#so true 😔😔

[cohlumbo]

We gonna have to call this in, Rust. Oh, we don't wanna do that.

#he was at his most lesbian here #second only to the lone star-daisy ring scene cc 2012. spitting out metal in a 4 week old shirt. i know she'd fist me in a pickup truck #who was it that said 'you can see his pussy frothing' in the tags? anyway so real for that #true detective #rust cohle #marty hart #h #true detective s1 #my grounding technique is watching the sweat dry on his ripped top✊😔 #they have to take giffing in browser mode away from me before i fry this computer to a jerky strip #some nights are like im rewriting blood meridian im eating pizzolatto's auteurism and spitting it out. other nights you ask? #well other nights are for looking at deadbeat cop yuri #🧃

[yesokayiknow]

do you ever think about how one of doctor who's most famous time loop episodes (heaven sent) isn't a time loop. like the fact that time is passing normally is a huge plot point

#i'm writing a heaven sent au (well plotting one out. i haven't actually written anything yet don't look at me) #and i was getting ready to deal w paradoxes and then i was like wait a minute. there are no paradoxes. time isn't actually looping here #it isn't even a time loop to twelve since he doesn't remember it until like the last moment #(and i have Thoughts about that #does he actually remember it??? bc like. how. that wasn't him. he didn't do those things #each version that did the loop was essentially a seperate clone #did he leave himself some sort of psychic memory download at the wall??? bc if so. fucked up if true #but also entirely in character tbh) #doctor who #the doctor #twelve #the fact that there's no paradox to deal w makes things less awful for my au 😔 so i will just have to make it worse in other ways 😌

[goated33]

crawls out of my cave spitting blood. do you see the vision. do you understand

#vaggie meets charlie starts to heal lute doubles down and becomes ten times worse #the most bitter exes there ever was #tried to draw vaggies hair more true to canon #‘wait why’s she so desaturated heavens really vibrant’ adam is grey and lute is nearly paper white I wanted her to fit in #also it makes her look miserable #[my art] #hazbin hotel spoilers #adam #lute #vaggie #charlie #chaggie #whatever the other ship names are #look this hc applies regardless of if there’s anything romantic #top exterminator + lieutenant #saying that like a legal disclosure 😔 #but seriously. the vitriol feels personal

[anatomical-puppet]

trips and a comical amount of hoffstrahm falls out of my pockets

[reblogs appreciated!!]

#second time’s the charm at least it’s showing up in the tags now </3 #anyway. t4t hoffstrahm real true and beautiful #saw #hoffstrahm #coffinshipping #peter strahm #mark hoffman #saw fanart #saw iv #saw v #puppet scribbles #tw gore #unfortunately it also doesnt show up in the tags when i try to add ids so i dont think i can id these im sorry 😔 #i tried editing them in every way i could think tunblr might have a problem with but still no dice </3

[riickgrimes]

THE BEAR (2022-present) 2.09 | "Omelette"

#the bear #thebearedit #sydney amadu #ayo edebiri #robert townsend #userbbelcher #usergreta #userlolo #usersophie #userrlaura #televisiongifs #mediagifs #mine and only mine #oh sydney 😔 #true 'anxious overachiever who puts more pressure on themselves than anyone else does' vibes here #i related to this way too much #and her dad is so great #he places no expectations or pressure on her and just wants her to be happy #he doesn't care about all the rest as long as she is happy #ughhgh #loved their relationship #***

[writeouswriter]

*banging fists on table* more mentally ill characters in stories that aren't just about them being mentally ill! More mentally ill characters in sci-fi, in fantasy, in romance and fun and high stakes situations and everything in between, as the heroes, as complex individuals, multifaceted and treated with respect, not having their needs and differences ignored or skirted around but, again, not having them be their only trait or plot point/entire premise! Please, I'm begging, on my hands and knees, there's a place for these topics and characters in realistic, reflective and literary fiction, yeah, but there's also a place in those magical, mystical, action packed, mysterious and alien worlds, give them to ME

#books #mental illness #mentally ill characters #writing #writeblr #not so much a problem with writers here but in books and such in general it's an impossible search #because you try and look up books with mentally ill protags and it's giving you either 1. the worst horror rep you've seen in your life #2. secondhand inspiration or pity p*rn #3. just irl biographical or realistic literary fiction which is not what i'm looking for at the present #4. either complete hollow cardboard tokenism or just barely true hc or etc. #&god forbid you try to find a character with psych*sis w/o it giving you killers or big plot twists where it was in their head all along 😑 #like i just i want a funky scientist studying aliens who happens to be b*polar #i want a fantasy adventurer or ghost hunter or etc who happens to be sch*zospec is that so much to ask 😔 #bizarrely hard to find male protags in this category as well? if you do have recs for scientists in fiction like this hmu 👀 #anyway and yeah yeah yeah write what you want to read I'M TRYING #i have all these guys i have this funky scientist but i have the illnesses™️ as well such is the world #so i want something to read or see like... now

[captainsavre]

Maya Bishop || Station 19 - Season 7 ↳ 7.03 ‘True Colors’

#i’m gonna miss her so badly 🥺😔 #someone please save this show already… #maya bishop #station 19 #station19edit #station19 #save station 19 #liam deluca bishop #danielle savre #maya and carina #maya x carina #carina x maya #mine #tv: s19 #tv: mb #7x03 #true colors #bishops7

[justanotherrandomperson]

Been playing Scarlet Hollow

Tabitha Scarlet and her weirdo cousin who lives in a storage room of 10 peoples' apartment, sells handmade jewellery on Etsy, mystic/talkstoanimals extraordinaire, Tanya Scarlet.

#scarlet hollow #tabitha scarlet #sh #black tabby games #visual novel #game #horror #mystic #talk to animals #mc scarlet #true detective #meme #god I wish Tabitha liked Tanya more but shes so overbearing and weird 😔 #fanart

[mentheii]

various guys 👍

#unpopular opinion but i actually like hatless ralsei better than hat ralsei………. #it’s his true self that he’s comfortable showing his friends……… also he’s pink horns……… #flees onslaught of rotten tomatoes #i dunno maybe it’s just because hatless is easier to draw 💀 #also how does his cloak fit like. his entire hat in there. and his ears. and giant scarf. #guys i think he’s a shapeshifter……. #deltarune #ralsei #ralsei deltarune #deltarune fanart #art 🐉 #ok. i’ve been doing this drawing of noelle and i think it’s literally cursed so i just drew ralsei #like. i’ve restarted it 5 times now and it still looks terrible 💀 #man 😔 #also also sorry utdr followers for all the dragons it will continue to happen

[lastofthe20thcenturygirls]

bts:

#sorry to sun-jae but this was way too funny #also his friend how long did he just sit there waiting for them to come back just so he could make his buddy's confession go memorable 😭 #and then he had to see his friend get friendzoned 😔 #lovely runner #im sol #ryu sun jae #his friend isn't the same guy from eclipse that got mad at him right? #+ it is 😭 #if sun-jae was pushed theory is true please i don't want his friend to be the one to push him #baek in hyuk

[chirpsythismorning]

Just watched Brokeback Mountain for the first time and I need to talk about it.

Throughout the movie, we see Ennis experience a lot of intense discomfort and fear at the idea of being intimate with a man, despite it becoming abundantly clear in the details and based on his actions that that is indeed what he wants. He even admits to Jack that this fear stems from an experience he had at a young age, when his father showed him two men who were presumed to be lovers (they were roommates vibes), murdered and castrated, with him basically using it as a lesson to show Ennis that being gay was wrong and would get you killed.

Jack on the other hand was a little less discomforted or fearful at the idea of being with a man, in that we actually saw him return the following summer to Brokeback Mountain hoping Ennis would be there, only for him to show up alone. We saw how after this he confidently approached a man at the bar hoping to get to know him, only to get rejected and risk getting hate crimed (foreshadowing 😭). And we saw how, over time, Jack’s struggle had more to do with being hurt over Ennis’ unwillingness to commit or even just consider the possibility of them being together long term, even despite the risk of being gay in the 60’s.

Near the end of the film, upon Jack’s death, Ennis discovers from his father that over the past 20 years since they met at Brokeback Mountain, Jack constantly brought it up to his folks, how Ennis, his friend, was going to move up to their ranch and they were going to build a cabin and live together and take over for the family.

Jack was often the one in the moment taking the chances for them to be together. He was the one who mentioned that they could go to Mexico, with Ennis furiously rejecting it saying ‘you know what happens to people like you there??’

But what’s even more painful, is that in this same scene, Ennis’ acknowledges the truth more directly, and why it’s so painful is because it ends up ironically coming true:

Here, Ennis is basically saying that if he decides to be with Jack for real, aka faces his queerness head on, that’s going to be the thing that gets them (Jack) killed. Shortly after this, Jack loses it and has that infamous ass monologue, followed by Ennis breaking down over how it’s Jack’s fault that he’s this way in the first place.

In the end, when Jack dies, Ennis finds out about what happened from Jack’s wife, Lureen Newsome, who said Jack was pumping up a flat out on a backroad when his tire blew up, with the rim of the tire slamming his face, breaking his nose and jaw, and knocking him unconscious on his back. By the time someone drove by on the deserted backroad, he had drowned in his own blood.

The audience might’ve believed this story, if it wasn’t for how rehearsed it sounded coming out of Lureen’s mouth, but it also doesn’t help that images of Jack being hate crimed as his true cause of death are flashing across Ennis’s mind in real time while Lureen is telling him about the ‘accident’.

While it’s left up to interpretation, it’s implied from what his wife and father said, that Jack was hate-crimed by his father in law, with it being covered up.

Broken nose? Broken jaw?… Those are the kinds of wounds someone endures after being beaten up. And if it’s happening to the point of death, then he was essentially beaten to death.

This then fits into what Jack’s father said, because apparently, shortly before he died, he’d told his father he’d found a different friend that was going to come up there to the ranch with him. And so it’s very likely Lureen’s father caught wind of this as his plans to leave neared, leading to his murder (Jack also bitched his father in law tf out in an epic way, which on its own felt unnecessary in the moment, but within the context of this makes a whole lot more sense).

Either way, it seems Jack waited for Ennis to change his mind. 20 years he waited, and when Ennis didn’t, Jack finally moved on with someone else who made an offer of his own years before, only to get murdered just as Ennis feared he would if he decided to live his life authentically.

Ennis initially found out like this, in a postcard that bounced of him inquiring Jack about seeing each other again after that last massive fall out where they had, only for Ennis’s worst fear to be realized:

Nov 7th with deceased stamped across it has me spiraling 😭

Now, obviously Brokeback Mountain is one of the most well known queer films of all time, like there’s no denying that. So it’s fairly easy to assume ST could be taking some inspiration from this film just like they have with hundreds upon hundreds of other films. But especially if they are planning to go the queer route, homage to this film is pretty much guaranteed (there’s also one more reason it might be guaranteed, but I’m saving that for the end 🤣).

Regardless, as you can probably already tell, it’s very easy to see similarities between Ennis with Mike and Jack with Will.

Mike getting the ‘you see Michael? You see what happens?’ treatment from his father, in the first episode in the series, is very Ennis coded in that this is a TV show that follows that up with seasons of Mike pushing Will away from him, with it leading to a boiling point where he says, ‘What did you think? Really? That we were never gonna get girlfriends? That we were just gonna sit in my basement in play games for the rest of our lives?’ with Will responding, ‘Yeah. I guess I did. I really did,’ aka extremely Jack coded.

The really epic thing about this though, is that ST is clearly going on a different journey than Brokeback Mountain did, in that it’s simply subverting the bury your gays trope. While they are acknowledging the risk of being queer in the 80’s, they’re not letting it end ‘realistically’ like many people have insisted it must because that is the only option. And this will be a satisfying ending because it’s coming as a response to all those heartbreaking stories before it that have reinforced this idea that happy endings just aren’t an option for gay people who simply want to be together.

While Ennis and Jack didnt get their happy ending like they wanted, Mike and Will on the other hand 😏

And last but not least, on a more hilariously ironic note, the guy who Jack was going to settle for in the end instead of Ennis, was a guy named Randall Malone, played by none other than David fucking Harbour.

#byler #stranger things #brokeback mountain #am I late to the party #yes yes I am #but I was puny when this movie came out so I am just catching up 😭 #anyways #I balled my eyes out at the end when Ennis’a worst fear came true #it sucked #although it followed the bury your gays trope #I will say it was still good in that it presented the risk from the very beginning #so the foreshadowing was there at least 😔 #anyways will is so jack coded 😭 #the way he excitedly drove to meet up with ennis after he found out about his divorce bc he thought it meant they could be together now #only for ennis to be like nothing changes if anything we have to see each other even less 😭 #and jack just drives home balling 😭

[mujinzzzzz]

being a FUCKING MENACE my first playthrough for astarion only for HIM to come to ME not even 20 hours into my second playthrough (haven't even gone to the goblin camp yet!!!) when I'm trying to romance gale 😔 this man wants me to suffer fr

#shoving duergar off of boats and being a slight menace (backstory wouldnt let me be a true menace... chaotic neutral was my best bet 😔) #telling him that id let him stab me + giving him the necromancy of thay makes him love me more than EVERYTHING i did first time 🙄 #this man is making my life so hard i just wanna romance gale without thinking of my vampire boyfriend from last playthrough 😔 #also ocean dye and poisoner's robe on gale is SCRUMPTIOUS #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #astarion #astarion ancunin #gale #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios

[francy-sketches]

Oh we are reaching warriorcats level of discourse

#.txt #the discourse: dreamfyre loved rhaena more than helaena and would choose her in targ heaven #it’s a bigass dragon they can both fit #meanwhile vhagar in targ hell: holy shit two visenyas!!! #‘graystripe would choose his true love silverstream in starclan’ ‘umm no he’d choose millie bc they’ve been together longer’ #he would choose millie btw -_- like that’s his wife of 30 cat years he’s not gonna leave her for his college fling #he has two paws anyway #also they look the same he wouldn’t be able to distinguish them #justice for millie 😤 she got so much undeserved hate 😔 #’but she abused her daughter’ no she didn’t also blossomfall is annoying #or maybe she did I forgot #but as I remember it blossomfall was whining bc her mom paid more attention to her disabled sister #can’t believe I’m warriorcatsdiscoursing on main #it’s kind of embarrassing how much of these dumb cat books I remember #cursed with knowledge forever

[scarletdex]

Ogerpon or Kieran

I mean, Kieran and I have been through a lot. We just managed to become close again, but what kind of Pokémon Professor would go abandoning the pokémon under their care? I... don't think I can really choose...

#OOC : [ florian can't answer this in character but i can answer it for him — he'd probably choose kieran if he really had to ] #[ like dude spent almost a whole year obsessing over his fuck ups in kitakami and jumped in front of a tera blast for kieran ] #[ it's obvious who his true ride or die is 😔 ] #[ though he'd feel a shit ton of guilt for giving ogerpon up like that he's very attached to her now so that's why he's so conflicted ] #[ him giving wishy-washy answers to questions like this is one of the reasons why ortega dumped his ass btw ] #pokemon #pokemon scarlet and violet #pkmn scarvio #pkmn sv #pokemon florian #trainer florian #florian #pokemon ask blog #pokeask #rotomblr #ask blog #[ post : ask ] #[ post : art ] #[ scheduled post ]

[smiledog15578]

This is based off of a meme but i like to think harry is hot blooded (not actually) and dislikes being hot

#hot air and heat is overstimulating😔 #ra hcs #so ppl dont tell me thats not true #i can make up stuff☝🤓 #jarry #help still cant figure out the name #art #fanart #my art #shitpost #resident alien #joseph rainier #harry vanderspeigle #Rainerspeigle

[inportant-spam-rsvp]

And because I must, one more doodle to prove to myself that I KNOW this style now-

And the realization that this is a canon part of Noise's character:

You know that feeling of disgust and physical agony of eating cold green beans? Yeah. That's Theo's reaction to pizza, and he doesn't know why.

#theodore noise #pizza tower #why he hate pizza so bad tho #honestly I feel bad for him #it'd be different if it was like a spoiled brat rejecting bagel bites for “true cuisine” #but this is just sad 😔