#my mortifications

[sizzlingsandwichperfection-blog]

I love a sandwich.

#my mortifications #are legion #and each night they must be enumerated #explored #and rehashed

[parisoonic]

#a doctor once said the opening line to me once and i replied without thinking 'oh i'd be so lucky'...i almost died of mortification #im still stuck on pre watershed double entendre jokes im sorry everyone #team fortress 2 #tf2 heavy #tf2 medic #heavymedic #red oktoberfest #tf2 fanart #heavy is the dick in the relationship. he's a quiet guy so you know he's working on some sick burns #still getting over my art block! im...getting there slowly #tf2

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

people practice w Them <3

#posting this and then shoving my head into a hole Bye #i am! Not Confident!!! in my people scribbling abilities!! #but im trying!!! im fucking trying!!! #i already see improvement #not enough to make me go 'wee the masses are gonna love this' #but enough that i can fathom posting. i can handle it. i can do this #if i dont do it now then i never will!!!! #im still gonna scream into a pillow rip it apart and then eat the stuffing!!!! #ah... the mortification of Existing... of Being Perceived... #it is ever present and inescapable! youd thing id be used to it by now!!! #ill be on my death bed asking people to leave the room so that i can die w/o feeling horribly self conscious and Seen #no seriously every time i think about my potential death and or coma should that happen #i prematurely cringe at the Attention. people potentially crying at my bedside Eugh No Thank You Please Do That Elsewhere #either call me a loser and drop off a single flower or leave me be <3 #THIS IS A WELCOME HOME SCRIBBLE POST. IM SORRY I FORGOT #scribble garnish #uh um uh so uh wally and barnaby am i rite fellas- #in my mind they're picking up takeout for dinner <3 #yeah no im not tagging it with a fandom tag. i dont want to be perceived As We've Established #im somewhat satisfied with that first wally.... swag <3 #& do i have major gender envy for barnaby? yeah #im not used to drawing people but i should be... i need to be... #THERE ARE GUYS I WANNA DRAW! mine and others!!! ngl mostly mine!!!

[lemonsdaily-artdump]

And it worked

#my art #curse of strahd #d&d art #kasia of st andral #strahd von zarovich #d&d oc #d&d oc art #she's blushing out of mortification of asking not because she actually likes him #not featured is the dead body being dragged away #or the fact she just got sick from watching him curb stomp her friend's skull in #he's just like “ah she's a freak i see”

[canisalbus]

"I'm going to get more lashes today."

- Repentant Catholic Machete in 1600s

and

- Pretty Machete in 2023

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#BHEH #sparked my interest to look up if eyelash implants are a thing and the answer is yes #for some reason that's horrifying to me #answered #anonymous #I think his mentor was a self-flagellating type #really into mortification of the flesh kinda guy #Machete isn't a fan #if he feels like he has to punish himself for something he tends to ramp up the self-denial #fasting and abstaining are easier to tolerate than sharp physical pain

[sleevebuscemii]

louis is saur funny because he chalks up everything about his attachment to lestat to their ‘vampire bond’ but louis was a human whole being when he went out with that man every night even after he saw him stop time and read minds. he was a human whole being when for their first time, he had a threesome with that man and let him literally drink his actual blood. he was a Human Whole Being when he kissed and devoted himself to that man in a church on the day of his brother’s funeral after said man killed and maimed two priests (one who louis clearly knew very personally) before his very damn eyes. this is a not a ‘what came first the chicken or the egg’ situation mr du lac. the court finds that you were dickmatized before you were ever vampire bonded.

#the funniest thing about louis being out and proud in 2022 #is that him chalking up all the times he’s chosen lestat to the ‘vampire bond’ instead of penis delirium #can’t even be attributed to his internalized homophobia. it’s literally just the mortification of being down bad for lestat. #interview with the vampire #amc iwtv #i feel like so many of posts just keep coming for louis’ throat. but sorry he’s my best friend whose bad taste in men i love to judge. #this is just things i would tell him at a combination brunch/intervention #anyway. good night #m

[cupiidzbow]

ok the art director for ba.njo kaz.ooie liked self ship art of me and banjo on twitter. im logging off forever

#I THINK MAYBE IM DIFFERENT BUT ITS SO MORTIFING WHEN THE CREATORS LIKE MY SELF SHIP ART . #LIKE. 😟😟😟😟 I am so sorry literally you should be allowed to kill me with hammers . my fault #txt #IM JUST SITTING HERE LIKE 😟😟 WHAY DO I DO. DIE?

[ddejavvu]

switching from schoolwork to tumblr is so scary bc wait let's make sure i actually closed my group presentation before writing about old man dick in google docs just in case i'm somehow typing on both

#one time... one time i accidentally copied and pasted an entire 20k word fic into a zoom chat and my finger HOVERED.. #over the 'enter' button. #i was literally a second away from eternal mortification #the fear of god was thoroughly put into me that day

[ludwigplayingthetrombone]

Patreon reopened

WE GOT APPROVED, GAMERS, HERE'S THE LINK (R-18 ONLY)

There's only one tier, $4 a month, and that gets you access to view my kkg smut and all the previous patreon posts from the last few years (yeehan)!

I plan on posting at least twice a month for now, here's a preview of what i have up now kkg wise, the follow-up to the shadow clone pic :3

#announcement #my art #//nsfw #mortification over time for tender old man lovin

[meyerlansky]

he's so disgusting

he didn't even catch it

#being a frank girl is an experiment in mortification #this fucking band #mcrnyc #my chemical romance #frank iero #cw unsanitary #sorry i forgot that tag i was too busy being disgusted at myself for... this.

[supreme-leader-stoat]

My friend sends me so many funny posts of yours that i get excited when i see your pfp as like a pavlovian response

This is great. I'm getting a good grade in Funny Internet Man.

#thank you for the compliment #also I continue to be mortifed by the knowledge that my influence extends beyond the limits of my own perception

[gaslightgallows]

Feelin' hot today.

#ethan's rl stuff #excuse my face #might delete later we'll see how long the mortification takes to show up

[stop-breaking-my-heart-telltale]

if dorian didn't show up, do you think louis would have shot minnie?

I do. I know some people think either he wouldn't have or he would've missed so that's why the writers had him shoot Dorian instead, but mmmmmm no, I don't personally think so. I like to think that if he had taken the shot, his shaky hands would've caused him to shoot her fatally.

Mostly because I'm already so normal about the fact that of the Ericson crew, Marlon and Louis are the only ones with a body count. Well, that we know of, but shown to us in the game, at least. Plus, we know it's Louis' first kill.

Like yeah, Clementine and AJ become part of the crew and they have bigger body counts, and if we're counting indirect kills caused by actions, then Tenn has a count... and I guess everyone has blood on their hands for blowing up the boat... but I'm talking about killed directly with a weapon like....... I lied, I'm not normal about that at all, Louis and Marlon are the ones who have killed someone in Louis' route. I'm also not normal about the fact that Louis kills Dorian and then even as he's clearly in shock, he tries to go with Clementine to get AJ, and then later on when they talk about it, he says it feels like bile but not quite and he's glad he has it in him to do it.... listen, listen, listen... I'm obsessed with that.

Anyway, so if Louis shot Minerva, I think he would've accidentally killed her and can you imagine? He's already enough of a mess after killing the woman who pinned him down and tried to cut his finger off [or succeeded] but he knew Minerva, they were friends before the twins were taken. Even Violet couldn't kill her even though that would've been the smarter thing to do, and we know thanks to meta knowledge that killing her would've saved lives, but Violet couldn't, and I don't think Louis would intentionally either.

Speaking of Violet, if Louis killed Minerva, I hate to think about what that would've done to Vi. I think she might've actually left at that point, like what was planned before it got changed to her being burned. I don't think she would've attacked Louis over it, though, like yeah she attacked Clementine in the cell but Louis? I don't know, but I don't think so just because it's Louis and he'd be a mess about it anyway.

Though if he did kill her, it would be a neat parallel to draw... y'know, because Louis forgave AJ for killing Marlon even though he was pissed and heartbroken, and Violet was annoyed with him the entire time... but could she ever forgive Louis for killing Minerva? Y'know? We already have a similar parallel with AJ shooting Tenn, but still.

If Clementine killed Minerva in that moment, though, then I could see Violet attacking her since in her eyes, Clem proved her right.

So yeah, I get why they added the Dorian kill to his route. It adds another compelling element to Louis as a character, but we also need Minerva alive for episode 4; Louis can't kill her, he can't miss, and he's not going to stay with her because we need Violet to stay on the boat and him to be on shore for all routes.

#asks #twdg louis #twdg minerva #twdg clementine #twdg violet #twdg marlon #twdg tenn #honestly whenever i see someone say louis is the boring option i'm just like '.......that's your opinion but also how can you say that??' #then again i'm sure other people look at me saying violentine just isn't for me and they say the same thing so y'know... i can't talk haha #also time is such a weird thing because i look at the entire cell scene in louis' route and like... i'm not even mad about violet anymore #like yeah i still don't believe she was brainwashed like i'm sorry y'all only believe that because kent said something about it #not because there's all this evidence toward it in game like vi being pissed at clementine makes sense she doesn't need to be brainwashed #for it to work like her being vulnerable and easily manipulated into submission makes perfect sense especially with minerva there #it's like everyone was pissed that she attacked clementine and people needed a way to excuse it so it's not violet's fault when like... #that's literally what makes it interesting like calm down it's okay if violet is pissed and scared and behaves accordingly #also my controversial opinion of the day that i'll hide here in the tags so maybe people won't find it sksksk but #I personally find the concept of vinerva and the doomed tragedy of it more compelling than anything violentine did #like i'll defend violentine and i do believe it's an important and good ship it's just not my personal favorite #anyway but then the whole thing with lilly and minerva is so good and louis screaming FUCK YOU at minerva?? amazing love it so good #i love when the soft character who never chooses violence is so pissed off that all that anger they have boils to the surface and it's raw #like... he's SO mad he's SO furious he's SOOO UPSET like he wasn't even like this when marlon died or anything like he hit his limit #and then shooting dorian through the mouth while an accident is just well done i love it and i love his reaction of mortification #and apologizing and YET he still tries to go with clementine he's trembling and can barely string together a sentence but he wants to go #he wants to help her he wants to save aj THAT is the gut reaction he has after everything that just went down #'louis isn't loyal or good for clem because of the vote' babe tell me you don't understand any nuance of louis' character without telling m #it's fine IT'S FINE you don't have to agree and i just have to remind myself that it's fine not everyone likes louis we're okay #this drives me crazy in the best way like y'know what? i love the cells scene in louis' route all of it even the stuff i used to rant about #even the stuff that used to piss me off now i'm just like 'no wait past cj was dumb she wasn't looking at it this way aaaaaaaa' sksksks #that was my tag ted talk about the cell scene thank you

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

hm! i have never stimmed so violently (yippee yahoo!) in my life!

#that was very well timed i was starting to have a bad day! the entropy was starting to Kick In! #bad day's over everything is wonderful life is worth living etc Etc #that being said yes see this hole i am laying comfortably in #yeah see those shovels over there #i want each of you to take one and then toss a shovelful of dirt into the hole. right on top of me #yep yes keep going till im covered thank you <3 #the mortification of being Perceived vs the sheer joy of it all FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT #woah... clown likes how i draw barnaby.... i feel peace in my soul.... #absolutely unprompted #a nice end to a relatively shitty week lmao!!! #first the update and now this!! wowee!!! yeehaw! hawyee! holy fucking shit! #gonna be thinking about this all month! an instant picker-upper!

[nari-writes]

Was meant to be self-sacrifice and somehow turned into Shenanigans instead: welcome the yj core 4 being three badly-raised teenage guys and one "normal" teenage girl who Does Not Deserve This Level Of Mortification (also, there's a vampire)

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"Okay," Tim says, and then again, a bit more breathlessly, "okay. We can do this. It's fine. It's fine? No-one's injured, and without blood their tracking won't be-"

"Shit," Cassie says. Tim's attention immediately snaps to her, which is not what she wants but also entirely what she expects.

"What?" he asks. "Did you get hurt? Are you okay?"

"No," she says, humiliation making her cheeks burn, and Tim gets even more concerned.

"No what?" he asks, and then, too fast for her to get an answer in, "No to you being okay? No to having an injury? Cassie-"

Oh god this is the worst, she thinks, because this is the punchline to the world's most misogynistic joke - an alien, a too-old baby, a socially awkward teen therapist, and a girl with- "I'm on my period," she says, and hates how squirmy embarrassment feels in her stomach.

Kon stares at her, looking vaguely panicked. Bart at least just cocks his head, but Tim can't even look at her, and he's turning pink under his mask-

"How- much blood?" Tim asks, sounding as awkwardly as she feels, and Cassie hisses.

"I don't measure it! I dunno, Robin, enough for a freaking blood-sniffing vampire to track-"

"Just turn it off?" Bart says, and Cassie makes an offended noise in the back of her throat.

"Wait, she can do that?" Kon asks, now looking even more panicked.

"No!" Tim and Cassie say in unison.

"I wish," Cassie adds, and this time it's Bart's turn to reel back.

"So you just bleed?" he asks, aghast.

Cassie's tone probably matches his when she asks, "Imp, has no-one had the talk with you yet? Is there no sex ed in the future?"

"Shots not," Tim says, and Cassie immediately repeats the phrase, desperately.

"What!" Kon says, "No, no, no, no, I am not- I can't! You want me to teach him? I don't even know if human sex ed is different from Kryptonian sex ed!"

"Not like Superman gave you many pointers on either," Tim mutters, because he takes every chance he can get to snub Clark, and Cassie steps on his foot.

"Nobody has to tell me about anything," Bart says crossly, "I'll just go to the library and teach myself-"

"Vampire!" says Tim, grabbing Bart's bicep before he can flash from the room. "Oh my god do not go out there right now."

#yj98 #core4 #core four #young justice #cassie sandsmark #tim drake #conner kent #bart allen #superheroes #dc comics #nari is writing #unfinished fic snips #i may cannibalise it for spiderkon but it would also be fun just to have SHENANIGANS you know? #and if i do change it i have to fix the line abt the aliens #i was trying to go for cassie: fuck im the only girl rn and i have to tell three teenage guys about my period #the teenage mortification of being a year into it so everything is the worst and you hate your body and it still Hurts So Bad #sorry cassie <3 #the thought came to me at 12:03 and would not leave me to stop giggling #HOW AWKWARD. TO BE HUNTED BY A VAMPIRE AND HAVE NO INJURIES BUT YOUR DAMN PERIOD #anyway the self sacrifice was gonna be tim giving himself an injury so his blood was fresh #but then i decided lmao maybe from a plan standpoint #- and sorry here bart - #they just use bart as a blood letting machine and lead the vamp to a trap #he's a speedster!!! the blood replenishes faster!!! #fic snips

[dare-i-say-it]

I love my boyfriend and his body PLENTY as is but, God, I can't wait until he can start T, and get the affirming surgeries he wants. Of course for the gender euphoria he will get, it will be so amazing to see him grow into the person he was meant to be.

However

Definitely would be lying if I did not admit part of it was for my horny reasons.

I love my tdick. Its amazing and euphoric. And I cannot wait for my boyfriend to have one too. I wanna jack him off, and suck on it, and let him fuck me with it. I lose my mind over the idea of being able to feel it throb as he cums. I wanna frot against him, and joke about our sizes.

I wanna kiss down his happy trail, and bite his thighs and belly. I wanna kiss all over his face and feel how much more stubble he has gained. I wanna hear his voice moan for the first time after it drops, and smell the change in his scent. I wanna see how much more confident he is. I want our shot days to line up and have that needy desperate sex that goes along with the spike in sex drive that follows.

I want to kiss his chest scars, and forearm scar from his graft. I can't fucking WAIT for the first time we get to have sex after he completes the bottom surgeries he wants, I want to see the pure joy on his face as he bottoms out in me for the first time using his own dick instead of a strap. Him finally being able to cum inside me and FEEL it when I cum too. I wanna touch, and feel, and admire the body he worked so damn hard to get. I want him to feel good about his body as a whole, and I desperately want to help him learn all the new ways we can make his body feel good too.

#today is my shot day and it shows! #i think if he ever finds this blog i will panic delete it from pure mortification i can never say this shit to him directly #mlm #nblm nsft #nblm #t4t nsft #t4t #trans nsft #t4t mlm #gay #boyfriend #transmasc #ftm nsft #tboy