#old taylor is dead

[mapplelatte13]

Vamos a reputar @taylorswift 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

#old taylor is dead #taylor swift #swifties #rep tv

[chrollohearttags]

meg baby, I promise we’ll all look the other way if you decide to strangle that chimera ant built bitch. I promise we won’t say nothing.

#nicki got to be one of the nastiest bitches I’ve ever seen in my life #you ain’t had a fucking hit in 10 yrs good enough to act the way you do #it’s crazy it took her being so vile to meg for ppl to get it #it’s always ‘protect blk women’ w/her until it’s somebody she don’t like lmao #and her only beef with her is that she collabed with cardi #the only one who stuck by her side mind you so ofc she #she’s been terrible and I remember back in 2017 when ppl jumped me for ‘defending a Latina woman’ over her #the same bitch that co opted a hashtag meant for missing and murdered blk women for her own bullshit #while cardi was using her platform to speak up for breonna Taylor and police brutality? oh okay #she’s a nasty witch and her karma will come #rap beef aside #‘how you got 3 Grammys and can’t stay on beat?’ #how are you the supposed queen and been rapping since Jesus was in Jerusalem but have zero? #bringing up her dead mother..you deserve to rot #cherry chats 🍒 #I’m so happy cardi no longer feeds into her bullshit and lets her stupid ass talk to the wall #all the new girls are outshining her and I’m so glad they don’t have to grovel to her #the fact that these girls just came out and are her competition says more abt nicki than it does Meg cardi latto or anybody else #her peers should be missy kim queen latifah etc #and yet she’s linking up with 23 year olds and beefing with girls 20 years her junior #guess that predator spirit run in the family huh

[aeirithgainsborough]

SHAUNA SHIPMAN & JACKIE TAYLOR YELLOWJACKETS 201: Friends, Romans, Countrymen

#yellowjackets #yellowjacketsedit #yellowjacketsource #shauna shipman #jackie taylor #shauna x jackie #shaunashipmanedit #jackietayloredit #96yellowjackets #yellowjacketscentral #tvedit #jackie x shauna #jackieshauna #** #yellowjackets spoilers #dead body tw #best friendship is talking to ur 2 month old dead best friend's body and then eating her ear i guess #anyway the mash made me nostalgic LOL

[ash5monster01]

who’s afraid of little old me? I was tame, I was gentle.

‘til the circus life made me mean. Don’t you worry folks.

we took out all his teeth. Who’s afraid of little old me.

you should be.

Who’s Afraid of Little Old Me? by Taylor Swift

#charlie my beloved #I could never hate you #dead poets society #the tortured poets department #who’s afraid of little old me #taylor swift #charlie dalton #dps #dead poets #charlie dalton mood board

[90staylor]

meet the members of the tortured poets department.

our chairman, taylor swift.

peter pan, clara bow, stevie nicks, our collegues from the down the hall; the dead poets, daisy jones, post malone, martha from who's afraid of virginia woolf, florence, amy march and jo march, cassandra, patty and dylan thomas, barbie, emily dickinson, bella baxter.

#taylor swift #ttpd #peter #barbie #clara bow #fortnight #cassandra #jo march #stevie nicks #daisy jones #post malone #little woman #bella baxter #the dead poets society #who's afraid of little old me? #the tortured poets department #florence welch #emily dickinson

[queen-of-sand-castles]

Amidst the cosmic symphony, our souls dance to melodies woven by stardust, echoing across the vastness of existence. 🌌✨

#english literature #literature #dark poetry #chaotic academic aesthetic #old aesthetic #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #bookworm #dark academism #prose #poets on tumblr #poems on tumblr #poetry #poem #classic literature #lit #aesthetic #alternative #quotes #thoughts #the tortured poets department #taylor swift #dead poets society

[connie-taylor]

the fact that maria's disappearance has remained a cold case for decades... once ana & her friends died looking for her, they became cold cases too... ana & maria's mom alone after losing both of her daughters, not knowing (for the better, maybe) what cruelty took them from her.

hurts thinking how the victims go looking for maria, what they end up enduring, just to find her long gone (presumably) at black nancy's... the guilt ana would feel for bringing them there, knowing they're going to meet the same fate, that their families won't know what happened.

and of course, how could ana have known? who could have ever thought such horrors awaited them as they set up their camp site in the thicket? as they put up their tent, lit a fire and sat around together, sharing stories about maria and thinking they're close to finding her alive.

#my copium hc is that the victims all live and fall in love and help each other heal after their encounter w the slaughters #buuut my more realistic hc is that they all end up dying looking for maria #i know its not confirmed that they all die and ana may actually live #but based on the fact that the family still operates the same in the film (after ana and her friends encounter them) #and the way marias tribute instagram is handled by a family member of ana and maria and mentions them going through anas old things #it makes me feel like they may all end up dead #who knows!! anyway this is where they all die #tcm #texas chainsaw massacre #texas chainsaw massacre game #leland mckinney #connie taylor #julie crawford #ana flores #maria flores

[mirrorballtales]

Now that I’ve had two sleeps to absorb TTPD and all 31 songs I think I’m ready to share my thoughts. I think they’re still all over the place. I’m having to separate so many pieces of my sadness, reframe timelines all while trying to not fall to my knees and break down.

Before I go on, I have to say I think this album is definitely for the older fans. I mean obviously it’s for everyone but as someone who understands the lore or as much as we’re let in, and the discography, some songs have a bigger significance so I understand it’s not connecting with everyone. I hope it grows on them. Her fountain and quill pens have always meant so much to me. I cannot imagine the insurmountable pressure she must feel having a random place their existence in her hands. As much as I love her I have to just appreciate the art and interpret it the best way it fits me.

I won’t talk about every song - just the ones I’ve had visceral reactions to.

Fortnight, so when I first heard it Thursday night I started crying. The line “I was supposed to be sent away but they forgot to come get me.” Before a video was even released all I could think about were my hospital stays. I always joke about them. And all those jokes were funny and riddled with humorous truth. But when the punchline is given, and the laughter dies down, I’m left alone to grieve all that time I lost because of men and boys and people who ruined my life. They made me out to look crazy, like stints in these rooms were going to fix me. Pills I took to forget them just made me want to die. The scars I acquired like trophies are mine to wear like badges of honor. All of that is what I thought with just that line. Then the music video was released. I literally screamed. I saw it and sobbed with a sweltering scream of pain. Seeing myself chained up to a painfully lit room, chained up, drugged up all because I loved. All my life since, I’ve thought I only belong there. Every day, every emotion I’ve had has ruined my life. Ever felt so fucking crazy and no one sees you? That’s what this feels like. But every day. There was something about the way Post Malone hugged Taylor that broke me again. I can’t explain it. I don’t think I’ve ever been held like that. Not as a child. Not as an adult. In that moment I realized I’ve needed a tortured tragic poet hero to come break me out of the asylum. And I’ve waited. I’ve tried escaping but I am pulled back. I think it’s the first time I’ve admitted it to myself I don’t think I can do this myself. But I have no choice and it’s a painful realization that all my life I’ve had to save myself. I’ve been the crazy one in the family. I am the one that isn’t all there. I just want to run to anyone who wants to hold me and tell me they’re getting me out of there. Like I said the song had an incredibly raw and taxing effect on me.

Down Bad, I think this one is really easy for anyone who sits there crying because you’re well, down bad. And it makes you angry. It makes you sad. I think a reel of me being second choice plays in my mind. The boy I like telling me he doesn’t want me. Or the boy telling me I’m nice but there’s better out there. Or begging the guy you love not to leave and him telling you that you’re too much. So he leaves you stranded like he’s doing you a favor. And yeah fuck every single one of them. There’s a petulance saying that. Saying fuck you for not wanting me. Fuck you for not being down bad for me. Fuck you for not doing the all the fighting so you don’t lose me.

So Long, London. It’s track five. I gave all my youth for free. And to have to say goodbye to all of that like it’s my fault? Like it’s my prophecy to be a tragedy.

Fresh Out the Slammer, I’ve lived this song so many times. And then I grew up. I erased the number. Forgot it like my life depended on it but for a while, I knew who’d my first call was too. Then I realized they’d never pick up anyway. I know better.

Guilty as Sin? I’m very guilty. Listen to the way song builds like nirvana. And imagine yourself in it. Alone. I say this a lot but if you read my diary there’s an entry with these lyrics lived out by me. Tell me, you haven’t fantasized. Tell me you don’t recall things you never did. Tell me your body hasn’t longed before but you told yourself to let it stay in a vault. A fantasy where you’ve already done it in your head? I think it actually follows edging to completion. Your mind playing tricks on you, your sheets your only grasp, your chest rising and falling harder and quicker, labored breathing, waves of pleasure crashing into you, words escaping your lips, longing glances into other eyes while yours are closed. It’s a fatal fantasy that takes over you. And you worship it, religiously. Go ahead, recall the things you never did. Be guilty as sin.

Who’s Afraid of Little Old Me? You should be. This is a response to mirroball. It’s so easy to vilify the quiet, the nice, the good girl. And then she breaks. Then she’s done playing your chess games. Being a pawn in schemes. I feel this so much as an eldest daughter, as the one that has to be perfect and a degree below that was unacceptable.

loml, I want to acknowledge that this song broke me. I still can’t listen fully without losing it. They say wounds heal with time. But I’m still waiting.

I Can Do It With A Broken Heart, I think for me this is just how I’ve lived my life. I don’t get to be shattered without movement. I must be broken hearted and figure it out, be a tough kid, fake it, smile even if I want to die. It’s an art I’ve perfected.

The Alchemy, I’d like to wake up from the hospital stay. I’d like to be out of the vision in my head. Chemistry is something I’ve always been so fascinated with. You cannot fake it. You cannot learn it or grow it. It’s either there or not. It borders on magical. It’s the only time I believe in something otherworldly. You can’t fight it. You can hide it. Sure. But it’ll pull you out of darkness. It’s my favorite trope. Magnets. Addiction. The most human thing because you can’t make it in a lab. Like the hand of God said here’s the alchemy, you’ll find the other part of that equation.

In-depth thoughts for The Anthology will come later tonight.

#taylor swift #the black dog #taylor’s version #taylornation #the eras tour #healing #the tortured poets department #dead poets society #old habits die screaming #fortnight #post Malone

[catoscloves]

i like how haley has like three sisters but they rarely show up and her parents go absentee on her after she gets married

#they think that they stopped being parents just because she's married now?? #and also like real life teen marriages don't typically end the way naley's do with genuine happiness #(well actually my best friend's parents were also naley coded pregnant at 17 and they're still happily married so i guess there's that) #her parents deadass just gave her away to get married in like 5 seconds when she was 16 #literally anything could have happened to haley and she could have ended up having a terrible life #i mean she DIDN'T but regardless they really shouldn't have abandoned her #and also any reasonable parents would have like?? idk maybe taken a bit more time before letting their 16 year old get married #naley is the ONLY teen couple allowed to get married young but still #her sisters don't have a parental obligation to her since all they are is related to her and she's not their legal responsibility #but her parents?? abandoning her?????? was really weird #also nate listed like at least 3 to 4 non-haley girls when taylor came over in s2 and he was trying to guess which sister she was #but according to a gifset i saw only haley and 2 other sisters comforting their dead mom so???? make it make sense? #oth #haley james scott #taylor james #quinn james

[vibeswithlarysa]

I might be okay , but I'm not fine at all

#2014 tumblr #2014 aesthetic #lana del rey vinyl #sky ferreira #tumblr grunge #lana del rey lyrics #tumblr 2014 #2014 soft grunge #lana del ray #sky+ferreira #grunge revival #lana del rey #trust no one #old tumblr #taylor swift #artists on tumblr #lana unreleased #i love you taylor #dead inside #tw self h4rm #tumblr girl #it girl #cecilia lisbon #2014 core #lana del rey aesthetic #lizzie grant #all too well #taylor version #the virgin suicides #born to die

[demadogs]

i know i shouldnt be pissed at children but god i hate seeing videos of like 14 year olds getting eras tour tickets like i went to the speak now tour when you were still in fucking DIAPERS!!!!! give me your tickets.

#reputation came out WHEN YOU WERE SEVEN!!!!! #YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW ICONIC THAT COMEBAXK WAS BECAUSE YOU WERE BUSY LEARNING HOW TO READ #i know people are gonna be like let people enjoy things!! i will if you sell me tickets. #im mad and i WILL be a bitch about it #byler #and like 14 year olds is bad enough but kids under 10 shouldnt even be allowed #like im dead serious they are tiny children take them to disney land and theyll be just as excited #itll probably be cheaper too lmao #taylor swift

[godofsmallthings]

i ❤️ ts

#WHY DID I CRY SO MUCH EGWKSJSKDHKDHD #ME SITTING THERE LIKE DAMN CHAMPAGNE PROBLEMS IS THE SADDEST SONG EVER WRITTEN #weirdest moment that made me cry was the lwymmd bridge #i was sitting there like 😔 the old taylor IS dead😭😭😭 #my theater was out of cups but i did get a poster :)))) #time to add to my taylor wall poster army #vi is typing...

[day6source]

'Letters with notes' concept photos 3 & 4

#young k #day6 #day6 even of day #kang younghyun #brian kang #album: letters with notes #[sorry. the old taylor can't come to the phone right now...why...oh!! cause she's DEAD!!!!!!!]

[moonchild-k]

You wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

#taylor swift #dead poets society #who's afraid of little old me? #twilight #you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

[allamericansbitch]

Why are y’all booing me for saying LWYMMD is a glitter gel pen song? I’m right?

#songs that don’t take themselves seriously = the old Taylor can’t come to the phone rn why cause she’s dead #tp

[queen-of-sand-castles]

THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT AND THE ANTHOLOGY are both good albums and even her best works dare i say. you all are just exaggerating and the hate is so forced.

#taylor swift #ttpd #the tortured poets department #taylornation #midnights #fortnight #old aesthetic #spilled thoughts #dark academism #english literature #bookworm #literature #poem #poems on tumblr #prose #spilled ink #lana del rey #album #1989 tv #best album #florence and the machine #post malone #dead poets society #anthology #artists on tumblr #twitter #instagram #pinterest