#so yeah ough

[phantom-does-a-thing]

Thinking so hard about William decaying btw.

Under a cut bc I started saying words and didn’t stop. Tw for discussion of body horror n gore n stuff ig. He is decaying.

His digestive system doesn’t work, he can’t eat because it’ll make him sick because it doesn’t digest. He doesn’t tell the others about this, he just refuses to eat because he physically can’t.

His body won’t let him sleep because if he’s already dead there’s no use. Body does not regulate hormones well enough to allow him to sleep, there’s no production of melatonin or anything. He doesn’t produce saliva it’s hard to swallow because his mouth is always dry. He’s moodier and more irritable (bc again no hormone regulations).

When he bleeds it’s… not like normal blood it’s old it’s not fresh this is not blood that should come from a regular person. It’s darker, it’s thicker, it’s almost like syrup. His heartbeat is… it still *beats* but it’s very weak, very slow, it might as well not beat at all.

It’s hard for him to move because his muscles are very, very stiff, a lot less motor control because of it. His body doesn’t have enough energy to move so it’s very hard some days, especially when he can’t eat or sleep to make up for that lack of energy. He “wakes up” (decides it’s an acceptable time to stop laying in bed) in a state of rigor mortis that is so hard to shake from and is incredibly painful.

But even so he can barely feel pain, it’s very dull. All his senses are dulled. It’s as if he’s underwater. No sense of smell or taste. His ears are constantly ringing. His vision is a lot blurrier than before, touch receptors are very muted. Someone touches him and he can barely feel it unless they try to hurt him.

His thoughts are so muddled all the time it’s hard to think because he’s so exhausted, his in so much pain (but it doesn’t actually hurt) and he’s trying so hard to navigate in a world where one wrong thing will make him fall apart. And he can barely think. His memory is so much worse, it was the one thing he had going for him and he can’t even do that. He can barely write bc muscle and motor control are very bad so he can’t take notes to remember.

He’s just ghosting this world with a fuzzy feeling inside him, like a soft apple, because everything is falling apart. I think his skin is so sickly colored, he doesn’t produce body heat, it’s like touching wax. I think liver mortis happens to him a lot (blood pooling in places) bc his heart is beating so slowly and so weakly it barely does anything so it’s so uncomfortable.

His skin is easy to pull from the bone, not off, bc it’s still a bit difficult to rip. But it’s stretchier for sure bc nothing is connected right anymore. Connective tissue is decaying, not enough energy in bodies for muscle contraction so cells are eating away at themselves to try and conserve energy. Etc.

His bones are also falling apart, specifically his joints bc again connective tissue is decaying. His shoulders and elbows dislocate and he can barely put them back into place, walking will throw his hip out. I cannot stop thinking about his jaw falling apart like Eben Byers, idk why his jaw would be a notable source of decay, but it’s a disgusting sight that he tries to hide as best he can.

He won’t wear anything besides long sleeves and pants because he’s trying to hide the patches where his skin has started to mold and decay. He wears gloves to hide the blue/purple color of his fingers bc there’s no circulation and he stood in one position for too long so the blood started to pool and never… fixed itself.

He was unpleasant to touch before bc of how cold he is, now it’s even worse. The others won’t touch him because both it’s… really scary and gross… and they’re so scared of making it worse. Dakota is so physically affectionate with people but he… doesn’t with William anymore. It’s so painfully isolating because they treat him different, they notice he’s decaying and they act different.

William is so… isolated… he’s falling apart at the seams and there’s no support because everyone will treat him weirdly or like a fragile thing. Sure he’s fragile but he doesn’t want to be treated that way. With people skirting around touching him because it’s… he’s just a corpse no one wants to touch that, or talking to him differently.

And I think that’s the worst part about the entire situation. Everyone treats him differently. They’re weird about it, everyone is weird about it for understandable reasons bc who the hell is gonna know how approach that kind of situation. It still hurts though.

He’s so cold and he misses those nights that he would cuddle up with Dakota because Dakota is warm and loves to cuddle. That doesn’t happen anymore. He misses it.

William is so touch starved and lonely, he isolated himself so much more because he wouldn’t dare subject someone to the hell that is his body. Because he’s falling apart, he’s decaying, it’s gross. And the loneliness is almost the worst part.

#rambling #phever dreams with phantom #jrwi #I have so many thought abaout this #aka phantom is in an anatomy class and only ever uses it to think about William #jrwi pd #William wisp #jrwi william wisp #body horror #gore #just in case bc he is decaying #so yeah ough #phantom posting

[99-devilz]

no patience for foolish machines... OH NO GABRIEL WATCH OUT

#ultrakill #v1 #gabriel #ultrakill fanart #ultrakill shitpost #ultrakill v1 #ultrakill gabriel #yeah make sure that video is looping y'hear #thats the way its meant to be.... #its meant to be a gif but it was too hefty for tumblr lole #this was a test to see how long it would take me to make somthing like this in toonboom #and boy howdy. #it took so long #but i started then forgor abt it half way through last year and then remberd it this week #so my perception of time is a little bungled #ough #ultrakill gluttony #blood #blood tw #gabriel amungus bone sticking out i hope u like it #blushes bashfully

[hychlorions]

a what-if i've been thinking about for forever... trucy knowing the truth before anyone could tell her

#trucy wright #apollo justice #ace attorney #.png #ough ough ough how many times has she helped 'ruin' someone's life... #like what if when she was so desperate to help phoenix get acquitted she gets hit in the face with the realization that #she might just be ruining her new-found brother's life too #so yeah. how would she even bring that up #haha hey polly. remember that time i handed you fake evidence. well did you know i saw your bracelet and remembered my mom had one too. fun #by the way did you know she told me she had two and gave one to her first-born who she lost a long time ago #like do we know how much trucy remembers about their mom. no! that's why i think this could work #ough i've wanted to make this comic for so long but i never knew how to format it #well i drew the first panel as warm-up and then was like. why not go all the way.... #that way i'd be forced to really think about composition

[simcardiac-arrested]

day 30 - videogame (undertale, fnaf, etc)

somebody get this man some chapstick

#(voice of a guy who’s desperately trying to not give in and watch the movie for the third time in a row) So how’s everyone doing #i haven’t drawn mike in like 5 months this is simply unacceptable. unsustainable #he could fix everything that’s wrong with the world #i have once again changed his design but it’s ok #but yeah as you can see i am very interested with the concept of mike adjusting to living in human society as a weird alive corpse thing #fuuuuckkk AUEJGHHHH i seriously do like movie mike so much i think he and game mike can live in peace and harmony #something so awful is happening to me and it’s past midnight i should NOT be allowed to think aboht my favorite characters #myart #cringetober 2023 #michael afton #mike schmidt #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #can anybody hear me. help. help. MICHAELLLL DONT LEAVE ME HERE UEHGH OUGH MICHAELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

I dunno what Pigsy was expecting to happen when he hugged a touch-starved monkey

were i not constrained by the limits of my computer i would have a great deal more of these

#knox rambles #KNOX ART (me) #Dad in training #Monkie Kid Pigsy #Monkie Kid Sun Wukong | Monkey King #Monkie kid Tang #THEY'RE RUSHED SO THEY'RE MESSY I HAD TO CRANK EM OUT FAST BEFORE MY COMPTUER PROTESTED #asks #kitkat1003 #not a ship #l o o k #i #ough #YEAH #if my computer wasn't going through it i'd have A LOT MORE #RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH #<- has a lot of suppressed creativity that wishes to be unleashed #I'M SUCH A FAN OF PLATONIC CLOSENESS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAAAAAAND #thanks for this kit it scratched my brain real good i'm bITING #Monkie Kid #LEGO Monkie kid #I know i'm one of the only souls who watch this show who draws this kinda nonesense and i am A-OKAY with that it is comfort i miss drawing #pigsy so much you have no idea i'm going bananas

[spacedustmantis]

thinking about if they got out

#charlie and ranboo that is #hhhmmm #like in universe implications and also themes #like for them to truly get out they'd need to a) break ranboo's mask and b) leave all the cameras behind #if they got out it would've just ended #they shoot the camera man or something #ough actually that's so sick #imagine that fight sequence #the thought of going off the grid #leaving everyone in the dark forever and ever #in order to be free #yeah #showfall media isn't defeated tho #ranboo and charlie are out #but there are other actors #other protagonists #other heros #the show must go on #the content machine doesn't stop just because a few rejected it #it's immortal up until the point that it runs out of participants #and everyone's eager for a little fame #yeah... #generation loss #buggy thoughts #connecting the dots #silver screen

[smokbeast]

My hand slipped

#it slipped so fucking hard besties im not normal fuck me #im. ough yeah. white haired bitches do things to me #art #my art #undertale #horrortale #horror sans #fang #my oc #fang horror sans #undertale fanart #human fang #he uh. yeah oogughn

[lovesickeros]

☆ you sow; & thus you shall reap what you are owed

{☆} characters tsaritsa {☆} notes cult au, imposter au, drabble, gender neutral reader {☆} warnings blood, violence {☆} word count 0.8k

You are dying.

Gold melts into the dirt, bleeds into the very earth that you'd molded by your own hands – a familiarity you do not understand the source of – you know it to be true, yet you do not remember it as Teyvat does. It weeps, in turn, for the way you bleed upon it, the way your lungs strain for breath.

It is fury and sorrow and fear and hatred so raw that your mind buckles.

You will die.

"A dying godling and its judge, it's jury – it's executioners," The voice is hollow and cold, sweeps across your broken body like the first chill of winter, "Archons who saw themselves Gods, now brought to heel by their own hubris."

A cold hand upon your cheek, the brush of a thumb across your lip, the gentle caress of cold across your skin. You know her – you don't remember, you shouldn't recognize her but you do – and she knows you. The cold beckons and you follow, let her kindness settle in the hollow space of your chest. You want to speak, to cry and scream and rage, let the world burn around you in a fit of flames so hot even she cannot contain it – but she silences you, quiets the anger seeping into your blood, quiets Teyvat itself.

"Do not speak, little godling. Guide my hand," She is cold; her hands are not gentle, yet it is bliss compared to the callous, cruel hands that have shattered you. She is cruel and cold and brutal but she is love in the way she kisses the crown of your head. She is love in the way she is the bulwark between you and the world that has scorned you – she is fury in the way she brings them to their knees. "And I shall enact judgement most divine."

They will pray for forgiveness, and they shall find themselves wanting.

"It wasn't our fault!" They cry, but you cannot recognize the voice – it breaks and cracks like glass. "They were too human. How were we meant to know? We– we thought they were.."

Silence.

You watch your judge – the executioner, the blade that shall carve their sins into the very marrow of Teyvat, stand above you like death. As cold as winter and just as brutal. Your temple has been painted in the gold of your divine blood, and she shall complete the masterpiece with their own. The Archons shall become the grandest art in the world – this temple the canvas, their blood the paint and their bodies the palette. The cold that cuts sinew cradles you – it sings to you, whispers sweetly in your ear and carves bone from body in the same breath. The cold presses it's lips to your wrist and it cradles a heart within it's palm – judges them and finds them guilty.

It is her spear that rests between their ribs, her sword that dissects and her dagger that carves – the cold devours.

In the breadth of this divine sanctuary, the Archons dwindle. They become the pieces of a divine work of art, they bleed and bend and break upon her hands. She shakes the heavens and carves mortality into the bones of the divine – your word is Law, and you weave their deaths into the roots of Teyvat itself.

They shall know of their grand folly in every moment henceforth and longer still and they shall weep.

And as the curtain falls, as the world crumbles beneath fist and blade, she cradles your face between hands too cold – as gentle as a shard of ice between your ribs, as brutal as the kiss of gentle snowfall. The world buckles at the loss of six, but she alone does not allow it to break – you will have to mend the wounds of the world when you are well, but today you weep and Teyvat weeps with you.

And alone, the cold remains.

Stone has eroded, the wind has ceased, the flames have been extinguished, the storm has been silenced, the forests have gone quiet and the seas go still.

But the cold remains, bathed in gold.

It wraps you in thick furs, cradles you against the winter storm that brews beneath a veneer of composure. It brings you home – lets the world settle into a stillness and silence that inspires only dread and still she presses a kiss to your brow.

It is cold, but there has never been something so warm.

Where hands have broken you, she drapes you in furs, wipes away the thick gold that clings to your skin. She pieces you back together where you have been shattered, reshapes you where you have been bent – makes of you something new. Not a god and not a mortal but something wedged between them.

But you are yourself.

And you are where you belong.

They shall put you back together and you shall know only the worship worthy of the divine. They shall carve this world into your image, tear out and burn away the rot that festers.

All you need to do is say the word and they shall be your tools to make this world your own.

One word and those who wronged you shall burn, too.

Just one word. That's all it takes, and they shall take away your pain.

#sagau #genshin sagau #self aware genshin #genshin impact sagau #self aware genshin impact #fic tag #genshin cult au #genshin impact cult au #tsaritsa #“eros you left for a month again” yeah................. #anyway. posts tsaritsa fic and leaves #i kept it kinda vague but the fatui are all on your side. whether or not your actually the creator or not though.. #now thats up for debate. #did they tamper w teyvat to kill the archons? to break the world to be remade in whatever image they see fit? #using you as the means of their end? #maybe you are the creator and they just saw an opportunity. maybe they are just devoted to you. #i just think lowkey villain au but specifically imposter au where the only ones who side w u r the fatui like OUGH #i love the fatui. them being the only ones 2 side w u is so tasty #prime material for angst bc the self doubt if the only ppl who believe u r the “villains” #a lot of this is just like. tsaritsa posting again though #the tsaritsa who loves so deeply yet cannot love #contradictions all the way down #she loves you but she cannot love you. #she loves you but she will put a dagger between your ribs. she loves you but she is incapable of love #tsaritsa the woman that u r ough #harbingers and their complex relations 2 love my beloved #smth smth tsaritsa seeing an opportunity to install a puppet “creator” which creates a separate imposter!au when the actual creator pops in #did i write this just 2 write tsaritsa being vague and Weird and horrifying and a horror and a lover and just a woman and #yeah :] #please talk 2 me abt the tsaritsa pleas epleas pleas eplease please please please p[lease please pleas

[christakisbang]

"........~!" our bini doesn't need words to understand me! you know what i want to say, right?

#“i dont think anyone understands me properly except him. i can say that for sure” OTL #stray kids #bystay #staysource #bang chan #seo changbin #binchan #skz #my gifs #cbbc2023 #their most recent 2kr is one of the best btw like top 5 2krs ever its so so good theyre so good...they love eo sm #when bin thanks him for hanging in there and for protecting them and his message saying since hyung's our leader im reassured ough u can #tell chan was rlly touched hearing it and im so glad binchan have eo not 2 be emo but ive been giffing them for two hours now so like. yeah #d-9!

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Drag king Julie my beloved <3 Biting him biting him biting him <333

#WAGH AGH OUGH #HE'S SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #OMG <3 #THE FIT YOU GAVE HIM IS SO FUCKING IN-UNIVERSE AND THISSSSSSS THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS #OB FUCKING SESSED #HE LOOKS SO FUCKING 70s/8s AAAAAAA #may i hold your cigar for you sir. Sir. Sir May I Hold Your Cigar- #rambles from the bog #oh man i really need to make a 'gift' tag so i can easily look at the wonderful stuff such as this... #offerings to the bog #yeah that'll work! #THANK YOU FOR THE MEAL!!!!

[monsteractialuna]

Pick your fighter beautiful wife

First time drawing Fanon Eclipse and man i forgot how hard it is to pose that many arms without covering literally everything up.

Also if you see me post future art and the colors of the characters are totally different shhh don't say anything I've been slacking on making real refs for them

#my art #daycare attendant #dca fnaf #Sun fnaf #Moon fnaf #Eclipse fnaf #ough. im in fucking pain #candy corn lookin ass robots #i had to go look at other peoples art for eclipse to see what the general consensus is for his color scheme so yeah #anyways crawls into a hole and dies

[rexscanonwife]

Well I've finally gone insane enough to draw a (dreamworks) trollsona!

She's an alt/indie rock troll who plays the bass guitar, inspired by the musical stylings of Mitski whom I adore 🫶 somewhat sadgirl, occasionally angry, but always with very very big emotions aaaand she has no name at the moment.

(And ofc she's got the fattest crush on Queen Barb and a lot of her songs are secretly about her sssh~)

Taglist♡: @me-myself-and-my-fos @tiny-cloud-of-flowers @sunstar-of-the-north @dearly-beeloved @sosoftandsweet @changeling-selfship @drjohndisco @bob-in-tekken-8

#artfarts #self insert #self ship #dreamworks trolls #trolls #trolls world tour #trollsona #wah so barb is moving up from crush to f/o since ive got an s/i now and have a tag idea 🥺👉👈 #🎸 hard rock hearts 🎸 #OUGH I JUST LIKE HER SO MUCH UGHH #women... #especially women who are a little grungy #and break all the rules 💖💘💖💘 #and are secretly a bit insecure about their abilities #like yeah i already made the comparison to shepherd and its still true #i just like women in charge 🥴🫶💘🫶💘 #ok i dont have much to say here #but youll be seeing more soon!!

[obsob]

KISSING YOU mentally 

#mine #art #yes yes yes more cats i know yes #all my pencil stuff is not. done. im to busy for fun pencil #figured out my new prints!! am in the process of drawing them eheh #im looking forward to colouring them!! doing. pride month prints hehehe #ive had a good week! yay! #i ordered some lucy and yak dungarees which arrived today im very happy about them #i ordered some off depop n i loved them so. i bough some new...n actually th right size #i had to buy size 10!! im never size 10! my other ones r szie 12 n they like. fit. but they r. a little large #not so much they look insane but. 10 fits better #when its autumn i may buy some....cord ones >:) hehe #im like slowly figuring out i am actually size small in most clothing #like for years ive just bought large size bc im like yeah thats how big i am. wrong. #like i bought a small size shirt n it like. fits me. n i was like ough. #im slowly. actually buying clothes that r my style. slowly #i want skirts and dresses but im a coward #maybe one day!!!!

[rox-of-iu]

ayo guys guess what time it is again :)) 💜💜

spoiler warning for cultivate ch 41-46

hehe finally scrambled brain enough to be able to catch up and cultivate makes me go 🥰🥰😌🤗😊😊

cultivate of course by @neonghostcat beloved

#cultivate #cultivate: slow life on a monster infested mountain #liushen #mu qingfang #anyway congrats to the newlyweds #no longer has to shake SY like a bug wow hjskdh #also if ur wondering why i formatted it so stupidly and the SY club bit gets cut off so weirdly in the preview #its because i find it inherently funny how YQY gets cut out of the frame sorry hes my favouritest wet rag of a man to bully fjdsfhk #i know poor guy has it rough but not my fault hes so bulliable #anywaqyy OUGH THE PLOT IS THICKENINGG THIS IS SO EXCITING #also mqf my bby beloved ohhhhh i care him so much #yes to everyone who forgor monthly mandatory reminder that i love mqf #anyway i feel like i had lot more to say but head empty. hopefullůy the doodles are conveying my excitement properly when words cant xD #OH YEAH FORGOT TO MENTION #i borrowed the Mu Yue design for the gossip girls club from that one piece from fistfuloflightning #sorry if youre not cool with that i just love that piece so much it made me so emotional the first time i saw it i love it dearly #so i yoinked your mu yue for the background sorry aha

[starsh0cked]

sorry. i drank too much of the oc x canon juice and this happened

speedpaint jumpscare!! i didn't know i was recording this btw so. random things at the beginning

#kirby #kirby oc #mienna #galacta knight #kirby galacta knight #miennagala #digital art #glitter in my ink #this is literally a coloured sketch (deeply sorry to inform) but it feels nice to skip lineart #like. i don't know WHAT clicked in me #but this is the result #i did this in a day and a half mind you #also gala's hands are peregrine falcon talons!! thought it'd be cool for someone birdlike like him to have claws somewhere #then there are all his feathers along his back. sort of to soothe the transition between skin and wing yk #feathered gala real. i love animal-coding characters with animal-esque traits!!! #AND AND. mienna with her hair down. for those who wondered what it'd look like. #ough. miennagala brainrot is SO real (for me) #and for those of you who watched the speedpaint under the cut. yeah!! this was fun for me but also strange but i loved this. #orange and blue contrast yummy...

[doodleodds]

Me? Uploading a Halloween comic on November 18th, almost four whole-ass weeks late???? Yeah that’s uh. yup. yeah

Thanks for reading! :) <3

#persona 5 #p5 #akira kurusu #OUGH OH MY GOD ITS FINALLY. DONE. I AM LOSING MY MIND #if you've been following me for long enough: yes! this IS in fact the comic i mentioned that i was making last year. #Fun fact! This is also! The Third Draft of said comic!!! i have redrawn this thing THREE FUCKING TIMES #as a result you may notice that i uh. a) gave up on coloring this thing. no way in HELL am i coloring 30 pages. im not...strong enough #you will settle for simply having monochrome colored panels and you will LIKE IT!!!!! >:OOOOO #and b) gave up on backgrounds! yeah fuck that lmao. i am never drawing people in the monabus again and mementos can kiss my ass!!!!! #i just want to draw my silly little characters & not their environments #and you may also say: sophia. by halloween they are already in Sae's palace. why isn't goro with them and where's haru? #and to that i say shhhh suspend your disbelief. akechi is in mementos carving pumpkins to avoid trick or treaters. #and also haru isn't there because i cannot draw 6+ people in a cramped space yet!!! my art skills are Just Not There Quite Yet :( #so she's staying home and handing out fullsized candy bars to kids. that's where she is while this is all going down #'does akira know it's akechi down there?' :) that's up to you! but i WILL say that I was thinking about Akeshu when i wrote this so. :)))) #ANYWAY if you read this far in the tags im so sorry lmao. thanks for sticking around! Hope you had a happy halloween :) #hopefully i won't disappear for long this time. idk im just gonna start uploading other bullshit art in the interim between comics i guess #probably some fire emblem shit. we'll see. we'll see. anyway bye!! till next time!