t know, whatever you want.”

Dad hooked an arm across Dean’s chest, dragged him again under the water and wiped off the soapy residue from between his legs and his armpits and the thatch of hair above his dick. He held Dean, then. Just his arms around Dean’s ribs and his chest to Dean’s back and his fingers wandering and teasing, thumbs brushing at Dean’s nipples. “What do you want?” he asked, hot at the back of Dean’s neck, as if Dean could ever say no to him with his voice hoarse with hunger like that.

He bit the inside of his cheek and swallowed hard and said before he could think better of it, “Yeah. Okay. I want to— but—not if you leave after. Or make me leave.”

John punts the choice to Dean, because he wants Dean to want it on some level, but also to mitigate his own guilt, and Dean has to make the decision for both of them (or at least contemplate it) with the knowledge that his Dad is mercurial and there are repercussions — except he actually can’t say no, not necessarily out of coercion but actually out of genuine desire: he does want it, he just doesn’t want to deal with the after. (And of course because I’m a baby I let him not deal with the after! I always always want him to get what he wants, as much as I can.)

#my fic #kinda #the line I really wanted to write tho was the very crass: #‘Because it was Dad he’d wanted Dad’s cock and Dad’s hands. He’d wanted Dad to obliterate him’ #I think this is really the only Dean ship that can be both life-giving and completely destructive— and I think Dean experiences both! #asks

[amatres]

i'm going to make a hawke whose character arc is so not resolved by the end of da2

#ama mumbles #allyn hawke (oc) #allyn 'living in kirkwall feels like waiting for an executioner and the destruction of the chantry freed me of that' hawke #'do you approve of anders actions allyn' 'yes bc it meant i could finally leave kirkwall #allyn 'living on the run feels right to me bc i spent so many of my formative years like that unlike my younger brother and sister #who had lothering more than the many different homes across ferelden and the forests we would hide in in between #and maybe ill settle down again and have a garden but god it's not going to be this place that was my mother's home never mine' hawke #what do you do when you stop running? build a home. but what if that home so thoroughly wants you dead what then #'sure ill live on the run with my lover killing slavers. anything not to feel the crushing weight of my ghosts and own oppression #that partly lent a hand in the death of the ppl i loved. yes i love talking things out but theres too much here and im so tired' #her whole identity was built out of taking care of her family but what happens to an identity built on others when they are all gone #shes going to have to rebuild her sense of self in her like 30s and 40s good luck to her #wow that was a lot of tags sorry lmao