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quiescentdestiny · 28 days
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Getting Jean's perspective of Neil has casually reminded me that Neil really was out here in tfc acting like Andrew was insane for thinking he was a mole for the Ravens.
Like the man was so offended that Andrew would assume that, even though he spent every moment before that being completely fucking feral, having a literal shrine to Kevin and Riko in his bag at all times along with $250,000 in what amounts to cash, knew french well enough to not only yell at Kevin with no context, but say something that got Kevin to throw him against a wall in retaliation....
This is the man who had the audacity to act like Andrew's assumption that he was hired by the Moriyamas was completely unreasonable.
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mypoisonedvine · 8 months
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Kinda dark!Neil gets jealous and very possessive over his best friend (reader) when she's dating someone. They end up arguing, he calls her something bad, she slaps him and he kisses her, eventually confessing his feelings.
I got so many requests for various versions of dark neil like yall are FERAL for him and honestly? yeah. mood.
warnings: dark (obviously), manipulation, basically neil is just an asshole lmao
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"I just think you can do better," he shrugged, glancing away from you. And even though you'd probably heard it a thousand times, for some reason that one was the last straw.
"I wish you'd just say it, Neil," you spat at him, getting his attention again with a raised eyebrow. "I wish you'd just say what you're obviously getting at."
"What?" he denied, scoffing.
"You know, Craig thinks that you're--"
"Oh, fucking Craig," he rolled his eyes, "god forbid we forget for one second what Craig think-- cause Craig is sooo smart, right?"
"Shut up," you frowned. "You know, if you were really my friend, you'd just be supportive."
"If I was really your friend?" Neil repeated. "What's that mean? What am I if not your friend?"
"I-I-- well--" you stammered, trying again to say it but losing your nerve.
Neil scoffed, crossing his arms as he gave you this nasty, smug kind of smile. "You tell me to just say it, but you can't even say it yourself," he noticed. "You're not that tough, you know."
You pouted a little, looking down at the floor.
"I am your friend," he promised, "but I don't wanna be."
You nervously looked up at him, not sure what that meant, and found him stepping closer.
"I'm guessing Craig told you that-- he's an idiot, but I guess he's not completely oblivious..." Neil sighed, stepping closer to you again-- making you start to step back a little. "I don't wanna just be your friend. There, I said it."
"Wh-what do you want?" you asked, even though the answer was pretty obvious now-- you were still hoping he might give a different answer.
"I want you," he said, and your heart jumped as he stepped closer. "I always wanted you."
"N-Neil, you don't mean that," you breathed.
"I've never meant anything like I mean that," he assured. "And you can lie to yourself or to fucking Craig all you want-- but I know you want me, too."
"God, I defended you," you remembered with wide eyes, "Craig said you were just trying to get into my pants, and I defended you. I can't believe he was right..."
"Did you really not know?" Neil laughed a little. "Sometimes I thought it was obvious."
"No, I didn't know! I trusted you!" you yelped.
"Well, Jesus-- you make it sound like I did something awful," he laughed thinly, "it's not a crime to fall for your best friend."
"But all this time, and you never told me," you sighed, "were you just... waiting? Thinking I'd eventually fall into bed with you?"
"I mean..." Neil stalled awkwardly, rubbing the back of his neck, and you groaned as you rolled your eyes.
"God, you're such a creep!"
He frowned, glaring at you a bit. "Listen, I'm sorry you're so goddamn disappointed, but you don't have to be such a bitch--"
Instantly you put your hand up-- it was pure instinct at that point-- but before you could hit him across the face, he grabbed your wrist and clicked his tongue at you disapprovingly.
"Don't do that," he warned you. "Don't be like that."
"Neil, let go," you whimpered, trying to tug your hand away, but he just grabbed your hip and pulled you into him. His eyes met yours before trailing down to your lips, his own sighing for a moment.
"I wanted you so bad," he said again, softer, "for so long. Enough to drive a guy crazy, you know-- being around you all the time and never having you."
"Neil, please," you whispered back, eyes welling with tears. "Just let me go, please."
"Not until you admit that you wanted this, too," he replied, and you shook your head as you bit your shaking lip.
He frowned again, finally letting go of your wrist and holding your cheek instead.
"We're so much better for each other," he insisted, "I'll take such good care of you, angel. Why won't you just let me do that, huh?"
Instead of giving you time to respond, he suddenly pressed his lips to yours; he held your head when you tried to pull back, forcing you to stay close against him as he hummed quietly against you. You tried to push harder on his shoulders, but he only tilted his head and deepened the kiss, slipping his tongue into the opening created by your gasp of protest.
He seemed to think if he just forced it on you long enough, you'd succumb to it, and he got frustrated when he didn't work. He slipped his hand around your neck, tightening it just enough to threaten you with something worse. "Kiss me," he ordered you under his breath, and you felt like you had to at this point for your safety. Struggling to put any real passion into it as your heart raced with fear, you shut your eyes and finally kissed him back; he moaned a little, you even felt him smile and hold you tighter.
You broke away enough to speak again. "We can't-- Neil, this isn't okay," you stammered out.
"It's fine," he promised dismissively as he leaned in again, "I won't tell him."
"N-no, fuck, I don't mean--" you groaned, but you were interrupted when Neil pressed his hips to yours and you felt the bulge in his jeans. "F-fuck, Neil--"
"See what you do to me?" he grinned. "Sorry, I just can't help it-- I swear I'm hard half the time that I'm with you, you're just so cute."
"Are you fucking serious?" you sneered at him.
"You're even cuter when you're angry with me," he laughed, easily pushing your hand away when you tried to hit him again. "C'mon, don't fight me, angel-- please don't fight me."
You were about to ask what the fuck else you were supposed to do when he was acting like this, but you were interrupted as he shoved you down onto the couch, climbing on top of you. "What the fuck are you--?!"
"Shh," he offered, kissing your neck as he started to reach up under your shirt. "Shh, hey, it's gonna be good, okay? You're gonna realize how good we are together."
"Neil, I swear, if you don't get the fuck off of me," you began, gasping as he pinned you down by your wrists.
"Please, baby," he sighed, "I just need you so bad. Okay? I need you so fucking bad I can't stand it-- you're so funny, and sweet, and sexy, and honestly I don't even deserve you, but let me try, you know?"
He really seemed to think this was some grand romantic gesture, and not the most terrifying thing you'd ever seen so up close.
"I'll give you anything you want," he promised, "I'll do anything you want--"
"Get off me."
"Other than that," he added with a little laugh. "I need to show you how much you mean to me... so please don't put up too much of a fight, okay? Because I really don't want to hurt you."
He leaned down and kissed your lips again, softer and sweeter, before kissing your cheek instead and then whispering beside your ear.
"But I will if I have to."
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bloodfiresandabram · 20 days
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me: posts a snippet of the fic i started
me: doesn't do anything else for like a month
anyway, hey, here's another snippet because me giving in to the urge to write fics for aftg (and probably also tsc once i read it) has made me borderline feral with the need to write, write, and keep writing
Neil doesn’t mention his mother very often, not even to Andrew. Even thinking about her leaves him feeling conflicted, and while he can logically tell himself that Andrew’s distaste towards Mary is based on violent truth, whenever someone else points it out it becomes difficult to swallow down his urge to get defensive. If he’s being honest with himself, he can’t decide how he feels about her anymore. There’s a concoction of emotions that always swirl together in his head in a way, leaving him dizzy and disoriented.
He knows that Bee is aware of Mary because he knows that Andrew and Aaron have talked about Mary during their joint sessions. He knows this because Andrew had asked if he could bring her up, making it very clear that he wouldn’t give any details that Neil wasn’t okay with, but also making it clear that Aaron would likely lose some of his continuous animosity towards Neil if he knew something that he could relate to. “And what better for you to bond over,” Andrew had drawled with falsified disinterest, “than abusive mothers who died in cars.” Neil hadn’t flinched back at those words, but Andrew was looking at him intently like he was expecting it anyway. When Neil gave him blanket permission, he cocked a bro  but didn’t bring it up again.
A few weeks later Aaron approached Neil between classes, looking disgruntled and reluctant and kind of annoyed, but he huffed a sigh and crossed his arms over his chest defensively and leveled Neil with a look that wasn’t completely scathing. “Your mom,” he said, then stopped, grimacing to himself as Neil looked at him curiously, making himself stay quiet and patient, something he often isn’t. Eventually Aaron managed to string his words together, though it was obvious that he was gritting his teeth as he spoke. “She wasn’t good to you,” he said. “But you loved her, right? And maybe you still do, but you feel like you shouldn’t?”
Neil had faltered at those words. “She kept me alive,” he said slowly.
“But maybe that wasn’t good enough,” Aaron replied.
The topic wasn’t funny, but Neil huffed out a laugh anyway. “Maybe,” he agreed.
Aaron had looked at him a moment longer, brows pinched together. Then, without another word, Aaron spun around on his heel and walked away. Neither of them have broached the topic again, and Neil has no plans to do so anytime soon, but Aaron has been a little bit less hostile towards him ever since.
fic is currently at 14k words (but this snippet is from the first 3k). i will probably post more snippets as i write it and eventually, at some point, actually finish it and then post the fucking thing o7
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beautifulbows924 · 10 months
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This may simply be me being absolutely unhinged, but stick with me for a moment.
…Okay, so we have Heaven’s Missing Poster for Gabriel [See Image Below].
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…Many have already discovered that the number at the bottom actually works, but I was curious (and feral enough), to research and breakdown all of the numbered sets into their corresponding angel number meanings.
I think that these sets will each point to an overarching theme within this season’s plot.
1 - 838 - 222 - 2770
In their respective order, each set’s meanings are as follows (with commentary).
1 - New Beginnings. The number 1 typically signals a significant change in one’s life. Anything from embarking upon a new romantic relationship—to moving house, or changing professions.
We know (from the trailer/promo) that Crowley is living in his car (since his flat came with the job), so that means—both moving house & changing professions, have already been at least partially checked off the list.
838 - A period of deep inner transformation. The Number 838 encourages an increase in self-confidence, and reminds us that our desires, thoughts, actions, and inactions have an inevitable result. “Naysayers are voices of deceit & falsehood, hell bent on destroying your destiny.”
This one mostly speaks for itself, but the fact it’s a palindrome (meaning it reads as the same sequence of numbers backwards & forwards), makes me think that Mx. “What’s the point of it all?” Crowley, won’t be the only character undergoing an existential crisis this season.
222 - Action. Partnerships. Holding a note of fun & playfulness, the number 2 is a positive sign, especially in romantic endeavors.
The research I did for this set had me screaming into my pillow, so for simplicity sake I’ll just quote this. “Keep your eyes open, and your heart pure and clear and ready to receive love, as it is surely coming. Also, do not close yourself off to those who are already in your life—sometimes the perfect partner could be waiting right underneath our nose without us even realizing it.”
2770 - The number 2770, encourages us to reciprocate the love we receive from others. “Avoid things that could cause the people that love you to feel like you are pushing them away from your life. These people will likely need your help in one way or another, and it’s important to never say you are too busy for them.”
Not to quote Crowley, again. But—“You WHAT?” Neil, please tell me this has nothing to do with episode 3. I AM FRAGILE.
I could be completely off the mark here, but speculation is fun, and I HAVE to know if anyone else is looking into this.
Additional speculation, reblogged: Here.
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hmmm-shesucks · 8 months
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I don’t know if it’s because it’s 6:30 in the morning and I haven’t slept yet or if I’m just in a silly goofy mood but Brittany Broski and Neil Josten share the same vibe?? Like same person different font almost? Just completely fucking unhinged and feral all the time but also so fucking smart and kind.
I don’t know is if I really mean this or if the TikTok Brittany posted about being let loose in the woods and being able to domesticate a hawk in four hours just spoke to me but I feel this in my bones.
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anavatazes · 4 months
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They found Abby TLOU2
https://www.ign.com/articles/hbos-the-last-of-us-season-2-finds-its-abby-in-kaitlyn-dever
Now, can all the ASSHOLES that hate Abby LEAVE the actress the FUCK ALONE! After the immense hatred that poor Laura Bailey received for playing a fictional character in a video game, I am fearful how poorly Kaitlyn Dever will be treated, in particular concerning her connection to Pedro's Joel.
⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️SEASON 2 SPOLIERS⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️
You are warned. If you don't wanna know what happens, don't go any further.
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Ok. Now, for that already know what knows what happens in Part 2, Abby kills Joel in a very horrific manner. Not rehashing it, nor do I really want to turn this into another Abby bashing post. Not my favorite character, but I don't outright hate her, and won't tolerate that shit right now. Time and places, people.
I am concerned because of the absolute hate STILL felt for the character, that it will seep over to the actor in full force, much like it did for LB. Many can't seem to be able to separate the actor and character from each other. They still body shame Abby to no end. I've already seen a bunch of comments where they began body shamming the live action actor before she was even cast.
The misogynistic idiots can be ignored to a degree. But what really worries me are the Pedro fans, similar to the Joel fans, are gonna be so pissed when they see Abby kill Joel. And they didn't know it was coming. Some people can remain oblivious, somehow, in this day and age. How feral are they gonna be? How reactionary are they gonna be? Are they gonna be able to separate the actor from the character? And, more importantly, are the rest of us Pedro fans gonna be mature enough to help guide them to a safe place to get their emotions out where it won't be a complete nightmare for KD AND Pedro?!
Because, c'mon, you can't tell me, that when Pedro sees any fan of his hurt anyone that it doesn't hurt him? The big smush pillow that he is? I see so many people passing around videos and memes about how they're not responsible for your reactions to their actions. That may be so, but you do need to be held accountable if those actions are causing harm. A point that is sorely missed those. The Pedro Fandom is overall protective of our Pedro.
So, I want to kindly ask the Fandom, with love, that when we see this shit happening, and especially when it happens when the show airs, (picture lots of mom/grandma finger pointing here, because that's me), to be nice, be mature, ask them to remember what our Squish Pillow would do (even if he is more chiseled and less squishy right now 😉)? Are we adding to his anxiety? We don't need to do that. The man has more than enough for all of us and don't need no more. Nor does he need another fucking excuse to shrink more away from social media!
Besides, I don't know Kaitlyn Dever. I've never heard of her. I look forward to learning more about her, and seeing what she brings to Abby. Do she and Craig make me see what Neil wanted me to all along? Or is it the same old? But I know this. I won't hate her. She's a human being. Very few things on this planet could make me hate her, and her playing Abby is not one of them.
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mothellie · 1 month
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ST Ships Tierlist Tag Game
So. I did something no one asked for and that took a considerable amount of time to complete. I decided to make a tag game out of it so I didn't feel like I totally wasted my time (/lh).
I made three Stranger Things ship tierlists on Tiermaker, one for each age group. I'm a pretty huge multi-shipper and I was finding it hard to really convey all the pairings I liked and how I felt about them, so I spent the last week and a half doing this. I mainly just love seeing people be passionate about their ships, so here's an opportunity to put your faves on display.
The Tierlists
The Party Tierlist
The Teen/Young Adult Tierlist
The Older Adult Tierlist
Tag Game Rules
Do as many of the tierlists as you want. You don't have to do all three of them unless you really want to.
Download the image(s) of your tierlist(s) and put that into a post here on Tumblr. Can be your own original post or a reblog of this one. Though if you're going to make your own post, please link this post in yours so people know the rules, warnings and other info and know how to participate.
Tag at least five (5) other blogs (preferably within the Stranger Things community lmao) to keep the chain going. Although, you can just do this without being tagged if you want to.
As a general rule, no ship or character bashing is allowed for this tag game. Please be respectful to each other.
If you'd like, please also tag me in your post if you don't directly reblog this one! I'd love to see :)
Tiers Breakdown
ABSOLUTE OTP: These are the pairings you absolutely cannot live without. Your babies, your blorbos that kiss, the cream of the crop, etc etc. You're entirely abnormal about them and probably post/talk about them a lot. They consume your thoughts. Etc etc.
I love them abnormally: You love these pairings so so much. You're feral over them. You talk about them a lot and you might make content for them if you're a creator. However, they aren't quite in the top tier. Think of this as only a half-step down from the top tier. OTPs without as intense of an emotional attachment.
I love them normally: You love these pairings, but a normal amount. You aren't absolutely losing your mind over them, but if anyone asked you about them, you would probably say they were in your main ship list.
I like them: Exactly what it says on the tin. You like these ships. They're good ships and you'll enjoy content for them if you come across it, but that's usually as far as it goes. They're just neat.
I like them under certain conditions: You like these ships, but only in specific circumstances. Only in polycules, only if one of them is trans, only if they're completely removed from their canon stories, etc.
I'm curious about them: You don't actively ship these pairs right now, but the concept/dynamic is intriguing to you and you're open to the idea if someone can sway you.
No strong feelings: You don't actively ship these pairs, but you also don't have any strong feelings about them one way or the other. They just exist and you accept that.
They make sense to me, but aren't my thing: The dynamic itself makes sense to you, or you get why someone might ship these pairs, but you personally don't like them for one reason or another.
They don't make sense to me, not my thing: You don't understand the appeal of these ships, so you don't like them.
They make me uncomfy: The idea of these pairs makes you uncomfortable to some degree for one reason or another, so you avoid content pertaining to them.
Warnings/Disclaimers
If there's a character missing from the lists that you'd like to see added, you can DM me about it and I can see what I can do. I can't guarantee I'll be adding every character under the sun, but I'm pretty open to the idea adding a few more if someone really wants them. Alternatively, you can make your own squares if you have the means to do so. I think there's a way to add your own locally.
That being said, I have not added Lonnie Byers or Neil Hargrove, and I don't particularly want to for personal reasons. You can add your own squares if you have any ships you really wanna display involving them.
I cannot figure out what Gareth's canonical age is supposed to be, because this show fucking sucks at continuity, and the American education system has weird rules. He's also shipped both with the party members and with the teens/young adults. So he's included in both. I can't be fucked to try and determine what camp he should go in.
At the moment, there are only monogamous ships in these tierlists. This was mostly to conserve space and make sure all the pairings could get included, and that I'd have room to add more characters if I needed to. I bounced around the idea of making one or more for poly pairings, but the amount of effort that would take would be nearly double what this took. However, if people really want it, I might just bite the bullet because I love you guys. The same goes for a tierlist for crossover pairings.
My Tierlists
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Tags: @californiaboytoybilly @shieldofiron @applewillowstone @lorifragolina @alicetallula @half-oz-eddie @harringroveera @ocalaghan @whataboutthefish @larkandcarry + anyone who wants to join in can say I tagged you
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e-munson666 · 2 years
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BODYSHOP 3
++Mechanic!Eddie × Stripper!Reader++
(Eddie talks to Neil the next day and when he comes to visit you at work he enters protective mode once again)
Warnings ⚠️: 18+, language, jealously, drinking. Fighting, Eddie is the sweetest but is very protective. Intimacy described, fluffy angsty smutty goodness.
Pt1 Pt2
Taglist: @eddieloverforever @thefreakofhawkins86 @cancankiki @eddiemunson4ever @zarajyne @micheledawn1975 @3rriberri
🖤Lady Hellfire🖤
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The next day Eddie hesitantly walked into the auto shop, right to Neil's office. He knocked, quickly being prompted inside and to sit down.
Eddie looked at Neil through his thick bangs. His hair was once again plopped on the top of his head in a bun, pieces sticking out everywhere wild as ever.
"Eddie, we need to talk about Dan." Neil began, crossing his arms and leaning back into his chair.
"Neil I'm so sorry, please don't fire me" Eddie started to plead, not wanting to lose the best job he could ask for right now. Neil quickly put his hand up to stop Eddie from continuing.
"Whoa whoa, son calm down. I ain't firing you. You're the best mechanic I've got, and one the best kids your age I know." He added the last part with as smile spread on his face.
"Dan on the other hand, won't be returning. His behavior yesterday was unacceptable. Your sweet girlfriend deserves more respect than that and plenty of the ladies at the club bring their business here. I won't have Dan or anyone else disrespect those girls 'cause of what they do." Neil finished, a large sigh coming from his chest.
He looked back over at Eddie, a happy grin on his face as his boss spoke to him, stood up for him and his girl. Neil was a friend of his uncle Wayne, and always took a liking to Eddie, no matter how the town perceived him. Nobody could argue with the old man, knowing damn well he owned not only the best auto body shop in town, but also the only auto parts store as well.
"Look kid, she's a great girl, and you seem happier than I've ever seen ya, just don't go throwing punches on the clock anymore okay?" Neil chuckles, giving Eddie a once over before nodding his head in the direction of the door. "Now get to work would ya?" Eddie nodded his head and thanked Neil before going to his station to work on his project car.
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You stopped by to say hi to Eddie before you went in for your shift. It was after hours so the rest of the staff had left and it was just him, covered in grease while he worked under the hood.
"Hey handsome" you call out, watching his head tilt to look at you. "Babygirl, what are you doing here?!" He grins, wiping his hands off before stepping in front of you, kissing your forehead.
"Well I had to come see my favorite mechanic before heading into work." You giggle, watching his eyes light up at your words.
"Ugh baby," he groans, taking you in. A short slip dress and some heels were all you had on, knowing you had to do a full costume change when you get to the club. He was drooling as his hands roamed over the fabric. You were completely naked under this little dress, and the thought of just pulling it off and seeing you naked in front of him was mouth watering.
"Baby" he started, but before he could continue you read his mind, quickly pulling the silky fabric above your head. Leaving you in nothing but your black heels. He stood gawking at you. So soft and beautiful, next to all the grease and twisted metal, he was going feral. "Fuuuucckkk" he groans. He quickly lifts you up, setting you on the hood of the car he's working on, before undoing his pants and sliding them down with his boxers. He quickly removes his tank top, and goes to pull at the elastic in his hair, when you stop him.
"Oh you like my work bun sweetheart?" He teases.
"Of course Eds. You look so hot, your curls always go everywhere." You reply, gasping the last words as his naked body pressed up against yours, his lips nibbling at your neck.
"You're so fucking amazing babygirl" he praises, lining himself up with your entrance. He looks down at you, watching your face as he pushes in. Eddie was a big guy, thick, and long, enough to make you wince at first every time. After that you were just a panting moaning mess under him and he loved it.
He looked back between your fucked out face, and watching himself slide in and out of you. He was almost delirious with pleasure as his orgasm started rise.
"Fuck baby, fuck I'm gonna cum" Eddie pants, getting ready to pull himself out of you. But you quickly wrap your legs around him tightly, pulling him back in deep. He groans loud, the notion causing him to spill inside of you, moaning a mixture of your name and curses as he thrust himself through his release.
As he came down from his high he looked at you with blown pupils, large doe eyes a nearly endless sea of brown and black. "That was fucking amazing babygirl, fuck that was so hot" he breathes, kissing your lips a few times before pulling off of you and grabbing some paper towel to clean you up.
He helped you get dressed, planting little nibbles and kisses along your arm as you stepped back into your dress, and he pulled the straps up and through your arms.
"I love you" he coos, staring at you like you hung the stars in the sky, because for him, you did.
"I love you too pretty boy, but I need to get to work baby" you reply, giggling as you kissed his cheek and went to turn away.
"Im coming with you" Eddie says flatly, grabbing your hand and leading you towards the door.
"Wait what? Why?" You chuckle, already knowing the answer.
"My girlfriends a stripper, gotta make sure these creeps keep their hands off what's mine. Plus, I know I'll get a lap dance in one of those cute little stage outfits of Angels." He winked down at you, holding the door open.
"Eeedddddiiiiiiieeeee" you whine, "you can't pick fights with my customers. They literally pay to feel us up" You pout, looking up at him.
"Nu uh, no way, absolutely not" Eddie shook his head, mental images flooding his mind.
When the two of you stepped in the club all eyes turned to look at you. You were a stark contrast to Eddie, and the girls at the club did not understand why you found the grease ball metal head so appealing. That was until you recommended the shop to one of the girls, and she caught site of Eddie in his crop top and bun.
Now most of the girls went to Neil's shop for their car troubles, and to maybe oogle at your boyfriend. You didn't mind, you knew Eddie only had eyes for you.
Speaking of which, with all the other strippers eye fucking him, the only thing Eddie was doing was scanning the room, eyeing all the dudes in the room, confirming he could take each one if needed. You rolled your eyes at him, knowing exactly what he was doing.
"I have to go get ready Eds, go get a drink at the bar while you wait 'kay? Ginger the bartender will definitely give you free beer" you chuckle. Eddie nods, kissing you before letting go of your hand, and making his way to the bar.
"Hey handsome" Ginger says, batting her lashes at Eddie as he sat down. "Your Ginger right?" Eddie responds, ignoring the obvious flirting.
"Yep, and your Angels boytoy huh?" Ginger laughs, passing Eddie a bottled beer, winking at him. "On the house"
Eddie squints at her momentarily, before accepting the beer and taking a sip. A man sat at the other end of the bar slowly gets up, and moves seats closer to Eddie.
"Did I hear Ginger says that THE Angel is your girl?" He half chuckles, looking at Eddie intently.
"What? Oh, yeah.....she is MY girl, why?" Eddie responds, obvious annoyance in his voice. Some random stranger is asking him about you, and he doesn't seem to thrilled to hear Eddie has taken you off the market.
"Wow, I've been trying to get in between those pretty thighs for months. How'd YOU manage what so many of us have failed at anyway?"
The man is obviously drunk, rationally Eddie knows this, can smell it on him, can hear him slur.......but hearing him talk about you like that was making Eddies blood boil.
"Shut the fuck up dude, that's your only warning" Eddie spits, giving the man a mean glare. The guy was about to respond when you came over to Eddie, in your white angel costume, and sat on his lap.
You could feel the tension in Eddies body, and you turned your head to meet Eddies eyeline.
"Sam" you say to the man whose been berating Eddie.
"Angel, beautiful, why don't you come sit on my lap instead hmmm, come 'ere baby, I can make you feel better than this freak ever could, you know I'm loaded right" Sam slurs, glaring at Eddie as he hit on you right in front of him, his grimey hand laying rest on your bare thigh.
You turn your attention back to Eddie, seeing the rage fill his face ad he quickly slid you off of his lap, standing in front of you with clenched fists.
"Eddie, don't" you pleaded, but it fell on deaf ears. The next thing you know, Eddie is on top of Sam, pounding his fists into the guys face over and over.
Son of a bitch. You thought
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tavyliasin · 6 months
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PTSD and Baldur's Gate 3 - Healing Through Fiction
(Extract) It should never have been allowed to come to this. You deserved better, you were always worth more than this, even if it would take you years to understand it; this was not your fault. Reality shifted and warped around you, a glimmering portal opening between your world and one you could never have even dreamed of. The first apparition was a blur of vivid red skin, dressed in ragged black leather, a feral warcry tearing from heated lungs with a faint smell of fire and metal. The blur was past you in a moment, quickly becoming a barrier between you and everything in front of you. “Not this time. Not while I’m here.” She growled. “We can’t rewrite the whole bloody past, but we’re here now. ” With barely a moment’s pause to realise what was happening, you felt strong arms lift you, wrapping you up in a blanket scented with moss and rain. The warmth of an embrace, careful hands tenderly holding you with a feeling of complete safety. “Be still, my heart, you’re not alone any more.” Slender fingers, far colder than those of whoever was carrying you, caressed your hair and stroked your cheek. “We are right here, darling. Just as you were, or as you will be I suppose… Best not to think too hard on that one, alright?” You blinked as you tried to recognise the strange beings around you. Pointed ears - pointed teeth - who… Your mind was flooded with memories you had yet to make, head swimming with knowledge it couldn’t comprehend, except for one thing: you can trust them. They can change this part of your story.
I'm sharing this fic after watching the Golden Joysticks, particularly Neil's speech. It was moving, emotional, personal, and I felt it ricochet through my soul. That's why I'm sharing this again. This is how I am coping with PTSD triggers through the medium of fiction. When a trigger hits and feelings or flashbacks start to try and creep in, I choose to rewrite it, to override the pain and the fear with comfort and a kinder story. You are never alone, darlings, we are stronger together. First we survive, then we learn how to live again.
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Drabble To-Write List (for my own reference)
What happened after the climax of S2- wherein Joyce is the one who finds Billy passed out on her floor and takes him to the fucking hospital- which leads to Joyce laying into Neil about his treatment of Billy when she sees evidence of abuse. (the real reason we don't see him in S3 aside from flashbacks- Joyce Byers put the fear of MOM into him)
Some Billy/Chrissy/Heather shit, the three of them just being pretty and petty.
Billy having a really bad day and being cheered up by Eddie being a complete goober.
Eddie confiding in Chrissy that he has feelings for Billy, and Chrissy (playfully) threatening to tell HEATHER if he doesn't do something about it.
Kali and Billy going feral at Mike for being a shitty fucking person to Will and a shitty bf to El.
Pacific Rim Mungrove AU
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Tumblr now has our three celebrity cryptids, and this is my analysis of their blogs. Neil Gaiman: He just vibes over in his corner. No one really knows what he’s doing. Everyone knows he’s here, but no one cares. Ryan Reynolds: Has no idea what he’s doing. Is probably confused by how unhinged we are, despite having a bit of the feral gremlin energy himself. Lynda Carter: The wine aunt who’s actually really cool. Somehow actually understands Tumbr despite being the complete wrong generation for it.
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identityfought · 20 days
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statistical character personality test
take the linked quiz from the perspective of your character, then select 5-10 results from the complete matches list that you feel resonate with your character the most. ( similar to rue, i'm not super familiar with these characters so LMAO picking some fun ones )
jack o'neill - stargate sg-1 - 88% -> i am not familiar with stargate. at all. but reading the blurb on this character's wikia... yeah. i can sort of see it
diego hargreeves - the umbrella academy - 87% -> absolute momma's boys??? with anger issues??? deeply touch starved and terrified of connection at the same time?????? incredible at throwing knives?????????????
max rockatansky - mad max: fury road - 86% -> this is so deeply funny to me because yeah. yeah. that feral energy max has in this movie, because he has to to survive. wow.
billy butcher - the boys - 83% -> HAHAHAHAHAH. yeah. yeah. neil is. yeah. that's all i have to say for this one, but i am thinking about how neil uses his english accent in europe and it's. so tasty
vi - arcane - 83% -> i don't know why this works but it just. it just does. in my head. maybe something something vi and her transformation from violet as a kid to vi through violence? neil being the inverse? i dig it anyways
tagged by: @jeanmor3au tagging: my other blog :) @polardestiny
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gerogerigaogaigar · 10 months
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The Stooges - Fun House
These feral little guys were just not content with how noisy their debut was and had to get noisier. Fun House aims to capture the live energy in the studio and it seems to have worked. Every crunchy nasty sound is perfectly preserved and the songs can get rambly in a way that feels very much like a live performance. There's more psychedelic peeking in during those lengthy jams, but there's also some delightful saxophone there as if imitating old school rock and roll as a joke. I love manic, noisy music so naturally I love Fun House.
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Missy Elliott - Supa Dupa Fly
Its true, Missy "Misdemeanor" Elliott is in fact the bomb diggy. Her style of rapping is super casual and chill and it eases the transition from rapping to singing so well that you won't even notice it happening. Timbaland produces and he makes these groovy, psychedelic beats that match Missy's level of chill. But of course beneath the mellowness is a cool confidence. She isn't just here to be cool, she's also gonna let you know that she is top dog here. Both Missy and Timbaland had been around the music industry quite a bit before putting this record out and it shows. Most hip hop artists do not get this strong of a debut.
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The Jimi Hendrix Experience - Axis: Bold As Love
What am I even supposed to say here? Axis: Bild As Love has some of the best guitarwork ever recorded. Obviously. Of course drummer Mitch Mitchell and bassist Noel Redding are no slouches either. The Jimi Hendrix Experience was an incredibly tight trio. Where their debut was very heavy and energetic, this album leans slower and melodic. The most well remembered songs being the flowing delicate Little Wing and the fuzzy spacey If Six Was Nine. Scolars have studied this album up and down to analyze all of Hendrix' technique. These scholars need to spend more time listening to genuine garbage ass music and gain an appreciation for the artists that can't play like Hendrix, but I digress. It's a really beautiful album.
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Bruce Springsteen - Darkness On The Edge Of Town
Springsteen's last two albums had been full of epic swells and street opera stories. Darkness On The Edge Of Town humanizes those epics. He leans more towards hard rock and a less theatric sound. The songs feature more mature and more broken protagonists than on Born To Run. It's a reminder that for everyone that escapes there are many more that never get out of their dead end life and those people still are gonna lead fulfilling lives no matter what.
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Neil Young - After The Gold Rush
So after the overwhelming success of Everybody Knows This Is Nowhere with Crazy Horse and Déjà Vu with Crosby, Stills, Nash, & Young naturally Neil Young decided to ditch 90% of his band and literally record an album in his basement. The only member of crazy hotse he brought along was guitarist Nils Lofgren who he had playing piano. This disastrous series of self sabotaging antics naturally led to... uh wait this album is really fucking good? I guess Neil Young can just do whatever the fuck he wants. Actually doing a raw and stripped down album with little of the rock accompaniement of his previous album or the lushness of CSNY was a brilliant move. After The Gold Rush isn't heavy, but it isnt soft either. Its rough and emotional. In the case of Southern Man it is outright bitter and the only rock song pn the album. The rest is very much country folk music.
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Erykah Badu - Baduizm
The jazz influence, her voice, the subtle reference to Willow Weep For Me tucked in Appletree. It's clear that Erukah Badu knew she had the energy of a modern Billie Holiday. Despite being a clear exanple of neo soul the amount of jazz on display makes me want to also consider this an example of vocal jazz. As a mix of both styles it is completely beautiful. Badu delicately croaks through each track. The vocals lack of smoothness makes them so incredible against the walking bass and smooth synths. A completely stunning debut for a consistently amazing artist.
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David Bowie - Hunky Dory
Bowie is at his highest levels of camp on Hunky Dory. Songs like Oh! You Pretty Things, Andy Warhol, or Kooks are so goofy that the only way they work is when sung completely sincerely. The laid back glam hits a perfect spot alongside mild psychedelia where you have some solid Bowie artistry with fairly accessible songs. Lyrically its all over the place, but Life On Mars is probably one of his most lyrically sound pieces. Hunky Dory kinda sits in this liminal space where it doesn't sound like a lot of things that came before or after it, but you can see echoes in both directions. This is probably as much a symptom of being from 71 as from Bowie's artistic influence but it still stands as a unique piece of art.
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petnews2day · 2 years
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Two Waterford brothers sentenced after 56 extremely neglected dogs found on property
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Two Waterford brothers sentenced after 56 extremely neglected dogs found on property
TWO Waterford brothers have been served with four month custodial sentences after 56 dogs were found in “undoubtedly the worst case of animal abuse” the judge had ever seen.
Judge Brian O’Shea handed down the sentences today at Dungarvan District Court to the two men from Lismore, Waterford who pleaded guilty to offences under the Animal Health and Welfare Act (AHWA) 2013.
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The dogs were feral when found by inspectorsCredit: ISPCA
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The dogs were rescued from harsh conditionsCredit: ISPCA
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The dogs were extremely malnourishedCredit: ISPCA
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The dogs were allowed to breed without controlCredit: ISPCA
Both men were also disqualified from owning any dogs for life and were ordered to pay costs of €1,330 and €1,979 in veterinary fees.
The court heard how ISPCA Animal Welfare Inspector Alice Lacey followed up on a report from the local dog warden regarding the brother’s premises where they suspected there may be 20 dogs.
However, when the full property was searched, including outhouses, sheds and neighbouring fields belonging to the owners, a total of 56 dogs were discovered in varying stages of neglect.
Inspector Lacey told the court how dogs had been allowed to continuously breed and multiply on the property and that they were living in horrendous conditions both in the dwelling house and in sheds.
She described a lack of natural light and little ventilation where most of the dogs were being housed, as well as a build-up of faeces and an overpowering stench of ammonia.
Most of the dogs did not have access to water.
Inspector Lacey said that dogs were suffering from a range of health issues including untreated skin conditions, malnourishment, bite wounds and matted coats which were caked in faeces and urine.
A number of the dogs were also blind which is believed was as a result of inbreeding.
Inspector Lacey said that most of the dogs were almost feral and were terrified of human contact.  
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On passing sentence Judge O’Shea commended the work of the ISPCA and Inspector Lacey.
He said that the case was “at the upper end of the range of gravity” and “undoubtedly the worst case of animal abuse” that he had seen.
He added: “It never seeks to amaze me how bad these cases can get. You see one bad case and think it can’t get worse, but it does”.
Neil Twomey, Solicitor for the accused indicated to the Court that they were two elderly reclusive men living in appalling conditions. 
Inspector Alice said:  “This was an extremely challenging and distressing case to deal with in terms of the number of dogs and the severity of their suffering.
‘INDESCRIBABLE SMELL’
“The smell was indescribable and the living conditions were horrendous. It is so very difficult to comprehend how anyone could let a situation get so out of hand and let so many animals suffer.
“The majority of dogs were not used to being outside in fresh air, and shuddered at any sign of human touch. This welfare case held a place in my mind long after the last dog was removed and it still does to this day.
“As I recounted in court the events of those days in September and October 2020 both through witness testimony and a description through photographs, it reignited that feeling of sheer despondency my colleagues and I had felt at that time as we lifted one dog after another into our vans. 
“Despite what we had experienced – just a snippet of the dogs lives before intervention and rescue, it was miniscule compared to what I believe, was an existence of desperation and hopelessness for these animals.
“Unfortunately, they were completely powerless with regard to their upbringing and the result of that came in the form of one of the most tragic and upsetting cases of animal cruelty I have ever come across, in my time as an Animal Welfare Inspector”.
The ISPCA encourages members of the public to continue to report any animal welfare concerns to the ISPCA’s National Animal Cruelty Helpline in confidence on 0818 515 515, email [email protected] or report online here.
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The men got four month sentencesCredit: ISPCA
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theravenkin · 2 years
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something i just really like to think about is neil starting to show his actual personality to the rest of the foxes post-canon and them being shocked.
before they knew about everything, he had to keep up the shy, quiet, ordinary, unsuspecting neil josten act. but post-canon, i like to think that he lets loose a little, allows his real personality to show. he actually lets them see ruthless, blunt, hot-tempered neil josten.
i believe in neil having a very specific "im about to raise hell" expression where he does his scary smile and his eyes go absolutely feral, and the others learn that if they see that expression, they need to step aside. also, i think the others might underestimate how good of a liar neil is. he'll have them convinced that he's innocent but andrew will insist that he's lying; the others, at first, think andrew's being mean and bitter, neil's too sweet to be faking this time, why would he lie about something small like this? ...and then neil's expression completely changes from "innocent child" to "chaos demon" frighteningly quickly. it's absolutely terrifying. andrew sees the horror on the other's faces and just goes, see? gullible morons.
what makes this even better: i like to think that once andrew sees that neil won't be pushed around anymore, and also that neil won't let his people be pushed around either, that andrew feels like he can let down his guard a little bit. like...he feels like there is someone who is willing to and capable of protecting him for once. so andrew might actually relax a little bit...while neil gets more unhinged. i just love this trope and all the possibilities.
like, imagine neil does or says something shocking to the upperclassmen, and they turn to andrew and are like "??? are you gonna control him??" because they're used to andrew being controlling over his people. but andrew doesn't feel the need to control neil when he's like this (tbh he's not fully sure that he could). so he just shrugs nonchalantly and stares blankly (and, if you look closely, admiringly) at neil while he wreaks havoc.
it's just like...wait til the upperclassmen realize that neil is far more willing to fuck shit up than andrew ever was. wait until they realize that andrew just wants to drink hot chocolate and talk shit with his therapist while neil crosses people off his hit list. you know?
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cupiiid · 2 years
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controversial opinion: i think todd has more chaotic energy than neil
i see todd portrayed so often as a sweet little soft boy but that mf is snarky and sarcastic and so over it
neil is wilder and more reckless, sure, but i think that feral todd has so much potential
especially drunk todd. drunk todd would be so fucking funny
like- imagine the poets going out for drinks and todd just gets piss drunk. he's usually so quiet and calm but the minute he's drunk? completely different person
i like to imagine that sober todd doesn't really like pda and thinks it's gross when other people do it but the moment he gets drunk, he's all over neil and neil thinks it's funny at first until todd says uhhh- non pg things really loud and it's kinda embarrassing fjjfnf
and the sarcasm, when he's drunk, all his hidden traits are enhanced tenfold. the idea of todd being the reason charlie and cam got together is so funny to me. todd's just wasted and watching cam and charlie try to psych themselves up to ask each other to dance only for charlie to go: 'jus' ask him to dance already and end this bullshit, losers'
and then the next day, charlie and cam come over to thank him and he's like '....huh?? what did i do??' needless to say, he's so embarrassed but they all assure him it's okay
anyway, that's the end of my lil rant lol, feel free to add on if you want to
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