#my queue has run out

[charmed-n-zesty]

Deer tracks in 'the backyard'.

#winter is here #my queue has run out #updates on hold and may be sporadic over the holidays #winter #nature photography #naturecore #nature #photography #forestcore #forest photography #forest #hiking #deer tracks #landscape #winter landscape #original photography #photographers on tumblr #finland #nordics

[obsob]

big man...why is he so big...(hes full of love)

#mine #original #oug im tired!!! sleepy!! #what hve i done this week... i processes like 30 orders bc i had such a backlog OGUG. did 2 drawings for my portfolio. did this drawing #also did sm good planning! and sketching! #i was gna colour my portfolio drawings but im. pretty worn out so now maybe i will not #my lower back has been rlly sore also so . im gna try n avoid sitting at my desk heeh #its like half 12 whilst im queueing this....gna hve sm lunch soon. adn then read maybe. i finished my book this morn it was ver good #foxen bloom by. someone. cannae remember !!! very good nice an short #its a nice day..might go 4 walk #ive started on the sleeves for my jumper uehue !!!! am def gna run out of wool so annoying....will b short like. half a ball. #im gettin close 2 finishing my blanket....kinda...i ordered too much wool for that kjbsdkjbs #yes yes reading. i should do yoga maybe. world of pain #okay goodbye

[lilyliveredlittlerichboy]

didn't scroll tumblr for like a week cus i was hella busy and rereading @derinthescarletpescatarian curse words in what spare time i could wrangle from my schedule (great story, highly recommend btw) and i realise now that i haven't missed tumblr at all. maybe i will dip again

#i need a tag for my own rambles #queue has run out on my tlt liveblog though #and i still haven't actually started reading Nona the Ninth cus i got distracted by my harebrained idea to reread curse words #i don't regret it at all #i have some time tomorrow so maybe i will make a start on Nona then

[filmnoirsbian]

#i love that they used daryl dixon as the bg lmao #anyways! this has been a long time coming. the positives abt social media have been starting to stop outweighing the negatives for me #and rather than offering the connection to others it once did it has begun to feel very disconnecting to me in a way i do not like #i will still pop in occasionally i think if only just to post poetry or answer asks. but i will no longer be opening this app daily or #uploading my queue so when whatever's in there now runs out that's it! #I'll still be active on patreon. slightly less active on substack and medium. and wolfgang and i will still be doing the podcast. #but i need to take my time back tbh and this will help me do that hopefully. hope ur all as well as can be <3 #tcp

[icantalk710]

Quick compilation to show that I'm, for all intents and purposes, still alive in one way or another, hi 😳

#ore no kao #you know it's been a bad few weeks when my queue ran out lol #sorry for being a bit MIA--it has been a week (plural) #work's been semi-stressful until i got mostly caught up last week and also started helping with a thing or two #so brain bandwidth had been running low for most of that 😅 #cheekily cheery that it's the weekend hehe; gorging on a calzone and hawaiian slice as i type #[also re-watched Young Royals going into S3 and finished it last week and that was an overall solid finale] #keeping up with my jogs and even doing sunset ones has been nice with it getting warmer out; helpful for not fully losing it mentally lol #hope people are doing well! 🙂 #fun fact: reading 'for all intensive purposes' drives me up a wall

[sneeb-canons]

Headcanon #500:

Mind is afraid that when he distances himself from or above the others, that he will be too far gone to come back down. That when his paranoia gets the best of him, he'll shut everyone else out and then be completely alone with no way back to where he was before.

Heart is afraid that if Mind is right, with the idea that what he does isn't genuine, that he's being manipulative without realizing it. Then therefore being Whole without himself there is the better option. That he'd be thrown out because his ideas would then be "not worth it" or even "vile"

Soul is afraid that no matter what he does or how good things will be, they'll always eventually split up again or even end up worse. Even then he has no clue what he's supposed to do or be during everything, and so because of that he'll never be whole. Or worse that he'll never really "feel" whole.

#kiiiiiiiinda just saying what is a bit talked about in the album but eh #i like this #fun fact: i made this & saved it as a draft back when it was just barley over 100 #finally being posted at 500 #wanting to post my own at each hundred mark cos why not #i say that but there's only one more submission in the queue atm soooo #send me your headcanons now to make my own ideas for special occasions get it like special hahaha [please send more i only have so many] #[idk what to do after I run out help] #haha anyway #next are my old tags from when i first made this post #cj soul #cj mind #cj heart #chonny jash #wow did KJ just attempt to make an angst headcanon? never thought that would happen #anyways idk how much this makes sense but eh it works #if theres anything to get from this or how my ideas with them work #mind can be overly paranoid. heart can be too protective of himself. and those idea make them believe the other has it out for them #soul has no idea how to really deal with that let alone what he's supposed to be #or something along those lines #idk its 5am man idk what im talking about #i need to go to bed pfft #chonnys charming chaos compendium

[jestroer]

I think this event basically made my whole rest of the year, I'm gonna be riding this high for a good while it's amazing

#if they decide to actually do this more than once im going to be absolutely over the moon #its so fun and i didn't even see still what they were doing in the queue room and h's scarland experience #its so great #i love decked out so much and its very nice to see Tango this happy and those fresh reactions and communication #my fave runs are the ones when there are other people talking as well like Etho has quite often and this is just this but #even better #im having a time of my life even if i really want to sleep #liveblogging #decked out 2 #hermitcraft

[emry-stars-art]

I just read through all of the mer au and royal au master posts and I just have to say that they're so creative and I love the way you write and draw them. They're both such good aus.

Do you have any more with Andrew and Kevin taking care of Neil when he's just barely back from evermore? I don't care that it's not realistic that he's temporarily blind, I think it's such an interesting way to explore Kevin and Andrew taking care of Neil

(First of all thank you SO much you’re so kind, I also love exploring the dynamic of these three - if you couldn’t tell by the sheer volume of writing here - because ahhhh)

So I held onto this specifically for now; we are halfway through whumptober yayyyyyy 🥲

I bring you a small barrage of help and comfort for the boy!!

Abram’s immediate return to Palmetto

Responsibility II - Abram’s hair

Andrew catching Abram after a nightmare

Abram beginning his recovery in Day’s care

Andrew beginning to help with Abram’s physical therapy

Find more royal au scenes here 💕

#and yes! it is very incorrect for him to be still blind/blurry eyed in palmetto! #temporary blindness from head trauma only lasts like #half an hour at most #but yes I WILL be continuing to pretend otherwise thank you for your support #maybe Abigail has some alchemist trick #that can exist here let’s do that #but hey #two days until I pick up my moving vannnnn #so from here on out I’m running on my queue #I will still be here to chat and read asks and messages #I’m almost thereeeeee I’m so happy #anyway #my writing #aftg #all for the game #neil josten #andrew minyard #kevin day #asks #royal au

[ofbakerst]

#& now my queue has actually run out #what's next idk but def not last vampyre #the master blackmailer #granada holmes #jeremy brett #edward hardwicke #sherlock holmes #watson #baker street #hands #my posts

[kaikamahine]

my mother passed away this morning.

#queue will probably spit out half-tagged posts until it runs out. #it was unexpected. she was fine at 8 and by 11 she was gone. #every decision of my life for the past six (twelve. fifteen.) years has revolved around caring for her. #everything is going to be v. strange from here . #family death tw

[khaotunq]

You say that as if I'm happy now. ⇢ Aou Thanaboon as Max (Be My Favourite, 2023)

#be my favourite #be my favorite the series #aou thanaboon #bmf max #asianlgbtqdramas #my gifs #mine: aou thanaboon #my edits #endless gifs #mine: thai bl #yes he has approximately 0.4 seconds of screen time #but it's only ep 2 and we smell backstory #did i watch both eps back to back almost as soon as i got a whatsapp from chiara saying simply #AOU WITH PINK HAIR #? yes. it's exactly what happened #i'm a simple lad #my queue has run out. i have eaten half a twix. it is 2am. #it's 2am and i'm making gifs because ✨him✨ #when'd he get all big eyed like that that's what i'd like to know #continuing my determination to gif aou whenever he appears in a tiny baby role #and then disappear into the ether #i'm lowkey obsessed with him #if lowkey meant very much and completely and unreasonably #these are messy as fuck but. 2am. #not sure what life decisions have led to me staying up til 2am to make and immediately post them #don't ask can't explain

[introvertedfox]

Hi everyone!

My queue ran out again...story of my life xD

And I think I'll take a short break, since I'll go on a mini vacation soon and I'm busy getting everything ready for that.

Have a great day/night! 🧡

#fox rambles #my queue running out all the time has become a trademark tbh xD

[deepfriedpaddymayne]

I SUBMITTED MY MASTER'S THESIS so everyone say thank you to this meme of professor augustin jordan that crunchy made whch i kept staring at whenever I desperately wanted to destroy the entire concept of academia

#special thanks to crunchy for reminding me to LOOK at the meme whenever I wanted to scratch and or bite and or kill #on a related note YES i know the queue has run out i am refilling it tomorrow. AFTER taking the longest nap of my life #anyway i am actually boo boo the fool here because guess who is starting another masters literally next week? #it's me. they need to put me down like a rabid dog #eyyyy nice paddy mayne ref - ok I think it's bedtime for me #sas rogue heroes #oscar rambles

[yugiohmangaoutofcontext]

fucking insane to me that the instant my autism woke back up and was like DUDE. YGO. and i got back on my bullshit on this blog, all the ygos swarm my notes... hello ygoblr it's good to be back 😏

#not ygomooc #glad we all agree these boys are gay and behave ridiculously #sorry i have to drip feed the panels by queueing one a day... if i don't id run out of stuff very quickly #as tempting as it is to post the panels the instant i see them and giggle and crop them #i read manga while im at my job so i can actually pace myself and not. just binge all of it in one go #but also when im at home im. too busy playing bg3 IT HAS A CHOKEHOLD ON ME I HAVE LIKE 91H ON MY MAIN CHAR AND 10H ON DURGE ALREADY #sorry im The Rambling Rambler lolol

[hauntedselves]

therapy yesterday (tw: health anxiety, specifically heart-related; contamination OCD)

so i probably have health anxiety. i've been having some physical symptoms which led me to get an electrocardiogram (ECG) and then a 24hr ECG - and of course i didn't have any symptoms during, only before and after 🙄- but i talked to my psych about how i get all obsessive over it (e.g. i get palpitations, i check what that could mean, i worry i'm having a heart attack, the anxiety causes the palpitations to get worse, the cycle continues). and turns out she wrote her masters thesis on heart-related health anxiety so literally the best person i could be talking to about this!

in typical health anxiety fashion i spent all of today researching health anxiety. i found a subreddit (r/HealthAnxiety) and reading their posts has been really helpful. i also found a workbook on health anxiety so i'll read that.

the thing to remember is that i'm still here. like... i've had many episodes of these heart symptoms and i'm not dead.

of course though, all the symptoms of a heart attack are the same as symptoms of anxiety & panic attacks. which makes it hard! but then the trick is to wait, as hard as that is. if you're really having a heart attack, your body knows. panic attacks are awful but they won't kill you.

if i had been assessed as a kid, i reckon i would've been diagnosed with OCD (and painfully obvious autism lol). i read Roald Dahl's autobiography when i was a kid and he wrote about having appendicitis which scared the shit out of me. obviously treatment and prognosis of appendicitis is way better in 2023 than it was in the early 1900s lol. but if i felt any amount of abdominal pain i'd be mentally running through the symptoms of appendicitis and freak myself out over it. (a small reason why i got a hysterectomy was so that i'd be 100% certain that i could never get a ruptured ovarian cyst, or endometriosis, or cervical cancer, etc.).

i was also obsessed with (and terrified of) natural disasters. i'd memorised all the cloud shapes and patterns and what they meant and i was always analysing the clouds to make sure a tornado wasn't about to happen (worth noting i live in a part of the world where tornadoes literally do not happen). or i'd see a mountain that was vaguely pointy and i'd be like, oh shit what if that's a volcano. or i'd be at the beach and be obsessively checking the sky and sea to make sure i'd be prepared if a tsunami were to happen (again, there's no volcanic activity here or tsunamis). bushfires do happen and can be pretty severe (our house came close to burning down a few times) and i still fixate on them during bushfire season but definitely not to the point i did as a kid.

i also went through a phase were i'd never be sure if i washed my hands after going to the loo, so i'd go back to the bathroom multiple times to wash them again. classic OCD there.

my psych and i theorise that these anxiety/OCD-like symptoms are the result of autism and trauma (as everything seems to be in my life lol). it makes sense - a little (undiagnosed) autistic kid in a chaotic, unstable environment hyperfixates on control and uncertainty (OCD)... and develops a fear of pain and death. an injury can be controlled, there's a process and uniformity to it (e.g. you cut your finger, so you wash it and get a bandaid, and over time it heals). an abusive environment is unpredictable and can't be controlled, so you focus on what you can control (and dissociate from the rest). once again, i have to wonder how much easier and better my life would be if it weren't for all the trauma lol...

#dogpost #personal #hs' anxiety #health anxiety #illness anxiety #hypochondria #the dr thought it might be mild serotonin syndrome (tho unlikely) so i had to stop my anti-anxiety meds ironically #obsessive compulsive related disorders #somatic symptoms #hypochondriasis #ocd #obsessive compulsive disorder #in my unprofessional opinion i think HA is a type of OCD (it has obsessions (health) & compulsions (checking & reassurance)) #also the queue has run out so i'll be not very active for a bit while i get through my drafts and fill up the queue again

[aurorangen]

Ready to start the next adventure in life

#ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 gameplay #ts4 legacy #postcard legacy #bryce is stuck with billy at foxbury just look at his face AHAHA #ill do a bailey in britechester post in between!! #postcard gen 2 #billy reichmann #bryce reichmann #bailey reichmann #and my 3 day queue has run out