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chasedbyatlantic · 2 months

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comfort crowd, joel miller

masterlist summary: IN WHICH — joel miller shows you and ellie how to properly play golf, he's in it to win it - without a doubt.

warnings: post outbreak!joel, pre-jackson era!joel, female reader, no use of y/n, implied relationship, ellie being the comedic relief, these three being a happy and loving family, mentions of weapons, swearing. lmk if i missed anything!

wordcount: 2.7k

a/n ha..haha... (im in denial). guys i thought this was really funny and this was my brilliant idea. plz i hope u love it LOL. remember to like, comment, reblog and follow for more! xoxo.

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You hated lawn chairs for as long as you could remember. The pain of your skin getting lodged between cracked pieces of plastic, your skin slipping and sliding off from the seat when there was just a slight temperature change, you could name five thousand different things. Yet, right now, those were the least of your worries. A nice lawn chair propped up at the top of a house, overlooking the entire street. You were far from complaining, Joel as well.

The two of you not only walked for the entire day without taking any breaks, but had to keep up with Ellie, your 'special mission'. The little girl, immune to everything, was the fastest and most talkative kid you had ever came across, apocalypse or not. You were hesitant at first, as anyone would be, but grew to trust the girl with your life. She did protect you a handful of times, your reflexes not as keen as they used to be.

The three of you were in South Dakota right now, your car breaking down in Iowa and having to walk the rest of the way to Utah. You knew the whole thing was sketchy after Boston, but Joel was set in his ways. You never questioned that man, you feared that he knew too well to put the three of you in a bad situation.

The three of you were in the outskirts of some suburban town, already done clearing the street. By the amount of runners, and the walls built around, you could tell people used to live here. Not many people, five or six people at most. This place had reminded you a lot of Bill's place, though, you weren't sure if that was a good thing.

You were ripped out of your thoughts when you heard Ellie's voice ringing through your ears. "Do you wanna hear a construction joke?" Your hand fell onto your forehead, blocking out the sun that highlighted your face too much for your liking. A small 'Leave her alone, Ellie.' was heard from behind you, Joel wanting you to go back and rest. "Awh, fuck you Joel- you ruined it!" Ellie had complained, which only made you laugh, "But, I'm still working on it, the joke."

You had actually laughed, despite not wanting to. Her jokes were so bad, if there was an award given to the worst jokes ever said, Ellie would win it by a landslide. "That fits him, ya'know." You nodded your head over to Joel, who had made his way in front of the two of you, and knelt down to search through his bag. Ellie rose her brow, giving you a questionable look. "He was a very good fixer-upper."

Joel cut you off, "A contractor." You had nodded your head at that, "The best one'n Austin that is." You had added to his comment, and he could only let out a laugh. Ellie had asked him what a contractor was, and he explained it as you shut your eyes and just- enjoyed the sun for a moment. It was hot as fuck outside, you didn't deny that, but not having to drag your feet across the hot pavement for the next while was so damn nic-

Splash. You yelped as your eyes shot open, scanning the surrounding area. You weren't sure if it were your survivor instincts, or this just really fucking pissing you off, but you were ready to pounce on whoever did this to you. In fact, you had taken out your knife that was tucked away in your waistband, the sunlight reflecting heavily off of the blade.

You turned your head, to see not only Ellie, but Joel laughing. Ellie was one thing, but Joel too? This had to be some inside joke or something, you thought to yourself. "I'm going to fucking kill you guys." You did everything in your power to suppress your smile as you stood up, put your knife back in your waistband, and launched forward. You grabbed onto Joel as he did nothing in his power to stop you, just standing there with his arms crossed and a smile to his face, but Ellie? Oh no, she ran back, and to the other side of the roof.

"Alright," You admitted defeat, "One's good enough for me, run away while you can, Ellie." This brought an even bigger smile to her face, she was having fun with this. Sometimes, you forgot Ellie was just a kid. Ellie didn't have a childhood, not whatsoever- the poor girl lives in the fucking apocalypse, for Christ sake. If she wants to have fun like this, let her. You had planned to talk to Joel soon about not dropping her off with the doctors in Salt Lake City, but who knew if he would even consider that.

The three of you played around for a while longer, careful not to get too close to the edge of the roof and have the possibility of falling off. You three were acting like a family, maybe not the sanest one, but a family. After these months out by yourselves, you may as well be family. You would take a bullet for Joel or Ellie, within a heartbeat.

"Alright, Joel." You had replied, "Whatever you say." He could only chuckle as he folded his arms now, leaning against the space beside the window. You had abandoned the lawn chair, and were now laying down right in front of him. It was uncomfortable for you, but he was definitely not complaining about you being there. You two weren't officially a couple, but you acted like it. Kisses being exchanged here and there, the occasional hand holding, sleeping in the same bed every night. You had claimed it was because it made you sleep easier, which wasn't totally wrong, but you knew Joel loved it.

"I'm tellin' ya'," He held his hands up un defense, "A degree in doodlin' was stupid, ya' could've saved a shit load'o money." You two were conversing about your lives before the apocalypse, school and what not. Ever since Ellie brought up the whole contractor thing, it had been on your mind. You met Joel when he and his brother Tommy (you think it was) had started to fix up your house, but the project never got finished due to- well, everything.

"'Kay, Mister 'I fix houses'. Not like I would’ve gotten a job, anyway." You could only laugh at this, "Plus," You added, "I only minored in arts. My major was environmental biology." Joel went back to crossing his arms, his brow cocked back. "My girl's a biologist, eh? Best get you to Utah too, ya' can help'n restoring the planet." He let it slide off his tongue so easily, his girl. It felt too innocent coming from him, knowing what he would use that little pet name for all too well. Though, you liked when he did that, he wasn't much of a PDA man so it was nice when the two of you were alone like this.

Speaking too soon about being alone, Ellie had popped back out of the window and basically gave Joel a heart attack. You brought your hand over your mouth to cover your laughs as Joel shot you a look, and Ellie yelling a quick 'sorry!'. Though, she was excited about something. "You will absolutely not believe what I fucking found while snooping around!" Joel turned his glare from you over to Ellie, "Ellie," He began, "You know what I told ya' 'bout lookin' in these homes." He set a rule with her at the start of this mission, that she would never explore more than they needed to. For example, in this house, he didn't want her to look around and find photographs of the previous homeowners and grow- attached, in some sort. You weren't really sure, you found the rule stupid.

"Doesn't matter, I was bored as fuck." She then tossed this case over, it landed in between of you and Joel. By looking at it, you would've assumed it was a guitar case, though, it was too skinny to be a guitar. Following suit, another smaller and more round case may it's way over, hitting the first and landing beside it. "Guess." Your eyes moved from the cases to Joel, having no clue what this could be. He shared the lost look, both of you turning your attention back to Ellie.

"Ugh, you guys are such grandparents." That had to be an insult, you thought to yourself. Joel, yeah sure, but you? No way. Before you had time to bicker with the girl, she reached forward and started to unzip the cases. You were pelted with small balls in a matter of seconds, not processing what they were yet. It was only after actually picking one up from the tens of them that were on your lap, that you realized what they were.

Golf balls. Ellie had found a golf set. Thank god for these rich South Dakota folk, for a nice and big roof, and now this. You hadn’t golfed in twenty years, so this was going to be so much fun. You looked up to see how Joel was reacting to this, he looked to be somewhat interested as well. "Alright, before we do anythin'," Joel started as he got up, "Clean these up and we'll do everythin' in an orderly fashion." Even if he was acting like an old man right now, he was your old man.

Ellie did so while Joel helped you up, a reassuring hand placed on the small of your back and the other intertwined between your fingers. You were surprised, this was the most affection he had showed you around Ellie. Though, you weren't complaining. After what felt like forever (once again, no complaints), he let go and Ellie turned in unison. "I have to admit this, nobody laugh. I have no fucking clue how to golf."

Before the man beside you had time to reply, you did for him. "Joel'll show you, he's the best golfer outta the three of us." You brought your arm up and rested it on his shoulder for a moment, before giving him a few reassuring pats on his chest. "Go get 'em, tiger." He was annoyingly staring at you, knowing this would only amuse you.

"Get two clubs, kid." He ordered Ellie, (gently) shoving you off of him. He shook his head at you, eyes lingering for a moment too long, before moving over to the edge of the roof. He would find a way to get you back, you could feel it. As Ellie searched through the bag to find the tallest club, you went over to find a few tees. Once the tees were in hand, and the case of golf balls in the other, you made your way over to where Joel was.

As you set up the tees and golf balls in an appropriate place, just on the edge of the roof, Joel started to explain this whole thing to Ellie. She looked mesmerized, the few times you turned your head to see this. Joel acting like a teacher and all to her was sweet, when he usually treated her like an adult. Not that Joel was Ellie's father by any stretch of the way, but it was nice she got to experience a father-daughter moment right now. It warmed your heart too much.

After Ellie was taught the correct form, Joel moved her in front of the tee and ball, helping her get the correct stance before swinging. It missed, by a foot. This sent you through the roof (figuratively, not literally), you couldn't help yourself. Ellie was a bright red from embarrassment as she cursed you out, and Joel couldn't help himself either.

Ellie swung twice more with added force each time, before successfully hitting the golf ball. it went flying, not far, but high. "Good job, kid." Joel congratulated her, despite just laughing about her misfortunes prior. You rose your hand up beside her head, she replied with a high five and you two giggled. Since Joel's job was done, he now picked up his club and went to the tee set up to the right of Ellie. You followed suit with the left.

It took you a moment to get back into the swing of things, the last time you had moved your body like this was- well, dealing with runners. After a swing or two, it came back to you like you had been playing golf for the last twenty years. Joel too, from the looks of it. He let out a complaint or two about how this would strain his joints, but you guys were planning on spending a day or two here anyway.

Eventually, the three of you had came up with a game. Whoever could punt their balls the farthest wins. It was simple, really, but there were little roadblocks in the way- cars, mailboxes, you name it. Ellie's golf balls were blue, yours were red, and Joel's were yellow. You had counted down from three, indicating when all of you could start.

Three. You placed your feet in the appropriate position, cracking your neck just a little. Ellie twisted the club in her hand, as if it were a pencil or something. Joel stayed calm, his club resting on the floor.

Two. You rose your club into the swinging position, focusing on the middle of the red golf ball right in front of you. Ellie took notice of what you were doing and copied the motion, she was eager to hit it on the first go this time. Joel slightly raised his now, still sluggishly moving.

One. You started to move your club to hit the ball, Ellie too. After both of yours were hit in sync, you could hear Joel's being hit after. Your eyes made their way over to him, to examine his strategy, he was still remaining calm. This annoyed you, to say the least.

The three of you went through thirty golf balls each, eventually punting at your own pace. You were the first to finish, feeling pretty proud of yourself of where the balls had landed. Ellie was next, she was proud too. After not golfing for her entire life, this looked pretty promising. Joel was last, no surprise to that. He took his sweet time and finished around five minutes after you and Ellie were done, only earning snickers from Ellie.

"Alright," You told the girl, "Go down'n check who made it the farthest." She obliged, a small 'yes ma'am' before taking off for the window. Your eyes followed her with a smile to your face, "Havin' fun, aren't ya'?" Joel asked. You turned back around to face him, "Not as much as you are, clearly."

He knew he was acting cocky, and was for the past little while. Though, since you definitely didn't seem to mind, he kept up the act. "Ya'know what would make this even better?" He asked you, shifting his weight from his right leg to his left. You tilted your head, indicating that you were waiting for a response. "A golf cart." Before you had time to slap him for his ridiculous request, Ellie was yelling something from down the street.

You averted your attention from Joel, and now at the girl. She was mouthing something, that only you were able to understand after she repeated herself four times. Joel. Joel had won, for fuck sakes. "Well, shit." Was all you could say. He, on the other hand, was ecstatic, the most ecstatic you had ever seen him. For a moment, while he acted like that, you enjoyed it. Joel was having fun, that's what had mattered- he had to let loose every once in a while too.

After a moment, he collected himself once again. The same grin plastered on his face, though, as he folded his arms across his chest and watched as Ellie ran back over to the house. Before she came up, he nudged your shoulder. "Today was fun, eh?" He asked you, which had earned your head nodding almost too quick as a response. "Y'ur a pretty good golfer too, I guess." He admitted. You could only laugh, nudging his arm back. "Not as good as you, Mister Winner. Ya' should've skipped contractor school and went pro golf."

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comfort crowd, conan gray

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mariailoveyou-guerin · 8 months

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what is this and where can I watch it nw and plz Nicola give me one chance? the way tv wasn’t invented before nicola coughlan showed up is actually insane, what even was TV before Nicola Coughlan? how does she keep doing this and why isn’t she my girlfriend yet? this world is so unfair 😔 like just 1 tiny chance plz nic

another yt man with a blue coat getting nic before me I’m not saying this feels like a hate crime but it really does! Because what do they have that I don’t? If Nic loves the color blue so much I’m the perfect woman for I’m literally Somali my blo0d runs blue there’s nothing more blue then me those yt men could never be that!

watch me dress up as Smurf or an Avatar bc I can’t take it no more then getting her while I’m not it’s crazy

#I genuinely can’t imagine a time where tv existed before Nicola is that weird?#nicola coughlan #bridgerton #derry girls #I think I should go see a doctor bc why can’t I remember tv shows and tv existing before nic showed up our tv as Clare #ngl I’m scared and worried a bit #clare devlin #penelope featherington #penelope bridgerton

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hee-suung · 9 months

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08.08.2023

Planuje omad jak narazie nic nie zjadłam.wiec jest okej. Byle by matka nie zmusiła ;-;. Dziś ma być ogórkowa to wsm wcale aż tak dużo nie ma jak pamiętam.

A u was jakie plany?

Przytyłam do 45.8 kg ;-; (plz mam nadzieję że to woda)

Powodzenia wam motylki 🦋🦋

#będę motylkiem #motylki any #jestem motylkiem #motylki blog #motylki #az do kosci #bede lekka

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pettydollie · 2 months

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nic and fem reader? (romantic plz dont think im a weirdo 🫣)

this better be a joke

#i will never <3

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cocklovingzoomer · 1 year

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im not super active on here but if anyone wants to talk or send me anything (dick pics n rape threats r always welcome) i'll put my session here so i can respond when i get the chance <3 will suck u off for nic or weed if ur near my area lol

feel free to ask 4 pics but i will probably say no. i am, however, a broke college student so if u help me buy toys n stuff u can request as many pics n vids as u want <3

session:

05667ecbf2222f3bfbd9ea3c22176f4e160acd3a1a3f11ef7b403a1fe0f6509f7e

(sometimes session deletes my message requests so plz keep that in mind if you message me and i don't respond)

#my posts

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nikaizkool · 9 months

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more elmariana kinks plz. have u seen him flexing and posing showing his gym progress?? the best

AH IKR HES OS HAUEJQUIWHSHSHWGWHWV alsooooooo Sowwy I haven’t been posting my kitten witten mitten tittens 🥺🥺🥺 erm…. I-I was busy…. Heh……. (I was fighting my nic addiction ;p but pineapple hits diff)

Him like making you look at him as he fucks you or makes you look at a mirror while he fucks you.

Speaking of mirror, he’d literally fuck you infront of a mirror and record it and send it to his friends to make fun of the faces you make.

He embarrasses you while like fucking you by calling you pet names and over complimenting you.

#elmariana smut #elmariana x reader #el mariana #Elmariana x reader smut

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justagirlinafandomworld · 1 year

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It definitely does NOT feel like December should be over! But here we are, wrapping up the year of 2022 with December's reading list. This list is full of gems, I had such fun reading them and I hope you have a chance to enjoy them as well.

I want to give a great big THANK YOU to all the writers on this list! I was a bit of a Grinch this year in RL and your fics pumped my heart full of love, warmth and cheer.

This list is alphabetical by fandom (mostly), then by character. Summaries and warnings are included as provided by the authors.

Read what you like and share what you love!

2022 reading list | fic rec masterlist

Dividers provided by @firefly-graphics

Marvel

Strategic Fit by @indyluckycharlie Corporate AU!Bucky Barnes x Co-Worker!Reader Bucky knows better, he really does, and the last thing he wants is to give you more reason to hate him, but when he overhears an rather interesting conversation of yours, he just can't help himself.Warnings: Smut (minors do not interact). Explicit dirty talk, phone sex, male masturbation (but trying to hide it). May be considered noncon since Bucky's eavesdropping without permission and getting off on it (although someone else might be getting off on it too 👀) References to female masturbation and oral sex. Some light dom/sub vibes. Enemies to lovers, kind of.

A Piece of Me by @negans-lucille-tblr Bucky Barnes x Female Reader Bucky doesn’t want anything for Christmas, but you still manage to make it special.Warnings: Christmas, grumpy Bucky, moody Bucky, getting drunk, gift exchanges, lingerie, smut, fingering, p in v, orgasms, fluff

Marc's Praise Kink by @softlybarnes Marc Spector x Reader Anon: ill say it once and ill say it again, when marc spector gets comfortable enough around you, the praise kink is gonna come out and it's gonna come out hard, and lemme tell you, there's nothing that man loves more than being told he's doing a good job and hearing how good he's making you feel - i'm literally not taking any arguments about thisWarnings: Smut.

Remember me, love by @writingsoftheloser Sam Wilson x Reader When Sam and Bucky found themselves imprisoned, an old friend shows up to help them. And Sam definitely remembers them. Warnings: there’s some angst, fighting, swearing and a bittersweet ending

Destressing by @kittenofdoomage Steve Rogers x Female Reader Prompt: Steve has been such a good boy and deserves a special treat. Warnings: smut, fluff, slightly subby Steve

In The Moment by @kittenofdoomage Steve Rogers x Female Reader Prompt: fill me up plz. Warnings: smut, rough smut, public smut

Knowledge Man by @maladaptivexxdaydreaming Librarian!Steve Rogers x Female Reader concept: With him, your words are becoming novels. warnings: tiny plot in library with just smut, semi-public sex, oral and fingering (r receiving),nicknames ─ Dove,

Supernatural

In Spite of What My Heart Says by @princessmisery666 Dean Winchester x Female Reader You’ve avoided Dean for a while, but there’s so much that’s been left unsaid. He catches up to you and you’ll happily distract him to put off the inevitable difficult conversation. Warnings: smut, choking, rough sex (sort of!), p in v, unresolved angst, language.

The Longest Time by @princessmisery666 Dean Winchester x Original Female Character (Wynter) For the longest time, Dean hasn't allowed himself to dream of a future, but Wynter changes things.Warnings: fluff, flangst.

Just Like A Pill by @princessmisery666 Dean Winchester x Female Reader Sequel to “In Spite Of What My Heart Says”. Y/N has no choice but to go to the Winchester’s for help. But after ditching Dean at the Christmas Market and still not having spoken how will it go down? Will they finally say all the things that need to be said?Warnings: Angst, language, mild smut, mention of Dean dying, Demon!Dean mentioned.

The Girlfriend Who Remade Christmas by @deanwinchesterswitch Dean Winchester x Original Female Character (Nicole/Nico/Nic) Dean’s holiday spirit is nowhere to be found. Fed up with his Grinch-like behavior, Nicole is determined to open his heart again to the wonders of the world around them and help him find joy in the Christmas season.Series Warnings: FLUFF, a tiny bit of angst, implied smut, slight canon divergence

Evermore by @deanwinchesterswitch Dean Winchester x Reader Living without Dean is an unbearable endeavor.Warnings: ANGST, character death-no graphic detail

Twofer by @kittenofdoomage Dean Winchester x Female Reader x Original Fictional Character (Lucy) Prompt: 2 for 1.Warnings: oral sex, threesome (F/M/F), reverse cowgirl, mentions of bad break-ups

Samnesia Series by @princessmisery666 Sam Winchester x Original Female Character Brooke is a calming distraction from the chaotic mess of Sam's life. When a hunt keeps them separated for over a month, Sam returns to find she no longer remembers him. The need to find out what happened while he was gone sends Sam on a case that will change the course of his life. What he discovers along the way will change the way he looks at love. Warnings: angst, fluff, smut, slow burn, language, stalking, mentions of cheating, kidnapping, shitty friend, canon level violence mentioned.

Duck Dean Afternoon (4 Parts) by @mrswhozeewhatsis Dean Winchester x Reader, Sam Winchester x Reader A/N: It was born from @helvonasche saying “It’s like fucking a duck for taffy,” after which she had to explain why fucking a duck for taffy was such a stupid idea.Warning: This is crack. So many things you never wanted to know about duck dicks are in this.

Opportunity Knocks by @kittenofdoomage Dean Winchester x Female Reader x Sam Winchester Prompt: Eager to please both. Warnings: double oral penetration, threesome, implied double vaginal penetration

Other Fandoms

Practice Makes Perfect by @kittenofdoomage Geralt x Female Reader Prompt: she’s been practicing and wants to show him what a good girl she can be. Warnings: sex work, brothels, oral sex

Clueless by @supernaturalgirl20 Din Djarin x Female Reader Request: for idiots in love. “You’re so cute. What did you just say? I said you look like a boot.”Warnings: Fluff, mutual pining, Din being clueless, Established sexual relationship, live sick idiots, mild reference to smut.

Happy Reading!

#just a girl reading fics in December 2022 #fic rec #bucky barnes x reader #marc spector x reader #sam wilson x reader #steve rogers x reader #dean winchester x reader #sam winchester x reader #dean winchester x reader x sam winchester #geralt x reader #din djarin x reader

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citrisz · 1 month

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Hello sharks (nic). I come asking you for 20,000 dollars (one MTJ post) to benefit my struggling yet revolutionary small business (my mental health and happiness after Richmond). Please get back to me with your response (plz plz plz :3).

YES SIR YES SIRRRRRR

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messrsbyler · 11 months

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Nic helloooo hiya howdy! I'm interested and greedy for your wip of byler and stonathan plz

as the world caves in and jealousy, jealousy

please and thank ya very much! 💚🧡💜

hi, hi lex!!

i just talked about as the world caves in here, but i will give a little snippet just for shits and giggles:

(keep in mind i haven't worked on this one for a hot second so the writing isn't the most polished and up to date)

jealousy, jealousy is my cheap excuse to, clearly, write about jealous mike. that one is still being fleshed out but it's mostly about a new kid in town and how him and will hit it off right away, how this kid has no issue admitting he's queer, and how mike can't seem to like him.

again, there's a lot to figure out with this one, but it was all born with a scene i had stuck in my mind: mike and will are hanging out in will's room, they are quiet, each one doing their thing, mike enjoying the fact that he can finally have will all to himself without danny (the dude's name so far) bugging them, when suddenly says he has something to tell mike and mike asks what is it and will says;

"danny kissed me."

chaos then ensues!!! hehehe

send me an ask for this wip game!

#asks #stonathan #byler #wip game

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sliceofajayke · 9 months

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how did you become friends with aria and nics?

jaemin is that you??

they actually kidnapped me and i'm stuck in the basement @jaylaxies @ddeonuism plz can i get something,, i am thirsty

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thetruthbetween · 10 months

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In 'Nic is cranky and Done' news, I see ONE more post about "if you don't like SPN in exactly this way that I like it, you're not a real fan" post, I'ma start blocking bitches

First off, not everyone even ships m/m?! Like god fucking damn.

Secondly, not everyone who doesn't ship wincest does ship destiel, so literally fucking stop with that claim.

Thirdly, people are literally allowed to like things for different reasons?? Without having to put up with being told (directly or indirectly) that they don't "really" like it, holy shit.

Like, yeah, I see the canon. I see how enmeshed Sam and Dean are. I'm aware that if any two characters who did not canonically fuck were going to fuck, it'd most likely be Sam and Dean. I still don't ship it. I still will never ship it.

My reasons? First and foremost, I don't ship m/m. Full stop. I have never shipped m/m. I'm entirely too fucking queer for that, my ships require a minimum of one woman in them. Secondly? I actually fucking hate codependence. I loathe the fact that Sam and Dean are so enmeshed they can't function without each other.

That doesn't mean I don't like the show. I love the show. I've spent the last two and a half years on the show. SPN is my second-highest fic fandom. I've written more fic for SPN than I have for other fandoms I've spent more time in. The only fandom I've written more fic for is one I've been watching for over thirty years and writing for almost 25.

Nobody. NOBODY gets to tell me that I don't like SPN. Fucking nobody.

I may like it differently from the majority of the fandom (both sides of the ship war), and I may dislike the thing that certainly most wincest fans love, but that doesn't mean I dislike the show.

Disliking an aspect of the main characters, no matter how important to the characters or the show as a whole, is not the same as disliking the characters or disliking the show.

Sam and Dean are great. I like their banter, I like their personalities, I like the chemistry that Jared and Jensen have and the way they portray the characters.

I'm also very aware that the show wouldn't work without the codependence. That if Sam and Dean weren't enmeshed, it would be a completely different show and 99% of the plots just wouldn't work at all. I'm not out here trying to change canon. I'm fucking picking out the bits I like and discarding the rest.

Y'know. Like everybody fucking talks about doing. But because I'm discarding a piece that is important to a ship, and because that piece is one that the people against that ship also discard, well I guess that means I'm doing it wrong or whatever.

Fuck off.

And the absolute audacity that multiple people who express this have in also posting about how gatekeeping is bad is absolutely off the goddamn charts.

#anyway so I unfollowed some people that I otherwise greatly enjoy on my dash today #maybe I wouldn't have if I hadn't already been cranky #or maybe if I'd actually reached out to them about it earlier instead of silently stewing in ever-increasing rage #but alas #I am already cranky and I didn't reach out #so here we are #hellers got me with bi dean truthing and misha's general existence #wincesties got me with 'if you don't ship wincest you don't actually like SPN'#I need to find a new fandom #petition for Sam Smith to join a show (any show) as a recurring or regular so I can have a new hyperfixation plz #I'm fucking done with SPN fandom #I'll still reblog pretty pictures and write fic as inspiration hits but I'm done with the people #Nic speaks #Nic speaks in tags #Nic is opinionated #fandom

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