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alwritey-aphrodite · 4 months

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smiling between kisses for poe dameron pls 🧡 congrats on the milestone!! 🌟🧡✨️🤗

Thank you so much!!

Anyone who’s ever met Poe Dameron will tell you that the man is nothing if not determined. Whatever he sets his mind to, he’ll see it through until the end, no matter how terrifying or dangerous or downright ridiculous his mission is. Today, his mission is to make you smile.

With all of the crazy stunts he’s pulled in his lifetime, putting a grin on your face should be his easiest mission ever, yet lately he’s rarely seen you without a frown and downcast eyes, a certain sense of sorrow covering you like a second skin. He understands, he really does, but seeing you so down when all he wants is to make you happy tears him up inside, rips his heart to shreds. So, everything will be put on hold until he sees that beautiful smile he loves so much.

Up until this point, he’s tried his entire arsenal of tricks, all the tried and true methods of how to make you smile. He’s traded shifts and bribed your coworkers to ensure the two of you both had the whole day free, he searched all throughout base and spent a ridiculous amount of credits so you’d have all your favorite foods, and he’s been waiting on your hand and foot all day, just so you don’t have to do anything but relax. You thank him profusely and bat away all of his attempts to compliment you, but you’re still missing that grin that he loves so much. Luckily for you, Poe Dameron isn’t known for giving up.

“You’re not going to kiss me goodbye?” He asks when you stand up from your seat next to him, preparing to trudge over to grab more snacks. He’d do it for you, but last time he’d tried you almost tripped him, and even though you claimed it was an accident, Poe’s familiar with your more mischievous side.

“I’m just going to the kitchen,” you counter, but then Poe is pouting up at you and he knows that’s your one true weakness, so you hinge at the hips to kiss him, just a quick, fleeting thing, but Poe has other ideas. When you go to pull back, he simply places a soft hand on the back of your neck, kissing you again, quickly, over and over until he can feel you smiling against him.

His assault is relentless, continuing to kiss you even though with the size of your smile he makes more contact with your teeth than his actual target, and soon enough you’re laughing into his unrelenting mouth.

“Can I go get my snacks now?” You ask through your giggles, pulling away just far enough to breathe.

“One more kiss before you go?” He asks with his big puppy dog eyes, and you groan even as you give in, knowing that the odds of you ever making it to the kitchen are slim. Still, you find that you don’t mind, feeling happier and lighter than you have in days, and enjoying the giggly kisses far too much to put an end to them.

#poe dameron #poe dameron x reader #poe dameron x you #poe dameron fanfic #poe dameron fanfiction #star wars fanfiction

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kindlingkeen · 16 days

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Hi! I absolutely adore your Asymmetrical Warfare series on AO3 (it’s got me back on a competent Jason Todd kick, which, there’s honestly too little of so if you have any recs pls fire away)!

I did have a curiosity that I hope you don’t mind answering though: are there specific reason why you’re not a Tim fan? And does that extend to other members of the batfam as well?

Hi, anon! I’m so glad you’re enjoying Asymmetrical Warfare (competent Jason ftw!). 🙌

Re: Tim. I should probably be more conscientious with my wording around Tim. A lot of what I say in ao3 comments or here tends toward facetious, and tone doesn’t really come across well online.

Which is not to say there aren’t things about Tim that bug me. For example—canon Tim, there are more than few instances of him being downright shitty to Jay’s memory. Case in point, from Batman #456, Tim imagines Jason’s ghost giving him a pep talk about becoming a hero and Jason says he killed himself because he didn’t listen to Batman.

Ah, no sir, the responsible party was the psychopathic clown with a crowbar and some explosives, not the 15 year old trying to save his newly discovered biological mother.

But is this really Tim the character’s fault? Or is it dc’s fault for creating a narrative that brutally murdered a child and then spent decades trashing his memory and blatantly victim-blaming him for it?

It’s really more fanon depictions of Tim that I have a problem with. In particular, the tendency to project Jason’s trauma onto Tim. Trying to spin the white boy who came from an affluent two-parent household as somehow more neglected than the kid whose parents are dead/incarcerated and was literally homeless is just ??? Jason’s backstory touches on so many important societal issues (the gutting of the social safety net, the industrial prison complex, the opioid epidemic, the criminalization of poverty, the stigmatization of sex work), and this approach sweeps all of that under the rug.

It also really gets my goat how many fics masquerade as being about Jason, but are actually just a vehicle for Tim time. These stories tend to dramatize Tim’s character, whether it’s woobie, touch-starved little Timmy who needs constant reassurance and protection, or smarter than everyone ever, can not be out thought or out fought, is actually a CEO while he should be in high school Tim. My problem with this type of narrative is usually two-fold. 1) It dumbs down Jason’s characterization (which should be so rich and complex) to ridiculously oversimplified motivations and actions. And 2) it turns Tim into a caricature of himself, instead of a compelling character with a balance of strengths and weaknesses and a normal amount of teenaged self-esteem.

It probably doesn’t sound like it from this blog post, but I do really try hard in life not to yuck other people’s yum. Just because I don’t care for how Tim is portrayed, it doesn’t make it inherently bad or wrong. And all of this aside, I’ve read plenty of fics where I enjoyed Tim just fine. For example, I love how @bonerot19 writes Tim in their Something in the Static series. And Tim and Jay’s dynamic in WFA is often amusing.

So, yeah, bottom line. Tim is … fine. I’m just not a fan, per se. I try to at least write him fairly in Asymmetrical Warfare, with both the realistic shortcoming of a teenage boy and the awesomeness of Robin. He’s never going to get the same amount of page time as the rest of the crew is, though.

Re: the rest of the batfam. I mean, I often want to bop Bruce on the nose. Especially canon Bruce who beats up his kids and is completely unrepentant about it. But, honestly, that’s not my Bruce. My Bruce, who I love and love to hate in turn, would never do that. (Compartmentalization, the key to happy fic reading and writing.)

I love Babs and Dick. I want to be besties with Steph, but in reality she’s way too cool for me. Duke and Cass I’m less familiar with, but have no problems with. Damian is growing on me, and if dc would just give up the game and admit that Dami and Jay met in the LoA and are actually super special murder brothers at heart, that would be great. Selina is a queen and someday I will write that Selina + Jay and Dami meet in the LoA fic I’ve been dreaming about.

Re: competent Jason fic recs. One of my favorites is butcherbird, fly away home by e_va @e-vasong. Bonus rec, the same author put out a new fic recently, another way to make it to ten, and it not only features competent Jason, it’s Jason & Tim, and I like Tim in it.

Thanks so much for the ask, anon! Really great questions. Kudos if you made it through the whole post. 💙

#keen converses #fic rec #tim drake #jason todd #my fic #asymmetrical warfare #batfam thoughts #character thoughts

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thelastwalkingsoul · 1 year

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More st sims stuff! This time, Steve's house :) I honestly spent a ridiculous amount of time trying to get this as accurate as I could so pls enjoy. (My Gallery username is LastWalkingSoul)

Steddie post | Steddie Gallery | Steve's House Gallery

(I'm stupidly proud of these lol)

#his house is so dumb #I managed to fit 5 bedrooms and 5 bathrooms #it’s ridiculous #souls bs #steve's house stranger things #sims 4 #sims4 #stranger things #steve harrington house #steve harrington house sims #steve harrington sims #souls sims

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kaeyachi · 3 months

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I HAVE SO MANY EMOTIONS FOR LANTERN RITE

Spoilers below

First of all, I spent the entire time dreading what pain Gaming's plotline would have brought me. I was stressing the entire time! I'm sure the plotline is hitting too close to home for some of us...

Which brings me to the ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS GROUP OF THOUSAND YEAR OLDS (and their children) BEING CHAOTIC MESSES

Moon Carver and Mountain Shaper are the comedic duo i did not anticipate, but the moment they did their dialogue to distract Gaming, I couldn't stop cackling. Please, they're both stupidly hilarious! THE DUST THEY WERE MAKING AS THEY RAN WAS SO COMICAL. I love their npc looking asses lmaaaooooo

Zhongli randomly appearing surprised me! But you know what surprised me even more? XIAO (the amount of screenshots I took when he appeared...). I am absolutely sure Zhongli went all the way to Wangshu just to get Xiao to meet with him. We gotta appreciate Zhongli managing to get Xiao to consider visiting him more (pls visit Zhongli more often Xiao)

BUT THAT BEGS THE QUESTION: Do we have a date tomorrow??? With Xiao? Please let it be us Xiao. We love kite flying (also thanks again Zhongli for promting this) HOYO PLEASE LET THIS BE ANOTHER XIAO DATE!

Another comedic duo I did not expect are Shenhe and Xianyun! While Cloud Retainer does not sound natural in her speeches (shes trying!), Shenhe absolutely obliterated the sanity of the entire conversation just by being herself! (they got Gaming to think theyre purposely making themselves look bad lmao)

Yip Tak's "aiya" spoke to my soul. Please save this NPC dad from everyone else.

The cutscene for the actual lantern rite? Spectacular. Absolutely beautiful. Gaming's performance brings me back to my childhood (yearly, lion dancers would enter my school and perform for us. It was magical then, it's still magical now)

Unexpectedly made me wonder about Keqing x Charlotte though! (Charqing?) They're actually cute! They got Charlotte casually taking pics of Keqing while an entire event was on going lmao (she did it multiple times pfft) Gotta respect using up your film like that Charlotte.

Yaoyao and Qiqi! They soften my heart so fast! More of them too, please hoyo!

Finally, Gaming running to hug his dad (who he probably hasnt hugged in such a long time at that) made me tear up. They're not perfect, but they are on better terms, and that's way more than many of us would ever have...

Im very soft and mushy at the moment (and a bit jealous of Gaming coz that fr went so well...naol), so I guess my final thought on this matter is HAPPY LANTERN RITE

#kaeyachi randoms #I LOVE GAMING SO MUCH PLEASE #truly the genz rep #happy lantern rite!!#THE OLD IDIOTS ARE COOKING

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magpiefngrl · 3 months

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8, 14 & a wildcard of your choice for the love your fandom asks, pls and thank youuuuu!! if those do not spark joy for any reason or you've done them, feel free to swap out for anything you like!! xox

Hello, hello! Thanks for the ask xx

8. you hope more people will come to appreciate ___ (a ship, a trope, an episode, etc)

I wrote a Voldemort Wins AU (The Boy Who Died) four years ago and I'd love to see more stories or art exploring that AU. There are so many juicy directions one can take it and I love me some angst. (I think there's been a few fics featuring a Voldemort Wins AU since I wrote TBWD, I should prob go track them down.) I know Voldemort Wins AU is a hard-sell, dystopian settings aren't what drarry fans tend to flock to, but I'm very much here for it.

14. the ship that always makes you smile

Oh that's actually a hard one, because drarry authors explore so many combinations of ships and rarepairs and it's very tough to choose. Also, although I love some rarepairs a normal amount, they often don't make me smile as such (prongsfoot is mostly about the angst and the sex, for example).

But you know who makes me smile, even now as I'm thinking about them? Luna and Neville. He's incredibly shy and awkward and she doesn't give a fuck about conventions: they're the cutest.

Wildcard! I used a random generator:

24. how has fandom positively impacted your life?

Oh thank you, random generator, awesome question!

Fandom has made a huge, real life difference to my life. I know I'm a bit absent now because I've learned that less is more (for me) regarding the time I spend on fandom, but the benefits have been immense.

First and foremost, I've made some very good friends. I've met several of them in real life too. I spent 4 days in Bologna with a fandom pal. I have people I chat to fairly regularly and I know I can rely on them for writing advice or just to be there when I need to vent.

Second, before fandom, I'd been writing original for a long time. Although I'd written a few short stories, I struggled with finishing a longer fic. I thought I'd never be able to do it. And lo and behold, when I fell into drarry, I completed a 36k fic! The longest completed work I'd managed back then. It gave me the confidence to know that I can finish longer works, I'm not incapable of it. I also learned what kind of writer I am. When I wrote original, I was inexperienced and I consulted a lot of websites about writing advice which is all SHIT (ask me about it) and it was one of the main reasons I'd struggled. But fanfic took the pressure of this-will-be-seen-by-agents-so-it'd-better-be-perfect. I wrote for fun and discovered my writing process along the way. This was an invaluable gift.

Third and equally important, being in fandom and writing fanfic in the heyday of a super popular ship gave me the recognition I was starved for. Writing alone in a solitary room can make one doubt whether she's any good or whether she's kidding herself. But receiving comments on my stories, knowing hundreds of eyes have seen them, possibly thousands, gave me the warmth and joy and reassurance that perhaps, if I am lucky and try hard, I can touch some people's hearts. That my writing isn't ridiculous or a waste of time or that I'm kidding myself. Again: an invaluable gift.

love your fandom asks

#inbox #drarry #love your fandom asks #voldemort wins au

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hollyhorseheads · 2 months

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this is my banner btw i just stretched it out. i loooove a good stretched png...

below the cut is alt versions!

ok here. the picture its based on + the image without the bg being a bit blurred* + the image without blurring OR text. if you want any of this separately lmk cause like i still have all of this saved as separate layers

* i blurred it to make the the text slightly easier to read LOL

also fun facts / notes about the image:

i spent a frankly ridiculous amount of time looking for those picsart sticker filter overlay things?! like i swear ive found them so easily before but idk... as we get further from 2020 relics are hard to find....

holly has the femme flag on her cheek in the third image and hol horse has the butch flag in the fourth image!

the overlay/border thing is the lesbian flag in the third pic and the nonbinary flag in the fourth one, i'm sure most people know those flags but like why not write it down for those that dont ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ anyway i didnt wanna just overlap both because that looks bad but to me hollyhorse is a nonbinary lesbian couple. theyre both enby dykes i hope this helps

cinnamoroll is there because i found that sticker on picsart and i love cinnamoroll too much to not use that immediately

the button in the bottom right of the fourth picture says "in dykes we trust" (and like god bless. yes we do.) and the button pinned on hol horse's shirt (also in the fourth image) days "it's a bitch being butch!"

the background is just the cover to pitbull's album "global warming meltdown" idk it was that, tilted towers, or bliss (xp). but i used the last one literally not even a week ago(?) and i use tilted towers as a background ALL the time. so i spiced it up a bit. also im listening to pitbull right now

the speech bubbles are based on that one like jungkook(?) (its a kpop boy i think its jungkook.) roleplay reply tweet screenshot that has those exact lines in ridiculous fonts. that image turns 4 this year... i cant believe i ever lived in a world without 𝖎 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖙𝖊𝖈𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚. ???

thats it i think... this post is dedicated to hollyhorse nation but especially strawbeebap on twitter. ive never talked to them in my life i dont have a public twitter anymore 😭💔 if someone who does sees this pls tell cal strawbeebap i say hi and thank you for carrying hollyhorse nation 🫡🫡🫡

#.txt #hollyhorse #holly kujo #hol horse

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coraline-piange · 8 months

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an analysis and interpretation of first time by hozier

okay so. i have spent a ridiculous amount of time thinking about the song and talking about it to my friends and eventually wrote this little ig you could call it essay about it and thought "why not share it with other people?". this is not a perfect analysis or anything, i literally wrote this on one go last saturday afternoon so like. don't expect too much profoundness lmao. anyways, if you're also obsessed with the song pls let me know your thoughts xoxo

the song starts with the speaker telling us they have always been uncomfortable with hearing their name and feeling disconnected between their body and their soul, calling it "an uneasy ally". their soul "felt nameless as a river undiscovered underground". there's an identity here that is removed from their name, removed from what society tells them their identity should be, waiting to be discovered. it is buried under their skin, and flows through their body. the image of a river brings with it the association of the possibility of a high tide, of unrest. this is reinforced by calling the soul an "uneasy" ally. this secret identity is a source of sorrow, discomfort, unrest and pain for the speaker. however, that "awful sound" that is their name and therefore their identity suddenly is a good sound coming from the addressee's mouth. being observed through the love interest's eyes changes the speaker's perception of their own identity.

in the second verse the speaker drinks the river lethe "dry" the first time they kissed the addressee. the river lethe is one of the five rivers in the greek underworld. specifically, it represents oblivion, forgetfulness and concealment. the word lethe is also connected to the word "aletheia" which means truth — or more accurately "un-forgetfulness" or "un-concealment" through the privative alpha. here the speaker drinks in forgetfulness, drinks in some kind of concealment while kissing the addressee: they are entering a lie.

the next line references the river liffey, saying it would have been easier on their stomach (than the lethe). liffey is a river in eastern ireland that flows through dublin which is only 20 km away from bray where hozier was born. it represents home therefore but with a bittersweet twist to it. even drinking from this river that is supposed to represent comfort and security would have been less painful than drinking from the lethe, drinking in a lie. there seems to be a history there, something that would have made drinking from the liffey still painful. the origin of the name for the liffey is not entirely clear. there's some speculation that the name of the plain "life" which it was named after comes from an indo-eurpoean language that was spoken in ireland before the celts arrived. in this case, the river would represent life, and drinking from life would be painful - but not as painful as drinking in a lie. another name for the river used to be "an ruirtheth" which means "fast or strong runner". the implication is that running away from whatever the love with the addressee represents would have been less painful than what ended up happening.

however, the addressee "spoke some quick new music" that "soothe[d] this soul". a soul that always has been and always will be "unearth without a name". the hidden river inside of the speaker was calmed down by the addressee but it remains, just waiting to be discovered, to be given a name, an identity.

then comes the chorus. a part of the speaker "must have died / the first time that [the addressee] called [them] baby". this is immediately contrasted with the next two lines, saying a part of them "came alive / the first time that [the addressee] called [them] baby". it is a process of revival and dying, happening simultaneously. some part of the speaker dies - that undiscovered river that is smoothed over, that is unearthed but yet remains nameless. however, there is an uncertainty about it. it "must have" died implies a speculation from the speaker. they think that is what happened but they aren't quite sure about it. in contrast, the wording of the second part of the chorus is much more definite: some part of the speaker did come alive when the addressee called them baby for the first time. the certainty contains the more positive force that changes the speaker.

in the second verse, the lyrics evoke imagery of a grave: the speaker's mother leaves flowers "here", that they think they owe their life to. the line "gifting life to you again" represents the idea of reincarnation, being reborn. the speaker lives "mostly underground", seemingly cut off from their senses ("unknowing either sight or sound"), cut off from their body. this could be a nod to the speaker's body being a grave their soul is buried in, suffocating. only their mother who has given them their original name and identity, the one they detest so much, seems to reach out. the speaker feels they owe her for this, she is the reason that in their outward death, they remain alive inside.

however, when the speaker "reach[es] up for sunlight", they are "ripped out by the stem". any search for joy, warmth and life ends in pain, in being uprooted and in being rejected. only then does the speaker realise they are dying: their river is "drying out, then drowning blindly". they are simultaneously depleted of their secret identity, being denied authenticity and drowning in the high tide that is their want for authenticity. the flowers, representing the life their mother planted have been "ripped out by the stem" and are now "blooming forth its every colour / in the last moment it has left". there's a sense of urgency, of showing "your true colours" before it all ends, before it is too late.

life is suffering, life is pain. sharing the space with "simple living things, infinitely suffering" implies the pain inherent in living, in existing in this world. and yet it also means "fighting off […] the absence of itself" for "all creation". being alive means fighting death, means fighting to survive, means fighting to keep existing, and that connects every living being.

then comes the chorus again. here are two small changes in the lyrics. this time around it's "each time that you called me baby". the speaker and the addressee have come to a regularity. and each time the addressee called the speaker baby, another part of them died, their identity slowly being chipped away by the lie they first entered when they kissed. the other change is that a part of the speaker "stayed alive" when being called baby. there's no resurrection, no part being reborn and coming back to life the way there was in the first chorus. instead, there is a steadiness the addressee provides. this steadiness is reinforced through the repetition of "each time that you called / each time that you called". there's an ellipse here, leaving out the part "me 'baby'" that was included in the preceding similar lines. this breaks up the steadiness, and makes room for something missing, implying an absence. the speaker stays alive each time the addressee calls — there is an implication of dependency and maybe even desperation; it doesn't matter what the addressee calls the speaker, as long as they speak the speaker will stay alive.

this is underlined in the bridge with the repetition of the line "whatever keeps you around, it keeps you around". "around" here can mean alive, and the speaker is in a way saying the end justifies the means: as long as you stay alive, it doesn't matter how. this is accompanied by the speaker telling the addressee to "c'mere", craving maybe the way the addressee makes them feel partly alive.

the third verse starts with the line "the last time it was heard out loud". "it" refers to "baby" which stands for the name and for the identity of the speaker, dressed up as an endearment that soothes. this last time left the speaker and the addressee "shocked". it is unexpected and abrupt. "the perfect genius of our hands and mouths" could either mean a creational energy during the intimacy between the two or reference the idea of guiding spirits called genii from the ancient roman religion. their hands and mouths were shocked, not even the guiding spirits could foresee an end to the regularity and to the dependency established in the second chorus and bridge.

they were shocked "to resignation as the arguing declined", realizing their relationship had already died alongside the speaker during the second verse. there is no point in arguing, no point in continuing to use "baby" to soothe the unhappiness of the speaker.

the speaker poses the question "are there limits to any emptiness?" that they have been wondering about since they were young. they are familiar with a feeling of emptiness, with the dried-out river inside them. they are looking for an end, looking for a way to stop the emptiness from consuming them completely.

they can't even remember when the last time was that the addressee called them baby and smoothed over the emptiness. they ask: "when was the last time? / c'mere to me, when was the last time?".

the third chorus changes the lyric to "the final time you called me baby". this is the end that was indicated in the third verse, resumed in the finality of the last chorus. the implication here is that the end of the speaker's dependency on the addressee to soothe over their emptiness, their river, has left them to fully die. the last tie to the living world has given way. and then there comes the "but". the speaker has lost their connection to life through their significant other and died "but some part of [them] came alive / the final time you called me baby”. the end is also a beginning, a resurrection and rebirth. this is similarly structured to the very first chorus but the parts that die and come alive are switched: in the first chorus, the speaker's hidden identity dies while their name, their assumed identity comes alive. there's a temporary comfort in it found in the love of a loved one. in this last chorus, the remains of the assumed identity die together with the relationship. and out of the ashes, the hidden identity can start to rise.

the song is about being different than society expects you to be and having to hide parts of you, then finding comfort in the affection of a loved one but ultimately realizing that it isn't enough, and gaining the courage to be your true self, uncovering the parts you have concealed before.

#hozier #first time #first time by hozier #song analysis #lyrics

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zeerohpunk · 29 days

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im gonna make a nicer intro post one of these days but i feel like i should do a small thing here rq just to get some things out of the way

hi, im zeeroh, pronounced like zero, its an alias B)

im very much an Adult and i dont shy away from posting abt adult content or making adult jokes or posts or anything, and i do ask that if ur a minor to pls not interact w that stuff. i dont mind having minors interact w normal content of mine or following me, but out of respect, i may not follow back/interact much etc. i havent had problems with this in the past but i can/will block minors for engaging w any of my NSFW content. the thought freaks me out & its for everybodies safety, yfm? ok cool moving on

(some of) my faves of the redacted men are lasko, vincent, guy, gav, and david my beloveds (wedding audio when mr. redacted 🤨??)

i have a few stoner hcs for the redactedverse and i cherish them. i love them. maybe one day ill get brave enough to share my stupid lil thoughts on it. possibly,

when it comes to other boyfriend asmr creators, i also enjoy:

your stupid boy audios (highly recommend if u enjoy healthy/goofy/silly relationship audios w not a lot of plot. he improvs his audios which is insane to me

colin's corner (same guy from YSB audios, its just more longform, serialized content there)

hank miller audios

auralarcana

moonlight audio (waiting SO patiently for his return)

im a swiftie and ive spent a ridiculous amount of time assigning a large part of taylors discography to different redacted couples/friendships/dynamics. im really annoying abt it too pls dont get me going (shes my special interest can u tell lol)

i make playlists for every mood imaginable and i have some character ones. this is my Guy playlist which features cbat (unoriginal idea, creds to the person who did it before me) and every* song hes mentioned in any of his audios.

*every song that i can recognize being mentioned. it took me a WHILE to realize the maple syrup comment from a few months ago was a song. we do our best 'round these parts.

some of my fave hobbies are crocheting, growing plants, and playing video games (minecraft, stardew valley, and palia>>> (someone talk to me about jel pls))

ahem. if uve made it this far... yippee! we're probably pals now and im booping u so hard rn. im hella socially inept and awkward as hell so i promise if dms, asks, replies, or tags go unanswered, i swear it isnt u, im autistic and way too shy to be on the internet 🧍🏻‍♀️[staring at u so awkwardly and intensely]

(like i said ill clean this up later and make pretty later but this should suffice for now)

🫶🏻

#zee's personal rambling

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stitch1830 · 1 year

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Some of my favorite mama toph hcs are

Toph visiting Aang's house for whatever reason and momo being her little bodyguard and curling up around her belly. When Lin and Suyin are born and are brought to visit not even a couple of weeks after theyre born momo immediately knows who they are and curls up next to them to protect them and loves them so much

Lao and Poppy buying a ridiculous amount of clothes and blankets and baby equipment before and after lin and suyin are born

Iroh getting emotional when being handed newborn Lin and later Suyin and holding them and realizing how much time had passed and how the little 12 yo girl he met years ago had children of her own

happy new year

Hi Anon, thank you for the ask!

Pls I love these mama Toph headcanons! I also feel like these headcanons can apply to any AU, whether you prefer Toph as a single mom or in a relationship, these just fit perfectly!

I always liked Momo and Toph’s mini relationship, they seemed like good buddies in the show, so thinking that Momo and Toph still shared a bond years later is double adorable. But yes I agree that Momo loves chilling on Toph’s belly, either to monitor those who pass by her or to take a little nap with Toph. Sometimes when Momo is flying off and doing his own thing, he’ll go to Toph’s place for a bit to hang out and curl up with her.

And Momo loves snuggling with babies in general. They’re tiny and warm and cuddly and they’re adorable! But there’s something about Toph’s kiddos that makes him love them so much and is so protective. And while Lin was an easier baby and enjoyed being curled up next to Momo, Suyin was a bit fussier, so it took her some time to warm up to the lemur. But if anyone was to hold her or cuddle with her, she’d want her Mama or Momo and that was it. With Su, let’s just say Momo was a frequent flyer in the Beifong house lol! Toph loves how good he is with the girls, though.

Lao and Poppy definitely splurge on their grand babies, especially because I don’t think they ever considered being grandparents once Toph reached a certain age. So now that there are babies to spoil, they do it. Toph always complains that they are buying too many things for the girls, but Lao and Poppy always argue back that they have an incredible amount of money that is of little use to them in the afterlife, so they plan to spend it all on the babies. Toph rolls her eyes a bit, but she’s grateful that her parents are being supportive. (This is of course in an AU where Lao and Poppy are good/better parents, but it’s my go-to that the Beifong’s are happy because they deserve it LOL).

And pls Iroh most definitely would get emotional holding the Beifong babies, and I think Lin would especially hit him hard. He loves everyone in the Gaang and they all hold a place in his heart, but I think that the quality time that Iroh spent with Toph initially is a very fond memory for him. And so knowing that the same girl who said that she could handle things on her own and didn’t need help, has a little baby of her own? It just moves him deeply and he admires the woman that stands in front of him, and her newborn baby.

Such great Mama Toph headcanons, and a perfect way to begin the new year! Thank you so much for sending these in, Anon. I do love hearing about Toph headcanons :D Hope your new year is off to a good start and that you have a great day!

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Send me asks about ATLA, LOK, or anything! :D

#toph #toph beifong #lin #lin beifong #suyin beifong #poppy beifong #Lao beifong #momo #iroh #atla #lok #headcanons #toph beifong loving hours #my asks #thanks for the ask!#anon #gosh I just love mama toph headcanons #and momo curling up on toph’s belly? tears—#so so cute

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I have to admit, I spent a ridiculous amount of time yesterday reading your entire Somnium story and I'm in love with all of the characters. Soft spot for Oscar and Ivan's friendship. Love the story and time you spend on this. Wish you all the best!

Ahhhhhhhskjskj.. tysm for taking the time to read it all! It really means so much that you enjoyed it 🧡🥺 I'm glad you love 'em all as much as I do, especially the pure bromance that is Oscar and Ivan 😭 Pls take this unedited screenie of Ivan laughing at Oscar's hair as a token of my appreciation 😂

#ranswers #this is rlly sweet 🥺#<3333333 #all the best to you too!#🧡#feeling soft n' squishy now 🥰

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5, 6 and 33 with fuukam for the latest ask pls 💕

😈😿 my beloved <3 I'll go with X timeline here

5 - their love language

Obviously physical touch. Whether it's their early X relationship, late X, to help even trc to some degree - they're always touching. Fuuma sure as hell doesn't hold back when it comes to physical affection and the amount of times they've hugged and touched in vol or two prior to Fuuma's transformation - it's ridiculous. Kamui finds comfort in physical touch and Fuuma provides that. Later when their relationship took a far darker turn physical touch is still ever present, just in far, ahem, darker and hornier way.

6 - when did they realize they're in love?

Fuuma probably knew right off the bat Kamui was 'different' to him from the rest. But it likely took him some time to realize what he felt for Kamui was romantic love atop of fondness and strong emotional connection. Maybe Fuuma realized he loved Kamui in that way all along when he was between 12-17, in time he and Kamui were separated. When he saw Kamui upon returning it just reaffirmed his feelings

As for Kamui, I wouldn't say he fell in love immediately, it likely took him some time too. Kamui probably wouldn't feel the need to out label on what he feels, he just feels what he feels. Since he basically lacks any sort of normality in his life, he'd believe what he feels for Fuuma doesn't need any evaluation and second guessing; no grand revelation

Actually wait - what if they both realized they're in love during last day they spent together before Fuuma's transformation? 😭😭😭

33 - who has nightmares more often and how do they deal with them?

Now it'll be interesting to see antichrist!Fuuma having nightmares, whether during X or late X. Ofc they'd have something to do with Kamui, so Fuuma would either cuddle with him if they're sharing bed (some semi happy post X AU :'>) or he'd wander around Tokyo in the middle of the night just to make sure he's safe and sound. If Fuuma ends up having regular horror-ish nightmares he'd probs wouldn't be affected much.

Kamui however, whole different story. He has nightmares far more frequent and dreams are far more vivid; especially bc alot of them are actually memories. He'd toss and turn in bed, simultaneously wishing and dreading to go back to sleep. Perhaps if nightmares become far more frequent and traumatic and there was noone to look after Kamui he'd start avoid sleep altogether; so he'd wander around house in dead of the night.

Now, it'll be interesting to see how Fuuma would react to that, how he'd try to comfort and reassure Kamui given he's far likely to blame Kamui has those nightmares in the first place. Maybe physical touch during sleep would be more damaging in case Kamui starts dreaming about tragedies happening while he's being restrained (symbolic dreams induced by real physical sensations). Therefore Fuuma won't have 'easy temporary solution' at hand, so to speak. Hurt and comfort + angst potential through the roof

#too many fics ideas too little time #thanks for ask!#x/1999 #fuukam

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tanqram · 5 years

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Chaoze and Jingzuo “freestyle” dance punishment on 181230 Yo! Bang

#lin chaoze #jiang jingzuo #tangram #dance line #dance cover #STAN TANGRAM #STAN THEIR DANCE LINE #i just spent a ridiculous amount of time fixing this audio #i downloaded the ep #and then found out the audio and video were messed up on this part specifically #and i was like oH GREAT 🙃 time to die some more i guess #i cannot with them and their body rolls ajslkj #and so because i spent way too long doing this #im sharing it #dance line stans pls suffer w me

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danisavin · 5 years

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Wolfhaven -- Ancestral Seat of House Lovel; The North Woods of Bluesprings

**Wolfhaven will most likely not be making an appearance for this au (if so, at a wooded edge of Jamara), but as it is an essential piece of Danian’s background, I wanted to do a write-up for it anyway

Name & Values.

Contrary to popular belief, Wolfhaven was not named for the lupine beasts that roam the Northern wilderness. It gets its title from its House. The meaning of Lovel is “young wolf; fierce person.” The small town and the halls overlooking it are places of refuge for travelers, hunters and lost souls, alike. Not that they get very many visitors in the first place. Nevertheless, the hearth and home of the Lovels is open to anyone in need, regardless of class or alliances. They ask only for respect in return. As long as no trouble is raised, guests are free to come and go as they please.

While House Lovel does believe in the organization of nobility, their opinions of the ‘lower’ classes are not as popular. The way the Lovels see it, there are the lords and ladies and the people. The people inhabiting their land may not have titles or the wealth that they do, but that does not define them as lesser individuals. In fact, all living creatures, unless they have committed some act that deems otherwise, are deserving of respect and honor. With it’s small population and a forest at its doorstep, Wolfhaven isn’t found wanting for resources, but the doors to the keep are always open to provide aid in times of hardship and warm shelter when it is needed. Among the local people, practically everyone knows one another. This respect and kinship with its community plays a significant part in the survival of House Lovel. Not every house can say their people would stand and fight by their side under threat without any demand from their Lord.

Nobility.

While small, the House of Lovel is proud and ancient and has held its home at Wolfhaven for countless generations. The current Lord of Wolfhaven is Lucas Alin Lovel. Lucas is the elder brother to the late Michael Remus Lovel, Danian’s father. Lucas never wanted the principal lordship and had renounced it previously, but following his brother’s death, he reassumed that birthright so that Michael’s child did not have to bear the stresses of such an office at such a young age. That, and their adoption as Lord Savin’s ward had been agreed upon years in advance. Knowing of his brother’s sworn allegiance to the man, he could not deny his nephew the opportunity.

Lucas never married and never plans to marry. His lack of an heir and Danian’s lack of siblings have solidified their future as Danian Nathaniel Lovel, Lord of Wolfhaven. At least-- it’s supposed to. Dani’s choice to live alone with their partner, Samuel Floros, puts into question the survival of the Lovel nobility. As far as familiar nobility is concerned, the young Lord Lovel’s absence is merely a matter of them out travelling the vast kingdom of Bluesprings. This is not entirely false, however. Dani has occasionally traveled well beyond their homeland for mercenary contracts. They have experienced different cultures and talked with strangers, shared stories and visions. No matter their adventures, their house is a part of them and always will be. Whether they return to their duty or cut themself free for love remains to be seen.

Geography.

Wolfhaven is largely isolated, located at the western edge of one of the great Northern forests. They sit not far from the southern border of the region and thus, the weather is not quite so unforgiving as it can be to the houses further in. In exchange for this gentler weather, the miles and miles of forested terrain at the foot of the family seat are rugged and dangerous. There are no mountains in the direct area, but the ground is far from even with hills and cliffs dotted frequently around the landscape. The water of the rivers and streams are clear, but soaking yourself in any capacity is highly discouraged. Thick and dark, even in the daylight, it’s easy to lose your way in the woods. No stranger should attempt to explore them alone. Rarely ever in such cases is the person seen again. Those who are seeking passage to and from Wolfhaven would do best to follow the Hunter’s Road that runs through the very edge of the woods to where it joins the larger Northern passages.

Livelihood & Commerce.

As stated above, due to their location, Wolfhaven is not short on resources. Typically, they gather more than enough food and material to get them through the harsher times of the year without complaint. Hardy plant life, abundant wood, and clear water are all available on a constant basis; but their prime resource? Game. Deer, rabbit, fox, boar-- if it can survive the cold winter, it’s likely to venture into their patch of wilderness.

The nobility and common folk of Wolfhaven are first and foremost, hunters. Most of the youth are instructed in tracking and archery from a young age. They are taught about these animals - their habitats, their feeding habits, their ability. Additionally, they are introduced to the vast forests surrounding their home and are shown the signs and pathways that will guide them through without fear of losing their way.

No part of any kill goes to waste. Animals are living creatures that are essential to the livelihood of the residents in the Lovels’ region. As such, they are treated respectfully and their death is considered a sacrifice for the people’s survival. The products of the game that Wolfhaven brings in is divided between their needs and those of the larger Bluesprings kingdom. They provide high quality bone, antler, hides, furs, and so on for whoever requests them as well as for any obligatory tax payments. Though in lesser quantity, they may also exchange craft goods such as commissioned hunting equipment and carved bone wares.

Alliances.

As old and isolated as they are, it should come as no surprise that the Lovels are a neutral house. Their interest is in the safety and survival of their people. On the rare occasion that they join in a conflict, it is either that home interest or a matter of human respect that calls them to arms. Human respect refers to the treatment of other peoples within the kingdom, whether common or nobility. They do not follow the religion of The Cloverry, but do support its works for the goodwill of the people. The Lovels’ gods are much older. Gods of nature, life and death-- and their fundamental respect for life is rooted in the heart of those beliefs. If you want to witness the ferocity that a pack of wild hunters can deal, mistreat their allies, raid and ravage the spoils of your battles at the expense of the innocent. You won’t soon forget it.

Only in that manner had House Lovel been keeping a close watch on the decades of war. They played their part. Protected their own house and others without the ability to fight for themselves when it was necessary. Come the later years, they might not have been as involved as they were, if it wasn’t for Lord Michael. His pledge to the High Inquisitor, Lord Savin changed everything for the house and their people. Suddenly, they were bound to a network of houses, many of which they had never been involved with or even met before. And his child-- he gave his heir to that lord.

Just as the other children of their home, Danian had trained as a hunter up until they were moved to Blackspire. They had a gift for tracking, but they were never the best archer. They preferred swords and knives, which worked well for them in the home of Lord Savin. He told them stories of far more exciting exploits than those of an ancient hunting clan. When Danian learned of the Dawnguard, they began training to join it. If it was not for their duty to their house or for the man that they came to love, they would have. For now, they remain in a sort of limbo, drifting back and forth between their place at Wolfhaven and their life with Samuel. Though not officially in the Dawnguard, Dani has taken the skills they attained and applied them to independent mercenary work.

As it stands, House Lovel is in support of the High Raj in the hope that his reign will usher in a new era of union and peace throughout the kingdom.

#( edit. )#( dani. )#( aest. )#( hc. )#fantasy au.#i spent a ridiculous amount of time on this #don't let me do anymore lord pls

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